Carter & Anna
Tears in Heaven - Part Fourteen
By Amanda
amanda_miller33@hotmail.com

This is a Carter/Anna Fanfic It is rated PG-13 Disclaimer: These characters are not mine blah...blah..blah.
you've heard it before!
I have been persuated to pursue this story. I guess it's good. I had a title, with a soundrack even. But the title had been used so, I changed it. This is the first time ever that I have had a soundtrack and it's Tears In Heaven by: Eric Clapton. He wrote it because his four year old son died falling off their building. It is a depressing, which kinda fits the mood of the fic. This is sad. I am warning you now.All feedback can be sent to amanda_miller33@hotmail.com. Please be tactful.

Carol drove Anna home that day, after the funeral. Anna sobbed on and off during the ride.
Carol tried to comfort her as much as she could. She was also grieving.
She knew Carter a long time.Anna stopped crying and turned on the radio and the sounds
of Eric Clapton came out. She listened intently to the lyrics. One part really hit home for her.

I must be strong,
And carry on.
'Cause I know
I don't belong.
Here in Heaven.

Anna used to love the song, but now it only reminded her of Carter. She was sure a few more
wouldtoo. Everything about him, she had loved. Especially his smile. She knew she would have to
be strong for the baby. A part of him that would live forever to Anna. She hoped.

When Anna and Carol got home, Carol got Anna to the couch. Anna immediately curled up into a
fetal position. Carol was worried about her, and tried to convince her to come with her. Anna
began once more to cry. Carol tried to comfort her. Anna went on about how she missed him and
how much she loved him. Carol was getting teary listening to Anna. Carol rocked Anna to sleep,
getting up only to call Doug and tell him that she was spending the night there. Carol sat in a
chair to sleep.

The next morning, Anna woke up, only to realize what had happened the night before. She sighed
and dragged herself out of bed. Carol woke up and followed her into the kitchen. Anna made some
coffee, offering Carol some. Carol accepted and talked with Anna. Anna told her that she had to
carry on, to go to work because that what John would want her to do. She got up and told Carol
that she had an OB appointment. " Carol, could you come with me?"

" Yes, Anna. I can."

At the OB, Anna waited patiently until her results came back. Dr. Coburn returned with good
news. The baby had not been harmed and that in seven months she would deliver a boy. Anna told
Carol that she was going to name him after John. Carol, smiled at that. Anna
was moving on.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Tin can break your heart,
Have you begging please.
Begging please.

Anna shut of the radio in an angry move. Every time she put the radio on, it seams that that
song was on. And Anna was crying in frustration. She loved John and missed him with all of her
heart. " Anna, please don't cry."

" Who's there?"

" It's John."

" You're dead." Anna said stunned at the glowing figure before her.

" I am." He confirmed. " I have unfinshed buisiness. I have to check on Chase, which I have done
and help you. Then I can rest in peace."

" Help me? How?"

" Anna, you were right. Have the child. Move on. I love you and I always will, but I have died.
Go to work, and I have to tell you, I will always be proud of you. And respect you. And love
you."

" Oh, John. I love you so much and my only wish is to have this child and you to rest in peace."

" I promise to look over you always." He kissed Anna and disappeared. Anna cried. She wanted to
be in Heaven with John. That song wrang through her mind again. Tomorrow, she vowed, she would
go to work and move on as John had asked."

TEARS IN HEAVEN
by: Eric Clapton

Would you know my name?
If I saw you in Heaven?
Would it be the same?
If I saw you in Heaven?

I must be strong,
And carry on.
'Cause I know,
I don't belong,
Here in Heaven.

Would you hold my hand?
If I saw you in Heaven?
Would you help me stand?
If I saw you in Heaven?

I'll find my way,
Through night and day.
'Cause I know,
I just can't stay,
Here in Heaven.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please.
Begging please.

Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know,
They'll be no more,
Tears in Heaven.

Would you know my name?
If I saw you in Heaven?
Would it be the same?
If I saw you in Heaven?

I must be strong,
And carry on.
'Cause I know,
I don't belong,
Here in Heaven.

'Cause I know,
I don't belong,
Here in Heaven.



TO BE CONTINUED Well thanks for reading! I hope you like it! I love feedback amanda_miller33@hotmail.com