17/11/02
3.05pm
I dreamt that
My unit at Balmoral was full of people looking to buy it and that there was a psychiatrist in super-mini and wide hat saying I`ll see you on Friday.
Sweetie my unit is not for sale. I gave it to the agent and he promised me to rent my unit not to sell.
If he shown it to perspective buyers than he would have broken one of the major rule of the agency agreement namely
I have seen you in my evening classes.
I have seen you under the guises of being looking for work.
I have seen you under the guises of priests who preach that I had children and killed them and throw them in the well.
I have seen you under the guises of employers who forgot to pay me on my last pay, and who assure me that they never did ever liase with priests, or department of school of education or whoever and whatever... who in other words,
I have seen you under the guises of buyers of my Balmoral unit which I do not want to sell for any price in the world, but who nonetheless sent me a cheque for $20,000.00 (just a little bit of money on hand - while you were planning to starve me)
LIQUIDATOR WHO GIVES BROKEN CHAIRS TO YOUR PERSPECTIVE BANKRUPT VICTIMS...
OR SHOULD i say jonnino and nellina with the barristerino of her husband,
sbattiamo una donna in manicomio perche' ha l`audacita` di indossare una gonna corta cosi` come fanno tutte le altre donne di Sydney, ma questa qui, dice l`arcangelo gabriele MA questa donna non puo` mettere la gonna corta, non glielo permettiamo
questa donna non puo` guardare in faccia nessuno uomo
non glielo permettiamo
questa donna deve essere tenuta prigioniera in casa
non deve avere lavoro
e deve essere portata al punto di dovere dire di si
a un CHARTERED ACCOUNTANT GRECO che ha tentato di struparla e che e` divorziato
ma che noi con tanti sacrifici abbiamo ottenuto il permesso dal PAPA il matrimonio. Questo uomo ci ha promesso gran parte dei soldi della vendita se gliela consegniamo nuda nelle sue mani, cosi` come l`ha vista quella sera in cui ha tentato di STRUPARLA. Noi con i soldi dobbiamo costruire la chiesa,
andare in vacanza
e comprare computers per poter rovinare e cancellare il suo sito, lei e` una donna e come tutte le donne se ha l`opportunita` si deve sposare... anche se colui che la sposa non e` che un ubbriacone e uno strupatore di prima qualita`.
I said that he saw me naked that night in which he tried to rape me.
And that sort of exonarate him. What I didn`t add is that he took my clothes off by force, while I was running and yelling around the room.
He pin point on the idea that he saw me naked... Yes. Police and Magistrates... Usually when a rapist tries to rape, he has to undress the victim...I mean he can`t rape if they have their clothes on... can he????
And I mean, are we in the middle age, when women wear corset over corset with firm clasps and buttons and I don`t know what to make it difficult the undressing...
YES. This Greek stalker tried to RAPE ME, if I wanted him, I was there, naked... I COULD HAVE SAID YES NICELY... BUT I YELLING, I WAS PETRIFIED...
AND you all Sydney are condemning a woman only because she is fragile and alone and only because you want to take my money away from me.
I decided to write some more. I had left my TELEPHONE ON A PIN NUMBER, FOR NOBODY TO USE IT.
When I tried to connect again I realised that he was using my line again...
SHAME ON YOU WESTPAC....
SHAME ON YOU PRIESTS...
SHAME ON YOU SYDNEY AND AUSTRALIA...
THIS IS NOT MIDDLE EAST, YET YOU ARE JEALOUS OF THE MIDDLE EASTER IDEAS OF WOMEN...
FOR YOU WOMEN ARE NOTHING BUT THING THAT SERVE MEN ...
FOR YOU WOMEN ARE NOTHING BUT SERVANTS AND PIZZA MAKERS...
as for the priests, I don`t even know who you are... I thought you were people of God, BUT at the moment ... I don`t even know you... stay away strangers...
that man after two weeks shot himself in front of the Crucifix in the grounds of a certain church.
I guess God must have told him, "Shoot yourself in front of me, so that they can come and clean up the mess that they have created. You are now a zombie, you are useless for life..."
that man was driven to crazyness by his own family, and church and surroundings, I still can hear his words in my ears "my wife doesn`t want me anylonger..." "Remember, that my son is much younger than you. You may be making a mistake..."
She wasn`t making a mistake. She wanted that man so that she could come to Australia, bring her whole family and then study and better herself at the expense of daddy dear...
And once she achieved her education and reached her goal there was no reason of living peacefully with him.
HOW ARE YOU SISTER IN LAW DEAR... HOW ARE YOUR STUDIES GOING? DID YOU BECOME A DOCTOR YET? AND HOW IS YOUR DAUGHTER IN LAW WHO IS SUPPOSED TO GET HER EDUCATION OVER A BOY THAT BARELY REACHED THE AGE OF 20 WHEN HE WAS PRESCRIBED TO BE MARRIED? HOW ARE YOU PRIESTS WHO CAN PRESCRIBE A WOMAN TO BE MARRIED TO A DIVORCEE?
HOW ARE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST?
voglio ubbriacarmi di te
vino inebriante
voglio camminare ad occhi chiusi
luce che estasia
voglio cantare d`amore
cuore che trepida
ED ORA CHE TI HO LODATO
MI VUOI PROTEGGERE?????????????????????????????????????????????????
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nylon and finely compact.
The Greek has decided
to call it quits
and get me stretched.
by his order
It failed because
there was still a bit of order
All is collapsed now
The "DELITTO PERFETTO"
has to be activated
or the Liquidator will loose his face
and that will be highly unappreciated.
Will it be a lebanese
or an indian
to do the deed?
A stooge will be sent to perform your action.
break the floor,
I am unmoved, I am still, I am DEAD.
I walk, I talk,
I sing, I love
to haunt you
and your FOLLOWERS
greek junk with the face
soiled of dung...
THE STRING WAS IN THE HAND AND BEING MEASURED BY THE GREEK STOOGE, BUT WHO GETS TO BE SO LUCKY IN PUTTING IT AROUND MY NECK?
"We do not want her dead, otherwise all she have will go to her cousins in Argentina, we have to make sure that she doesn`t kill herself... we have to place her with a good ITALIAN FAMILY and we have to model her up... her brain we mean... to like... SEX AND BE A SEX ADDICT... this is the only way we can walk scott free... and with our face clean..., we`ve go to do this..."
for the liquidator... I came to you for work...
for the police... I came to you for justice...
for the principal... I came to you so that you could teach your clients to understand that that is a school not a pub...
to my brother... I came to you because my mother told me that my brother will always be there for me... sorry I made a mistake... I didn`t realise that when a brother marries then the wife takes over and the sister becomes the intruder... who need ask permission to talk to her own flesh and blood.
ON MONDAY I WILL GO TO COLLECT MY KEY
AND I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT ON SATURDAY, YESTERDAY, YOU HAVE TRESPASSED.
I want to tell you all Sydney that tomorrow I will be wearing my super-mini, the very one I wore at school one day... at the 11.00am mess... so come and watch my legs ... I promise you they are really beautifull.
DAI DAI DAI DAI...
I had closed the computer, ready to go back to bed, when I felt that I pleased the GREEK STALKER.
Telstra. I went to bed to sleep a few moments ago. But when I felt his presence and him grinning at what I wrote feeling protected for his doing... and excused entirely by all...
SHAME ON YOU TELSTRA....
as for my brother and my nephew... drop dead... I will be only happy when I see you dead.
AUSTRALIA, I AM AN AUSTRALIAN WHO WORKED ALL HER LIFE AND YOU ARE THROWING ME TO THE DOGS IN THE STREETS.
long live the trust-me people
ARE YOU STILL SINGING?
ONCE upon a time there was a man who came to my house, he said "I don`t know what to do, my wife doesn`t want me anymore..."
but I still can hear the words of his mother when she was alife
HOW ARE YOU LIQUIDATOR WHO THINKS THAT YOU CAN ENTER MY FAMILY`S LIFE IN SUCH A THOUNDEROUS MANNER?
Something old, something new...!!
He was good!!!!
It must have been me!!
Un mondo pieno di ladri !!
...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.!!
you should read this...is so peacefull...however it could reveal itself as an EARTHQUAKE...do as you please
In my dream I saw the string
They have tried it once
When will it be?
Stamp your feet, and
But as dead as I may be
In my dream I heard someone say:
DEPARTMENT OF SCHOOL EDUCATION, I LOVE YOU... DO YOU LOVE ME TOO...
I HAVE THE RIGHT TO GO ANYWHERE I WANT AND STILL TO DEMAND TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT ... that is for the stalker...
I have the right to go anywhere, TO ASK FOR JOBS, to work, to look after my things...PSYCHIATRISTS STOP KILLING... YOU HAVEN`T GRASPED WHAT BEING A DOCTOR IS... GO AND LEARN. AND LEAVE THE GOOD HEALTH PEOPLE ALONE.