27/10/02

TORTURA 9

Sunday.

13.50pm

"do not be afraid..." was the song today.

In other words "we finally got you in our hands... so we will put you naked in the hands of your ATTEMPTED RAPIST in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. While we take all your possessions. For we have children that starve and you are eating icecreams..."

In my dream I heard someone say: "We will throw gas spray over her face... and then we take her to the nut house... after that ... she is well and done... other she marries the Greek Stalker or she will go naked to Italy..."

WELL PLANNED (7 YEARS OF PLANNING) CRIME... ROBBERY, DEFAMATION, AND ASSASSINATION IN LIFE AND IN SOUL...

Yesterday I hardly could stay on the internet, my computer interned BIG POND WAS SWITCHED OFF ABOUT 10TIMES IF NOT MORE.

BUT at least I was able to write something...

last night and this morning, I can`t even connect to the internet...

in both computers...

I have remained completely without any communication.

WELL PLANNED CRIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last thursday the Telstra technician had to come and install my line, but he didn`t come and when I called I was told that he was scheduled to come on Monday... obviously the GREEK MAN re-scheduled the appointment...

I GUESS THAT HE IS MAKING ME PAY FOR WHAT HIS WIFE DID TO HIM...

Early this morning I had another dream... there was an explanation by the psychiatrists...

she cancelled her web page because she understood that she was doing the wrong things as she said when she came here last time... and as she also added that the letter from that newsreporter (A. Jones) made her understand that she was not thinking clearly... and finally made her understand she there must have been something wrong with her...

"NO PSYCHIATRISTS. THIS TIME YOU ARE NOT GOING TO GET THAT.

LAST time I was trying to get myself out from hospital, so I was trying to tell you things that you wanted to hear. But this time I am ready. YOU CAN KILL ME. I WILL NOT SAY NO TO ANYTHING. I WILL LET YOU KILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

But for your information I want to tell you that I didn`t cancel my web page. And that only my name secure was cancelled and that is why the front page won`t open. I want to tell you that EVERYTHING I SAID STANDS AND IS TRUE AND THAT YOU PEOPLE WHO ABUSE THE POWER OF MEDICINE AND LAW IN ORDER TO KILL PEOPLE

YOU HAVE TRIED TO KILL MY MOTHER AND YOU NEARLY SUCCEEDED.

I DO NOT SEE HOW I CAN DEFEND MYSELF ANYLONGER... SO GO FOR IT......

ARE YOU STILL SINGING?

ONCE upon a time there was a man who came to my house, he said "I don`t know what to do, my wife doesn`t want me anymore..."

that man after two weeks shot himself in front of the Crucifix in the grounds of a certain church.

I guess God must have told him,

"Shoot yourself in front of me, so that they can come and clean up the mess that they have created. You are now a zombie, you are useless for life..."

that man was driven to crazyness by his own family, and church and surroundings, I still can hear his words in my ears "my wife doesn`t want me anylonger..."
but I still can hear the words of his mother when she was alife

"Remember, that my son is much younger than you. You may be making a mistake..."

She wasn`t making a mistake.

She wanted that man so that she could come to Australia, bring her whole family

and then study and better herself at the expense of daddy dear... And once she achieved her education

and reached her goal there was no reason of living peacefully with him.

HOW ARE YOU SISTER IN LAW DEAR...

HOW ARE YOUR STUDIES GOING?

DID YOU BECOME A DOCTOR YET?

AND HOW IS YOUR DAUGHTER IN LAW WHO IS SUPPOSED TO GET HER EDUCATION OVER A BOY THAT BARELY REACHED THE AGE OF 20

WHEN HE WAS PRESCRIBED TO BE MARRIED?
HOW ARE YOU LIQUIDATOR WHO THINKS THAT YOU CAN ENTER MY FAMILY`S LIFE IN SUCH A THOUNDEROUS MANNER?

HOW ARE YOU PRIESTS WHO CAN PRESCRIBE A WOMAN TO BE MARRIED TO A DIVORCEE?

HOW ARE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST?