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Chapter 4 (High R minor NC17
rating for later part of Chapter 4)
Later that night Angel finds Chance outside by herself.
"Chance what are you doing?"
"Nothing" she shrugs
"You shouldn't be out here by yourself." Angel reminds
"Well I am. I'm fine."
"Chance"
"What's the big deal? I'm able to take care of
myself"
"That's not the point" Angel says his voice slightly
angry
"Then what is?"
"I don't want you hurt. There are demons here who would
hurt you... kill you to get to me."
"Angel I didn't go far." Chance states looking at
Angel she sees the emotions conflict in his eyes.
"I can't lose anyone else" he says his voice sad
Chance hears that and slips her hand into his squeezing it
"You won't" she promises "I'll be careful"
Angel lifts his hand cupping her cheek
Chance stares back at him "Angel" she whispers softly
Angel leans down brushing his lips across hers
"Chance?" he looks at her questioningly.
Chance smiles slightly "What was that for?"
Angel steps back "Sorry" he says looking at the
ground
Chance rolls her eyes "Don't be" she moves closer
"I liked it" she looks at him reaching up she touches his cheek then
standing on her tiptoes she kisses him back. As Angel pulls her close she wraps
her arms around his neck deepening the kiss.
Angel breaks the kiss allowing Chance to breath. "I'm
sorry for getting upset with you."
"Its OK. I should have told you I was going outside."
"I just worry about you" he says hugging her
Chance buries her head in the crook of his neck "I
know" she pulls out of his embrace "This changes things"
"I know" he runs his fingers through his hair
"But who says change can't be fun" she grins
Angel grins back "Sure can"
"What do you want to do?" she asks
Angel holds out his hand "Lets go for a walk"
Chance slips her hand into his "Sounds good"
* ~ * ~ * ~
Chance and Angel are on his couch making out heavily one night
six weeks after their first kiss. Angel breaks the kiss to allow Chance to
breathe. "You're going to be late getting home." he reminds
Chance shrugs "Betty's out of town with brainless again.
Besides not like she'd care if I came home late or not. Brainless is the one
who notices." she says her voice soft
"What do you mean he notices?" Angel asks his voice
slightly hard
"Nothing you need to be upset about" Chance soothes
"Chance" he says warningly
Chance sighs "Alright. A few times he just happened to
come up the stairs as I was walking out of the bathroom in a towel or robe to
my room."
"What else?" Angel prods
"A couple times he's popped his head into the bathroom
giving me a message from Betty when I was in the shower." she shrugs
"Chance if he ever..."
"He's an idiot he won't try anything. Not when he knows
Betty would dump his sorry ass if he did."
"If he does"
"I'll tell you." she promises. She moves onto his lap
"So can I crash here tonight?" she asks hopefully
Angel looks at her and sighs "I hate that look. You know
you can crash here anytime you want." he strokes the side of her face with
the back of his fingers "I like having you around."
Chance leans closer her lips inches from his "I like being
around" she kisses him.
* ~ * ~ * ~
Angel frowns hearing Chance's heart rate acclerating. He looks
towards the bed to see her tossing and turning in her sleep. Angel closes his
book heading into the room. "Chance" he says sitting on the edge of
the bed "Chance." he says soothingly lightly shaking her.
Chance slowly opens her eyes "Angel?"
"You OK?" he asks concerned
"Fine" she answers
"You sure?" at her nod he asks "Want to talk
about it?"
Chance shakes her head
"Go back to sleep then." he starts to stand
Chance grabs his hand "Angel?"
"Yeah?" Angel looks at her concerned
"Will you stay?"
Seeing the pleading look he nods "Sure. I'm just going to
go turn off the lamp." he walks out of the bedroom he turns off the lamp.
Returning to the bedroom he slips under the covers beside Chance.
"Thanks" she kisses his cheek laying her head on his
chest
Angel puts his arms around her "Your welcome."
* ~ * ~ * ~
Next morning Chance awakens to Angel twirling a strand of her
hair between his fingers. "Hi"
Angel kisses her "Hi"
"What are you doing awake?" she asks
Angel lifts his shoulders "Just am"
"What time is it?" Chance asks
"Around ten"
"Oh man" she groans sitting up
"What?"
"I've got to go meet with my probation officer at 1."
she explains throwing off the covers she sits on the edge of the bed reaching
for her jeans. "He hates it when I'm late." she pulls on her jeans.
"I got to get home shower and find something clean to wear." she
strips off the T-shirt of Angel's she slept in pulling on her own. She sighs
falling back on the bed "I hate going to see him. He's always asking me
stupid questions."
"Like what?" Angel asks propping himself up on his
hand
"What I'm going to do after highschool... which is stupid
to ask. I never know what I'm going to do next week so how am I supposed to
know what I'm doing in a year?"
"He just wants you to think about it"
"With my luck on the day I decide what I'm going to do
with my future either I'll be struck by lightning or be told I'll have to redo
all of highschool." she groans
"The chances of being struck by lightning are
extreme" Angel smiles
"Yeah but I tend to be the one with bad luck." she
sits up grabbing her bra off the floor she shoves it in her pocket. "Why
can't I stay in and sleep" she quickly kisses Angel. "Have fun"
"You too" Angel smirks
Chance rolls her eyes "Yeah I will" she says
sarcastically "Later" she calls heading out the door
* ~ * ~ * ~
That evening Angel looks up from his work on the club's books
"Hey Chance" he greets
Chance closes the door behind her and walks over to the desk
"Whatcha doing?" she sits on the edge of the desk
"Just going over the books." he replies "What
did you do today?"
"Saw my Probation officer. Found out I have three months
left on my probation"
"Congratulations"
"That's if I don't get into any trouble" she shrugs
Angel grabs her hand pulling her onto his lap "I guess
that means I'll have to find a way to keep you out of trouble" he grins
running his fingers through her hair.
"What do you have in mind to keep me occupied?" she
asks curiously
"I'm sure I can come up with something" he says
before kissing her bruisingly. He nibbles on her lower lip seeking access to
her mouth.
Chance moans as Angel's tongue sweeps her mouth. She moves
closer her body seeking more contact with his. Chance breaks the kiss breathing
heavily as she smiles at Angel "I like your idea of keeping me
occupied"
"I need to go patrol." he says reluctantly
"I wanna come" she says pouting
"Alright" he agrees
"Goody" she kisses his cheek standing she pulls him
to his feet
Angel chuckles "Why do you like to go patrolling with
me?"
"Gives me something to do." she shrugs the two head
out the back door. "And I like going with you."
* ~ * ~ * ~
An hour later Angel and Chance are walking when they come
across a group of teenagers. "Oh my God" Chance whispers clutching
Angel's arm
"What?"
"Well well" a voice says mockingly "Look who it
is" she says amused
Chance stares at the girl before her "Street" she
says warily
"Who's this?" Street asks "New mark?" she
looks Angel over curiously
"No."
"Too bad." Street muses
"What are you doing here Street?" Chance demands
"Not much" Street shrugs "though I see you
are" she smirks "you always had a thing for older bad boys"
"Oh really?" Angel says amused
Chance glares at him then looks at Street "I'd say it was
good to see you but it wasn't" she starts to move past the other girl
"Don't think so" Street grabs her arm "we have a
little business to finish."
Chance looks at Street's hand then hears Angel growl low.
"I'm not in the mood" she snaps
"Since when? You know the rules"
"I'm out Street. I don't go by the rules."
"You've wimped out on us." Street says loudly
"Just walk away Chance" Angel says softly
"OK fine Street I've wimped out because I don't want to
fight to first blood. Which we both know it would be yours. It always was and
always will be. I've always been the better fighter."
"Prove it" Street challenges
"Sorry I don't fight anymore." she starts to move
away when she hears the click of guns. She notices the group has pulled guns
pointing them at her and Angel "So this is how you've changed" she
shakes her head
"I'll make you a deal" Street begins "you fight
me or we'll see how your lover deals with getting shot."
Angel growls loudly "Go ahead... shoot me"
Hearing the angered tone Chance looks up seeing the hardened
look that signifies Angelus. "Angelus no"
"Lets go" Angelus grabs her hand. When he's stopped
by Street he growls again this time allowing his demon face to surface
"Listen little girl and listen good. You and your friends will leave town
and never return or you will meet some very unhappy vampires. I run this area.
No one tries to do anything without me knowing."
Street stares at the man before her "What the hell are
you?"
Angelus rolls his eyes "Vampire." he starts to move
again then pauses "Oh yeah you ever go near Chance I will personally hunt
you down and rip you apart." he says his voice cold and deadly. He leads
Chance away from the group. He stops looking at Chance
"What?"
Angelus grabs her kissing her bruisingly his mouth devouring
hers. "You are so beautiful" he says awed
Chance stares at him her heart pounding "Angel?"
Angelus kisses her then taking her hand he leads her back to
the apartment. Once inside the two are in each other's arms as they kiss
passionately. "Chance?" he says softly
Chance recognizes the tone as Angel. She looks at him
thoughtfully then kisses him her hands sliding his jacket off his shoulders.
Angel ends the kiss allowing Chance to breath "Are you
sure?"
"I'm sure" she strokes his cheek "I want to be
with you more than I've wanted anything in my life."
Angel groans pulling her to him he kisses her fiercely as he
walks backwards to the bedroom. They stand beside the bed watching each other
for a moment before Angel kisses her again. His lips trailing down her neck
"Angel" she sighs as the vampire kisses and sucks at
the pulse of her neck. Her hands go to the front of his silk dress shirt slowly
she begins to unbutton it.
Angel lifts his head looking at Chance his hands going to her
waist he slowly pulls her shirt up. "Arms" he growls then pulls her
shirt off then shrugs out of his own. The two kick off their shoes and then
Angel turns Chance around. He runs his hands down her body as he kisses her
neck
"Angel" she whispers pleadingly as his hands go to
the waistband of her jeans. She leans her head back against his arm as he
slowly unbuttons her jeans their mouths meeting.
Angel slides her jeans down her legs then turns her back around
to face him. "You are so incredible." he says his voice hoarse with
desire
Chance whimpers "Angel" she looks at him pleadingly
Angel captures her lips with his own and lowers her onto the
bed. Their mouths fused the vampire removes his pants.
* ~ * ~ * ~
Still joined the two new lovers lay in each others arms. Chance
trembles from the passion and intensity of being with Angel. 'I'm in love with
him' she finally admits to herself
Angel lifts his head looking at Chance "You OK?"
Chance smiles sleepily "Yes"
Angel rolls to his back pulling Chance close. "Get some
sleep" he kisses her head
She rubs her cheek against his chest sleepily " 'kay"
Angel holds the sleeping woman in his arms tight. His mind
reliving the last time he held a woman he loved in his arms. 'I miss you
Beloved but thank you for bringing her into my life.' he presses his lips to
her hair. As he drifts off to sleep he hears 'Be happy my Angel.'
* ~ * ~ * ~
As mid morning approaches Chance rolls over to curl up against
Angel. Not feeling him beside her she opens her eyes she sits up looking
towards the livingroom she sees Angel sitting in his leather arm chair reading.
Rolling her eyes Chance gets out of bed pulling on Angel's discarded dress
shirt. As she buttons it she walks out to the livingroom "Do you ever
sleep?" she asks amused
Angel looks up to see his lover walking towards him wearing his
silk dress shirt. He smirks "Looks good on you" his eyes looking her
over noting his shirt stops midthigh.
"Its nice and comfy" she shrugs
Angel sets aside his book "Come on" he holds out his
arms
Chance sits on his lap her head resting on his shoulder
"Not much longer until I have to go back to school" she sighs tracing
patterns on his chest. "I don't want to go back. I like spending the day
with you"
"I like it too. You can always come over after school, on
weekends. Whenever you want."
Chance smiles "Then again its not for two and a half
weeks." she presses her lips against his. "We still have time for
fun" as Angel slides his hand up her thigh she moans
Angel trails his lips down her neck
"Angel" she whimpers
Angel stands with Chance in his arms he carries her back to the
bedroom.
* ~ * ~ * ~
Angel looks at the thoughtful young woman in his arms
"What are you thinking about?"
Chance looks at him "I was just wondering how things would
have been different if I had any idea that I'd meet you."
"How so?"
"Out of all of the guys I've been involved with you're the
only I've actually been attracted to" she admits with a shrug
"You weren't attracted to any of them?" Angel asks
amazed
Chance shakes her head "It used to annoy my friends to no
end. I used them because I was bored they used me because they wanted me. It
worked out. That was another reason my social worker moved me. She was freaked
that I'd end up pregnant."
"I'm glad she cared enough to move you." Angel says
kissing her shoulder "We wouldn't have met."
Chance looks at him smiling "I'm glad we did"
"Me too"
Chapter 5
"Hello?" Chance picks up the kitchen phone shifting
the bundle in her arms
"Hey I miss you" Angel states
Chance smiles "What are you doing?"
"Besides missing you?"
"Yes"
"Just watching the kids on the floor. What about
you?"
"If you get bored you can come over and help me babysit my
neighbors kids." she offers
"Your babysitting?" Angel asks amused
"They asked me to watch their four kids during a dinner
party at their house. So far the midgets are being good. Though Michael won't
let me put him down without crying."
"Michael?"
"Jealous?"
"Depends how old is he?"
Chance looks at the dozing baby "About two months or
so"
"Do you need help?" Angel asks
"I could use the company."
"I'll be over in awhile." he responds
"Be ready to be bombarded with questions... the youngest
girl Tori loves asking questions."
Angel chuckles "So warned. I'll be over in a few"
"See you" Chance says hanging up the phone
"Who were you talking to?" Tori demands
Chance turns around to find the 3 year old standing in the
doorway "A friend." she answers "Now lets go back into the
livingroom and watch the movie." she suggests holding out her hand to the
little girl.
Fifteen minutes later Chance hears a knock at the front door.
"Rachel keep an eye on everyone for me" she tells the 10 year old.
Chance stands and heads to the foyer she opens the front door to find Angel
standing there. "Good to see you"
Angel walks in the door "How's it going?" he asks
noticing the kids in the livingroom
"Fine." she shrugs then sighs hearing a cry
"Ryan hit me" Tori cries.
"Ryan don't hit. Mommy said your not supposed to"
Rachel snaps at her 7 year old brother
"She started it" Ryan retorts
Chance looks at Angel "See what I deal with." she
leads him into the livingroom going over she picks up Tori "Tori stop
crying we don't want to wake your brother"
Tori wipes her eyes "Who's that?" she asks pointing
at Angel
"That's Angel" she introduces "Angel this is
Tori, Ryan, Rachel, and Michael is over there."
Tori looks at Angel thoughtfully "I like Anwel" she
grins
Chance grins "I do too."
"Anwel will you color with me?" Tori asks
"Sure" Angel smiles at the little girl
Chance sets the little girl down watching as Tori pulls Angel
over to the kitchen table. "Have fun"
* ~ * ~ * ~
"They sure are active" Angel states quietly as they
stand in the kitchen doorway. "You were right about Tori she sure is
talkative"
Chance nods "So's Ryan. Rachel's pretty tame though."
"I think Ryan has a little crush on you" Angel states
"Tori has a crush on you" Chance smiles kissing his
cheek "How about some tea?"
"Sure" Angel nods following Chance into the kitchen
he sits down "Where's Betty?"
"Gone for the weekend." she shrugs "She wanted
to get one more vacation in before school starts next week."
"One more week of vacation. It went by fast"
"Considering we spent the last two weeks in bed
yeah." she smiles moving closer she leans her head down pressing her lips
against his. "We have a week left to play" she reminds her voice
holding a hint of laughter
"Technically we have this weekend. Betty probably has
plans for you"
"School shopping" Chance shrugs then grins
mischeaviously "but I'm sure she'd love to get out of it."
"Someone's at the front door" Angel says
Chance sighs "Must be Brett and Mary" she kisses him
before heading to the front door opening it she finds the next door neighbors
"Hi" she greets moving aside to allow them to enter.
Upon seeing her kids asleep two on the couch, one on the
armchair and the baby in his carseat Mary smiles. "I hope they weren't too
bad."
"Ryan and Tori had a slight problem but they got over
it."
Brett smiles going over he shakes Rachel awake. "Rachel
time to go home." he heads to the couch shaking Ryan awake "Ry time
to go." he picks up Tori "Thanks for watching them." he says to
Chance
"It wasn't a problem" Chance smiles "They're
good kids."
Mary looks around seeing the toys "I'll send Rachel over
tomorrow to pick the toys."
"I won't be around most of the day. But when I am she can
come over anytime" she walks them to the door. Closing the door she leans
against it watching as Angel moves towards her.
"What are you thinking?" Angel asks
Chance locks the door moving towards him she smiles grabbing
his hand she pulls him upstairs to her bedroom.
* ~ * ~ * ~
Chance rests her chin on Angel's shoulder glancing at the clock
she sighs "Its late."
"Want to stay here?"
Chance shakes her head "I like staying at your
place." she sits up reaching for her shirt she pulls it on. "Where'd
my panties land?"
Angel spies the silk panties on the nightstand "Here"
he hands them to Chance "Where are my boxers?"
Chance pulls on her panties "Uh I think they're by the
closet" she stands going over to the closet she finds Angel's boxers
"Here" she tosses them to him and then picks up her jeans pulling
them on.
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"You know I never would have thought you'd be good with
kids" Chance muses "but like always you surprise me. They really
liked you."
"You seem pretty comfortable with kids." Angel
remarks softly
"I've always enjoyed being around little kids. They are so
funny and inquisitive." she props her head up on her hand watching Angel
"You ever want to have kids?"
Angel shrugs "When I was alive my parents wanted me to get
married and have kids. Now that I can't have 'em I kind of wish I had given
into their wishes."
"I think you'd make a great Dad." Chance says
sleepily
"You'd make a great Mom" Angel states kissing her
forehead
Chance lays her head on his chest "Only if you were the
father" she yawns closing her eyes
Angel freezes at the words "Chance?" he says softly.
When he realizes she's asleep he whispers "I'd love to be the father of
your children... if it were possible" he presses his lips to her hair
"I love you Chance"
As though she hears him in her sleep Chance mumbles softly
"I love you Angel" she rubs her cheek against his chest
___________
Chapter 6 (High R low NC17
Rating)
Angel hears the front door open "How was the first day of
school?" he calls turning the page of his book
Chance enters the apartment dropping her backpack on the couch
"Long" she replies kicking off her shoes. "I wish I didn't have
to go back" she complains entering the bedroom she finds Angel in bed
reading. She removes her jeans "I wish I could stay here" she pulls
back the covers placing her knees on either side of his hips. "with
you" she takes the book out of his hands tossing it on the floor.
"Oh really?" Angel smiles running his hands up her
sides
"I have more fun being with you." she leans down
kissing him she rests her head on his shoulder "I don't want to go
back" she says almost desperately
"You have to finish school." Angel strokes her back
"Its important"
"I don't like it."
"Like what?"
"How it feels when we're apart."
"You feel like you're missing something."
Chance nods "Its like I'm trapped." she looks at him
"I don't like it"
"Me neither." he strokes her cheek with his
fingertips "Chance?"
"Yes?"
'I'm in love with you.' he thinks "I uh wanted to talk to
you about something." he says
Hearing the tone Chance moves off him "About what?"
"Are you still having those dreams?"
She shrugs "Only when we're apart."
"What are they about?"
"I don't know. All I remember is feelings."
"What kind?" Angel prods
"All kinds. Its hard to explain"
"Try"
"What's the big deal? They're dreams Angel that's it"
she sits up "That's all they are" she whispers wrapping her arms
around her knees
"Chance they aren't dreams" Angel says
"What else would they be?"
"Memories of someone else" he says softly
Chance looks at him over her shoulder "What do you
mean?" she demands "How the hell would I be dreaming someone elses
memories?"
"Chance I used to have these dreams... about Buffy."
"Yeah so" she shrugs
"Chance just listen" he demands
"I'm listening" she turns around to face him
"talk"
"When we first met do you remember what I said?"
Chance shrugs "Something about me feeling it to"
"What did you feel when we first saw each other?"
"I don't know... it was like part of me knew you."
Angel nods "Its because part of you does." he says
seeing her disbelief he continues "Chance the feelings you dream aren't
yours... they belong to someone else."
"How is that possible?"
Angel runs his fingers through his hair "I don't exactly
know. All I do know is that the higher ups wanted to save you."
"Why?"
"Buffy told me that when you were brought to the hospital
your soul was weak. They needed to strengthen your soul to give you the will to
live. They needed a soul."
"I don't understand" she says
"Chance the dream feelings you have are... Buffy's."
he pauses "The soul they used was Buffy's."
Chance stares at him knowing he's telling the truth. "How
long have you known?"
Angel looks away "Since your birthday." he admits
"Why didn't you tell me?" she demands
"Because..." he pauses "I don't know."
"Why did we get involved then Angel?" she demands
getting off the bed she pulls on her jeans "Because I share past feelings of
Buffy's?" she walks out of the bedroom going to the livingroom
"That's not the reason Chance" Angel argues following
her to the livingroom
Chance glares at him "Then what is it Angel? Is it because
I happen to share your ex-lover's soul?"
"No" he denies
"Is it because you thought that by fucking me you'd be
closer to her?"
"Its not the reason Chance. When we first met I was drawn
to the familiar feelings you brought out in me. Feelings that I hadn't felt
since Buffy died. But when we started to get to know each other I still felt
those feelings but they were shoved away by what I felt for you."
"But you still feel part of her in me" she challenges
Angel shakes his head "I feel what I feel for you... not
her" he pauses "I loved Buffy I always will."
"And so you get another chance to have her alive.... in
me"
"No Chance that was never the reason behind me wanting to
be with you." Angel denies
"Fine then why the hell are we lovers Angel?" she
demands her voice rising "The others I at least knew why they wanted me...
lust. Why the hell are we lovers is it lust Angel? Or the need to be near
something connected to her?"
"I'm in love with you" he yells
Chance stares at him "What?"
"I love you" he repeats "that's why"
Chance turns away blinking back tears as she grabs her backpack
"I gotta get out of here" she mutters opening the door she walks out
into the sunny afternoon
"I love you Chance" he whispers
* ~ * ~ * ~
Chance lays in her bed holding her stuffed monkey tight as his
words echo through her mind. Chance closes her eyes tears starting to fall
again as she hears the rain fall outside. She goes over to the window seat she
stares out at the rain "Oh God Angel" she sobs her whole being
screaming for him. "Angel" she cries
"Chance?" Betty calls knocking she enters to find her
foster daughter sobbing "Chance honey what's wrong?"
Chance shakes her head standing she pulls on her shoes "I
have to go"
"Go where?"
"See someone." she runs out of the room and down the
stairs. She slams out the front door into the pouring rain. She runs as fast as
she can towards Angel's. As she nears his apartment she sees him opening the
door walking out in the rain. Chance stops staring at Angel through the rain
"You meant it didn't you" she calls
Angel moves closer stopping infront of her he reaches out
touching her face "Yes" he nods "I meant it. I love you
Chance."
Chance nuzzles his hand with her cheek staring at him through
the rain "I love you" she finally admits her voice soft. She throws
herself in his arms her arms hugging his neck.
Hearing her admit it Angel hugs her tight. "Lets get
inside and get you warm and dry."
Chance nods releasing him she slips her hand into his following
him into the apartment. She looks up at Angel her head tilted thoughtfully
"What?" Angel asks curiously
"Who would have thought I'd ever love anyone." she
smiles then moves closer looking up at him she kisses him lightly. The two
stare at each other then suddenly they are in each others arms kissing
furiously. Hands clutching at clothes and hair needing to be closer. Chance
shudders as Angel's lips trail down her neck.
Feeling her shiver Angel pulls back looking at his soaked
girlfriend "Come on lets go get dry"
"I wanna play" she whines
Angel chuckles "We'll play later baby. I don't want you to
get sick now come on" he guides her into the bedroom "Get out of
those wet clothes I'll go get you a towel." he kisses her before heading
into the bathroom
Chance toes off her shoes and pulls off her socks. As Angel
returns she strips off her shirt, jeans and panties wrapping the big towel
around herself. She sits on the bed taking a smaller towel she begins to dry
her hair. She feels the bed shift as Angel sits behind her
"Here" he takes the towel from her and finishes
drying her hair. "You still mad?" he asks softly
Chance lifts her shoulders looking back at Angel. "Not
really" she turns around scooting onto his lap. "I can't stay mad at
you."
Angel smooths her hair out of her face tucking it behind her
ear.
Chance stares at him worrying her lip between her teeth.
Seeing that action Angel growls capturing Chance's lips in a
demanding kiss. "Chance" he says softly after ending the kiss to
allow her to breath
Chance caresses his cheek "Please Angel" she begs
"Please what?" he demands his voice gentle
She lightly brushes her lips across his and says her voice
slightly shy "Make love to me"
Angel kisses her in response pulling her back on the bed.
"I will"
Chance sighs in pleasure as his tongue caresses hers. She
clutches his shoulders needing him closer. As Angel nuzzles her neck she sighs
"Angel"
Angel removes her towel rolling Chance on her back. His hands
moving down her body. "Beautiful" he says awed
"Angel please" she begs her hands going to his towel
she looks at him her eyes wide showing her need as she digs her fingernails in
his shoulders "I need you" she pleads
"Soon" he promises licking and sucking at her neck
Chance whimpers rubbing her body against his. "So
good"
Angel trails his lips down to her breasts. He suckles at her
breasts
Chance holds his head against her breasts sighing in pleasure.
"Oh god Angel." she whimpers arching into his touch
Angel moves down her body kissing and tasting her skin. He
stops at her belly button pressing a light kiss to her skin. He moves between
her legs pressing a kiss to her inner thigh. He looks up at her meeting her
lust filled gaze he lowers his head.
As she feels his mouth touch her she gasps arching her back as
she moves her hips. "Angel" she whimpers her body straining with need
Feeling her need Angel looks at her "What my love?"
"Please" she begs her voice breaking
"Please what?"
Chance stares at him her frustration showing "Make me
cum" as Angel lowers his head she feels his tongue and teeth scrape her
clit. "ANGEL" she screams as she shatters
Angel moves up her body capturing her lips in a passionate kiss
Chance sighs and then groans as she feels him slam into her
still throbbing body. "Angel" she groans clutching him to her her
legs wrapped around his hips. They stare at each other as they move together.
"Chance there's something I want to share with you"
he says softly "Do you trust me?"
Chance nods "More than anyone in my life" she watches
unafraid as his demon face surfaces "I love you Angel"
"This'll hurt for a second." he says
"I trust you"
Angel lowers his head to kiss her neck then slowly, tenderly he
pierces her neck with his elongated fangs. He growls at the taste of her blood.
"Angel" she gasps then her body explodes
Angel feels her release and then in response his own release
hits. He retracts his fangs shouting "CHANCE"
As he shouts her name Chance's body shudders and her
fingernails dig into his shoulders drawing blood. "Angel" she
whimpers
Angel collapses atop her his head resting on her shoulder as he
nurses his mark. The world fades away as he tastes his lover's blood.
Chance runs her fingers through his hair and down his neck
startled as she hears him purr. "I love you" she whispers pressing
her lips to his hair
* ~ * ~ * ~
Angel lifts his head looking at Chance he smiles slightly at
the dazed expression. "You OK?" he asks softly as he touches the
wound on her neck.
Chance nods "I'm fine."
Angel kisses her tenderly then rolls to his back pulling Chance
against him. "I love you" he kisses her head
Chance looks at him smiling "I love you too" she
rests her head on his chest "Why hadn't you ever done that before?"
Angel lifts his shoulders "I don't know. I didn't know if
you trusted me enough."
"Angel I've trusted you since we first met."
"I know but I knew it would change things after tasting
your blood."
"But it hasn't"
"It has" Angel insists taking her hand he presses it
over his normally unbeating heart. "Blood makes it beat for a while."
Chance smiles pressing her ear to his heart "I like
it."
"Things have changed Chance"
"How so?" she looks at him quizzically
"Not only my heart beating because of your blood but other
things." he lifts his hand touching the slightly bleeding holes "Like
this."
Chance frowns "Why?"
"When vampire takes blood from someone not killing them it
usually is a mark that warns other vampires." he touches the mark "It
means you belong to me. To the others it means you're my mate and they are to
stay away."
Chance looks at him pondering his words "Your mate?"
she questions
Angel nods, he watches her trying to gauge her feelings on the
topic
After a moment she smiles "I like the sound of that"
she kisses him passionately then rests her ear over his still slightly beating
heart.
Angel strokes her back "Chance being my mate means more
than hands off to other vampires and some demons."
"What else does it mean?" she asks propping her chin
on her arm as she looks at him.
Angel trails his fingers down her cheek and jaw "It means
that we are connected. Not only you and I but you and Angelus as well."
"Connected how?"
"The connection is like a link. When you're hurt, scared,
happy or confused I'll know. It goes the same way from me to you but not as
strong."
"Why not as strong?"
"I'm not sure. It might be because you're fully human. Do
you understand what I'm telling you?"
Chance nods
"You OK with this?"
"Oh yeah." she kisses his chin "After all I'm in
love with you" she reminds snuggling close.
Angel chuckles "And I you" he kisses her head
"Get some sleep my love you have school in the morning." he pulls the
covers up
"Oh fine" she grumbles
Angel shakes his head "I'll wake you"
" 'kay" she closes her eyes safe and secure in her
lover's arms "Night" she yawns
"Night"
* ~ * ~ * ~
Angel glances at the clock seeing its 6:30 he rubs Chance's
back "Chance honey its time to get up."
"No" she grumbles snuggling closer
"I know you don't want to but its only the second day of
school." he reminds tugging on a strand of her hair.
"What time is it?"
"Six thirty" he answers
Chance looks up at him with a sly grin as she runs her fingers
down his chest "We have time to play" she suggests "I don't have
to be there until eight."
"Chance I don't want you to be late to school"
"I won't" she replies laying atop him
"Please?" she asks with a pout rubbing her body against his "I
know you want to." she licks his neck
Angel growls "Babe you are impossible to say no to"
Chance sits up "So we can play?" she asks hopefully
rubbing herself against his hardness
Angel groans "We can play for a bit" he agrees
Chance guides his hard manhood into her hot, wet body.
"Angel" she sighs feeling him slid into her. She meets his lustfilled
brown eyes and shivers at the intense look of love in his eyes.
Angel grasps her hips with his hands as his eyes are locked on
hers. "Feel so good" he says through gritted teeth
Chance begins to move slow with her eyes locked on his. She
rests her hands on his chest "Mmm" she sighs
Feeling her tighten around him Angel tries to get her to move
faster. When she glares at him he stops and just watches her move above him.
"Chance" he growls when she stops moving
Chance leans forward her lips mere centimeters from his as she
says her voice soft "Fuck me Angel" she demands sucking his lower lip
"I want you to make me cum so bad." she searches his eyes seeing the
lust "make me cum harder than ever before"
Hearing that Angel growls rolling on her back "I
will" he promises grasping her hips. He moves faster and harder yet not at
full strength.
Chance whimpers at the force of his thrusts gasping as he hits
her clit. "Angel" she groans
"You going to cum lover?" Angel demands his eyes
flashing
"With you" she gasps arching her back "only with
you"
Angel growls feeling her release and his own approach
"Chance" he says his voice gruff. He captures her lips muffling her
shriek and his own deep, rumbling growl. He feels her walls contract around him
and groans
As Angel covers her mouth with his own to swallow their own
sounds of intense pleasure Chance feels her body erupt at the same time she
feels Angel's coldness rush through her body. She clutches him dazed by the
intense feelings their fierce coupling brought. "Angel" she sighs
Angel collapses atop Chance after a moment he rolls off her. He
props his head up with his hand and smirks "So?"
Chance looks at him "Mmm" she sighs stretching
"that was fun." she smiles at him "We'll have to do that again
after school"
Angel glances at the clock "You're going to be late
lover"
Chance shrugs "Oh well I had a good reason for being
late" she gets off the bed going to the dresser she opens her drawer
finding a bra and panties she heads towards the bathroom
"I don't think they'll be to happy if you tell 'em you
were late because you were fucking your lover."
Chance looks at him over her shoulder "I'll make up a good
excuse" she enters the bathroom
Angel listens as she turns on the shower. He lays there
thinking about the previous nights revelations. As the shower turns off he
stands going to the bathroom he leans against the door frame watching Chance
dry off. "What about the marks? People will ask questions"
Chance pulls on her underwear then touches the marks signifying
she's Angel's mate. "Make up" she shrugs walking into the bedroom she
goes to the closet "they'll just think its a hickey" she shrugs
pulling out a pair of ratty blue jeans seeing a dress shirt of Angel's she
takes it out "Can I borrow this?" she asks
"Go ahead. You know I like it when you borrow my
clothes" he puts his arms around her waist kissing his mark "they
come back smelling like you" he purrs hugging her
Chance turns around her arms around his neck "I like
borrowing your clothes. Their comfy" she kisses his cheek pulling out of
his embrace she goes to the dresser taking out a T-shirt.
Angel gets back in bed watching as his mate dresses for the
day. 'Mine' he thinks possessively.
Chance looks at him and smiles at the look on his face.
"Being Mr Macho again?"
Angel glares at her "No just thinking of what I'd do to
those guys at your school if they touched what's mine" he says with slight
anger flashing in his brown eyes
Chance rolls her eyes "The guys at school don't notice I'm
alive"
"How can that be?" Angel says shocked
Chance shrugs glancing at the clock "Shit. I'm gonna be
late" she kisses Angel quickly "See you later" she smiles
heading out of the bedroom
"Have fun"
"Yeah right" she replies
"Hey Chance" he calls
"Yeah?"
"I love you"
Chance smiles to herself "Love you too. Have fun sleeping.
See you after school" she calls heading out of the apartment.
Angel shakes his head in amusement "She's going to kill
me"
* ~ * ~ * ~
Chance reaches her first class seconds before the bell rings.
She sighs 'I miss him' she stares at the teacher barely listening as he talks.
"Miss Greyson are you listening?" the teacher demands
Hearing that Chance looks at her teacher "Yes Mr
Foster" she lies trying to pay attention to his lecture on the Boston Tea
Party. 'Wonder what Angel was doing then?'
* ~ * ~ * ~
Forty five minutes later Chance walks out of the classroom. Going
to her locker she takes out her health book. She notices her friend Eve walking
towards her. "Hey Eve" she greets
"Chance how's it going?" Eve asks leaning up against
the locker "How's the mystery man?" she asks curiously
'Maybe I should just tell her. Its not like I'm ashamed... I
just don't want anyone to know about me and Angel being lovers. Friends is one
thing they can understand not lovers.' she mentally shakes off her thoughts
"Doing good" she replies
"When am I going to meet this guy?" Eve asks
"You've been keeping him tightly under wraps. How's Angel doing with the
new guy?"
'He is the new guy' she thinks happily "He's cool with
it" she shrugs "I gotta go. Health class" she shuts the locker
walking towards her next class. She enters seconds before the teacher. Sitting
down she opens her notebook and takes out a pen,
'Sept. 15, 2020~ Last night I finally told him how I feel. Like
always we ended up in bed... but this time it was different. We made love not
just as lovers but as two people who are in love.'
"All right class today is the beginning of sexual
education." the teacher announces
Chance smiles faintly 'Mmm a topic I can stand'
"We had that do we have too again?" a boy demands
"Yes Michael. Learning about sex and reproduction is very
important to the process of being adults." Ms Hansen states looking at the
students
'And fun' Chance purrs silently 'though not as fun as with
Angel' she shifts in her seat her body throbbing with the thought of being with
her lover. She picks up her pen and returns to writing.
'It was more intense this time. He made me feel things I've
never felt... not just with sex but with everything else. He did something
different... he used his fangs. Not like when he sinks his fangs in my breast
this time it was my neck. God it felt so good. He said that by doing that he
marked me as his mate. He said that being his mate means that I'm protected
from other vampires and demons.'
"All right open your books to page 324."
Chance opens her book to the page. For a few moments she
listens to the teacher. Needing to write out her feelings she picks up her pen
'His mate... I like that idea. Being his. He loves me. I love
him. Yet I still have nagging doubts that he loves me because of her. Yet
somehow I know that that's not the reason. He's the only person that I've ever
loved and trusted. I just hope nothing happens. But with my luck something
will'
* ~ * ~ * ~
At lunch time she sighs her heart tugging with need for Angel's
arms around her. Knowing that's not possible she heads to the phone 'His voice
will be enough.' she dials the familiar number 'Though it will make me so
incredibly horny.'
"What?!" Angel growls sleepily into the phone
Chance smiles "Now you know how I feel when I have to get
up for school"
Angel sighs "Hey baby. Something wrong?"
Chance groans "Besides wanting you? Nothing"
"Oh really?"
"Yes" she sighs in annoyance "bad too"
"How bad?" he purrs
Chance looks around finding no one around she answers her voice
soft, "I'm so wet."
"How?"
"I'm dripping" she answers biting back a moan. Her
breath catching
Angel smiles at the sound "Your turned on aren't
you?"
"Uh huh" she nods her body throbbing "big time.
God" she groans "If I was my old self I'd just go jump one of the
football players." When she hears the low growl on the other end "I
won't." she promises
"I know" Angel replies "Its not much longer
until school's over and you can come back."
"I know" she says "can't wait."
Angel smiles "Don't you have class now?" he asks
"Lunchtime" she replies
"Have you had lunch?" he questions "I know you
didn't have breakfast"
"I'll grab something" she promises
"Just don't forget"
"I won't." she smiles touched by his concern "I
better go." she says reluctantly "Even though I don't want too."
she sighs
"See you in a few hours" Angel says
"Bye"
"Bye" Angel says setting the phone down.
Chance hangs up the phone leaning against the wall 'I love the
sound of his voice.' she pushes away from the wall heading into the cafeteria.
~ * ~ * ~ *
Chance grins as the final bell rings. "I am so outta
here" she says happily. 'Get to go see Angel' she sighs slamming her
locker shut she walks out of the school heading towards the apartment.
~ * ~ * ~ *
The sleeping vampire senses his lover enter the apartment. A
moment later he feels the bed shift and Chance's warm body curling against his.
"How was school?" he asks sleepily
"Talk school later. Sleep now" she snuggles close
Angel smiles kissing her head "Sure baby"
Chance presses her lips to his chest "Missed you"
"Missed you too"
~ * ~ * ~ *
That night Angel stands on the balcony looking down at Chance
as she chats with her friends. 'She's beautiful and all mine'
"Angelus" Spike greets joining his grandsire on the
balcony. He looks down at the floor "Ahh lovely Chance." hearing
Angel's growl Spike holds up his hands "Hey just stating the
obvious." he sees the look on Angel's face a calm yet possessive look. He
grins "You finally made her your mate. 'bout time." he leans his
forearms against the railings he looks down "She's a good choice
Angelus."
Angel nods looking down at Chance "I know." he frowns
smelling someone with intense anger close. He growls low sensing the threat to
his mate's safety.
Sensing his grandsire's worry Spike goes on alert "What is
it?"
Angel shakes his head then sees someone approach Chance
"Street" he mutters heading to the stairs
"Street?" Spike says to himself following his
grandsire
Chance senses someone behind her. Turning she finds Street
watching her "What are you doing here?" she demands her eyes
narrowing
"Free country" Street smirks
"I told you to leave" Angel says his voice cold as he
stands beside Chance protectively.
"Chance knows the only way I'll leave. Its part of our
code. Isn't it Chance?"
Chance winces at the look "I don't care about the code
Street. Its the past."
"Like you once told me... the past haunts."
"It may haunt you but it doesn't me." she turns about
to walk away when Street speaks
"Because of you he's dead." she snaps
"He's dead because he didn't listen to me"
"You left... disappeared on him."
Chance turns around moving towards Street "Don't blame me
because your brother didn't know when enough was enough."
"You always were a bitch" Street snaps
Angel growls low
Chance looks at him shaking her head then turns back to Street.
"And you were always a self absorbed, greedy brat. That's why he
died."
Street backhands Chance "He died because of you."
Chance lifts her brow staring at the younger girl. "Nice.
You've improved." she looks at Angel assuring him she's OK. "Just
because you've improved doesn't mean your better than me."
"I am better than you" Street states
"Never have been. Never will be." she snaps "All
you are is a little girl who can't deal with the fact that big brother isn't
there to do everything for you. You have to be held accountable for your own
actions."
Angel watches as his lover walks through the crowd to the
stairs leading to his office. He moves over to Street "If I were you I'd
leave town. If I ever see you near her I won't be so nice" he follows
Chance upstairs.
Spike shakes his head "Listen to him kid. You mess with
him you get more trouble then you ever want to have." he turns walking
away
Street walks away in a huff
The people in the club pay no attention to what had just
occured.
Angel enters his office to find Chance sitting in his office
chair. He pulls the door closed locking it he closes the shades. "What's
wrong?" he asks moving over to the chair he pulls Chance up. Sitting down
he pulls her onto his lap.
"Nothing" she shrugs laying her head on his shoulder.
"You sure?" he asks
"Mmm" she nods
"Will you tell me if somethings wrong?"
She shrugs in response "I guess"