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The Last of the Sunnydale Gang
By
Inquisitive One
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Chapter 8
2 MONTHS LATER
Dawn opens her journal glancing at Spike as he sleeps beside her. Picking up
her pen she begins to write.
'Its been two months since the rape. Spike's been here for me at all times
when I cry when I don't want to talk. He's been great about this. He's being a
little overprotective at times. He doesn't leave me alone at night. He's being
so sweet and understanding about touching me. I miss it though... the feeling
of his body over mine as we make love. How he nuzzles when he purrs. God I miss
feeling him.'
She sets down her pen looking over at Spike she smiles 'I love him so much'
she sets her journal down on the nightstand she reaches over strokes his hair.
Spike smiles feeling the familiar touch he opens his eyes "Hey luv"
"Hi" Dawn leans down kissing him.
"How do ya feel pet?" Spike asks stroking her cheek with his thumb
"Good."
Spike kisses her gently then pulls back "Dawn"
Dawn strokes his lower lip with her thumb "Spike..."
Spike pulls her down kissing her deeply when he feels her hands explore his
chest he breaks the kiss looking at her "Dawn?"
In reply Dawn kisses him passionately "Please" she says against his lips "I
miss you"
Spike kisses her bruisingly yet gently as his hands slowly remove her top
LATER
Spike looks at Dawn as she lays beside him breathing heavily "How do you
feel?" Spike asks propping his head up on his hand his fingers trailing down
her chest
Dawn smiles at him her hand running down his arm "Better than I've been in a
long time"
"Good" he leans down kissing her he moves down her body kissing her skin he
stops to nuzzle her stomach. He frowns as he hears a faint sound deep within,
he presses his ear against her skin.
Dawn frowns at the action "Spike?"
"Bloody hell" Spike lifts his head meeting Dawn's gaze his own troubled "Dawn"
"What's wrong Spike?" Dawn asks worried at his expression "Spike?"
"Your pregnant Dawn" he says softly
"What?!" Dawn sits up staring at him her eyes wide "No" she shakes her head "I
can't be"
"You are. I could hear it"
"No this can't be happening." she shakes her head pulling her knees to her
chest she begins to rock "God this can't be happening."
"It'll be OK Dawn"
"No it won't." Dawn sobs "Why do these things keep happening to me"
Spike grabs her holding her close "It'll be OK Dawn. I promise" he rocks her
slowly
"Spike why"
"I don't know why Dawnie" he kisses her temple "It'll be OK"
"What am I going to do Spike?" she sobs "What am I going to do" she repeats
"We need to get you checked out luv."
"No" Dawn shakes her head violently
"Look at me Dawn" he orders tilting her chin so she looks at him "a doctor
needs to check you out luv." he says firmly. "Now I'm going to call a bloke I
know and set up an appointment."
"But..."
"Dawn" he growls sternly "you're going."
Dawn stares at him "Spike"
"I'm serious. It'll be OK little bit" he promises
Dawn lays down curling up on her side she sobs
THAT EVENING: DR'S OFFICE
"Ms Summers you and your child seem to be healthy." the doctor says
Dawn nods her eyes on Spike and her clasped hands "Spike can we go home" she
asks softly
"Alright luv." Spike stands helping Dawn to her feet.
"Ms Summers if your planning on continuing with this pregnancy you need to
start your prenatal care soon."
" 'kay" silently the two walk out of the building to the car. Once seated in
the De Soto Dawn pulls her knees to her chest.
Spike meets her haunted gaze "You OK pet?"
"What am I going to do Spike" she sobs
Spike pulls her against his side "We Dawn... we're in this together"
Dawn looks at him her fingers trailing down his jaw bone "I love you Spike."
"I love you too" he brushes his lips over her forehead "let's go home"
Dawn nods resting her head on his shoulder
2 NIGHTS LATER
Spike lays on the bed his arms propped up behind his head as he watches Dawn
change out of her clothes. 'Cor she bloody gorgeous' his eyes narrow as he
notices her stop infront of the mirror her hands brushing over her middle.
"Dawn?" he says softly
Dawn sighs her eyes locked on her reflection "I don't think I can get an
abortion" she glances at Spike "its a baby" she pulls away from the mirror
reaching for the oversized shirt of Spike's she wears as a nightgown. "a baby
who didn't ask to be put in this situation." she rubs her middle absently
Spike stands going over to her he wraps his arms around her "Whatever you want
to do Nibblet I'll support you"
She tilts her head to look at him "I couldn't do this without you" she says
seriously
"I'll always be here for you"
"I know."
"I'll call the doc tomorrow and make an appointment"
"Will you come with me?" Dawn asks
Spike smiles "Of course. I'm not letting you out of my sight little bit." he
lifts her up in his arms carrying her over to the bed he lays her down laying
down beside her he pulls her close. "Get some rest my Dawn"
Dawn sighs rubbing her cheek against his shoulder "I love you Spike"
"I love you too Dawn" he listens as Dawn drifts off to sleep as he strokes her
hair soothingly
NEXT MORNING- Minor NC17
Dawn rolls over opening her eyes to find Spike watching her with a small
smile. "Hi" she yawns reaching up she tangles her fingers in the hair at the
nape of his neck pulling him down she kisses him tenderly "Morning"
"Mornin' pet" he smirks his fingers caressing her cheek "Sleep well?"
Dawn nods "Better than I have in a while"
"Good." he nods firmly "What do ya want for breakfast luv?"
Dawn scrunches up her nose "Not hungry yet." she leans up tongue licking his
neck causing Spike to groan in pleasure
"Dawn" he groans
Dawn giggles licking his neck again
"Dawn if ya don't stop that" he threatens
Dawn pulls back a mischevious smile gracing her lips "What are you goin' to do
about it?" she asks lifting her brow she wiggles away sitting up she moves over
straddling his legs she reaches down pulling off the shirt she smiles her hands
stroking his pale chest down his stomach. She giggles feeling his stomach
muscles jump under her touch. Reaching the waistband of his pajama bottoms she
slowly pulls them down off his legs tossing the on the floor. Seeing his
arousal she moans
Spike watches as she removes his pajama bottoms he growls when he feels her
small warm hands caress him "Dawn" he groans.
Dawn meets his aroused gaze and smiles as she moves down the bed
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Spike smiles feeling Dawn rub her cheek against his thigh. He opens his eyes
looking down to see Dawn watching him with a small content smile. "Bloody hell" he mutters
Dawn giggles licking her lips
Spike hisses at the action then smiles "Feel better?"
Dawn nods crawling up his body she kisses him "I love tasting you."
Spike smirks rolling her onto her back careful not to put all his weight on
her. "I love tasting you" he purrs slowly his kisses his way down her body he
stops pressing his lips against her inner thigh
"Oh" Dawn starts feeling his cool lips
Spike looks at her his eyes asking permission
Dawn gives him a small smile "You never need to ask Spike. I know you'd never hurt me." she brushes her fingers over his scarred brow. She watches wordlessly as he lowers his head. She gasps wordlessly at the feeling of his cool tongue brushing over her
Spike purrs 'Taste so bloody good.'
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Dawn meets Spike's gaze and smiles pulling him down for a kiss she moans at the feeling and taste. "Mmm" she sighs resting her forehead against his "that was..."
"Bloody amazin'" Spike purrs
Dawn giggles pulling back she smiles at him her eyes locked on his "Yeah" she nibbles and sucks on his lower lip moaning as she feels his fangs lengthen she thrusts her tongue in his mouth slicing her tongue on the sharp inscisors whimpering as he sucks on her tongue.
Spike growls at the taste of her blood pulling her close. After a moment he pulls back and smiles "I love you"
"I know" they sit there silently holding each other when their silence is interrupted by the sound of Dawn's stomach growling. Dawn giggles "I'm hungry now"
"Oh really?" he asks with a leer "I got something here you like to eat" he rubs his arousal against her thigh
"Tempting as that sounds I think I need real food." she smiles kissing him gently
Spike sighs "Oh alright." he tucks a strand of hair behind her ear "What do you want to eat pet?"
"Uh pancakes" she says
"Anything else?"
Dawn shakes her head "Not right now"
Spike kisses her gently "I'll go start it." he grabs his jeans off the chair pulling him on he zips them.
Dawn lays there watching him walk out of the bedroom then sighs running her fingers through her hair grabbing the fallen shirt she pulls it on making her way out to the kitchen. "Spike do you have to work today?"
Spike nods "Only for a few hours."
"I can't believe you work as an appraiser. I mean for years I listened to Buffy and Giles bitch about you coming to them for money"
Spike grins "It got to them luv"
"I know." she sighs "You've been doing this since we left Sunnydale and I still have a hard time seeing you in a job" she looks him over "After all who'd have thought Spike the big bad vamp would have a job that's actually legal"
Spike looks at her and grins "And who thought the big bad would fall in love with the Slayer's little sis."
"And don't forget the Key." she sighs
"You aren't just the Key Dawn... or the Slayer's sister. Your Dawn" he moves closer tilting her chin to look at him "my Dawn. The little Nibblet who managed to get the big bad Spike wrapped around her little finger."
"Bet ya don't want the other vamps to know about that" she teases
Spike chuckles "Vamps have been known to take human mates luv."
"Yes but have they ever been the Slayer's sister?"
Spike smiles "No."
"See your an extraordinary vamp... now go finish making my pancakes"
"Yes ma'am" he salutes with a smirk turning back to making her breakfast "I'll call the doc after breakfast."
" 'kay" Dawn watches as Spike moves around the kitchen
AFTERNOON
Sitting on the couch Dawn looks at Spike as he sits at the computer working she smiles looking down at her journal she begins to write
'I still have a hard time believing I'm pregnant. I never thought it would happen... I didn't think I'd be raped either. I decided that I couldn't get an abortion because its not the baby's fault for how it came into this world. I'm going through with the pregnancy but I'm not sure if I'm going to keep it. I don't want to put this child in anymore danger than it already is.'
Dawn frowns her head snapping up "Spike?"
Hearing the fear Spike turns "What's wrong little bit?" he asks concerned. When he sees the worry in her eyes he stands moving over to the couch "Dawn?"
Dawn looks at him "Spike is this baby going to have aspects of being the Key?"
"I haven't thought of that." he sighs "Its possible... its of your line... your blood."
Hearing that Dawn pales "I think I'm going to be sick" she jumps up racing into the bathroom
"Dawn" Spike calls jumping up he follows her into the bathroom finding Dawn leaning over the toilet retching violently he kneels behind her holding her hair back.
After a moment Dawn lifts her head "Maybe I shouldn't have it"
"Dawn its your decision"
"Spike if I have it then it'll be in danger. Its my blood it carries."
Spike stands going to the sink he gets her a glass of water and rejoins her on the floor. "Dawn its your decision you need to do what you think is right luv. If you want to go through with the pregnancy and give up the babe then we can contact the Council... I'm sure they could find someone to raise it."
"But that means they have to know the truth about me" she says panicked "then they'd use the baby."
"Luv we could find a way around tellin' them."
"I don't think I can have an abortion... it would mean another life lost because of me." she sobs
"Dawn their deaths wasn't your fault" Spike pulls her onto his lap
"But if I give it up someone could find out the truth. What if the baby is able to open the gates?" she looks at him tears falling "God Spike I'm so confused"
"Dawn there is another option"
Dawn looks at him "What?"
"Keep it. Raise it together"
Dawn sees the seriousness in his gaze "Spike are you serious?"
Spike nods tucking a strand of hair behind her ear "The babe would be safer with us."
"I don't know if I can handle it... what if the baby looks like one of them" she says sadly
"Like you said the baby didn't choose how it came into this world."
Dawn nods "I know."
"Think about it Dawn."
Dawn looks down and absently rubs her middle "I love my baby." she admits aloud for the first time
"I know you do."
Dawn looks at him "Could you love my baby?"
"Dawn its a part of you... of course I love it."
Dawn throws her arms around his neck "I love you Spike" she sobs
"I love you too Nibblet" he hugs her tight "I always will"
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