Summary: This is my AU world. There has never been an Ethan. Justin has never moved out. He is still having problems from the bashing including many insecurities. This story was originally a short series for the month of November, December. This has changed. It was a holiday fiction concerning Thanksgiving and Chanukah. Chanukah fell in 2002, on November 29 through Dec. 6. Some angst, but a lot of romance amidst a cruise ship.

Warnings Lots of sex. Heterosexual sex with main character(s) in some segments.

DISCLAIMER: Characters belong to Cowlip, Showtime, Tony Jonas, etc. I just borrow them for enjoyment from time to time.