CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
Luis could practically feel the tension in Sher as he pulled into the
driveway and parked his truck in front of the main house. She hadn't
said
much on the drive over and he hadn't known what to say so he'd just let
the
silence go. Now he felt guilty. He remembered the look of horror on
her
face as he told her that her parents were waiting for her and he
wondered if
it was because she had stayed out all night with him or for another
reason.
From the little things, she'd said and done since she'd come to Harmony
and
from what Ethan had told him before, he wasn't exactly sure that she
had a
good relationship with her parents. He remembered Ethan telling him
that
Sher's parents were a little strict on her and he wondered if that's
what her
had caused her sudden trip to Harmony. Neither she nor Ethan had really
said
what she was doing here other than the fact that she wanted to have
some fun.
What was life in New York that bad that she had to come to Harmony to
get
away and have fun?
Luis could practically feel the tension in Sher as he pulled into the
driveway and parked his truck in front of the main house. She hadn't
said
much on the drive over and he hadn't known what to say so he'd just let
the
silence go. Now he felt guilty. He remembered the look of horror on
her
face as he told her that her parents were waiting for her and he
wondered if
it was because she had stayed out all night with him or for another
reason.
From the little things, she'd said and done since she'd come to Harmony
and
from what Ethan had told him before, he wasn't exactly sure that she
had a
good relationship with her parents. He remembered Ethan telling him
that
Sher's parents were a little strict on her and he wondered if that's
what her
had caused her sudden trip to Harmony. Neither she nor Ethan had really
said
what she was doing here other than the fact that she wanted to have
some fun.
What was life in New York that bad that she had to come to Harmony to
get
away and have fun?
---------------------------------------------------
He shook his head then jumped out of the truck and walked around it to
open
Sher's door. She looked up at him with those bright blue eyes and he
felt
his heart constrict with the sudden need to make sure she would be
okay.
"Hey, do you want me to come in with you?"
She shook her head no and he felt a sudden sense of disappointment. He
couldn't for the life of him figure out why though. Why would he care
that
she didn't want him to meet her parents? It wasn't like they were a
couple
or anything. "It's probably better if you don't come in. It might
make
things worse than they already are."
He nodded in understanding then gave her a rueful smile. "This is not
how I
pictured our date going, you know. I mean I don't regret what happened
between us, I could never and will never do that, but I do regret that
this
happened. I don't like knowing you might get into trouble with your
folks
because of me."
"It's not your fault, Luis. I'm big girl and I knew what I was doing
last
night. Besides that, it was well worth whatever my parents will say
when I
walk through that door. I don't regret it. In fact, I can't wait to
do it
again." She finished the admission off with a too bright smile and he
knew
she was putting up a front - for him. And that fact touched him more
than he
was willing to admit.
Sheridan waved goodbye to Luis as he hopped back in his truck and drove
off.
Last night had been more wonderful than she could have ever imagined
and she
meant what she told Luis. It was worth whatever her parents were going
to
say. It was more than worth it actually. She didn't care how badly
she got
yelled at, she would never regret spending the night with Luis last
night.
She knew her parents just worried about her but the last few months it
seemed
as if they were more worried about their social image than the fact
that she
had just broken up with the guy she had been dating for over two years.
Granted, it wasn't like she was nursing a broken heart or something.
He
would have had to have had her heart to break it and he didn't. That
was one
thing Mike had never been able to reach. She hadn't trusted him enough
to
give him her heart. Their relationship had only come about because he
was
the son of her father's friend. It hadn't been anything more than
that. At
least, it hadn't been for her. She couldn't really speak for him. She
knew
he cared about her, but she wasn't at all sure he had loved her.
She didn't regret sleeping with him because that had been what made her
realize she wasn't in love with him. They had developed this
comfortable
relationship but there had been no passion between them. It had not
been
remotely like what she and Luis had shared last night. God, she
thought
running a hand through her short blond curls, would her folks be able
to tell
she'd spent the night having the best sex of her life? She wouldn't
doubt
it. She felt different somehow. She felt as if Luis had left a mark
on her…
a mark that everyone could see a mile away.
Sighing, she reached for the doorknob and slowly turned it. She pushed
the
door open with her left palm then stepped inside and shut the door.
The
moment she turned around and saw her father's angry glare and her
mother's
shocked look, she wanted to turn around and run. She knew she was
really in
for a lecture and she wondered if she could hold her temper long enough
to
listen to it. Something told her today was the wrong day for her
parents to
get on her case.
She took a deep breath then walked into the living room, ready to face
the
firing squad. As she walked further into the room, she saw Julian and
Ivy
sitting on the couch. They must have gotten in last night too. Ethan
and
Theresa were also there. They were standing in the doorway to the
kitchen.
All of them wore disappointed looks and Sheridan wondered if all of
them were
going to lecture her. She had a feeling her father would be the main
one to
do that. The Judge was very good at lecturing people.
"Just where the hell have you been Sheridan?" Her father's angry voice
echoed
throughout the house. Her father was in his Judge mode. She knew the
lecture was fast going to get out of control. Every time he thought
she'd
done something wrong he immediately went into judge mode. She could
tell by
the tone of his voice that this was one lecture she was not going to be
able
to ignore. Usually when her father, Judge Donald James Crane, went
into
Judge mode she could tune him out but this time… this time she knew
she
wouldn't be able to. "Do you know that you worried your mother to
death? We
had no idea where you were or who you were with! And god knows what you
were
doing! And why the hell are you dressed like that! Go upstairs and
change
right now and then when you come back down we can discuss your
behavior."
That did it, she thought as her temper started to climb. Those
familiar
words had lit the fuse she usually kept carefully hidden. We can
discuss your
behavior… ha! She wasn't in the mood to discuss anything with him.
Not
anymore. Not when she knew he would do the discussing and she would do
the
listening. He would sweep her feelings under the rug and she wasn't
about to
let that happen this time. This time she was going to tell him exactly
what
she thought! "I'm not your little girl anymore! I'm twenty-four years
old.
I'm not little miss innocent and I don't have a set curfew when I have
to be
home! If I want to stay out all night I will and if I want to spend the
night
with some guy I will!"
"Sheridan -" Ethan started to say.
"No, Ethan." She said shaking her head. "It's time they learned I'm
not who
they think I am. I'm not even close to the perfect little daughter they
want
me to be. I won't apologize for that and I'm certainly not going to
apologize
for staying with Luis last night."
"You mean you…?"
"That's right daddy! I slept with him and nothing you or anybody else
can say
is going to make me regret it!"
Theresa gasped. Ethan knotted his hands into a fist. Her father looked
like
he was ready to explode. Julian and Ivy looked as if they couldn't
believe
what they'd just heard and her mother... Her mother looked as if he was
going
to faint. Sheridan shook her head then turned around more than ready to
go
upstairs, but when she turned her eyes connected with a pair of angry
brown
eyes and she froze. "Luis."
Luis stood frozen as all eyes in the room landed on him. He felt as if
he
were a bug under a microscope being picked apart by preying eyes. He
did not
like the feeling. He did not like the feeling at all. In fact, he
felt
damned uncomfortable and that annoyed the hell out of him. He hadn't
felt
this uncomfortable since his mom caught him and Sue Tucker making out
behind
the house when he was sixteen.
"Luis" Sher started to say only to be interrupted by her father.
"So you're the lowlife that took advantage of my daughter last night?
You
actually have the nerve to come into this house and face her family?"
Luis averted his eyes only to find himself looking into Julian's
disappointed
gaze. He could see the sadness in the older man's eyes and Luis
suddenly
realized he had made a grave error in judgement. He should have stuck
to his
guns and stayed away from Sher.
He should have realized the trouble
getting
involved with her would cause. But how was he supposed to know she was
going
to announce the fact that they had sex to her parents and to Ethan's?
There
was no way he could have known that.
"Luis," Julian said shaking his head. "This is not what I would have
expected from you. We have always thought of you as a son and for you
to take
advantage of Sheridan… well I never would have thought that of you.
I think
under the circumstances it would be best if your father sent someone
else to
finish up the pool house."
Luis nodded. "I understand. I'll get him to send Marty, he's the only
other
one I would trust to do a good job."
"Uncle Julian! " Sher yelled causing him to glance at her in surprise.
Her
eyes were flashing blue fire. "Luis did not take advantage of me! It's
not
his fault!"
"Save it Sher." Luis said walking toward her and handing her the purse
he'd
come back to give her. "I think you've said more than enough for one
day."
Her blue eyes rounded in surprise and her mouth dropped opened then
closed
again. She started to say something but he didn't stick around to
listen.
Instead, he turned his back on her and walked out the front door. He'd
just
opened the door to his truck when her hand on his arm stopped him. He
jerked
his arm away from her then turned around and looked at her. He could
see
the sadness in her eyes and he refused to let it affect him. He'd just
lost
his job because of her. But more importantly he'd lost the respect of
the
people that had been like a second family to him.
"I...I'm s...sorry, Luis." She said in a quivering voice.
"You're sorry?" He asked incredulously. "From the time I was in
preschool
until now, Ivy and Julian have been like second parents to me. Ethan
is more
like a brother than just a friend and in one fell swoop you manage to
make
all three of them look at me with disappointment and loathing. And all
you
have to say is you're sorry? You are un - freaking - believable."
"Luis." She said reaching out to touch his forearm. "I...I can fix
this."
He jerked back away from her and pierced her with a glare. "Don't
touch me,
Sheridan. In fact, don't come near me again. In the span of four days,
you've managed to turn my world upside down and make the people I care
about
most in this world turn their backs on me. Did you see the way they
looked
at me Sher? Did you? Because I don't think I'll ever forget it and I
know
nothing you can say will change it. Nothing you can say will change
anything
that happened here today. And the only thing I want you to do for me
right
now is to just leave me the hell alone!"
With that he slammed his truck door shut, started the engine, and tore
out of
the Crane driveway. It took all the strength he had not to glance in
the
rearview mirror and look back at her. He knew if he did, he would feel
guilt
that he didn't particularly want to feel right now.
To Be Continued...