Part
One
The wind
blew fiercely and the cold bit at the face of the lone rider. He
pulled his hat down further and tightened his coat collar, securing it
snuggly around his neck, an attempt to keep out the cold wind as he trudged
toward home.
This would
be his last mail run for a couple of days. When he handed over his mail
pouch to the next rider at the way station, he was on vacation for two
whole days and nights. He could hardly wait to get home, looking forward
to sleeping away at least half of those days in his bunk. If it were not
for this unruly weather he'd been able to start his vacation sooner. As
it was, the wind and cold was making it difficult to keep up the steady
speed he was accustomed to on his runs, forcing him to keep his animal
at a brisk walk.
Suddenly
the horse spooked, whinnying and throwing back its head as it tried to
rear. Buck Cross, the half-Kiowa pony express rider, held the mount
sternly, keeping it under control. Then he saw what had startled the animal.
A small
body lay in the animal’s path. Buck cautiously dismounted and looked around,
keeping an ever-watchful eye out for danger. Neither seeing nor sensing
any threatening signs, he moved closer to investigate. He crouched down
next to the still form.
It was a
girl, clad in a simple deer skin dress and moccasins. When he gently
turned her over, he could see she looked to be about 18 or 19, and at least
part Indian. Long black hair hung just past her shoulders, light
copper skin, and high cheekbones. Her smooth face held the remnants
of fading bruises, while her lower lip was scabbed by a barely healing
cut. And he saw that one side of her dress was torn at the lacing on the
shoulders.
Buck quickly
listened for a heart beat, hearing a faint but steady beat as he did so.
The shock of finding her subsided and he moved into action. Hurrying
to his saddle and retrieving the blanket from his bedroll, he wrapped the
girl in it then lifted her gently. Carefully he laid her over the
saddle until he could mount; then, cradling her in his arms, he gave his
horse the command to go.
Braving
the wind and cold he urged the reluctant horse into a run. The nearest
place to get the young girl help was exactly where he was heading, the
Sweet Water Way Station. Once there, Emma would know what to do and they
could send someone for the doctor he was sure would be necessary.
**********************
Teaspoon
Hunter paced the floor nervously as Emma set plates on the table, getting
things ready for the evening meal.
"Where is
that boy?" Teaspoon grumbled, "He ain’t never been this late before."
"Winds probably
slowed him up," Lou, concealing her own concern, offered up as an explanation
as she sat in her usual place at the table.
"Lou's right,"
Kid agreed as he took his place at the table across from Lou.
Teaspoon
let out a defeated sigh. Though he didn’t voice it, he had to admit that
they were probably right. He finally sat down at the dinner table as Emma
began to set down the food.
Ike McSwain
had been standing at the window, his own worry showing in his eyes as he
watched for his friend to ride in, when Cody nudged him and motioned for
him to come and eat. Reluctantly Ike followed Cody to the table.
Emma was
putting the biscuits on the table when Jimmy Hickok burst through the door.
"Rider coming
in!" he shouted, "It's Buck and he's got an extra package."
Teaspoon
and the others jumped to their feet, stumbling over each other as they
ran through the door. Emma stood in the doorway looking out.
"Get her
to Emma!" Buck yelled over the wind, as they all reached him, as he carefully
lowered the girl in his arms to the closest rider, who happened to be Ike.
Ike reached
up and took the girl from Buck, while Cody helped to steady her limp form
in Ike's arms.
Buck jumped
from his horse and with one tug, he released the mailbags from his saddle.
He threw the bags to the waiting rider, who, as soon as he grabbed the
bags, gave his mount a kick with his heal and was off.
Buck followed
the others into the house.
"Bring her
upstairs," Emma was ordering Ike as she led the way. "Louise, I’m
gonna need your help."
Lou shoved
her way through the others and followed Emma and Ike into the upstairs
room, where Ike carefully laid the girl on the bed after Emma had thrown
back the covers.
"Should
we send for the doc?" Teaspoon asked from the doorway.
"Couldn’t
hurt," Emma sighed, noticing the fading bruises and split lip on the girl.
"Looks like
someone’s roughed her up some,” Emma continued.
"I'll go,”
Kid volunteered and raced out to saddle his mount.
"Now the
rest of you get on out of here," Emma ordered.
Motioning
to the bureau beside the bed, she said, "Lou, there's a night dress in
that top drawer."
Lou retrieved
the garment and handed it to Emma.
"Now get
me some hot water and antiseptic," Emma insisted, as she began to ease
off the unconscious girls tattered clothing.
Lou hurried
out the door to retrieve the items Emma needed.
Part
Two
Some time
later, the group was gathered downstairs as they waited for Emma and the
doctor to emerge from the upstairs room. Buck sat on the lowest step
leaning against the wall; the rest were either leaning up against a near-by
wall or sitting at the table. They all looked up as Emma and the
doctor emerged from upstairs.
“Well?”
Teaspoon urged as the silence from the doctor made his curiosity peek.
“She’ll
be fine in a few days. The bruises on her face and cut on her lip look
to be about a week old. They’re healing. I found some other scars on her
arms and back. Looks like she’s been beat before.”
Teaspoon
sighed disgustedly and shook his head. The others muttered outrages
amongst themselves.
“That’s
not all,” the doctor interrupted. “I think she’s deaf.”
All eyes
turned to his in shock.
“Her right
ear drum has been broken, since birth I would guess, and the left ear has
a blockage. I’m not sure from what. If she hears anything at all I’m sure
it’s muffled.”
He
turned to Buck. “You’re sure you don’t have any idea where she came
from or who her family is?”
Buck
shook his head. “Like I told you, I found her on the road. She was
unconscious,” he answered Teaspoon, then turned toward the doctor. “She
is gonna be all right?”
“As far
as I can tell she should recover just fine. She needs to rest and get some
food down her. I don’t think she’s eaten in days,” he answered Buck
“Well I’ll
see she gets some good food into her,” Emma assured him.
The doctor
took his coat from its hanging place around the back of a chair.
“I’ll be out tomorrow to check on her. She should sleep the rest of the
night,” he told them as he made his way to the door.
“Thanks
for comin’ out, Doc,” Teaspoon said. The doctor nodded his welcome
and left.
Teaspoon
looked at Buck. “I think you could use some rest too, son. You’ve
had a hard ride.”
Buck’s eyes
were red and blood shot. His fatigue clearly showed. “I think you’re
right,” he agreed as he dragged himself off the stair he had been sitting
on and walked toward the door.
“All right.
The rest of you go get some sleep too. Cody, you’re up first thing in the
morning,” Teaspoon told them.
Obligingly
the other pony express riders followed Buck to the bunkhouse.
Part
Three
The last
thing she remembered was the biting cold and the blowing wind hammering
in on her as she walked. She remembered feeling tired, so exhausted she
could barely move, and all she had wanted was to sleep; sweet blissful
slumber beckoned her with all its might. She was frightened and alone.
She didn’t know what to do or where to go. She had welcomed the unconsciousness
when it had over taken her despite the burning cold and wind.
But she
didn’t feel the cold any more; she couldn’t feel the hard damp ground beneath
her any longer. She was warm now and where she lay was soft and smelled
of fresh lilacs in the summer.
Involuntarily
her eyes began to flutter open. Hazily they scanned the place she found
herself in. Sunlight beamed through the shear curtains over the window
casting glowing rays on the walls of the room.
Suddenly
her heart began to pound harder. Panic rose in her.
Where was
she? Weakly she sat herself up and leaned back against the
headboard of the bed. She recognized nothing in this room. Feeling the
strange softness against her skin she looked down to see, not her normal
clothing, but something else she could not identify and had never seen
before. Was she dead?
The door
of the room slowly began to open. Her eyes caught sight of it and stayed
fixed on it. She froze with fear.
A woman
walked through it, her red hair secured neatly in a bun at the back of
her head. She wore a simple blue dress adorned with a cream colored apron.
She carried a tray with her. The girl could smell the aroma of the food
that must be on that tray, enticing her. She was starving.
The woman
smiled. She could see her lips move but could not hear her words.
“Good morning,”
Emma greeted her guest. “I’m glad to see you’re finally awake. I brought
you some food.”
The girl
pressed her back closer to the headboard as if she were trying to get away,
her eyes wide in fear as Emma leaned over to set the tray down across the
girl’s lap.
Seeing this
and not wanting to add the young girls discomfort, Emma slowly placed the
tray on the bed beside the young girl and backed away.
“It’s all
right.” She spoke softly, trying to soothe the frightened girl. “I
won’t hurt you.”
Then Emma
breathed a heavy sigh as she remembered the doctor had told them that the
girl more than likely couldn’t hear. A sympathetic frown crossed her lips.
“You can’t
hear a word I’m saying, can you?”
The girl
stared at Emma, confusion mingled with the apparent fear still written
in her expression.
The smell
of fresh cooked eggs and muffins were tantalizing her hunger. Sensing no
immediate danger the girl gave into her pangs of hunger, snatched up one
of the muffins, and began to devour it ravenously while still keeping a
watchful eye on the woman standing only a few inches from the bed.
Not hearing
the soft knock at the door, the girl was startled when the woman turned
toward it and a man walked into the room. The girl scrambled from the bed
toppling the tray of food to the floor. Her eyes darted back and fourth
around the room searching for a way out and away from these strangers.
They stood blocking her only exit so she huddled herself into a far corner
of the room, trembling, and gazing wild, terror filled eyes back at them.
The man
was older, perhaps in his early 50’s with thin graying hair and one eye
seeming to squint, as if the light hurt it more than it did the other one.
Suspenders held up his pants and on his head was a derby hat.
The woman
moved closer to her, lips moving as she tried to communicate.
“He won’t
hurt you,” Emma was saying as she moved closer, wanting to comfort the
frightened girl.
But her
motions only heightened the girls anxiety and made her dash to another
corner of the room in an attempt to escape.
Emma
looked hopelessly at Teaspoon. “I don’t know how to make her understand.”
Teaspoon
was looking at the girl, studying her more closely. She looked familiar
somehow… as if he should know her. He could not put his finger on it but
still there was something in her eyes that struck home with him. He had
the strangest feeling he recognized her. Shaking the feeling aside something
suddenly occurred to him. Apparently the girl was at least half Indian.
Maybe, just maybe, she would know Indian sign. It was worth a shot.
“I got an
idea,” he told Emma, anxiously patting her comfortingly on the shoulder
before he quickly left the room and hurried down the stairs.
****
The riders
sat at the table finishing their breakfast when Teaspoon rushed down the
stairs and stopped midway, bellowing.
“Ike, get
up here! Jimmy, go wake Buck, we’ll need him to interpret.”
Ike jumped
to his feet, confused at Teaspoons order, but he obeyed.
“Is she
awake?” Lou asked inquisitively.
“Yup.” Teaspoon
answered. “Scared to death. I’m hopin’ she’ll understand some of that sign
Ike and Buck do. We can’t seem to communicate with her.”
Curiosity
overcame them. Cody, Lou and Kid moved to follow Teaspoon and Ike up the
stairs as Jimmy quickly left to wake the still sleeping Buck.
“Now just
hold on!” Teaspoon halted the trio. “She’s as nervous as an old cat in
a room full’a rockin’ chairs right now. We don’t need all a you up there
gawkin’ at her makin’ her even more skittish. Just stay put and send Buck
up when he gets in here.”
The three
frowned, disappointed that they could not satisfy their curiosity, but
understood Teaspoons request and settled back to finish their breakfast.
The girl’s
fright intensified even more as Teaspoon reentered the room, followed closely
by Ike.
Emma smiled
at the two, understanding now what Teaspoons idea must have been. She nodded
approvingly.
The girl,
so frightened, continued to seek a way out. She spun around, pressing against
the corner of the wall as if she expected to be able to push her way through
an imaginary doorway.
Ike looked
questioningly at Teaspoon and Emma.
“Go on,”
Emma urged “See if you can talk to her. Make her understand we won’t
harm her.”
Ike looked
hesitant.
“Go on boy,”
Teaspoon urged as well.
Ike took
in a deep breath and began walking slowly up to the girl.
She jerked
back around, facing him. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she stared wildly
at the boy with the baldhead standing in front of her. Her hands clenched
into fists in an attempt to keep her them from shaking.
Ike’s heart
went out to the girl. He had been where she was right now. Afraid, alone,
unable to communicate with others. He wanted to help.
Don’t
be afraid, he signed. The girls breathing stayed heavy. But her eyes
fell on Ike's hands as they moved in sign as if she recognized the movements.
My name
is Ike, he signed. The girl still looked confused. No one’s
going to hurt you.
The fear
still apparent in the girl’s delicate features, she seemed to know what
Ike was signing. Her muscles relaxed slightly and her fists started to
unclench. Until the door opened again. Her hands clenched tighter
and she pressed her back up against the wall once more.
Ike turned
to Buck for help and signed to him.
I don’t think she understands.
Buck looked
at the girl. A smile crossed his lips.
“Yes she
does, Ike. She’s watching every move your hands make.”
Ike turned
back to the girl and signed. Do you understand? Still the
girl only looked at him.
Buck cautiously
walked up next to Ike. The girl looked inquisitively at him. He was like
her, his Indian heritage apparent.
I am
Running Buck, he signed. I’m the one who found you and brought you
here.
The girl
watched his hand movements carefully.
This
is my friend Ike, Buck continued.
The woman is Emma. This one,
he pointed at Teaspoon, is Teaspoon. We want to help you, not hurt you.
"Will you
trust us?" Buck asked in sign as he spoke the words aloud so that the others
would know what he was saying.
The girls
breathing began to slow, her fists relaxed. Her eyes moved, looking at
each of them, then back to Buck. Slowly she nodded.
Buck smiled
at her. Ike looked back to Teaspoon and Emma and grinned as both of them
stood looking on.
What
is your name? he asked.
The
girl looked hesitant. Her instincts told her she could trust these people.
Still, never being around other people much made her afraid.
Emma and
Teaspoon held their breath hoping the girl would answer Buck. A sigh of
relief escaped them both when the girl slowly moved her hands and signed
to him.
Buck smiled
at her and cast a glance of achievement to Ike before he turned to Emma
and Teaspoon.
“She says
her name is Two Springs,” he told them.
“Oh Thank
Heavens!” Emma exclaimed, relief coming through in her tone. “We have a
way to communicate with her.”
“Ask her
about her family. Someone we can contact for her,” Teaspoon told Buck.
Buck signed
Teaspoons questions. Two Springs looked at the ground, sadness seeming
to hover over her as she signed shyly.
“I have
no family,” Buck interpreted.
“Well,”
Emma began as she moved to start cleaning up the overturned food tray and
gather the spilled food. “These questions can wait. You tell her
I’ll bring her some more food in a jiffy. She needs to get back into bed
and rest.”
Buck signed
what Emma had said. The girl still felt exhausted and fearful but
the terror that had gripped her so forcefully was gone. Yet she was hesitant.
It’s
all right, he signed. No one's going to hurt you. You must
rest and eat. He held out his hand to her.
Two Springs
glanced at the people in the room. The boy with no hair seemed shy. His
eyes held gentleness about him. The woman seemed sincere and friendly.
The older man; he frightened her. His gruff looks gave her the feeling
she should be cautious around him, even thought the others seemed to trust
him without hesitation.
And the
one called Running Buck. Two Springs felt an instant bond with him. She
knew in her heart she could trust him. She saw it in his eyes; he would
be her friend.
Slowly she
lifted her hand, reaching out to take the one Buck held out to her,
when suddenly she felt lightheaded and the room began to spin. She grabbed
for the wall to steady herself when two strong hands took hold of her.
Buck and Ike, seeing her pale and stumble, both grabbed hold of her and
helped her to the bed. Emma covered her with blankets.
“You rest
now, honey. I’ll get you some food and we’ll have your strength back in
no time at all.”
“C’mon boys,”
Teaspoon smiled. “Let’s let the girl rest. I think Emma can take it from
here. Ya done good boys, ya done good.”
Ike and
Buck followed Teaspoon out of the room. Emma cast a smile to the
girl and followed the men out of the room.
Part
Four
Two Springs
stood looking out of the bedroom window. She watched curiously as
a young man raced into the yard on horseback and threw a satchel to another
man who waited astride his own mount. As soon as the second man had
the pouch in hand, he spurred his animal and charged off.
Buck had
told her on one of his recent visits about the Pony Express, how it carried
the white mans words from town to town. Still Spring did not understand.
She had never learned to read or write the white eyes words. It was all
very strange to her.
She stood
gazing out the window as she saw the other pony express riders going about
their daily duties. She’d been standing at this window for hours now, wondering
what it would be like to go out into the warm sunlight once again and feel
the fresh clean air engulf her. But she felt safe here in this room away
from the white eyes that had taken her in. Though she felt grateful for
their generosity and care, she was still afraid. She had never been around
many people before. The only white men she had encountered had been hard;
cold hearted men who killed for animal skins or just for the sake of killing.
But the
men she had met so far here at this place did not seem so horrible; Buck,
the half Kiowa, the least threatening of all. He had come to visit her
several times in the last two days since he had brought her here. He told
her about the ones who lived here. He called them friend. She trusted this
man. He was like her; a half-breed, but he had come to terms with his white
half and learned to live among the whites. Yes there had been problems.
But he had dealt with them and continued to do so. He had urged her to
give them a chance.
Then there
was the other one. Buck’s friend, Ike. She wondered why the boy had
no hair. She had asked Buck. He’d told her Ike had been sick when he was
a child; it had caused his baldness and his loss of speech. Unlike her.
She had been born without the ability to hear or speak. Still, she felt
she could trust Ike. His clear blue eyes held such a gentleness; his shy
smile warmed her heart. She felt a kinship with him, both being unable
to speak. It was a good feeling to find in this strange place, two such
people she shared things in common with such as Ike and Buck. She felt
safe with them.
She smiled
to herself, remembering when Ike had come to see her yesterday. He had
brought her a flower and told her, very shyly, that he hoped she was feeling
better. Then he had left. She wished he had stayed longer.
A light
tap on her shoulder startled her from her thoughts and she jerked around
to see Emma standing behind her holding something over her arm and smiling
pleasantly. Though the woman had shown her nothing but kindness, Two Springs
eyed her cautiously.
“I thought
you might like to join us downstairs for supper this evening instead of
eating alone again.” Emma held up a light tan skirt and a cream colored
blouse. “I brought you some clean clothes.“
Two Springs
eyed the clothing, then looked at Emma, confused. Emma let out a
sympathetic sigh as she spoke.
“I wish
I could communicate with you.”
She did
her best to try and relay to the girl that she wanted her to put on the
clean clothes she had brought. Finally, Two Springs understood when
Emma pointed to her clothes and then the ones she held and then to Spring.
Two Springs
carefully took the garments from the woman and Emma turned her back, giving
her more privacy to change.
Spring slipped
off the nightdress she had been wearing and let it slip to the floor, then
replaced it with the skirt and blouse Emma had given her. She had no problem
with the skirt but was confused as to how to fasten the blouse closed;
there were no laces to tie? She tapped Emma on the back lightly.
Emma turned
and smiled, somewhat amused by the girl’s very unraveled expression as
she continued to try to figure out how to fasten the blouse.
“Here,”
Emma said reaching over to help button the shirt for the girl. “Let me
show you.”
Two Springs
watched as Emma buttoned the blouse and tucked the shirt in the waistband
of the skirt for her. She felt strange in these clothes but made no fuss
about wearing them.
“There,”
Emma said standing back to inspect her handy work. “Just one more
thing.” She walked over to the dressing table and retrieved a hairbrush,
then returned to Two Springs. She made the motion with the brush over her
own hair, then pointed it toward the girls.
Two Springs
only looked at her.
Emma slowly
took the brush and began to stroke the girls’ hair with it. Spring flinched
slightly, then stood still, enjoying the sensation of the brush as Emma
gently feathered it through her long hair.
When Emma
had finished, she turned the girl toward her and smiled. “You’re a very
pretty young lady, Miss Spring.” Then her eyes fell on something
she hadn’t noticed before. Around Two Springs neck hung a very different
sort of necklace. Funny she hadn’t noticed it before now. It was
a simple thin leather strip adorned with different colored beads, with
a small cameo in the center.
Emma reached
up to touch the cameo. ”How beautiful,” she remarked.
Two Springs
clutched the object protectively and took a step back, glaring at Emma
warningly.
Realizing
she’d unintentionally caused the girl some mistrust, Emma tried to show
her she’d meant no harm.
“Come on,”
she smiled and held out a friendly hand to the girl. “Let’s go down for
supper.”
Carefully
Emma took the shy young girl by the hand and led her out of the room.
Two Springs
followed hesitantly as Emma led her out of the door. She very much
wanted to get out of this room for a while. But was still frightened to
leave the security it offered. She wished Buck were here. She would
feel safer if he or Ike were with her.
As Emma
and Two Springs came down the stairs, all eyes turned toward them. Two
Springs stopped abruptly. Fear griped her. It was apparent as she pulled
her hand free from Emma and stood cemented in her spot. Her eyes
darted about the room, not wanting to make eye contact with anyone and
trying to decide if she should sprint back to the security of her room.
“Gentlemen,”
Emma began with a wide smile. “This is Two Springs. She’ll be our guest
for a while.”
Instantly
seeing the fear in Two Springs eyes, Buck immediately went to her side.
They
are friends, he signed. Don’t be afraid. He
held out his arm in a gesture for her to take it. She looked at him as
if she didn’t understand what it was he wanted her to do. He took her hand
and put it under his elbow, then led her the rest of the way done the steps
until they were stopped at the bottom step as Teaspoon sauntered up to
them. Grinning sheepishly, he held out his arm to the young girl.
“May I escort
you to the table, miss?” he asked, joyfully holding out his arm.
Two Springs
took a step behind Buck. Though Teaspoon seemed friendly enough, she was
still afraid of him.
Lou, Emma
and the rest of the boys suppressed chuckles at Teaspoons obvious disappointment.
Except for Cody who confidently boasted, “I don’t think she likes you Teaspoon.”
Then he strolled like a peacock past Teaspoon, who flashed the over confident
young man an annoyed glance.
Cody held
out his arm to the girl standing warily beside Buck and smiled widely.
“Allow me, miss.”
Two Springs
took another step behind Buck and gripped his arm with her other hand.
Every one
in the room nearly broke out in laughter.
“Looks like
she don’t like you either, Cody,” Jimmy snickered.
Cody flashed
him an unamused glare and returned to his seat at the table.
“Now, Now,”
Emma scolded as she made her way down the stairs and stood next to Two
Springs and Buck.
“You boys
just keep your distance. She’s awful shy and she ain’t use to us yet.”
Her warning
fell on deaf ears for Ike who had already stood and approached Two Springs
and held out his arm to her, flashing her a shy smile. Two Springs looked
at him, then to Buck as if asking his permission. Buck gave her an
approving nod and she awkwardly took Ike's arm with her other hand.
Buck and
Ike both sported a smug grin as they escorted Spring to the table.
Buck seated
her at the end of the table next to where Emma would sit and took his place
next to her, while Ike sat across from her.
Lou and
Kid shared an amused grin and Kid couldn’t resist the chance to throw out
his own digs. “Looks to me only ones she does like is Buck and Ike,”
Kid teased. Lou elbowed him as she hid a giggle.
“Now all
of you just hush,” Emma reprimanded. “Buck and Ike are the only ones that
can communicate with her.” She put a comforting hand on Two Springs shoulders,
taking a motherly stance. She could sense the girl was uncomfortable and
nervous. “Now I want you all to be patient and very careful when
you’re around her. She’s a might skittish. Just how would you feel if you
couldn’t hear anything that was being said around ya?”
The room
fell silent.
"Emma’s
right, y’all mind what she says now,” Teaspoon added, though he had himself
found it difficult to keep his eyes from the girl, or rather the unique
necklace hanging around her neck.
Pulling
himself from a distant memory as he gazed at the necklace, he spoke to
Buck.
“You tell
her we all apologize if we did anything to scare her or make her uncomfortable.”
Buck did
as Teaspoon said.
Two Springs
only glanced at Teaspoon, then lowered her eyes on the table in front of
her.
All through
dinner Teaspoon kept glancing at the necklace. He wanted a closer look
at it but the girl wouldn’t let him get close enough for him to see. Even
more than she herself reminded him of someone from his past, the necklace
did even more. He needed to see it up close to be sure.
Dinner finished,
Emma began cleaning up. Teaspoon retired outside to a chair on the porch
and lit a cigar, while the others either sat just relaxing outside near
him or, like Jimmy and Cody, set up a table and checker board settling
in for a competitive game.
Ike shyly
walked up as Buck stood just outside the door with Two Springs and signed
to her.
Would
you like to go for a walk? I could show you around before the sun sets?
Once more
Two Springs looked to Buck for approval.
Go on,
he signed. I have some chores to do. You’ll be safe with
Ike.
Two Springs
looked back to Ike and gave him a small bashful smile and a short nod.
Teaspoon
watched as Ike escorted Two Springs away. “Buck,” he called out,
as Buck started walking past him.
Buck turned
when he heard Teaspoon call out his name.
“She ever
tell you anything about herself? Where she’s from? Where her family might
be? Maybe...” he hesitated. “Who her mother might be?”
“No.” Buck
shook his head. “All she told me is she was alone.”
“Well, find
out would ya?” he asked “Maybe someone someplace is wonderin’ where she
is. She’s gotta have someone,” Teaspoon finished.
“Maybe she
don’t want to go back,” Lou piped up. “She was purty beat up when Buck
brought her in,” she finished.
“Could be
she’s too scared to go back,” Kid chimed in. ”I mean if someone’s beat
up on her and all.”
“We still
gotta know,” Teaspoon told them. “If we’re gonna help, it’s best we know
all the facts.”
Part
Five
Teaspoon
leaned back in his chair. He watched as Ike led Two Springs toward the
corral. Something gnawed at him. A memory from his past years ago. The
memory of a young Pawnee girl with raven black hair and the most beautiful
dark eyes he had ever seen. Her petite build and quiet yet proud demeanor
had entranced him. He remembered walking with her as Ike and Two Springs
were walking right now, near the place where the village kept their horses.
He could still see her beautiful face shining in the moonlight. Her smile
as she looked up at him. Sadness flooded over his heart. He hadn’t thought
of his lost love in years. Not like this. It was as if he was reliving
everything again. He could see her waving to him as he rode
out of the Village heading for the trading post to sell his furs, her stomach
barely swollen as their child grew inside of her.
“Mr. Spoon?”
came Emma’s gentle voice from beside him. He looked up at her, somewhat
startled at being torn from his memories so quickly.
“Is something
wrong?” she asked with concern.
“No, no,
not at all Emma,” Teaspoon lied.
“You looked
like you were a million miles away,” she told him. “You looked as if something
was bothering you?”
Teaspoon
sighed. “Just thinkin'. Wonderin who it was that hurt that girl and why.
Why she was out there in the middle of nowhere alone.”
“Questions
I’m sure we are all wondering, Mr. Spoon,” Emma agreed, taking a seat in
the near by empty chair, as she gazed out toward the corral at Ike and
Two Springs while they looked at the horses. “I’m sure we will have the
answers soon. She’s beginning to trust, I think. And that’s the important
part right now. She needs to be able to trust us before she is going to
tell us anything.” Teaspoon nodded his agreement.
Part
Six
One week
later-------
Two Springs
sat in the sweet smelling new straw at the front of the barn as she watched
Buck cleaning out the other stalls. She ran her fingers threw the prickly
fibers, picking up a handful and letting it slip slowly through her fingers.
She smiled to herself. She was beginning to like it here. She wanted to
stay. It was peaceful and serene, much different from where she had come
from. A dirty shack high in the mountains. A place where she had known
only fear and sadness. Here she had friends. People who knew kindness and
caring. She hadn’t been here long but she could already feel the warmth
of this place, the friendships that abound within the people who dwelled
here. Though her shyness and doubt kept her distant from most of
them, she felt safe with Buck. He had become her mentor, her protector
and her friend, something she had never known.
Two Springs
looked up as Buck sat down beside her. I need a rest,
he signed and smiled. Two Springs shyly returned his smile.
Two Springs
necklace caught Buck’s eye seemingly for the first time. He reached out
to touch the object when Spring’s hand shot up instinctively to protect
the treasured trinket.
He looked
at her curiously. “It’s very pretty,” he signed.
Two Springs
eyes fell to the ground, ashamed she had been so fearful of Buck wanting
to look at her necklace. Then she looked up at him and signed.
It was
my mothers.
Where
is your mother? he asked her.
Dead,
Spring answered sadly.
I’m sorry.
Buck sympathized. What happened?
For a few
moments Spring signed nothing. She only looked at the ground. Then she
looked up at him and with sadness in her eyes she signed to him.
He killed
her.
Buck looked
at her, concerned. Who killed her?
Fear flushed
Two Springs face and she looked away. Buck reached up and gently turned
her to face him again and signed.
Two Springs.
You trust me, don’t you?
The girl
slowly nodded.
Then
tell me what happened. Who killed your mother? I can’t help if you won’t
tell me.
Two Springs
hesitated then began to sign to Buck her story.
The man
who owned us.
Is he
the one who hurt you? Buck asked.
Two Springs
nodded and continued to sign.
My mother
was taken from her village while she still carried me in her womb. The
Crow attacked her village and stole some of the young women. She gave birth
to me in the village of the Crow. But they said I was bad medicine. Cursed
by evil spirits because I could not hear or speak. They blamed it on my
white blood. When I was only a small child they sold my mother and me to
a white man, a trapper. He beat my mother. He would beat me. One day he
hit her and she fell; she hit her head on the table and she did not get
up again. Then later, one night he came to me. Tears began
to flow from her eyes as she continued with her story. He attacked
me--- the way he did my mother. She paused for a moment
as she wiped away tears. Then she continued with her story.
I fell
next to the fireplace. I picked up the iron rod used to stir the fire…
I hit him, and he fell. I did not wait to see if he was dead. I ran.
I ran as far away as I could. Many days I ran. I would sleep only if I
could find a hiding place in caves or until I could not run any more. Then
the cold came and the wind and I did not care anymore. Then I woke up here.
Please
do not make me go back, Buck. Let me stay here, please. I can do things,
she begged. I can help clean, I can help cook, I can….
Buck took
hold of her hands and held them still a moment until he let go and signed
to her. No one is going to make you go back, Two Springs. You
are safe here. I promise.
He took
her in his arms and hugged her reassuringly, saying aloud, though he knew
she couldn’t hear him, “I won’t let anyone hurt you.”
When they
had parted Buck signed another question.
Two Springs.
What about your father? Do you know who he is?
Spring shook
her head.
All I
know of him is he gave my mother this necklace. She touched the
trinket around her neck. My mother said he was a kind and gentle
man. He had made this for her. But she did not know what had happened to
him.
Just then,
Ike walked threw the barn doors leading his horse behind him. He had just
returned from a mail run. He stopped as he saw Buck and Two Springs sitting
just in front of one of the cleaned stalls. His eyes glared at Buck.
Buck suppressed
a smile as he read the jealousy that was written in those eyes that glared
daggers at him right now.
Spring looked
up at Ike. Her eyes seemed to smile as she met his. Ike’s look softened.
Buck stood,
and helped Two Springs up as well. Ike continued to lead his horse to a
stall and began to unsaddle him.
About that
time, Teaspoon entered through the barn door.
“Emma says
you best get washed up for supper,” he said as he walked in.
Startled
at his sudden appearance Two Springs darted behind Buck. Wanting
to tell Teaspoon about what he had found out from Spring, Buck signed to
her what Teaspoon had said when he walked in. He insisted she go on in
and he would be along as soon as he finished up some things in the barn.
Sparing
a quick glance back to see if Ike would also be coming and seeing he was
now brushing his horse down, Spring cautiously slipped past Teaspoon and
went to the house.
Teaspoon’s
eyes followed her. The nagging feeling that he should know the young girl
gnawed at him more and more every time he saw her. And the necklace only
intensified his feelings.
“I found
some things out,” Buck spoke up, breaking Teaspoon’s reverie and getting
Ike’s attention as well. Ike stopped brushing his horse and moved closer
to Buck and Teaspoon, as Buck revealed his conversation with Spring to
them.
Teaspoon
paled when Buck told him what Two Springs had said to him about her father
giving her mother the necklace she wore.
“Did, did
she tell you her mothers name?” Teaspoon stuttered quietly. His grey-green
eyes held a faraway gaze.
Buck looked
at him with concern. “No, she didn’t tell me her name… Teaspoon, you alright?”
Teaspoon
pulled himself from his shock enough to answer.
“Ya, I’m
fine, boy. You, you and Ike go on in and wash up. Emma’s waitin. I’ll be
along directly.”
Buck and
Ike both obeyed reluctantly.
“Buck,”
Teaspoon spoke up before the boys had a chance to exit the barn. They stopped.
“I need
to know her mothers name,” Teaspoon told him.
“Okay Teaspoon.
I’ll find out,” Buck assured him curiously then went on his way toward
the house. Ike looked at him questioningly and Buck shrugged.
************************
Teaspoon
sat on his bed and leaned back against the wall, lost in his thoughts.
He had barely touched his supper tonight, his hunger drowned out by the
new revelations Buck had discovered from the wayward girl. He could barely
keep his eyes from her, taking in every detail he could see. For the first
time, he noticed the color of her eyes. They were the color of his,
a grey/green.
“What ifs”
swam through his mind. What if her mother was Bright Water? Was she the
baby his Pawnee wife was carrying when she disappeared all those years
ago? And if so, more importantly right now, was she his daughter?
The necklace,
he knew that necklace. It was the same one he gave to his Pawnee wife twenty
years ago. He knew it was. He needed to see it up close and he needed to
know the girls mothers name, to be sure. And he needed to know soon. It
was driving him insane. Not knowing. Seeing the girl who mirrored his lost
wife in so many ways. The way she walked, the way she smiled so shyly.
The shape of her face. Little gestures she made with her hands. And the
way she… the way she looked at Ike. The same way Bright Water had looked
at him when they had first met.
He could
still see her face after all these years. And he had never felt a love
as special as the one he and Bright Water had shared.
Teaspoon
finally lay down in his bed, pulling a blanket over him as he tried to
make himself sleep. Tomorrow, tomorrow he would find out. One way or another
he had to know.
Part
Seven
Two Springs
stood at the corral with Emma.
Lou sat
on top of the fencing, while Kid stood near her. Cody and Buck were
inside the corral holding the wild and untamed horse while Ike prepared
to mount. Jimmy had left on his mail run. Buck had explained to Spring
that what they were doing was breaking the horses to be able to ride them
or sell them. Two Springs had seen the Crow men break horses. But this
was so different. Buck had agreed that he too thought the Indian way was
better. Then again this was much more fun.
Buck had
taken his turn at bronc busting. Two Springs had worried that he had been
hurt when he was thrown. But then she had also giggled when he had landed
in the horse trough.
She watched
Ike mount the horse, then Buck and Cody both jumped away as they let the
horse go. It bucked and jumped with all its might yet could not shake Ike
from its back. Wildly the animal bucked and jolted as it ran around the
length of the corral until with one great leap it threw Ike from its back.
Ike landed with a thud and the horse kept bucking, barely missing him with
its front hoof as it reared and landed on all fours next to Ike. Ike rolled
out of the way, then scrambled to his feet, grabbing his arm in pain.
Lou and Kid both jumped over the fence and into the corral, helping to
capture the wild horse while Buck and Cody helped the injured Ike out of
harms way.
Two Springs
ran behind Emma as Ike was brought out of the corral. The women followed
the boys to the porch where Ike sat in the swing and Emma began to examine
his injured arm.
Spring stood
worriedly as she watched Emma tend to Ike.
“Well, it
ain’t broke,” Emma told them. “You’ll heal. Might be sore a while is all.
Ya got a pretty nasty bruise.”
Spring grabbed
Bucks arm and motioned anxiously for him to tell her what was going on.
He smiled at her concern for his friend. He signed to her what Emma had
said but Spring was not convinced. She looked at Ike with deep concern.
Emma turned
toward Spring and laid a comforting hand on her shoulder and smiled. Then
with a wink in Ike’s direction she teased before she walked away. “I think
she likes you ,Ike.” With that Emma went into the house.
Cody grinned
and smacked Ike on the back sending a jolt of pain through Ike’s bruised
arm. Ike flashed him an irritated glare.
Cody just
smiled broadly. “I think she likes you too Ike,” he goaded as he walked
back toward the corral. He met Kid and Lou as they came rushing up.
“Ike alright?”
Lou asked.
“Ya he’s
fine,” Cody answered. “Just bruised his arm some. But if I was him I’d
milk it for as long as I could. Specially if that little filly was worryin'
about me the way she looks to be frettin’ over him.” He laughed.
Kid and Lou both smiled, glancing back at the porch then turning to follow
Cody back to the corral.
Buck gave
Ike a wink as he turned and started back toward the corral, leaving the
two alone on the porch. He too had seen the attraction blossoming
between Ike and Two Springs since her arrival. It made him smile. It was
a good match. They were perfect for each other.
Does
it hurt? Spring signed to Ike.
Ike, seeing
the deep concern on her face, was not going to let a chance to have Springs
attention focused solely on him pass by. A little, he
signed to her.
Spring sat
next to him on the porch swing.
You should have a sling for it.
Ike shrugged.
I can make one, she offered and before Ike could decline Two Springs
was out of the swing and into the house. With in a few minutes she returned
with one of Emma’s towels that she used to dry her dishes. She sat down
next to him again and carefully shaped the towel into a triangle, then
shyly leaned closer and fastened it around Ike’s neck, then helped him
put his arm through it.
Nervously
he signed to her. Thank you.
She gave
him a shy smile and a short nod.
That
Night---------
Supper over
with, Two Springs helped Emma with the dishes. She was becoming more at
ease around the woman and seemed to enjoy being able to help her out with
her daily chores.
Teaspoon
had retired to his chair out side as he usually did after the evening meal
and lit a cigar. Cody, Lou, Kid and Buck joined Teaspoon outside,
while Ike hung back inside helping Spring clear the table.
“You do
what I asked you to yet, Buck?” Teaspoon looked at the boy.
Buck shook
his head.
“Do it now.”
Teaspoons request sounded more like an order.
“Ike!” Teaspoon
called out. ”Bring Two Springs out here.”
Ike looked
at Emma who also noticed the peculiar stern tone in Teaspoons voice.
Emma nodded for him to do as Teaspoon said.
Ike touched
Spring on the arm and signed to her that they were wanted outside. Hesitantly,
Spring followed Ike out to the porch.
Teaspoon
stood, then looked at Spring. He eyed her necklace and reached over to
touch it. As she had done with everyone else, Spring instinctively backed
away clutching her treasured necklace. Frightened, she glared at Teaspoon
as she pressed her back closer to Ike, who was standing behind her. He
put his hands on her shoulders trying to comfort her and reassure her she
was in no danger.
“Tell her
to let me look at it, Buck. I’ll give it back. I promise.” His tone was
almost a soft plea. “I need to see that necklace… think I know who made
it.”
Buck signed
Teaspoons request. I promise you will get it back, he put
in on his own.
Spring looked
at Teaspoon questioningly, then cautiously she reached back and slipped
the sacred treasure from her neck. She glanced at Buck as if asking
him if he were sure he would get it back for her. He gave her an approving
nod. Two Springs carefully and slowly handed her necklace to Teaspoon,
who took it from her with as much caution and care.
He examined
the necklace next to the oil lamp that sat in the porch rail. He did recognize
it. It was the same one; he knew by the scratch at the back of the cameo
where he had tried to etch his name on it. This Cameo had been his mothers.
He looked back to Buck.
“Ask her
mothers name,” he solemnly told him.
Buck looked
confused, but no more than anyone else was at the moment.
Buck signed
Teaspoons question.
Two Springs
held a look of total bewilderment. She looked to Buck for an explanation.
“Ask her
if her mother was Bright Water, daughter of Chief Red Hawk of the Pawnee,”
Teaspoon asked in a low tone, his eyes still fixed on the necklace that
he held in his hand.
Buck did
so.
Two Springs
looked confused. How would this man know her mother’s name and that of
her grandfather? She signed her answer to Buck.
“Yes,” Buck
told Teaspoon. “That is her mother.”
Teaspoon
let a heavy sigh escape him. He slowly looked at the young girl standing
in front of Ike and handed the necklace back to her. She took it
and replaced it around her neck.
Teaspoon,
without a word to anyone, walked off into the dusk of night.
“Now what
the heck was that all about?” Cody exclaimed.
“I have
no idea,” Emma, who had been standing in the doorway watching everything,
spoke up. “But I tell you one thing. I’m gonna find out.” With that,
she strolled off after her employer and her friend, leaving the others
standing there confused.
“Mr. Spoon?”
Emma spoke softly as she came up behind him. “Mind telling me what that
was all about?”
Teaspoon
didn’t look at her. He only stared out into the falling darkness. Feeling
that he needed to confide in someone, though, Teaspoon lowered his head
and then looked up again. “I think she’s my daughter, Emma.”
Emma’s eyes
widened in shock. “What?” she asked, thinking she had not heard him correctly.
“Twenty
years ago,” Teaspoon began, “I spent some time with the Pawnee. Did some
trappin’. I met a young girl there. She couldn’t a been much older than
Two Springs is right now. I fell in love with that girl from the
moment I laid eyes on her. I asked her pa for her hand. Paid plenty for
her, all my furs and a couple horse.” He chuckled, remembering how
Bright Water’s father had tricked him into giving all his possessions up.
He had intended on saying yes no matter what. But Teaspoon didn’t know
that until later.
“I made
that necklace for her, and on our weddin’ day I gave it to her. She never
took it off. A few months later she told me she was carrying our child.
I ain’t never been as happy as I was then.” His voice trailed off
as memories flooded in on him.
“About four,
maybe five months later I left to do some tradin’ and sell some furs. Ended
up at a saloon and getting into a fight. Spent some time in jail. It was
about two, maybe three weeks later when I finally got back to the village.
When I got there I found out they’d been attacked by a band of Crows. The
men had been out huntin’. Left the village pretty much defenseless.
The ones they didn’t kill or leave for dead they took as captives. Bright
Water was gone. I searched everywhere. But I never did find her. Never
knew if she was alive or dead.”
Emma listened
intently, finally understanding what must have been bothering Teaspoon
all this time. After hearing Two Springs story about her mothers death,
and now this, Emma began to put two and two together.
“You think
this girl is the baby your wife was carrying?”
Teaspoon
turned and faced Emma. “I believe she could be. She is the spittin' image
of her mother. Except for one thing. Her eyes. She’s got my eyes.”
Part
Eight
Three days
more passed. Teaspoon kept his suspicions to himself, all the while keeping
a watchful eye on the girl he now believed could be his own flesh and blood.
Two Springs
became even more nervous around the older man. She could feel his eyes
on her with every move she made and it frightened her, yet she didn’t know
why. She did her best to stay as far away from him as she could,
but it seemed everywhere she turned he was there, watching her.
Curiosity
burned in the others. They had never seen Teaspoon as quiet and withdrawn
as he had been the past few weeks and even more so the last three days.
His attentions toward the girl made them even more inquisitive and Buck
and Ike more protective of her.
One afternoon
Two Springs stood at the corral. She had brought an apple out for a certain
brown and white paint horse she had become quite taken with. She held the
apple out, enticing the animal to come closer. He whinnied and cautiously
walked up to the corral fence. Two Springs held the fruit out and opened
her hand so that it sat in her palm. Steadily, the still untamed guilding
began to nibble at the apple in the girls hand until he took it from her
and finished chomping on it. Two Springs smiled as she watched the
horse enjoy the treat she had given him. Slowly she reached out her hand
to try to stroke the animals head. Startled it through back its head
and whinnied as he reared, then ran to the other side of the corral.
Two Springs
jumped as a strong hand touched her arm at the same time. She whirled around
to see Teaspoon standing in front of her. She backed away from him
slowly until she felt her back against the corral. She could see the mans
lips moving but she heard nothing.
“It’s alright,”
Teaspoon was saying softly. “I ain’t gonna hurt you.” He smiled at her
but the girl still looked frightened.
Teaspoon
wished he knew how to use that Indian sign. He knew some of the Pawnee
language but had never learned to use sign. Still, he tried to communicate.
“You like
the horse?” he asked as he pointed to the one Two Springs had just fed
the apple to. Spring kept her eyes fixed on him. Carefully she began
to move away, not knowing what he was saying or what it was he wanted from
her. She side stepped until she was a few steps from him, then bolted for
the house, leaving Teaspoon standing at the corral looking on in disappointment.
Spring was
running so fast and kept looking behind her to see if the man was following
her that she didn’t see Buck and ran smack into him as he came from around
the house with an armload of wood for Emma. The wood tumbled out of his
arms and Spring nearly tripped over it. Buck caught her before she could
fall, grabbing her by the arms.
Two Springs
frantically looked up, her eyes masked in fear until she realized it was
Buck who held her. She fell against his chest comforted by his presence.
Her rapid breathing slowed and she clung to him. For a moment
Buck only held her. Then, confused as to what had frightened her, he gently
pulled from the embrace and signed, asking her what was the matter. Two
Springs looked toward the corral. Teaspoon was walking up to them. Spring
stepped behind Buck as he approached. Buck stood protectively in front
of her.
“What’d
you do to her, Teaspoon?” Buck asked with a tone of anger lacing his voice.
“I didn’t
do nothin’,” Teaspoon answered with annoyance at Buck’s harshness. “I was
tryin’ to be friendly. I’d like to get to know the girl.”
Buck looked
irritated and his tone became protective.
“She ain’t
exactly your type, Teaspoon,” he sneered.
Teaspoon’s
eyes flared with anger. ”You watch your tongue, boy,” he warned.
“Why you
so interested in her anyhow? You been actin’ funny ever since she got here,”
Buck kept on, unshaken by Teaspoon’s warning tone. “Just what the heck’s
been botherin’ you anyhow?”
Ike and
Lou, hearing the raised voices outside, came from inside the house with
Emma on their heals and gathered near the two men.
Ike immediately
went to Buck’s side. He glanced at Spring, who stood behind Buck her face
still masked in fear and confusion. He comfortingly touched her arm, letting
her know he was there for her. She only glanced back at him for a moment,
but was relieved he was close by.
“It ain’t
none of your business,” Teaspoon growled.
“It is my
business!” Buck snarled back. “You scare the hell out of her. I wanna know
why! Why’s she so afraid of you?”
“Who made
you her guardian?” Teaspoon asked, anger still burning in him at Buck’s
defiance.
By now Jimmy
and Cody had joined the group watching the confrontation between Buck and
Teaspoon. Emma had heard enough and stepped in before the argument got
any worse.
“Tell ‘em,
Mr. Spoon,” she ordered, stepping between the two and facing Teaspoon.
“Tell ‘em and maybe you can settle this and get it off your chest before
it eats you up inside.”
“Tell us
what?” Cody piped up.
Emma glanced
at Cody then back to Teaspoon. “You tell ‘em or I will,” she warned.
Teaspoon
looked around at the confused and concerned faces of the young pony express
riders who not only were in his employ and care, but had also become his
friends. Shame fell over him. He knew he should confide in them. His actions
of late had been less than friendly. And Buck was only being protective
of the girl who was alone in the company of strangers.
He looked
over to the girl who stood behind the only person she felt really safe
with. His heart sank. He wanted desperately to reach out to her. To be
able to talk with her, ease her fear of him and tell her he believed he
was her father. To ask her questions that hopefully she would be able to
answer, and finally ease his tormented soul of the pain of loosing both
her mother and his child.
Without
taking his eyes from the frightened girl, his anger eased and he spoke
softly. “She’s my daughter,” he said, letting a heavy sigh escape him.
Eyes widened
in shock as the group looked at Teaspoon.
“Daughter?!”
Cody blurted out in surprise. He was rewarded with an elbow in his ribs
by Jimmy who silently chastised him and warned him to hush with a stern
glare.
Emma smiled
at Teaspoon and put a reassuring and comforting hand on his arm, then nodded
her urging to tell them the rest.
When Teaspoon
had finished his story, Buck looked at him.
“I’m sorry,
Teaspoon,” he apologized “I was only…”
“I know,
Buck,” Teaspoon cut him off before he could finish. ”I’m sorry too. I shoulda
told ya, ‘specially since you and Ike are the only ones who can communicate
with her. I just got so many questions, so many things I wanna say to her
and I don’t know how.”
Emma motioned
for the others to quietly follow her back into the house. “Ike, why don’t
you ask Two Springs to come and help me in the kitchen for a bit.”
Ike nodded,
understanding Emma’s reasoning to take Two Springs away from what was surely
an uncomfortable situation, even if she could not hear what was being said.
Spring was
hesitant until Buck signed to her to go on, everything was all right and
there would be no trouble. Though she had not heard the words that
had been said, she had still seen and felt the animosity between the two.
Teaspoon
watched as Ike led Two Springs into the house. Then he looked at Buck.
“I need
your help, Buck. I need to know. I need to talk to her. Will you help me?”
Teaspoon almost pleaded.
Buck smiled.
“All you had to do was ask, Teaspoon.”
Teaspoon
breathed a heavy sigh. “Now that I have her scared to death of me, what
do I do next?” he asked disheartedly.
“I think
she should know, and the sooner the better,” Buck answered.
Teaspoon
nodded his agreement. Buck gave Teaspoon a reassuring smile
and went into the house to retrieve Two Springs.
When he
returned Teaspoon was standing at the corral watching the horse Spring
had fed the apple to. It stood on the other side of the corral and seemed
to be looking back at him as well. Teaspoon could not help but feel the
distance between he and the horse. Like the distance he felt with the girl
who he was sure was his daughter, he could sense the uneasiness and see
it in the animal’s eyes. The same fear and distrust he knew was in his
daughters heart right now. Somehow, he had to make her understand that
all he wanted was to know her. To know what happened to her mother and
to explain the reason he had not been there for either of them all these
years. And in some way try to make it up to her.
Buck
held Springs hand as he led her toward Teaspoon. She stopped and tried
to pull free, looking at him with fear and confusion.
It’s
alright, he signed, he won’t hurt you. There are things you must
know – things only Teaspoon can tell you. I won’t leave you. I promise.
Spring looked
at Buck, the fear still apparent in her eyes, but she did not resist as
he squeezed her hand in a comforting gesture and continued toward Teaspoon.
Teaspoon
turned slowly to face them as the two walked up beside him. For a moment
he only gazed at Two Springs. Then he spoke in a soft and gentle voice.
“You look
so much like your mother,” he said
Buck signed
Teaspoon’s words to Spring, who stood quietly and cautiously next to Buck
as she tried to control her fear.
“Your mother,
Bright Water, was my wife.” Teaspoon began. “That necklace
you wear, I made that for her.. I loved her with all my heart.” He continued
telling her the story he had told the others. He paused as Buck signed
what he was saying.
Two Springs
heart began to pound as she began to realize what Teaspoon was trying to
tell her.
“You are
that child.” Teaspoon went on. “You’re my daughter, Two Springs.”
When Buck
finished signing Teaspoons words, Spring looked at the man who claimed
to be her father. Her features were masked in confusion and disbelief.
She was at a loss as to what to do. She looked at Buck for help.
It’s
true, he signed to her.
Spring looked
away from both of them and slowly walked a few steps to the corral, looking
out past it to the prairie. She gently clutched her necklace while visions
of her mother telling her about her father ran through her mind.
Spring had
never conceived the thought of ever seeing him. She had known only men
who were hard and cold, who treated their Indian wives and children more
like slaves than families they cared about.
Her fear
now centered on whether Teaspoon was like that. Would he claim her and
treat her as a slave? Though all she had seen since she had arrived in
this place was nowhere near the horrors she had witnessed with the man
that had owned her mother and herself. But then the world of the white
eyes was strange to her. And what she had seen here so far
was only friendship and caring.
Buck walked
up to her and put a comforting hand on her shoulder. Pulled from her thoughts,
Spring turned and looked at him.
Give
him a chance Two Springs. He is your father. He wants to know you. You
have a home now, family. Reach out for it, Two Springs. Give it a
chance, give Teaspoon a chance, and give yourself a chance for a new life,
a new beginning, he signed.
Two Springs
held her gaze on Buck for a moment before she turned to Teaspoon.
Buck trusted
this man. Ike trusted him, as did Emma and the other pony express riders.
They all looked up to him for guidance and support. She trusted Buck; she
trusted Ike and Emma. None of the others had shown her anything more than
friendship.
She would
try to trust this man, as they did. He had offered his hand to her. Revealed
his secret and expressed the love he had had for her mother. Her mother
had told her how she had cared so deeply for him long ago. She would try
now to do the same. She would give this new life a chance, as Buck had
asked.
A small,
hesitant smile crossed her lips. Slowly she moved her hands and signed
“Father”.
Buck smiled
as he interpreted the word. Teaspoons eyes teared a bit as he reached out
and carefully took Springs hand in his. She didn’t move away, though she
flinched slightly. Teaspoon gently squeezed her hand as he smiled and swallowed
the growing lump in his throat before he spoke.
“Neither
of us are alone anymore. We’re family.”
THE END
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