The sky was ablaze with the
cool, clear light of a cloudless fall day. Clusters of trees stood together
in lush bunches like an army of tall thick-legged men gathered to protect
the privacy of their homes. Diverse colors exploded in a stunning
array on their leaves, which decorated the countryside, like a dazzling
procession of bejeweled Christmas trees. By all accounts it was a
gorgeous day, but as Buck nudged his team on, the warmth of the sunshine
and the stunning beauty of the day did nothing to disperse the gloom gathered
behind his eyes. It had never been this bad before. The loneliness
in
him had swelled far beyond what
he was willing to endure. As his buckboard rattled and bumped its
way to town, Buck contemplated what his life would be like if he’d ever
married. He was dead certain he’d be happier, but reminded himself
with a stinging pang, that he was still unmarried because no woman would
have him. So, he spent his days working a horse ranch that no longer
gave him
pleasure, and his nights were
spent in an empty house that was far too crypt like to call a home.
He lived for nothing more than his horses. They were the only living
creatures in his life that needed
him. His express family
had long since vanished, its members either dispersed or dead. He
dug up sweet and agonizing memories of what it was like all those years
ago to be needed. To be part of a cohesive group that needed every
member. The most painful of these recollections was the drifting
intangible remembrance of being loved unconditionally. It had been
so long since he had even indulged in human contact that he didn’t know
how he would react if someone touched him. With a
dry laugh, he decided, he’d
probably pull his knife on the poor soul who tried, just from the shock
of
it.
Buck strode the main street of
the northern town, eyeing the open carts for fresh produce, and the
best brand of oats. He
sauntered up to a cart brimming over with ripe, red, succulent, apples.
Ignoring the sour expression
of the wagon owner, he lifted one of the smooth round fruits, and inhaled
the sweet smell of it. He opened up one of the canvas bags he carried,
and put a few of the sweet smelling apples into it. His entire body
tensed, as he caught a furtive movement from the corner of his eye.
Narrowing his gaze on the movement, he relaxed. A tiny, grime covered
hand stretched from beneath the brightly painted and stiff fabric that
made up a skirt of sorts that wound around the pushcart. Curious,
Buck watched a little arm emerge, and still being too short to reach its
booty, a shoulder appeared. Finally, a head of matted, dingy brown
hair bobbed around outside of the cart’s covering. The cart owner,
a round, ruddy faced man, began to follow the direction of Buck’s stare.
He leaned around the corner of
his mobile business, and wrenched the small arm away from the
wagon. Yanking at the
child as if he were a truculent, weapon-baring highwayman, the man screeched
at the lad about what they do to little boys in jail. Disk-like blue
eyes fringed in impossibly long lashes filled with pure horror, as the
man began to drag him away from the fruit filled place of business.
The boy was, Buck surmised around three or four. He was definitely
not old enough to be away from his parents. His tiny overall clad
body writhed and squirmed to get away. Chunks of unevenly hacked
hair wobbled in clumps about his dirt smeared face. Buck noted the pitiful
shape his filthy overalls were in, as well as the lack of a shirt beneath
them. The weather wasn’t cold yet, but it was certainly brisk enough
to merit a shirt. Ribs were clearly defined along the child’s back
and sides. He looked more skeleton than child. The sweet doughy
curves of childhood had been starved from his pint-size frame. The
child used his free arm to latch hold of the wagon, but the blaring man
jerked him away with bone splitting force. The boy’s tiny face contorted
in agony. No sound did he make.
“Wait,” Buck called. “You’re
hurting him!”
“He’s a thief,” the man grumbled.
“He’s a child,” Buck countered.
“A thief child!” the man hollered.
“A hungry child,” Buck retorted
as he moved to confiscate the painfully twisted arm. The apple man
wouldn’t let go. Buck eyed him.
“He didn’t steal an apple.”
“Yeah, but he was gonna!”
“But he didn’t.”
“But he was gonna!”
Buck took a deep breath.
This was getting him nowhere.
“Do you know this boy?”
“No, why would I know some
dirty little thief?”
“What I meant was, is he
from around here? Do you recognize him?’
“No.”
“Oh. Well. You could try
to find his parents, and talk to them. There is no reason to drag
a three-year-old to jail. That’s ridiculous.” Turning from
his captor, the boy gave Buck a huge gap toothed grin. He held up
four fingers. Apparently the would be thief was four. His grin
was immediately removed by a resounding thud, as the cart man kicked him
in the hip.
“No, standing here arguing about
my business practices with a half breed is ridiculous. Now, move
out of my way. I’m taking
this little rat to the law!”
“He’s just a kid!” Buck
railed.
“A kid who will steal me
blind!”
“What if he promises not
to do it again?”
The man gave Buck an incredulous
look.
“Uh-huh, and I have a bridge
I wanna sell you!”
“I’ll give you a horse.”
Before Buck could even censure his words, they flew out of his mouth.
The man’s face grew redder. He looked like an oversized version of
his prized apples with gray mold growing out of its top.
“Let me see if I understand you
right. If I let this here boy go, you’ll give me a horse.”
The man gawked at Buck, incredulous.
Annoyed at himself, Buck blew
some hair out of his face. “Yes,” he ground out.
“Well now, that sounds good to
me. How ’bout I stay here with the kid, and you go get me my horse.”
Nodding, Buck dumped the apples
he’d picked out back into the pile, and headed to his rig.
********
As he urged his team into a faster
gait, Buck wondered just where, between his house and town, he
lost his mind. He was
hoping he might find it before he gave up one of his prized stock to the
obnoxious apple man. Then he realized what had incensed him so.
It wasn’t just that the lad was
being treated badly, it was
the scrawny, silent, blue eyed ghost of Ike that had riled him so powerfully.
The boy was much smaller than Ike had been when they met, but he was so
much like him that the image of those huge blue eyes made his chest burn.
Heaving a long sigh, Buck decided to give the man his most ornery stud,
Rattlesnake. The name was perfectly fitting for the varmint.
He was mean as a hungry rattler! He was so mean in fact, that he couldn’t
be used to fulfill his purpose. The mares that were brought in would
have nothing to do with him, no matter how they were pushed to do so. Buck
also knew that if Rattlesnake was treated badly, he just take it out of
the mistreater’s hide!
Buck grinned; maybe this deal
wasn’t so bad after all.
********
Upon re-entering town, with Rattlesnake
in tow, Buck noticed the apple vendor going about his daily business.
The boy was not in sight. Quickly reigning in his horses, Buck jumped
from the wagon and strode swiftly to the cart.
“Where is he?” Buck didn’t
bother to try to mask the venom in his voice. If that hateful old
man had gone ahead and dragged that poor child to the Marshal, Buck was
going to tear off his head, and shove an apple down his throat!
Shrugging at Buck’s tone, the
apple vendor pointed toward the ground at his feet. Buck came around
to see what he had so nonchalantly pointed at, and saw that he had trussed
the child, like a hardened criminal, to a spoke of one of the wagon’s wheels.
Enraged, Buck yanked out the knife he was never without from the sheath
attached to his boot.
“That ain’t right,” he scolded,
as he cut the boy’s restraints. “What did you think he was going
to do, mister, make off with your wagon? He isn’t even big enough
to make off with a mosquito!” Fury burned all the brighter in Buck’s
gut when the welts from the overly tight bonds sprang up on the lad’s minute
wrists.
Taking note of Buck freeing his
hostage, the vendor demanded, “Where’s my horse?”
“You’re not getting one!” Buck
nearly shrieked.
“Now, you wait a minute, Injun!
You promised me a horse.”
“After what you did to this boy,
you won’t be getting that horse. Even Rattlesnake is too nice for
you!” Focusing on the terrified boy, Buck smiled at down at him.
“I’m Buck. I’m here to help you.”
Taking less than a minute to
consider Buck, the boy threw up his arms in a classic “carry me”
posture. With that, Buck
slung the small burden onto his hip.
The vender stepped up to Buck,
his face a glowing red, his chest puffed up in challenge. “You ain’t
taking that brat nowheres till I get my horse!”
With a smooth and incredibly
efficient sweep, Buck’s knife was pressed to the man’s throat. The
child still poised on his hip,
Buck hissed in Apple Man’s ear, “You don’t need to be starting fights
you can’t win, old man.”
Without another word, Buck stalked back to his wagon.
“I’m calling the law on you,
Injun! You won’t get away with this!”
Ignoring Apple Man’s outburst,
Buck deposited the child into the buckboard, and tore off toward his house.
********
Having settled himself and his
young charge comfortably at his dining table long ago, Buck was
quickly losing patience.
He’d done everything he could think of to pry information from the lad,
but nothing was working. Buck eyed the boy ruefully. What had
he been thinking? Bringing home stray animals to feed was one thing,
but bringing home a child was something entirely different. The corner
of Buck’s mouth curved into a lopsided grin as he though about his animal
family. He had dozens of animals running wild over his land.
He kept them fed, and healthy, and they kept him company. He focused
again on the tiny form at the table next to him. The child was looking
at him as he could see clearly as through a window into his head.
He rubbed his face, impatience wining the war against prudence. He
was certain the boy had the answers he sought. The kid was just too
stubborn to tell him anything. Yeah, Buck thought lazily, he definitely
reminded him of Ike. Without warning, the half-pint apple thief crawled
laboriously out of the chair, and began a search of his environment.
Buck watched as he looked at things with a grace and wonder only children
possess. It was amazing. Every time he thought he was ready
to throw the kid out the door he did something so …well…cute that Buck
found himself wanting to leap up and shout, “Wasn’t that cute!” He’d
seen mothers do it at countless picnics and town gatherings. On those
countless occasions, he’d found it annoying as hell! Chagrined, he
decided that he was a push over for a grime-coated midget and a gap tooth
grin.
“Hey,” he hollered lightly.
“Get back over here.”
Buck’s eyebrows drew into a confused
knot, as the child looked momentarily frightened and scampered quickly
back to his seat. Absently he wondered if the child was afraid of
Indians. He was almost certain that wasn’t it, but had other things
on his agenda.
“Do you have folks?”
The lad stared at him blankly
as he moved a loose upper tooth around blithely with his tongue.
Was that what he wanted the apple for? To help get rid of a loose
tooth?
Heaving a heavy sight, Buck tried
again.
“Do you have parents? Just nod,
son.”
Nothing. Shutting his mouth,
solemn blue eyes passively held Buck’s gaze.
“What’s your name? Can
you write it down for me?” Buck gestured toward the paper sitting on the
table in front of the child, but he made no move to touch it.
“Do you have a home?”
The child’s face lit with impish
glee. Lunging into Buck’s lap, he began tugging curiously at Buck’s
old worn medicine pouch. The tot sniffed it, and sneezed hugely.
Shoving the pouch a sour expression, the boy dropped it, and patted the
offending object against Buck’s chest. Buck lifted the lad back onto
his chair, and tried again.
“Did you run away from something?”
Nothing.
“Do you have parents?”
The impish light was gone from
the youngster’s face. He looked pleadingly at Buck.
“Do you want to go home?”
For the first time in almost
an hour of asking ignored questions, Buck noticed those big blue eyes flickering
with something deep and far to knowing for such a small child. Where
had this kid come from? Was it just a cruel joke played by the gods
to remind him in such vivid detail of his departed friend?
“Do you want me to take you home?”
Slowly, the boy began to shake
his head. His eyes leaked swiftly rolling tears, his lower lip was
pulled into his mouth, and shiny strings of mucus trailed from his nose.
The thin trails of tears were a map of freckles with their grimy coating
falling in pools on the child’s little hands.
After blowing out a huge dramatic
sigh, Buck pulled the child from his kitchen chair, and tucked the small
body into his chest. Buck wrinkled his nose at the stale reek of
the child’s hair as his head was tucked right under Buck’s chin.
As soon as he was calmed down, Buck promised himself silently, he was getting
a bath!
********
The boy looked dubiously at the
water filled barrel. With his naked forearm, he absently wiped at
the trail of snot running down his lip. He eyed Buck plaintively,
and shook his head.
“It’s warm,” Buck goaded.
He received no response. “I’ve got a nice clean shirt for you to
put on,” Buck tried again, indicating the old shirt he’d dug out so the
tot wouldn’t be running around naked,
and catch his death of cold.
With a web of clean skin on his face still shining from beneath the grime,
the child plopped down on the floor, crossed his arms over his chest, and
glared defiantly at Buck.
“You’re gettin’ a bath whether
you want it, or not!” Buck’s patience should have been transparently
thin, but he was more amused than anything else. He still fought
an impulse to giggle at the child's antics. He could remember pulling
exactly the same stunt with Ike by his side as a mob of angry nuns had
clean boys in their Sunday best on the brain! He hadn’t had this
much entertainment since Cody with his repertoire of antics! The
child slung bits of debris from his matted hair as he shook his head adamantly,
and glared at the tub.
“You’re getting’ a bath, son.
Even if I have to drag you. You need to be clean.” Again, Buck
was
met with a set of defiant blue
eyes. They peered up at him from beneath a riot of chunks made up
of dirty hair. The tot’s lower lip shot out in a resolute refusal.
Buck ducked his head to hide a huge and indulgent grin. He really
was cute!
“Fine! Have it your way.”
Doing his best to look imposing, he trudged wearily to the child, stubborn
as Ike ever was; he mused, and lifted him bodily to throw him fully clothed
into the cooling water.
“Stay still!”
The boy squirmed with all the
creativity and zeal of a snake. It was everything he could do to
keep from dropping the child headfirst onto the roughly constructed wood
floor. Buck grimaced; this was like wrestling with a greased pig.
As quickly as he could, he dumped the youth into the water. Even
as the water saturated the rank
overalls, the youngster fought desperately to climb out of the barrel.
Buck reached in, hauled him up by the overalls, and started pulling at
the garment’s closures. The
boy first tried swatting at
Buck’s hand’s, trying to get him to leave him alone. Being that his
attempt was wholly unsuccessful, he began to cry. With a grunt, Buck
let go. A splash covered Buck in warm water as the child sank back
down in the water. He stared at Buck as if he’d tried to damage him,
rather than bathe him.
“I’m sorry,” Buck stated wearily.
“But you need a bath.”
Simply staring, the child did
not respond.
“You stink,” Buck added.
“Really bad.”
The boy huffed at him.
He pulled up one of his bare feet, and sniffed. He wrinkled his face
up in a comical wince, letting the limb plop heavily back into the water.
Then he tentatively reached up to his hair that was so filthy the water
was rolling off of it. Wrinkling his nose, he unfastened the straps
to his meager covering, and wriggled out of it. Handing the soaking
mass to Buck, the child looked at him expectantly.
Grabbing a thick strong smelling
bar of soap, Buck kneeled next to the barrel, and began scrubbing at the
boy’s hair. Midway through the shampooing, Buck felt the tiny body
in the tub go limp. He was asleep. The poor kid was so tired
he just went out, like a burnt down candle, too wasted to keep sputtering
with light.
It took three washings, and three
rinses to get the youth’s hair clean. He woke the child enough to
wash his hands, taking care to avoid the welts left from Apple Man’s ropes.
The oblivious lad was a dead weight in the water. Buck had to keep
a firm grasp on his arm, pushing his back up against the side of the tub,
as he didn’t want to drown the child before putting a decent meal in him.
He cleansed his arms, and face, but was forced to wake him completely so
that he could stand for Buck to get close enough to wash his back and legs.
With a final upper body rinse, Buck bid the boy to stand. Groggily,
he did so, and Buck fell backward over his own feet.
“You’re a girl!” he hollered,
now having some conception of the way Teaspoon felt when he found out about
Lou. The child giggled uproariously, as if Buck were the funniest
man alive.
“Ronni,” sounded the voice, so
sweet it could only belong to a child. Absently, Buck decided that
a child’s laughter had to be the most musical sound ever invented.
“Ronni?” Buck repeated stupidly.
The saucer size of Buck’s eyes sent the little girl into another fit of
laughter. The insanity of the situation had him half-convinced to
join her.
“Uh…I…oh, no,” Buck muttered,
turning his back. He had no idea why he was turning his back to give
privacy to a four-year-old. It just seemed to make perfect sense,
at that moment, in his manic, confused mind. Another fact dawning
on him, Buck spun back around.
“You talk!” he accused.
“Veronica,” was her unrelated
reply.
“What?”
“Name’s Veronica,” she pronounced
it Vewonica. “But I’m ‘pposed to say Ronni.” Again the
child’s
r was pronounced as a
w.
“Why?”
“Boys are bettew,” she still
stood in the blackened water. Now she was staring at the cold water
if
she could discern some kind
of sea monster within its depths.
“Who said that?” Buck asked cautiously.
“Fathew…giwls awe useless.”
She wiped at her eyes with her soggy and water wrinkled little fists.
It wasn’t the first time Buck
had come across the sentiment. Many farmers cursed daughters.
They were completely worthless in use as labor. Therefore, they were
often considered useless, period. Shaking his head, Buck tossed the
soap back to the girl.
“Finish washin’ up. Then
we’ll have a chat.”
********
With a clean, dry Ronni comfortably
ensconced in his shirt, Buck carried her to the table, and sat a large
bowl of stew in front of her. Climbing into the chair, she gave a
grunt. The tabletop came to her forehead. She was too small
to sit as an adult would. She clamored up onto her knees so that
she
could see above the table.
Her eyes went wide when she spied the food, and she dug into the thick
savory soup with gusto. With a pang, Buck realized that she probably
hadn’t had a meal like that in a while. If she had, she wouldn’t
have been desperate enough to steal apples especially with a loose tooth.
“Why wouldn’t you talk before?”
Buck queried.
“Not ‘pposed to,” she mumbled
around a mouth full of soft tasty potato.
“What do you mean?”
“Nobody’s ‘pposed to know I’m
a giwl.”
“Why?”
She shrugged.
“Why don’t you want to go home?”
That question seemed to be the only thing to slack her appetite.
Again, she shrugged.
“You do have a home don’t you?”
Buck was unable to receive his third shrugged reply when banging nearly
shook the door off of its leather hinges.
“We’ll finish this later,” Buck
promised, running his hand over her damp hair on his way to the door.
Buck was none too happy with the realization that he was all ready attached
to this child, and it was not even remotely the same situation one would
face when in the same situation with a stray dog. He couldn’t just
keep her. The thought was somehow crushing. Pushing the thought
away, he continued to the door.
Upon opening the door, Buck was
met by a steely-eyed man with a badge pinned securely to his chest, a round
grimy man with a horsewhip sticking out of his pocket, and bringing up
the rear of the threesome was none other than Apple Man.
“Can I help you gentlemen?” Buck
asked, deceptive in his amiability.
The man with the tin shining
proudly on his chest was the first to speak.
“Hello, there. I’m Marshal
Kilian. This here,” he pointed to the man with the horsewhip, an
object Buck had much disdain for, “Is Jeb Snyder. He’s lookin’ fer
one o’ his young’uns. Mr. Shipley
here,” he nodded toward Apple
Man, “he says you have him. Do you got Ronni Snyder here,
mister?”
“I want my son.” The voice
of Jeb Snyder was hard, cold, and lacked the caring or worry that any normal
parent would have been expected to show if a son or daughter had been missing.
“He’s been gone a few days now. He needs to come home. He’s
got no call to be skippin’ his chores like this.”
Instant fire lit in the pit of
Buck’s stomach. She’d been missing a few days! Fuming,
Buck
considered filleting Snyder
with his knife. Deciding that he didn’t want to dirty his weapon
with the likes of Snyder, he set a steely gaze on him.
The moment her father was in
her view, Ronni squeaked then ran headlong toward the back of the house.
Buck’s shirt was far too long for her, and she tripped midway through the
living area. Snyder made a move to come in and grab her. She
lurched to Buck. Grabbing hold of his legs, she began whimpering
and shaking like a puppy afraid of a lightning storm. Immediately,
every cell in Buck’s body was shifted into a protective response.
Squaring his shoulders, he practically taunted Snyder to make a move for
the girl.
“See, see I told you the Injun
had the kid! Prob’bly did some heathen hocus pocus stuff to him too!”
Shipley called out.
Gently pulling Ronni from his
legs and placing her on a hip, Buck searched out her minute wrists from
their hiding place deep in the arms of his shirt. To the Marshal,
he displayed the raw patches of skin
as well as the bruises that
were only now beginning to form on her bony arms that had been inflicted
by Shipley.
“Mr. Shipley don’t have any call
to be here Marshal. He did this, and no man who’d be a party to hurting
a child is welcome in or near my home,” he said smoothly.
The Marshal nodded sagely.
“Why don’t you go on home Casey?”
Apple Man grew increasingly red,
mumbled a few curses, and stomped back to his horse.
“Now,” the Marshal hitched up
his pants. “We need to get down to business. Mr…uh”
“Cross,” Buck supplied flatly.
“Mr. Cross, I don’t know what
possessed you to take that kid, and I got no need to. I just know
that you can’t keep’im.”
“Her.”
“Pardon?” Kilian rubbed his stubble-covered
chin.
“I can’t keep her is what
you mean Marshal.”
Confused, Kilian looked from
Snyder to the child, and finally back to Buck. “Huh?” he grunted.
“I thought you was looking for a boy,” he inquired of Snyder.
“It don’t matter none.
That’s my young’un. Now give it here.” His hand went smoothly
to the whip that had remained innocuously in his pocket until now.
Acid sprang into Buck’s throat.
It! He called Ronni, his own flesh and blood, it.
How was it that men like Jeb Snyder had wives, and homes full of children
to love? A better question begged an answer. How could he not
love a lively child like Ronni?
A heart rending wail tore from
Ronni whose hold on Buck grew ever more fierce. She was shaking
her little head frantically,
sending droplets of water spattering everywhere, as she shakily whispered
her frightened little mantra, “No, no, no, no, no, no!”
“Why?” asked Buck and Kilian
simultaneously.
Clumsily unbuttoning the top
few buttons of Buck’s old shirt, she wormed her arm out. As the fabric
fell away from her back, slashes of red broken skin glared at the men.
The marks were suspiciously the right length and shape of the whip that
Snyder wielded. Angry red scabs glowed brightly on the baby soft
skin of Ronni’s back. Buck had turned his back on her before he cleaned
her back, and the overalls she’d been wearing had covered the marks.
Until now Buck had not seen or felt them. He stared in shocked silence
at the marred back of the tiny warm body still settled in his arms.
Helping her right the shirt she was wearing, he glared at Snyder.
Pulling Ronni close, inhaling the sweet still baby scent of her, Buck whispered,
“Do you want to go with him, Ronni?”
“Stay hewe! Can I stay
hewe? Please Mistew Buck, please!”
“No!” Snyder’s resounding yell
sliced through Ronni’s quiet sniffles. “She belongs to me!”
“Maybe, but she don’t belong
with you! Why should I send her home with you? So you can
hurt her some more? So you can starve her? So you can pretend
she’s a boy so people don’t shun you for workin’ her?”
“If that’s what I choose.”
Buck looked at Ronni. He
searched her bright blue eyes, and curiously found everything he needed
there. She was a pint-sized miracle in his life, delivered by the
forces of pure benevolence. In the process of stealing an apple,
the precious, precocious little girl had stolen his heart. It had
been as simple for her as that first smile. In months of desolate
misery, no wife had come. Nobody had shown up looking to be a friend.
No light had made its way into his life until this scrawny girl, with her
missing teeth, and her heartening
giggle speared through the darkness with the strength of a warrior. He
was not letting her go.
“No,” Buck stated flatly.
“You have to.”
“No.”
Snyder seemed to be concentrating
on something very deeply. He stared into the sky, twiddling his whip
like a parasol. Finally, the shrewd uncaring visage of a businessman
formed in hard angles on Snyder’s face.
“You can’t just take my kid without
giving me anything in return.”
“You want me to buy your
daughter?”
“One o’ them fancy horses you
got will do.”
“No.”
“What? What do you mean,
no?”
“It’s a pretty simple word.
I’m not going to give you an animal that you’ll be sure to abuse.”
“A hundred dollars.”
“You’ll sell your daughter,”
Buck paused. “For a hundred dollars.” Buck looked to the Marshal,
thinking that this had to be illegal, but Kilian only shrugged. This
was the most disgusting display Buck had ever witnessed, and he was ashamed
to be a part of it. But there was no way he was
sending her home with that monster.
“Yeah, she ain’t worth nothin’
to me anyway,” Snyder smiled humorlessly, showing off twin rows of rotting
brown teeth.
With Ronni still on his hip,
he strode to his bedroom. He playfully dropped her on the bed, and
couldn’t help but smile as she giggled when she bounced. Catching
Ronni’s eyes, Buck’s stilled her with a serious gaze.
“This is important, Ronni.
You got to listen real good. I’m going to give you the choice of
going
home with your pa, or staying
here with me. You need to know, though that if you choose to stay
here, it’s forever. You’d
be agreeing to be my daughter, and you’ll never set eyes on your real pa
again. I know you just met me today, but I’ll take good care of you.”
A question lit in those expressive
blue eyes. “I can be your little giwl?”
“Yes, honey, I’d like that.”
“You would? Even though
I’m a giwl?”
“Yup!”
“You don’t know me, mistew Buck.
I’m a lazy kid.”
“I doubt that, Ronni, and that’s
daddy to you.”
An unintelligible squawk of delight
flew from Ronni as she flung herself into Buck’s arms. Kissing
her on the cheek, he put her
back on the bed. He got onto his hands and knees, and scrounged
around beneath the bed.
At last, his fingers felt out a small box. Digging it out, he sat
one of Teaspoon’s old cigar boxes in his lap, and removed one hundred dollars.
Shoving the box back into
its place, he went back to the
door, leaving Ronni gleefully jumping on his bed.
Before handing the money over
he had one last question for Ronni’s loathsome father.
“Does this money ensure that
I will never see you again?”
“Yeah, sure.” He tucked
his loot into the same pocket that the whip had been nesting in, and left
without another word.
Before following Snyder out,
Killian leaned against Buck’s doorframe.
“That’s the last you’ll see of
him. You have my word on it. You take care of that girl now,
you hear?
I got four of my own, and I
don’t take kindly to folk who hurt their babies. I’ll be checkin’
in on you Mr. Cross.”
“That’s fine by me.”
Nodding, an odd vaguely unbalanced
agreement was made. The two men were strange partners in the protection
of a friendly, freckled, fundamentally precious little girl.
********
Marshal Killian kept his promise.
He checked in on the Cross household often. He became something of
an uncle to Ronni. It was strange that such a tiny little person
had so much power. Just the byproduct of her presence brought Buck
a true and trusted friend. Killian was also resolute in his promise
to keep Ronni’s natural Father away.
As for Ronni, she was a bright
playful girl who was impossible to force into a dress, and the biggest
fan of her Daddy. Jeb Snyder had been her father, but Buck was, and
always would be -- Daddy.
To Buck, it didn’t matter if
the word was said in a whining tone, as a complaint, or in an argumentative
refusal of something. Daddy was the best word in the English language.
Buck had suffered through years
of bleak and unrelenting shadow. He’d been deprived of friendship,
love, and the basic human urge to be needed. Now, as he looked into
his daughter’s bedroom as she slept, he was whole. He was needed.
He was protector. He was provider. He was friend. He
was Daddy. There were no shadows left in Buck Cross’s life.
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