Star of Destiny 8
©3-5-05

By Starema


Gus had waited as long as he could before he had called and ordered dinner. He was famished. He had only ordered twenty-five minutes ago hoping that it would be enough time. The place had said it would be a forty minute wait.

As the buzzer sounded, Brian got up and allowed the delivery guy into the building. He went back and pulled out his wallet. He heard a knock and walked to the door completely naked and opened it. “How much?” The guy gaping at the sight before him took a second to reply. “ Ah! Umm. $47.50 sir. Brian gave him a fifty and took the food inside closing the door at the still startled boy. Justin couldn’t stop laughing. “You’re crazy, you know that.” “Why?” Brian asked perplexed. “Going to the door with your balls dangling isn’t exactly the norm.” Justin reminded him. “Well, it will probably be as close as he will ever get to perfection.” Quipped Brian. They both laughed. Shouldn’t we be getting dressed. Gus will be coming out soon. He is starving. He waited all this time for us to finish.” “Nah! He has seen me naked. I have explained to him that inside it is alright to be naked in your own home. I hate clothes and shoes at home. I have explained to Gus that the body is beautiful and only needs to be hidden for society’s prudes or to protect us from the elements. I want him as confident and comfortable in his own skin as I am. He is probably naked in his room. It is his choice to dress or not if we are alone. Does it make you uncomfortable?” Brian suddenly didn’t want Justin to feel uncomfortable.

“No, actually, I am more at ease with no clothes as well. We wore only free flowing clothes on our planet and also no one wore clothes in the house. Nudity was a plus on our planet. It was always warm. It took me a long time to get used to wearing so much. Your clothes are so confining. My body can’t breathe. Your popular jeans are tight and heavy. How can you stand them?”

Brian smirked. He got up and got some plates, glasses, and silverware. He placed chopsticks as well at each plate. He laughed at what his son ordered. Gus walked out nude. He had been monitoring the conversation and had undressed. He had kept his clothes on because Justin was here. He was a guest and when a guest was present, usually dad made him stay dressed. Now he knew he wouldn’t always have to dress for his lessons. All three used their chopsticks instead of utensils while they talked. Gus could see that something had changed in his father. He started to ask Justin something.

“Gus, talk out loud. I can’t read your mind yet.” “We can help you daddy. It is quicker this way.” Justin nodded. “Brian, he wants to know some things that are too complicated and would take too long in speech. Open yourself to your son. He will show you what he wants to know. He will understand your answer before you could formulate it in words. If you allow it I will be there with you too. That way you can see a three-way conversation. Besides, this way we can continue to eat.”

Brian burst out laughing. He had never laughed so much or as freely as he was doing since he met Justin. “I have never seen someone eat as much as you can in one sitting.” Justin and Gus both laughed too. “Should I order some more. Are you still hungry?” He was kibitzing with Justin and Justin took it good naturedly. “Nah! I think I had enough. Thanks for asking.” Brian smirked. “I was thinking about dessert.” At that, Gus spoke. “Dad, I think I am going to get ready for bed. I think you have something to do.” “I’ll be right there to tuck you in.” Gus had sensed or more accurately read his thoughts and his dad wanted Justin as dessert. Though Gus was ten he was getting an education in sex from his father. His father was such a sensual and sexual being.

“You have a good kid Brian. I have said it before but he really cares about you. He feels comfortable around you. It is good that you aren’t afraid to let him be free. You let him be himself. You stood up for him. At first, you didn’t believe him but you knew you had to try and understand him. His mothers just all out disavowed any possibility that he could be gifted or that he might have an invisible friend. They were too quick to discount him and to decide that something was wrong with him. You listened to him. I am impressed that you don’t look just inside the box. You reach out for other possibilities. You figured he was just in need of understanding and in the process are embracing your own gifts. You are more open then you think.” Justin said all this while holding Brian’s hand and looking into his eyes. Brian started to feel uncomfortable. He wasn’t used to compliments.

“You are worthy of compliments Brian. You are worthy of love. You are worthy of so much. Brian pulled away. He started to pace. “Brian, look at me.” Brian turned to Justin. He had been having a great night. Justin spoke with honesty yet he had trouble hearing it. Brian, you want to talk about it.” Brian was trying to push down his feelings. Suddenly, he moved toward Justin and grabbed his face and kissed him. The kiss was like sucking his life away. Brian was in need again. Automatically, he had suppressed his feelings and displayed them within his sexuality. Justin couldn’t do anything but succumb. He surrendered to the kiss and then pulled away. “Brian, take care of Gus. He is ready. Then you can have what you need.” Brian had forgotten about Gus in his agony.

Brian stood up to go to Gus. He was shaken. Checking his son, he tucked him in, kissed him and was about to read him a story as was his usual routine after he made sure Gus had brushed his teeth. “Dad, Justin is waiting for you. You can read to me tomorrow. Go. I love you dad.” “Love you too, sonny boy. Are you sure?” “Yes, daddy.” Gus turned to his side and closed his eyes. He was soon asleep. The day had been full.

Brian walked back to Justin who had sprawled out in his splendor upon the pillows he had thrown across the floor. Brian immediately went hard to see Justin wantonly ready. Not being able to take his eyes off of Justin he walked as if in slow motion forward. At least, that is how he felt. Absently, he wet his lips. Justin smiled. Brian was filled with warmth, love and need.

As Brian fell onto the pillows he caught Justin’s lips to his. Their kiss lasted a long time and the two rotated their hips into each other grinding their groins together as they kissed. Justin’s need was great though it was not the same as Brian’s. Now Brian didn’t consciously feel the hurt from earlier but Justin could sense it. As the two kissed passionately, Justin tried to calm the storm within Brian. His mind was again within Brian’s and the two were sharing their feelings. Brian found he could trust Justin with his being. How had this happened so fast, the man who didn’t believe in love? He was thinking his thoughts and Justin was accepting them and answered him to his best ability. “Brian, it is simple. You can be yourself around me and Gus. You don’t have to pretend or protect yourself because we want to help you and love you unconditionally. You have been happier here in New York than in Pittsburgh. That is because you can be yourself.” Justin and Brian rolled and now Justin was on top.

Justin continued to kiss, but soon kissing wasn’t enough and the two moved on, Brian for once allowing Justin to be the top. Justin let his lips, tongue, and hands pay homage to the body under him. Brian needed to be loved and he hadn’t allowed this in so long. He had always felt the need to dominate but somehow Justin and he were equals. Justin knew the trepidation this position held for Brian and was surprised to find Brian allowing this so soon.

Brian tried to send him a message. His fear was strong. “Justin, please be gentle. It has been a very long time. I need to feel you inside. I need to be held.” Brian was opening himself up to Justin and it felt weird. As Justin moved down his body, Brian felt cherished, a feeling foreign to him. Justin read his thoughts and his needs knowing what Brian needed and when. His sole purpose was to make this special for Brian. As Justin slipped inside Brian he felt he never needed anyone else again. He was home, embedded within the perfect tunnel. It was the same thought that fleetingly had passed within Brian’s mind as he had entered Justin the first time.

Justin took it slow at first, gentle and tender was his strokes but Brian became more needy and Justin sped up. Each thrust became more forceful and as the two became one. Brian was overwhelmed with emotion. He was so full of Justin’s love and yet he also felt so cheated of love. He let his emotions flow as each thrust brought him closer to climax. The emotions welling up inside of him also brought him closer to a cleansing, a healing. Justin knew that Brian would be a fountain of emotion as he learned to deal with his past and learned to accept his gift. The fact that Brian was so willing so quickly to allow him access like this was a huge step. As he rammed Brian’s hole over and over again, he felt so close to Brian. He didn’t need to read his mind to know Brian. He already was able to read his subtle signs. Brian was getting close and so was he. As they neared climax, Brian’s sensuality was screaming. He wanted to engulf Justin and he didn’t want to let go. He had never felt like this—whole and tears of joy were streaming down. He felt so loved. Justin felt so happy to be able to give this to Brian. He collapsed onto Brian as he came inside him and then held Brian to him without pulling out. He felt Brian’s contentment in his arms and they fell asleep that way. All three, Gus, Brian and Justin dreamed beautiful dreams of each other. Gus was happy that his father finally found his other half.

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