Always Together

I walk to you again, I see the sunrise shining above your head, and the gentle morning breeze caressing your face. I want to run to you and take you in my arms, hold you forever. But I deny my feeling, knowing that probably you don't share it. I walk then to my usual and favorite spot: the tiller, where I can get a perfect view of the ship, my friends...and you.

Even if I never tell it, even if I never show it, I love you. Time ago, I thought I had everything a man would ever want: freedom, friends, youth, adventures, but then I met you. I liked you at first sight, I really did, but you didn't seem to return my sensation, you just acted with indifference, and with an independence that I have never seen in a woman. Later, you showed your true yourself, and then I fell in love with you, deeply.

But I cannot show you my feelings. I want to, but I can't. We're going trough difficult times, we have to fight, we have to survive. When I loose hope, you are always there for me, showing me the right path, forcing me to go on. I am thankful to you, you showed me what true love is. Perhaps one day I can tell you how I feel for you Maeve. How with a simple smile you changed my life.

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I see you directing the ship. Your eyes filled of life, give me hope each day. I can't tell you how much you mean to me. Probably you think that I don't care about you, how wrong you are! You are already one of the persons I care the most in the whole world. You make me happy with a simple smile. Sometimes I want to walk to you and kiss you, to show you my love and desire, but I can't.

I think I am cursed. All the people I loved got hurt. First my parents, then my brother, who is trapped in this hawk's body. I don't want you to become one of them. I don't want to hurt you, because I love you Sinbad. When I first met you, I got the wrong idea about you. I thought you were a conceited boy, but you are not, you are funny, cute, brave, an extraordinary man. I am very grateful to you, you accepted me as your friend without a question, and you trust in me. That is something I never had before. I truly hope that one day we could be together. It would be very difficult, I know. Probably our paths would lead us on different directions, but I will do everything I can to be with you, I promise you that.

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You are gone. You left me, why? what did I do to you? Why you were so cruel to me? I know, I didn't tell you my true feelings. But still, my heart wants you and my body desires you. You abandoned this ship with the wrong ideas. You never knew that I loved you.

There is someone new here, Bryn. She is nice, beautiful...but not you. You were unique and lovable. You had a control over me that I couldn't understand, and you will always be in my heart. I'm different now. I try to pretend that I don't care about you anymore, but the only person I am fooling is me. I always think about you, day and night. Every minute I wonder what are you doing, or who are you with.

I hope that you come back here soon. I need you like the air. Please, please return here, things are not the same without you. I know I am very different, but believe me, the old Sinbad still lives inside of me, waiting your return. I love you Maeve.

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I left you, I left my friends, my brother. I know it was necessary, but still I don't like it. My only solace is Dim Dim, my mentor. After all I did find him. He is always good to me, and very patient. I learned a lot of things, I am more powerful now, and soon I will be able to confront Rumina again. But I am scared, not only for the final battle, but for you. You are different love, you are not the same man I knew.

And her...you are opening your heart to her, she took my place in every aspect. I have to accept it. If she is the one right for you and make you happy, then I´ll accept it. There is nothing more I can do.Maybe I was never enough for you, maybe you never cared for me at all. But I loved you, and I will always love you.

I will return, I am sure of that, I just hope to have the enough courage to confront my destiny. To put an end for once and for all to my brother's suffering, and mine. Wait for me please, if you love me, please wait me, because I promise you that we will be together.

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You're back! I can't believe it. All my hopes, my dreams came back with you. I am the happiest man in the world. In this moment I didn't spoil more time. I told you how much I love you and how much I have suffered when you were gone. You look happy at my words and shocked at the same time. You told me you thought that I didn't love you anymore. How could you think that? You are always in my heart and very deep in my soul. I will never let you go again. This time I will keep you with me forever. I will keep you in my arms, safe and happy. I will not allow anything to happen to you again, and I know that you wouldn't allow that either. With your presence you healed my opened wounds, you made them disappear, and with your kisses you made me fly in heavens. I love you, and we will always be together.

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I came back to you. You seem so happy. All the cold and hate I saw once in your eyes are gone. You told me you love me, that you never forgot about me, that I was always in your mind as much as you were in mine. I am yours, forever and for all eternity. I will always love you. I will keep you safe from all harm and I swear I will make you a happy man. We're bounded by love, and we will be together, for all eternity. Thank you for waiting me, thank you for loving me. You healed my wounds without even knowing it. You are my precious gift, and I would not let you go again.

The end.

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