To Start Over

To Start Over
By: Adrienne
Here is yet another amazing fanfic
by Adrienne! She has our
favourite duo married. But with
all marriages come obstacles. Will
they be able to make it? Find out!
E-mail Adrienne at:
sheridan_passions_34@hotmail.com

DISCLAIMER: I am not associated with James E Reily or NBC. Iam just borowing he characters. I fully intend on returning them. Don't sue.

There has to be comunication to save a troubled Marriage.

PROLOUGE:
This story takes place in the futur and Sheridan and Luis are a married couple and have two kids. Alex (age 5) and Angela (age 1 and a half). They live in the house they designed themselves and Luis was now Police Chief (along side Sam Bennett). Sheridan was so happy for him when she found out that he had been promoted. So happy that they had concieved there second child. But what made them so happy then (Luis being promoted) was part of the reason there marrige was falling apart.

*Small detail*
"That Night" still happened but Martin Fitzgerald was never the one under the bloody sheet and Luis had taken along time to realize the harsh reality the his father wasn't the man he thought. The he really had abandoned them. And Luis never truly got over it.

Chapter 1:

Sheridan sat ont he ground playing with her childern. Alex and Angela were her pride and joy. They made her happy but they couldn't give her the love that she needed from her husband. Lately Luis had been pulling away. He always seemed like he was trying to slowly move away. He had been relentlessly putting himself in to his work and stayed away from there family. He was always late for dinner or didn't show up at all. He went to sleep when he got home late and whe he wasn't home late he would read the newspaper or watch sports. The conversations between them were small and unfofilling to Sheridan. She started to worry more when she asked him about the distance he had put between them, he always blamed it on work. Always. Sheridan decided it was time to see if anybody else had notice the change or knew what it was about. Sheridan went to see Theresa, Miguel and Pilar. She wasn't alone in this.

They were seeing it to. She wasn't the only one getting the cold shoulder and she wasn't the only one in the dark as to the resaon why there was a change in him. "When our marriage first started he was so caring, sweet and always made the effort to make sure he did the small things, the sweet gestures to make me love him more. We always took walks or sat on the couch tangled in eachothers arms, just so we could talk. We Never do that anymore. i'm lucky if i get 10 words out of him all night." Sheridan was on the verge of tears. "he never holds me at night, he never whispers romantic things to me, i never see the sweet gestures and i don't think i've heard the words "I love you" out of his mouth in a month." Sheridan was now crying. "I use to think i was unlovable when i lived with my family. They would send me away and that was the worst. Then Luis came along and made me realise what true love felt like and know i am back to feeling unloved.

We over came everything and i thought it would get better form then on but to tell you the truth i am starting to get the old feelings. The ones about feeling unloved. Am I unloveable". Sheridan began to sob. She couldn't be strong forever and this was the worst feeling in the wrold. This was a pain that Sheridan didn't even know she could feel. What the family didn't know was that Luis had come by to see them and had heard everything and was so heart broken to hear what Sheridan said about feeling unloved. Maybe it was time to stop thinking about his fears and stop being selfish and tell Sheridan why he was pulling away. She may understand. "I hope to god she understands". Luis went in to the Kitchen and everone looked up. Sheridan was surprised to see him. She thought he would be at the station. Sheridan was even more surprised when Luis walked over to her a pulled her into a huge hug. She responed welcomingly. She hadn't been in his strong embrace in weeks and it felt good to be back. So good. Luis was ready to tell Sheridan but not his Family. He had to get her alone.

"Sheridan, we need to talk" he whispered in her ear still holding her. She nodded and when to hug the family. It was winter out and the had to dress the kids up. It was close to there bedtime and they were very grumpy but luis's mood seemed to have changed. he seemed more loving and sweet and sheridan was starting to see the characteristics of the old Luis coming back. But she was scared. What was so big in his mind that he had to push her away. It had to be huge to him and it scared her. It was scaring her alot. But she would get thought this with him and she knew that once they had over come this new obsacle that there love would be stronger. Luis picked up Angela after he had gotten her snowsuit on and she was laughing when Luis pushed her up over his head and said "How's my Peanut". Sheridan hadn't heared him call Angela Peanut (the nickname he had giving her) in way to long and in brought a smile to her face.

As they loaded the kids in to the car they waved goodbye to Pilar, Theresa and Miguel. Sheridan was about to open her door when a hand pulled it away gently and there was Luis opening the door for her. Now she was beaming. Luis was coming back to her. No more nights about worrying whether he loved her. She knew it now, he did and it was just a matter of time before she was back in his embace hearing the romantic whispers as the lay together in bed and maybe the walks were gonna happen more often. She hoped so, because she missed that she much.

To Be Continued...

Chapter 2:

As Sheridan and Luis arrived home they picked up there already sleeping kids and to them in to the house. They removed he kids winter clothes and boots. Luis picked up Angela and went over to were she was undressing Alex. When she was done they (together) took the kids up to bed and put them in PJ's and kissed there heads. Sheridan would no longer take these precious moments forgranted. Ever. As Sheridan and Luis went down stairs they sat on the couch and Luis made a fire. Then Sheridan offered to make them some drinks. He agreed and they went to to the kitchen and got there drinks and returned to the couch. When they returned to the couch Luis turned to face Sheridan and saw the fear but also concern in her eyes. 'Well here it goes' thought Luis.

"Sheridan there are somethings i need to tell you. Things that you have wanted to here for awhile. But you need to hear my out before you say anything." Sheridan nodded and grabbed his hand to tell him that she was here. He continued. "Sheridan, my father left us in the year of his 29th birthday. Soon after my birthday. I am 29 this year. I was afraid Sher. What if i did the same. Get scared an run from you and the kids. I didn't wanna hurt to so i thought if i pulled away slowly and if i distanced myself far enougt away form you and the kids that if i ever did run like my father that i wouldn't be a big enough part of you life for it to really matter. I am sorry and it was selfish but you need to understand that i thought it was best." he finished and he dropped his head in defeat. But he was soon reasured by her hands cupping his face.

She looked deep into his eye reaching for his soul. "Luis, listen to me. Things like this aren't hereditary and just because your father ran doesn't mean that you will to. Your a good man. An excellent father and a wounderful husband. Nothing will ever happen to make you run. I beleive in my herat that i know you well enought to know that you would never leave me and i have every resaon to beleive it is true." Sheridan reassured him. They looked into eachothers eyes and fell in love all over again. They had done it yet again. One more obsacle under there belt and an even stronger love that they started with. "Sheridan I love you so much" said Luis. That was music to Sheridan's ears. "I love you to Luis" she replied. They began to kiss passionatly and soon found themselves in there room. There touges engaging in a sweet dance and there hands trying to remember the amazing feel of the others skin and to remember every curve.

They were pulled out of there passionate kisses from the cry from the baby. She hadn't been feeling well and was running a temperature. Sheridan quickly threw on her robe while telling Luis about the temperature. Now they were both going down the hallway to the baby's room. Sheridan scooped Angie up into her arms and Luis went over to the change table to retrieve the thermomiter. Angela's temp was 104. "That is way to high. My poor Peanut" said Luis while pulling Sheridan's back into his to his stomach and lightly rubbing Angie's back. Angela was crying and was starting to cough and weez like she was fighting to breath and her little face was turning a bluey purple. Luis and Sheridan noticed imedeatly and Luis took her from Sheridan open the small child's mouth and saw there was something lodged in her throut.

He reached in carefully with his finger and pulled out a samll toy that lookeed like on of the ones you got free when you buy a happy meal from McDonalds. Luis picked up the now screaming baby and pulled and crying and very frightened Sheridan into his chest. When Luis went to lay Angela back down Sheridan stopped him. "Luis can we bring her into bed with us, i want her close after what just happened." Luis nodded and they left the nursury and went to there room. They lay Angela in between them and intertwine there fingers and prepare to sleep when a huge crash of lighting sounded outside. Sheridan jumpped a little and look down to make sure that Ang was still sleeping. She was, when she looked up she was met with a huge grin and a sweet kiss from Luis. He was back, the old Luis was back, and she was happy and she entended on making sure he stayed for a long time. As they parted from the kiss there was another crash of lighting and they saw a small head peak in through the small opening of the door.

"You aren't scared are you big Al" teased Luis. "Nope, i just came to see if Angie was alright and to make sure mom was okay" Alex replied confidently. "He reminds me of you, Luis" said Sheridan. Luis got up from the bed and went to Alex and picked him up and was about to take him back the his own room when another crash sounded from outside and Alex was now shakeing and crying and holding his dad tightly. Luis let out a small laugh and rubbed his sons back and asked him. "Do you wanna stay with mom and dad." Alex nodded and sniffled a little as his dad brought him to the bed. Sheridan and Angela made room and that night they all slept together as one happy family. But before Luis fell asleep he made a promise to himself. 'Tomorrow i am going to make it up to Sheridan and my kids for being selfish. I will take the day off and we will have fun as a family, tomorrow will be great'.

To Be Continued...

Chapter 3:

Luis woke up the next morning and was happy to find his family still sleeping. This would give him time to make plans for the day. First a shower. Luis went into the bathroom that was joined to the bedroom to begin the day with a hot shower. As Luis stepped in thoughts of Sheridan devoured his brian. The past and the future. Luis couldn't remember the last time he and Sheridan had had a shower together. Her body was amazing. When he was trying to distance him self that was definatly one of the hardest things to do, keep away from her. He dreamt every night of her and his Family. He was so selfish not to just tell Sheridan what was happening in his head. And the future, now that he had told Sheridan about his fears there future together was going to be much simpiler. Luis was done his shower and stepped out. While drying off and putting on clean boxers and a t-shirt he heard someone struggling in the bed room. As he walked quickly to the bedroom and over towards the bed he heard a cry of fustration. As soon as he heard it he knew who it was. His Peanut! Angie was struggling to get to a sitting position and the heavy douve was getting in her way. Luis walked over to the bed and picked her up.

She was 1 and a half and could talk pretty well for her age. His Angie was very smart and a quick learner. As soon as she was in her dads arms she thanked him by placiing a soft kiss on the check and giving him a shy smile. "Well hello my little peanut." said Luis to Angie. Angie wrapped her little arms around his neck and gave him a little squeeze. Then replied "Peanut hungry". Luis let out a small laugh and procedded to take Angie downstairs and make her some breakfast. While doing this he played little games with her and was happy to see he could still make her laugh. When Angie was done her breackfast Luis went into the living room with her and placed her in the playpen in the center of the room. Luis noticed it was cooled and decided t start a fire to warm the room. After the fire was a good height Luis procedded to make a few phone calls for the plans he had for his family today. When he was done he looked at the clock and realised it was 9:30 and bothSheridan and Alex were still sleeping. Luis walked over to Angie and picked her up.

"What do you say we go ans wake up Al and Mommy" Luis asked angie. When Angie began to giggle he knew that even thought she may not completely understand that she did know that they were about to be very sneaky and that they were going to have some fun. Luis climbed the stairs with Angie in his arms and went down the hallways to the bedroom. He quietly opened the door and walked over to the bed. He placed angie in a sitting position on alex's back. Immedeatly Angie began to kick her feet a squel with laughter. Luis (while still watching Angie to make sure she didn't fall off Alex) slowly began to trail soft kisses down Sheridan's face and neck. She moaned and slowly opened her eyes. When she broke out into a huge smile Luis then kissed her fully on the mouth. After a few minutes of a heated kiss they realised that they were being watched and they stopped to look up. When they did they were met with two small children with big goofy grins on there faces. Then Alex piped up and said " Well i am hungry and i see that you too are cosintrating on eachoter i think that i will just have to make my own breakfast.

Besides i am getting a little sick of scrambled eggs." With that Alex doubbled over in to histarical laughs and when he was done he looked at his mom and dad. They had this mischivous look in there eye. Then he noticed that they were both begging to stand up and walk to the other side of the bed where he was sitting. ALex knew exactly what they were doing. He stood on the bed and slowly walked on the matress to the other side of the bed. " okay so i was a little harsh. I love your eggs mom and i know that you are both going to play attention to me today. I didn't mean it i was just kidding" said Alex to both his parents. When he saw that they wern't backing down he jumpped off the bed and made a dash for the door. His mom not far behind him. He ran down the stair with Sheridan in Hot persuit. Luis stayed in the room with Angie and sat on the bed with her. She crawled up in ot his lap and sat with him. Them they heard a thud and then Alex burst in the door. He was completly out of breath. SHeridan soon after came in also out of breath.

When Alex noticed Sheridan standing right behind him he ran to his dad and jumpped up in the bed and also crawled into his lap. Now Luis was holding both of his beautiful babies. He just staired down at them. He had help bring these to beautiful children into the world, and he had a beautiful wife.His son Alex resembled Sheridan. His light blond hair and his big blue eyes. They were as bright as safire dimamonds. While his sweet peaunt was more like him. Chocolate brown eyes and dark brown hair. His Life was just beginning and him life was getting better by the minute. After Sheridan and Alex had a tickle war his they all went downstairs for breakfast. Enjoying this tim ewith his family Luis was thinking to himself, "Life is Perfect". But little did Luis know that an event that would happen that night would change his life forever.

To Be Continued...