Prologue
“…I now
pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.”
Emma remembered
hearing the preacher, but he seemed far off and distant. She only remembered
being focused completely on the man standing in front of her. Sam. Her
love, her life, and now he was her husband. She loved him unlike she’d
ever loved any man. She never thought she’d find someone she could give
her heart completely to, like she had to Sam. He completed her, even when
he was aggravating her.
Sam leaned
in and softly brought his lips to hers, bringing cheers from the assembled
group of friends and townspeople. She stepped back and stared lovingly
into his eyes. She was lost in gaze. The way his eyes danced when he smiled,
the little laugh lines at the corners of his eyes, the way his mouth curled
into a lopsided grin, everything about him made her heart race. They turned
as the preacher introduced them as “Mr. and Mrs. Sam Cain,” and smiled
at their friends.
Chapter
1
Emma busied
herself around the kitchen of her house, gathering things for supper before
she headed over to the bunkhouse. She hadn’t even been married a month,
and she and Sam had yet to fully decide what they were going to do. She
loved her home, loved being near the riders, but she knew that Sam needed
to be closer to town. She sensed he was hesitant to take her away from
all that she’d known for so long, however she knew that they needed to
work something out soon.
Sam wasn’t
home yet when the riders sat down for dinner. She told them that she would
wait for Sam and eat whenever he returned, and then sat quietly mending
a shirt for Cody as the riders joked and laughed with Mr. Spoon. She was
grateful for their joviality and the distraction of her mending, they both
helped keep her mind from becoming stuck in her worry of the meetings Sam
was having
in town this past week.
When dinner
was completed and cleaned up, Emma slowly walked back to her house. It
was dark and empty, and she realized at that moment how much she was truly
in love with Sam. In the brief time they’d been married, she’d become so
accustomed to being with him that when he wasn’t there she missed him terribly.
All her life, she’d been independent. She knew how to take care of herself,
and didn’t like it when anyone treated her like she couldn’t. Sam was different.
He knew she didn’t want to be hovered over or be told she couldn’t do something,
because she would turn around and do it just for spite or to be contrary.
Sometimes she was amazed at how much she’d come to love to him and how
much he seemed to complete her life.
Striking
a match, she held it to the wick of the lamp, then replaced the glass.
She adjusted the wick, bringing a soft glow to the room. After putting
a few things away, Emma then picked up the lamp and made her way upstairs
to ready herself for bed. As she sat tying the end of her long red hair
in a braid, she began to earnestly wonder where Sam was. The territorial
official who’d been in town all week was supposed to return to the capital
tomorrow. This was the longest meeting, by far, and she wondered what it
was the two could be discussing.
*
* * * *
Sam sat
in his office, tipped back in his chair, staring absently into the night.
Mr. Blackburn returned to the hotel several hours before and Sam walked
back into his office after seeing the man off with every intention of going
straight home. Three hours later, he was still sitting in his chair, oblivious
to his surroundings. He finally glanced at the clock on the wall and briefly
considered staying in his old room above the jail when he saw how late
it was. Then he knew he couldn’t do that to Emma, and with a weary sigh
stood up and walked out of the office with slow, trudging steps.
He slowed
his approach as the ranch came into view, and momentarily contemplated
turning around. Emma would not be happy with him, for so many things, the
least of which would be missing supper
for the
third night in a row. Her anger over missing supper would be the least
of his worries when she heard the outcome of all the meetings.
Sam slowly
exited the barn after putting his horse inside and quietly made his way
across the yard up to the house. The moon was three-quarter’s full and
cast a clear light across the ground. The heat from the late summer’s day
was gone, replaced with a soft breeze that stirred the air. He noticed
none of
these as he stepped gingerly onto the porch and opened the door. A pale
glow from the lamp drew his attention to the parlor and the figure sitting
in the chair.
Closing
the door quietly behind him, Sam paused and looked at his wife. Emma was
asleep in the chair, a book in her lap, the lamp on the table beside her.
He felt guilty that she’d stayed up waiting for him, but a small smile
tugged at his mouth as he realized it as a gesture of her love for him.
He gazed at her lovingly, grateful everyday that she was in his life. He
loved her deeply, and only regretted never asking her to marry him sooner.
If he had, he would have had so much more time with her.
Silently
walking over to her chair, he stopped and brushed a stray lock of hair
off her face before leaning down to kiss her forehead. Her eyelids fluttered
opened and then a smile spread across her face as her eyes focused on the
face of her husband. He knelt down by her chair as she straightened herself
from the position she slipped to during her sleep. At the same time they
reached out and entwined their fingers together and then leaned toward
each other meeting in a kiss.
“Have you
eaten?” Emma asked.
“Yeah, got
somethin’ in town. I’m sorry I was so late, lost track of time.”
“That’s
alright, I knew you’d be home as soon as you could.”
Sam ducked
his head and cleared his throat as he thought about almost not coming home,
but decided not to share that with Emma. “You must be tired, why don’t
you head on up to bed?”
“Sam, what’s
wrong?” she asked with a worried tone in her voice. Something was definitely
off in his manner and she was determined to find out why.
“Nothin’.
Just got a lot on my mind. You go ahead, I’ll be up in a moment.”
Emma nodded
and stood up. Instead of walking to the staircase, she turned and walked
to the kitchen and began to busy herself there. Sam smiled faintly as he
wondered how she saw through his lie about supper. He was grateful for
her ability to read him, because he was hungry and food would be an excuse
to further delay what he didn’t want to do. Tell Emma he was leaving.
Chapter
2
As the light
supper was finished, the two sat in silence at the table. Emma knew Sam
was worried and preoccupied by the way he stared absently at the plate
before him and when he would finally look up, directing his gaze out the
window instead of looking at her. She had never seem him this uncomfortable,
except for the night he proposed. As she stood up to clear the table, Sam
finally reached out and took her hand.
“Come sit
with me?” he asked motioning to the davenport in front of the fireplace.
“Little
hot for a fire, isn’t it Sam?” she teased as she walked with him. When
he responded with nothing more than a faint mumble she earnestly began
to worry. All these meetings with Mr. Blackburn, going later and later
into the night, Sam not talking about them, and his withdrawn moods were
causing all sorts of thoughts to leap into her mind. Was his job in trouble?
Sam loved being a marshal, what would happen to him if his job was taken
away from him again? When Van Dorn came into town and caused Sam to lose
his job, she saw how much it devastated him. Without the direction and
purpose in life his job gave him, Emma didn’t want to think where he would
be.
After sitting
and staring into the empty fireplace for several minutes, Sam finally spoke.
“Mr. Blackburn’s goin’ back tomorrow.”
Emma nodded,
already knowing this. She reached over and took his hand, squeezing it
lightly in show of her support.
“He’s offered
me a new job,” he finally said.
Emma slowly
let out the breath she’d been holding, immensely relieved that Sam still
had a job. A new job wasn’t the end of the world. A move would be hard,
but they would survive it. “What is the job?”
“Territorial
Marshal.”
“That’s
a wonderful job, Sam. You don’t seem real happy about it though.”
“Well, I’ve
just been thinkin’ ‘bout what takin’ it will mean. The job requires I have
to move to the Territorial Capitol.”
Emma sat
quiet thinking what a move would mean. They’d be leaving Sweetwater. Her
home for many years, where her friends were and so many memories. She would
miss the house, but she wasn’t so foolish as to think that she and Sam
wouldn’t build a home someplace else. What she really dreaded was leaving
behind the riders.
She’d become
very attached to the five boys and one small girl she’d opened up her ranch
and her heart to. Each one so unique in their personalities and their ties
to her. They were like her children, and she loved them dearly. She was
saddened to realize that she wouldn’t be near them everyday to help them
continue to become the wonderful men and lady she knew they could be.
Cody, a
brash young man who everyone thought was arrogant, but she knew the real
person inside. A young man that cared deeply, so much he had to cover it
up with his jokes to survive. Buck, torn between two worlds, and desperately
trying to find his place in each. She hoped he would find acceptance and
happiness, but knew that he would with his friends around him, especially
Ike. Gentle Ike, a young man dealt a rough hand by life, but just as determined
as Buck to find where he belonged. He was filled with such goodness she
hoped he wouldn’t become disillusioned and jaded as he continued through
life. Kid, a strong, loyal friend, determined to help those around him.
He had such a strong belief of right and wrong that she knew he would go
far.
So different,
and yet already forming a strong friendship with Kid, was Jimmy. Like Cody,
he kept his true feelings hid behind a rough exterior, and yet she had
seen the tender, caring side of Jimmy. She knew any woman lucky enough
to win his heart would see that side as well. Finally, there was sweet
Lullabelle. A young woman, hiding in a man’s world, fiercely independent
and determined to succeed. Emma would miss her most, because she felt Lou
needed her help the most. Would the new station keeper be able to help
Louise maintain and even regain her femininity?
Emma vowed
to herself that she would maintain in contact with each of them and continue
to guide them where she could. Still holding his hand, she gave it a reaffirming
squeeze and smiled. “Well, I’ll sure miss Sweetwater and everyone here,
but this is such a wonderful opportunity for you.”
“Well, that’s
the thing Emma. I was thinkin’ how much you love your home here.”
“Our home,”
she interjected.
“Our home,”
he replied a bit distracted. “But I don’t think it’s fair of me to take
you away from it. Blackburn said I’d be traveling quite a bit at first.
I’d hardly ever be in the capitol to tell the truth. So I thought you could
just stay here and I’ll try and get back here as often as I can to see
you.”
Emma pulled
her hand back, stunned by what Sam just said. Bitter tears sprang to her
eyes by the thought that Sam wanted to leave her behind. Married less than
a month and already she had another husband walking out on her.
Chapter
3
Watching
Emma swipe hastily at her eyes, Sam had to speak. “Emma, it’ll only be
for a little bit. Once I get settled in more and won’t be gone so often,
then I’ll get us a nice little house. This way you won’t have to be alone
in a new city while I’m gone.”
“Sam Cain,
do you honestly think I care about being alone in a strange city? I don’t.
I’ve done it before, I can do it again.”
“I know,”
Sam said gently. “I was only thinkin’-“
“No you
weren’t,” Emma cut in. “If you were thinkin’ there’d be no way you’d ask
me to stay here while you moved to a new job.
“Emma,”
he said softly.
“No. I thought
you were different Sam Cain. I thought you would never do to me what Evan
did. He walked out on me, and that’s just what you’re doin’ now.”
She got
up and quickly walked away, keeping her back to him so he couldn’t see
the tears falling down her cheeks. Sam sat on the sofa, stunned by her
outburst. He thought he was doing well by offering to let her stay at the
ranch instead of having to sit alone in some new city. He never imagined
she’d react this way, or that she would ever compare him Evan Crandall.
He stood
and ran his fingers wearily through his hair. Then he walked over Emma
and gently placed his hands on her shoulders. She startled at his touch,
but didn’t pull away. Placing a soft kiss on her head he whispered, “I’m
sorry.”
She turned
and wrapped her arms around his waist. He pulled her close and hugged her
tightly to his chest.
“I would
never walk out on you Emma. I told you that once before, and I meant it
then, just as I mean it now. I love you so much. I just wanted you to be
happy and thought if I had to be gone so much you’d be happier here with
the boys than adjusting to some new city.”
She pushed
away from him and dabbed her eyes lightly with her fingers. “I know,” she
said with a tired smile. “Do you know what I was reading while I was waiting
for you?”
Sam shook
his head, surprised by the odd change of the topic, but he waited patiently
for Emma to continue.
“I was reading
the Bible. I used to read it more when I was younger but didn’t as much
as I got older. I started reading it more after the riders came.”
Sam gave
her a questioning look, but again waited for her to continue at her own
pace.
“Russell,
Majors and Waddell gave each of the boys a Bible when they signed on. I
thought if the company thought it was important enough for the riders to
have one, I should read it more myself. One of them might actually read
it and ask about it, and I thought I should be prepared to answer any questions
they might have. I never thought I would come to find such joy in it, and
that it would end up helping me so much.”
As she was
talking, she walked to the chair and picked up the book off the table where
she placed it when Sam arrived. She came back and sat down on the davenport
and waited for Sam to join her. She gently traced her fingers over the
gold lettering on the front while the book rested in her lap. Sam sat beside
her and wrapped his arm around her shoulder, pulling her close. Emma rested
her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes while taking in a deep breath.
“When I
was a child my mother used to read me stories from the Bible. She used
to sit in her chair, while I sat beside her listening. At first I just
loved listening to the sound of her voice while she read, but eventually
I really came to love the stories. Daniel in the lion’s den, Noah and the
Ark, the birth of Jesus and the Savior’s life on earth.
“Now when
I read it, I find things that I love as much as those stories, or even
more. Things my mother never read me, because I wouldn’t have understood
them as I do now. I had to discover them on my own and in doin’ so they
mean even more to me.”
She fell
silent, as she continued to rest her head on Sam. He brought his hand up
and softly ran his fingers over her hair. Finally she raised her head and
looked him in the eye so she could communicate more fully with him.
“One of
my favorites is the story of Ruth. I was reading it again tonight while
I was waiting for you to come home. Do you know that story?”
Sam shook
his head to indicate he didn’t. He felt almost shameful he didn’t know
the Bible as much as Emma did. Hearing her talk about it, he sensed how
deeply she cared for what it contained.
Emma smiled
and her face lit up with love. “Then I’ll tell you. She was an amazing
woman, and I know you’ll understand why I think it wasn’t just coincidence
that I read her story tonight.”
Chapter
4
“The story
begins with Naomi, her husband and two sons leaving their home and traveling
to another land. While in Moab, the new place they were livin’, her sons
married. Then her husband and her sons died and she was alone, except for
her son’s wives. Naomi decided to return to her home and Ruth and the other
wife went with her, but Naomi told them to go back to their families. She
had no way to care for herself or them and thought they’d be better staying
behind with their families. The other wife, went back to her family, but
not Ruth.”
Emma paused
and lightly ran her finger over the page, finding the exact place she was
looking for. “Then this is what Ruth told Naomi. ‘Entreat me not to leave
thee, or to return from following after thee. For wither thou goest, I
will go; and where thou lodgest, I will lodge. Thy people shall be my people,
and thy God my God. Where thou diest, will I die, and there will I be buried.
The Lord do so to me, and more also, if ought but death part thee and me.’”
Emma stopped
reading and kept her head down, looking at the open book lying in her lap.
Finally she looked up and her moist eyes glistened in the soft light. Sam
tenderly wiped a tear away that escaped from the corner of her eye and
smiled gently. He had conflicting emotions running through him, and wasn’t
entirely sure of the point Emma was trying to make, so held his patience
and waited for her to continue.
She cleared
her throat and in a voice thick with emotion asked, “isn’t that wonderful
Sam? Ruth loved her mother-in-law so much that she was willing to leave
her home and go with Naomi. She knew that their life wouldn’t be easy,
but she didn’t mind. That’s how I feel Sam. I know you’re worried about
taking me from my home and my friends, but they don’t mean as much to me
as you do. You’re my husband, and my place is with you.”
“Emma, don’t
you think I want you with me? But I’m not goin’ to be at the capitol very
much, especially at first. I wanted you to be happy, and not be miserable
sittin’ alone in a strange city.”
“I don’t
care Sam. I want to be where you are. I love you Sam.”
“I love
you Emma. I want you to come with me, to be there with me. But I only want
you to come as long as you’re sure you’ll be happy.”
Emma smiled
broadly, and her shoulders shook with gentle laughter. “Sam Cain, haven’t
you heard a word I’ve said? You are such a good man, so different than
many of the men I’ve known. You want me to be happy, and I love you so
much for that. I will be happy any place as long as we’re together.”
Sam’s shoulders
sagged with tremendous relief. He’d convinced himself that having Emma
stay behind would be the best thing, but he discovered yet another reason
why he loved her dearly. She knew more than he did, that they both would
be miserable if she stayed in Sweetwater. Many times he cursed her stubbornness
and the way she refused to yield when she set her mind to something. Tonight,
he was grateful for that trait. He closed his eyes and settled back on
the sofa, drawing Emma close to him and resting her against his side. He
said a silent prayer of thanks for the wonderful woman that was in his
life, and he wondered how he was lucky enough to deserve her.
“Thank you,
Emma,” he said in a soft voice. “Thank you for not listening tonight to
a foolish man.”
“You’re
not foolish, Sam, you’re just endearing. But why in the world did you ever
think I would agree to a foolhardy notion like stayin’ behind?”
“A strange,
silly thought that you’d actually be happier this way,” he told her, a
small laugh creeping into his voice.
“Well, obviously
these late meetings have been making you lose sleep and you’re not thinkin’
clearly,” she bantered back, the gentle teasing making her voice light.
“So, now that we have this settled, I think we’ve been up late enough”
“Well, I’ve
learned one thing tonight,” Sam said, the same light tone in his voice.
“Never argue with a woman when she’s right.”
He brought
his arm out from behind her and then slowly stood up. Smiling, he turned
and pulled Emma up from their seat and gently kissed her. Then he picked
up the lamp from the table, wrapped one arm around her waist and pulling
her close walked beside her up the stairs.
Epilogue
Sam slowly
walked up the steps to the bedroom, running his hand lightly over the banister
worn smooth from many years of use. He paused at the top of the landing,
a wild jumble of thoughts tumbling around his brain. Quietly he opened
the door to the bedroom he shared with Emma and stepped inside. She lay
asleep on the bed, tired and exhausted after giving birth to their fourth
child early that morning. The child lay sleeping in its cradle, and Sam
took in the scene before him, smiling in wonder and love at the amazing
woman who everyday made his life better.
Every day
for the past ten years he gave thanks for one night when Emma told him
that wherever his life took him, her place was right beside him. Their
life hadn’t always been easy, but together they built a life of love, happiness
and were now raising three wonderful, if sometimes rowdy boys. Now they
had a daughter and Sam fairly beamed as he walked to her cradle and gently
lifted her into his arms. Her eyelids fluttered, but stayed shut as he
gently began rocking her in his arms.
“Hello there,
little Ruth,” he said, his throat tight with emotion. “Your ma and I are
so happy you’re here.” Settling into the rocking chair in the corner he
said, “let me tell you a little story your mother told me one night about
another amazing woman named Ruth.”
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