She is not scared to die
best things in life drive her to cry
crucify then learn
{take so much away from inside you makes no sense
you know he can't guide you
he's your f***** shoulder to lean on be strong}
sit & watch me burn
{take so much away from inside you makes no sense
you know he can't guide you
he's your f***** shoulder to lean on be strong}
she's taught to believe
that it be ok
look at your face
scarred in dismay
now times have changed
& so have you
i think i'd rather crucify than learn
i'd like to take you down
and show you deep inside my life
my inner working
to smell & lack of inner pride
to touch upon the surface is not for what it seems
i take away my problems
but only in my dreams
{take so much away from inside you makes no sense
you know he can't guide you he's your f***** shoulder to lean on be strong}

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffacation
No breathin
Dont give a F*** if I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If i took my life tonight
Chances are that i might
Mutulation out of site
and I am contemplating suicide
{chorus}
Cause I am losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me im fine
Nothings alright
Nothing is fine
I am running and i am crying
I never realized i was spread to thin
Till it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on choas and living in sin
Downward spiral
Where do i begin?
It all started when i lost my mother
No love for myself no love for another
Searching to find a love apon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
{repeat chorus}