Colleen's Final Words

This past week was actually the hardest part of the whole thing. And in the rainstorm I came to a revelation that was: is it worth it, and how bad do I want it? I think the answer to that is not as bad as I thought I did.

I think today I could have won the immunity challenge, there was nothing keeping me there. I wasn't wobbling, I didn't feel like I was gonna fall, and out of nowhere I started walking. One of the reasons I started walking was because Kelly and I started talking about voting and it started to stress me out.

If I thought that was bad it's only going to get worse. I would have had to win the next immunity challenge, and then it would have been cut throat and mean. It's not my style, it's just not my style. In ten years I think I could kick ass, really.

I learned a lot. I met a lot of great people. Rich you're included, I talked enough bad stuff about you, but I'll let you know now you redeemed yourself. Kelly, I was wishy washy with you, but you're pretty cool yourself.

I'm excited now for the next step. I want to sit in the jury box and watch them all play round two. I'm glad they let me stick around as long as I did. If I came into this game differently or on Tagi's team I think I could have won. I'm saying it now after I've been kicked off and I didn't win, but I feel it. So maybe Survivor part II I'll come back on the conniving wicked team and I will reign. Who am I kidding?

All I want now is a bowl of ice cream, actually I had so much crap today I would love to eat some ice. There's no point to ramble on and on. That's all she wrote, the end.