Against Hope
Part Three
By Pebbles
Pebbles@ukgateway.net
It was like a nightmare. Luka felt himself falling; over and over he tumbled in slow
motion. He tried to grab hold of something to impede his progress but he just kept falling
and falling, gathering momentum. He hit a rock smack against his upper back
knocking the wind out of him. Still he kept falling.
Luka grabbed out at a branch as he plunged by. For a moment he felt his progress braked
but then the force of his body weight tore at his shoulder and it dislocated with a
sickening pop. He was forced to let go in agony.
Down, down he tumbled. The pain in his shoulder blasting through him each time he impacted
with the ground. Then, blessed relief, he was flying through the air. It seemed like he
was airborne for ages but in reality it was just seconds.
Crash, he hit the ground. Pain shot through him as his thigh collided with a rock and a
brief sensation of cold washed over him before Luka lost consciousness, his head bleeding
from a blow sustained on the descent.
At the top of the ravine, Doug sat on the damp ground trying to pull himself together. The
fog in his head was clearing a bit although the mist all around him was getting thicker.
He slowly eased himself forward feeling with his feet. About a yard along the ground
suddenly dropped away.
"Kovac!" He yelled and then strained to hear an answer. Absolutely no sound
reached his ears. "Hey, Kovac!" again he waited for an answer. He had no idea
how deep the ravine was or how steeply the ground fell away. He was completely blind. If
he went back to find the road he might never find this spot again and there was a good
chance he would just lose himself completely.
The best bet seemed to be to inch forwards on his backside and try to follow the route
that Kovac fell. If he kept low to the ground he could hopefully avoid sliding and with
luck he might find the man. Come on Doug, you can do it. Just slow and steady, no point in
falling yourself.
Little by little Doug made his way down the slope. The grass was wet and slippery but
dotted about there were rocks, which he could brake himself against. About twenty yards
down the slope the fog started to clear and he could make out the shape of trees and
bushes. The moon was up; illuminating the valley with its pale light.
Another ten yards and the slope ended in a sheer drop of about twenty feet. Doug could
just make out the sound of running water and the silvery reflection of the moonlight
between the trees a river. How in hell was he going to get down there? He eased
himself sideways like a crab. A short way to the left was a copse of stunted trees. Doug
clung on to the trunk of one and peered over the edge.
The trees grew right on the edge of the precipice their roots spreading out below in their
search for anchorage. Doug reckoned that if he lowered himself over the edge he could use
the roots to help him get nearer the ground. It looked like a drop of about ten feet to a
patch of bracken below. He could make that, couldnt he?
Gingerly, Doug eased himself over the edge; praying that the roots would be strong enough
to take his weight. The first couple of handholds proved to be good. Doug reached out to a
smaller bough lower down. It flexed. Should he trust it to take his weight? The decision
was made as the last bough snapped leaving Doug clinging on by just one hand.
The bough bent. Doug was helpless. There was nothing else within his reach. Luckily it did
not break just bent further and further until his feet were no more than about five feet
from the deck. "Here goes nothing." Doug said out loud, his voice sounding eyrie
in the silence of the valley. He let go and braced himself for a hard landing.
The drop was in fact greater than he had anticipated but the bracken below cushioned the
impact and Doug suffered no more than a few scratches and bruises. For a moment he lay
still thanking God or whoever. Didnt they say that the Lord looks after small
children and drunks? Doug now felt completely sober.
Carol stopped the car. The fog was closing in rapidly and she could no longer make out the
sides of the road. This was ridiculous; she couldnt possibly drive in these
conditions. She also couldnt leave the men stranded on the moor. They must have
calmed down by now. Driving off and leaving them had been pretty stupid she admitted to
herself however much they deserved it.
She got out of the car to try and determine if there was room to turn around. The road was
single track but there was a passing place just ahead. Carol carefully worked her way
around the perimeter trying to make sure that there were no rocks or other obstacles in
the way. She walked back to the car; its headlights guiding her back.
Very slowly she drove into the passing space and began to perform a turning manoeuvre that
anyone would have been proud of. She lost count of the times she inched first back and
then forward; turning the wheel from full lock right to full lock left. First gear
reverse gear first gear reverse gear. Without power assisted steering it was
hard going but just as well it was a small car, anything bigger might have got stuck.
At last the car was facing in the right direction. Slowly she drove back along the road
she had come. How far had she driven? It all looked the same in the fog. There was no
sensation of distance travelled. She peered through the windscreen trying to pick out a
landmark. Suddenly a shape loomed out of the mist right in front of the car. Carol floored
the brake pedal. It was large and hairy and it had four legs. A Dartmoor pony!
As it slowly shambled out of the way, Carol dropped her head against her hands that
gripped the wheel. She was not sure whether to laugh or cry. She was feeling pretty shaken
up by now, beginning to panic that she would not find Doug or Luka. Guilt mingled with
fear was a potent brew and tears began to fill up her eyes. "Pull yourself
together" She spoke to herself, continuing on down the road.
Checking the speedometer Carol saw that she had driven four miles since she turned. It had
taken her over half an hour! Although she could not be sure at what point she had thrown
out Luka and Doug she was sure that if they had been at the side of the road she would
have seen them or at least they would have seen her. Now what? A few yards further
on twin glowing eyes came at her out of the fog.
Luka was in a twilight world between consciousness and unconsciousness. It was filled with
pain. Excruciating pain and coldness. His shoulder hurt but that was eclipsed by the agony
in his leg. He had experienced this pain before and now he was back there, cowering in the
dark from the blows of his aggressors. He could taste the dirt in his mouth, his head held
down by a jackboot on his neck.
The guards took delight in torturing their prisoners. It was not enough to just lock them
up and starve them. A hard core would pull men out at random and dole out punishment.
These were usually beatings with knotted ropes or riffle butts. When the man was down on
the ground they would put the boot in.
Luka had spent six months in the camp after the fall of Vukovar. During this time he had
been beaten half a dozen times. At the end of each he had been black and blue and once he
had lost a couple of teeth but so far he had got off better than some of the others. He
had even found the pain therapeutic in a twisted kind of way. It was what he deserved
wasnt it?
His grief burned inside him, far greater than any physical pain. It consumed him, became
what he was. If the guards had chosen to smash his skull it could not hurt him more. Luka
believed he was already dead and this was hell.
The final beating was in the spring. Perhaps the guards were more vicious because they
knew their sport was coming to an end. The prisoners were to be moved the next day. Luka
was standing in line waiting for the meagre ration of food when he made the mistake of
looking the supervising officer right in the eye. For a moment their gaze locked, then
Luka quickly dropped his eyes to the ground.
It was too late. A cry went up and soon two heavily built thugs were pulling Luka out of
the line. His hands were tied behind his back and a blindfold secured over his eyes. He
was pushed and shoved along until he crashed right into a wall. Then strong hands were
pulling his hands above his head and he was literally hung up like a side of meat on a
butchers hook.
Blows rained upon him. He could not tell how many. They came from all sides. Finally a
massive blow to his thigh fractured his femur and he passed out in a vision of red. He
came to where they had left him, cut down and slumped to the floor. For how many hours he
lay there, moaning in agony, he did not know.
He was aware of strong hands examining his body. A voice came from far off, speaking in a
language he did not understand. "Kovac! Speak to me man." The hands were working
in a methodical fashion and the voice came again. It seemed nearer this time. "Open
your eyes, Kovac! Come on." His eyelids were pulled open and a face peered at him,
all out of focus and distorted.
"Come on Kovac, stay with me now. Im going to fix you up and then were going to
get out of here." The voice sounded reassuring but Luka could not make sense of the
words. He opened his mouth and tried to speak. "Whats that?" The face
appeared again, looking more familiar now. "Speak English Kovac!"
"I said, call me Luka." He finally managed to process the language and spit out
the words.
"Yeah, now were getting somewhere. Now, tell me who I am."
Luka stared at the friendly face looking down at him. It took some time but then it came
to him: "Doug Ross." He mumbled before the pain radiating from his thigh grabbed
his entire attention.
"Now were getting somewhere." Doug repeated, smiling at Luka, wishing he
felt as confident about the situation as he was trying to sound.
End of Part 3