Title: Running From an Angel
Author: Triggersaurus
Genre: DR/CH/Other
Rating: PG (bad word here and there, like that'll stop you anyway!)
Disclaimer: Most of these characters are mine, keep yer mitts off!
But feel
free to borrow Doug from my closet, where I like to keep him ;-)
Author's Note: This sort of a follow-up to a previous fic I
wrote, called
Rolling Stone. It deals with Doug's son he spoke of once in
the first
season and then we never heard any more about it. I created
a lot of
characters, and in this fic I continue with them, using plotlines
from last
time. However, it's not crucial that you read the last
story because this
has an independent storyline, of sorts. Just expect to have
to pick up some
characters along the way! If you DO want to read Rolling
Stone first, it
can be found at http://www.geocities.com/er_trig/triggersfics.html
or at
www.fanfiction.net
Also: I have to make the grovelling statement that I haven't done
the second
half of this story yet. I just started my summer job and I
work 8-5 every
weekday, so right now I'm a little pushed for time! But I
do have it all
planned out and hopefully I'll get to writing it very soon.
Same goes for
Every Street. Sorry.
Running From An Angel - Part One
Skid was dead to the world when his mom answered the phone to a
hoarse-sounding Rob on Saturday morning. After some polite
conversation,
she put the phone on hold and ran up the stairs to her eldest
son's room.
"Skid? SKID! Wake up, Rob's on the phone."
"Uh?"
"Rob."
Some deep mumbling came from under the heap of covers on the
bed and a hand
emerged to grab the phone on the bed stand. Angel surveyed
her son's room
as he grunted into the receiver. The poster of some model
in a bikini had
come unstuck on one corner and looked like it was about to drop
off the
wall. Clothes littered the room; a sweat sock balanced
precariously on the
rim of a miniature basketball hoop, attached to the door of the
closet. The
only areas of the room untouched by disorder were the computer
and the hook
on which hung the school baseball team kit. The computer,
one of those
portable ones, had been a birthday present from Skid's father, no
doubt a
very expensive present that had rather overshadowed the ballgame
tickets and
new coat of paint for the truck that Angel and her boyfriend had
provided in
celebration of Skid completing 18 years on Earth. Skid had
been careful not
to make his mom feel bad about the obvious cost difference
between gifts,
and had honestly been overjoyed with the opportunity to see the
Cubs against
the Cardinals - even if it meant driving for half a day to get
there. But
the computer was something else - he hadn't been expecting
anything besides
a card from Doug. They had been writing letters to each
other for almost a
year since Skid had first tracked him down. That first
meeting had been
awkward, how do you handle a situation like that without being
awkward?
When they'd parted, Doug had suggested writing so Skid agreed.
When he got
home from the trip, far from the satisfaction he thought he'd
feel, he felt
more mixed up than ever, and it was his mom who had said that one
of the
best ways to establish how you felt was to write everything down.
Never
previously gifted in the creative writing department, Skid had
some trouble
finding the right words for what he felt but once he got going he
managed to
fill page after page with questions, thoughts and impressions.
Before he
could consider it too much, he put it all into an envelope and
mailed it on
impulse. After that he kept up a frequent correspondence
with his new-found
father and became more settled with the relationship. He told him
about
growing up in Chicago and Nebraska, about baseball, about the
girl he'd been
seeing for 6 months, about his brothers. He received
letters about Doug's
childhood in Kentucky, his fiancé, basketball, his twin
daughters and his
job. It was as if the awkward barrier between them was
dissolving as they
learnt more about each other.
Angel snapped out of her trance when Skid suddenly sat upright
and spoke in
coherent sentences to the phone. Something must have
happened, she thought.
There wasn't much that could force her son upright and into
conversation
before about noon at the weekend. Judging from his
expression, it wasn't
good news either. He hung up the phone, swinging his legs
out of the bed,
finding a clear space on the crowded floor to stand up in.
He rubbed one
eye, then his head. Looking up properly, he realised his
mom was still
there, looking worried.
"Honey? Is something wrong?"
Skid looked around at the floor, locating a pair of blue jeans
and putting
them on over the boxers he had slept in.
"Yeah. Um. Becka died last night. The funeral's tomorrow."
"Oh. Oh my god. Oh, poor girl. Is Rob
okay? And Mandy and Alan? You
know, I have a pot roast in the freezer, I should come with you
to see
them."
"No, Mom. I think they just want to, you know, they
need sometime to
themselves right now. Rob said he has to go out and do some
stuff, get
arrangements for tomorrow sorted and they need someone to watch
the other
kids. I said I'd do it."
He grabbed a shirt from the desk chair, and the baseball cap
hanging from a
lamp and squeezed past Angel to get out of the room. She
followed behind
him, one hand clasped to her chest, looking shocked.
"Okay. Skid, please tell them, if there's anything I can do."
"Yeah, I will." He swiped his keys from a small
table and went out of the
front door, letting it slam behind him.
Becka had been born around the same time that Skid had moved to
Nebraska
from Chicago. He hadn't known her until she was a year old,
when he first
became friends with Rob, and he'd never really paid her a vast
amount of
attention - after all, he had other things on his mind, like
girls, and
sports teams. But he'd babysat her once in a while, watched
her and her
siblings with Rob, and taken her out on a few occasions.
The day he'd
walked in on her getting a chest and back massage to loosen the
build up of
mucus in her lungs had shocked him. He'd known she had some
sort of
illness, but not how serious it was. Becka was unlikely to
live to her
teens.
Standing on the doorstep of the house he felt he had almost lived
in too, he
noticed it was suddenly in sharp contrast to the warm and busy
household he
knew. It felt lonely, quiet and cold. For the first
time in four years he
rang the doorbell instead of going to the backdoor and letting
himself in.
As he heard footsteps, he grabbed his cap off his head,
remembering that it
was the polite thing to do. Rob answered the door in
crumpled cargo pants
and a black t-shirt. He looked like he'd been wearing the
same thing for
days. He let Skid in silently, taking a jacket from a hook
behind the door
and putting it on. Faced with his grieving friend, Skid
wasn't sure what to
do.
"I, uh.you okay?"
"I'm fine. I just gotta do some stuff. Mom
and Dad are at the hospital or
something," he looked around vaguely, "the kids are
around. I'll be back in
a while."
Before Skid could say anything, the front door has shut and
Rob was burning
rubber down the street.
Skid looked around and went into the den. The house was
definitely very
eerie when it was so silent. Normally the TV was on, at
least one of Rob's
siblings was arguing with another, and the baby would be.he had
obviously
spoken too soon, he though, as a wail split the air in two.
Some months later, Skid got a letter from Doug in response to a
request that
he'd made in his own previous letter. He had just got back
from ball
practice and read the letter after showering, while rubbing his
hair dry
with a towel. Dumping the towel on the floor, he ran down
the staircase,
missing steps as he went. Walking into the kitchen, he saw
his mom through
the window. She was in the yard, grilling something while
Bruce hung upside
down from the tree house at the back of the yard, talking to one
of the kids
next door. Holding the letter, he went outside trying to
look casual.
"Hey Mom"
"Hey! You think I should grill that rack of ribs with these steaks?"
"Sure. I got a letter from Doug today."
"Yeah, I saw. How's he doing?"
"He's okay. He said this summer is good."
"He did?"
"Yup. I can go up for two weeks, and they have a
spare room because Kate
threw a tantrum and wanted to share with Tess."
"Well, that's great."
Skid grinned and went back inside. Angel flipped a steak
and tried to
establish how she felt. She was genuinely happy that Skid
was getting to
know his father, seeing how he'd never really attached to any of
the men she
'd seen since. But it was also painful seeing the boy she'd
brought up by
herself getting drawn away. It wasn't that she harboured
anger towards
Doug - Skid had been an accident, no matter how much she loved
him, and any
anger she felt had left her shortly after he was born. But
now it did feel
like he was being taken away, and being given all these benefits
that she
couldn't always provide. She knew it was stupid to feel
that way, and it
had made for many a late-night mental battle, but it was the way
she felt.
Maybe the fact that Skid was going to spend some time with his
dad this
summer would help her get over it. Another thing she had
trouble with was
knowing that Doug had two other children now -Skid had twin
sisters. That
was the strangest thing, and the thing she chastised herself
about the most.
For after all, here she was herself with two other sons, Skid's
brothers.
Still, it was something she'd never really thought about before,
so it was a
surprise when Skid returned, telling her about the twins.Shit,
the steaks
were burning.
On his way to Seattle, shortly after leaving home with a kitbag
and backpack
on the seat beside, Skid slowed to a halt outside Rob's house.
Over the
months between Becka's death and now, their friendship had taken
a dive.
Although Rob never said a word about it, the death of his sister
had
obviously hit him hard. Skid watched his best friend slide
off the rails as
he became like a different person. He was angry, liable to
hit out at any
time. A fight with team-mates had seen him dropped from the
basketball team
under instruction from the coach to shape up or ship out for good.
His
grades were plummeting. He went out every weekend, get rat-assed
and more
often than not Skid would be on call to feed him coffee and take
him home.
Despite the verbal boundary between them, Skid stuck by in the
hope that he'
d pull out of it without too much trouble. But a week
before the summer
break, Rob had lashed out at some fool and ended up punching out
an
ex-girlfriend who tried to break it up. Skid had seen the
whole incident
from his locker and went one on one with Rob himself that night.
After that
they had barely spoken. Until now - Skid was off to Seattle
for two weeks
and when he left his house all he could think was that the last
trip he'd
made had been with Rob, before anything went crazy. He
wasn't coming to
apologise. In fact, he wasn't sure what he was going to say.
But he got
out and went into the house anyway.
After some stilted, polite conversation with Rob's mom, Skid went
into the
lounge. Rob was sitting in an armchair, wearing boxers and
a Bayside
t-shirt with a hole in it, watching some inane kid's TV show.
Amy, who was
twelve and had a crush on Skid, was also watching.
"Hey Skid, " she said, smiling almost ear to ear.
"Hi Amy. Could you, uh.I just wanted to talk to Rob."
"Oh. Okay." She left the room looking
disappointed, and a heavy silence
descended, interrupted only by the blast of the TV set.
"I just came to say 'bye. Going up to see Doug for a few weeks."
Rob stayed silent, flicking channels
"I wanted you to know in case.anything happens.
Look, here. This is the
phone number if you want anything, and I've got my cell too."
He held out a piece of paper with the number on. The
channels on the TV
kept switching, so Skid put the paper down on the arm of Rob's
chair.
"I'll be back in two weeks," he said, and turned and
left the room. Saying
goodbye to Rob's mom and accepting a packaged-up tin of leftovers
- "for
your dinner" - he walked out to the truck, balancing the tin
by wedging it
on the seat between bags. As he was about to turn the key
in the ignition,
he saw Rob come running down the driveway. He turned the
key anyway, and
the engine hummed loudly as Rob reached his window.
"Thanks"
Skid nodded at him, then twisted around, putting the truck
into reverse and
turned into the road, leaving Rob standing in the drive by
himself.