19/10/02
Saturday.
11.51pm I just woke up. I dreamt that someone was advised that what is wrong with me is that there is a growth in my head and with some medications that growth is going to be cleared.
And that is why they are doing this.
THE GROWTH IS IN YOUR HEAD NOT IN MINE...
Talking about accusing people of being crazy, only because you realised that there is money and you would like a piece of the cake,
why don`t you accuse YOUR OWN PEOPLE, ... just behind my garden there is a house and a family growing a very sick boy...
ACCUSE YOUR OWN PEOPLE, AND leave other people in peace.
Tell me who were you telling it to? ... the valuer??? or the Optus operator who was asking why you are ordering to PLAY WITH MY HOUSE TELEPHONES...??????
Let me tell you one thing...
Even though everyone tells me that what I am telling them seems strange...
DON`T YOU THING IT IS EVEN MORE STRANGER TO GO AROUND AND ACCUSE SOMEONE OF BEING CRAZY, WHILE THIS PERSON
ALL THE WAY THROUGH THE 7YEARS THAT YOU STARTED this saga,
has been working, being responsible for herself, and her mother (who incidentally you attempted and planned to have euthanised in hospital by some vietnamise nurses... read my previous pages ... reader),
being responsible for other people`s business...
I only talk when I need to defend myself... so that I can offset the garbage that you go around telling...
I only write on this page when I know that I need to explain to people who are filled in with the garbage that you are telling them...
WHY DON`T YOU TELL THEM THE TRUTH...
TO HAVE A "YES".
YOU ARE DESPERATE. A DESPERATE IN SEARCH OF HAPPINESS...
BUT YOU SOLD YOUR SOUL TO THE DEMON... YOU CANNOT POSSIBLY EVER HAVE HAPPINESS...
I AM NOT CRAZY. YOU ARE THE CRAZY ONE.
For it is not me to goes around telling stranger this and that
about a perfectly stranger to you (which is me)
only because you
overhear on my telephone line,
that I have to speak to that person
that I am asking for a job
that I am asking for a tenant.
You are talking to people about me in a way as to show that you know every thing about me, sort of as if I have been your wife...
YOU ARE ONLY A SEX STARVING PERSON WHO GATHERED INFORMATION ABOUT ME THROUGH THE HELP OF THE WHORE OF RINARELLA YOUR SEGRETARIELLA AND THE PUTTANELLA OF MY SISTER IN LAW`S SISTER WHO WORKS DOWNSTAIRS...
not because you know me...
and you will never be anymore than that.
It is now time for my ROSARY AND MY TIME TO READ THE EXORCIST PRAYER THAT THE ARCHANGEL SAINT MICHAEL DICTATES...
SO AS YOU SEE I pray a lot for you and for your growth in your head... for you have a real big one...
As for me I prefer to look and enlarge in my mind this picture...
Do you remember her???
Yes. You are quite right, she is the lady that brought back my web page... when you had taken it away from me... do you remember?
I was pretty worried.
After one whole week of trying to find it again... I was trying to make a new one... start again...
but
on the 8 of December 2001
I, by chance, found my page in all its entirety. It was all there, hidden from me for a while but on that date
came back as POWERFULL AS IT COULD EVER BE...
AND since then any attempts of yours has been in vain.
You do not fight with Her, She will put you right under her gentle feet... AU REVOIR MONSIEUR... KINGS CROSS IS OKAY FOR YOU... as matter of fact it is excellent!
that man after two weeks shot himself in front of the Crucifix in the grounds of a certain church.
I guess God must have told him, "Shoot yourself in front of me, so that they can come and clean up the mess that they have created. You are now a zombie, you are useless for life..."
that man was driven to crazyness by his own family, and church and surroundings, I still can hear his words in my ears "my wife doesn`t want me anylonger..." "Remember, that my son is much younger than you. You may be making a mistake..."
She wasn`t making a mistake. She wanted that man so that she could come to Australia, bring her whole family and then study and better herself at the expense of daddy dear...
And once she achieved her education and reached her goal there was no reason of living peacefully with him.
HOW ARE YOU SISTER IN LAW DEAR... HOW ARE YOUR STUDIES GOING? DID YOU BECOME A DOCTOR YET? AND HOW IS YOUR DAUGHTER IN LAW WHO IS SUPPOSED TO GET HER EDUCATION OVER A BOY THAT BARELY REACHED THE AGE OF 20 WHEN HE WAS PRESCRIBED TO BE MARRIED? HOW ARE YOU PRIESTS WHO CAN PRESCRIBE A WOMAN TO BE MARRIED TO A DIVORCEE?
HOW ARE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST?
ARE YOU STILL SINGING?
ONCE upon a time there was a man who came to my house, he said "I don`t know what to do, my wife doesn`t want me anymore..."
but I still can hear the words of his mother when she was alife
HOW ARE YOU LIQUIDATOR WHO THINKS THAT YOU CAN ENTER MY FAMILY`S LIFE IN SUCH A THOUNDEROUS MANNER?
voglio ubbriacarmi di te vino inebriante
voglio camminare ad occhi chiusi
luce che estasia
voglio cantare d`amore
cuore che trepida
ED ORA CHE TI HO LODATO
MI VUOI PROTEGGERE????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Something old, something new...!!
He was good!!!!
It must have been me!!
Un mondo pieno di ladri !!
...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.!!
you should read this...is so peacefull...
In my dream I saw the string
nylon and finely compact.
The Greek has decided
to call it quits
and get me stretched.
They have tried it once
by his order
It failed because
there was still a bit of order
All is collapsed now
The "DELITTO PERFETTO"
has to be activated
or the Liquidator will loose his face
and that will be highly unappreciated.
When will it be?
Will it be a lebanese
or an indian
to do the deed?
A stooge will be sent
to perform your action.
Stamp your feet, and
break the floor,
I am unmoved, I am still, I am DEAD.
But as dead as I may be
I walk, I talk,
I sing, I love
to haunt you
and your FOLLOWERS
greek junk with the face
soiled of dung...
THE STRING WAS IN THE HAND AND BEING MEASURED BY THE GREEK STOOGE, BUT WHO GETS TO BE SO LUCKY IN PUTTING IT AROUND MY NECK?
"We do not want her dead, otherwise all she have will go to her cousins in Argentina, we have to make sure that she doesn`t kill herself... we have to place her with a good ITALIAN FAMILY and we have to model her up... her brain we mean... to like... SEX AND BE A SEX ADDICT... this is the only way we can walk scott free... and with our face clean..., we`ve go to do this..."
for the liquidator... I came to you for work...
for the police... I came to you for justice...
for the principal... I came to you so that you could teach your clients to understand that that is a school not a pub...
to my brother... I came to you because my mother told me that my brother will always be there for me... sorry I made a mistake... I didn`t realise that when a brother marries then the wife takes over and the sister becomes the intruder... who need ask permission to talk to her own flesh and blood.
In my dream I heard someone say:
DEPARTMENT OF SCHOOL EDUCATION, I LOVE YOU... DO YOU LOVE ME TOO...
I HAVE THE RIGHT TO GO ANYWHERE I WANT AND STILL TO DEMAND TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT ... that is for the stalker...
I have the right to go anywhere, TO ASK FOR JOBS, to work, to look after my things...PSYCHIATRISTS STOP KILLING... YOU HAVEN`T GRASPED WHAT BEING A DOCTOR IS... GO AND LEARN. AND LEAVE THE GOOD HEALTH PEOPLE ALONE.