22/11/02


7.04am


2:24am


In my dream I heard someone say

..."an incubator"


No. Psychiatrists I am not in an incubator. Although you have taken my freedom away from me...

in the sense that you

  • tapped my telephone in order to take tenants, jobs, friends away from me

    I feel not as being in an INCUBATOR.


    LET ME ENUMERATE MY WONDERFUL FEELINGS:

  • I feel happy

    and throughout my web page, if you bother to look at it... it should be transparent that I only have to turn to God and my happiness is at the highest... something you, with your stupid science would never be able to understand.

  • I like to sing

    and thoughout my web page, if you bother to look at it... it should be transparent that I sing all the time and I sing song which announce happiness...why don`t you try to click on

    Canta che ti passa in my home page,

    you never know I might give you a piece of peace into your mind. Five minutes with Cristina d`Avena and You will be as happy as a lurk.

  • I like to laugh

    and I laugh a lot. I like jokes, to hear and to read them...

    again visit my web page I have wonderfull jokes which will make everyone laugh... go for it... they are all there... because I know that Sydney is a city of MUSONI.


    Yes there are moments when I feel very much down. That is when you are able to tap my telephone line... which is a stop for me to find tenants, and jobs, and business...

    well those are times that I am really SAD but more than for me, I am sad for you. As the song says (Stanno sparando, ma non a te: They are shooting, but not at you)

    I am not the one who is being shot here, but you.


    Let`s sing:

    STANNO SPARANDO, MA NON A TE

    STANNO MORENDO, MA PENSA PER TE

    E PER OGNUNO CHE CADE GIU`

    MUORE UNA PICCOLA PARTE DI ME


    BUIO NEGLI OCCHI, NON VEDO PIU`

    BUIO NEL CUORE, NON VIVO PIU`

    CADE UN GETTONE DENTRO IL JUKE-BOX

    IL DISCO CAMBIA, MA CHE MUSICA E`, MA CHE MUSICA E`?


    Let me explain this song to you.

    "Stanno sparando"

    they are shooting: (says Jesus)

    they are not shooting at you: (says the demon)

    "Stanno morendo"

    they are dying: (says Jesus)

    "Ma pensa per te"

    Why don`t you mind your own business: (says the DEMON)

    e per ognuno che cade giu`

    muore una piccola parte di me

    And for each and everyone that is falling down,

    a small part of myself is dying.

    says Jesus.


    "Buio negli occhi. Non vedo piu`."

    There is darkeness in my eyes. I cannot see any longer.(says Jesus.)

    Buio nel cuore. Non vivo piu`.

    Darkness in my heart. I am not living any longer:(says Jesus.)

    "Cade un gettone dentro il jukebox."

    A token falls into the jukebox machine,

    "il disco cambia, ma che musica e`? "

    the record has been changed, but... what kind of music is this?

    says Jesus.


    Last night in my dream I hear these words


    "Ma non riesco a capire..."


    Jesus, let me spell it out for you


    YOU CAN DIE A THOUSAND TIMES ON THE CROSS BUT THE FACT REMAINS THAT

    THESE PEOPLE ARE GONERS...

    SO IT IS USELESS TO QUESTION YOURSELF AND SAY

    "MA CHE MUSICA E`? MA CHE MUSICA E`? NON RIESCO A CAPIRE, NON RIESCO A CAPIRE...


    JESUS STOP DYING ON A CROSS... YOUR SACRIFICE IS NOT BEING UNDERSTOOD...

    FOR

    IN THIS WORLD:
    WHERE THERE IS A DEAD BODY THE VULTURES WILL GATHER...


    THE world is kneeling in front of you, but the sky is mine...

    Is not me that you have put into an incubator, but yourselves...

    you can put me in all the chains that you want... but you have to remember that I only need to say

    JESUS

    AND I will grow wings on my shoulder and fly above your head


    HE DIDN`T DIE FOR NOTHING.

    As for your information I want to tell you that I am a very optimistic person...

    for you have been attempting to kill me, rob me and so on and so on... since 1996...

    and I still can laugh, smile, dance, write poetry, look for job even if I know it is hopeless... because you make sure that it is going to be hopeless for me to find a job...


    MY LIFE IS A SONG

    AND MY SONG IS


    "...the universe is at your feet... if you serve God..."

    VATTENE SATANA... E` ORA CHE PERISCI.

    E LASCIA PERDERE I MIEI AMICI.


    La felicita` ah ah aha

    io so dove sta ah aha aha

    ti ci portero` oho oho oho

    se verrai con me ehe ehe ehe...


    I Know where happines is, ... even in the midst of a nightmare... I still know the WAY TO HAPPINESS... AND THAT IS TO FIGHT AS CLORINDA TILL THE LAST BREATH...


    "Cosa cerchi" chiese Tancredi "E` guerra e morte" rispose Clorinda "E guerra e morte avrai" rispose Tancredi

    ...//un po` di Torquato Tasso non fa male.

    HOW ARE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST?

    voglio ubbriacarmi di te vino inebriante

    voglio camminare ad occhi chiusi

    luce che estasia

    voglio cantare d`amore

    cuore che trepida

    ED ORA CHE TI HO LODATO

    MI VUOI PROTEGGERE????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????



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    Something old, something new...!! He was good!!!! It must have been me!! Un mondo pieno di ladri !! ...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.!! you should read this...is so peacefull...however it could reveal itself as an EARTHQUAKE...do as you please


    THE STRING


    In my dream I saw the string

    nylon and finely compact.

    The Greek has decided

    to call it quits

    and get me stretched.


    They have tried it once

    by his order

    It failed because

    there was still a bit of order

    All is collapsed now

    The "DELITTO PERFETTO"

    has to be activated

    or the Liquidator will loose his face

    and that will be highly unappreciated.


    When will it be?

    Will it be a lebanese

    or an indian

    to do the deed?

    A stooge will be sent

    to perform your action.


    Stamp your feet, and

    break the floor,

    I am unmoved, I am still, I am DEAD.


    But as dead as I may be

    I walk, I talk,

    I sing, I love

    to haunt you

    and your FOLLOWERS

    greek junk with the face

    soiled of dung...


    THE STRING WAS IN THE HAND AND BEING MEASURED BY THE GREEK STOOGE, BUT WHO GETS TO BE SO LUCKY IN PUTTING IT AROUND MY NECK?


    In my dream I heard someone say:

    "We do not want her dead, otherwise all she have will go to her cousins in Argentina, we have to make sure that she doesn`t kill herself... we have to place her with a good ITALIAN FAMILY and we have to model her up... her brain we mean... to like... SEX AND BE A SEX ADDICT... this is the only way we can walk scott free... and with our face clean..., we`ve go to do this..."


    DEPARTMENT OF SCHOOL EDUCATION, I LOVE YOU... DO YOU LOVE ME TOO...


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    I HAVE THE RIGHT TO GO ANYWHERE I WANT AND STILL TO DEMAND TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT ... that is for the stalker...

    for the liquidator... I came to you for work...

    for the police... I came to you for justice...

    for the principal... I came to you so that you could teach your clients to understand that that is a school not a pub... to my brother... I came to you because my mother told me that my brother will always be there for me... sorry I made a mistake... I didn`t realise that when a brother marries then the wife takes over and the sister becomes the intruder... who need ask permission to talk to her own flesh and blood.


    I have the right to go anywhere, TO ASK FOR JOBS, to work, to look after my things...PSYCHIATRISTS STOP KILLING... YOU HAVEN`T GRASPED WHAT BEING A DOCTOR IS... GO AND LEARN. AND LEAVE THE GOOD HEALTH PEOPLE ALONE.