Dazed & Confused

Dazed & Confused
By: Passions Sweetie
Here is yet another great fanfic by
Passions Sweetie. We have a fanfic
with a different setting, and Sheridan
and Luis don't know each other, until
after they met. Go ahead and read it!
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Chapter 1:

Sheridan sat her black bag down leaning against the futon style couch in the middle of the beautiful Manhattan loft. Just then the door opened and an attractive man walked in sitting down his briefcase and rushing over to where she stood. In a tailored navy blue suit and a pale blue shirt and contrasting tie with dark hair and eyes he pushed her out at arms length and looked her up and down. “Sher, you look absolutely gorgeous.” He kissed the top of her head and they hugged tightly. “Andy you look wonderful too! I’m glad I moved in with you.” “Im glad you’re here. You wanna go get some Chinese or something?” “I’d love to” Switching off all the lights except the one illuminating the stainless steel counter of the kitchenette they left arm in arm.

Luis walked into the lavish apartment provided by his company and sat on the elaborately patterned carpet pulling a box from the corner of his bag. He laid out the photo’s of them and smiled as a tear trickled down his cheek. So many times he wondered why she never came back after her almost marriage but then again part of him wondered why she would. So much had happened. They had dated been lovers and torn apart by her father’s ungodly hold on her they lost touch. So his tango down memory lane was painful and open-ended. He decided to take a walk. Pulling on a tight black short sleeve t-shirt and leather jacket he locked the door to F3. He got onto the elevator.

“Ops. Andy, I left my bag on the table, I’ll get it you hold the elevator.” “Sure thing, doll” Sheridan rushed into the room a picked up her bag just as the elevator doors opened in the hallway. Andy looked at the attractive dark man in the elevator and smiled “Going down?” the man inside asked? “Yeah but I’m holding for someone, and you know how women are..it could be a while. Im Andy.” he shook the man’s hand firmly. “Luis, Luis Lopez-Fitzgerald Nice meeting you.” And the doors closed as the indicator on the wall drooped down 5 floors to lobby level. Inside apartment D12 Sheridan took one last look in the mirror and swiped some lip gloss on before heading towards the door. Andy was waiting with the elevator. They headed to the lobby also...

To Be Continued...

Chapter 2:

Once inside the lobby with the vaulted ceilings Andy turned to Sheridan. "I met a man in the elevator while you were getting your purse." He smiled at her broadly. "Is he...?" she asked looking tentatively at a dark mass of spikes atop a chiseled body that looked alot like... "...Luis" Andy finished,grinning. "And what were you saying?" sheridan frowned a little. "I said I don't know, I couldn't tell and he said his name was Luis and that his law firm just moved him here into an upper apartment.

Sounded like he was livin in one of the roofhouses. My bet is he lives on F" Sheridan smiled a little. How strange it would be to run into Luis here after never returning to him once an engagement fell through. She remembered how it had been with him before her family choked the oxygen out of the lungs of their relationship. "Let's go Andy." and she led him out the door.

Summer was always Luis's favorite time of the year and he remembered how much so when he headed out into the steamy New York night. Walking along those streets he felt a longing for her he had not experienced in some time. He walked into a deli with chessboard floors and ordered a hot dog and a cup of chocolate ice cream with colored sprinkles. Sitting at a corner table he read a newspaper, completed the cross word puzzle and decided to call it a night. Maybe even tomorrow he would find out which apartment that Andy fellow occupied and find out if he wanted to watch the Baseball game on TV.

"Im stuffed!" sheridan emitted a sigh as the elevator sped towards their floor. The beige well lit hallways of their building made Andy and Sheridan's smiles seem glittering. Once inside Sheridan changed into some patterned pajama pants and a green tank top. "Damn" Andy called "What happened Andy" "I think I dropped a cuff linkoutside the door." "I'll look" Sheridan put her feet into a pair of furry shoes and walked into the hallway as the elevator topped and opened. There, looking sexy and alone stood the last man she meant to find or to be found by in the vast expanse that was New York.

Riding in elevators was one of Luis's least favorite things to do because they were erratically stopping and less efficient than stairs but in this building, no matter how nice the building was the stairs were dank and musty. The elevatore stopped on the floor that Andy lived on. Standing there looking, to the naked eye less than glamorous, but to the in love eye gorgeous was Sheridan Emily Crane. "Sheridan Oh my god what are you doing in New York?" "Oh Luis I could ask you the same friggin thing! Wow it's so great to see you!!"

She walked towards the elevator as the doors began to close. Luis stuck his hand on the door to keep it open, and pulled her inside. "Sheridan now that I've found you I cant lose you" 'Well I gotta go back inside now Luis but come see me You know the door...and Luis I missed you" She smiled wistfully "alot?" "a whole lot" And she went back into the apartment cufflink in her trembling hand.

Andy came out of the bathroom wearing boxers with chilli peppers printed on them. "Found it" She grinned at him, sometimes she just couldnt help smiling when she was near him. "Good Thank you so much!" He hugged her and she hugged him back, a little tighter than she usually did. "What puts you in such a good mood??" "I just saw a very very good friend from my past and by the way that guy you mentioned...

To Be Continued...

Chapters 3-5:

Sheridan fell against her satin sheets and emitted a sigh. She closed her eyes and began humming a tune when Andy bounded in and flopped belly down on her bed right next to her. He slung an arm over her back and began humming the tune along with her. "Sheridan, you're in a better spirits than I have ever seen you in our entire lives. What's up?"he was despereately curious to find out what or who had her so giddy. "Well like I said, he was a man from my past and I ran into him in the hallway when I was looking for your cufflink. Im really glad I saw him.

He's from my hometown and his mother was like a mother to me when mine died and well you get the picture!" she sighed again, more for empahsis than necessity. "So.." Andy prodded "did you have a relationship with this man in Harmony?" "Yes if you must know I did...untill..." she got a far away look in her eyes and tears gathered in the corners. In unison the both spat "Alistair" Sheridan laughed a little. "So old man Alistair didnt approve of you and him?" Andy picked at the obvious. "Nope, he didn't and ya know what? He never approved of you and me either."

she said once again looking forlorn. then as if they read each ohers minds they once again spoke at the same time "Jerk" This time Andy laughed. "Goodnight Sher Bear" He walked to the doorway "G'Night Andy Pandy..ooh and by the way that guy you met in the elevator...was his last name Lopez-Fitzgerald?" she asked. "Yeah why?" Andys eyes lit up. Sheridan shook her head confidently. "He is SOOO not!" Andy's eyebrow arched "how do you know?? Oh! My God! Is he the guy from your past?" "Yup! Goodnight!" And she turned the lights off and drifted into sleep.

~~~NEXT DAY~~~

Luis woke up smiling and walked into the bathroom. He was going to shower put on his hottest outfit and go see Sheridan. It was so unusual for him to sleep as late as 12:00 but then again who would want to wake from the dreams he was having. As he stood under the shower spray he checked himself out from all angles in his mirror walled shower. Every panel was reflective and aside from being a pain in the ass to clean, it was cool, and now that his every thought was filled with Sheridan, it was erotic. He could just see them in there steaming up that glass more than the hot water ever had.

Then, speaking of hot water, his ran out causing him to finish off his shower cold. All the better, especially since he was going to see Sheridan. He dried off and put on his Gap khakis and a shirt. He reminded himself of Patrick Swayze in dirty dancing, oh well She loved that movie. Spiking his hair with gel anbd sprayin on some cologne he walked out of his trendy penthouse and shut the door. It really was way too much for one person. 2 people could easily occupy it. He headed down to her floor.

Andy stood in the living room and kissed Sheridan on the cheek. "Dont spend too much of Father's money Sheridan" he mocked Julian's drunken slurring voice. "Funny Ands! I'll meet you back here for lunch at 4 ok?" With that she was out the door to hit all her favorite shops. Maybe Luis would ask her out in which case she would want new clothes and even if he didn't there were ways to make sure he saw her in them. She could easily ask the desk clerk where he went and besides she knew all the places he would probably go on the block, plus how hard could it be to find out what law firm he worked for? All thses thoughts among other more descript ones floated through her mind as she meandered down the avenues stopping in every few stores.

Luis knocked on Sheridan's door harder. He heard music blaring inside and he knew she could probably hardly hear her own toughts let alone someone banging at the door. Finally he heard the music being turned down and he knocked once more, and as the doorknob turned his hopes soared. But the face staring at him was not the beautiful one of Sheridan but rather of the man he had met on the elevator wearing an apron covered with flour over black armani pants and a dark blue dress shirt, sleeves rolled up to his elbows. "Hey Andy" He shook the other mans hand. "Hello Luis. What brings you here?" he asked. "Actually I was looking for Sheridan Crane's apartment. I thought this was it" he frowned a little "You thought right then but she isn't home now she went shopping.

Can I help you with something?" he offered, knowing that the goodlooking man before him was one Sheridan held dear. "Nah I was just hoping to see her. I've known her for a while and I was hoping to catch up with her but I guess not..." "You can come in and have a beer. Im fixing lunch for she and I if you want to wait." he invited hoping to learn more about Luis, the lawyer. "No you know what Im just gonna leave. Catch you later" and he turned before Andy could say another word and stormed to the elevator.

He slammed his apartment door shut and threw the key on the table. A long string of curses fell from his mouth as he vented the anger and shot down hopes. "Why didn't that bitch tell me she was living with another man! She could have had the DECENCY to tell me she was involved with someone before she invited me to see her. Damn her! And worst of all , her boyfriend now knew him and that he knew Sheridan. Great just great! He laid ontop of the made bed and cried into the pillow. He cried untill he fell asleep broken hearted. She walked out of his life taken and she walked back into it taken.

Sheridan walked back into their apartment slogged down by bag after bag of pants shirts sweaters dresses skirts shoes bags evening gowns makeup jewlery and one pink and white bag from Victorias Secret. That was a surprise she would share with Luis if it ever went that far, if not then she would just wear it to sleep one night to feel sexy again. "Mmm, andy is that your world famous pasta and port sauce I smell?" she called into the apartment. "Yes it is and OH WOW! How much did all that cost your family?" he asked gesturing towards the mountain of bags she piled by the door.

"Alot! Now let's eat" Sheridan sat at the table and Andy followed suit and they talked and ate and did the dishes and sat down to watch a movie. "Not this again!" Sheridan wailed when Andy put in Rocky IV "Yes this! Why not?" "It was Luis's favorite movie is all" She whispered. "Speaking of....he came by today" Sheridan just stared at the screen thinking of Luis sipping her wine. Hour after hour passed and Luis didn t stop by again. Sheridan was surprised and stood up to go change. Maybe some alone time at the bar would clear her mind.

Luis slumped over the bar stool looking like hell. He'd lost count of how many drinks he'd had and he was pretty well wasted. His hair was tousled and his face still held the imprint of the mint the housekeeper left on his pillow. He called for another strong drink when Sheridan walked in and sat next to him. She smiled tentively and listened as the bar tender said Luis had reached his limit and told him to go upstairs. Sheridan slid off the barstool and stood next to Luis. She had a pair of Leather flare pants on and a red halter."I'll walk you up" she offered but he rebuffed her hand and stumbled out on his own, numbly hitting the buttons on the elevator door.

She joined him in the elevator and tried to put an arm around him to steady him but he stumbled away slamming into the wall. "Luis what is your problem?" she asked. "Im drunk, whats yours?" he was incredulus and very angry. No matter how wasted he was the knowledge of her living with another man was still at the top of his mind. "Luis why are you wont you let me help you? What posessed you to go out and drink that much anyway?" he just rolled his eyes at her and stumbled out of the elevator. He tried to put the key in the lock but couldn't seem to find the hole and scraped around the door untill Sheridan's hand closed over his and turned the key, allowing him to enter his place.

Sheridan walked him back to the bedroom and turned down the sheets. She turned around and Luis was standing there naked. "oh" Sheridan gasped and couldnt help but stare at his perfect body. Despite temptation she went and put an arm around his waist,making sure to keep her arm high away from his butt. She walked him over to the bed and laid him down pushing the covers up to his neck. Just as soon as his head hit the pillows he was asleep, snoring. Sheridan took that oppurtunity to check out his place. (2bctd) Sheridan looked around the bedroom first, hoping to find some clues about where he ate, who he spent time with or if he had a girlfriend and where he worked.

She noticed where ever he was workin didn't skimp on making sure his life was comfortable. The sheets she had pulled down were maroon silk and they had a navy paisly print on them, precisely not Luis's style but she also knew he wouldn't complain. The bedroom suite was dark mahogany wood and there was a full length mirror in the corner. The window seat was cluttered with books and the rug was thick and soft. She opened a door to her right and the bathroom was a far cry from the rich deep classic bedroom. The shower was open and she peered in noticing it was completely mirrors, every wall and ceiling too.

The counters were stainless steel and littered with his grooming items. There was a picture of Miguel and Theresan sitting near the sink. She turned the corner and saw that there was a healthy collection on magazines, the Harmony Herald and The New York Times piled beside the toilet underneath a shirt and tie. She left the bathroom and went back into his bedroom, where he was still sound asleep. She quielty slid open the drawer next to his bed where she found pictures of Harmony and places in New York stacked neatly and seaperated by doubles. She took one of each from New Yourk and put in in her purse. The drawer below it had pictures of her and him and letters they had written, not to mention many newspaper clippings from when he'd saved her.

She smiled and a tear slid down her cheek as she pushed them shut. She walked into the living room which was mainly creme with huge stuffed chairs and sofa's annd dark wood all around. There was a desk in the corner scattered with many papers. She opened a few drawers there and found reciepts and matchcases and napkins from some restaraunts and deli's in the city nearby. She borrowed a piece of paper to write down names and addresses. Heading into the kitchen she noticed once again a change of decor with steel and light tawny wood paneling. It was spotless save his address book by the phone. All the numbers were for people in Harmony and only a few in New York. There in the back was a handful of business cards all printed with his name on them. She took one and grabbed a muffin out of a basket and prepared to leave.

She would deal with Luis tomorrow. She left the kitchen and noticed two more doors. One she assumed was a closet but there was still so much of the apartment she knew, so she turned its knob. She walked into a room with a beautiful chandeliere hanging over the table, the room much like the living room. This was meant for entertaining. There were heavy drapes hung in a windowand parting them she realized it was a sliding glass door.

She walke into the beautiful New york Night and almost stumbled into the black marble jacuzzi that was bubbling beneath her. There was a black marble mini-bar in one corner of the tiled terrace and it was fenced by intricate wrought iron. She stepped inside and found her way out the door, and down to her own floor. Luis was living a very full life, that was for sure.

Sheridan opened the door and Andy was waiting. "Sheridan it's after 1:00 am. Where have you been? Are you Ok?" He asked hugging her. "Yeah im fine. I just ran into Luis and let me tell you he had been at the bar and THAT was one plastered bastard." Andy laughed at the use of their inside joke. ""Well go to bed young lady!" he ordered. "Yess sir" she saluted him and went into her room. Andy sighed as her door slammed shut. 'be careful mon aime' he whispered, turning off the lights and slamming his own door.

~~~NEXT MORNING~~~

Sheridan rolled over and fell off the bed. Her hair was sticking up in funny angles and her nightgown was twisted. The covers were on the floor in a heap and she knew it had been a restless night yet she didn't remember any of it. She must have had more to drink in that bar than she thought. But she had only had one drink before scavaging in Luis's place. She wondered if he was OK. She stood up and the wave of diziness that hit her scared her. She got off the floor and put on some dark blue jeans and a white tee shirt with a red graphic on it's front and some black flipflops. She ran a hand through her hair, being a little careless but the last thing on her mind was her looks.

She ambled into the kitchen where Andy handed her a cup of coffee. "You look like hell" he smirked. "Goodmorning to you too hottie" she said sarcastically. "Im going up to Luis's place so, i'll be seeing ya" she walked into the hallway still holding her coffee mug. She went back inside and sat it down, putting on her glasses. Her contacts would have given her a headache anyway. She rang Luis's bell a few times but when no one answered she turned the knob, finding it unlocked. He was sitting on a tall stool in the kitchen wearing jeans and a shirt displaying his lawfirnms name in Navy blue. "morning Luis I came to see if you were ok" she said softly. "fine and you?" he looked a mess, but she still thought it was very sexy in a very unplanned way. "Hungover" she laughed a little.

"Me too. Very hungover." "Do you remember anything from last night?" she asked putting a hand on his shoulder. He looked deep in thought for a minute and the shrugged her hand off. " Get the hell out of my apartment" he groweled. "But Luis.." she stepped back afraid of the change in his demeanor. "I do remember what happened last night which is WHY I GOT DRUNK IN THE FIRST PLACE!" he boomed at her. She shrank back, suddenly very aware of his power and left. As soon as she was gone he began to cry all over again. Sheridan on the other hand decided to go out. It was a beautiful day and the worst thing to do was sit and mope. He would come around...she hoped.

It was the perfect day in New York and Sheridan decided to take advantage of it by going to Washington Square Park and sitting for a while to contemplate her situation. Shr walked all the way there and sat on a foutain. It reminded her of Europe with it's fountain and arch so she took a short stoll through the flower beds and left. To go to her next choice she would have to go home and change. She did that fast while Andy was in the shower and ran quickly out headed for the Metropolitan Museum of Art's Rooftop Garden.

It was such an overlooked place but one of her favorites. Standing there looking out over the city Sheridan felt eyes on her bare back. She was wearing a handkerchief top with lace at the bottom forming a tirangle and a skirt with straw platfoms and a small straw bag. She turned and her eyes met Luis's. She walked past him and left the rooftop. She didn't realize the haughty coldness in his eyes untill then but she was pretty sure somehow she had put it there.

Walking along the streets a few paces behind Sheridan was not how Luis had planned to spend the better part of his day but that's exactly what he did. She went to many of his favorite places and when she finally sat down for a drink at an outdoor cafe he sat at a table behind her. She sipped so elegantly but as he watched her hands, there was no wedding band. What kind of game was she playing and who was that guy she lived with. There was so much he wanted to know and so much he was unwilling to ask her. He stood just as she did and motioned her over. She walked but stood a good distance from him. "What? Why are you so angry at me all of a sudden?" She frowned. "come back to my place and we'll talk and order dinner." he was trying to be civil because as soon as he asked her he knew he would blow up.

She accepted and left with him. once inside his apartment Sheridan felt awkward. "Go ahead and look around if you'd like..." She walked straight into the dining room and onto the terrace. "I love it out here" Luis said. "shall we eat out here?" He motioned to a wrought iron and glass table she didn't notice before. "Yeah" she sat her bag atop the minibar and he pulled out her chair. "I called and ordered chinese for us. I hope that's ok" She smiled, thankful he remembered her favorite. "Luis, you said you wanted to talk. Why are you so damnable mad at me?" She asked. " I dont want to go there"

He turned away from her and fingered a dead leaf on a little potted tree. "Well I do!" she yelled. Somehow when they were together communication ceased to be simple. "Fine then!" he screamed "You wanna tell me who that guy at your house is?Why you didn't mention having a man who cooks lunch for you to me when we reunited. Why you didnt have the god damned decency to tell me you were living with someone!!" He yelled louder than she'd ever heard before. "You! You were jealous the whole time of me being with ANDY??" she reacted "Well let me tell you something you self centered son of a bitch, that what you misread into me and him will very well cost you our friendship.

Andy has been there for me always since my mother died and when we were forced apart. I love him and I always will. He is the perfect gentleman and he treats me right and you are jealous. You know what Luis, under normal circumstances I would see that a woman moves in with a man she is involved with. But ours is NOT normal." she raged. She threw down her napkin and picked up her purse, going inside and to the door. He followed her 'Well then Sheridan" he screamed "you love him and you live with him.

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Chapter 6:

'Well then Sheridan" he screamed "you love him and you live with him. How is it you arent involved with him?" she opened the door and turned to face him. "I can live with andy like that because he's GAY luis, so are you happy?" She didnt hide the tears as she slammed the door and went home leaving Luis to his thoughts and a double order of Chinese food.

Luis stood staring at the cartons of fodd on his counter. He slid them all open and grabbed some chopsticks. There was definetly no glamour to what he was doing. He ate one carton and went to the jacuzzi. He took off his clothes and slipped into the steamy water. He shut his eyes and before he knew it he was asleep.

Sheridan came in the door in crazy tears and Andy heard her wails over the HBO he had on in his room. He peered out a crack in his door and noticed her red face and that she had taken off her shirt and kicked off her shoes. She walked into her room and flopped face first onto the bed. She fell asleep and didn't hear Andy come in and put her things on a chair and crawl under the blanket with her.

She woke up the next morning with an arm around her and thought that she was dreaming and Luis hadn't been jealous such as he was. For him to be unaccepting of Andy broke her heart. She rolled over and saw Andy fast asleep and realized that she didn't dream her and Luis's fight and that Andy must have come in to comfort her when he heard her crying herself to sleep. She shook him.

"Andy wake up" he opened his eyes and "Sheridan what happened last night/" he took her hands in his. "Luis and I had a fight. He thought you and I were well, you know involved and he took it the wrong way. But for him to have been so assuming...i just dont see how I will ever be able to speak to him again. " She got off the bed and went to the kitchen.

Luis meanwhile, woke up shivering and felt his face being pelted. Blinking he reallized he'd fallen asleep in the hot tub and it was now raining hard. He stood up and felt jellylegged from his time in the heated water. 'Sheridan....' that was what he was thinking of. "So" he began analizeing the situation "she lives with her best friend. A man, which is ok because there cant be any romantic relations.

Why not? The guy is gay. No damn wonder she was so confused as to why I had a problem with her sharing a home with him. Oh god, Im such a fool" he shook his hair and changed to a pair of khaki's and a grey sweater with a red stripe in the center. Slipping on shoes he went to his bedroom and grabbed a wallet. There was so much he had to do before Sheridan totally hated him.. 'not long Lopez-Fitzgerald' he thought leaving once again. Meanwhile...

Sheridan sat crosslegged on the counter staring at Andy. She had a blue blanket wrapped around her with red trim on the sides. "so..."she said rehashing the previous days events"I dont ever want to see him again. and i dont imagine that will be hard since he's living in new york and im living in tacoma." she took a sip of her cafe au lait and waited for andy to register her last remark. "You DONT live in Tacoma Sheridan, you live in new york, with me! your gay best friend. Sheridan he'll understand OK" Andy said despretly hoping she would listen. "NO! Im leaving and im changing my name and voila...NO MORE LUIS!" she hopped off the counter. "Im going out!"" she hollered, turning up the stereo in the bathroom.

"Where?" Andy asked, following her picking up the blanket, her slippers and her robe as she discarded them down the hall. "No clue" she yelled slamming the door over the noise "Maybe hop the subway and visit some of my students at NYU then chill at Barnes and Noble and Virgin Mega or not, go to Italy and have an eclair and then go to the gym. Not in that particular order." Then andy heard the laundry chute door slam shut and her shower start. He was glad she was leaving. This gave him time to talk to Luis. Maybe figure out a way they could work together to keep her from hating him...they were both lawyers. Damn good ones at that and both desperate to keep the woman they loved, each in their own right, in New York.

To Be Continued...