Title: To the Moon Part 4
Author: Constant Vigilance
Status: FIN
Email: tirel@pcnuthut.com
Website: https://www.angelfire.com/tv2/firebird_ascending/
Rating: R for disturbing
topics and language
Pairing: Harry/Draco (not
while under the curse, however)
Spoilers: Some book 5 events.
AU. Characters aged up to age of consent.
Warnings: Slash, implied
rape/incest, violence, shmoopy WAFF in places
Disclaimer: I own nothing. JKR is
God.
Summary: Draco is turned into a
child. Harry takes care of him.
Notes: Written for Wave 1 of
The Ebony and Ivory Fu-Q-fest found at http://mortal-moon.org/hdfqf/index.html
Challenges: 59. Harry finds Draco
crying. (Minnie)
79.
Harry finds out what Draco sees when he's near a dementor. (Aeowen)
12. Draco
overhears a secret of Harry Potter...he likes a Slytherin. (Minnie)
July 28:
Draco sighed and buried his face
in Poppet’s warm fur. He’d watched sadly all morning as Harry drew further and
further away from him. Oh, Harry didn’t mean to. He couldn’t help it. He was
having visitors today. Harry had waited anxiously for this day since he’d
gotten their owl nearly a week ago.
Vince and Greg had told Draco that
the people coming were Harry’s very best friends, Ron and Hermione, and that
Draco had better be prepared for a bit of time away from his guardian as
Harry’s best friends couldn’t stand Vince, Greg, or the teenaged Draco. Draco
was a bit confused as Vince and Greg refused to go any further into why these
two people who meant so much to Harry hated him so much. He eventually asked
Uncle Sev’rus one afternoon as he was watching him. Severus just looked sadly
at him.
“Draco, you have to understand,
child. You are very different as a teenager,” the older man attempted an
explanation. “You and the Gryffindors just aren’t cut from the same cloth. You
both had trouble seeing eye to eye.”
Draco had nodded because his
uncle’s eyes were beginning to dart about the room and his hands to fidget.
Most people would have thought Draco wouldn’t notice. He’d spent too much time
eyeing his parents for just those reactions not to notice, however. When
noticing an eye twitch could save you from being backhanded across the room,
one learned quickly.
And so, Draco still had no idea why
these two people hated him, nor why he was going to lose his Harry for as long
as they were there. He sighed again and let Poppet’s soothing purr distract him
from his impending loss.
At precisely 11:45, Harry ushered
everyone out into the Great Hall for lunch where he was to meet Ron and
Hermione. He was so excited he could hardly hold it in. Too excited to notice
the long faces that not only Draco, but also Greg and Vince wore as well. Snape
watched his house students sadly. Now was as good a time as any, he supposed,
to have them learn that a friendship made in the heat of the moment rarely
lasted.
As the Great Hall clock chimed
noon, the Great Hall doors burst open and Harry jumped up from his seat to
greet his grinning compatriots. The three-way hug was bone crunching in its
intensity and Draco slouched just a bit more as he saw how happy Harry looked
to be holding on to his friends. Harry herded Ron and Hermione up to the table
and gestured them to sit across from Vince and Greg.
They hesitated as they approached,
glancing at Harry in confusion. Harry, oblivious in his delight, just plopped
down next to Draco, dropping a kiss on his head as he did so. When he looked up
he was surprised to still see the two Gryffindors still standing. He frowned. “What’s
wrong?”
“Um…”
“What the bloo—oomph! Mione!”
“Nothing, Harry. Nothing at all,”
Hermione smiled winningly and sat, glaring at Ron until he took his place at
her side. “How has your summer been?” she attempted. Ron just glared sullenly
across the table. Harry stared in confusion from Hermione’s overly bright smile
to Ron’s dull anger.
“What is wrong?” he demanded
again.
Hermione shot a telling glance at
the Slytherins before shrugging. “It…its nothing. Really.”
Harry followed her gaze and his
eyes narrowed. “I see,” he said coldly. Then he sighed. “Mione, Ron…I love you
both to distraction. You know that.” He waited for nods from both of them.
Hermione folded her hands and tried to focus on Harry’s words. Ron just
continued glaring at Vince and Greg who were, for once, not even looking at the
Gryffindor.
“Things have happened this
summer,” he said softly. “Things that have changed me. That have changed the
way I feel, the way I think. I don’t have the right to tell you most of it. It
isn’t my story to tell. But what I can tell you is that I’ve found good friends
somewhere I hadn’t previously thought to look.”
Hermione's eyes shot to the
Slytherins, immediately searching for whatever Harry saw in them. Ron’s eyes
just widened. “What?” he blustered. “Friends? With Slytherins?”
Harry sat back in his chair, his
gaze chilly as he took in his best friend. “No,” he returned. “But I have made
friends with Vince and Greg. I’d like to introduce you, if I may?” Ron opened
his mouth to retort and all that came out was a hiss of air as Hermione elbowed
him under the table. The Slytherins barely managed to keep from smirking.
“We’d like that, Harry,” Hermione
said softly.
Harry smiled at the girl. He knew
she’d understand. “Mione, this is Greg. Greg, my dear friend Hermione.”
He didn’t know who was more
shocked, Mione or himself when Greg reached a hand across the table and held it
steady in front of the Gryffindor girl. “Nice to meet you, Hermione,” he said
gruffly.
She gingerly took his hand and
allowed him to shake it briefly. As he pulled away, she smiled. “It’s nice to
finally meet you as well, Greg,” she said gently.
Harry’s face was near to bursting.
“And this is Vince. Vince, Hermione.”
Vince offered his own hand with a
shy smile. “Hi,” was all he managed.
“Hello, Vince,” Hermione returned
the smile.
Harry turned hesitantly towards
Ron. The redheaded boy had his face planted in his hands. “Ron?” he asked
carefully.
Ron pulled his hands away and
looked at Harry with a resigned expression. “You’re not budging on this one are
you?” he asked wryly. Harry shook his head. Ron sighed. “Fine. I’m Ron.” He
stuck his hand out at Greg as though he were waiting to get it ripped off.
Greg took it with a smirk. “Ron,”
he nodded. Ron shook and then moved the hand in front of Vince.
Vince glanced at Greg momentarily
and then took the Gryffindor’s hand as well. Another brief shake and everyone
was in their seats again. Harry beamed at his friends, both new and old, and
then glanced down meeting Draco’s big eyes.
“And this,” Harry lifted Draco
into his lap, Poppet and all, “This is Draco,” he said proudly. “Draco,
love…this is Hermione and Ron.” Draco looked at them carefully, trying to see
if he could tell anything by just the way they looked at him.
Ron grinned. “That’s Malfoy?”
he laughed. Draco could feel something in the way Ron said his last name. He
couldn’t put his finger on it, but it made him cringe into Harry’s arms
none-the-less. That made Harry frown.
”What’s wrong, poppet?” he whispered. Draco just shook his head and bit his
lip, trying not to cry at the table like a big baby. Harry cuddled Draco into
his embrace and shot a pissed off look across the table. “I don’t know what the
hell you did, Ron,” he snapped. “But you’d better apologize or get the hell
out.”
Ron stared in astonishment at
Harry’s ultimatum. “But I…” he stumbled to a stop, reading in Harry’s eyes that
if Harry refused to budge on the Vince and Greg issue, that he was cast in iron
on the Draco issue. “I don’t know what I did,” he shrugged helplessly. “But I’m
sorry, Draco, if I made you upset.”
Draco peered up at him from the
shielding of Harry’s arms, his eyes sad and confused. “You don’t like me,” he
said softly.
Harry’s gaze became murderous and
Ron rushed to placate the little boy. “That’s silly, Draco,” he chuckled
nervously. “I just met you.”
Draco shook his head. “No. The
grown up me. They all said you hated me.”
Harry frowned. “Who said, love?”
“Vince and Greg and Uncle
Sev’rus,” Draco whispered. “They said that you couldn’t stand me. That we were
too different to like each other.”
Ron deflated slightly as Harry
turned the death glare on the Slytherins. He was rather pleased to find that
they weren’t immune to the effects of Harry’s anger either. Greg’s eyes darted
away and Vince turned pale. “Did they now?” Harry bit out.
“We…we were just trying to
explain to him why you might not be around as much when Granger and Weasley
came back,” Greg defended them.
If Harry were angry before, he was
furious at that. “You expected me to just drop you? To just drop Draco
as soon as my old friends walked through the door?” he demanded incredulously.
Meekly, they nodded. However, when Draco nodded as well, Harry melted. “Oh,
baby,” he stroked Draco’s hair. “No. Nonononono. Never. I’d never leave you.
Not for anyone.” He placed a gentle kiss on Draco’s forehead and tilted his
face up to meet Harry’s eyes.
“I love you,” he assured the boy.
“I promise you, poppet, I will never desert you. Sometimes I may get a bit
distracted. And I can see how I might have been that way in looking forward to
Ron and Hermione coming to visit. But I never, ever, stopped thinking about
you, worrying about you, loving you. And I never will. You have my word.”
Draco smiled up at him, his lip
still wobbly, and turned to face his rivals in Harry’s affection. “Sorry,” he
murmured.
“There’s nothing to be sorry for,
Draco,” Hermione smiled softly. “I understand. Harry’s a pretty special guy,”
she glanced at the man holding the small blonde boy. “When Harry loves you,
when he’s focused just on you, everything just seems right in the world,
doesn’t it?” Draco was staring at Hermione in awe. He nodded. “And when he
looks away, even for a second, everything gets kind of scary…and you get
frightened that maybe he won’t look at you like that again, that he won’t keep
loving you.”
Draco was enraptured by Hermione's
quiet words. Harry just gaped in astonishment, wondering what the hell she was
talking about. And just when he thought he couldn’t be further stymied, he saw
Ron, Vince and Greg nodding slightly in response to her words.
She smiled gently. “But he will,
Draco. He’ll look again. And he won’t stop loving you. Once Harry loves, he
loves forever. And eventually, you’ll realize that when Harry looks away from
you, he’s not leaving you. Someone else is just getting to take their turn to
feel as good as he makes you feel. Don’t be afraid of that, Draco. Don’t be
afraid to share him. Because he’ll always come back to you. And when he does,
he’ll have brought others into your life. Others who will want to love you just
as much as he does.”
Silence fell at the table as
everyone tried not to let their expressions indicate just how Hermione's speech
affected them. Finally, she just rolled her eyes at the older boys and leaned
in closer to Draco. “So, what’s your kneazle’s name?” she grinned.
Draco blinked once. Twice. And
then his face bloomed into a smile that caused Hermione to catch her breath.
“Her name’s Poppet,” he announced shyly.
Hermione reached across the table
and scratched the little kneazle’s ear. “Hello, Poppet,” she cooed. “Aren’t you
the prettiest thing?” The kneazle purred happily. As Hermione sat back down,
plates of food appeared in front of them. She began dishing herself up. “So,
would you be interested in coming to Hogsmeade with me tomorrow, Draco? We
could pick Poppet out a pretty collar.”
Draco’s eyes got huge with
excitement. “Can I, Harry?” he begged.
Harry grinned down at him and then
smiled up at Hermione, blinking back the tears that suddenly sprang to his
eyes. “I think that’d be just fine, love.”
______________________________________________________________________
July 29
Watching Hermione with Draco the
next day, Harry decided it was much more than ‘just fine’. It was amazing.
Harry realized that he had more than likely taken over the father figure role
in Draco’s life. What he’d not realized was that Draco was still missing
something. Harry had tried to be everything Draco needed, but he came to the
conclusion the next day, watching Hermione and the small boy together, that
there are just some roles that only a woman can fill.
Harry was feeling the tiny
niggling of jealousy by the end of the day. Hermione had taken Draco to
Hogsmeade early that morning and according to the starry eyed babble Draco
subjected him to later that night, they’d seen and done everything imaginable
in the town.
“Mione showed me the candy store
and we bought….”
“Mione took me to lunch and we
ate…”
“Mione took me to the joke store
and got me…”
“Mione let me try on clothes at
Gladrags and I got…”
“Mione let me try a sneakoscope at
the magic store…”
“Mione bought me stuff to learn to
write from the quill store…”
“Mione wouldn’t let me go into the
bloody Hog place…”
“Mione said the tea store was
silly…”
“Mione showed me the Shrieking
Shack…”
Harry just nodded and smiled
brightly as Draco continued to extol the virtues of Harry’s dear friend.
Finally, Draco waved around the jeweled collar, resplendent with a sapphire
like stone that precious Mione bought for Poppet and then he wandered off in
search of the bushy haired Draco stealer in order to present the collar to Miss
Poppet.
Harry flung himself into a cushy
armchair in the Slytherin dorm, where he’d decided to continue sleeping, and
stared out into the fire. He felt a weight settle down onto the arm of the
chair and he glared up at the offending body. Vince just smiled beatifically
down at him.
“Hey Harry,” he nodded.
“Mmmm,” was Harry’s only reply.
“Feeling a bit out of sorts today,
are you?” Harry huffed a breath out and crossed his arms. “If you would like to
talk about something, you know I’m always here.” Harry just shrugged.
“Something like, how you’re about to explode with jealousy if Hermione's name
comes out of Draco’s mouth one more time?”
Harry’s head shot back around and
he stared into Vince’s knowing eyes. “You didn’t…”
Vince shook his head. “Why would I
say something to either one of them? They aren’t the ones with the problem.
That would be you.” Harry went back to glaring; only he had a slightly martyred
look to him now. Vince just rolled his eyes. “Look, Potter. Contrary to what
you might have believed, Draco is our best friend. We spent 24/7 with him. We
did everything together. We were inseparable.”
Harry began to flush, already knowing
where Vince was heading with this. “And over the last month, we’ve become like
second cousins…or maybe the annoying uncles that come over with a handful of
galleons at family reunions. He’s transferred his affections over to you. And
we’re okay with that, I didn’t mention it to make you upset or anything,” he
was quick to reassure Harry.
“I just mean that, of all the
people who might know how you’re feeling right now, Greg and I are really it.”
Harry sighed. “I know. I’m sorry.
I have been hording his attention, his affection. I know and I feel like a
bastard for it. But…” he turned a pleading look onto Vince who just smiled
gently at him.
“I said it was okay, Harry. He has
different needs now than he did when he was 17. And you’re best suited to take
care of them. If we didn’t think so, we never would have agreed to have him put
with you. But maybe you aren’t equipped to take care of all of those needs.”
Harry nodded, letting his head
drop onto the chair back. “I was just thinking that,” he breathed out heavily.
“He’s not had a mum figure since he’s been here. McGonagall just isn’t the kind
to bestow kisses and chocolate frogs, is she?” Vince grinned and shook his
head. “I know that,” Harry reiterated. “I know it. I feel that it’s right. And
then I see him holding her hand or hugging her and…dear Merlin, Vin, I hate my
best friend for a moment,” he added in shame.
Vince patted him on the shoulder.
“You know all that crap Hermione spouted about you being special and stuff
during dinner?”
Harry smirked but nodded. Vince
continued with a slight tint of pink in his cheeks. “It’s true, you know. But
especially the bringing back other people who could love you part. You do
that.” He frowned, obviously searching for the right words. “You looked at Draco.
And then you brought us back to him. When you did, you looked at us. I hate to
admit it, cause you’re bloody Gryffindor about this whole friend thing, but it
hurt a bit when you looked away from us to Ron and Hermione.”
He couldn’t, or wouldn’t meet Harry’s
eyes. “Then I figured that you weren’t looking away from us so much as you were
going back looking at them for a bit. And I understood that. They were your
first friends. They needed to have you look at them again. But the thing is,
when you looked back at them, you brought us with you. And having them looking
at us too…well, it didn’t take away the…crap, the pain if you will…of you not
looking at us for the moment, but it did lesson it a bit because you gave us
someone we could share you with. Someone we could share…bloody hell, share
loving you with.”
He looked so disgusted at having
to relate fluffy, Gryffindor emotions that Harry couldn’t keep the giggle from
escaping. He glared down at Harry, and then gave a returning smile. “Yeah, piss
off Potter. What I’m trying to say is that you haven’t lost Draco. You just
gave him and Hermione the opportunity to share their love of you with each
other.”
“I get it,” Harry said with a soft
smile. “And thank you.”
“Yeah. No problem,” Vince
shrugged, trying to make light of the whole conversation.
“Hey, Vin?”
“Yeah?”
“I love you, too,” he whispered
with a snicker just before being pegged in the head with a decorative
pillow. “All right!” he wheezed,
pulling the pillow away from his head. “All right, I give!”
Vince ‘hmphed’ triumphantly and
grinned at Harry. Harry looked thoughtfully at him. Vince’s grin turned into a
wary look. “What?” he demanded.
“I was just thinking…” Harry
cocked his head. “Vince, would you let me tell you something without tearing my
head off? I mean, really listen to what I have to say before you go off on me?”
he asked.
Vince frowned. “I suppose.”
Harry nodded. “I think I know why
you can’t read.”
Vince tensed up immediately, his frown turning into a glare. “Greg opened his
fucking mouth, did he?” he snarled.
Harry held up a hand. “Please. You
promised.”
The Slytherin gritted his teeth
and crossed his arms, but stayed on the couch.
“He was telling me some of your
difficulties and it sounds an awful lot like a problem I’ve heard of before.”
Vince just stared, his gaze icy. Harry sighed. “Have you ever heard of
dyslexia?” A brief shake of the head. “Well, it’s generally caught when kids
are really young, but Greg tells me you were both taught at home till you
attended Hogwarts.”
“Yeah,” Vince nodded, a bit less
hostile.
“If neither one of your parents
knew to look for it, they might not have caught it,” Harry continued carefully.
“But I’m guessing that it’s easily remedied in the wizarding world because I’ve
not heard of it being a big problem. Maybe you could ask Madam Pomfrey about
it?” he said hopefully. “She might be able to do something to fix it.”
Vince fidgeted. “And I could read
then?” he asked, far too nonchalantly.
Harry nodded. “I would think so.
Or at least, you could learn to read the right way. It wouldn’t be like some
foreign language anymore.”
“I see.”
Silence reigned supreme.
“Yeah, well. Maybe I will,” Vince
replied to the wall behind Harry.
Harry smiled briefly. “Lemme know
how it works out if you decide to go.”
Vince nodded. “If I decide to go,”
he added, voice full of bravado.
More silence. Then Harry was hit
upside the head again with another pillow.
____________________________________________________________________
July 30:
“So, mate. Whatcha want for your
birthday?” Ron poked Harry with his toe from his seat on the Slytherin couch.
Harry glanced up from his perusal of Vince’s art book to shrug.
“Dunno. Haven’t really thought
about it.” He grinned wryly. “It’s not like I’ve ever gotten to ask for a
birthday present before.”
Ron nodded agreeably. “I know. But
one day, Harry, we’re going to convince you to expect someone to give a rat’s
arse about you on your birthday.” Harry just rolled his eyes and went back to
leafing through the book.
“Hey,” Hermione looked up from her
own project…teaching Draco to read. “Didn’t I hear you say something about
Vince and Greg’s birthdays being near yours?” Harry nodded and Greg grunted in
surprise.
“My birthday is on the 10th
of August,” Vince offered. “Greg’s is on the 4th.”
Hermione smiled hugely. “Well,
then. Harry, what do you say to having a huge birthday party for the three on
Greg’s birthday? That way we could be sure to celebrate for all of you since we
won’t be here for Vince’s.
Though Vince and Greg shrugged and
agreed with grunts, Harry could tell from tiny smiles hidden behind indifferent
masks that Hermione had just gained the loyalty and friendship of two of
Slytherin’s biggest players.
______________________________________________________________________
August 4:
“Happy birthday Vince, Greg and
Harry…happy birthday to you!” When the cacophony of sound died away, all three
boys were left grinning like Cheshire cats.
“Thanks, guys,” Harry crowed.
“This is the best birthday ever!”
“Yeah,” Vince agreed with a tiny
smile. “Thanks for including us.”
“Dobby’s coming up in a bit with
the cake,” Ron quickly changed the subject, sensing a non-manly moment on the
horizon. “We should open presents before he gets here.”
Hermione rolled her eyes, knowing
the prompting behind Ron’s suggestion. “Yes, lets,” she said instead of
berating Ron for his insensitivity. She knew she was just going to have to get
used to it. Since she planned on having to put up with him for the next hundred
years or so. “You three sit. I’ll bring the presents over to you.”
Vince and Greg plopped down on the
couch next to each other and Harry took over the remaining spot. Draco perched
on the arm of the couch, as close to Harry as he could get without falling into
the Gryffindor’s lap. Hermione began sorting through the gifts and handing them
over to Ron to deliver. “This is Vince’s. It’s from us.” Vince took the package
with a nod of thanks and carefully began to unwrap it.
He ignored Greg’s look of disgust
at his meticulous handling of the present and eventually, he’d lain open the
new pack of colored pencils, charcoals and sketchbook. “Thank you both,” he
said, pleased. “I was running low on my pencils.”
“You’re welcome, Vince,” Hermione
beamed.
“Here, Greg,” Ron plopped a larger
package down on the other boy’s lap. Greg showed none of the same care that
Vince had in opening it. Ron looked on in fascinated awe as the wrapping
practically disintegrated under Greg’s fingers.
“Bloody awesome, mate!” he crowed,
holding up the Puddlemere United tee shirt.
“You like it?” Hermione asked
worriedly. “I mean, it’s muggle clothes. I didn’t know how you’d feel about
it.”
Greg rolled his eyes. “Do you know
how annoying it is to never have anything but wizard robes?” he grinned. “This
is fantastic.”
“There’s more,” Ron prompted when
Greg seemed content to gaze appreciatively at his shirt. Greg tore back into
the package and came up with a book on the current season’s Quidditch stats.
“It updates every game,” Ron pointed out eagerly.
“Wicked,” Greg breathed.
“I told you he’d like a book,”
Hermione sniffed. Ron just snorted at her. “Here, Vince, this is from Harry,”
she offered up the next gift.
Vince seemed to take a malicious
pleasure this time in opening the package as slowly as he could. Greg was
practically fidgeting but he time he was done. When Vince lifted the present
up, a sea green bottle, and read the side his eyes widened and he stared at
Harry in shock. “This is the base for wizard pictures,” he breathed.
Harry nodded. “Yup. You just paint it on the parchment you’re planning to draw
on and your work will be animated when you’re done.” Vince just stared at him.
“What?” Harry asked, beginning to get uncomfortable.
“This is bloody well expensive,
Harry,” Vince finally managed. “That’s why I haven’t gotten any for myself.
Harry shrugged. “Don’t worry about
the cost. I didn’t. I saw something my friend would like and I got it. No big
deal.”
“But…” he happened to catch
Hermione's frantic head shaking and his words slowed to a halt as he saw how
truly upset he was making Harry. “Thank you, Harry,” he said instead and was
rewarded with a bright smile.
“You’re welcome. Now Greg’s.”
Harry was squirming in excitement.
Ron hefted the next present up and
Greg’s eyes widened at the heaviness of the package. He actually took a bit
more time to open this one and when he saw the contents, his breath was stolen
away.
“It’s kind of a gift for both you
and Ron,” Harry grinned. “As I suspect you two are going to be hovering around
it for the rest of the summer.”
Ron peered over at the crystal and
jade chess set and his mouth formed a silent ‘O’ of delight. “Bloody hell,” he
grinned. “So? After dinner?”
Greg nodded vigorously and turned
back to Harry. “Thank you,” he nearly whispered. “It’s beautiful.”
Harry preened under the thanks.
“You’re both welcome. Now, memememe!” he wiggled his fingers at Hermione. She
giggled and began passing Harry’s gifts over to him.
“Here ya go, Harry,” Ron grinned
maniacally as he shoved a huge package over to Harry’s feet. “It’s from me and
the twins. Hermione didn’t want anything to do with it,” he smirked over at the
indignant girl.
Harry pulled out a huge box full
of filibuster fireworks and other joke items from the twins’ store. “Wicked!”
Harry smiled. “Thanks Ron. I’ll have to send a letter off to Gred and Forge
too.”
“Here, Harry,” Hermione bypassed
Ron and handed Harry his gift with a flip of her hair. “I got you something far
more practical.”
“Boring…” Ron sing-songed under
his breath. On Hermione's glare, he blinked innocently at her.
Harry grinned wryly and opened up
an assortment of quills and inks. “The quills are spelled for each class,”
Hermione explained. “So when you’re taking notes, they won’t let you write down
the wrong thing. Obviously you can’t use them for tests,” she added.
”Obviously,” Ron said loftily.
Hermione glared again and ignored
him. “But, you can at least make sure that you’re getting the accurate
information for your study guides.”
“Thank you, Mione,” Harry smiled
up at her. “They’re fantastic.”
“Hmmm,” she stuck her tongue out
at Ron before grabbing the next package. “This is from…Greg,” she read the tag.
Harry tore into the packaging
nearly as fast as Greg. His eyes widened and he slapped his hand against his
forehead when he made it to the present. Greg began giggling insanely. “What is
it?” Hermione asked, peering that direction.
“It’s a book on chess strategy,”
Harry moaned.
“Oh, yes, my tactically impaired
friend,” Greg smirked. “You will learn how to make a game last longer
than half a dozen moves.”
“You’re a bastard, Greg,” Harry
grinned. “Thanks.”
“I think you’ll like mine a bit
better,” Vince smiled as Ron placed the cylindrical object in his lap.
Harry gently peeled the paper
away, guessing that it was a drawing before he’d begun. He was right. Oh, he
was so right. Tears came to his eyes as he took in the amazing work. A
grinning, obviously scampering little Draco took center stage, playing outside.
The background of the scene blended in to form the features of the grown up
Draco, staring off into the distance out of the side of the portrait.
“Oh, Vince,” he choked out.
“It’s…”
Vince wrapped an arm around
Harry’s shoulder and squeezed. “You’re welcome,” he offered. Harry took the
offer and fell silent, staring at the picture.
“Can I give mine now, Mione?”
Draco looked eagerly at the girl.
“Of course you can, sweetie,” she
smiled and handed Draco’s colorfully wrapped presents to him to deliver.
He bounced off of the couch and
trotted up to Greg. “Happy birthday!” he cried.
“Thanks, Dray,” Greg took the gift
with a smile. It was a drawing of Greg and Vince holding hands with a small
Draco. They were only stick figures, but the smiles on their ovally heads were
huge. “Did you draw this?” Greg raised an eyebrow. Draco nodded fiercely. “You
are quite the artist. Vince better watch out.” Draco beamed at the praise and
bounded over to pick up Vince’s present.
He handed it over and Vince took a
second to ruffle Draco’s hair. “Thanks, Dray,” he too offered. His picture was
similar, but had enough difference that he flushed and pulled it closer to his
chest.
“What is it?” Ron demanded nosily.
With a slight flush, Vince
revealed the drawing. Two figures that were obviously Greg and Vince stood
holding hands with birds and snitches and hearts fluttering around them. Greg
flushed as well. Hermione smiled gently and stroked Draco’s hair. Harry grinned
behind his hand. Ron just stared in confusion. “Why’d he draw you like that?”
he asked.
“Oh, Ron,” Hermione sighed.
“Thank you, Draco,” Vince
whispered. “I love it.”
“You’re welcome!”
“I…er, I have a gift for you as
well, Greg,” Vince continued, hesitantly. “But…it’s, it’s not here.” He cast a
meaningful glance at Greg who just nodded.
“Let’s go get it so we can be back
in time for cake, then,” he smiled. Vince nodded and stood. When Greg rose as
well, he placed a hand on the small of Vince’s back and gently guided him to
the common room door. When the door shut behind them, the remaining occupants
of the room turned back to each other.
“Are…are they…?” Ron stuttered.
Hermione sighed again. “Yes, Ron.
They’re together.”
“When did they…?”
“Nearly three years now,” Harry
filled in quietly. “You should feel privileged,” he continued. “They must
really like and trust you to share with you something they’ve gone to such
lengths to conceal.”
Ron just nodded and sank into the
nearest chair, a gob smacked look on his face.
“Harry!” Draco hopped up and down.
“I left your present in the dorm. Lemme go get it.”
Harry stared after the boy who
scampered off into the dorm room to retrieve his present for his Harry. “I’m in
love with him,” he whispered, mostly to himself, but knowing that Hermione and
Ron would still hear him.
“We know,” Hermione replied
softly.
Harry tore his eyes away from the
door. “Do you? Do you really? I do love this Draco. He’s a precious little boy.
But…” he stared hard into her eyes, “I meant that I’m in love with the Draco he
was before the curse. The Draco Malfoy who was a total bastard to you, Mione.
And to you Ron,” he turned his gaze on his best friend. “I don’t know when. I
just know that I woke up one day and there he was…occupying the larger part of
my heart.”
Hermione just smiled. Ron
shuddered and rolled his eyes. “We know, Harry,” she repeated.
Harry opened his mouth to demand
an explanation but was interrupted by a joyous shout and Draco’s small body
racing back out of the dorm room. “Here, Harry!” Draco handed the unwrapped
parchment to Harry who unrolled it. Once again, tears came to his eyes. Draco
had drawn the two of them much as he had Vince and Greg. Only, Draco had drawn
himself as an adult.
The grown up Harry and Draco stood
holding hands, surrounded by X’s and O’s and hearts. At their feet sat a
pleased looking Poppet. Harry didn’t think he’d ever seen stick figures look so
happy. “It’s amazing, poppet,” he pulled the small boy into a hug. “And so are
you.” Draco didn’t protest as Harry continued to clutch him close. He just
smiled and snuggled down in the young man’s embrace.
“Happy birthday, Harry,” he
whispered. “I love you.”
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Greg clasped Vince’s hand as soon
as they were out of the common room and they proceeded down the hallway
silently. Each boy, following some unknown lead, headed to the garden where
they sat down on the stone bench and smiled at each other. “Draco’s pretty
observant even as a five year old,” Vince offered into the quiet.
Greg nodded. “He always was,” he
agreed.
“Did you have to pick up my
present?” Vince asked.
Greg blushed. “No. I have it in my
pocket.”
Vince smiled wryly. “I have yours
in my pocket too. I just…it’s pretty personal and I thought we should be alone
for it.”
Greg nodded. “Yeah. Me too. So…you want to go first?”
With a tiny nod, Vince began. “For
years, Greg, I’ve loved you but been unable to do more than whisper it to you
in dark corners. Now, things are different. We are finally free of our
families. That we have no money, no home, no foreseeable means of surviving
after we leave Hogwarts seems to dim compared to the fact that I can tell
you…that I can show you how much I love you in the light of day.”
Greg reached out to grasp Vince’s
hand.
“We have nothing to fear
anymore from discovery. We have no one but ourselves to hold to any standards.
Harry seems to have saved more than just Draco this summer,” Vince said wryly.
“He saved us. He allowed us to save each other. And, he convinced me of
something else. That it’s okay to ask for help. So I did. I asked for help. And
to my great surprise, it was there all along. Just waiting for us to ask for
it.”
Greg frowned in confusion but
sat quietly awaiting explanation. “I know I’m turning into a sappy Hufflepuff,”
Vince smiled, “but I can’t help it. I love you. I want to tell you that
everyday for the rest of our lives. And we have that now. The rest of our
lives. We don’t have to be the Slytherin muscle anymore. We can just be Vince
and Greg. I couldn’t imagine wasting that without pushing for all I could get
out of it. And so, that brings me to your gift this year. Actually, my gift,
but since you’ve spent so much of your time helping me, I rather thought it
your gift as well.”
He handed a piece of parchment
to his boyfriend and cast his eyes down to his fingers as he sat, knowing what
Greg was reading.
Dearest Greg,
I wrote this letter, Greg. Alone.
Without someone telling me how to spell or how to arrange the words. I wrote
this after I went to Madam Pomfrey and asked her to check me for some learning
disability Harry said I might have. He was right. That was what my problem has
been all these years. I’m not stupid. I know you’ve told me that over and over,
but I’m sure you understand how I just couldn’t believe you. But now, now I
know. And I feel freer than I ever have before in my life. I have everything I
could wish for. I can read for the first time. I’m free of my family’s
insanity. I can love you without fear for the first time.
You ask when first I needed you
A childish aching need
And only when you smiled at me
Did that ache recede
You ask when first I wanted you
A selfish lusting fire
The touch of your lips, the rasp
of your tongue
The only quench to that desire
You ask when first I loved you
When need and want took form
When I finally realized that loving
you
Was the reason I’d been borne
And now I ask of you
That same and simple thing
And ask that you would bind that
love
To this symbol…to this ring.
Yours,
Vince
“Greg?” He looked up, his eyes
misty with unshed tears, and saw his beloved’s smiling face. “I love you,”
Vince whispered, holding out a hand. Greg glanced down into that hand and his
breathe caught. A golden band, simple and understated, lay glistening in
Vince’s palm. “Would you marry me?” Instead of answering, Greg shoved his own
hand deep into the recesses of his robe pockets.
When he pulled his hand out, a
duplicate to the piece of jewelry in Vince’s hand sat upon his own palm. “I
would,” Greg whispered, to choked to make normal sound. “Would you marry me?”
Vince gave a tiny whimper and the
tears that threatened Greg’s eyes suddenly spilled down Vince’s cheek. He
smiled tremulously up at Greg. “Yes, please,” he whispered back. Their lips met
in a brief but tender kiss even as, blindly, their hands reached to place the
promise rings on each other’s fingers.
“Happy birthday, Vin,” Greg
breathed against Vince’s mouth.
Vince smiled against Greg’s lips.
“Happy birthday, Greg.”
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