SUMMARY: Justin is betrayed in the worst possible way and he has no one to turn to and no place to go. His life's dreams now no longer mattered. His life was destroyed.

Author's notes: Couldn't decide the storyline my idea would take so I am going to write this two different ways. The same basic concept done in au, and in canon. Hope you will enjoy both rides. Warning: main character gets a medical diagnosis. but there will be no death. Just a lot of angst for our boys. Brian will get involved later on in this fic. Please be patient for Brian's entrance. It won't be long in coming, though, cuming may take a while.