Ribbon of Glass
Part Seven
By Pebbles
pebbles@ukgateway.net

RATING: Over 13?

CONTENT; Romance. Involves Luka, Carter, Abby and a couple of my own characters.

TIMELINE: December 2000 – Spring 2001 but ignoring almost all events of Season 7

DISCLAIMER: ER and its characters are the property of Warner Bros. Entertainment, Amblin Television, NBC, Michael Crichton and Constant C Productions. There is no copyright infringement intended. This has been written purely for the enjoyment of ER fans everywhere. I am receiving no monetary compensation for my work. These ideas belong to this author and in no way reflect the values or intentions of the creators and writers of ER.

Sophie O’Neill & Simon Tweedale are my own inventions.

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“Everything I possess
Given with tenderness
Wrapped in a ribbon of glass” - Annie Lennox (Cold)

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December 13th 8am 

Luka woke up on Wednesday morning feeling strangely energised. He realised with surprise that he had slept all through the night without waking once – the first time without the help of drugs in years. His rational mind put this down to all the fresh air and exercise he’d had the day before but a small part of his consciousness realised that something fundamental had changed. The mental scars were beginning to fade. 

Swinging his legs out of bed he felt a few unfamiliar aches. He had walked for miles yesterday. He’d started out at the southern end of Lincoln Park and had then walked north with the lake on his right and carried on until he eventually ran out of park. The sun was out, bouncing off the frozen surface of the lake so that he had to screw up his eyes to avoid being dazzled. He breathed in the freezing air like a drowning man - gulping it greedily. Reaching the end of the park he’d turned about and retraced his footsteps south. 

All the time he had walked he had indulged in a seductive daydream. He didn’t care that it could only be a dream when there was so much pleasure to be had in it. He had imagined himself walking with Sophie – her slender fingers entwined in his. As they walked along the shores of Lake Michigan it gradually became the rugged shore of the Adriatic. He was showing her his homeland – delighting in introducing her to all its beauty. 

He told her about his childhood – pointed out the harbour where they had moored his first little boat. They sat side by side on the old stone quay dipping their toes in the warm clear water and he shared his most precious memories – including the most treasured – the brief lives of his children.  

Now they were on another shore. Discovering together the ancient cities of Italy. Together they explored the canals of Venice, the museums of Florence. They flew from place to place – in his fantasy they could defy space and time. He chose his favourite paintings to show to Sophie. One minute they were in Florence and then Rome, Paris, London then St Petersburg. Monet’s garden at Giverny, Cézanne’s Provencal landscapes and the wonderful dancers painted by Degas - they stood before them all – sharing their beauty – always her fingers interlaced with his. He told her why he loved them and she understood completely. She loved them too. 

Now it was music. Where could he begin? He imagined them drawing up at the opera house in Milan in an open carriage pulled by white horses – their breath creating clouds of vapour and their hooves crunching in the snow. She was wrapped in furs – diamonds at her throat. Together they sipped champagne and let Verdi’s sweet music invade their souls. He kissed the tears from her cheeks as the dying Violetta sang of her love for Alfredo. Felt the weight of her head as she rested it against his chest. Then riding home in the dark – lying in each other’s arms under the fur coverings... Luka walked faster as his thoughts turned to the sensual pleasures he dreamt of sharing with Sophie. 

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Today when he awoke Luka had one thought on his mind – after he’d had had some breakfast. My God he was starving – his belly rumbling loudly as he stood under the shower. He couldn’t remember when he had last felt this hungry. As the water pummelled his shoulders he roughed out his plan for the day. Actually there were two things on his mind. First - it was time he went out and bought himself a CD player. For too long his life had been without music. And then – there were some lines of poetry, which had hovered at the verges of his conscious mind all the while he was walking yesterday. He wanted to find a bookshop – to find that particular piece. So – shopping was the order of the day – after breakfast.  

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10.30am 

Sophie woke with a start – conscious that she had overslept. After a moment of blind panic she realised that she was off today - her second day off in a row. She lay back against the soft pillows waiting for her heart to stop pounding. All around the outsized bed lay open files and precarious piles of medical journals. She had no idea what time she had fallen asleep last night. Her body clock was all shot up what with rotating from days to nights and back again all in just over a week. No wonder Dr Kovac always looked tired. 

After fifteen more minutes of glorious wallowing under the comforter – Sophie reluctantly dragged herself out. Weaving her way around the piles of paperwork she made her way to the window and pulled back the drapes. The sun was shining over the lake and she felt her spirits lift. Her next port of call was the CD player in the lounge. What should it be? Something rousing – something to fill the empty house. Her fingers alighted on Prokofiev – Romeo and Juliet Suites – just perfect for getting the housework and the laundry done!  

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12.15pm

John Carter poured himself a fresh cup of coffee from the machine in the lounge. Then he almost wished he hadn’t. The milk in the fridge had disappeared – he suspected the nurses had finished it off but knew it would be a bad move to complain. If Abby were on he might get away with it but she had another day off. He grimaced as he knocked it back neat then headed back to the fray.  

As he approached the board to sign up for another patient he noticed Simon Tweedale leaning on the admit desk talking to a couple of the nurses. Stepping over to join them he noticed the way the surgical resident leant in close to talk to the pretty Latino nurse – his eyes locked with hers as if she were the centre of his universe. 

“Hey Tweedale! What brings you down here? I don’t remember calling for a consult.” Tweedale immediately switched his attention to John, leaving the nurse feeling suddenly insignificant.  

“Carter!” Tweedale grinned broadly. “Benton’s got me covering the ER today – thought I’d put my nose in – see if your hiding any – er – trauma’s from me.” John noticed the surgeon was not giving him his full attention. His eyes kept flitting about from the board to the hallway and back again. 

“No – it’s pretty quiet down here.” He had an idea Tweedale had a different agenda. “So you can go back upstairs.”

 “Well – I’ll just hang around here if its all the same to you.” He ignored John’s comments and continued to stare just over his colleague’s shoulder.

 “She’s not here.” That caught his attention. “Its Sophie O’Neill you’re looking for – isn’t it? She’s off today.”

 “Yeah.” Tweedale freely admitted it. “Damn that Kovitch – he’s keeping her all to himself.”

 John didn’t really know the senior doctor very well but he resented Tweedale’s insinuation. “Dr Kovac doesn’t draw up the rotas – that’s Weaver’s domain.” He straightened up to maximise on the inch or two he had on the surgeon’s height. “And Dr Kovac would never misuse his position and mess with a medical student.” 

“No – that’s not what I meant.” For the first time the almost permanent smile dropped from his face. “Never mind.” He turned as if to finally go and then changed his mind. “Look Carter – I don’t mind admitting that I’m interested in her. You – er – don’t know anything about her do you?” 

John relented. After all he didn’t really have anything against this young surgeon. “It’ll cost you.” Before Tweedale could respond he added. “You can buy me lunch!”

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 3pm

Luka took a sip from the tiny white cup of Turkish coffee and then set it carefully down in its saucer. If only they could get coffee like this at the hospital he mused – then life would be altogether more bearable. He slipped his hand in his coat pocket and then remembered that he had given up smoking. Oh well – at least here he could indulge in one of his vices, he thought as he took another sip.

It had been a long day. Tiring in a different way than his long hike of the day before. Purchasing a CD player and a selection of discs had been a simple matter. There was a bit of negotiating over how soon it could be delivered but nothing that his European penchant for bargaining couldn’t deal with and even enjoy. 

The book of poetry had turned out to be a different matter. He had been directed from one vast bookstore to another until at last one helpful young clerk bothered to look up the volume on the store computer. It was out of print. The only hope of finding it would be to trawl through the multitude of tiny second-hand bookstores in downtown Chicago.  

Luka’s first plan – to install himself comfortably in a bar with his cell phone and a telephone directory came unstuck when it emerged that very few of these booksellers had any idea what they had on their shelves. He was going to have to put in the legwork after all. He’d lost count of the number of little shops he’d scoured with their dusty shelves groaning with forgotten books. He certainly felt like he’d visited every one in town and the musty smell still clung to his coat.  

Sometimes he’d gotten sidetracked on discovering a couple of volumes in his native tongue or a guide book to one of the many European cities he planned to revisit. Consequently he now had a pile of books on the bench beside him tied up in a bundle with brown hairy string. In his coat pocket though – in the inside breast pocket right next to his heart – was the tiny volume that he had been searching for all along. 

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5.30pm 

Hearing Abby’s car scrunching to a halt on the gravel driveway, Sophie rushed to throw open the front door. 

“Whoa! This is some kind of place you’ve got here!” Abby spun around taking in the full extent of the ranch-like house.  

“Come on in – before you get cold!” Now it was dark the temperature was dropping like a stone. Abby took one last long look at the floodlit exterior before entering the hallway which was pretty impressive too, being the full height of the building with two cedar staircases accessing the upper rooms. 

Sophie took Abby’s coat and then led her through into the vast living room. The floor to ceiling window over-looking the lake was now obscured by heavy drapes and a log fire was burning in the hearth.  

“This is beautiful, Sophie. I never would have believed a place this – er – big could be so homely.” Abby wandered around the room examining the various objects displayed above the fireplace and on the low shelving, which extended down the whole length of one wall. Nothing apart from the photographs particularly reminded her of Sophie. 

“It’s mostly my Dad’s stuff in here. I haven’t got around to sorting anything out yet.” Sophie watched her friend anxiously as she took it all in.  

Abby turned and smiled. “Why change anything – it’s lovely.”

 “Well I plan to sell up in the summer. I promised Dad I would stay here until I graduated but after that it’ll all go.” When Abby looked puzzled by her scheme, Sophie explained some more. “I don’t need such a big place. Once I graduate I’ll get something more convenient and then the profit will go in with the rest of Dad’s estate. He set up a trust to fund a ‘hospice at home’ service. We both felt it was the best thing to do.” Talking about this was making Sophie feel a bit low so she tried to concentrate on positive thoughts. “I don’t need it. I’m already incredibly fortunate to be starting out without any student loans to pay back – and I’ll own an apartment or small town house outright. The rest is – well I don’t want it.” Sophie found herself blushing under Abby’s scrutiny. 

“It sounds like a great plan to me.” There was a moment’s awkward silence and then Sophie exclaimed. 

“Well we’d better get on with the main business! Come on upstairs and I’ll show you my closets!” The two girls were soon busy pulling clothes out and trying them on until a sizeable pile covered the bed. Abby took a liking to a strapless black satin dress, which was elegant in its simplicity. 

“Hmmm.” Sophie frowned as Abby paraded up and down the room. “We would have to take it up a bit. Even with heels you’re in danger of tripping over that hem.” Abby turned around and studied her reflection in the mirror.

 Sophie took hold of Abby’s hair and held it up on top of her head for her to see the effect. “It looks good on you but – there’s another dress you haven’t seen yet. I think you should try it on before you decide.” She disappeared into another room while Abby reluctantly unzipped the black dress. 

“It’s pink!” Abby exclaimed as Sophie returned with the dress in her arms. 

“Just try it on – I think the colour’s more like a mashed strawberry.” She held it up for Abby to take. 

“There isn’t any back!” Abby hesitated. “What’s going to hold it up?” 

“Oh quit complaining and just put it on – you’ll see!” Sophie grinned remembering her own reaction when her father had bought her the dress. She’d indulged him then – as it gave him so much pleasure to try and spoil her but she didn’t have the figure to really do it justice. 

“My God!” Abby breathed out as she saw her reflection in the mirror. The crushed velvety material clung to her every curve like a glove only flaring out slightly at mid-calf. Turning slightly she could just see her naked back exposed all the way from her shoulders blades to the upper curve of her buttocks. 

“Marilyn Monroe – eat your heart out!” Sophie was thrilled to see that Abby looked as good in it as she had imagined.

 Abby was silent for a long time before almost whispering. “I don’t know what to say Sophie. I – I’ve never worn anything like this before.” It was her turn to feel embarrassed.

 “Well you look fantastic – John is not going to be able to keep his hands off you!”  

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7.45pm 

Simon Tweedale stamped his feet to try and keep warm whilst he waited for the El train to arrive. He had only recently been reintroduced to the delights of public transportation and was extremely unimpressed. He cursed under his breath. If only that damn garage hadn’t sold him such a crock of shit then he wouldn’t have run up such a huge repair bill. To add insult to injury they had gone and repossessed the car from the hospital parking garage so that half the hospital knew about it. 

As the train approached at last his mood picked up a bit. He recalled his earlier conversation with John Carter. He had been surprisingly forthcoming in the end and Simon had taken copious mental notes. Perhaps there was a God after all. It certainly seemed that his prayers had been answered. Not only was Sophie pretty – in fact beautiful would be a more accurate description – she was also outrageously rich. She was perfect. 

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11pm 

Luka lay on top of the still made up bed, his knees drawn up and his head resting on his bended arm. In his other hand he held open a small leather bound book – it’s pages yellow with age. The pillow beneath his head was just slightly damp. He had been reading for over an hour and had soon found the piece that had been playing on his mind. The first time he read it through huge salty tears welled up in his eyes – distorting his vision until they escaped down his cheeks and into the pillow.

 No sound accompanied these outward signs of grief. Luka Kovac had done with crying many years ago. Now his soul just overflowed silently. The first tears he shed for his dead wife Janie – for all the tomorrows they would never share. And then he mourned what could never be - his dream of finding new love with Sophie.  

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End of part 7

Pebbles@ukgateway.net