Stop Laughing at Me

Written : Jan 2004

Author : Doris

Feedback...greatly appreciated at   ds_angel@ameritech.net

Willow storms into spikes tomb.  "I can't take this anymore Spike."

"What is it this time pet?"  Spike asks.

"I can't get anyone to listen to me.  Buffy is always moping around and whining about Riley, Xander is always playing tonsil hockey with Anya.  Giles has his nose in a book trying to figure something out and when he's not doing that he's trying to get Buffy to train then she whines more about Riley…"

"Slow down luv.  Take a breath."  Spike interrupts.

"All I'm trying to say is that everyone is so caught up in themselves that they don't even see that I'm hurting because Tara left to go away to school."  Willow sighs and sits down.

"You know what you need?"

"What?  Nothing could help me."

"Snap out of it Red.  Why don't you come with me to LA.  We can go and visit my brooding sire.  What do you say?"  Spike asks.

"I say when do we leave"  Willow answers excitedly.  "But wait what about Angel?  Are you sure he won't mind us just popping up on him?"  

"Of course he won't mind.  I talked to him before you so rudely interrupted me."  Spike laughs.

"Since when did you mind me interrupting you?  Oh did I interrupt your hand pleasuring yourself again?  Who were you dreaming of this time?"  Willow jokes with him.

"Oh like I've never walked in on you dreaming of…wait who are you with this week?"  Spike jokes and ducks her swinging fist.

Willow laughs at him and asks,  "When do you want to go to LA?"

"Oh what can't handle it Red?"

"What is there to handle.  I can handle your pale ass any day.  At least I'm not going after someone who wants to kill me."

"Hitting below the belt now are we?"  Spike smirks at her.

"That would mean that you actually have something below the belt to hit pet"  Willow says sarcastically.

"That does it luv, you are going to pay."  Spike leaps for her and attempts to catch her.  She keeps ducking from him.

"Old age catching up with you?  Can't keep up with the youngin?"  Willow laughs as Spike catches up to her and pins her up against the wall and begins to tickle her to death.  "Say it luv."  Spike grins.

"Never."  Willow laughs hysterically.

"Say it then I'll stop."  

"All right…Spike you are the Big Bad Sexy Master Vampire."  Willow gets out between giggles.

"That's better."  Spike lets her go.

Willow gets away from him.  "I had my fingers crossed, I didn't mean it."  Willow smirks.

"That's it you bloody chit you asking for it."

"There isn't a man here that can give it to me."  

"Oh there's a man, to bad you prefer women."  Spike jokes with her.  

"Didn't you know, I go both ways.  Doesn't have to be a woman."  

"You never went after me so I thought that you didn't prefer men."  

"That's what you get for assuming Spike.  You never asked me.  Plus we are to good of friends to ruin it by getting involved."  Willow smiled at him.

"You'll never know what your missing luv.  So are you ready to go to LA?"

"Yep, drive me home first and then I'll pack some things and we'll get going."  Can't take the chance of letting you get char broiled now can we."  

Spike grabs his duster and a small bag and they are on their way.

~*~

"UGh I swear, could there possible be any grosser demons in this city." Cordelia makes a face.  "Do you know how much demon goo is to get out of a sweater?" She bellows at Angel.

 

"Not as much as other things I bet." Angel smirks at her.

 

"Hey - you promised you'd never use that against me."

 

"I'm sorry Cordelia - its just too funny.  I can't believe you went out with that actor that was a little more than a gawky teenager.  I seem to recall you screaming like a banshee." Angel laughs.

 

"YOU!"  Cordelia pounces on him, tickling him and then punching him on the chest.  They go rolling onto the floor both laughing.

Angel finally pins her down,  "Watch it Ms Chase you may get bitten." He tries to scare her with the 'grr' face.

 

"Get off me you big lug." She laughs, his vampire face ceased scaring her when she let him bite her - she wanted to know the thrill.  Angel thought she was insane but she told him it was either him or Spike.  He bit her without a second thought.

 

Angel rolled off of her just then.  Shocking him - she pinned him to the ground.  "You know I could entice you horribly right now."  She ground her hips against his pelvis.

 

"Tease!" Angel groaned and pushed her off of him.

 

"And you thought my date was a high school boy." She laughs.

 

~*~

"So Spikey - I wonder what color is your real hair huh?"  Willow smirks moving her hand to Spike's waistband.

Spike pulls away laughing.  "Wouldn't you like to know?" 

"Children what is going on out here?" Angel laughs opening the door, hearing the entire exchange.

“OH wait - Angel knows.  Angel what color is Spike's real hair?" Willow asks.

"I wouldn't say it poof.  Not unless you want your secrets to come out to."  Spike smirks.

“Oh I love secrets, spill it Angel."  Cordelia laughs.

"Willow - how would I possible know that kind of detailed information of our boy Spike?" Angel laughs welcoming his friends into the hotel.

"Um...Sire- Childe I think enough said." Willow smirks.

“I really don't think that he was thinking of my hair color.  He had more important things on his mind."  Spike looks to Angel and raises his eyebrow at him.

"Oh come on I need some gossip."  Cordelia adds.

"Oh yeah - like what?" Angel laughs to Spike.  Man he missed his friend.

"Like pleasuring your favorite childe in the whole world."  Spike smirks.

"Oh what kind of pleasure?" Willow laughs.  "Spike you never told me about this?"

"Oh come on Pet you're the research girl figure it out."  Spike laughs.

“Spike you haven't told her about us?  I'm hurt.  I thought you cared." Angel laughs.

Cordelia slaps Angel upside his head.  "You and Spike are an us?  Is that something you forgot to mention to me?" 

"Oh now I'm hurt.  Couldn't even mention me?  Was I that bad?"  Spikes smirks at Angel.

"Most of the time." Angel cracks.   "Cordy that was 100 yrs ago. Its you I love now baby." he smirks to her.

"Oh please.  Tell me another joke."  Cordelia laughs as she rolls her eyes.

 

"Ok, I heard a good one the other day.  God was great to men he gave them a penis & a brain, but not enough blood to use them both at the same time." Angel smiles.

"Angel!" Willow laughs.

"Is that why you think with the wrong head?  Don't have enough blood to use your actual brain in your head?"  Cordelia laughs looking at Spike and Angel.

"Its been known to work for me in the past - the distant past." Angel says kind of somberly “So what brings you two here."

Spike noticed that something just changed in Angel.  "Well research girl here needed to get out of Slayerville."  Spike says as he puts his arm around Willow's shoulder. 

“What's up with you Willow?  I thought you'd never leave Sunnydale."  Cordelia questions.

"Tara and I broke up.  She had to leave and well I just got tired of being there for others when they weren't there for me.  I guess I'm moving.  What do you guys think of LA?" She asks lightly.

"Tara? Broke up?" Angel didn't get it.  Well he did but he was kind of hoping Willow was batting for the other team.

“Yes we broke up - I thought since guys sucked after Oz I'd try women - they aren't much better so I'm going back to my original desires.  MEN.  So do you guys have any suggestions for a good part of town to live in?"

"Yeah - right here." Angel tells her.

"We've got plenty of room.  Hell there is 6 floors here.  We can't use them all."  Cordy smiles and hangs on Angel.

"Yes by all means - you're staying here." Angel insists.

“Oh I couldn't."  Willow says quietly.

"Why not- Cordy needs someone to decorate with.  Luckily she's left my apartment alone but she's gone all interior decorator on her apartment and 1/2 the other rooms.  Please stay." Angel says.

Willow smiles.  "OK you've convinced me.  I'd love to." 

"Oh wait just a minute...What about me Dad?"  Spike questions.

"Willow - any apartment you want on the 2nd floor.  Spike your in my bed." Angel says dominantly.  Leaving no room for argument.

Willow looks at Cordy and then back at Angel and Spike, "I thought you guys liked women?"  She was puzzled.

"Willow you know how greedy I am.  Well babe, vampires want it all." Spike laughs as everyone retires to their own rooms. Spike follows Angel to his room.  There was something going on with Angel and Spike was determined to get to the bottom of it.  "So Peaches, you miss me?"  Spike smirks.

"Of course Spike, no one around to annoy me when you aren't here." Angel says oddly.

"Wait a minute the cheerleader has to annoy you more than I do."  Spike tries to joke with Angel.

"Actually I've grown kind of attached to her.  She's probably my best friend these days." Angel says honestly, removing his shirt and sitting on the bed.

"If she is your best friend then why do you look like you just lost your last friend in the world?"  Spike asks as he goes to sit next to Angel.

"Unlife's a bitch." Angel jokes, or tries to.

"It doesn't have to be.  You are in control of your unlife and you can make of it what you want." 

"Spike I'm alone.  In 247 yrs I'm still as alone as I was when Darla turned me." Angel admits.  He had no idea why he was trusting Spike with his feelings but he just couldn't hold back.

"You aren't alone Peaches.  You've got so many people that care about you.  Can't you see that?"  Spike tries to help him.  Angel has never turned to Spike this way and he didn't want to let him down.

"Yeah I've got lots of people, but who do I have sex with?  Who do I hold at night?  No one.  I'm not allowed." Angel says getting up and walking to his dresser for no reason.

"You can hold me and use me for sex."  Spike tried to lighten the mood in the room.

"You'd let me hold you?" Angel smiles, knowing Spike would allow the sex, he was as much a hormone as Angel was.

"If it will get me sex then I'm all for it.  There is a bloody first time for everything."  Spike jokes.

“I wonder if I'll lose my soul for fucking you?" Angel says.

"Nah having a good fuck won't lose your soul.  But you know how irresistible I am.  Once you've had me once you won't be able to get enough of me."  Spike smirks at him as he poses in front of Angel.

"Smart ass childe." Angel smirks walking back to the bed to stand in front of Spike.

"That’s my poof.  I knew you'd come over here."  Spike smiled.  "What's the story with the cheerleader?  I would have thought that you'd be with her by now."  Spike questions.

"I'm not allowed." Angel says then notices something.  "You interested?  I might be able to help with the right motivation." Angel smiles, then moves to stand in front of Spike so he has easier access to a part of his body.

"Why would I be interested in the cheerleader?  She is just annoying.  I was just trying to find out what the story is."  Spike then starts to caress Angel's growing erection.  "Next time just ask if you want me to suck you."  Spike smiles and begins to take down Angel's pants.

"you know me, I'm subtle." Angel laughs.  "I saw you looking at her.  What’s up with you and Willow?"

"Subtlety won't get you anywhere."  Spike says as he puts the tip of Angels cock in his mouth and plays with it.  "She was standing in my face of course I had to look at her you poof."  Spike then sucks some more trying to get Angel to melt.  "Nothing going on with Willow and me.  You interested in Red?"  Spike then puts all of Angel in his mouth and begins to work his magic on him.

Angel almost falls over. "Maybe" He mumbles trying to keep his balance.  It had been so long since he's felt this pleasure.  "Damn Will"

Spike smiles as he heard Angel call him Will.  He doesn't do that unless he is enjoying himself.  Spike continues to suck him and he can tell that Angel isn't that far away from cumming.  Spike gets up while still having Angel in his mouth and moves around so that Angel can lay down.  He continues to bring pleasure to Angel. "Damn Will" Angel moans, his head it spinning.  It has been so long and Will was so damn talented with his mouth.  "OH GOD" Angel moans.

Spike enjoys pleasuring him.  He attempts to do something new with him.  He notices some lube on the nightstand.  He then straddles Angel and slides his cock into his hole and then started thrusting slowly.

"Damn Will - Damn, you are huge" Angel moaned.  He kept waiting for his soul to be kicked out of his body.  This was bliss.

“Let yourself go Peaches.  Enjoy yourself."  Spike said as he started to pick up the pace.

Angel could feel his orgasm rocking his insides.  His spine even tingled.  "Fuck its - damn Will." Angel was finding it difficult to think co-herently.  Still scared he'd be Angelus when he opened his eyes.

"That’s it Peaches, let yourself go."  Spike picked up the pace even more.  He loved this, being here with Angel.

"Will- please, harder." Angel reaches up and pulls Spike down to kiss him, pulling him deeper into him.

Spike thrust harder as he leaned down and kissed Angel with everything that he had.  He needed Angel.

"Will, WILL" Angel screamed as he came, the liquid smearing on both their stomachs.

"Mmm Peaches, I never knew you cared."  Spike jokes.  He loves the feel of Angel's hands on him.

Angel massages Spike's shoulders until he sees his branding tattoo.  Angel then traces the intricately designed tattoo with the tip of his finger.

Spike knows what Angel is tracing.  That he was proud of that tattoo.  After Angel gave that to him he knew that he would belong to Angel the rest of his unlife. 

“I've missed seeing you proud of this."  Angel traces the tattoo with his tongue.

"Why wouldn't I be proud of it.  You made it on me the night you made me yours.  I was and always will be very proud."  Spike loves the feel of Angels tongue on him.

"You never told me that?  You mostly told me you hated me back then." Angel nibbles on the tattoo.

"I was the Big Bad, couldn't admit that anything meant anything to me.  Didn't want you to get a big head anyway."  Spike smirks.

Angel grabs the lube and lubes up his finger.  While kissing and licking the tattoo he softly slides a finger inside of Spike.  "Tell me again that you like this." Angel asks.

"Oh bloody hell, you feel good Peaches."  Spike moaned.

Angel slides his finger in farther.  "I want to know about the tattoo." He then slides another lubed finger inside of him.

“DAMN” Spike yells out as Angel slide his fingers into him.  He was having a hard time getting any thoughts together.  "I am proud to wear this tattoo."  Spike moans.

"Tell me more." Angel kisses the tattoo, moving his body so that he's laying more on top of Spike.  Letting his fingers slide in and out slowly..

"Bloody hell."  Spike moans.  "It represents you Peaches.  What we have together and what we are to one another." 

"And." Angel smiles licking the tattoo and sliding his fingers in farther.

"It signifies our bond and that we will always belong to one another.  It says that you cared enough about me to make me yours."  Spike gets out.  "OH bloody hell."  He moans.  This was such sweet torture.

Angel had been silently lubing his cock while Spike was talking and as Spike said the last sweet line Angel pulled his fingers out and slides his erection inside of his childe.  "Will."

"OH Damn Peaches"  Spike screams out.  "More"  He moans as he is trying to get his hips up to meet Angels thrusts.

Angel gives his body to Spike as he keeps his eye on the tattoo.  He starts to see the edges of it glow.  "Damn I missed seeing that." Angel runs his hand over the brand.

“What are you talking about?"   Spike is puzzled.

"Just enjoy, I'll explain later." Angel thrust into him again.

"I want to see you when we cum."  Spike moans.

Angel pulls out quickly and turns Spike over.  Sliding his body back inside of him.  "Better?"

"Well it would be if you kissed me, but we are getting there."  Spike smirked.

"By all means." Angel smirked and bent down.  His body sliding deep inside his childe as he claimed his mouth as well.

"Yes" he moaned under Angel's kisses.  As Angel was sliding his body in and out of Spike he rubbed along Spikes erection and he felt like he was going to explode.  "Peaches"  Spike screams.

"Will" Angel cries out into his mouth as he cums again.  He can feel his brand burn under his skin.  "Damn you are good."

Spike spills his seed on himself and Angel.  "No the honors go to you Peaches."  Spike smiles as he kisses Angel again. 

Angel puts his hand on Spike's stomach and lets his fingers get covered with Spikes seed, he brings them up to his mouth and licks them off, "Want to know about the brand now childe."

Spike smiles as he sees Angel lick his seed.  He has never done that.  "I thought I knew everything about the brand, but I'd like to hear it from you." 

"It glows.  When we are together by will not by dominance, it will glow around the edges." Angel smiles and gets more of Spike on his hand, licks it off and then quickly moves down and licks Spike's stomach off.

~*~

Spike walks into the living area in the hotel and smirks.  "OK --- I have an idea since all of you keep baggin on me for watching the telle I say we play a game."

"What kind of game did you have in mind?"  Angel asks.  "Will it involve taking our clothes off?"

“In your dreams demon boy." Cordy laughs at him.  "What kind of game Spike?"

"Truth or dare - the dares are only limited by your imagination - we're on the 2nd floor no one can see us."

"So it won't be that bad since we discovered you don't have a brain that you use."  Willow laughed.

“I’m game if you girls are."  Angel excited about playing.

"OK I'm game, this could be interesting."  Willow adds.  "Cordy?"

"OH yeah...I'll even go so far as to let Spike go first." Cordy laughs.

"Ok - cheerleader -- truth or dare?" Spike asks.

"Dare." Cordy smiles smugly.

"I dare you to kiss me - tongue and all." Spike smiles.

"NO way blondie."

"Ok - Angel her punishment." Spike says.

"Why does Angel have to punish her?"  Willow asks puzzled.  "That isn't the rules I remember." 

“OH pet -- remember we're playing by my rules." Spike laughs.  "If someone refuses a challenge then the other person of the same sex issues the punishment."

"Figures and I'm sure that you will make them up as we go right?"  Willow jokes.

"OK Cordy, for your punishment you have to sit on Spikes lap until it is your turn again."  Angel smirks.

"demon." Cordy says then turns so only Angel can see her face and smiles.

She then walks over and sits on Spike's lap "And will not be talking about the first thing that pops up." She orders.

"My turn.  OK Angel truth or dare?"  Willow smirks.

"I'll go out on a limb and say dare."  Angel smiles at her.

"I dare you to go over there and kiss Spike."  Willow grins.

"Yeah poof - its a dare." Spike puckers up.

"You know that you'll take any chance to kiss me."  Angel walks over to Spike.  "Move aside woman let me show you how to kiss."  Angel smirks and kisses Spike deeply.

Willow looked on intrigued.  For some reason it fascinated her to see them kiss.

"Is it my turn yet?" Cordelia smiles, intrigued by Angel and Spike kissing.

"Break it up over there."  Willow hollers at them.  "It's Cordy's turn."

Spike stops the kiss and looks at Cordy, "Ok Pet."

"Ok - Willow - truth or dare?"

"Dare." 

"I dare you to bare your breast to Angel and let him kiss your nipple."

Willow turns 5 shades of red.  "Do I have to?" 

"If you refuse I set the punishment." Cordy smiles - not knowing what the problem was - it was just Angel.

"I'm sure that it will be worse than this."  Willow glares at Cordy.  She unbuttons her shirt and bares her breast to Angel.  She wasn't able to look at him.  She was embarrassed.

Angel puts his finger under her chin.  He could tell that she was uncomfortable.  "It's ok Little One.  You are beautiful."  Angel then bends down and takes her nipple into his mouth.

Willow was trying to contain herself.  It felt so good to have Angels mouth on her.

"Ok -just a lick Angel - man I'll never her dare her again." Cordy says.

Angel stops and composes himself as Willow put herself back together.  "Spike-truth or dare?"

"Dare of course, I tell humans nothing." Spike says cocky, he was liking this game.

Angel smirks.  "OK you have to kiss Cordy."  Angel knew he'd get hit from Cordy later for that one.

"Poof you're going soft in your old age." Spike laughs.  He moves over to Cordy and looks deeply in her eyes and then smiles at what he sees.  Knowing this kiss wont' be as unwelcome as he had previously thought, he leans down and gives her a tender kiss.  Tender, he knew, was not what she expected.

Spike stopped the kiss then smiled,  "Lia - truth or dare?" Suddenly coming up with a nickname for her.

"Truth." She says without a second thought - still shaken by the tenderness of Spikes kiss.

"Truthfully tell me what you thought of that kiss."

"IT was wonderful, I didn't think you could be so tender." Cordy answers. Then realizes it is her turn, "Angel - truth or dare?"

"Dare of course."

"I dare you to kiss Willow” Cordy smiles.

“Yeah - a real kiss not that pouncy ass shit you did with slutty." Spike adds.

Angel turns to Willow and sees that she is turning red again.  He moves over to her and leans down never taking his eyes off of her and gently kisses her.  He let the kiss linger there for a minute or so.

Willow pulls away from Angel, even though she would rather continue kissing him.  "Spike-truth or dare?"  Willow asks still thinking about her kiss.

"dare pet." He smirks at her

"I dare you to take out your cock and let Angel suck on you."  Willow smirks at them.

"Pet does he have to swallow?" Spike hopes.

“In your dreams."  Angel smiles at him and says, "Get over here."

Spike felt his bubble burst.  He walked over to his sire and knelt in front of him waiting for Angel to reveal his manhood.

"Spike - what are you doing?" Cordy doesn't understand the posturing thing.

"Spike this is a game.  You don't have to submit to me tonight."  Angel doesn't understand why Spike went back to that.

"In my dreams?- Get over here" Spike says looking up to Angel, "you've said them many times besides - I didn't think you'd go through with it." Spike stands up.  "Cordy he's my sire - that’s a position of submission." He explains then kicks himself for doing that thinking that Cordy would hate him now.

Cordy smiled and decided he would have to explain more someday.

“Spike I was only kidding with you.  I meant that only in your dreams would I swallow you.  Then I told you to get over here, cause I'm being lazy and didn't want to get up."  Angel laughs.  "Now if you'd take down your pants I'll finish your dare for you."  He smirks.

"You undo them poof." Spike orders suddenly irritated with something, but he couldn't put his finger on it.

Angel glares at him.  He didn't know where that came from.  "NO if I remember right you are supposed to take your pants down and I suck."

"Fuck it all - game over." Spike says and walks out.

Willow ran after Spike.  "Slow down."  She yelled at him.  She finally caught up to him. 

"You mind telling me what the hell just got into you?"  Willow asks.

"the poof - just pissed me off."

"Why, we were just playing a game.  What's the big deal?"

"Its the words he used.  He used to say that all the time to me.  When I was his little lap dog.  He and Darla would feed and look at me and smirk 'in your dreams'  they'd say – and they'd say it when they were fucking in the room and I was told to stand against the wall and watch.  I'd get so hard and I'd want to cum so bad, all I'd hear is 'in your dreams'.  Then the fucking pounce came back from hell and I was in the wheel chair - he'd fuck Dru in front of me and smirk -'in your dreams roller boy’  I fucking hate those words - and he knows it - any other phrase than that." Spike looks at his best friend so hurt.

Before Willow can say anything she heard Angel.  "Willow will you excuse us please?"  Angel said quietly.

Willow looked at Spike to make sure that he was ok with that, before leaving.

"Its ok luv, thanks." Spike kisses Willow's forehead.

"Will I'm so sorry for saying that to you.  I didn't realize what I said until after you left.  Please accept my apology.  I know that I've hurt you deeply and that I was cruel to you in the past and I apologize.  You have every right to be pissed off, but please let me make it up to you."  Angel pleads with him.

“yes sire." Spike slips into an old familiar roll.

"Spike we aren't that way tonight.  We are just two people.  There is no dominance tonight. If it was that way then I wouldn't be here right now apologizing.  Don't do this, especially after the wonderful night that we shared last night.  I don't want to lose that."

"You lost it already Peaches.  That’s why it hurt so bad you wanker.  After last night I would have hoped you thought more of me than something to use and abuse but I guess I was wrong.  You know people don't get close to me - I don't let them and you're why." Spike yells at him.  "You're the reason that for 126 yrs I've been a lonely fuckin bastard.   I don't trust my feelings because of last night I wasn't prepared for your fuck up today - now yesterday I would have expected it.  Damn it Peaches you do it every time -

every time I trust you  - you fuck me." Spike lights a cigarette.

"You're right Spike.  I didn't think before I spoke.  You know that I have deep feelings for you and wouldn't hurt you intentionally.  I can't speak for the past, I was under Darla's influence and I wasn't thinking.  I followed her, but that doesn't mean that I didn't care about you then.  I just wasn't allowed to show it.  I fucked up today, you're right.  I can't take that back and I'm truly sorry that I hurt you.  Please, let me make it up to          you."  Angel begs.  He didn't want to lose him and he could feel him slipping from him.

"And how do you propose to do that you wanker?" Spike eyes him directly.

"You name it and its yours.  What would you like Spike?"  Angel asks.

"I want your hair gel.  All of it for a week." Spike looks at him, knowing that if he gives in Angel loves him.  He hasn't parted with that goo since it was invented.

"My gel?"  Angel questions him.  "Well if that's what you want then its only a week right?  I guess I don't have to go anywhere.  I can hide out here."  Angel says as he walks a few steps away on his way to get the gel.  He turns back and looks at Spike, "My gel?"

"Yes - hand it over." Spike holds out his hands.

"Ok, ok don't get your pants in an uproar.  I'm getting it."  Angel then goes upstairs.

When Angel comes back down stairs, Spike takes the gel.  "Good now go wash that nancy boy goo out of your hair, we'll be in the family room - you have a cock to suck." Spike says and walks back to the family room with the girls

Angel just shakes his head and heads back upstairs laughing.  "See what I do for you?" 

Angel walked down the stairs and hesitated to go back in.  He has never been seen without gel in his hair.  He had an idea though to make it up to Spike.  He walked in and went straight to Spike and kneeled in front of him.  He was waiting for Spike to say something, then he would finish the dare for him.

"Much better, doesn't he look better ladies?" Spike runs his fingers through Angel's hair.

 Angel just smirks at Spike.  He then reaches up to pull his pants down.  Once they were down he slid Spike to the edge of the couch giving him easier access to his cock.  Angel put the tip into his mouth and was teasing him before taking the whole thing in his mouth.  Angel sucks on it for a minute or so, he knew that Spike was getting turned on.  He then pulled his mouth off of Spike and got up and went to the other couch.  "Previews of later, you think?"  Angel toyed with Spike.

"Get your ass over here you wanker" Spike screams, that wasn't even something he would do.

"What?"  Angel smirks at him.

"Do you want to be in the dog house, you won't get your fun tonight." Spike threatens.

"Angel sucks his cock - how mean." Cordy yells at her friend.

"Yeah Angel you can't leave him hanging like that.  Actually he isn't hanging he's sticking straight out."  Willow jokes.

 "You wanna suck it red?" Spike jokes

"No not tonight.  I want to see Angel finish you off."  Willow smiles.

Angel gets the point and goes back to Spike and continues what he started.  He puts Spike's cock back into his mouth and sucks on him until he felt him cumming.  He then stroked him until he came.  Angel looks up at Spike and licks his hand clean from Spike's seed and then kisses him.

"Damn you're getting pretty good at that." Spike smiles as he puts his pants back on.  "Its your turn peaches."

"Cordy-truth or dare?"  Angel asks.

"Truth - I'm not giving you head." Cordy laughs.

Angel laughs.  "Its fun, just ask Spike." 

"I'll have to ask him later – what’s the question." Cordy smiles.

"Here is your question and remember you have to be honest.  Who do you find attractive?"  Angel smirks.

"In this room or in general?" Cordy clarifies.

"In this room."

"I find all of you attractive for different reasons." She smiles.

“What are the reasons?"  Angel asks.

"Well you - I find you attractive for you’re tall, not dark at all, and handsome good looks.  I like the tender side.  Willow I find attractive for her deep red hair and green eyes, I like her brains and her ability to stand back and let another shine." She stops for a second.

"Spike - I find him attractive for his raw sex appeal."

"OK Red - truth or dare?" He asks.

"Oh what the heck, dare."  She smiles.  "And be nice."

"I dare you to sit in Angel's lap the rest of the game." Spike smiles at her.  "See I can be nice."

Willow turns red again, but likes that idea.  She goes over to sit on Angels lap and puts her arm around his neck and shoulders.

"Angel - truth or dare." Cordy asks.

“Dare of course."  Angel doesn't want to get to personal in front of everyone.

"I dare you to tell Willow how you feel about her?" Cordy decides someone's going to finally get together around her.

Angel looks into Willow's eyes.  "That's easy.  I truly care for her and it is growing everyday.  She is a beautiful and vivacious woman.  I would love to get to know her better if she wants the same thing."  Angel smiles at Willow.

Willow smiles back.  "I really care about you to Angel and I would love to get to know you better."  She can't stop smiling and staring into his eyes.

"Oh hey - you poofs, its Red's turn." Spike tells them.

"Oh sorry."  Willow looks away from Angel.  "Spike-truth or dare?"

 "Truth - lets see what you got." Spike smiles

 "Who would you most like to go out with from this room?"  Willow asks.

 "You." Spike tells her bluntly.

 "Well that isn't going to happen.  Seems that I might be spoken for."  Willow smiles at Angel. 

 "Well I was only kidding Red - I know where your affections lie.  I want the cheerleader." Spike says forgetting that Cordy is in the room.

 "Well that's good to know that you were only kidding.  So you think that you'll ever ask her?"  Willow asks.

 "Probably.  What do you want from me red - she's sexy.  Not to mention she thinks I have sex appeal." Spike laughs.

 "Well then what are you waiting for?  Tell her not me."  Willow smirks.

 "OH shit." Spike turns and sees Cordy.

 "You heard that didn't you?" He asks her.

 "Yes I did." She states softly.

 "And do you hate me now?" Spike asks.  "I really would like to take you out?"

 "Really?" Cordy asks.

 "Yes - will you go out with me?" Spike asks.

 "Yes I will." Cordy answers sweetly.

 "Hey you two, you still have company here."  Willow jokes

 "See now that wasn't so hard now was it?"  Angel adds.

 "Yes it was - ok Peaches truth or dare." Spike asks.

 "Dare.  Bring on your best."  Angel smiles.

 "I dare you to take off your shirt and show Willow your tattoo and tell her exactly what it means." Spike says.

 "You'll have to move for a minute Little One.  But you better move back on my lap after I show you this."  Angel smiles at Willow.  He removes his shirt and shows her the tattoo.  It's an "A" that looks like it is sitting on wings.  Willow reaches up and outlines it.  She is really intrigued by this.  "Well I received it when Darla sired me, but after she died it changed into what you see.  I wanted a mark that signified that Spike and I were together and that we love one another.  So I gave him one that looks like it.  When we are one in a loving way, the outsides of the tattoo glow."  Angel said as he put his shirt back on.

"Leave the shirt off Poof." Spike reminds him. "Tell her ALL about it" Spike tells him.

Angel glared at Spike, but went on to tell more about the tattoo.  "I wanted to give Spike something that showed that I loved him and that we would be bonded for life.  It goes deeper than a Sire/Childe relationship.  Not all sires give their childe's a tattoo, but Spike was special and held a special place in me.  I wanted everyone to know that we belonged together, so I gave him the tattoo.  Same as mine."  Angel smiled remembering when he gave it to Spike.

"I didn't know you were a tattoo artist.  Angel I want one." Cordy smiled.  "I've been thinking of a rose - maybe on my shoulder."  She babbles.

"Maybe someday Cordy, if that's what you want."  Angel says.

"You really got a tattoo from him?" Cordy asks Spike.

"Yep but he's not telling how he did it.  It was incredibly erotic." Spike tells her.

"OH do tell." Cordy says interested.

“Well luv, what do you say we go for a walk and I'll tell you all about it." Spike offers.

"Sounds great." Cordy takes Spike's hand and they leave the hotel, walking into the night.

*~* A few weeks later *~*

"Dammit Spike you stole the covers give them back." Cordy laughs sitting on the couch next to him.
"Oh but I'll keep you warm luv.  That’s the whole idea, getting you closer to me."  Spike smirks at her.

"Well then get over here. You'd think in 126 years you'd have more practice at being a boyfriend." She smirks, trying to rile his cage.

"Children we are watching a movie." Angel pretends to scold.

"Well then poof you are doing something wrong.  Don't you know that you aren't actually suppose to watch the movie."  Spike says as he moves closer to Cordy.

“OH really my boy what should I be doing?" Angel smirks.

"If I have to tell you that then Willow I'm sorry but you will be in a world of hurt."  Spike laughs.

"OH wait - I'm supposed to be molesting my girlfriend?" Angel clarifies and kisses Willow's neck.  She hasn't moved from his lap in weeks he inwardly thought.  Whenever they were together or with family that’s how she sat, on his lap.  He loved it.

"There you go Peaches.  Give her pleasure."  Spike jokes.  He moves closer to Cordy and kisses her.  He just can't get enough of her.

"You know blondie - you're cute when you have lust in your eyes.  But honey I have to run I have an appointment.  Sorry." She kisses him and gets up to leave.

"You are going to leave me here with the love birds?  Can't it wait?"  Spike pleads with her

"Nope - important." she kisses him.

"So won't you even tell me where you are going?"  Spike asks

"to see a doctor." Cordy tells him.

"About what?  Are you sick?"  Spike asks concerned.

"NO I'm not sick." She says

"Then if you aren't sick, why would you need to see a bloody doctor." 

"To get birth control." She says shyly.

Spike smirks at her.  "Um luv, I hate to break it to you, but I'm dead.  That won't be necessary."  Spike laughs.

"I still have to go." She smiles at him and runs out of the room.

Spike walks back into the living area scratching her head.  "Why would she have to go and see a doctor to get something she doesn't need?"  Spike asks confused.

"Well Spike she doesn't need the birth control pills, but women have to have a yearly exam to make sure that they don't have diseases or cancer.  Then they have to check your breasts for lumps to make sure that you don't have any.  It’s very uncomfortable, but it’s something that we have to do."  Willow explains.

"Well I can tell you she doesn't have any lumps in her breasts.  I checked them out myself." Spike smirked.

"Maybe you should get her flowers.  Would that be good Willow?" Angel asks to assure he's on the right page with human emotions.

"That would be nice.  She is just going to need a lot of comforting when she gets back.  It's an uncomfortable and frankly embarrassing exam.  Flowers would be nice for her."  Willow says.

"Well I bloody can't go out or she'll have a charbroiled boyfriend and no flowers."  Spike groans.

"Well I forbid you from getting them." Angel tries to sound dominant.

“I could go to the corner market and get some for you to give to her."  Willow offers.

"Don't try and control her Peaches.  She's a fiesty one."  Spike laughs.

"Angel thanks for caring, but as long as I'm human I have to get those like it or not."  Willow says.

"I can fix that you know." Angel smiles, showing his fangs still in human form though.

"Down boy."  Willow laughs.  "I don't think I'm ready for that yet.  You'll be the first to know."  She smiles at him.

Spike hands Willow some money for the flowers and push her out the door.  "Hurry she should be back soon." 

         ~*~ 30 min later ~*~

"Took you long enough."  Spike laughs at her.

“I can shove these in the garbage if you don't knock your tude off."  Willow says.  "Not even a thank you."

"Thank you pet."  Spike says softly.

"Leave my girlfriend alone." Angel scolds Spike as he pulls Willow into a hug

"Hey Spike -  you around - I have a present for you." Cordy says walking in the door followed by another woman.

"What the bloody hell is this?"  Spike growls.

"A present - quit growling at me that’s not nice." She stands up to him.

"Cordy that’s just rude- even for you - he cant' and you know it." Angel scolds his seer.

"I didn't realize that the bloody cheerleader was back.  I thought we had something.  My bloody mistake for trusting you."  Spike yells at Cordy.

Cordy pushes him into the wall.  "Shut the fuck up - how dare you"

She looks at the woman with her and looks back to Spike.  "She's here to un-neuter you. " Cordy tells him as a tear falls from her eyes.  He instantly went to not trusting her.

"What are you bloody talking about?"  Spike still doesn't get it.

"This - you moronic demon, is Dr Sarah Carpenter.  She was a Dr in the Initiative and she knows how to take that fucking chip out of your head so that you can bite anyone you want but instead of trusting me you assume I am trying to hurt you - fuck you Spike.  Sarah please still take the chip out and then Spike go to hell." Cordy tells him.

"Cordy come on he's just protecting himself." Angel tries to justify Spike's actions.

"OH and you - fuck you too - how dare you assume what you did -you know me better than that" Cordy looks to Angel in tears.

“Cordelia wait."  Spike yells for her as she was leaving.

“What?" She turns to him.

Spike walks towards her and takes a detour to the living area and back to her.  He hands her a bouquet of flower.  "I'm sorry.  I never expected anything like this.  I thought you were trying to get back at me for being so cruel to you so long ago." 

"Spike if I was still holding a grudge I wouldn't be kissing you or anything else.  But I guess I understand always protecting yourself.  Doesn't it get old though?  Don't you want to trust someone?" She asks. Taking the flowers from him.

Spike thought that it was old and he was tired of being alone, but that was him.  "Every time I let myself trust anyone I got hurt.  I'm tired of being hurt all the time.  I do want to be able to trust you.  I think that we could have something real special."  Spike whispers to Cordy.

"What do you think me getting the doctor means?  What was I trying to tell you Spike?" Cordy asks.

"You were trying to tell me that I could trust you and being the bloody fool that I am I thought the worst and didn't give you the benefit of the doubt."  Spike hangs his head in front of her.

"No goofus I was telling you I trust you- all of you Spike even your demonic evil fanged self." She looks at him like 'duh.'

"See I am a bloody idiot to."  Spike smiles at her.  "Thank you."  Spike leans in to kiss her.

She kisses him back.  "Now will lay the hell down so she can cut your brain open."

"Oh I'm all for seeing that.  Lay down childe." Angel orders to make sure Spike listens.

Spike looks to Cordy.  "Will you be with me?  Are you sure this isn't a trick?  I tried this once before and they couldn't get it and dropped a bloody penny in the container to make me think that it came out."  Spike looks at Cordy with concern.

"I'll make sure." Cordy kisses him.

"And if the Dr doesn't take it out - she doesn't walk out of here." Angel assures him.

"Spike don't be scared.  We are all here for you and will be through the whole procedure ok?"  Willow says as she squeezes his hand and gives him a hug.  "I promise."

"Thanks luv."  Spike is starting to believe that he does have people that care about him.

“Ok Doc.  Take this bleeding chip out." Cordy says for him.

"I've influenced you to much haven't I pet?"  Spike laughs.

"Will do.  Spike if you'll lay down on this table face down." the Dr points to table she's prepared to be sterile.

Spike was still leery of doing this, but he knew that Cordy would be here for him.  He lays down on the table.  "Now what?"  Spike asks.

“Now you all shut up so I can concentrate."  The Dr says as she softly injects a needle into Spike's skull to numb it.  She then shaves about a 1 inch patch on the base of his skull.

"You had to shave my hair?  I worked hard to dye it the right color of blonde."  Spike smirks.

"If you don't shut up I'll shave the rest of it.  You're girlfriend told me I could talk this way to you this way - she said this is all you'd understand." The doctor continues.

"Can you feel this?" She touches the shaved area.

"Feel what?"  Spike asks.

"That’s what I wanted to hear.  OK everyone be quiet because where these stupid chips are put one slip and I could paralyze our friend here." She says as she cuts into his head. No one in the room says anything, Cordy holds his hand and about 20 min later the doctor say

"Spike hold out your right hand."

He holds out his hand.

The doctor places the chip in his hand.  "Thought you might like that." She says as she stitches his head up.  "All set."

Spike stares at the chip.  He couldn't believe that it is out. 

Spike looks to the doc and said, "Thank you so much."  Spike moves to her to shake her  hand.  She backs off a little.

"Don't worry, I wouldn't bite you."  Spike tells her.

"Dr Carpenter.  IF you ever need anything at all, ever - you have my undying, literally gratitude and you are now officially under my protection for helping my son." Angel tells her.

"Yes Doc.  I agree.  Thank you so much for helping me.  Anything that you ever need you come to us."  Spike says.

"Thank you - but what I'd like now is to leave - I wasn't aware of what the chips did if I had known I never would have helped the initiative.  I'm sorry for what you've been through Spike." The doctor smiles.

Spike extends his hand to shake hers.  "Thank you."  Spike smiles at her.

"You're welcome." With that the doctor leaves.  "So Spike - you got your bite back?" Willow asks.

"Well I think that I do.  You want to be the first that I test it out on?"  Spike asks Willow.

"Sure thing sweet stuff." Willow stands still waiting for him to come to her.

When he doesn't she laughs.  "I'm offering you my neck and my blood and you're going to make me come to you?" She laughs.

Spike gets a smirk on his face and makes a dash for Willows neck.  His fangs were out before he got to her.   He then bites into her neck.  It was so sweet to the taste.  Spike removes his fangs and howls out loud.  "Bloody hell."  He screams out. 

"What?  Tell me that dr didn't fuck with us?" Angel says protectively.

"What is it Spike?" Cordy says worried.

Spike smiles to all of them.  "I've got my bloody bite back!"  He is on cloud 9 and wants to share his happiness with everyone.  He goes to Cordy and picks her up and swings her around and then puts her back down.  "Wanna go hunt Peaches?"  Spike asks.

Cordy laughs with him.  "You're so sexy all fanged out."

"Sorry Spike - I don't get my blood that way anymore." Angel apologizes, missing that warm taste.

"What do you mean?"  Spike and Willow say at the same time.  Not understanding.

"I drink blood from a bag, not from a vein.  You two know that." Angel says wanting that not to be true.

"Angel - why don’t you get your blood the way you desire?" Cordy walks over to him and leans her head to the left.

"Come on Peaches, what is wrong with you.  She is baring her neck to you."  Spike asks.

"Cordy - you know why I don't" Angel says as his fangs grow anyway. 

"Angel - I trust you to feed not kill - you can do that you're strong enough.  Hell you're a Master Vampire.  Feed== you know I love it." Cordy smiles.

Without another thought Angel bends down and sinks his fangs deep into her neck he drinks from his best friend.

"So Angel how do you feel?"  Willow asks.

Angel looks up from Cordy,  "Horny."

Spike starts to laugh uncontrollably.  "That's my Peaches."  He continues to laugh.

"hey I feel that." Cordy jumps back from Angel's erection.  "Spike - fix him."

"And how do would you like me to fix him?"  Spike is still laughing.

"Suck him - he gave you head earlier." Cordy says.  She liked that site.

"Hey I'm all for that." Angel smiles.

"I'm all for that to.  I'd like to see you two."  Willow adds.

"OK if you guys say so.  Who am I to bloody disagree with sucking Peaches there."  Spike goes to Angel and takes his pants down and starts to play with him.  He teases him, but only putting the tip in his mouth.

He then starts to put more in and before he knows it he has all of Angel in his mouth.  "Is this what you girls had in mind?"  Spike smirks.

"Damn that looks good." Cordy smiles then pulls Willow out of the room.

As they are walking away Cordy asks, "Ok honest time, did you ever before think the site to two men together would turn you on?"

"You know to tell you the truth it use to gross me out.  The thought of two men, but after seeing Angel and Spike together, it is rather sexy.  Makes me want to jump them right now and join in."  Willow smirks.  "What about you?"

"I think I could give Spike the same treatment as he's giving Angel." Cordy laughs getting an idea.  "Hey Willow- how much have you and Angel done?

"We haven't gone all the way if that's what you are asking.  What’s turning in that brain of yours?"  Willow smiles.

"Wanna make it a foursome?  I've never kissed a girl but I know you have - it would kind a be fun, Just and idea." Cordy quickly clarifies.

"So we should just go in there and start kissing.  Might get them to pay attention to us for a change you think?"  Willow agrees.  "OK what the heck, lets do it."

"Ok." Cordy smiles and holds Willow's hand.  They walk into the room and see Angel's head thrown back and Spike on his knees completely ignoring them. She turns to Willow, "Ok lets see if they'll pay attention."

"OK lets get our men back."  Willow says as she leans in and kisses Cordy.  She started out slow knowing that this was Cordy's first time.  Willow put her arms around Cordy and pulled her closer to her.

"um" Cordy moans against Willow's soft kiss.

Angel heard a moan and opened his eyes, as good as Spike felt sucking his dick, Willow and Cordy kissing looked better.  He put his hands on Spike's shoulders silently telling him to stop.

"Oh bloody hell, look at them."  Spike whispered as his mouth dropped. 

Willow continued the kiss totally oblivious that they now had an audience.  She continued to kiss Cordy.

"I want some." Angel moans.  He walks slowly over to Willow and kisses her neck from behind her.

"Mmm"  Willow melted against Angels kisses.  She stopped kissing Cordy.  Spike picked up where she left off.  He started kissing her passionately.  He wanted her so bad. 

Spike wanted Cordy so bad, but didn't want to scare her away.

Cordy's hand moved down Spike's body and caressed his erection.  She knew he was turned on from how strong he was sucking on Angel.

Angel kissed Willow deep, his body already on fire from Spike, and then seeing her with Cordy.

Spike could tell that Cordy didn't seem to be scared.  He rocked his hips into her hands. 

He was so turned on and needed a release.  He began to take off Cordy's shirt.  He wanted to see her beautiful body.

Willow kissed Angel back with everything that she had.  She felt his body and then found his erection.  She began to stroke him and caress his body.

"Foursome without intercourse?" Angel wants everyone to agree.

"Yes - I like that." Cordy strokes Spike again.

"If you insist Peaches."  Spike moans.

Willow nods her head yes. 

Angel unbuttons Willow's pants and slides his fingers down between her hot body and her panties.  Sliding into the wetness between her legs.  "Oh baby"

Cordy drops to her knees in front of Spike and removes his jeans.  Licking on the under side of his cock.

"ANGEL"  Willow screams out.  She continues to stroke his cock. "You feel so good."  She moaned.

"Oh Lia."  Spike moans as she took him in her mouth.  He ran his fingers through her hair and wanted to touch her.

"You looked delicious kissing Cordy." Angel tells her pulling her jeans off with her panties letting his tongue sneak out and taste her nectar.

“Mmm"  Willow moans.  "You want to see more, Angel?"  Willow smirks.

Angel licks into her deeply then looks up.  "Yes, more."

"For you Angel, anything."  Willow smiles at him.  She was right next to Cordy.  Perfect angle for her.  Cordy was on her knees sucking Spike and Willow moved herself to lick at Cordy.  She was so hot and her juices were flowing.

Spike saw Willow come over and start licking his woman and he was so turned on by that.

"OH GOD" Angel moans loudly, his cock hurting so bad, needing a release.

Cordy could feel her orgasm.  "OH GOD" She cried out against the tongue inside of her, she swallowed all of Spike then with a vengeance.

"OH BLOODY HELL"  Spike yelled out as Cordy took all of him in her mouth.  He could feel his orgasm coming.

"OHH"  Willow moaned feeling Angel bringing her closer to her orgasm. 

Spike quickly shot his seed down Cordy's throat.  He collapsed down onto the floor at the force of it.  Pulling Cordy down onto his lap. 

Angel licked at Willow needing to taste her pleasure.

Spike quickly realized his sire wasn't being stimulated and he moved from Cordy's arms to suck his sire deep into his throat.  Angel's hips thrust forward.

Willow couldn't take it anymore she came like she had never cum before.  She then looked over and saw that Spike was pleasuring her man.  She pulled Cordy over to her and they watched as Spike brought Angel to his orgasm.

"WILL" Angel cried out as his body gave in to Spike's talented mouth.

"That's it Peaches let it go."  Spike then moved over to Cordy to comfort her.

Willow went over to Angel and kissed him. 

When Angel fell out of his haze he asked no one in particular, "Why haven't I lost my soul?"

"Didn't Buffy tell you that the curse that I put on you gave you a permanent soul?"  Willow asked.

"What?" Angel stumbled.

"Come on she had to have told you.  Was she that cruel?"  Willow said.

"She never told me." Angel says hurt.  "Son?"

"Don't look at me, the Slayer didn't make a practice of confiding in me." 

"NO Son... I know had you known you would have told me.  I would like you to help me with something." Angel says.

"Anything Peaches."  Spike says.

"The Slayer must die." Angel says to him.  "We'll share."

Spike gets a huge grin on his face.  "Really?  I finally get to pay her back?"  Spike asks.

"Yes.  Willow are you going to hate me for this." Angel asks

"No Angel I won't be mad.  If I could do it myself I would.  I'm so sorry that you didn't know.  If I would have known that she didn't tell you I would have.  Please believe that."  Willow sadly says.

"I know - but I'm going to kill her.  The demon will be satisfied."

"OK.  Can I go with you?"  Willow asks.  "I want to be there with you."

"Ok luv, I knew my witch was eager." Angel laughs.

"Good."  Willow smiles.

"So when do we leave?"  Spike asks.

"As soon as you go feed a little or I have a feeling I'll wake up dead." Cordy laughs.

"Luv I'd never do that to you."  Spike smiles at her.  "But you've got a good idea.  I'm pretty hungry after our little play session." 

"You're always hungry Spike.  What are you talking about?"  Willow laughs.

~*~ Sunnydale ~*~

"There she is patrolling alone."  Willow points out.

"Dumb Slayer.  Hey I can walk right up to her - she doesn't know about the chip." Spike says

"Go for it my boy.  Remember though - she's mine." Angel dictates.

"Yes Peaches."  Spike walks up behind Buffy and mocks her steps.  "You miss me pet?"  He whispers in her ear.

"Spike buzz off." Buffy says without even looking at him.

“Oh come on Slayer you know you missed me."  He licks her ear as he says that.

"Spike if you do not cease and desist I will forget that I called a truce with you." She says with all of her Slayer cockiness.

"Willow - you're up." Angel kisses her.

Willow walks up to Buffy.  "Hey Buff, what's up?"  She smiles.  "Oh hi Spike."  She says.

"What are you gonna do Slayer, punch me in my nose yet again?"  Spike says as he licks her other ear.

"Spike" Buffy warns. 

"Slayer"  Spike counters.

"What are you doing out here alone Buffy?  I thought that was against the rules."  Willow asks

"I'm the slayer I can be out at night by myself."  Buffy reminds her.  "Besides things have been quiet lately."  She says putting her stake in her waistband of her pants.

"Oh so you did miss me?"  Spike says as he starts to lick the back of her neck.

"Spike knock it off." Buffy warns.  Just then her arms get pulled behind her back and held tight.

"Yeah Spike - knock it off - she's mine." Angel says right next to Buffy's ear.

"OH Damn poof, I was just starting to have some fun."  Spike smirks knowing that it isn't over yet.

"Buffy hates it when I have fun.  She doesn't like to see me happy.  In fact -

she wants to make sure I'm never happy that’s why she lied to me about the biggest thing she could.  My Soul" Angel lets his fangs extend and he punctures her neck, he doesn't drink for more than a second, then says.  "Isn't that true Slayer- if you couldn't have me - you didn't want anyone to."

"Angel I'm sorry I was going to tell you.” Buffy says.

"But what Buffy?"  Willow hissed at her.

"The timing was off." Buffy says.

"Well - you don't get to dictate that Slayer." Angel hisses as he motions to Spike to hold her arms.

Spike does as Angel asks.  He holds her arms behind her.

Angel walks in front of Buffy and smiles at her.  "I just want you to know something Slayer you don't get me - and in fact there’s more of a reason for that than the whole vampire slayer thing.  You suck in bed." Angel teases.  Then moves to kiss Willow.

Willow kisses him back with everything that she had.  She loved doing that in front of Buffy.  She broke the kiss and glared at Buffy.  "You think that you could fuck with me and my friends, well think again.  I'm not the dumb little Willow that you thought I was."  She slapped Buffy hard across the face.

"Way to go luv."  Spike cheered from behind Buffy.

"Oh wait.  Spike my boy I'm sure there’s something you want to give our friendly Slayer."

Angel smirks and moves to hold the struggling Slayer letting Spike move in front of her.

Spike walks around to face her finally.  "So slayer, I'm starting to smell fear."  Spike smirks.  He then punches her in the nose.  "You like that slayer?"  He does it again just for the fun of it.

"How in the hell - the chip" Buffy stutters reeling from the force behind his punches.

"OH you mean this?"  Spike pulls the chip from his pocket.  He then punched her in the stomach.  "You will never control me again."  Spike growled at her and wanted so bad to bite her.  He looked towards Angel, pleading with his eyes.

"Hold her Spike." Angel pushes her into his arms.

"Buffy it would be easy to bite you like this." He then morphs into the demon.  "But that wouldn’t hurt you as much." Angel then makes the demon back down keeping only his fangs. 

"For your betrayal your beloved Angel is going to be the last face you see." Angel moves in for the kill motioning to Spike to go for the other side.

He licks the side of her face and then sinks his fangs into her tender neck.

"With pleasure."  Spike moves in on the other side.  His fangs have been out and he was just waiting for the ok to bite down.  He sunk his fangs into her neck and drank until Angel told him to stop.

Angel tapped Spike on the arm to back off, he wanted to be the one that took the last drop.

Spike mumbled under his breath, but understood that this was Angels call.  "Goodnight Slayer."  Spike whispered in her ear.

Angel continued to drink until she was at the point of death, he pulled back and looked at her in the eyes, "you're beneath me you lying bitch." Angel let her body drop to the ground.

Spike walked over to Angel and put his hand on his shoulder.  "You're free Peaches.  You've got a loving woman right over there that wants to be with you.  Go be with her."  Spike tells Angel.

"I plan on it - come on lets go home - you're woman awaits."

~*~

They all get back to LA and Spike is anxious to see Cordy.  He walks in the front door and doesn't see her.  "Honey, I'm home."  Spike shouts.

Cordy bounces down the stairs of the hotel in a cute bedtime outfit.  A cropped sweatshirt and sweat pant material short shorts.  Leaving her long legs and midriff open to his gaze.  "HI honey."  She hugs him tightly.

Spike didn't want to let go.  He picked her up and they went into the living area.  He sat them down on the couch and looked into her eyes.  He leaned in and kissed her like he hasn't seen her in months. 

"Damn if that’s what I get when you get to kill a slayer then I'll let you do it more often." Cordy smiles.

"Oh did we kill a slayer?"  Spike laughs. 

"Yes you brat, Giles called me to tell me to be on the look out for you." Cordy kisses his neck.

"Why would he need to warn you about little ole me?"  Spike teases and kisses her again.

"OH I don’t know - something about those sexy fangs working again."

"They are sexy aren't they."  Spike says as he lets his fangs come out.

"Ok I'm supposed to be boosting your ego not you.  You are supposed to be telling me how sexy my new outfit is." Cordy stands up and throws her hands in the air, twirling around, showing off her tanned, toned body.

"I thought for sure you'd know just how sexy you are by sitting on my lap.  You can't feel that?  Am I losing my touch?"  Spike says as he tries to feel up under her shirt.

"A girl likes to hear it even if she can feel it." Cordy says and walks into their bedroom.

Making sure her hips swing just right.

Spike follows her like a puppy dog.  Tongue out and all.  He closes the door behind him.  "You are very sexy Lia."  Spike says as he moves closer to her starting to strip his clothing off.

"See when you say stuff like that I want to do things to you." Cordy smiles and licks at his chest.

"You have the most gorgeous body that I've ever seen."  He moans as he reaches for her top to take it off.

Cordy lifts her arms, letting him pull the top from her body.  "Spike - I want your body."

Cordy says reaching in and kissing his neck.

"It's yours for the taking."  Spike says.  He moves her down onto the bed and begins to feel her chest.  He stops to play with her nipples. 

“For a demon you sure are a great lover." She kisses Spike hungrily.

"You haven't seen anything yet."  Spike laughs.  He leans down and takes one of her breasts in his mouth, while playing with the other one.

"Damn" Cordelia arches her back pushing her breast more into his mouth.  Her hand playing with his hair.

Spike switches and takes the other one in his mouth.  He loved teasing her.  He started to leave a trail of kisses down towards her womanhood.  He stopped right before he got there and made his way back up her body.  Taking in every part of her.

"You tease." Cordelia laughed and flipped them over.  "Two can play at that game."  She then started kissing down his body very slowly.  Nipping at his nipples and stomach muscles.

"You are such a tease Lia.  I dare you to go down farther."  Spike moaned.

"remember I'm still new at this - you gotta tell me if I do it right." She smiles removing his pants and licking at his balls.

"You don't do this like a bloody amateur."  Spike groans in excitement.

"You are doing everything right." 

"Really?" She smiles and sucks at his balls.

"YES!  Now lick up my cock and take the tip in your mouth."  Spike moans.

Cordelia does as he asks.  When she takes the tip in her mouth she swirls her tongue around it 4 or 5 times and then lets it slide out and licks at the slit on the top that his crying with pre-cum. "Mmm, you taste good."

"That isn't anything luv."  Spike moans as she plays with his cock with her tongue.  "Keep doing that and take it all the way in your mouth."

"I don't think I can get it all in my mouth - Spike you're huge." She looks up at him, licking at the tip again.

Spike is watching her and grins at her.  "You can do it Lia.  You'd be surprised." 

"Ok but if I choke on you - you're in trouble." She smiles and swallows the tip again. 

Swirling her tongue again before swallowing 3 inches of him.  Feeling like her airway was cut off she begins to stress.

"Relax the back of your throat Lia.  Let your lips and your tongue guide you.  You are doing such a great job."  Spike moans. 

Cordelia calms at the sound of his voice her hand moving up his body, her

mouth moves down his cock, taking even more down her throat.

"That's it Lia.  Just relax and have fun with it.  You can use your other hand to stroke it as you suck on it."  Spike says.  "DAMN woman you are good." 

Cordy pulls up and lets him slide completely out of her mouth, she has to breathe for a few seconds, she licks at his balls and moves even lower and licks at the soft area of skin just below his balls.  She read in Cosmo that guys liked that.

"Damn don't...stop..."  Spike pants.

Cordy wasn’t sure if he liked that or didn't, so she licked at the tip of his weeping organ to try to gain an feel for his feelings.

"Did you like that? Am I doing it right?"

"Oh bloody hell woman you are doing it so good."  Spike moans.  "Suck more I'm almost there." 

"OK." Cordy loves the taste of him, she lowers her head and takes him back in her mouth, this time not scared of choking.  She sucks him deep into her mouth, taking almost all of his length.  She can't seem to swallow the last 1 1/2 inches.

She works diligently though, sliding him in and out of her mouth.

"OH DAMN"  Spike moans.  "Lia I'm gonna cum...do you want me to in your mouth?"  Spike doesn't want to do anything that would hurt her or scare her.

Cordy likes his taste so she slides back a little then slides her head down on him again swallowing hard, hoping that will get him to cum.

That was all that Spike needed.  He spilled his seed down her throat.  "You are such a bloody pro at this Lia." 

She backs off and licks at his tip again, tasting him again.  She then looks at him, "I have to work at it - I couldn't take all of you in my throat." She lays down in his arms.  "Why couldn't I?"

Spike pulls her near him.  "It's ok that you couldn't do that.  You did such a wonderful job.  Look at the outcome, I came like I haven't in a real long time.  You were perfect." 

Spike leans down to kiss her.

"But I want it all." She says after the kiss. 

"Well then I guess that we will have LOTS of practice sessions."  Spike smirks at her.

"OK...and by the time I'm done with you - when I mention giving you head your going to get hard." She smiles.

"Angel are you trying to wear me out?"  Willow smirks as she rolls onto her stomach.  Naked as the day she was born.  Angel had a habit of making her hate clothing.

Angel smiles as he starts to caress her naked back.  He massaged her back gently.  What a beautiful canvas he thought.

"That feels so good Angel.  So tell me about Spike and you.  What does it feel like to be  with him?"  Willow asks.

"It turns me on just thinking about the two of you together."

"I noticed that" Angel smiles and reaches over on the side of the bed for his markers.

"Spike is my childe, there's a bond between him and I that extends beyond

any normal plane.  Physically when I'm with him. I feel really safe cos I know I can't hurt him no matter how rough I am."

"How rough do you get?"  She asks.

“With Spike very rough. But he likes that too cos its well, its a vampire thing.  We are demons not human so that side of us needs to be acknowledged to." Angel takes an alcohol wipe and wipes off the small of Willows back.  "Can I draw on you?"

"Sure you can."  Willow smiles.  "Do you miss being with him when you are with me cause you can't be as rough?"

"No.  I love the tender side to you, Spike is just part of me - he lets me connect to who I am.  You help me connect to what I will be hopefully someday."

"What do you mean who you hopefully will be someday?  Don't you like who you are now?" 

"NO I do - but I heard a prophecy that says someday the vampire with a soul will become human.  I don't know if that’s true or not but I'd sure love it if it was."  Angel starts to draw out a design on her lower back.

"But if you were human then you couldn't be with Spike the way that you like to.  I mean you could be like that with him, but he couldn't be that way back to you or he would hurt you."

"he'd like that." Angel laughs.  "I hurt him many times throughout the years."

"But not on purpose.  That just isn't you."  Willow giggles.  "That tickles."  She said as she felt Angel drawing on her.

"That was me - for so long I was a soulless demon and it was fun

while it lasted.  But I'm glad I have a soul now - cos I like loving Spike

is more than torturing him." Angel drew another line, then changed colors.

"I like you the way that you are.  I hope that you don't ever change.  So what are you drawing?"  Willow asks.

"Never mind miss nosey." Angel teases and pats her on the bare bottom.

"Oh you can do that again."  She laughs.  "How come you never found someone to share your life?  Any woman would love to have you.  I know that I do."  She turns her head to smile at Angel.

Angel kisses her.  Then he takes a Polaroid camera and takes a picture of his 'mark' on Willow and hands it to her.  "There - all done."

"That is beautiful Angel.  Can you do an actual tattoo of that on me?"  Willow asks.

"Yeah I can - make sure that’s the one you want though- they are kind of permanent - we both have to agree one marking cos I'll end up with it too." He smiles at her.  "I can try a few more for you."

"I really like that one, but it's fun having you draw on me so why don't you do a few more and then we can decide."  Willow smiles.

"So you will get the same one as me?"

"Yeah it will automatically imprint on me if we mate."

"In all my researching I've never heard of that, but I like it."  Willow smiles and leans up to kiss him.

“What haven't you heard of? Mating?"

"No silly, the transferring of the tattoo.  But now that you brought it up didn't we already mate?  Or am I not understanding what it means?"  Willow asks.

"Ok lets educate Willow while I mark your perfectly flat stomach." Angel takes out his pens while she turns over.  "Ok we haven't mated.  When we make love, and I drink from you - I claim you as my future mate.  When we make love and we drink from each other during the act that’s mating.  That’s forever.  At that point if you've been marked as mine - with a tattoo

then the same one will transfer to the same spot on my body - kind like how humans wear wedding rings.  Vampire's wear markings of some sort."  Angel changes colors.

"That is so beautiful Angel.  I like the sound of that.  Have you ever mated with anyone before?"  Willow asks.

"Nope.  If I had - I wouldn’t be lying in bed with you right now.  This is forever Willow no divorce like in human relationships.  To be honest I've never wanted to mate with someone before. Sire-childe is something like a mate but not like this."

"How is it different?  You are bonded and will belong to each other forever right?"

"Yes but with a mate you are equal with a Sire/Childe relationship its an ownership factor. As well as - you don’t have to be a vampire to mate with me.  IF you wanted to be my childe, you'd have to die first."

Angel tells her finishing the marking on her stomach.

I like the fact that we will be equal.  So after we mated how does Spike factor into our relationship?"  Willow asks.  "That drawing is wonderful to Angel.  You are going to make this a hard choice to make." 

"well you don't have to pick now.  I refuse to mate with you before we've been together at least 6 months or a year.  It should be a courtship just like marriage would be in your customs.  Spike...well if we mated - he'd be yours too.  You would be my equal so he would have to obey you and pleasure you like he does to me."

"Doesn't that mean cheating, me being with Spike or even asking him to pleasure me?"  Willow asked puzzled.

"No - in vampire terms sire and childe are considered on in the same as far as ones mate is concerned.  Just like his mate is mine." Angel explains, running his fingers into her hair.

"Do you want to be with his mate?  What if you get tired of me and you find her more attractive?  Is that why you want to wait close to a year to become mates?  To see if you want to get rid of me?"  Willow asked hurt.

"Huh?"  Angel was confused about why the mood changed.  "Willow I want to wait cos I want to court you.  If doesn't matter if I'm with you or not - if I want Cordy after she mates with Spike - she's mine. Period."

"Oh and you'd like that wouldn't you?  Get tired of me and then you would have a back-up."

Willow says as she gets up out of bed and walks to the window.

"OK woman what planet are you on?  Where is the little witch who let me draw all over her just 10 min. ago?  What has you so insecure?" Angel looks at her naked form.

"After being with you this afternoon I didn't think that you would want to wait to be mated, and then you tell me that you want to wait at least 6 months to a year before we even think about it.  I just think that you will find out that you don't really want to be with you at all.  You will find someone more attractive and who isn't as naive."  Willow says still looking out the window.

"I like your naivety - I get to teach this way." Angel smiles hoping she'll stop this insecurity - he wanted his witch back not mousy Willow.

"I'm tired of being like that.  Don't you get tired of teaching people things, especially me?"  Willow asks.

"Willow - I'm a master vampire - I've been teaching for over 200 yrs.  What don't you want  to be like?" Angel was getting lost again.

"I'm tired of being naive, stupid and insecure.  I guess that it scares me the more that you are with me you will want to run like everyone else that has been in my life.  I don't want to lose you." 

"Would you calm down if I claimed you?" Angel asks, he's got to do something because this isn't the Willow he's falling for.

"No because that isn't what you want.  Don't you see, everyone that I've ever trusted in my life has let me down in one way or another.  Buffy was the last straw.  I trusted her that she would tell you that you will have your soul permanently, and she betrays that trust.  I'm sorry, I ruined our evening."  She went over to sit on the couch and put her head in her hands.

"Claiming you isn't mating - mating is what I'm not willing to do yet." Angel tells her touching her arm.

"What is claiming?"  She asks.

"Claiming is when I bite into your neck in one in particular spot and I mark  you with my  scent - sounds pretty primal but in my way - its like I guess what a promise ring would mean in your customs." Angel tells her vaguely.

"I don't want you to do that just because I flipped out tonight.  I want you to do that because you want to.  I know that I want to be with you forever Angel and I don't want to lose you.  I know that you don't lie and I should trust that."  Willow says quietly.

"Ok how about this - when we make love - I'll claim you.  That way we're both giving each other something to make them feel secure.  I haven't had sex in 3 yrs and I'm scared that when I do - I'll lose my soul, so by waiting until we make love I won't leave you claimed to an evil bastard." Angel kisses her temple.

Willow looks up at Angel.  "I like the sound of that.  But don't you see, you had sex today with all of us and you didn't lose your soul.  You pleasured me and were enjoying it.  Spike finished you and you came, and you didn't lose your soul."  Willow looks him in the eyes seeing if he believes her. 

"That wasn't making love though - making love to me is pure bliss, when someone can give there all to me, heart, body and soul, and trust me that much – that’s perfect happiness.  Today was just a hell of a lot of fun." Angel smiles.

Willow smiles at him.  "That was a lot of fun wasn't it?"  She leans in and kisses Angel.  "I want to give you me, heart, body and soul and my trust.  I'm in your hands Angel.  I trust you."  Willow kisses him again.

"thank you little one." Angel kisses her, letting the kiss deepen.

Willow got caught up in his kiss.  She let her body melt into him.  This is all for Angel tonight.  She was going to let him guide her as to what he needed.

Angel knew she was surrendering to him, and he thanked her silently for it.  He needed to be intimate with a woman, and not feel pressured because of it.  He slowly rolled onto his side and continued the kiss as he pulled her tight into his arms.  It had been over 3 yrs since he kissed a woman such as his flame haired beauty.

He felt so good up next to Angel.  She felt safe in his arms.  She continued to kiss him deeply.  She started to run her hands up his chest.

Angel's hands found their way into her hair, he deepened the kiss and then broke away suddenly.

Willow looked up at him startled that he broke the kiss.  "What's wrong?"

"Willow, you need to breathe." He tells her, actually he needed to calm down before she could tell how excited she made him.

"I'm breathing, trust me."  Willow laughed.  "I'm ok if you want to continue."  She leaned up and started kissing him again.

"Oh damn." Angel pulls back a second.  "OK in about 2 seconds you'll be wondering if you're in bed with a teenager.  Honestly I'm normally not this bad."

"Bad is good.  I see it as a compliment that you are like this already."  Willow smiles at him.

"I see it as embarrassing.  I'm a Master Vampire that can't master his own body."  Angel smiles then rolls over on top of her, keeping his erection on the outside of her thigh, "But       at least you know I'm happy to see you."

She laughs at him.  "Just go with your feelings Angel.  Have fun with them and me."

"My bloodlust is awakened." He licks her neck.

"Mmmm, go with that."  Willow says as she reaches around him and feels his back and lets her hands wonder to his buttocks.

"What are you doing you tease?" Angel smiles feeling her hands on him.

"I'm not teasing, I'm just getting more acquainted with your body."  She smiles.

"Oh by all means feel free." Angel kisses her ear.  "Sexy." He mumbles before biting at her neck with human teeth.

"I will if you keep that up."  She says as she runs her nails on his back.

"Promise." He mumbles licking at her collarbone before nibbling there as well.  His hand running into her hair.

"Oh yeah."  Willow mumbles.  She runs her hands up his neck and into his hair.

Angel continues to pleasure his witch.  He adores the fact that she is eager but yet not pushy.  She's given him the control that he needs right now.

~*~ the next day ~*~

Spike comes through the door with flowers in his hands.  He is searching for Cordy, but runs into Willow instead.

"Oh flowers for me?  You really shouldn't have."  She teased.

"Good, cause I didn't luv.  You've got your own man tell him to start treating you right." 

Spike laughed at her.

"Fine if you want to be that way.  I just thought that you would want to thank me for getting you and Cordy together."  She smiled.

"You aren't a bloody matchmaker."  Spike laughs.

"I'm Angel's and you are Angel's so you better watch what you say to me."  She tries to be tough.

"Liar.  You haven't even bloody mated yet and plus he hasn't even claimed you yet so I can say anything I bloody well want."  Spike says back.

"Do I need to go and get him to teach you a lesson?"  Willow counters.

“Oh now that could be a lot of fun."  Spike smirks.

"Oooh you are impossible."  Willow smiles.  "Go find your woman and be nice."

"Childe." Angel says calmly from the doorway.

"Hey poof"  Spike says.

"You wouldn't be being mean to my woman would you?" Angel asks softly.

Spike smiles at him.  "Me?  I'm never mean am I luv?"

"Are you low on blood again and are starting to hallucinate?"  Willow laughs.

"Brat.  Hey dad - after I give my woman a surprise wanna show your childe how to hunt."

Spike smiles.  "I know you want the blood."

"Sure son - go give your woman her present." Angel smiles kissing Willow.

"Then we will go hunting right?"  Spike wants to make sure.

"yes Spike - I'll go hunting with you - I'm tired of drinking from a bag." Angel smiles.

Spike then bound up the stairs screaming. "Where are you woman?"

"Right here vampboy." She says behind him.

"I've got something for you.  You wanna guess?"  Spike smirks.

"An apology for that tone you just used." She puts her hands on her hips telling him she's not pleased without words.

"What did I do wrong now?"  Spike says getting defensive.

"Where are you *woman*?  I have a name SPIKE" She says.

"Oh but I don't use names, don't you know that luv?"  Spike teases her.

"Well I prefer not to be addressed as *Woman* now if you were to call me your woman that’s fine." She clarifies.  He was too damn cute to be angry at.

"So next time I'll just say 'Where's MY woman'  Is that ok?"  Spike laughs.

"Yes." She kisses him.

Spike kisses her back and then pulls away he brings the flowers out from behind his back.

"You're a sweetheart." She kisses him quick.  "But I won't tell anyone."

"Good, I've got my reputation to protect you know."  He smiles at her.  "Well I'm hungry and I've got to go and feed." 

"Ok have fun.  How long will you be?" Cordy kisses him again.

"Keeping tabs on me already?"  He laughs.  "I'm not sure, I'm real hungry."

"Ok well I guess I'll just have to take a bath by myself - its a good thing I have toys." She teases.

"PEACHES"  Spike hollers.  "We've got to hurry."  He kisses her quick and says, "Wait for me, I'll scrub your back among other things." 

"Ok" She laughs.  She loves to tease him. But the tease has become too hard on her. Tonight she wouldn't tease.  She'd keep that promise tonight.

"Ok Spike why are you walking like a bat out of hell." Angel laughs. "I thought we were going to take our time to enjoy ourselves."

"Not tonight Peaches, I just got a better offer."  He sees Cordy in the background and winks at her.

"OH better than your sire?"

He hesitates.  "Sorry Peaches but tonight...yeah.  So what are you waiting for lets go."

"OK - but you've got to tell me what’s better than me." Angel smiles throwing his arm around Spike's shoulders.

Spike looks up to Angel.  "Now if I have to explain that to you then it has been to long since you have had any."  He smirks at him.  "Now lets go already."

He walks away with Spike.  "So you think you're going to get busy with my best friend?"

"You got a problem with that?" 

"Not as long as she gets hers and you don't act like an ass after words." Angel tells him then stops when he finds his prey.  He points to a couple walking hand in hand.

"You know me Peaches.  I'm not going to hurt her.  Now lets get us some dinner."

Angel and Spike move in for dinner unnoticed, take what they need and turn to home.  "Is it me or are humans even easier now than 100 yrs ago."

"Nope we are just better at getting to them before they even knew what bit them."  Spike laughs.

"Ha ha - ok lets go home we have women to please." Angel laughs.

"You got that right.  I'll race you old timer."  With that Spike took off running towards the hotel.

Angel took off after his childe, but was no match for his youth.  "Will stop."

Spike slowed down and waited for Angel to catch up.  "Am I to much for you?"  He smiled.

 "NO - but you don’t want to seem to eager.  Come on Will - you're the Big Bad."

~ Watch for Part 2 ~