2/11/02


Whore of sister in law, go and get f...ed by the GREEK STALKER YOURSELF...

and go and rob the guns that your brothers keeps in a room under the house

INSTEAD OF MY MONEY...

but above all...

get off my telephone line...

stop intimidating my clients and my employers...

and go and put the whore of your sister in the MENTAL HOSPITAL

FOR SHE STUCK HER TONGUE IN YOUR SON`S MOUTH

WHEN HE WAS BARELY ONE YEAR OLD IN FRONT OF ME AND YOU...

how disgusting...

stop inventing lies...

such as me having babies and killing them and throwing them in the well,

such as me having lovers,

such as me doing this and that. YOU WILL NOT COVER MY CHEQUE BOOK WITH YOUR MANY CHEQUE BOOKS.


NOT EVEN IF YOUR BROTHER IS THE GOD FATHER...

you are completely insane if you think that you can rob me so mercilessly, without having to kill me first.

And anybody who helps you is no saner than you...


I had another dream about my cousin. It is a very recurrent dream. So I rang her again. And again I get ..."I know nothing. I know nothing."


I called the Police and I said

"I will give you my cousin telephone number ... please call her and ask her to give you a report about me.

I think I am being robbed because my sister in law goes around saying things about me and her...

Please ask her to give you a report about me.

And then if she accuses me of something you can come and get me."

The Police answered

"IT`S A FAMILY MATTER. It is not a criminal matter.

You`ve got to find out yourself."

They told me it is not a criminal matter, therefore I had to find out by myself.

They told me to go to a solicitor...

I can`t go to a solicitor... the solicitor is not answering my calls...

I don`t even know if you or the Greek stalker told him not to answer my calls....


has he been told by my sister in law dear not to answer my calls...????


In the meantime, my units remain unrented.

In the meantime, my jobs are taken away from me...


I dreamt last night that my cheque books were covered by my sister in law cheque books.

I dreamt last night someone saying

"You don`t worry about her. You`ve got a family, she doesn`t. Worry for yourself."

Whoever said this, whoever is inviting my brother to rob ME of my units with the pretext that I am sick... I want to say that you are sick.

And that I not have to cover up for his bad business deals.

If he wanted to place himself in a risk situation because he was invited by the Greek Stalker who wanted me...

Now he can go and get stuffed...

for I didn`t tell him to do that.

I didn`t ask him to do anything at all.

As matter of fact, I told him to stay away from that junk of GREEK STALKER because he was dangerous.

If my brother is stupid, I don`t have to pay for it.


I owe nothing to my brother TONY BARBALACE,

EVEN LESSER TO MY SISTER IN LAW, RITA BARBALACE,

EVEN LESSER TO MY NEPHEW, PINO BARBALACE

OR HIS SISTER...

I don`t work for them.

Just as THEY never worked for me.

I never ever received anything from them.

We never had any deal OR PROMISE to give anything to one another.


He is married.

His duty is to look after his family... and I appreciate that... but not with my money....


I even invited him to do what I WAS DOING, BUSINESS LIKE, A LONG TIME AGO. I told him that bying units at MOSMAN was a better deal than what he was doing.

He refused to believe in it. For he never listened to his sister.

He only bothered to listen to strangers.

His in-law were the GODS

and he followed their foot steps. So while they worked for him, he paid them enourmous amount in wages, and he barely was bringing in anything for his family out of his business.

They made their house full of marble while he always was covered with debts.


That is why I got so disgusted and I decided I didn`t want to look at his books any longer and give him to an accountant.

But when I realised that the accountant I gave him to, was doing wrong things, I told my brother to go away and find someone else.

He didn`t listen.

He is the classical type of not listening to his own family.



AND NOW THAT HE REALISED THAT I DID BETTER THAN HIM... NOW THAT THEY REALISED THAT i made more money than him...

THEY WANT IT... AND ALL... AND BY FORCE...

and if not

by medication

for which the psychiatrists are willing to accomodate him...

EVEN IN KILLING OF HIS MOTHER...


I work only and solely to gain MY DAILY BREAD, AND NOT THEIRS.


I DON`T BELIEVE IN FAMILIES THAT FIRST ABANDON THEIR SISTERS BECAUSE they meet their in-laws and then they come back only for the money...


Money hungry of sister in law...

go and work for your money

for you are nothing but a parasite...

AND A ROBBER

and a planner of assassination


If you want to examine my life,

I suggest, go and examine yours first,

who used to throw shoes to your children when they were little,

I suggest, go and examine your sister`s life,

who is living with a married man with two children

and she herself is divorced,

and who stuck her tongue right inside my nephew`s mouth

in front of me and you when he was one year old...

HOW MORE CRAZY THAN THAT CAN YOU GET?????


You,

who go and listen to my telephone calls and answer to people in an angry and crazy way, to show people that I am crazy.

you

who received the phone calls of a valuer and pretended to be me and said that I didn`t want to show the unit... AND THAT i DON`T SPEAK ENGLISH AND tra, la la la

for which now the bank want to give me the tra la la themselves...

Let me tell you

STOP PLAYING "the young and the restless game"

You ARE LIVING IN YOUR TV SHOWS,

where Victor Newman is the GREEK STALKER, AND YOU ARE ASHLEY ABBOT

and where the plot is to hide people in an underground and give them only bread and water until they do what you want them to do.


Stop dealing with my clients, my employers, and my lawyer...

YOUR BROTHER MAY HAVE A ROOM FULL OF GUNS,

BUT I DON`T CARE...

I DON`T CARE ABOUT CALABRESE, SICILIAN AND GREEK MAFIA...

I have nothing to lose

You have lost my dignity, with your arrogant AND imperious DEFAMATION.

AND without any dignity I am just a

DEAD WALKING THE STREETS.


I have nothing to lose...

Come and shoot me.


I don`t care that you have a family. I didn`t work for you all my life OR IN ANY PART OF MY LIFE.

Not to see you sitting on a couch and sipping your shampagne together with Yashis, Semino, Terrino, Michelino, Gimmino,Billino, peterino, craigino and so on and so on.

You have reached the HIGHEST... REMEMBER WHEN YOU WANTED TO BE A MEMBER OF HIGH SOCIETY???? WELL YOU`VE GOT IT NOW, DON`T YOU??????


You were starving for the palla and palline... and you have got them now...

for they are not palla and palline any longer... now they are high society...at least that is what they think they are... DRUNKARDS AND PEDOPHILES....PALLE E PALLINE...

AI VOSTRI COMANDI, COMMENDATORE...


As I said, sister in law,

if you have put yourself in a bad deal,

it is not with my money that you will cover yourself,

unless you fill my head with 24 bullets and UNLESS you reduce my face full of BLOOD...

It won`t be medications...

It will be the bullets, 24 in all, coming from the guns in your brother`s house...


Yes. I want to go in style...


I want to look exactly

like Jasmine wanted me to look,

so that she will finally sit down,

get a pen and write her poem

quietly

without disturbing the class,

for once.


I WANT TO GIVE HER THE INSPIRATION SHE WANTED SO MUCH.

for I want her to do some work.
And you district superintendent who are covering yourself with "I believe in what people tell me"

I think you have invented to many lies already, and most of them have been already cleared up...

eventually even the last one of your built-in lies will emerge ... but it will be too late... for by that time ... you may have to visit a certain cimitary where you, yourselves would have interred a person with the MOST WELL PLANNED HOMICIDE...


I suggest that you stick to education... which after all is your role... and live the homicide to drunkards such as people who give SMILES and have never done anything wrong like my brother JAMES.


and I don`t like whe WAPLE tree, not even if the first pope was called PETER



ARE YOU STILL SINGING?


ONCE upon a time there was a man who came to my house, he said "I don`t know what to do, my wife doesn`t want me anymore..."

that man after two weeks shot himself in front of the Crucifix in the grounds of a certain church.

I guess God must have told him,

"Shoot yourself in front of me, so that they can come and clean up the mess that they have created. You are now a zombie, you are useless for life..."

that man was driven to crazyness by his own family, and church and surroundings, I still can hear his words in my ears "my wife doesn`t want me anylonger..."
but I still can hear the words of his mother when she was alife

"Remember, that my son is much younger than you. You may be making a mistake..."

She wasn`t making a mistake.

She wanted that man so that she could come to Australia, bring her whole family

and then study and better herself at the expense of daddy dear... And once she achieved her education

and reached her goal there was no reason of living peacefully with him.

HOW ARE YOU SISTER IN LAW DEAR...

HOW ARE YOUR STUDIES GOING?

DID YOU BECOME A DOCTOR YET?

AND HOW IS YOUR DAUGHTER IN LAW WHO IS SUPPOSED TO GET HER EDUCATION OVER A BOY THAT BARELY REACHED THE AGE OF 20

WHEN HE WAS PRESCRIBED TO BE MARRIED?
HOW ARE YOU LIQUIDATOR WHO THINKS THAT YOU CAN ENTER MY FAMILY`S LIFE IN SUCH A THOUNDEROUS MANNER?

HOW ARE YOU PRIESTS WHO CAN PRESCRIBE A WOMAN TO BE MARRIED TO A DIVORCEE?

HOW ARE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST?

voglio ubbriacarmi di te vino inebriante

voglio camminare ad occhi chiusi

luce che estasia

voglio cantare d`amore

cuore che trepida

ED ORA CHE TI HO LODATO

MI VUOI PROTEGGERE????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????



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Something old, something new...!! He was good!!!! It must have been me!! Un mondo pieno di ladri !! ...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.!! you should read this...is so peacefull...


THE STRING


In my dream I saw the string

nylon and finely compact.

The Greek has decided

to call it quits

and get me stretched.


They have tried it once

by his order

It failed because

there was still a bit of order

All is collapsed now

The "DELITTO PERFETTO"

has to be activated

or the Liquidator will loose his face

and that will be highly unappreciated.


When will it be?

Will it be a lebanese

or an indian

to do the deed?

A stooge will be sent

to perform your action.


Stamp your feet, and

break the floor,

I am unmoved, I am still, I am DEAD.


But as dead as I may be

I walk, I talk,

I sing, I love

to haunt you

and your FOLLOWERS

greek junk with the face

soiled of dung...


THE STRING WAS IN THE HAND AND BEING MEASURED BY THE GREEK STOOGE, BUT WHO GETS TO BE SO LUCKY IN PUTTING IT AROUND MY NECK?


In my dream I heard someone say:

"We do not want her dead, otherwise all she have will go to her cousins in Argentina, we have to make sure that she doesn`t kill herself... we have to place her with a good ITALIAN FAMILY and we have to model her up... her brain we mean... to like... SEX AND BE A SEX ADDICT... this is the only way we can walk scott free... and with our face clean..., we`ve go to do this..."


DEPARTMENT OF SCHOOL EDUCATION, I LOVE YOU... DO YOU LOVE ME TOO...


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I HAVE THE RIGHT TO GO ANYWHERE I WANT AND STILL TO DEMAND TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT ... that is for the stalker...

for the liquidator... I came to you for work...

for the police... I came to you for justice...

for the principal... I came to you so that you could teach your clients to understand that that is a school not a pub... to my brother... I came to you because my mother told me that my brother will always be there for me... sorry I made a mistake... I didn`t realise that when a brother marries then the wife takes over and the sister becomes the intruder... who need ask permission to talk to her own flesh and blood.


I have the right to go anywhere, TO ASK FOR JOBS, to work, to look after my things...PSYCHIATRISTS STOP KILLING... YOU HAVEN`T GRASPED WHAT BEING A DOCTOR IS... GO AND LEARN. AND LEAVE THE GOOD HEALTH PEOPLE ALONE.