New Beginnings

New Beginnings
By: Ashley
Here's yet another great completed
shuis fanfic by Ashley. Its the long
awaited sequel to her fanfic: A
Forever Love. Afterwards, e-mail
Ashley with your comments.
E-mail Ashley at:
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Chapter 1~*Why Can't We Be More*
 
     He watched from afar as she walked out of the building with her boyfriend. Lucky bastard, Sean Lopez-Fitzgerald thought. He watched through the windows as Alexis kissed her goddamn boyfriend. Couldn't she see that that guy was so wrong for her.
 
Sean walked home, waving goodbye to friends. Finally it was now summer vacation, hoodoo! He walked into the house and was met by his sister and Paris. "Sean what's the matter? It looks like someone just tore your heart out!" exclaimed Chloe in a concerned voice. "Paris, I can't believe your sister is still with that guy" he said.
 
"Chloe should we tell him?" asked Paris. "Yes" Chloe said quietly. "tell me what?" he asked. "Sean she won't be with that guy for long. Chloe and I saw him kissing and rubbing up against some girl." Paris announced. Sean lips curved into a huge grin, maybe there was, after all, a chance for him and Alexis. His smile turned into a frown as he thought of Alexis's reaction. She'd be very hurt. "What an ass!" Sean exclaimed. "Paris, Chloe, I knew that guy was no good. I tried to warn Alexis, but she didn't listen to me."
 
 The doorbell rang and he answered it. "Hey buddy, school's finally out! Isn't that great?" Alexis asked, she was obviously in a happy mood. But not for long, Sean thought sadly. Buddy, he also thought. Ok they were best friends, and always had been, but why couldn't they be more. Sean had wanted to ask her that question so many times. But of course he had chickened out. Just one look into her beautiful eyes or one look at her gorgeous smile would make him go weak in the knees. "Alexis, Chloe and I need to talk to you" Paris said. Sean watched the three girls walk into the kitchen, he knew what was going to happen.
 
 "What's up girls" Alexis asked, sitting at the table. "Alexis, Paris and I saw something last night. We have to tell you" Chloe started. "What is it? You two are scaring me." "Alexis, sweetie, we saw Jake last night. He was kissing and rubbing up against some girl and it wasn't you." Chloe said. Alexis sat there, stunned and hurt, Jake had cheated on her. She placed her face in her hands, tears sprang out of her eyes. She stood up and ran to the only person she could always run to. Sean. Sean took a crying Alexis into his strong, but gentle, arms.
 
"Sweetheart, what's the matter?" he asked sweetly. "Jam...Jake ch...ch...cheated on m...m...me!" she said in between sobs. "Alexis, sweetie, don't cry" he soothed, rubbing circles on her back.  "I tried to tell you from the beginning that Jake was a jerk" "So are you trying to say I told you so?' she asked. "No hun I'm not trying to say I told you so" he replied, all he wanted to scream was I told you so. But he wouldn't, he loved Alexis way too much to rub that in her face. Chloe ad Sean walked Paris and Alexis home. "Bye girls" Sean called. "Bye Sean, bye Chloe. Sean call me on my cell tonight" Alexis said. "Ok talk to you later then" Sean said, flashing the girl of his dreams a huge smile.
 
"Hey mom" Chloe said giving her mother a hug. "Hey Chloe, hey Sean" "Hi mom, what time is dad getting home?" asked Sean. "He should be home within 10 minutes" Sheridan told her son, opening the slider door that led to the patio. There she placed 4 steaks on the grill. "Mom I can watch the steaks" Sean said, knowing his mother was tired after a long day at work. He took the cooking utensil out of her right hand. "Thank you Sean. I'll be back" Sheridan walked upstairs to change her clothes. "Hey Sean hey Chloe. Where's mom?" Luis asked walking through the front door. "Hi dad. Mom's upstairs" Sean called from the patio. Their father walked upstairs to greet their mother. Her parents had a great marriage, built on love and trust! Ok, so when she was little they had a tiny bump. But they had reconciled and now they couldn't be more happier. Chloe hoped that one day she'd have a marriage just like theirs with the love of her life.
 
Luis slipped his arms around his wife from behind. She slightly jumped, "Hey Luis," she said and turned around to kiss him. "Hey yourself beautiful" he whispered, caressing her back. Her knees hit the bed, he laid her down gently. Sheridan unbuttoned the top of his uniform and slid it down his arms. She pulled off his white t-shirt, kissing every newly exposed area. He worked on her jeans, then slid them off. Luis slid her red tank top off, followed by her white bra. Why did I even bother changing clothes, she thought, they were only going to come off. She unsnapped his pants, unzipped them and slid them down his legs.
 
"I love you" he whispered looking down, lovingly, at the beautiful woman below him. "I love you too Luis" she whispered cupping his face in her hands. She placed a kiss on his delicious lips. Luis caressed his wife's center, she gasped. "Luis come on, I need you inside me. Now!!!" "Ok baby" he whispered in her ear. He entered her and she wrapped her long legs around his waist, taking him in deeper. Luis moved within her, their pace began to quicken and with every thrust Sheridan had to bite Luis's shoulder to keep herself from screaming. Both felt the pressure build up inside of them. "Oh god Luis, I'm coming!" Sheridan moaned quietly, she didn't want their children  knowing or hearing what was going on. They shuddered as orgasms filled their bodies. Luis collapsed on Sheridan's chest, sweat glistened on both of them. "Luis that was great!" she said giving him a kiss. "Yes I know sweetheart. I love" he said. "I love you too"
~~~Chapter 2~~~*Addicted*
 
     Later that night Sean laid in bed talking to Alexis. "So what are you going to do about Jake?" he asked. "Sean, da, I'm gonna dump his ass! So bye-bye-bye to him!" she told him. "Are you doing anything tomorrow? Maybe we can hang out" Sean suggested, hoping that she'd say yes. "That'd be nice Sean. Now that Jake isn't wasting my time anymore we can hang out more." Alexis said. "Ok sounds good. Well seeing that it's 12 o'clock I have to head to bed." he announced. "OK Sean, goodnight, sweet dreams" she replied sweetly. "Same to you sweetie" he replied, both hung up their phones. He placed his phone on the charger and fell asleep.
 
Sheridan laid in bed, wide awake, staring at the ceiling. She slipped out of bed and walked to the bathroom. There she turned on the shower and undressed, then stepped in. The hot water that sprayed her felt nice. She slightly jumped when she heard her husbands voice "What are you doing in her this late?" "I wasn't tired so I decided to take a hot shower to see if that made me sleepy" she told him as he slipped his boxers off and joined her. "Don't worry baby, I'll make you tired" he whispered hotly in her ear. He grabbed her butt and pulled her tightly against him. she gave him a sweet kiss, which she thought would lead to more, and it did! He picked her up, her back was now against the wall. Luis positioned himself and entered her. His strokes became faster and she met everyone. After shaking uncontrollably, Luis shut off the water and carried Sheridan off to bed. "Now I'm tired" she yawned.
 
Morning came, Luis was the only one up. He looked down at his gorgeous wife, she hadn't aged at all! Luis leaned down to kiss her lips. "Luis" she mumbled, her beautiful baby blue sparkling eyes, fluttering open. "good morning, baby. Did you sleep well?" he asked. "Good morning chief," she leaned up to kiss him, "In fact I slept very well. What time is it?" He looked over at the clock. "It's almost 11:30" he answered. "Kids still sleeping?" she asked. "I believe" he replied. "I have to get up. I have plans with Gwen today" Sheridan slipped out of bed and slid on her red, silk robe.
 
Have I told you how good it feels to be me,
when I'm in you?
I can only stay clean
when you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever,
would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?
 
Sean look over at Alexis, she looked so beautiful today, like she always did. He listened to the song that played throughout the carnival, Addicted by Enrique Iglesias. Sean loved that song, maybe because he was totally addicted to Alexis, and the song reminded him of them. Alexis wore blue jeans, that hugged to her perfect butt.
 
[Chorus:]
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.
 
For a shirt, she wore a Tom Brady jersey, which hugged perfectly nicely rounded, beautiful breasts. On her feet she wore red flip flops. Her long, pretty blonde hair was straightened, she wore little make up. Just eyeliner and clear, shiny lip gloss.
I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.
 
As they sat in one of the cars on the Ferris Wheel, he had to use all his strength to hold himself back from kissing her luscious lips. "Sean the sun should be setting in a few minutes. Let's walk down to the beach" she suggested looking at him. "Ok" How could he resist those beautiful eyes and that smile. The answer was he couldn't!
[Chorus:]
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.
 
Once they were off of the ride, they went and bought cotton candy and a coke, to share. They walked down to the beach, it wasn't that far, about 2 minutes. Alexis and Sean could still hear the song. Sean sat in the cool sand, Alexis sat beside him and entwined their fingers.

When you're lying next to me
love is going through to me.
Oh it's beautiful.
Everything is clear to me
'till I hit reality
and I lose it all...
I lose it all...
I lose it all.
I lose it all...
Nah nah nah
nah nah nah....
Nah nah nah nah nah nah.....
nah nah nah nah nah nah....
 
She looked into his eyes and smiled. Damn those blue eyes, Sean thought, they get me every time! Now Sean knew exactly how his father felt when he looked at his mother and into her beautiful blue eyes. "Sean I just want to say thanks" she whispered. "For what?" he asked. "For being here whenever I need. Your always there for me no matter what" she told him. "Your welcome Alexis. I'll always be here for you, I promise. There's nothing I wouldn't do for you" he said, pulling her closer, gathering her into his arms. Alexis grinned, she felt so content in Sean's arms right now. She also felt security. Once the sunset both stood up, wiping the sand off their bodies. Before she turned to walk ahead of him, he grabbed her hands, giving them both a gentle squeeze.
You're the only reason,
Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying,
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying,
Don't want to lose it all,
Don't want to lose it all,
I'm trying, I'm trying..
I'm trying ...
Yeah, you know I'm addicted,
You know I'm addicted,
Yeah, you know I'm addicted....
 
"Are you ok?" he asked. "Yes Sean, I'm ok, thanks for asking. Your such a great friend" she replied giving him a big hug. A great friend, he thought. Those words hurt his heart more than anything else. Damn the word friend to hell. It's now or never, Sean thought. He cupped her slender face in his hands. She thought he was going to kiss her forehead but he surprised her. Sean kissed her lips!
~~~Chapter 3~~~*I Have To Tell Her*
 
     As Sean's tongue wrestled with Alexis's he couldn't help but think, does she feel the same way I feel about her? Probably, or else she wouldn't be kissing you like that, something in his head called. Sean wrapped his arms around her, bringing her closer. Her nails tickled the back of his neck, making his hair on the back of his neck stand up. *Ring, Ring* They pulled away, both breathless. Alexis reached into her pursed and grabbed her cell phone. Goddamn cell phone, Sean thought. “Hello” she said, obviously annoyed. "Alexis don't you dare use that tone with me!" her father exclaimed.
 
"Sorry dad. What's up?" she asked. "It's almost quarter past 9. I want you home at 9:30. If you want to hang out with Sean past that time you either go to his house or you guys stay here" Hank old his daughter. They hung up their phones. "Sean we have to head home now. I have to be home for 9:30" Alexis said putting her phone away. "Ok, but did he say you could come over?" Sean asked. "He told me I could" she said smiling.
 
She looped her arm with his as they walked home. "Dad I'm home" Alexis called from the foyer. "Ok sweetheart. Are you going to Sean's?" Hank asked, sitting on the couch. "Yes if Sean wants me to" "Of course I do Alexis. See if you can sleep over too" Sean suggested quietly. "Dad can I sleep there too?" asked Alexis, sweetly.
 
"You two are going to get me in trouble with Luis!" Hank replied smirking. he knew that his best friend's son had a thing for his little girl. "Alexis you can, but call and ask either Luis or Sheridan." she heard her father say. "Thanks dad!" she exclaimed giving him a big hug. Alexis called Sean's house, she spoke to Sheridan, as always she said yes to the sleepover. Alexis packed her clothes, she and Sean walked to Sean's house.
 
"Mom, dad I'm home" Sean said as he shut the door behind him. "We're in here watching a movie" Sean heard his mother reply. Alexis and Sean walked into the living room. Ryan laid on his side, on the floor, Chloe in his arms. His mother sat in his father's arms, they were sitting on the couch. The two couples were watching Titanic. Sheridan and Chloe's favorite movie. "Want to join them?" he asked her in a whisper. "Sure" she grinned, settling her sleepover bag on the floor.
 
They sat on the couch. Alexis rested her blonde head on his shoulder. At the end of the movie all three girls were crying. And of course the guys laughed at their silliness, which earned them "shut ups" and smacks on their arms. Sean and Alexis headed up to his room. Sean's door was left open so his parents knew that they could be trusted. Alexis went to the bathroom and changed.
 
Minutes later came back in Strawberry Shortcake pants and a pink tank top. Sean has slipped into basketball boxers. They slipped into bed, lights were closed, they faced each other. Sean's emotions were all over the place. They still hadn't talked about their kiss. Sean wanted to kiss her again, so much. But first he had to something, something he should've did along time ago! I have to tell her, he thought. "Alexis, I need to tell you something. Something important, so please don't interrupt" he announced. "Ok"
 
"Ok anyways every since I was little I always knew that there would always be only girl for me. I know there would be other girlfriends, but they wouldn't be as special as the one. When we were little and we use to play together, I use to stare at you. I never got tired of it cause you were so beautiful and you still are!" he paused, and smiled at her. Alexis kind of knew what was coming next. "Alexis, sweetie, what I want to say is going to change our relationship. Hopefully for the better. I'm in love with you" he explained.
~~~Chapter 4~~~*Her Reaction*
 
     Sean waited patiently, about 5-7 minutes, for Alexis's reaction. "Sean I don't know what to say" she cried. "Say what your heart feels" he replied. "Sean I love you too. Deep down I think I've always known that, but I was afraid to admit my feelings" she confessed, she smiled. "I'm glad to hear it" he answered caressing her beautiful face. Both leaned in for a kiss. "Goodnight Alexis, sweet dreams." "same to you Sean" she replied.
 
Luis and Sheridan lay together in the afterglow of their magical lovemaking. "Sheridan have I ever told you how happy you've made me throughout the years? Well if not I'm telling you now! I love you so much I can't imagine my life without you or our two beautiful children" he told her.
 
"Aww Luis" she sighed sweet tears glistening in her eyes. "I love you too. You have also made me happy throughout the years." She said smiling. Sheridan leaned up and caught her husbands sweet lips in a kiss. "Yummy" she moaned. "No doubt" he laughed. She climbed on top of him, planting kisses along his jawline and neck. She gave him little love bites, here and there.
 
Luis caressed her sexy body, letting his hands roam to her behind. He brought the tip of his manhood to the opening of her center. "Luis don't you dare tease me!" she warned. In one swift movement his thick manhood entered her. Sheridan kissed Luis again, her tongue glided across his lips begging for entrance, which she gladly received. "You taste so sweet" he moaned into her mouth.
 
She grinded into him, wildly, passionately. Their pace quickly growing by the second. Luis flipped them over and quickly began moving within her again. "God Luis, faster, faster!!!" she screamed. He moved faster and faster, meeting his wife's request, pushing her more and more over the edge. "Oh Luis like that. I'm almost there" she moaned, sweat glistened on both their faces. Sheridan's and Luis's bodies shook with extreme pleasure as orgasms hit them.
 
He wiped the strands of damp blonde hair away from his wife's face. Luis exited her body, gently, and laid on his side. He planted kisses up and down her neck. "Love you" she whispered coming into his arms. "I love you too baby, forever!" They kissed and fell asleep.
 
Somehow during the middle of the night Alexis ended up cuddled in Sean's arms. Sean woke up to the scent of Tommy Girl. He opened his eyes and looked down, there was Alexis sleeping peacefully. An angelic smile played on her lips as she slept. I don't know what I would do if she wasn't in my life, Sean thought, hell she is my life! Sean slipped out of bed, careful not to awake the beauty that slept in his bed. He walked to the bathroom where he slid his boxers off and stepped into the shower. This one was going to have to be cold!
 
He couldn't believe that she had slept in his bed, none the less in his arms. Thank god he hadn't woke up in the middle of the night. I would've tried to screw her because she was so close, Sean thought. Shaking the thoughts out of his head he started to wash his body. He was totally oblivious to the fact that Alexis was on the other side of the curtain, naked, getting ready to step in the shower with him. She opened the curtain and wrapped her hands around Sean from behind.
 
He stiffened, oh shit what would happen if his father or mother caught them in here. They'd kill him, ya right, Hank would kill him first. He turned around to face her. He couldn't help himself. he looked down at the delicious goodies in front of him. That was it. His hormones were going crazy, he wanted her and now! Sean grabbed her and kissed her hard on the mouth. His right hand roamed down and caressed her center. "Oh god Sean, I want you!" she moaned as he sucked on her neck. Oh shit we're actually gonna do this, he thought.
~~~Chapter 5~~~*Let's Get It On*
 
     Sean stood in the shower, Alexis in front of him, kissing her. He wanted to be inside her, filling her, meeting her every request and it looked like it would be that way in a few minutes. Alexis broke the kiss and kneeled down on the wet shower floor. She cupped Sean's hard, thick penis in her hand and placed it gently in her mouth.
 
He never knew Alexis was like this, but he was glad she was, he was enjoying getting head for the first time. "Alexis" he groaned as her tongue glided along his erection. "You like that, don't you" She teased wickedly. "Oh god baby, you don't know how much" he said. Alexis sucked him, making plenty of noises, Sean went crazy with desire. She was driving him crazy, she knew it and was enjoying every second of it. Sean was almost there. He cummed in Alexis's mouth and she swallowed. "Oh god Lex!" he exclaimed grinning.
 
"You liked huh?" she asked, with a devilish look plastered on her face. "You bet" he shut off the water. Sean shut his door gently, praying it wouldn't squeak, and locked it. Alexis laid on the bed. Here goes nothing, Alexis thought. She was going to give her innocence away. But Sean was the only guy that was really worthy of it, and her! Sean laid on top of her. "Alexis are you sure?" he asked.
 
"Yes Sean I'm sure. I love you" She reached up and kissed him. "I love you too" he gently slid into her. Alexis winced, tears slipped out from her beautiful sparkling eyes. "I'm sorry. Do you want me to stop?" he whispered. "no Sean, don't stop" Alexis wrapped her legs around his waist, she brought him in deeper. Sean wiped the tears that feel and began to move with her. The more Sean moved the less it started to hurt.
 
Sean was nervous as hell, he prayed that Alexis wouldn't regret this later. He stayed at a slow face, not wanting to hurt the beautiful angel that lay below him. They came and he rolled out. Sean laid on his side caressing her cheek. "I'm really sorry I hurt you Alexis. Do you regret what we just did?" He asked. "It's ok Sean, it only hurt a little bit. And I don't regret what we just did. Your very worthy of me and that's why I let you make love to me" She told him, she leaned over to kiss his lips. "You should go back in the shower to clean off. I'll get back dressed, unlock and open the door, so when my parents wake up they'll see that I'm asleep." he said as he got up.
 
Alexis went and showered, slipped her pajamas back on and climbed back into bed. He slid into bed minutes later. "Alexis you know I love you, right?" he asked. "Yes I do. And I love you too, Sean Lopez-Fitzgerald" she sweetly said. As Sean drifted off to sleep, Alexis began to think about what had just happened in like the last 35-40 minutes. Then one thing hit her:they didn't use protection.
~~~Chapter 6~~~*Mistakes*
 
     How could she be so irresponsible? How could they be this irresponsible...and stupid! She slipped out of bed and walked down to the kitchen. "Hey aunt Sheridan hey uncle Luis" "Hey good morning sweetie. Sleep well?" asked Sheridan. "Yes, did you two?" "We slept peacefully" Luis answered Sheridan snuggled in his arms.
 
"Can I watch tv?" asked Alexis. "Alexis you don't have to ask. Geez girl!" Luis exclaimed. Sheridan and Luis went upstairs, obviously to fool around, Alexis thought. Now she was all alone, ready to sort out her thoughts, she shut off the tv. I can't be pregnant, right? It was only one time, you can't get pregnant the first time! Alexis had all sorts of things running through her mind. Goddamn stupid a**, of course you can get pregnant even though it was the first time, Alexis thought to herself.
 
She walked back upstairs, to wake up Sean, they had to talk and now! "Sean wake up." she whispered nudging his arm. "Alexis, what's the matter hun?" he asked. "Sean we have to talk. It's important!" Sean sat up, waiting curiously to see what she was going to say. "Sean we didn't use protection! What happens if I get pregnant!!!" she exclaimed. "Oh sh!t" he exclaimed. "Alexis I'm really sorry. God I am so stupid" he told her, he was scared. "Sean I'm as much to blame as you are"
 
"Alexis I'm a guy, I'm suppose to be a gentleman and I should've held back. I'm sorry for taking advantage of you" He said, hugging her tightly. "You are a gentleman still. I wanted to do it too. I'm scared Sean, I can tell you are too. Sean if I'm pregnant I'm still going to have the baby. I don't know who's gonna raise it but I'm not having an abortion. I'm not going to kill a little innocent baby for the mistake that we made." Alexis explained. "I would never let you have an abortion. Look let's just say positive and hope your not pregnant." Alexis cuddled into Sean's strong arms.
 
"Hey are you guys gonna get dressed. We're going to go out for breakfast" Sheridan said, standing at the doorway, hoping she didn't disturbed anything important. "Ok mom, we'll be down in 10" Sean sat as he slipped out of bed. Alexis followed. He grabbed his clothes from his closet, gave Alexis a sweet kiss on the lips and headed to the bathroom.
 
Alexis pulled her clothes out her clothes. She slipped off her pants and pulled off her tank top. Throwing on her jeans, she heard the shower shut off. Sean would be out any minute. "Lex can I come back in?" he asked from the other side of the bathroom door. "Ya Sean, but I'm in a bra' she called and he opened the door. "it's ok. I've seen you less naked than that" he smiled as she blushed. Sean changed then slid on his white and black Air Force's. Alexis slid her petite feet in her black Mudd sandals. They headed downstairs, then left with Luis and Sheridan minutes later. 
~~~Chapter 7~~~*Consequences*
 
     Weeks had gone by, 6 to be exact. Alexis decided, for herself, that she needed sometime to sort out stuff. That meant not seeing Sean or hanging out with him. She woke up from a peaceful slumber, getting out of bed quickly, she ran to her bathroom. Paris was passing by her sisters room when she heard vomiting noises coming from the bathroom. Paris walked into her little sisters room and walked over to the bathroom door. "Alexis what's wrong" Paris asked, wetting a purple wash cloth. "Nothing. I just get like this when I'm about to get my period" Alexis answered. Hell she knew she wasn't going to get her period this month or any other month for 8 months. 
 
She watched as Paris pressed the warm cloth against her forehead. "Are you gonna tell me what's really up? I'm not stupid, Lex!" "What do you mean sis? Nothing's going on" she lied. "Oh ya. That's why there's a pregnancy test in your medicine cabinet!" "You went through my stuff! How dare you!" exclaimed a furious Alexis. "Are you going to take that damn test or not? And who's the father, I pray to god that it's not Jake" "Yes I'm going to take the damn test, I'm just scared to find out what the results are. I don't even know if I'm pregnant. If I am pregnant Jake isn't the father...," Alexis paused, "Sean is."
 
"Sean?" "Ya Sean. It happened a few weeks ago. We were stupid not to use a condom" "You think" said Paris. "It just happened ok. I know I was irresponsible!" "Alexis your taking that test. and now!" Paris walked out of the bathroom, leaving Alexis alone. How could she and Sean be so stupid, Paris thought pacing around the bedroom.
 
Alexis sat on the toilet seat, waiting for the timer to go off. *Ding Ding* She picked up the stick, not daring to look at it, she opened the door. "Paris see what it says" Alexis said shoving the white stick, that might change her life forever, into her sisters hand. "Paris you’re you're....pregnant" "Oh sh!t"  Alexis began to tremble, tears began to fall out of her sparkling blue eyes. Oh how one little, irresponsible thing could change your life forever. "Oh Alexis what the hell are you and Sean gonna do?" Paris cried. "I...I...I dunno" "Alexis your going to get you’re a** dressed and we're going to talk to Sean" Alexis did as she was told, her and her sister went over to Sean's house.
 
"Hey Sean" Paris said entering the boys bedroom, Chloe followed behind, she shut the door. "Hey girls" he said from the bed. "Sean we all need to talk. Or let me put it this way you and Lex need to talk" Chloe said. Alexis sat on the bed beside the man that she loved. "Sean this morning I took a pregnancy test. I'm pregnant" she said quietly. "Oh my god" escaped Sean's lips. "Sean, what the hell are we gonna do?" "Lex, listen I'm going to help you through this. This is my baby and I'm gonna take full responsibility" Sean vowed.
 
"Sean, Alexis what are you two going to tell are parents?" Chloe asked. "We'll tell them tonight. We're all supposed to go out to dinner." Sean replied. To the much dismay of Sean and Alexis, dinner came early. They were all sitting at the table. Sheridan, Luis, Gwen, Hank, Paris, Eric, Paris' boyfriend, Chloe, and her boyfriend Ryan. "Tell them already" Chloe nudged Sean's arm. "Dammit Chloe we'll tell them when we're ready ok!" "Ok Sean" "Alexis would you like to dance?" Sean asked. "Sure" He led the love of his life, woman of his dreams onto the dance floor.
 
Funny when you stop and think
times goes faster then you blink
nothings ever like it was
but girl we've got a special thing
all the happiness it brings
is more than enough
 
"Alexis no matter what, I hope you know I'll always be here for you. I love and I mean it. And I hope we spend the rest of our lives together." He told her, he placed a kiss to her temple. "I love you too Sean. But what about our baby. Our baby, Sean, we created a little life"

I know its hard to believe
your still the biggest part of me
all I'm living for
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
and need you by my side
I'm still mad about you
all I ever wanted was you
your still the one [2x]
 
"I know that Lex. I pray to god that our parents let us keep him/her. I don't want to give our baby up for adoption. I really don't" Tears trickled down her cheeks, she didn't want to give their baby up either. They swayed to the rest of the song in silence.


It's hard to breathe when were apart
your like sunshine in my heart
I keep you here inside
you've been everything to me
you've been and always will be
the apple of my eye

And I know its hard to believe
your still the biggest part of me
all I'm living for
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
and need you by my side
I still mad about you
all i ever wanted was you
your still the one [2x]

If you love me
look into my eyes and say you do
I've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
baby all that we've been through
girl im still in love with you
and I want you to know I do, I do

I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
and need you by my side
I'm still mad about you
all I ever wanted was you
your still the one [2x]
 
Here it goes, now they were going to tell their parents. "Mom, dad, Gwen, Hank Alexis and I have something to tell you." "Ok son on with it" Luis called from across the table. "I'm...I'm...I'm pregnant" Alexis blurted. "This is a joke right? I mean you are only 14 Alexis" Sheridan said. "She's not kidding. Mom I'm the father" "Jesus Christ Sean. I thought your mother and I raised to right? " Luis said, he was about to start yelling. "Mom, dad what can I say? I'm truly sorry, we didn't mean to do it. It just happened." "Guys please be quiet and calm down!" Gwen said,
 
"Look whatever we do we're not going to abort this baby. And we're not going to give it up for adoption. Sean, Alexis you two will both gets jobs right away and start putting money aside for the baby furniture, food, diapers and everything in between. Sheridan and Luis do you both agree?" Gwen asked.  "Of course we do. They decided to do what they did and now they are going to have to live with the consequences." Sheridan told them. After dinner everyone headed to their homes. Both Alexis and Sean were going to hear it from both of their parents tonight.
~~~Chapter 8~~~*Disappointed*
 
     "Sean how could you be that stupid!" Sheridan exclaimed sitting beside her son on the couch. "Mom I'm sorry. I know your disappointed" he replied sadly. "Sean disappointed doesn't begin to explain how we're feeling! You and Alexis created a baby. A baby for Christ sakes!" "Dad I know I know. Can I go up to my room now?" he asked. "Yes go ahead. But your getting you’re a** up bright and early in the morning. Your going to start looking for a job, whether you like it or not!" Luis told his son.
 
"Mom I know" Alexis said. "No you don't know ok! I thought I raised you better than that?" Gwen yelled. "Mom you raised me fine." Alexis told her mother. "Obviously not cause you opened your legs to your best friend, and at 14 if I might add" "Mom my best friend is my boyfriend and I love him. I always have too." Alexis said. "Dammit Alexis your 14 years old. You don't know what love is" Gwen said. "Mom yes I do. Love is honesty, trust, compassion, love is getting butterflies when your thinking about that special person. Love is also when the love of your life walks in the door and your breath just stops right in the middle of your throat. Mom those are the things I feel for Sean" Alexis explained to her mother.
 
Gwen looked at her daughter. Ok, maybe she was wrong, her daughter did actually know what love really was. Gwen could tell without a doubt that Alexis was head over heels in love with her best friends son, he felt the same way about her daughter. "Mom can I please go up to my room?" she asked. "Yeah sure" Alexis walked up to her room, shutting her door behind her. As she laid on her bed her hands landed upon the tiny bump on her stomach. "Your mommy's little angel. Do you know that?" she talked to the baby growing inside of her. "I'm going to be the best mommy I can be! your going to be surrounded by so much love it's going to be unbelievable. First you have mommy then Sean, who's your daddy. Then you have grandma Gwen and grandpa Hank."
 
She wished Sean were over here right now. Then they could talk to their baby together. "Your going to have grandma Sheridan and grandpa Luis. grandpa Luis works for the police department so he's always going to make sure you always do the right thing. Well mommy's going to go to bed, I love you sweetie" she whispered and fell asleep.
 
At Sean's house everything was pretty quiet. Sean was in bed, Chloe was out and Sheridan and Luis well they were getting jiggy with it like usual! "I love you" He whispered as he looked down at the beautiful woman that lay intimately connected with him. "I love you too" she reached up to kiss him. He pushed himself further inside of her. "Luis" she moaned as she raked her nails across his muscles. He made love to his wife and now they lay in the afterglow. They were talking about the situation at hand with Sean and Alexis.
 
"Sher I'm very disappointed in Sean, and Alexis too. Didn't you and I, Gwen and Hank raise our children right? We told them it was against our religion to have pre marital sex, but no do they listen to us? Nope. They go and have sex, in our house and the worst part is that both are 14 and Alexis is pregnant!" Luis explained. "Luis I know what your saying. I agree with all of it and so do Gwen and Hank." She said. Sheridan still couldn't believe this situation. But she had to. It was reality and her, her husband, Gwen and Hank had to help Alexis and Sean through this. Disappointment would get them no where what so ever! Support would get all of them a little tiny grandchild to love.
 
"Gwen you need to chill out ok." Hank told his wife as he pulled the quilt off the bed. "Chill out? Chill out?!? Hank I'm so pissed off enough for the both of us. Alexis, your little baby girl, is pregnant! She's for 14, you haven't said too much about this situation. Don't you have anything to say?" she asked as she slid into bed. Hank crossed his arms in front of his chest. "Ugh yeah I have a lot to say. Hunny I'm as pissed as you are. But the more you and tell Alexis how disappointed we are in her the more it hurts her. I'm very disappointed in her but I'm not going to tell her that and break her heart" He told his wife.
 
 "Oh don't you give me that sh!t what she did was wrong. She deserves to know how she made us feel. Now since you don't agree with me your going to sleep on the couch!" She threw the pillow at him and laid on her side, her back facing him. Ugh the nerve of her husband! She couldn't believe his attitude, breaking their daughters heart. That's bull sh!t Gwen would never break her daughters heart. She kind of realized what Hank had tried to tell her, now she was sorry. She didn't mean to be so hard on her daughter, now she regretted what had come out of her mouth this evening.
~~~Chapter 9~~~*Preparing For The Arrival*
 
     "Oh my gosh look at these Sean" Alexis called holding up two tiny pink booties. "Aww Lex these are adorable!" he exclaimed, "I can't believe we're having a little girl." He rubbed her tummy. "I can't believe it either Sean. In two more months we'll be holding our little baby in our arms" said a smiling Alexis. She watched Sean walk over to a shelf that held baby shampoo, lotion, towels, wash clothes and more.
 
Alexis picked up a bottle of Johnson & Johnson shampoo and placed it in her basket. Sean picked a bottle of baby lotion and placed it in the basket. He placed three pink towels and three purple wash clothes in the basket that Alexis held in her right hand. "Come on let's go pay for these things and head over to Baby Gap then Macy's" Sean suggested.
 
After shopping for a little more than three hours Sean and Alexis headed back to Sean's house. "Hey mom, dad" He called walking through the door. "We're in the kitchen Sean" Sheridan said. "Hey Sheridan, Luis. We have some really cute baby stuff" Alexis said putting the shopping bags on floor. "Ok guys the grandma wants to see" Sean pulled out some things. "Aww look Luis" Sheridan held up the pink booties and white little socks. "Those are really cute" He said smiling.
 
The fact that he was going to be a grandfather hadn't really sunk in yet. "Sheridan look at this" Alexis said, she held up a baby robe, which had bears on it. "That's really cute!" she exclaimed, a big smile plastered on her face. "Come on Lex, let's go bring all this up to the nursery" Sean picked up most of the bags, Alexis grabbed the others, both went upstairs.
 
"Luis can you believe that we're going to be grandparents in less than 2 months?" Sheridan asked, he grabbed her from behind and pulled her into his arms. "No I can't believe it, not yet anyway. The closer Alexis' due date gets the more scared I get. They're only 15, how are they going to raise that baby when they go back to school?" He asked to no one in particular. "Luis we'll help him ok. Don't worry" she replied, she kissed his lips. "It's nice that you worry but you don't have to baby. How about we go upstairs, check on the kids, then go to our room for a nap" she suggested winking at the last part.
 
After checking on Sean and Alexis, Sheridan and Luis headed to their bedroom for some lovin. Luis slipped his wife's red sweater off, then unclipped Sheridan's white bra. It came sliding down and landed on the floor. Luis laid Sheridan on the bed, he came on top of her. "Your so beautiful Sher. Do you know that?" He unsnapped her jeans and stood up to slide them off. "Yes because you tell me everyday, but I don't mind hearing it over and over." She smiled at him as he slid her lacy black thong off.
 
Sheridan stood up and pushed Luis, he landed on his back. She unsnapped his khakis, sliding them down along with his blue silk boxers. She ran her finger tip along his pulsating erection. "Sher!" he exclaimed. She knew this would drive him crazy and she was right. She climbed on top of him, straddling him on both sides. Sheridan pulled his gray sweater over his head. He flipped them over, now he was on top and in control. Luis planted kisses up and down her neck. "Luis hurry it up! I want to feel you inside of me, now!" She told him.
 
Luis did as his wife requested, he slipped inside of her beautiful flesh and moved within her. Lighting a burning, passionate fire that, he knew, no one else could create. "I love you Sher" he said and lowered his head down to give her a kiss filled with love and passions. "I love you too sweetheart" She responded in a loving voice. Luis collapsed on his wife's chest. He was breathing very hard.
 
Sean and Alexis were in the nursery finishing putting the stuff away. "I'm so excited Alexis, I can't wait!" he exclaimed sitting down in the rocking chair. "Same here hun. It's not a long wait though, Sean." She came to stand beside him. "Her sit down" Sean told her, sliding out of the chair. "Thanks" She smiled at the love of her life. She had always dreamed of marrying the love of her life and having children with him. He was the love of her life and they were having a child, but they were only 15, and they weren't married. So about most of her dream was smashed, and all because of one stupid little mistake.
 
She was starting to agree with her mother had said in the beginning when she had found out she was pregnant. Tears welled up in Alexis' eyes. When they had told her parents that she was pregnant she had seen the disappointed looks on their faces. It was the same with Sheridan and Luis. Both she and Sean were very irresponsible that day. Alexis didn't think the baby inside of her was a mistake, but their actions were.
 
When Sean and her told Pilar, oh my g*d she looked like she was going to kill them both. Everyone around them told both Sean and Alexis, how disappointed they were in the couple. The more people said that the more it hurt Alexis. Alexis began to cry more. Sean turned around and looked at the woman beside him. "Alexis what's the matter?" he asked hugging her. She stood up and he brought her into his arms. "Sean I was just thinking" Sean wiped the tears that had fallen on her cheeks. "About what?" he asked. "About what everyone had told us when we told them that I was pregnant. I mean we told our parents, all they said was "we're so disappointed in you" they also said "how could you be so stupid".
 
Alexis wiped the tears away. "Sean did you know how much that hurt me? It made me feel like I should've of just aborted our baby. It also made me feel like I should've run away because our parents sounded so ashamed and embarrassed of us." She told him, letting all her feelings come out. "Alexis I'm so sorry that you felt those things" He soothed her, he wanted to cry also. But he couldn't he had to be strong for her. Neither Sean or Alexis noticed Sheridan and Luis standing at the doorway, with Gwen and Hank. "What's going on" Gwen asked looking on at her crying daughter. Alexis looked up, she didn't know what to say. Should she tell her and Sean's parents what she had been feeling. It didn't matter because either way their parents would get the truth out of them.
~~~Chapter 10~~~*The Worst Thing*
 
     "So what's going on?" Alexis just looked at her mother. "Alexis please answer your mother" Hank told his daughter. "Mom nothing is going on." she said. "Alexis don't tell me nothing ok! Your crying and I want to know what is going on, now" "Mom it's just hard to explain ok. So just please drop it, please!" "I'm not dropping nothing you got that. I want to know what's going on!" Gwen pushed. "Mom I was just remembering all the sh!t that everyone told Sean and I when we told everyone that I was pregnant. I was telling Sean how much it hurt me to hear you say how disappointed you are in me" Alexis told her mother.
 
"Alexis I'm sorry. What the hell do you want me to say? Oh Alexis I'm very glad that your knocked up." Gwen said sarcastically. "Mom I didn't want you to say that. I just need you to be there for me" She screamed. "I've always been there for you and I'll always be" Gwen told her daughter. "Oh ya right! Don't you wanna hear all the other sh!t that I was crying about?" asked Alexis. "Go ahead tell us."
 
"When you guys told Sean and I that we were irresponsible and then when Sheridan asked how stupid could be I felt like I should've just had an abortion. Get rid of this child that I love." Tears began to slip down her cheeks. "Lex I'm..." "Mother be quiet and let me finish" Alexis said. Paris and Chloe had just gotten home and were listening from downstairs.
 
"Mom I know you are disappointed in me and you, dad, Luis and Sheridan are most likely all embarrassed and ashamed of Sean and I. I wanted to kill myself when I heard you all going on and on about how this sh!t never should've happened. You all are acting like this baby is a mistake, but she isn't. Sean and I made a mistake, and what came out of this mistake was a little tiny blessing. A blessing that god has given to us to love and to take care of!" Alexis was getting very pissed off by the second. "Alexis sweetheart, we didn't mean to make you feel all that hurt" Sheridan said walking over to the girl she has loved all these years as a daughter. "Lex your mother, father, Luis and I love you and Sean very very much." Sheridan told the young woman.
 
"Don't you think we know that! You guys can say sorry all you want. But the fact is that you said all those hurtful things without thinking how Sean and I would feel." Alexis yelled, running out of the room. She ran down the stairs, she missed one, and tripped all the way down. Sean ran out of the room and down the stairs. "Call 9-1-1 somebody!" he yelled. "Alexis, wake up sweetie. Wake up baby" Sean tried to wake her up. he looked up and said a silent prayer, praying his baby wouldn't die. "Sean our baby" she mumbled. The EMTs arrived and Alexis was rushed to Harmony Hospital. Sean sat in the waiting room, waiting for news on his girlfriend and their baby. He was surrounded by his family and Alexis' too. Sheridan, Luis, Hank, Gwen, Chloe, Ryan, Paris, Ivy, Sam, Theresa, Ethan, Jessica, Kay, Miguel, Eve, and Julian all sat in the waiting room.
 
"Oh god Hank I pray to god our granddaughter makes it, it's going to be all my fault if she dies" Gwen cried. "Shh... sweetie everything will work out ok. God will do what'd best for everyone." Hank soothed his wife. On the other side of the waiting room Sheridan sat crying in her husbands arms. "Sher, Shh... it's going to be ok." Luis rubbed circles on her back. Sean looked at his parents then to Hank and Gwen, all four of them were wrecks. He watched as his sister walked over to him and sat beside him.
 
"Don't worry Sean everything will be ok. Juts have a little faith" Chloe told her brother. "Chloe how can I have a little faith when the doctors haven't come out for about an hour?" he asked. "Hold on, ok." Chloe got up and walked over to the nurses station. "Hello miss can I help you?" One of the nurses at the desk asked. "Yes I'm Chloe Fitzgerald, my brothers girlfriend was rushed in here about an hour go. I would like a doctor to come out here and tell my family and I what's going on." "Miss I'll get the doctor right" the nurse got up from the chair and walked down the long hall way. Chloe went to sit back down beside her brother.
 
Five minutes later the doctor came and spoke with everyone. "Hello I'm Dr. Steven Silva" "How is my daughter doctor?" Gwen asked. "Your daughter is physically fine, but not emotionally. Alexis has lost the baby. When she fell down the stairs she landed on her stomach. When she got here we had to get the baby out. We did that, but when we took the baby out she was dead. I'm really sorry" The doctor explained. "Oh my god I've killed my only grandchild" Gwen cried. "I need to be with Alexis. What room is she in?" Sean asked standing up. "Come on I'll take you to her room. "Here's her room." Dr. Steven said. "Thank you sir" said Sean and walked in the room. "Alexis" he said sitting on the bed. She was laying on her side, her back was faced toward him.
 
"Lex, sweetie I'm so sorry" he began to cry. Not only for Alexis, but for him and his little baby girl that he would never have the chance to get to know. "Sean, I'm so so sorry for this." She said crying. "Sorry for what? Lex this isn't your fault. Please don't think that ok. I love you so much, we're gonna get through this, together." Sean told her, bringing her into his arms, and soothing her. -Knock knock- "Come in" Sean called. "Hey, Sean can I have a few minutes with Alexis please?" "Sure can. I'll be back in a few minutes babe. I love you" he told her, placing a kiss on her cheek. "I love you too" She smiled at him, they were going to get through this. It'd be hard, but they would.
 
"Yes mother what would you like?" Alexis asked coldly. "I wanted to apologize. Lex I'm so sorry." "It's ok, you should be glad, so should dad, so should Luis and so should Sheridan too. I mean come on, no baby, that's what everyone wanted." Alexis told her mother in a mean, nasty voice. "Alexis I didn't want the baby to die, everyone else didn't either. So how dare you accuse all of us of that!!!" "Mother just get the hell out, I don't want to deal with your sh!t or dad's, Sheridan's or Luis'." Alexis yelled. Gwen left, Alexis broke out into fits of sobs. "Alexis what happened?" Sean asked coming in.
 
"I told her to get the hell out. I told her that she should be glad, along with my dad and your parents. No baby, that's what everyone wanted. Then she said that everyone didn't want the baby to die." Sean slid onto the bed beside his girlfriend. "Lex they really didn't want our baby to die. They just didn't want us having a baby because we're so young. Do you get what I'm saying?" He asked. "Yes, but do you get what I'm saying?" "yes sweetheart I do" He told her, wrapping the blankets around her. -Knock Knock- "Come in" called Sean. "Hey Sean, hey Alexis. I'm really sorry" Pilar said giving them kisses and hugs.
 
"Alexis it's going to be ok, sweetie." Pilar whispered in the girls ear. "How Pilar. How's it going to be ok if my baby's dead?" She asked, her temper rising. It going to be ok, Alexis repeated Pilar's words in her head. "It's never going to be ok until I have my baby in my arms, living and healthy" Alexis snapped. "Abuela I'm sorry. She didn't mean to snap at you, she's just upset" Sean apologized for Alexis' actions. "It's ok, Sean. I know she's upset, we all are." An understanding Pilar said to her grandson. "Well Sean, Lex I'm going to go. Other people would like to see you like Chloe" Pilar said, she gave her grandson a kiss and whispered in his ear "Take good care of her." "I will and thanks for coming to see her." Pilar left and Chloe came in. "Hey Sean, Alexis I'm really sorry for your loss" Chloe said. She hugged her brother.
 
"Thanks Chloe" he said. Chloe walked over to the bed and hugged Alexis. "Lex I'm really sorry" "Thanks Chloe. You and my sister are like the only two people that have never yelled at Sean and I because of this pregnancy. I just wanna say thanks even though things didn't turn out the way I thought they would." She said. "Lex you have to understand what god did was like the right thing. I mean you guys are only 15 and your not ready for a child. Maybe god took the baby for those two reasons." Chloe suggested.
~~~Chapter 11~~~*The Past And Present*
 
     Alexis sat in her bedroom, tears fell out of her baby blue eyes, as she remembered that day 8 years ago. The day that her baby daughter had died. She had remembered that day like yesterday. It was a cold, windy, snowy, Saturday in January. Sean and her had went shopping and came home in happy moods. Then all turned bad after she let all her feelings come out. She had told her mother, father. Sheridan and Luis everything that she had felt when she was pregnant at first. She had ran out of the room and fell down the stairs. Alexis was rushed to the emergency room, and half an hour later the doctor told her that she had lost the baby. She had shut out the whole world for months. Today her daughter would have been 8 years old. Alexis wiped the tears away.
 
Sean looked over at his fiancé from the bathroom. He knew that she was crying for their daughter, she cried every year. Sean walked over to the bed and kneeled on the floor. "Lex" he whispered, he climbed into bed beside her, she rolled into his arms. He felt hot tears hit his tanned chest. He wiped away her tears. "Sean, why did god have to take her away from us" she asked. "Sweetheart I don't know. But god has his reasons" he answered. "He better have had a good reason because our little girl didn't deserve to die !" she exclaimed. "I know she didn't baby, I know." Alexis slid out of his arms and out of bed. She walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower. She undressed and stepped into the hot shower.
 
"Sean" she called. "What?" he asked walking to the bathroom. "Can you come in here with me and wash my back?" she asked. "Yeah sure" he replied. Sean took off his towel and hopped in the shower with Alexis. "Now this is better than you just sitting in our bedroom" She said nibbling on his ear. "Yes it definitely is" he replied leaning down to give her a kiss. The kiss was wild yet full of love. Sean rubbed circles on her back as he devoured her neck neck. Since her neck was her sensitive spot he was driving her wild. "Sean" she moaned. Sean grinned against her neck and moved his lips up. His lips came crashing down on top of hers. Alexis felt his throbbing erection pressed up against her stomach, she wanted him now.
 
"Sean make love to me" she whispered. Sean shut off the water and opened the shower curtain. He picked her up and threw her over his shoulder. "Sean!" she laughed as he carried her off to their bed. He laid her down gently, laying on top of her, he started planting kisses along her jaw and down on her neck. Alexis closed her eyes enjoying the feel of Sean's lips on her body. His right hand roamed along her thigh, then moved up and up until he reached her opening. Her eyes flickered open, waiting to see what he would do next, then she whispered "don't stop." Sean slid two fingers inside of her.
 
He moved them gently in and out of her. While his two fingers worked in and out of her, Sean leaned down to taste her breast. Licking and sucking, he kept getting pleasurable moans from Alexis. "Oh god, don't stop Sean" She moaned. His tongue shot out, swirling it around her nipple. Sean removed himself and moved to the other breast. His fingers grew deeper and his movements grew faster. "Oh god Sean!!!" she screamed as her first orgasm hit her. Sean took out his two fingers and stopped tasting and licking. "Let me return the favor" she smiled at him as he flipped them over. She got on her knees and spread his legs apart.
 
The smell of his sex driving her crazy with desire. She cupped his manhood in his hands and brought it up to her lips. Her tongue began to run along the tip of it, the she stopped. He tilted his head up to see why she had stopped. She took him by surprise and thrusted her mouth onto his erection. She began making sucking noises, then swirling her tongue around, then back to sucking. "Oh god Lex, more baby" Sean loved getting head, and of course, which guy didn't. Alexis continued what she was doing. "Alexis I'm coming soon" He yelled. Alexis sucked harder and licked faster then "Oh my god Alexis. Oh my god" he screamed as cum filled Alexis' mouth and she swallowed her prize. She laid on top of him and he rolled her over onto her back. He placed himself at the opening of her center, but he paused. "Sean, come on I want you" She said as she looked into his eyes. "Hey sweetie you like to tease, so do I" He replied grinning, he thrusted into her.
 
He began to move slow, Alexis wrapped her legs around his waist, bringing him deeper. "Sean faster baby" She moaned, he obliged quickening their pace. "Sean I'm almost there" she sexily whispered as she grinded into him. Sean moved faster sending the woman he loved to another world. "Sean!!!!" She yelled. "Lexis" He screamed collapsing on top of her chest. Sweat mingling on his bronze chest. Sean stayed in his fiancé enjoying their intimate connection. "I love you Alexis Bennett" He whispered in her ear. "I love you too Sean Lopez-Fitzgerald" She gave him a passionate kiss. Sean rolled out of her and laid on his side, he gathered Alexis in his arms. After making love with Sean she didn't want to kill the mood, but she wanted to talk with him.
 
"Sean, do you ever miss our baby?" She asked as she traced circles on his hairless chest. How could she even ask me that? Sean thought. "Yes I do, I miss her so much. I think about her all the time and what she would've been like now. Would she look like me or you. Would she act like me or you." he told her, just thinking about his daughter made his eyes well up with tears. Alexis wiped away the tears that fell from his eyes. "Sean I know what you mean" She told him, her own set of tears starting to show. Sean hugged her tightly against his body. "She's in heaven Lex, she's looking over us right now. God will take great care of her and one day we'll all be one happy family ok sweetie" He said. "That day still replays in my head over and over, every single day. And it will play over and over until the day that I die. I just wish it would go away, those bad memories are so unbearable, but I have to deal with them." "I'm sorry Alexis, I'm not saying let's forget our daughter, let's just think happy thoughts. We're getting married in 3 days sweetie"
 
A big smile appeared on her lips. "Yes we are and I can't wait" She exclaimed happily. "Me either babe! And I can't wait till we go on our honeymoon. All the room service, champagne, the Jacuzzi" He caressed her thighs, "and most of all, all of the lovemaking" He whispered in her ear while nibbling on her lobe. "Mmmm I can't wait. Can't you just tell me where we are going on our honeymoon?" "Yeah right Lex and ruin the surprise" He responded, giving her a kiss on the temple. She sat up, covering her chest with the sheet. "Aww come on Sean. I know I can drag it out of you" She told him. "Yeah ok darling I'd like to see" he replied. Alexis dropped the sheet revealing her two large, plump breasts. "Lex come on your not going to drag the answer out of me with showing me your breasts" He laughed, not at her though. Sean leaned over for a kiss. "No no baby, no touching and no lovemaking. Not until you tell me." She told him shaking her index finger at him.
 
Ugh I might as well tell her, I can't go 3 days without making love to my  beautiful fiancé, he thought. "Ok ok I'll tell you" Her ears shot open. "Where?" "Paris" He answered. "Paris" She exclaimed throwing herself into his arms, she was kissing him everywhere. Lips, cheeks, temple, jaw, neck. "If I knew I'd get this kind of reaction I would've told you along time go" he joked. "Very funny Fitzgerald" She smiled, while getting off of him she looked at the clock, 11:23. "Sean we have to meet our sisters in a half an hour" "Ugh why did we even agree to go. We could've stayed in bed all day" He complained. "Oh stop complaining" She playfully smacked him in the arm. She slid out of bed and walked to her closet. She picked out a pair of jeans, a red sweater and a black scarf.
 
"Sean let's go I don't have a all day" She called from the bathroom after five minutes when she didn't see him getting up. "Ok ok" He slid out of bed and headed to his bureau. There he picked out jeans, shirt and a pair of boxers. Sean got dressed and waited fro Alexis to finish doing her make up. "Alexis come on babe" he called. "Ok I'm finally done" She said walking out of the bathroom, he stood up and helped her slide on her coat. "Thanks, your such a gentleman" She gave him a quick kiss and began to walk away. He grabbed her arm, gently, and pulled her back against his chest. He leaned his face down and gave  her a long passionate, toe curling kiss. She pulled away and entwined their fingers. "Come on let's go we're already late" She said and they headed downstairs and out the door.
~~~Chapter 12~~~*Girls Just Wanna Have Fun*
 
    "Luis, come on I have to go" Sheridan told her husband as he planted kisses on her neck. "Oh ok Sher, do you know what time your going to be home?" He asked as he let her go. "I don't know Luis. It's a bachelourette party, I might be home around 1" She replied. "Oh ok" He gave her a quick kiss on the lips and she was off. Sheridan got in her car and turned on the ignition. She backed out of the driveway and headed to pick up Gwen. "Hey Gwen. Just Alexis have any idea that we're throwing her a bachelorette party?" She asked Gwen. "I don't think so unless Chloe or Paris opened up their big mouths." Gwen answered.
 
"Lex come on Chloe is expecting us in 15 minutes" Paris called upstairs to her sister. "I'm coming, give me 2 minutes" Alexis applied her eyeliner, mascara and lip gloss then headed downstairs. "Hey let's go already," Paris laughed, "we're only going to eat, watch a movie and hang out." Paris lied. Alexis and Paris left and headed to Chloe's. Once Paris and Alexis arrived, Alexis didn't notice the cars that were parked in the street, and the house was dark. She just figured Chloe was in the kitchen "Come on Lex I want to eat already"  Paris complained grabbing her sister by the arm. In the house Chloe had already spotted them two girls and told everyone to hide. Alexis opened the door, walked into the foyer. "Alexis put the light on" Paris said  and Alexis flicked on the light.
 
"Surprise!!!!!" Everyone yelled jumping out from their hiding spots. "Aww you girls are so sweet to do this for me" Alexis said, completely touched. "Well sis every girl deserves a bachelorette party" Chloe said hugging her future sister-in-law. "You called me sis" "Uh da Alexis we're going to be sisters once you marry my brother" Chloe smiled. "Ok gals we should get this party started. I'll crank up the music while Alexis greets everyone." Sheridan walked over to the stereo and put in a mixed CD.
 
"Hey aunt Ivy, thanks for coming" Alexis said hugging her aunt, while giving her a kiss on the cheek. "Hey Theresa thanks for coming" She said then Theresa whispered in Alexis' ear, "Don't thank me now thank me when you open your gift." Theresa winked at the younger woman. Alexis walked over to Whitney and thanked her for coming. She finished greeting her guests and walked to the kitchen to garb something to drink. Alexis opened the fridge and grabbed a Smirnoff Ice. "Hey chic" Gwen said entering the kitchen. "Hey mom, thanks for the party" She said giving her mother a hug. "Your welcome, sweetheart" Gwen replied, then the door bell rang.
 
"Come on let's see who that is" Gwen said, both girls walked into the living room. They saw two cops standing in the foyer. "Are you Alexis Bennett" One of the cops asked. "Umm yes" She answered. "Your under arrest" The other cop replied, stepping closer pulling his handcuffs out. "Wh.. wh...what?" she asked as they slapped the cuffs on her. She was almost in tears, she watched as they walked in front of her. They bare asses were showing. "Oh my g*d!" She exclaimed. She finally got it, all the girls has set her up to think she was getting arrested by two officers, but instead they were two strippers. One of the officers walked up to her and unlocked the cuffs and she slid them off.
 
She was led to the couch by her mother as the strippers began to dance. "Oh my!" Alexis exclaimed as they began to unbutton their shirt and their muscled chests showed. "Holy sh!t they are so hot" Chloe exclaimed as she watched the two men. After the strippers gave Alexis the most fantastic show of her life they left. "Girls thank you so much" She told them, still memorized by their sexy asses and bodies. "No problem sis. Glad you liked them." Paris said and then whispered in her sisters ear," Now your going to get use to only looking at Sean's body and ass." "Paris it's all good!" Alexis grinned, her fiancee had the body and the ass to go with it.
 
"Ok how about we open some gifts" Theresa suggested. "Ok sure" Alexis replied, anxious to see what the girls had bought for her. Theresa handed Alexis some bags. Alexis reached into the bag and pulled out the card. ~Hey Sweetie hope you and Sean have a kick ass marriage. Here's some goodies for the honeymoon. -Love Paris- Alexis looked in the bag and pulled out the contents. The contents consisted of a red negligee, condoms on sticks, edible panties, massage oil, massage lotion and bath bubbles. Alexis blushed, her sister was crazy. "Thanks Paris" she said. "Your welcome just let me know how everything works out" Her sister replied winking.
 
"Ok I will" Alexis replied as she read the next card, which was from Sheridan. "Hope you like the pots and pans I bought you" Sheridan called. Alexis took the stuff out from the bag. There was no pots and pans. But there was a teddy, sex dice and edible gummy penis's. "Nice pots and pans Sheridan" Alexis said smiling. "I hope you like your gifts" Sheridan replied. "I sure do. Thank you very much!" "Your welcome sweetie. I bet you didn't think I would give you presents like that huh?" Sheridan asked. "No I didn't. I seriously thought there were pots and pans in here" Sheridan laughed. Alexis finished opening the rest of her gifts.
 
Now the girls were drinking mudslides, strawberry daiquiris, beer and wine. Gwen stood up and turned on the stereo. "Ok come on girls let's dance" Gwen said starting to sway, pulling Whitney and Ivy up from the couch. The poor woman was half drunk, same with Chloe and Theresa. "come on girls I'll dance with you. Come on Sher" Alexis said getting up. Cyndi Lauper's 'Girls Just Wanna Have Fun' began to play.
 
I come home in the morning light
my mother says when you gonna live your life right
oh mother dear we're not the fortunate ones
and girls they want to have fun
oh girls just want to have fun

the phone rings in the middle of the night
my father yells what you gonna do with your life
oh daddy dear you know you're still number one
but girls they want to have fun
oh girls just want to have -

that's all they really want
some fun
when the working day is done
girls - they want to have fun
oh girls just want to have fun

some boys take a beautiful girl
and hide her away from the rest of the world
I want to be the one to walk in the sun
oh girls they want to have fun
oh girls just want to have -

that's all they really want
some fun
when the working day is done
girls - they want to have fun
oh girls just want to have fun,
they want to have fun,
they want to have fun...
 
After the song Gwen along with Chloe and Whitney passed out on the couch. They fell asleep and we're beginning to snore. Alexis' cell phone began to vibrate. "Hello" "hey sweetie. I believe there's a delivery for you at the door" Sean's said through the phone. Alexis walked to the front door and opened it. "Sean" she exclaimed wrapping her arms around his neck. "Hey baby. Sorry but I couldn't stay away from you."  He told her leaning down for a kiss. "I missed you" She whispered in his ear. "But I got some goodies for our honeymoon" she said smiling and kissed his luscious lips passionately.
 
"Ooh can't wait. I love you" He said. "I love you too sweetheart. Come on in" She led him into the house. "Sean what are you doing here?" Sheridan asked coming into the living room. "Uh mom I came to see my beautiful fiancee." He answered. Sheridan smiled at her son and his future wife. Whenever she looked at them it reminded her off a younger Luis and herself. She felt the urge to be with him. She took her phone out of her pocket and called him.
 
"I'm going to leave in a minute just let me say bye to everyone" Alexis said. "Ok sure" Sean watched the love of his life walk away, hips swaying and all. Tomorrow they'd be husband and wife, forever! G*d, he couldn't wait. He also couldn't wait to spend the night making love to Alexis. Yeah she'd protest about him spending the night and him seeing him in the morning would bring bad luck. But he'd make sure he reassured her that no bad luck would come their way.
~~~Chapter 13~~~*Soul Mates*
 
     "Sean this isn't a good idea" Alexis whispered as Sean unbuttoned her blouse. "Lex this is a good idea. I mean come on I love you, you love me why isn't this a good idea" He asked, planting kiss on her neck, Alexis' eyes fluttered shut. Sean look up at her closed eyes. "See I know you like me being here." He nibbled lightly on her ear. "Oh Sean, yes I do" She moaned. He grinned against her neck. Sean led his fiancee over to the bed. She crawled onto the bed, and pulled him down on top of her. "I want you" She told him in a sexy voice. "I want you too" He moaned against her lips. He finished unbuttoning her blouse and slid it down her arms.
 
 Sean reached behind her and unclipped her bra, sliding it down her arms as well. Alexis' hands fell to the bottom of his shirt. She pulled his shirt up and over his head, throwing it on the floor. Alexis unsnapped his jeans and slid the zipper down. Alexis got up from the bed and stood on the floor. She pushed Sean and he landed on his back. She slid his jeans off, and slid his blue silky boxers off too.
 
    She climbed on top of the love of her life, kissing his neck, his jaw, cheek and lips. Alexis could feel his throbbing erection against her stomach. Sean's cupped her butt in his hands and rolled them over. He slid her lacy, red panties down her legs and threw them behind him. He moved his hand down to cup her center and feel her wetness. He spread her legs apart and kneeled in between. He lowered his head down to her center, tracing the outside with his tongue. "Sean" she moaned. Sean's tongue dived into her weeping center. His tongue swirled around inside, tasting her sweetness. "Oh g*d Sean, don't stop baby" She screamed as her hands gripped his hair. Sean obliged, minutes later sending her to another world. His tongue exited her center and looked at the beauty that lay in front. "I love you so much Lex. I want you so much too" "Then take me I'm yours, forever." She told him, he slid into her. "I love you" she said as he grinded into her. The couple made passionate, wild love.
 
    "Luis" Sheridan Lopez-Fitzgerald moaned as her husband made love to her. "I love you" she whispered. "I love you too baby, forever" He told her and quickly kissed her lips. "Luis, I need faster, baby" "Then you'll get faster darling" Sheridan wrapped her long, tanned legs around her husband's waist and brought him in deeper. He pounded into her wildly. "Oh g*d Luis" she yelled as her first orgasm hit her.
 
    Now Sheridan and Luis lay in the after glow of their magical lovemaking. "I love you" He whispered, nibbling on her neck. "I love you too Lopez-Fitzgerald." Sheridan lifted up her left hand, staring at the gold wedding band and the engagement ring that lay on top of it. Luis lifted up his left hand and placed it beside his wife's. "I'm so glad I met you and married you. You’re the best thing that's ever happened to me sweetheart. We're going to be together forever. We're soul mates, there's no one in this world better for me than you" He told her.
 
Tears began to trickle down her cheeks. "You’re my soul mate too, Luis." She leaned up to kiss his yummy lips. "God Sher, I can't believe our little girl is getting married tomorrow" He exclaimed.  "Me either. But I'm really glad that she has found her true soul mate" He heard his wife tell him. "Me too. I'm glad I found my soul mate too" Luis said as he caressed his wife, making her heat up more. "Mmm Luis" She moaned into his mouth while he kissed her. Luis started to make love to his wife again, making her come alive. After making love Luis fell asleep while Sheridan laid awake.
 
    She slid out of bed and slid her red, silk robe on. She walked downstairs to the living room and turned on the lamp beside the couch. She walked over to the cabinet and pulled out an old photo album. She sat on the couch and opened it. She heard footsteps coming down the stairs, she turned to see Luis. "Hey what are you doing up? It's 2 in the morning" He asked sitting beside her. "Just looking at old photo albums of our children when they were younger." She said. Sheridan opened the album and they both began to look at their babies.
 
    Alexis slid from Sean's warm embrace in bed and walked down to the kitchen. She made herself a cup of tea and sat at the table. Sean and her would be getting married in about 8 and a half hours. She was excited, yet nervous. Alexis sipped the rest of her tea and headed back upstairs and back into bed with the man she loved. She slipped into the bed and Sean immediately pulled her into his arms. "Where did you go babe?" He asked. "Down to the kitchen. I made myself some tea" She answered as he placed a kiss on her cheek. She rested her head on his chest and fell back asleep. Tomorrow would be a new beginning. They were going to be together forever!
~~~Chapter 14~~~*The Big Day*
 
    Alexis rushed around the bridal room getting reading for the ceremony. "Sweetie you have to put your dress on now" Sheridan said and handed the girl the white wedding dress. Alexis slipped into her wedding dress but she couldn't zipper it. "Mom can you zipper this dress for me?" She asked. Gwen walked over to her daughter and zipped up her dress. Alexis looked in the mirror and stared at her appearance. Today she was her wedding day, and in a short while she'd be Mrs. Sean Lopez-Fitzgerald for the rest of her life.
 
    Gwen eyes welled up with tears as she looked at her baby girl. She was all grown up, getting married and getting ready to start a new life with Sean. It was a new beginning for them. -Knock Knock- "Come in unless your Sean" Chloe called. Hank and Luis walked in. Hank looked at his little girt and gasped. Alexis had turned into such a beautiful woman, not that he never noticed before, but she looked even more beautiful. She was practically glowing and it was all because of Sean. He was going to have to thank that man again for like the millionth time that day. "Sweetheart you look so beautiful!" Hank told her as he enveloped his little girl in a hug. "Thank you daddy" She responded smiling brightly.
 
    "I can't believe your getting married today Lex" He said, his own set of tears forming in his eyes. "Dad don't be like mom, don't cry" She laughed wiping her fathers tears away. "How can I not Alexis? Your getting married and your going to be starting a family. Your all grown up, these 24 years have gone by so fast. I still remember the day you were born. You were so beautiful and you had a set off loud lungs too" He laughed. Hank pulled his daughter back into his arms and held her closely. "Sean better take great care of you or I'll kill him" he said. "Daddy he will. I love Sean and he loves me." She said sweetly.
 
    Sean watched as the love of his life walked down the aisle to him. She looked  like an angel that just fell from heaven. He grinned at her and she returned the grin. They arrived at the altar. Hank placed a kiss on Alexis' cheek and shook Sean's hand. Hank placed his daughters hand in Sean and went to sit down. Sean and Alexis said their vows and sealed their marriage with their first kiss as husband and wife.
 
    "Ladies and gentleman here are the bride and groom, Mr. and Mrs. Sean Lopez-Fitzgerald" The DJ announced over to the speakers. Sean and Alexis walked into the Seascape both smiling brightly, everyone clapped and cheered them on. The couple sat down, everyone walked over to them and started congratulating them. Minutes later the couple got up and walked over to their humungous cake. Alexis placed her right hand on the knife and Sean placed his right over hers. They cut the piece of cake. They placed the piece on a fancy dish.
 
    After feeding each other and getting real messy the couple cleaned their faces and hands. Now it was time for the newlywed couple to dance for the first time as husband and wife. "Ok Sean and Alexis decided that they wanted two wedding songs instead of one. So the first one that I'm going to play is from Alexis to Sean." The DJ, Chad Harris, announced. Sean led his new wife to the shined, wooden dance floor. He wrapped his strong arms around her and they began to sway to Alexis' song to Sean.
 
The whispers in the morning
Of lovers sleeping tight
Are rolling like thunder now
As I look in your eyes
I hold on to your body
And feel each move you make
Your voice is warm and tender
A love that I could not forsake

[first chorus]
'Cause I am your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I'll do all that I can

Lost is how I'm feeling lying in your arms
When the world outside's too
Much to take
That all ends when I'm with you

Even though there may be times
It seems I'm far away
Never wonder where I am
'Cause I am always by your side

'Cause I am your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I'll do all that I can

[second chorus]
We're heading for something
Somewhere I've never been
Sometimes I am frightened
But I'm ready to learn
Of the power of love

The sound of your heart beating
Made it clear
Suddenly the feeling that I can't go on
Is light years away

'Cause I am your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I'll do all that I can

We're heading for something
Somewhere I've never been
Sometimes I am frightened
But I'm ready to learn
Of the power of love
---Celine Dion ~The Power Of Love---
 
    Alexis pulled away to look at her husband. "I love you Sean" She whispered cupping his handsome face in her hands. "I love you too Mrs. Lopez-Fitzgerald" He closed the distance between them and kissed her ruby red lips. The next song, Sean's song to Alexis, began to play. Everyone in the restaurant was memorized by the beautiful coupe.
 
Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
---Bryan Adams ~(Everything I Do) I Do It For You--
 
    The song ended and the couple headed back to their seats. The DJ voice came over the speakers, once again. "Ok Alexis, I'm really sorry, but you have to get up again dear. You must now share a father/daughter dance" Chad said and watched as Hank Bennett led his little girl onto the dance floor.
 
And your daddy's little girl
Your the end of the rainbow
My pot of gold
Your daddy's little girl
To have and hold
 
 A precious gem
Is what you are
Your mommy's bright
And shining star
You’re the spirit of Christmas
You’re the Easter Bunny
To mommy and me your sugar
Your spice, your everything nice
And your daddy's little girl
 
End of the rainbow
My pot of gold
Your daddy's little girl
To have and hold
 
 A precious gem
Is what you are
Your mommy's bright
And shining star
You’re the spirit of Christmas
You’re the Easter Bunny
To mommy and me your sugar
Your spice, your everything nice
And your daddy's little girl
---Dean Martin ~Daddy's Little Girl---
 
    I love you daddy" She said and placed a kiss on his wells haven, smooth cheek. Hank walked his daughter back to her seat and smiled. Everyone began to eat their food. After the food and dancing Sean and Alexis did the wedding tradition, the garter and bouquet. Her sister caught the bouquet of flowers and her boyfriends caught the garter. The couple left their reception and headed off to the airport. There they would take a plane and head off to Paris, France. Then they would come back to Harmony and have a New Beginning. Sean vowed to Alexis that they'd be together forever, and he meant it. The couple lived happily every after, and so did everyone else.
~~~The End~~~