21/10/02
Saturday.
5.32am Le mie parole vengono re-iterate.
Per cercare spiegazioni.
Per coprirsi.
E si danno spiegazioni che non hanno senso, che non si attengono alla veridicita` delle cose.
"DARE A CESARE CIO` CHE E` DI CESARE, DARE A DIO CIO` CHE E` DI DIO".
E la spiegazione e` che, ... le tasse a Dio si devono pagare...
Una cosa che in tutta la mia vita (52 anni belli e compiuti e trapassati) non ho mai sentito.
Ho sentito che al Governo si devono pagare le tasse, ma non ho mai sentito che
a Dio
si devono pagare le tasse.
E cosa inventato Dio? LA REPUBBLICA GRECA????????
Ma si sa bene che non tutti sono CHIAMATI, e che non tutti in questa terra si sarebbero fatti SANTI.
Quel "vendi tutto e seguimi" era un "Hai gia` fatto la volonta` del Padre mio quando quando seguito a puntino i comandamenti... ma potrai fare ancora di meglio se vendi tutto e mi segui."
NIENTE E` IMPOSTO CON GESU`.
e PERDONO` SEMPRE TUTTO.
"IO TI AMO INFINITAMENTE. O SEI CON ME O SEI CONTRO DI ME. NON AMO VIE DI MEZZO. PERO` NON TE LO IMPONGO. TE LO CHIEDO E ASPETTO ASPETTO ASPETTO ASPETTO ... FINCHE' TU UN GIORNO CAPIRAI DA TE E RITORNERAI DA ME..."
ED e` proprio questo che mi ha fatto innamorare di Lui.
Un amore che aspetta...
un amore che sa aspettare...
E un amore che non si aspetta pagamenti...
Un amore che da` regole da seguire... ma che non impone niente.
I COMANDAMENTI SONO LA VOLONTA` DEL PADRE SUO.
SE SEGUIAMO I COMANDAMENTI ANCHE NOI POSSIAMO DIRE "PADRE NOSTRO".
Basta fare la volonta` di Dio Padre e le ricchezze cadranno nelle nostre mani, senza che noi ci accorgiamo neanche.
IO NON HO MAI TENTATO DI ACCUMULARE RICCHEZZE ... HO LAVORATO ONESTAMENTE E HO RISPARMIATO ONESTAMENTE PER IL MIO FUTURO...
UN FUTURO che mi doveva dare pace e serenita`,
DIO MI HA DATO MOLTO DI PIU`... LA CASA ME LA DATA NEL MIGLIOR POSTO DI SYDNEY ... E LA MIA PROFESSIONE NON E` NEANCHE DA BUTTARE VIA...
Dio mi ha dato tutto questo perche' sa le mie esigenze. Sa che ho bisogno di tutto questo.
Ogni tentato furto da parte VOSTRA, non e` altro che un FURTO allo stesso Dio che vi ha creati.
LASCIATE CHE ALLA MIA ANIMA CI PENSI IO.
IO NON CAMBIEREI PER NESSUNA COSA AL MONDO LA MIA ANIMA CON LA VOSTRA.
PRETI ... ANDATE A LAVORARVELI I VOSTRI SOLDI PER LE VOSTRE VACANZE E PER I VOSTRI DIVERTIMENTI INCLUDENDO LA PEDOFILIA E GLI UBBRIACAMENTI...
lasciate la gente in pace!!!!!!!!
ARE YOU STILL SINGING?
ONCE upon a time there was a man who came to my house, he said "I don`t know what to do, my wife doesn`t want me anymore..."
that man after two weeks shot himself in front of the Crucifix in the grounds of a certain church.
I guess God must have told him,
"Shoot yourself in front of me, so that they can come and clean up the mess that they have created. You are now a zombie, you are useless for life..."
that man was driven to crazyness by his own family, and church and surroundings, I still can hear his words in my ears "my wife doesn`t want me anylonger..."
but I still can hear the words of his mother when she was alife
"Remember, that my son is much younger than you. You may be making a mistake..."
She wasn`t making a mistake.
She wanted that man so that she could come to Australia, bring her whole family
and then study and better herself at the expense of daddy dear... And once she achieved her education
and reached her goal there was no reason of living peacefully with him.
HOW ARE YOU SISTER IN LAW DEAR...
HOW ARE YOUR STUDIES GOING?
DID YOU BECOME A DOCTOR YET?
AND HOW IS YOUR DAUGHTER IN LAW WHO IS SUPPOSED TO GET HER EDUCATION OVER A BOY THAT BARELY REACHED THE AGE OF 20
WHEN HE WAS PRESCRIBED TO BE MARRIED?
HOW ARE YOU LIQUIDATOR WHO THINKS THAT YOU CAN ENTER MY FAMILY`S LIFE IN SUCH A THOUNDEROUS MANNER?
HOW ARE YOU PRIESTS WHO CAN PRESCRIBE A WOMAN TO BE MARRIED TO A DIVORCEE?
HOW ARE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST?
voglio ubbriacarmi di te vino inebriante
voglio camminare ad occhi chiusi
luce che estasia
voglio cantare d`amore
cuore che trepida
ED ORA CHE TI HO LODATO
MI VUOI PROTEGGERE????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Something old, something new...!!
He was good!!!!
It must have been me!!
Un mondo pieno di ladri !!
...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.!!
you should read this...is so peacefull...
In my dream I saw the string
nylon and finely compact.
The Greek has decided
to call it quits
and get me stretched.
They have tried it once
by his order
It failed because
there was still a bit of order
All is collapsed now
The "DELITTO PERFETTO"
has to be activated
or the Liquidator will loose his face
and that will be highly unappreciated.
When will it be?
Will it be a lebanese
or an indian
to do the deed?
A stooge will be sent
to perform your action.
Stamp your feet, and
break the floor,
I am unmoved, I am still, I am DEAD.
But as dead as I may be
I walk, I talk,
I sing, I love
to haunt you
and your FOLLOWERS
greek junk with the face
soiled of dung...
THE STRING WAS IN THE HAND AND BEING MEASURED BY THE GREEK STOOGE, BUT WHO GETS TO BE SO LUCKY IN PUTTING IT AROUND MY NECK?
"We do not want her dead, otherwise all she have will go to her cousins in Argentina, we have to make sure that she doesn`t kill herself... we have to place her with a good ITALIAN FAMILY and we have to model her up... her brain we mean... to like... SEX AND BE A SEX ADDICT... this is the only way we can walk scott free... and with our face clean..., we`ve go to do this..."
for the liquidator... I came to you for work...
for the police... I came to you for justice...
for the principal... I came to you so that you could teach your clients to understand that that is a school not a pub...
to my brother... I came to you because my mother told me that my brother will always be there for me... sorry I made a mistake... I didn`t realise that when a brother marries then the wife takes over and the sister becomes the intruder... who need ask permission to talk to her own flesh and blood.
In my dream I heard someone say:
DEPARTMENT OF SCHOOL EDUCATION, I LOVE YOU... DO YOU LOVE ME TOO...
I HAVE THE RIGHT TO GO ANYWHERE I WANT AND STILL TO DEMAND TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT ... that is for the stalker...
I have the right to go anywhere, TO ASK FOR JOBS, to work, to look after my things...PSYCHIATRISTS STOP KILLING... YOU HAVEN`T GRASPED WHAT BEING A DOCTOR IS... GO AND LEARN. AND LEAVE THE GOOD HEALTH PEOPLE ALONE.