Loose Ends

by catgirl63

Disclaimer: The characters and situations of the TV program "Big Valley" are the creations of Four Star/Republic Pictures and have been used without permission. No copyright infringement is intended by the author. The ideas expressed in this story are copyrighted to the author.

Synopsis: A sequel to “New Start” which follows the intertwined lives of people on the Weston and Barkley Ranches.

Chapter 68

Varner laughed at the bellow of rage from Nick, pointed his gun and pulled the trigger.

“NO!” shouted Nick.

The anguished scream of pain cut through Nick’s heart when the bullet entered her thigh. Dropping the knife behind her, she held onto her leg and cried at the fire that was burning her skin. Grabbing onto the wound, Sue clamped her hand down to stem the flow of blood, sucking in her breath from the pain.

“YOU BASTARD!” screamed Nick with tears running down his face at the sense of helplessness overpowering him. “SUE!”

“I’ve waited four years to do that!” yelled Varner. Kneeling beside her, he tipped her chin up with the hot barrel of the pistol and looked into the eyes dazed with pain. “Don’t worry, we’re not done yet!”

Reaching the campsite, Heath drew his gun and pointed it at Varner’s back. “Yes, you are.”

Hearing the voice behind him, Varner grabbed the woman before him and turned with her in his arms. His left arm around her throat and the other holding the pistol to her head. “Drop it, Thomson!”

“KILL HIM HEATH!” screamed Nick. “SHOOT HIM!”

Heath stared at the man holding his friend and yelled, “Let her go!”

Tightening his grip around her neck, Varner screamed from his kneeling position, “I’ll put another bullet in her, drop it!”

Her right hand was holding onto the forearm that squeezed her throat, Sue felt the ground with her fingers and pulled the knife to her. Grabbing the hilt of the knife, she plunged it into his left foot and pushed the gun up with her right hand. Screaming in pain, Varner fell backwards to the earth and stared up at the stars with a bullet hole between his lifeless eyes.

Falling to the side, Sue let the darkness and the pain carry her away. Rushing to Nick, Heath cut the ropes that bound him and hugged his brother before helping him to her side.

Taking his handkerchief, Heath made a tourniquet, tied it around her leg while Nick held her in his arms and whispered in her ear. Putting more wood on the fire, Heath tore his shirt and gingerly wiped the blood off Nick’s face with water from Varner’s canteen.

Peering at the shoulder wound that was no longer bleeding, Heath looked into the hazel eyes and flashed a lop-sided grin, “Glad to see you didn’t lose all your blood, big brother.”

“I missed you too, little brother.” said Nick with a smile. Studying the blue expressive eyes, he asked with a whisper, “Dan?”

Shaking his head, Heath said quietly, “Rockslide.”

Moaning, Sue opened her eyes and gazed at the two men. Reaching up her hand, she gently touched Nick’s bruised face and whispered, “Nick, you alright?”

Holding her hand, he kissed her fingers gently and replied in a husky voice, “I am now, honey.”

“Dan?” whispered Sue watching Heath’s eyes fill with sorrow and shake his head negatively. Her emerald eyes filled with tears and Nick tightened his hold.

Tom and the others rushed into the clearing startling the three on the ground. Observing the wounds on the three, he barked “Get some water boiling and some bandages.”

Looking up into the hazel eyes, Sue was overwhelmed with the love shining back at her and gave a tired smile, “I love you, Nick Barkley. Will you marry me?”

Overcoming the shock of the unorthodox proposal, Nick smiled widely and nodded, “I would be honored. I love you, too.”

Leaning over, Nick sealed his acceptance of the offer with a tender kiss as Heath watched with tears in his eyes.

“Nick?” whispered Sue, her eyes slowly drooping.

“Yeah, honey?” asked Nick as he leaned forward.

“I’m tired, Nick. No more mountains for me.” was the whispered reply and the eyelids closed while the brothers laughed and nodded their heads in agreement.

Chapter 69

The trip down the mountain had been exhausting on the injured people. Reaching the office of Dr. Swenson, the sheriff and the rangers carried Sue and Nick inside. Heath walked in under his own power, albeit on shaky legs.

Nick’s concussion and the loss of blood had weakened him. A fever had started from the infection that started to settle in the uncleaned wound. The pain in Sue’s abdomen had become excruciating until unconsciousness summoned her and the men were unable to awaken her outside of town.

Dr. Swenson and his nurse set out to perform immediate surgery. Nick and Heath sent prayers to the heavens above when they were told her spleen had been injured and needed to be removed. The wound on her leg would be taken care of after the delicate surgery had been performed.

Cleaning Nick’s wounds as best he could, Father Martinez sat with the brothers and the sheriff while they waited for the surgery to be completed.

“Nick, why don’t ya’ lay down?” suggested Heath quietly.

“I’m okay, Heath.” whispered Nick. “I wanna be there when she wakes up.”

Heath nodded, “I know Nick, but you’re making yourself weaker by not resting. If you don’t rest, you won’t be there when she wakes up. Doc said it’d be a few hours before he was finished.”

Heath watched a thoughtful look appear on Nick’s face and he spoke softly, “I remember looking into Dan’s eyes at the funeral. Dan loved her, didn’t he?”

Turning sideways on the sofa, Heath put his arms around Nick and pulled him back to lean against him. Sighing, he whispered in Nick’s ear, “He loved her ever since he first met her. Sue never felt the same and only cared for him as a friend.”

Nodding, Nick closed his eyes and said wistfully, “Heath, I’m getting married!”

Chuckling, Heath tightened his hold on his brother. “You sure are big brother. Now get some rest. I’ll wake you when the doc comes out.”

Chapter 70

The surgery to remove her injured organ was performed one week ago and had been successful. When Sue was well enough to talk, she explained about her fall down the pile of rocks. The doctor had surmised that when she landed on the rock, the blunt force of the fall had damaged her spleen. The vicious hit from Varner on her back had not helped either. Dr. Swenson was pleased with the progress of her surgery to remove the spleen, but still concerned about her leg. The bullet from Varner’s gun had lodged in the bone. Removing it from the bone had been difficult.

Glancing at the leg encased in splints and hanging by some contraption to keep it straight and steady, Nick rubbed his thumb across her palm. He was deep in thought remembering the conversation, when the doctor had explained to her the importance of keeping the leg straight and allowing the bone to heal.

“Can’t you just plaster it, doc?” asked Sue quietly.

“Not yet. The plaster will need to cover your whole leg and the bullet wound has to heal first before we can do that.” explained Dr. Swenson patiently.

Turning her head to look out the window, Sue sighed, “Then?”

“Then after the plaster comes off, you will have to rebuild the strength in that leg by exercises.”

“I’m gonna limp, huh?” inquired Sue while Nick squeezed her hand.

Smiling tenderly, Dr. Swenson said, “No one can predict the future, Miss Weston. I think with your active lifestyle and determination, you’ll do fine.”

When the doctor had left the room, Nick waited for the tears or anger to come out, but none was forthcoming.

“Sue, you okay?” whispered Nick concerned with the silence.

Looking into his hazel eyes, Sue nodded and simply stated, “Guess we won’t be dancing at Jack’s wedding, Nick.”

Sue opened her eyes and was rewarded by the sight of the handsome cowboy by her bedside.

Smiling, Nick greeted her with a kiss and whispered, “Hi, my chameleon.”

Sue winced at a twinge of pain and grinned back at him. “Hi, Nick.”

“I got a telegram from Jack.” said Nick propping pillows behind her so she could sit up.

“Thanks.” smiled Sue gratefully. “What’s it say?”

“It says and I quote..

Rustlers caught

Fred says Sue was right

Congratulations

Hope to see you soon.”

Laughing and grabbing her side as the twinge flared again, Sue gloated, “Told ya’, Barkley!”

Sitting beside her, Nick asked innocently, “What are you talking about?”

Gesturing wildly, Sue rolled her eyes, “Don’t give me that innocent look, Nick Barkley! You laughed as much as Fred when I said those rustlers were taking the cattle through the mountains that were central to both Stockton and Modesto. Admit it!”

Grabbing the flailing hand, Nick smiled, “The only thing I’m gonna admit to is that I love you very much.”

Yanking her hand back, Sue stared into the hazel eyes, “Oh no, you don’t! Don’t be thinking you’re getting off that easy. Come on, just admit it!”

Leaning forward, Nick softly kissed her eyelids and lips, “Make me.”

With her heart palpating, Sue whispered. “With pleasure.”

Holding his face in her hands, she pulled it to her and gently kissed his lips. Sue deepened the kiss while Nick groaned from the desire aroused in him. Both bodies heaving from the loss of breath as they stared into each other’s eyes. Kissing her tenderly, Nick caressed her cheek.

“Nick, you’ll have to plan the wedding.” stated Sue.

Laughing out loud, Nick snorted, “I’m not planning it. That’s the woman’s job!”

Crossing her arms, Sue smiled, “Nick, I asked you to marry me. It’s only fair you plan it! Whenever the man asks, the woman always has to plan it. Turn around is fair play, don’t you think?”

Jumping up from the bed, Nick blustered, “HONEY, YOU CAN’T BE SERIOUS!”

Waiting for him to stop complaining, Sue gestured him over. Looking at him, Sue said, “Nick, I can’t plan it in my condition. I can’t even get out of this bed til the doc plasters my leg. Darling, it doesn’t have to be anything fancy, just a small ceremony.”

Staring at her as if she had two heads, Nick rose, kissed her and walked out of the room muttering to himself, “Nothing fancy, just a small ceremony. What the hell do I know about weddings.”

Watching the retreating back, Sue grinned as she listened to his ramblings on the way out. “Sue Weston, you are so bad!”

Chapter 71

Heath and Tom looked at Nick when he walked into the office and sat in the chair with a dazed look on his face.

“Big brother, did you see Sue this morning?” asked Heath.

Nick nodded a response to the question as the conversation kept rolling around in his mind.

Waving a hand in front of Nick’s eyes, Heath teased, “Nick, you in there?”

Slapping the hand, Nick growled, “Very funny! Of course, I’m here.”

Tom grinned at the two and shook his head, “What’s the matter, Nick? You seem a little out of it. Anything to do with your fiancé?”

Hearing the word fiancé, Nick jumped up startling the two men, “SUE SAYS I HAVE TO PLAN THE WEDDING! JUST CAUSE SHE PROPOSED TO ME!”

Stifling a grin, Heath nodded, “Well, it does kinda make sense, Nick.”

“I agree with Heath.” smiled Tom sipping his coffee.

“I think this Texas heat must dry up people’s brains.” groaned Nick sitting back down and holding his head in his hands. “What the hell do I know about weddings?”

“Nick, ain’t ya ever been to a wedding before?” inquired Heath incredulously.

Rolling his eyes, Nick snapped, “Of course, I’ve been to a wedding!”

“Then what’s the problem?” asked Tom innocently.

“GREAT! YOU TWO ARE NO HELP!” shouted Nick slamming the door behind him.

Looking at each other, the two burst out laughing until tears rolled down their cheeks. Heath wiped his eyes and stood up, “I better go see if she’s really gonna put him through that.”

“I’ll be by tonight to play poker.” replied Tom as Heath left.

Chapter 72

Dr. Swenson greeted the man of the cloth, spoke softly to the padre and shook his head. Walking in, Father Martinez smiled at the young woman laying in the bed.

“Father, how are things at the mission?” asked Sue with a shake of his hand.

Sitting in the chair by the bed, the Father replied, “The children keep us very busy and entertained.”

Sue nodded, “I can only imagine. Thanks for taking care of Petey, Doc tells me he’s home and doing much better.”

“I am only too happy to help.” smiled Father Martinez. “How are you doing?”

Watching her face carefully, Father Martinez caught the fear quickly flicker and vanish in the emerald eyes.

Sighing, Sue shrugged, “I’ll be better once I can get back on my feet. After that, well, we’ll see.”

Leaning forward, he patted the hand laying on the bed and said quietly, “We all bear burdens in our journey through this life until we all meet in his kingdom. How we carry them is up to us.”

Smiling slightly, Sue shook his hand and replied, “Thank you, Father. I’ll come out to the mission to see you before I leave for Stockton.”

“Anytime, Miss Weston. We’ll look forward to having you visit us.” smiled Father Martinez.

Heath nodded and spoke to the departing man in the hallway for a few minutes before entering the room where Sue was looking out the window and her face awash with thoughtfulness. Heath approached the bed and sat beside her.

“Sue.” said Heath quietly.

Hearing the soft voice breaking through her thoughts, Sue reined in her emotions and looked at her friend, “Heath, I didn’t hear you come in.”

“Boy howdy, you were a million miles away.”

“Just thinking, sorry.” said Sue softly. Glancing at Heath, she asked, “Did you see Nick this morning?”

Heath grinned, “You’re not really gonna have Nick plan the wedding, are ya’?”

Sue replied, “Why not? Do you think just cause I’m a woman, I’d know anything about planning a wedding?”

Heath sighed, “I guess not. This is gonna make Nick crazy and I have to live with him!”

“As someone told me recently, Heath. We all bear burdens in our journey through this life.” said Sue in a serious tone.

“I don’t think that means having to listen to Nick while he’s planning a wedding.” said Heath rolling his eyes at her chuckle.

“Don’t worry, you can tell him I was only funning.” stated Sue and then groaned. “What the hell do I know about planning a wedding?”

“Thanks!” Kissing her forehead, Heath stood, “I think I’ll find that brother of mine and let him know.”

Chapter 73

Walking to the doctor’s office, Nick stopped and greeted the doctor as he was leaving the office.

“Doc, how’s your patient?” smiled Nick.

Dr. Swenson sighed, “I have to admit, Mr. Barkley, I’m worried about her.”

Puzzled, Nick asked, “You mean about her leg?”

“No. I’ve known Miss Weston for a few years now and she’s taking it all a bit too, well, too quiet.” stated Dr. Swenson.

“She was a little quiet the other day when you were discussing the treatment.” admitted Nick with a frown.

“I can see it when I examine her, she’s afraid. Mr. Barkley, try to get her to open up and talk about her fears. Father Martinez spoke with her this morning and he thought she was a little quiet, too.” explained Dr. Swenson.

Nick nodded, “Okay, Doc. I’ll do whatever I have to.”

Patting Nick’s shoulder, the doctor smiled, “I know you will. Anything you can do to alleviate any extra stress or burden will help. I’d like her to stay focused on the rehabilitation of her leg as much as possible. I should be able to put the plaster on next week. Miss Weston’s gonna need all the support and love you can give her during the wait for the bone to heal.”

“Okay, thanks, doc.” said Nick quietly as he opened the door and walked down the hallway to her room. Pausing outside the door, Nick leaned against the wall and pondered the doctor’s words. Seeing Heath coming down the hall, Nick silenced him with a finger to his lips. Taking a hold of Heath’s arm, Nick pulled him outside.

“What’s the matter, Nick?” asked Heath. “Did you two have a fight?”

Tapping his gloves against his leg, Nick said quietly, “Heath, does Sue seem to be taking everything a little calmly?”

Tilting his head, Heath thought on Nick’s words. “Yeah, but you can never tell with Sue, why?”

“Well, the doc seems to think she’s taking it too calmly. Has she said anything about concerns with her leg?”

Shaking his head, Heath replied quietly, “No, she hasn’t. She say something to you?”

Frowning, Nick shook his head, “Come to think of it, whenever I bring it up, she changes the subject.”

“Maybe she’s just trying not to get all worked up about it.” suggested Heath.

Nick sighed, “Well, the only one way to find out is to have a little talk with my wife to be.”

Turning to leave, Heath looked back and smiled, “Nick, she said you didn’t have to plan the wedding. Sue said she was only funning and she’d take care of it.”

Remembering the doctor’s words, Nick grabbed Heath by the shoulder, “Doc also said to alleviate any extra burden and stress on Sue. I’d think planning a wedding would be a burden, don’t you little brother?”

“I guess so. I know Sonja has been all worked up about it.” said Heath with a tender smile as he thought of his own fiancee.

Putting his arm over Heath’s shoulders, Nick smiled, “Little brother, we’re gonna relieve my chameleon and your friend of that burden.”

Looking at Nick in surprise, Heath snorted, “It’s your wedding, Nick. Count me out.”

“Heath, I need your help. Sue needs your help.” pleaded Nick sincerely.

As he stared into the worried hazel eyes, Heath found himself nodding in agreement. “Okay.”

“Thanks, Heath.” whispered Nick pulling his brother into a quick hug. “I’ll see you at Tom’s later.”

Heath left and wandered back to Tom’s house. “Boy howdy, what a brother won’t do for another.” thought Heath with a sigh.

Chapter 74

“Nick, I..” said Sue quietly as Nick sat beside her.

Putting his fingers on her lips, Nick took her hands, smiled into the red-rimmed emerald eyes and said softly, “Suzanne Weston, do you know what I love about you?”

Sue sighed slightly, “Nick, I was only teasing about you planning the wedding.”

“I know, but really, do you know what I love about you?” asked Nick as he kissed her fingertips.

Looking at him curiously, Sue teased halfheartedly, “My mind?”

“I do love your mind and your body. But, most of all I love your passion for those you care about. Your generosity. Your sense of justice and fairness. Your sense of humor. Your love for the land beneath you. I even love your temper, especially when we make up afterwards. I love each and everything about you.”

Tears welled in her eyes while her heart swelled with love for this man beside her. Squeezing his hands, Sue whispered, “Nick, I, I don’t know what to say. I’m at a loss for words.”

Caressing her cheek, Nick said quietly, “I love you and I don’t wanna lose you.”

“I’m not going anywhere.”

“When you don’t share your fears and thoughts with me, you’re going someplace else in your mind.” explained Nick. “Don’t keep your fears inside and shut me out. I couldn’t go through that again.”

Memories of his tormented soul, while she traveled through the snow packed mountains assaulted her and Sue shook her head, “I don’t mean to shut you out. I’d never want to hurt you like that again.”

“Sue, talk to me.” urged Nick softly.

“I am worried, Nick.” admitted Sue softly. “I know that even if my leg doesn’t heal correctly, I can still ride and ranch. I just keep trying to tell myself it’ll just be an inconvenience, but I’m scared.”

“I’ll love you no matter what happens.” replied Nick with a smile. “I’m here with you, honey.”

Touching his cheek, Sue smiled, “I know. I’m ashamed that I’ve been having such vain thoughts. There’s lots of other people that deal with worse things than a limp. As Father Martinez said, ‘It’s up to me how I deal with the burdens life brings’ I’m sorry, I worried you.”

Brushing his lips against hers, he gently kissed her. “Whatever the future brings, we’ll deal with together. Okay?”

“Deal.” Sue whispered before kissing him back. Feeling his response, she deepened the kiss and welcomed the breathlessness between them. Passions flaring, his lips and tongue burned the skin of her throat. Working his way down her neck, he left a trail of intimate kisses down to the valley of her bosoms. Pushing aside the material of her undergarments, he seared her skin, her soft moans of desire and need floated to his ears. He reluctantly pushed the garments back in place. Guiding his lips to hers, she tenderly kissed him.

Lifting his head, she moaned and stared into the fiery eyes, “Nick, let’s not have a long engagement, okay?”

He tenderly kissed her and groaned, “How about four months?”

Holding onto him and kissing his weathered cheek, she moaned, “That’s too long!”

Chuckling, he grinned, “In one week, you’ll have the plaster on, we’ll be back in Stockton shortly after that and then I’ll finish what I started here.”

“Promises. Promises.” whispered Sue her eyes holding a promise of passion that would not be denied in the near future.

Chapter 75

Sue woke the nurse shortly before eleven that night in pain and screaming for help. Dr. Swenson ran into the room from a sound sleep.

The next morning, walking into the room, Nick stopped at the pale face that greeted him. It was lined with exhaustion and tears were streaming down her cheeks. Taking her hands, Nick became alarmed at the tremble in them.

“Sue, what is it?” asked Nick softly.

Nick heard the anguished whisper. “I don’t know how to tell you. I should’ve known. I don’t know why I didn’t feel it.”

Fear grabbed Nick’s heart and held it in it’s grip, “What’s wrong? Honey, tell…”

Putting up her hand to silence him, Nick watched the tears trickle down and heard the shaky breath she inhaled, “I lost our baby, last night. I didn’t mean to, I just didn’t know. ”

Her tormented words shocked him to the very core of his soul. ‘A baby. I was gonna be a daddy.’ Sobs of pain and guilt reached his ears. Tears of loss streamed down his face, and he wrapped his arms tightly around her.

His gentle voice quivered with emotion, “Honey, you didn’t do anything wrong. It’s not your fault.”

Embracing the strength he was offering and tightening her hold, Sue whispered between sobs. “I’ve always wanted to be a mother. I failed you. I’d been having pains, but I thought it was from the surgery. I’m sorry, I didn’t even know I was pregnant. Please forgive me, Nick.”

Rocking her gently, he stroked her hair and shushed her softly, “Sue, there’s nothing to forgive. You didn’t fail me. It wasn’t your fault. It’ll be alright, you’ll see.”

Laying her back onto the pillows, Nick wiped her tears. “I love you. I’m here with you, right by your side. Loving each other means sharing the good and the bad, no matter what.”

“Nick, I’m so confused. How could I not know?” whispered Sue hoarsely. “I just don’t understand how I didn’t know.”

“Shhhhh. Close your eyes and after you rest, we’ll talk to Dr. Swenson and get answers to your questions. Please honey, rest.” said Nick softly.

Closing her eyes, the spent woman fell asleep to the feel of Nick tenderly caressing her cheek. ‘Was it a boy or a girl’ his mind echoed over and over as the loss chilled him to his soul. ‘I was gonna be a father.’

Blinking back the tears that threatened to start again, Nick raised his eyes and sent a silent plea upwards. ‘Please, she’s been through so much already. Just give her the sunshine she deserves.’

Rising on shaky legs, Nick slowly made his way to the home of Sheriff Watson and entered the living room. Heath’s gut twisted at the look of anguish on Nick’s face, “Nick, what is it? Is it her leg?”

Stumbling over in a daze, he collapsed into Heath’s arms and deep sobs of grief wracked his body, “Sue lost our baby last night.”

Kneeling on the floor and tightly holding him, Heath’s tears mixed with Nick’s as he rocked him gently, offering what comfort he could to his distraught brother.

Chapter 76

The sobs slowly ebbed out of his grieving brother and Heath helped him onto the sofa. Going to the bar, he poured two drinks and put one in Nick’s trembling hands. Bringing a chair over, he sat down in front of the shaking man.

“Drink it, Nick.” ordered Heath quietly.

Taking a swallow, Nick welcomed the burning sensation as it went down his strained throat. Running his hand through his hair, he quietly told Heath of the events of the morning.

Nick voice choked with guilt and grief was barely above a whisper, “I should’ve been there for her.”

“If you’d known Sue was with child, you would’ve been there. But neither of you knew. Don’t feel guilty, Nick. You didn’t know.” explained Heath quietly watching the hazel eyes fill with unshed tears.

“I keep wondering if it was a boy or a girl.” stammered Nick. “It could have been a little girl who looked just like Sue. What a beautiful baby that would’ve been.”

Squeezing the black clad shoulder, Heath said softly. “I’m sorry, Nick. You two would have been wonderful parents.”

“Heath, I didn’t consider what you’d think about this.” Wiping his eyes, Nick looked warily into the blue eyes, “I know it’s a shock. Are you angry with us?”

“No, I’m not angry. You are adults and sometimes things don’t go as planned. My own birth is evidence of that, but with you and Sue it’s different.” replied Heath quietly. “I know ya’ love her, Nick. You’ll be there for her. If you didn’t love her, you’d have to leave the country, one step ahead of me.”

“I love her more than life itself, Heath.” whispered Nick. “She thinks she’s failed me. She’s in so much turmoil.”

Grabbing the back of Nick’s neck, Heath gave him a little shake, “All you can do is be there for her. Sue’s strong in a lot of ways, but deep down she’s soft as a butterfly’s wings with a heart as big as Texas.”

Nick nodded, “I’m a lucky man, little brother, to have you both in my life.”

Flashing him a lop-sided grin, Heath agreed, “That you are, big brother, that you are.”

Pulling Heath into his arms, Nick tightened his hold and whispered, “You’ll be a wonderful father someday too, Heath. I wanna be there when she wakes up. Thanks, little brother.”

“I’ll come by this afternoon after Sue’s had time to rest.” said Heath patting his brother on the back. “Give her my love.”

“I will.” replied Nick closing the door behind him.

Sagging against the door, tears streamed down Heath’s face. His heart mourning for the niece or nephew be would never know. Closing his eyes, he prayed for his brother and his friend to help each other through this time.

Chapter 77

“Howby doy, I feel fine.”

Nick shook his head and grinned at the drugged up woman on the bed.

Looking at the doc, Nick snorted, “I think you gave her too much pain killer, doc. She’s talking like she’s drunk.”

“Hmmm, she is a little happy. When we start plastering her leg, she won’t feel a thing. She’ll be asleep soon.” smiled Dr. Swenson as he untied the ropes holding the leg straight and lowered it to the bed.

Giggling, Sue smiled widely, “Ick, my leg moves!”

“I see that, honey.” said Nick patiently.

Dr. Swenson stifled his chuckle as he unwrapped the binding on the leg. Gingerly running his hand down the limb, Sue whispered loudly to Nick. “Don’t get angry, he’s a proflessional.”

Chuckling, Nick nodded, “I know, honey. You feel anything?”

Tapping his cheek, she smiled, “Just fluffy clouds!”

Kissing the hand, he breathed a sigh of relief, “Good.”

Looking around the room, Sue asked in a drowsy voice, “Heat?”

“Heat had to go back to work the ranch, remember?”

Laying her head back on the pillow, Sue replied sleepily, “Ranch walking.”

“Well, he could walk the ranch, but I think he’d feel better riding.” teased Nick.

Smiling at the handsome cowboy and trying to keep her eyes open, Sue whispered, “Yove la.”

“Yove la, too.” smirked Nick, caressing her cheek and watching the eyelids close.

“At least she didn’t suffer the hallucination side effect. Some patients have been known to see animals and other things when they get a higher dose of morphine.” Plastering the leg while his nurse held it in place, Dr. Swenson said softly, “You can take her home in a couple of days. Don’t worry, she’ll be fine.”

Chapter 78

Nick watched the doctor continue the plastering and let his thoughts take him back. Over the past week, they had focused on helping each other deal with the unexpected pain and loss. Tears had flown abundantly along with discussions of their future.

When the doctor had asked Sue about her cycles, she and Nick had both turned a bright red at the line of questioning.

Shocked at the topic, Sue stammered, “Doc! That’s kinda personal, don’t ya’ think!”

“I’m a professional, Miss Weston. I realize this may be an uncomfortable topic.” replied Dr. Swenson. “Did you know sometimes a woman can be pregnant and still have a cycle?”

Sue shook her head and answered quietly, “No, I didn’t know that.”

“Do you know when your last one was?”

“They’re not on a regular basis. I just gotta think for a minute.” said Sue concentrating and thinking back in time. “It was after Sonja and Heath got engaged on New Year’s day. I’m real excited for Heath. He’s got a wonderful woman in Sonja. Then we got the new bull. Let’s see that was the first week in February and I had it one week later.” stated Sue quietly the embarrassment clearly showing on her face. Nick sat looking at the floor, trying to ignore the topic while squeezing her hand in support.

Dr. Swenson had advised the couple that he felt she was only a little over a month along when the miscarriage had happened. The trauma on her body from the mountain ordeal could have been a factor or sometimes nature knew something wasn’t right and would correct it on its own. Patiently, he answered all their questions, listened to their fears and handed out handkerchiefs to dry up the tears. In the end, he felt they should have no problem conceiving in the future.

Smiling, Nick’s thoughts focused on his little brother who he had turned to in his time of need to help him through the dark waters of the unknown and emotional path. Nick had relied heavily on Heath’s strength and calming presence.

Eating breakfast the morning he was leaving for Stockton, Heath watched the hazel eyes lit up with surprise and a grin brightened his face, “I got it! I know what we’re gonna do for the wedding!”

“I thought Sue was gonna plan the wedding.”

Nick smiled slightly and shrugged, “I wanna do it, Heath. I want to show her how much I love her.”

Leaning forward, Heath grinned, “Okay, lay it on me. I’m all ears!”

When Nick finished, Heath smiled in surprise and teased him gently, “If I was a woman I’d marry you myself, Nick.”

Blushing, Nick retorted, “Very funny Heath!”

“I didn’t realize you could be so romantic. I just thought you were loud.” replied Heath with an innocent look.

Rolling his eyes, Nick snorted, “Come on! Be serious, Heath.”

Chuckling, Heath grinned, “Sorry, big brother. She’ll be swept away and those green eyes will overflow from love and happiness.”

“She deserves the best, Heath. Will you help when I bring her back to Stockton?” asked Nick excited at the idea.

Heath nodded, “Anything, you need, anything at all.”

“Thanks, little brother.” smiled Nick relieved. Grabbing a piece of paper and pencil, he and Heath started creating a list of the items they would need.

Chapter 79

Sue’s thoughts were on the two brothers and their opposite actions over the past week. Heath, quiet and thoughtful, had given her a good dose of anger before he left for Stockton. His concern for her emotional state pushing him to the outburst. As long as she had known Heath, she was always startled when his anger came out. She knew it was there inside of him, but he reined it in by keeping a short leash on it. Smiling, she knew once again that an angry outburst from him had shocked her into dealing with her emotional trauma.

Frowning, her thoughts turned to Nick, the man who had captured her heart and soul. Since the loss of the baby, they both had suffered the lows and highs of the emotional tide they were riding. Nick had been the pillar of strength that offered patience, understanding and support. These things he offered and she was thankful for them, however, that was all he offered. Emotionally, he had withdrawn into himself and taken on Heath’s characteristic of quiet and thoughtfulness.

Since the miscarriage, he handled her as if she were made of glass with a small crack in it. She missed the fire in his eyes and the gentle touches of his hands and lips. He would greet her with a kiss, but it was if he were afraid to show the affection he had before.

They had both been relieved when the doctor had stated she would be able to conceive again. Both of them wanted children in their future. The loss of the first had come as a blow especially to her as a woman. Dr. Swenson had been patient and addressed her questions and concerns about her feelings of inadequacy.

She hadn’t known about the baby, but as Father Martinez had asked her, “What would you have done different? Would you have not followed after Varner and Nick? Would you have let Dan and Heath take that path on their own?”

Thinking on his questions, Sue shook her head and stated firmly, “No. I would’ve went after him even if I had known. If I lost Nick, I think my soul would be forever darkened.”

“Things happen for a reason, Miss Weston. Sometimes the reason is not clear at the time but there is always a reason.”

Visiting the graveside of Dan yesterday, Nick had watched her grieve for the friend who had given his life to save Heath. The man who had always loved her and been there for her. After placing a gentle kiss on the headstone, Nick held her close and carried her back to the wagon. Nick’s support was there as it had been over the past week.

Leaning up against the headboard, Sue stared at the white plaster on her leg. “The bone,” Dr. Swenson said “is not technically broken as in fractured, but it was damaged and weakened by the bullet that was lodged in it.” The analogy fit Nick over the past week. Nick was not technically broken in the body but he was damaged and weakened in his soul.

Nick opened the door and kissed her forehead. “Here’s some clothes for tomorrow, Sue.”

Stifling a sigh at his unconscious action, she opened the package Nick handed her and saw the dress inside. Rolling her eyes and groaning at the item, she stated, “I am not wearing that!”

“Sue, it makes sense to wear a dress. There’s no way you can get jeans on over that cast.” explained Nick.

Sue responded sarcastically, “Really? I couldn’t have figured that out on my own. Thanks, honey.”

The biting tone of her voice caused Nick to sigh and reply patiently, “You have to wear something. You can’t wear a sheet.”

Sue snorted, “Nick, have you even bothered to look at this dress? Did you pick this out?”

“No, one of the sisters from the mission gave it to me.” replied Nick quietly. “Let me look at it.”

Looking at the dress laying in the box, Nick’s eyes widened and he winced. “Who would wear something like that?”

“Can’t you get a different one for me, Nick?” pleaded Sue. “I don’t wanna walk around in that!”

His eyes remained transfixed on the dress with the large sunflower print and he whispered softly, “I can’t. The store is closed and won’t open until tomorrow.”

“Well, get Tom and wake the owner up!” retorted Sue.

“Tom’s not here. He won’t be back until late tomorrow.” replied Nick. “Can’t you just wear it in the morning until the store opens. We can buy a new one before we get on the train.”

“Get me a sheet and I’ll wear that!” snapped Sue.

Throwing the box on the table by the bed, Nick shouted, “DAMMIT! YOU’LL JUST HAVE TO WEAR IT! I CAN’T GET YOU ANOTHER ONE UNTIL TOMORROW AND YOU’RE NOT WALKING AROUND IN A SHEET!”

Smiling at the fire in the hazel eyes, Sue patted the spot on the bed beside her. “Nick, come here.”

Looking at her, Nick shook his head, “I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU JUST CAN’T WEAR IT. IT’S ONLY GONNA BE FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS.”

“Come here.” whispered Sue softly.

Stifling his anger and huffing, Nick sat stiffly on the bed and looked at his boots. Reaching over, Sue lifted his face towards her and kissed him.

Nick drew back, stared into the green eyes and stated firmly, “I am not waking up the storeowner.”

“Nick, I’m not made of glass.” said Sue watching a puzzled look cross his face. “Do you realize you haven’t really kissed me since the miscarriage or even raised your voice to me over this past week?”

“Yes, I have.” denied Nick softly.

“You’ve spoken to me firmly, but not with an upraised voice. You’ve given me kisses on my cheeks and forehead. But have you kissed me like this?” asked Sue brushing her lips against his and using her tongue to tease him.

Tears welled in the confused hazel eyes and Sue smiled gently, “I love you, Nick. It hasn’t been easy on either of us, but don’t be afraid to show me you care. I won’t break.”

“I know you won’t break. I, I didn’t realize I was treating you differently.” whispered Nick with regret. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to.”

“Of course, you didn’t Nick. This past week has been hard on both of us. I’m not saying I understand why it happened, but we can’t change the fact that it did happen. After we’re married, I know we’ll have more babies.”

“That’s right, Sue. We will.”

Caressing his cheek, Sue said softly, “I think the gods were smiling on me when I moved to California. I never imagined being able to love anyone as much as I love you, Nick.”

“I think the gods were smiling down on both of us, honey.” replied Nick in voice overfilling with emotion. “They’ll smile on us again when we have more babies.”

“Nick, I’ve missed you.” whispered Sue in a voice filled with a longing that mirrored the look in the emerald eyes.

Leaning forward, he hesitantly claimed her full lips and deepened the kiss in response to her hunger. Savoring the renewed passion between them, she pulled him closer to her. Kissing like two dating teenagers, they reveled in the closeness of each other but confined within boundaries.

Laying beside her and holding her in his arms, Nick placed a gentle kiss on her nose, “Are you anxious to go home tomorrow?”

“I sure am. I can’t wait to get home.” sighed Sue snuggling closer to him and yawning. “Will you stay until I fall asleep?”

Kissing her gently, Nick smiled into the sleepy emerald eyes, “I will. Now get some sleep, you have a big day ahead of you.”


Chapter 80

Walking into the room, Nick paused in the doorway and watched as Dr. Swenson stood in front of the woman on crutches. Nodding his approval at her progress as she made her way around the room.

“Very good, Miss Weston. In no time at all, you’ll be racing around on the crutches.”

Sue smiled her thanks and grinned widely at the handsome man watching.

“Morning, Nick.”

Entering the room, Nick nodded at the doc and grinned, “Morning, Sue. You ready to be sprung from this place?”

Laughing, Dr. Swenson replied, “I don’t think it will take much persuasion on your part, Mr. Barkley. Miss Weston, I wrote Dr. Merar and advised him of your injuries and treatment. Make sure you see him as soon as you arrive in California.”

“I’ll see that she does.” replied Nick as Sue rolled her eyes. “Thanks for everything.”

Shaking his hand, the doctor smiled, “My pleasure. Just take care of yourselves and have a good trip home.”

“We will. Thanks doc for everything.” said Sue softly kissing his cheek. “If you’re ever in California, make sure you stop for a visit.”

“I will.” Stated Dr. Swenson as he left the couple alone.

Nick stepped in front of Sue and caressed her cheek. Leaning forward, he tenderly kissed her and said softly, “You ready, honey?”

Sighing, Sue shook her head, “I’m ready, Nick.”

Picking up her bag, Nick watched as she hobbled out of the room slowly on the crutches. The cast on her leg hidden by the material of the dress the sister had brought. Chuckling softly, he remembered the look on her face when Nick had handed her the package the night before.

He paused at the door, Sue whispered as she went by him, “Nick, is the store open?”

Closing the door, Nick nodded, “I saw it was open on my way here.”

“Good god, man! What are you waiting for? Let’s go!” replied Sue with a grin.

Laughing, he put her bag into the back of the wagon. Picking her up, Nick carried her down the steps and placed her in the back. Putting the crutches beside her, he hopped up on the seat and drove the team down the street.

Gathering her up in his arms, he carried her inside and placed her on the counter. The storekeeper smiled and greeted her warmly, “Miss Weston, I hear you’re on your way back to California.”

“That’s right, Mr. James. But, first I need to purchase some traveling clothes. Can I see your dresses, please?” asked Sue.

“Sure, let me get you a couple.” stated the storekeeper heading towards the rack in the back of the store.

“Hey, Nick!” exclaimed Sue her eyes lighting up.

Looking to the item she pointed at, Nick smiled. “Will you look at that?”

“I know a certain brother of yours that would love that. Let’s get it for him!”

Standing in front of her, Nick teased “Jarrod or Eugene?”

Taking a handful of his shirt, Sue pulled him closer until their noses were touching and whispered, “Keep it up and I’ll have to kiss it out of you when we’re riding in that private car to Stockton.”

Nick smirked, “I’m not sure if Jarrod would like it.”

“I’m warning you.” growled Sue her eyes betraying her serious tone.

“Well, I know Gene wouldn’t appreciate it.” replied Nick seriously.

“Ohhhh, you’re gonna pay, Mr. Barkley.” drawled Sue.

Eyes widening in anticipation, Nick’s reply was cut off by the return of the storekeeper. Holding up two dresses in front of the couple, Sue nodded. “Much better. I’ll take both of them, a riding skirt, a blouse and the statue of the stallion.”

Pleased, Mr. James smiled widely, “I’ll just wrap those up for you.”

Leaning forward, Nick kissed her eyelids and brushed her lips. “Promises. Promises.”

Chapter 81

The train rambled down the track forging its way to California, land of sunshine and opportunity. Inside the last car of the train, it’s occupants laughed together as a hand held a garment out the window and the wind took it away.

“Nick, what if some poor drifter finds that hideous thing.” chuckled Sue dressed in a solid light blue shirt and denim skirt.

Pulling her into his arms on the sofa, Nick smirked, “Probably scare the daylights out of him.”

“If he thinks that’s what the women in this part of the country wear, he’ll never come back.” giggled Sue.

Picking up her hand, Nick placed a small kiss in the palm of it. “Sue, you know I love ya’.”

Smiling widely, Sue whispered, “I know, Nick. I love you, too.”

“I don’t like it when someone breaks a promise to me.” replied Nick seriously.

“I didn’t break any promises to you.” puzzled Sue. “What are you talking about?”

“In the store, you promised I’d pay. We’ve been on the train for at least thirty minutes. I think you’re welching on me and going back on your word.” stated Nick with a sly smile.

Watching the hazel eyes sear with emotion, Sue felt her heart pounding in her chest and held his face in her hands. Placing gentle kisses on the corners of his mouth, she whispered, “Can’t have my future husband thinking I’m a welcher now, can we?”

Brushing her lips across his softly, Nick inhaled sharply and whispered, “Can’t have that.”

Using her tongue and lips on his, groans of desire and need could be heard over the rumbling wheels of the train. Time stood still as the method of payment caused him to pull her onto his chest and hungrily respond to her delicate method of torture. Deepening and lingering kisses left them gasping for air. Shirts were slowly opened revealing the arousal in each of them. Laying beside each other, they placed delicate kisses on each other. Holding on tightly, they moaned from frustration knowing the passion could not be consummated. For now, they would be satisfied just knowing their love was returned and the passion still simmered beneath the surface.

“Do you want something to drink?” asked Nick breathing heavily and watching the green eyes slowly lose the wanton look in them.

Placing a light kiss on his lips, Sue nodded, “Coffee would be great.”

Reaching over, he slowly redid her undergarments and buttoned her shirt while she did the same for him. Leaning over, he smiled and claimed her lips in a lingering kiss, “Be right back.”

Pushing herself into a sitting position, she leaned back against the sofa and watched him close the door, heading to the dining car. Picking up a newspaper from the table beside the sofa, she started reading. After completing the fourth page of the newspaper, she glanced at the clock on the wall and wondered where he could be.

Grabbing her crutches, she slowly stood up and leaned on the wooden sticks. The wobbling of the car making it difficult for her to get her balance. Realizing, she wouldn’t be walking on the crutches while the car was moving, she resigned to sitting in a chair at the nearby table. Pulling her leg up, she placed it on the chair across from her and picked up a deck of cards.

Hearing the door open, an odor caught her nose. Looking up, she smiled as Nick came in carrying a tray and made his way to the table. Her eyes widened at the familiar odor as he neared and she snarled, “Don’t come any closer!”

Puzzled, Nick replied, “Why? What’s the matter?”

Waving her hand in front of her, Sue blanched at the odor and struggled to her feet. Holding a hand outward to stop his forward movement, she shakily made her way to the opposite side of the car on her crutches and sank into a chair from the effort.

“WHAT’S THE MATTER WITH YOU?” shouted Nick angrily.

“Nick, I think I’m gonna be sick.” moaned Sue.

Concerned flashed across his face and he hurriedly put the tray on a table, “What’s the matter? Is it your leg?”

“What is that smell?”

Grinning, Nick said in a pleased voice, “Some guy was handing out free samples of the latest men’s cologne.”

“Was his name, Purcival McMann?” asked Sue fanning herself to keep the odor away.

“Yeah, how did you know?” said Nick curiously squirming from the glare she fixed on him from across the room.

“You have two choices, Nick. You can either throw your shirt out the window and hope that takes the smell away.” paused Sue holding her head when the smell seemed to intensify.

“I’M NOT THROWING MY SHIRT AWAY. I LIKE THIS SHIRT!” shouted Nick with an incredulous look.

“OR OPEN ALL THE WINDOWS AND STAY ON THAT SIDE OF THE CAR ALL THE WAY TO STOCKTON.” yelled Sue angrily.

Nick looked back at the man who had knocked and entered the private car, “Mr. Barkley, I meant to give you some samples for your brothers.”

Seeing the man responsible for the return of the offensive odor, Sue snapped, “Nick, where’s my gun?”

Nick watched as the salesman’s pallor turned pale and the sweat broke out on his forehead. Stammering, Purcival threw the samples onto the nearest table and he backed slowly to the door of the car, “Miss Weston? Really, Miss Weston, it was an accident. Good day, Mr. Barkley!”

Nick stood routed to the floor, staring at the fleeing back of the salesman and looked to the back of the car in amazement at the woman sitting there sporting a greenish color. Moving to the side of the car, he opened the windows. Peeling off his shirt, he threw it out the window and made his way over to her.

“Wash!” stated Sue firmly holding out another hand to stop his movements.

Rolling his eyes, Nick poured some water in the basin and scrubbed his upper body with soap and water. Drying off with a towel, he grabbed a new shirt out of his bag and put it on.

The smell slowly left the car and her stomach lost the nauseous feel. Putting her head back against the chair, she closed her eyes in relief. Walking over, Nick knelt in front of her and gently brushed the bangs off her forehead.

“Feeling better?” whispered Nick.

Nodding, Sue smiled, “Thanks, Nick. That’s the same guy that spilled that stuff on my shirt on the way to San Francisco.”

Chuckling, Nick grinned, “I figured that part out from the way he lit out of here when you asked for your gun. Come on.”

Picking her up, he carried her to the sofa and sat with her on his lap. Leaning her head on his shoulder, Sue sighed in relief at the absence of the smell. “Nick, next time, let me pick out the cologne.”

Tilting her head back, he nodded and sealed the agreement with a kiss.

Chapter 82

Heath waited anxiously on the platform of the depot for the train to arrive. Seeing it rounding the bend, he waved to Horace who stood in front of the hotel. Steam escaped as the train slowed and came to a standstill. Heading towards the private car, Heath grinned at the sight of Nick carrying a casted Sue out the door.

“Need a hand with that package, Nick?” asked Heath with a lop-sided grin.

“Very funny, Heath.” retorted Sue as Nick handed her to his brother.

Holding her in his arms, Heath kissed her cheek and smiled. “Good to see ya’, Sue.”

“You too, Heath.” whispered Sue wrapping her arms around him and squeezing. “Thanks again for everything.”

Heath winked as Nick jumped down to the ground with her crutches and growled. “Heath, how many times do I have to tell you to kiss your own woman?”

Setting Sue on her feet, Heath watched as Nick steadied her on the crutches. “Afraid of some competition, big brother?”

Drawing his brother into a hug, Nick laughed, “It wouldn’t be fair, Heath. Great to see you.”

Getting the bags and package out of the car, Nick handed the box to Heath. The couple grinned widely as Heath looked at them and asked. “This for me?”

“Yep. Go on, open it Heath!” stated Nick with excitement.

“Thanks, but you didn’t have to get me anything.” replied Heath as he set the package on a bench. Heath opened the lid and pulled out the statue and whistled. “Boy howdy, this looks like Charger!

“I’m glad you like it, Heath.” said Sue quietly watching the blue eyes light up with gratitude and love.

Nick put his arm over Heath’s shoulders and whispered, “Just a little token of how much we love ya’, brother.”

Putting the statue back in the box, Heath kissed Sue’s cheek again and smiled widely when he heard a loud protest. “Get your own woman, Heath!”

Chuckling, Sue shook her head and started up the street with the brothers walking beside her. Looking around, she asked Heath, “I thought Jack was gonna be here with the wagon.”

“He was delayed so I’m gonna buy you lunch at the hotel.” stated Heath.

Nick shook his head, “I gotta get Sue down to Dr. Merar’s first. Then we can have lunch.”

Rolling her eyes, Sue explained, “Dr. Swenson’s orders, Heath. It shouldn’t take too long.”

“Doc’s not there. He’s out delivering a baby over to the Jones’. He’ll probably be back later today, though.”

“Then you can buy us lunch, little brother.” smirked Nick helping Sue up onto the boardwalk. “Remind me to send Jarrod his gun back, Sue was gonna shoot some poor salesman on the train on the way here.”

Heath held the door open to the hotel and let the couple enter first. Putting the bags and packages behind the front desk, the men followed Sue as she made her way through the lobby and laughed. “I wasn’t really gonna shoot him, Nick. However, I might shoot you if ya’ try anymore samples of men’s cologne.”

“FOR PETE’S SAKE, HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY I’M SORRY?” bellowed Nick as he followed Sue into the dining room.

Looking back over her shoulder, Sue grinned, “Heath, I’ve never smelled anything...”

“SURPRISE!!!” was screamed out by a multitude of voices as the trio entered the room.

The guests watched a startled Sue pushed backwards into Nick on her crutches. Nick seeing her falling, caught her in his arms and heard the sharp intake of her breath when landed on top of him. The unexpected weight of the woman in his arms propelled him onto Heath, who lay stunned beneath the two.

“Boss!” yelled Jack running over and helping the stunned woman to her feet. Horace picked her up and carried her to a chair.

Heath recovering from the shock of the landing pushed Nick off with his hands. “Git off me, Nick.”

Hank grabbed Nick by the arms, helped him to his feet and put his hat back on the stunned man’s head.

Jack pulled Heath up and checked him over. “You hurt, Heath?”

“No, I’m fine.” grinned Heath.

Nick knelt by Sue and panic reflected in his voice, “You okay? How’s the leg?”

Looking at him, Sue nodded, “I’m okay, Nick. I just hit my elbow on your gun.”

Relieved, Nick kissed the top of her head and stood as his mother walked over to them. Kissing the cheeks of the confused pair, she smiled, “Sorry we scared you. Congratulations on your engagement.”

Nick complained loudly, “Mother, you almost gave us heart attacks!”

Sue stood up on her crutches and winked to the crowd of faces, “Thank you all for the wonderful surprise. I’d say it’s good to be home, wouldn’t you Nick?”

Grinning widely, he winked at his mother and his family, “Anything you say, dear.”

“I’ll never hear that again!” retorted Sue rolling her eyes as the crowd laughed heartedly.

Nick leaned over and placed a lingering kiss on her lips while the guests cheered for the happiness of the two they loved. Nick meandered through the crowd while Sue opted to sit in a chair and accept the kisses, handshakes and well wishes of their friends and family.

The evening wore on and Sue gestured for the sheriff to come over. “Fred, I do believe you owe me a drink!”

Fred nodded, “Okay, you were right. I’m buying!”

Leaning forward, Sue whispered, “You still got those marked cards? We could take all the Barkley money tonight.”

Laughing out loud, Fred shook his head and teased, “It’s been so quiet since you’ve been gone.”

“Sorry to hear that sheriff!” chuckled Sue. “Fred, on your way to get the drink you owe me, can you ask Dan to step over here for a minute?”

“Sure, be right back.” smiled Fred making his way to the young attorney.

Dan Baldwin sat down in the chair beside her and smiled widely, “It’s good to see you, Sue. How long before the cast comes off?”

“Four months.” replied Sue and leaning over whispered in his ear, “Dan, I had a nice talk with an Officer Michael O’Malley when I was in San Francisco. It appears he knew a young Danny Baldwin when he was growing up there.”

Dan he groaned, “Oh, lord! Of all the people you had to meet when you were there!”

Laughing, Sue teased, “So, tell me Danny Baldwin. How long did you get suspended when you ran the teacher’s bloomers up the flagpole?”

Turning bright red, Dan chuckled, “A whole week!”

“That’s my attorney!” grinned Sue slapping him on the back. “Did you get that little thing I needed taken care of?”

“Ready for your signature.” stated Dan.

“Great! Thanks, Dan!” smiled Sue.

Waving off her thanks, Dan asked offhandedly, “So, what else did Officer O’Malley say about me?”

“That, my friend, is for me to use against you as blackmail later.” smirked Sue accepting a drink from Fred as Dan shook his head.

“Sue, blackmail is against the law.” stated Fred seriously.

“Fred, I’m just trying to keep you busy, is all.” Laughing with the two, she raised her glass, “Here’s to coming home to friends and family.”

Chapter 83

Two weeks later, Sue smiled as she caught Charity’s reflection in the mirror. Charity was glowing radiantly in her intricately beaded silk wedding dress.

“You look beautiful, Charity.” grinned Sue.

Smiling back, Charity sighed, “I can’t believe this is my wedding day, Suzanne.”

Putting her chin on her shoulder, Sue grinned at their reflection, “You know old Jack is a good catch, don’t ya’?”

Laughing, Charity turned and hugged her maid of honor, “I know, but thanks for reminding me.”

A knock on the door interrupted the two friends. Entering, Victoria smiled at the two women, “Time to go ladies.”

With tears filling her eyes, she kissed her on the cheek and whispered, “I love you, Charity and I’m so happy for you.”

“I love you, too.” whispered Charity her eyes filling with tears.

Victoria held the door open to let Sue hobble past. Sue smiled widely at the handsome blond waiting to escort her down the aisle.

Whistling, Heath grinned widely, “Boy howdy, you ladies have outdone yourselves.”

Charity blushed at the compliment and replied softly, “Why, thank you Heath.”

“You’re looking mighty pretty yourself, cowboy.” teased Sue eyeing the black tuxedo he was sporting.

Laughing softly, Heath kissed both women on the cheek. “Shall we?”

Standing beside Sue as they waited for the doors to open after the Baldwin twins had spread the flowers, Heath leaned over and whispered, “Jack couldn’t get his fingers to do the knot on his tie this morning. I thought he was gonna pass out, he was shaking so much.”

“Heath, I wouldn’t tease him too much about that. Your day’s coming in a month.” smirked Sue her eyes flashing in laughter as the door opened and they slowly made their way down the aisle together to the waiting groom.

Victoria smiled as she heard the sharp intake of breath from her middle son when he caught a glimpse of his fiancee in the dress the ladies had purchased in San Francisco. The pale green satin dress with the tight bodice and flared skirt complimented the flowers Heath was carrying for her. Her hair swept up in a french braid was accented with tiny roses.

Putting her hand on his arm, she whispered, “Sue’s absolutely beautiful, Nick.”

Not taking his eyes from her, Nick whispered, “Inside and out, Mother.”

Taking the small bouquet, Sue turned and leaned on her crutches to face the aisle. Glancing over at Jack, she smiled and was rewarded with a wink from her foreman. Scanning the crowd, Sue winked when her eyes met Nick’s and he blew her a kiss. Hearing the start of the processional, they reluctantly tore their eyes away and watched as the bride floated to the front of the church and joined as one with the man she had loved for over six years.

Chapter 84

The sun was just rising above the horizon as Sue hobbled across the yard to where to Jose who was holding the reins of the buggy.

“Thanks, Jose. You ready?” asked Sue smiling at the teenager.

“Si, Miss Sue.” grinned Jose.

Throwing the crutches under the seat of the buggy, Sue pulled herself up and onto the seat. Lifting the casted leg, she placed it on the edge and took the reins from Jose.

Maria came rushing out and ran up to the buggy, “Miss Sue! We have no more sugar.”

Smiling, Sue nodded. “Okay, I’ll get some. You need anything else?”

“No, Miss Sue.” smiled Maria waving goodbye to the two as they made their way to Stockton, talking and laughing.

Reaching town, Jose rode his horse to the school and dismounted. Sue waved a greeting to Sonja and headed to the store. Stopping the buggy and wrapping the reins around the brake, Sue grabbed her crutches and jumped down onto her one foot. Hopping onto the boardwalk, she made her way into the store’s open door.

“Morning, Mr. Foster. Two pounds of sugar please, Mr. Perkins.”

“Miss Weston, nice to see you.” smiled Mr. Foster. “Are the happy couple coming home today?”

“Yep. They’ll be in around six on the train.” replied Sue. “I bet Jack can’t wait to get back to work.”

Chuckling, Mr. Foster carried the sugar out and set it in the buggy. Standing by the buggy, Sue asked nonchalantly, “So, have you received any invitations in the mail?”

Wagging his finger at her, he grinned, “Uh, uh. You know I’m sworn to secrecy, Miss Weston.”

Rolling her eyes, Sue groaned, “Dang, I never imagined Nick’d be able to keep his plans a secret this long.”

Helping her into the buggy, Mr. Foster handed her the crutches. “Good things come to those who wait.”

Smirking, Sue took the reins and replied to the smiling man, “Well, loose lips sink ships. I just haven’t asked the right lips yet.”

Snapping the reins, Sue drove down the street with his laughter following her. Stopping in front of the doctor’s office, she made her way inside for her appointment.

“Doc, if the bone doesn’t strengthen like it’s supposed to, what then?” inquired Sue.

Leaning back in his chair, Howard looked into the green eyes and said softly, “This leg will be weaker than the other. It’ll be prone to injury, you could have a limp and probably arthritis in it as you get older.”

“What about exercising the leg to build the strength back? Won’t that work?”

“I am not ruling that out, however, you must prepare yourself for when we take the cast off in three months.” advised Howard. “Only then will we know.”

Digesting his words, Sue heard a gentle voice whispering in her subconscience, “We all bear burdens in our journey through this life until we all meet in his kingdom. How we carry them is up to us.”

“Miss Weston?” said Howard quietly

Smiling, Sue nodded, “ I hear ya’. It’s better than being dead, right?”

“I’d say that’s correct “ smiled Howard helping her to her feet. “Anything else we need to discuss?”

“Ah, no doc.” blushed Sue rapidly making her way out of his office on her crutches.

“I’ll see you in two weeks, then.” stated Howard as he helped her into the buggy.

“Okay, thanks!” called Sue heading for home. Stopping at the ranch, Maria took the sugar from the buggy.

“I’ll see you later, Maria.”

Chapter 85

The sun had set and gone to bed when the Barkley family heard a knocking on the door.

Opening the door, Heath smiled at the man who stood on the steps. “Jack, welcome back!”

“Heath, is the boss here?” asked Jack frantically.

“No, she’s not here. Why?”

“We can’t find her!” said Jack worry creasing his handsome face. “She didn’t met us at the train and the last time anyone saw her was this morning at the ranch.”

Hearing Jack, Nick was on his way to greet the returning man and stopped in his tracks at Jack’s words, his heart pounding furiously.

Heath held onto Jack’s shoulder and spoke calmly, “Who saw her last?”

“Maria. Sue dropped off some sugar and said she’d be back later. Maria didn’t see where she headed.”

Nick nodded, “Okay, have you looked in town?”

“Yeah. Fred and the twins are checking again.”

“Jack, was she on a horse or in a buggy?” asked Nick.

“Buggy. Riding with the cast is too uncomfortable.”

Putting on their gunbelts and hats, the brothers headed out the door with the frazzled man. “Heath, get some of the men and we’ll split up. She’s probably on the ranch someplace, Jack. The wheel could have broken on the buggy or something like that.”

Gathering around at the beginning of the ranch, Nick shouted. “Split off into two’s and when you’ve searched your area, head to the Weston ranchhouse and wait.”

Nick and Heath rode together under the full moon to the north side of the ranch. Heath shook his head and grinned at the scattered phrases he heard Nick grumbling, ‘Only Sue could get in trouble with a busted leg?’ ‘She’s gonna drive me to an early grave.’ ‘When I get my hands on her.’

After delivering the sugar to Maria, Sue had headed out to the furthest line shack to check the supplies kept there. Unable to ride and work the cattle with the men, she had looked for other ways to be outdoors and remain as active as possible with the ranch work.

Reaching the line shack and climbing out of the surrey, she didn’t see the snake until it had embedded its fangs into her cast. Hearing the rattles, the horse bolted away from the sound as the woman killed the snake with her knife. Her skin crawled at the sight of the fangs and the feel of the snake as she pulled it’s head off her cast. “God, I hate snakes!”

Staring at the fleeing horse and buggy, Sue groaned out loud. “Dammit, I didn’t tell anyone where I was gonna be.”

“Well, at least I’m not gonna die from a snakebite.” she mumbled examining the indentations of the puncture wounds in the plaster.

Going into the line shack, she grabbed a canteen and filled it with water from the pump. Opening a can of peaches, she ate them before deciding she’d start hobbling home.

Mumbling to herself, she set out on her crutches, “Just had to check that shack today, couldn’t wait til tomorrow. Jack and Charity are gonna skin you alive if you’re not there to meet the train. Nice homecoming for them.”

Darkness started to close in and stopping on top of a small hill, she tried to decide how to make her way down it. Leaning forward to get a better look at the side of the hill, she lost her balance and fell forward. Rolling down, the canteen smacked her forehead and she saw stars.

Landing at a heap at the bottom, she caught her breath and looked around for her extra legs. Crawling over to them, she gathered up the crutches and winced at the pain in her casted leg.

Sue wiped the sweat off her forehead with her sleeve and inhaled sharply when the material scrapped the bump on it. Sighing, she got to her feet and continued back towards the ranch on her crutches.

Moving slowly, her arms and hands screamed in pain from the crutches. Her right leg still hurt from the small tumble down the hill and her mind screamed over and over, “damn snake!”

Stopping, she leaned against a tree and closed her eyes to gather her strength. Hearing someone shouting, she heard her name being called over and over.

Hobbling out away from the tree, she waved her hand and called out, “Here! I’m here!”

Seeing the riders wheel their horses towards them, she smiled when she recognized the two riders. Leaning on the crutches, she rested and waited for them to dismount. Rushing over, Nick grabbed her in his arms.

“Are you okay?” both brothers asked at the same time.

“I’m fine. Damn horse took off with the buggy.” replied Sue.

“WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU DOING OUT HERE?” shouted Nick angrily holding her by the arms.

“MY JOB, NICK. I’M A RANCHER, REMEMBER?” snapped Sue pulling out of his hands.

“Whoa, you two!” stated Heath seeing them square off and open their mouths. “Don’t say anything you’re gonna regret!”

Sue closed her mouth at Heath’s wise statement and hung her head in exhaustion. Nick closed his eyes and took deep breaths knowing his little brother was right.

Heath grinned watching the two trying to control their heated words and said softly, “Now, kiss and make up.”

Nick lifted up her face and tenderly kissed her lips. Frowning at the bump on her forehead, he heard the whispered, “Don’t even ask.”

“I’m sorry. I was worried.” explained Nick softly.

“I’m sorry, too. I’m just tired and sore.” admitted Sue softly. “Can I get a ride home?”

“Be my pleasure, honey.” grinned Nick climbing on Coco.

Heath handed Sue up and Nick wrapped his arms around her. Putting her arms around his waist, she snuggled closer and stifled a moan when Coco started walking. Giving into her exhaustion, bruised body and pain, she closed her eyes and fell asleep.

Nick and Heath looked at each other as another moan was heard from the exhausted woman. Indicating towards Stockton with his head, Heath nodded in agreement at his brother’s suggestion. Meeting Pedro and Bill, Heath rode over to let them know they were taking their boss to see Dr. Merar.

Chapter 86

Howard stared at the sight of Heath carrying the sleeping Sue Weston into his office, with Nick walking behind. Heath gently placed her on the bed and stepped back. Talking quietly, Nick explained how they had found her coming back to her ranch.

“Her forehead?” asked Howard examining her.

Nick shrugged, “She said not to ask. Doc, she covered at least eight miles on her crutches before we found her.”

“Stubborn woman. Just plain stubborn.” mumbled Howard while Heath and Nick stifled their chuckles.

The brothers winced at the blisters Howard showed them on the inside of her hands from the crutches. Lifting her cast to study the plaster caused Sue to moan and open her eyes. Exhaustion still reflecting on her face now mixed with irritation.

“I said home, Nick!” groaned Sue eyeing the man messing with her leg.

Howard frowned and shook his finger at her, “What did you do to this plaster?”

“Doc, I can’t help it if a snake bit it and I fell down a hill.” stammered Sue.

“A SNAKE BIT YOU!” exclaimed Nick loudly, “WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL US?”

“Nick, the snake bit the cast, not me.” explained Sue patiently.

Looking up at the ceiling and waving his arms around, he retorted, “OH THAT MAKES ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER! I DON’T KNOW WHY I WAS SO WORRIED!”

Heath chuckled when Sue rolled her eyes. Howard examined the plaster and groaned, “I’m gonna have to replace this plaster. It’s cracked. That’s why your leg hurts, it’s not holding the bone in place like it should. After that, I’ll put some salve on your blisters and wrap your hands. Now, do you feel dizzy?”

“No, just tired and beat up on.” smirked Sue watching Nick’s face turn red. “Let’s get it over with doc.”

“Nick, you and Heath will have to help me since my wife’s out of town. Heath, come with me and we’ll get what we need.” said Howard.

Sitting beside her on the bed, Nick caressed her cheek and whispered softly, “I was worried about you. Jack was frantic when he couldn’t find you.”

“I’m sorry, Nick. I don’t mean to worry you and everyone else.” whispered Sue with tears filling the guilt ridden eyes.

“Shhh, don’t cry.” said Nick softly. “It’ll be alright.”

Wiping her eyes, Sue nodded, “I really didn’t mean it when I said you were beating up on me, Nick. I’m just so tired from today.”

Kissing her softly, Nick smiled, “Dr. Merar will fix you up good as new. Then we’ll have to talk about you riding alone in a buggy until your leg heals, okay?”

“Okay.” whispered Sue in agreement.

“After all, wouldn’t you like the cast to be off when you walk down the aisle?” inquired Nick innocently watching the green eyes light up with excitement.

“When would that be, Mr. Barkley?” asked Sue eagerly.

Brushing his lips against hers, Nick tasted the sweetness of her lips and brought her closer to him. Holding her in his arms, he claimed her lips and left both of them filled with desire.

Looking into the shining emerald eyes, he smiled, “Miss Weston, the date of our wedding.”

“Yes? The date is?” asked Sue in anticipation.

“Is for me to know and you to find out on that day!” grinned Nick.

Seeing the eyes shooting flames at him, he dropped her back onto the pillows, jumped up and smirked, “You didn’t actually think I was gonna tell ya’ now, did you?”

Pointing to the door, she shouted, “GET THE HELL OUTTA HERE, BARKLEY!”

Laughing, Nick walked to the door and looked back at the angry woman, “Honey, don’t forget to get a wedding dress now.”

Ducking into the hallway, the flying book missed him by mere inches. Heath and Howard watched the book flying by his head and grinned.

“Boy howdy, you must like living dangerously, Nick.” sighed Heath.

Howard stood by the door and called. “Miss Weston, Heath and I are coming in, don’t throw anything.”

Chapter 87

Victoria smiled at the sight of Sue sleeping in the wicker settee on the porch with the calico cat curled by her side. The replastered leg lay on a stool beside the settee. Walking up the steps, she sat in the chair beside her and studied the sleeping woman while remembering her exhausted sons’ faces at the breakfast table this morning.

“The doc clipped her wings until the cast comes off, Mother. Dr. Merar said if he heard of her leaving the ranch alone, he’d strap her to a hospital bed.” Heath informed his family while Nick chuckled.

Filling his coffee cup, Nick smirked, “Her throwing arm still works.”

Jarrod smiled at Heath rolling his eyes and asked, “Can we assume from that statement Sue threw something at you?”

“Just a book.” stated Nick.

“Why’d she throw a book at you?” asked Audra curiously.

Nick grinned widely, “She got a little upset when I wouldn’t tell her the wedding date.”

Victoria shook her head and replied, “Nick, I still don’t understand why you won’t just tell her. A lady needs to plan for these things.”

“Mother, all she has to do is get the wedding dress. I’m doing everything else with Heath’s help!” gruffed Nick. “Besides, I want it to be a surprise.”

Smiling, Audra nodded, “Well, I think it’s romantic. Can I help?”

Standing, Nick shook his head and laughed, “Sorry, no girls allowed. Heath, I’ll see you outside.”

“Okay, Nick.” replied Heath finishing his coffee.

Audra leaned over and whispered, “Please Heath, can’t I help?”

“Sorry, sis. Nick’s got everything under control.” drawled Heath kissing her on the cheek.

Reaching over, Victoria gently shook Sue awake. Sue smiled at her visitor and sat up on the settee.

“Victoria, it’s nice to see you.”

“Sue, I heard about your mishap. How’s the leg?”

Gesturing to the casted leg, Sue grinned, “It’s still there! How about some coffee?”

“Sounds wonderful.” stated Victoria.

“Hold on, I gotta call my legs.” smirked Sue holding her bandaged hands to the sides of her mouth. “HANK!”

“Coming boss!” yelled Hank from the barn and came across the yard.

Laughing, Victoria leaned over and kissed her cheek. “I was wondering how you were gonna use your crutches with your hands in bandages.”

Coming up the steps, Hank nodded at Heath’s mother and picked up his boss. “Where to, boss?”

“The parlor, please.”

Holding the door open, Hank carried her to the parlor and set her down on the sofa. Lifting the plastered leg, he placed it on a pillow on the coffee table.

“Thanks, Hank.” smiled Sue. “Can you ask Maria to bring some coffee in?”

“Sure, boss.” grinned Hank bowing briefly to the older woman. “Nice to see ya’ again, Mrs. Barkley.”

“You too, Mr. Bardo.” replied Victoria sitting by Sue when he left the room. “Do you want some help picking out a wedding dress, Sue?”

“Thanks, but I already have one, Victoria.” stated Sue calmly.

Puzzled, Victoria said, “Nick said you still had to buy it.”

Winking, Sue squeezed Victoria’s hand. “I bought it last year when I was in Texas taking care of the disposition of the ranch.”

Shocked, Victoria smiled as what she said registered, “I hope Nick knows how lucky he is.”

Laughing, Sue replied, “I’ve known for some time, I’d either marry him or kill him.”

Hugging Sue again, Victoria whispered, “Can I see it?”

“Only if you tell when the wedding is.” stated Sue with a hopeful look.

“Sorry, even I don’t know. Nick said he’d tell the guests the day before and you the morning of.”

“Dang!” sighed Sue. “He’s really keeping this a secret.”

“He sure is. Audra wanted to help, but Nick stated no girls allowed.” chuckled Victoria watching Sue roll her eyes and groan.

Chapter 88

Pushing Heath’s hands out of the way, Nick growled, “Cut it out, I can do it.”

Eugene and Jarrod watched their brothers struggle with the tie, their hands shaking with the anticipation of the upcoming event.

“I don’t know why you’re shaking Nick, you’re not the one getting married today.” smirked Eugene as Nick scowled at him.

Jarrod chuckled, “Maybe Nick’s thinking about his own upcoming nuptials.”

“When exactly is that again, Nick?” asked Eugene with an innocent look.

Rolling his eyes, Nick growled, “Why don’t you two make yourself useful AND LEAVE?”

Jarrod and Eugene replied with more smart comments, laughing harder as Nick growled more. Heath grinned at the teasing between his three brothers.

Nick stood back and studied the tie, “Perfect!”

“Thanks, Nick.” said Heath. “Ya’ got the ring?”

Patting his pocket, Nick nodded, “Right here, little brother.”

Jarrod pulled out his watch and opened it, “Eugene, we better take our seats.”

“Okay, Jarrod.” replied Eugene walking over to Heath and pulled him into a hug, “I’m happy for you, Heath. Sonja’s a wonderful lady.”

Patting him on the back, Heath whispered, “Thanks, little brother.”

Clapping Heath on the back and putting his arm on his shoulders, Jarrod nodded, “My sentiments exactly. In a short time, you’ll be an old married man, Heath.”

Nick watched the sweat broke out on Heath’s forehead and heard the whispered, “married?”

Jarrod and Eugene chuckled at the nervous man and closed the door behind them. Nick shook his head, took out his handkerchief and wiped Heath’s forehead, “Just keep thinking about the honeymoon, Heath.”

Taking deep breaths, he flashed Nick a weak lop-sided grin, “Nick, if anyone said two and a half years ago that you’d be standing up for me at my wedding, I’d think they were loco!”

“Two and a half years ago, I’d of thought the same thing. We’ve come a long way since then and I wouldn’t have it any other way, brother.” grinned Nick.

Nick watched the blue eyes shining with emotion as Heath wrapped his arms around him, “Me either. Thanks, big brother.”

Knocking on the door, Jack popped his head in and said, “Time to go boys!”

Slapping Heath’s back, Nick smiled and whispered, “Keep thinking about the honeymoon.”

Heath grinned, “I will.”

Entering the church, Heath and Nick stood side by side. Nick scanned the crowd and his eyes found the auburn haired lady smiling at him from where she sat in between Hannah and Charity. Winking at her, his heart pounded when she blew him a kiss in response.

Heath fidgeted with his cuff nervously, stopping when Nick poked him in the back. Catching his first glimpse of his bride, Heath’s breath caught in his throat and his eyes teared watching her walk down the aisle towards him on her father’s arm.

Sven Sorenson proudly escorted his beautiful daughter to the man who had captured her heart. The look of rapture and love on the groom’s face shone for everyone to see. Tears of joy fell down Sonja’s cheeks as her father kissed her and handed her to the young man whom her family loved like a son. Taking a seat beside his wife, he held her hand as they watched the union of the two young people who had found each other.

Victoria held onto Hannah’s hand as the couple exchanged their vows and dabbed at the tears streaming down her cheeks. Her heart bursting with pride and love. Hannah squeezed Victoria’s hand and dabbed at her own tears with a worn handkerchief. Closing her eyes briefly, she smiled knowing two other women were watching from above and would be sending a blessing of their own down to the couple standing in front of the altar.

Chapter 89

The next week, Jarrod looked up at the three men entering his office and leaned back in his chair, “Good morning, boys!”

Hank and Horace nodded a greeting while Nick walked up to the desk, “Jarrod, can you get these things when you’re in San Francisco?”

Taking the list from Nick’s hand, Jarrod scanned the items and looked at his brother with a raised eyebrow. “May I ask what this is for?”

“It’s for the wedding! Why else would I need crepe paper flowers?” snorted Nick in disgust at the obvious answer.

“Did you ask at the general store if they had any?” inquired Jarrod.

Rolling his eyes, Nick retorted, “Of course I did! Can you get them?”

Nodding, Jarrod smiled, “Shouldn’t be a problem, brother Nick. So, did you recruit Hank and Horace here for the wedding? I thought you and Heath were doing all the planning?”

Hank grinned, “We’re building the..”

“DON’T TELL HIM!” shouted Nick. “HE’S A LAWYER!”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” scowled Jarrod.

“Jarrod, you’ll just keep asking questions about the wedding. That’s what lawyers do, they ask questions until they get answers.” explained Nick. “Hank and Horace are gonna help since Heath’s on his honeymoon.”

Looking at his brother, Jarrod debated silently whether it were in his best interest to continue the discussion. Common sense won out and he nodded, “I’ll bring the stuff back on Saturday.”

“Great!” smiled Nick walking out of the office with the two twins.

Putting the list in his wallet, Jarrod tried to concentrate on the documents in front of him. Shaking his head, he realized Nick was right, “If he were here right now, I’d be asking questions trying to determine what he’s doing.”

Jack held the door of the office open and waited until Sue hobbled through it. Walking beside her on the boardwalk to the carriage, he shook his head and stated in a bewildered voice, “I still can’t believe you’re doing this, boss.”

Stopping and looking at Jack, Sue smiled, “Jack, you’re an equal partner now. I’m not your boss anymore.”

“To me, you’ll always be my boss and friend.” said Jack quietly.

Laughing, Sue turned and smiled at him, “I’m just a partner and friend. Charity’s your boss now or didn’t she tell you that yet?.”

“Very funny, Sue!” grinned Jack looking past her and seeing three men leaving the mill and loading a wagon. Nick stopped when he saw them and frantically waved at Jack to get her away.

Opening the door to the post office, Jack said, “Boss, I gotta see Mr. Foster. Wanna come in and say howdy?”

“Sure sounds great!” agreed Sue entering the building.

Glancing down the street, Jack smiled seeing how quickly the men were loading the wagon. Jumping up on the seat, Nick slapped the reins and nodded his thanks as he passed the man standing in the doorway.

Jack entered the building and frowned at Sue’s words, “Mr. Foster, it’s okay. I never expected her to stay away forever.”

“I’ll make sure she doesn’t cause you any problems, Miss Weston.” stated Mr. Foster.

“There’s not going to be any problems. She’s your only child, Mr. Foster. You need to have her around you.” replied Sue squeezing his hand. “Thanks for considering my feelings, though.”

Smiling slightly, Sue hobbled past Jack and whispered. “I’ll wait for you outside, Jack.”

“Okay, boss.”

Making her way down the boardwalk, Sue wondered if she was really as positive as she had sounded about the return of Jamie Foster to Stockton. Throwing the crutches into the surrey, she pulled herself up onto the seat, deep in thought.

Jumping up on the seat beside her, Jack put his arm around her shoulders and said quietly, “That was awful nice of you, boss.”

Sighing, Sue nodded, “Somehow I don’t think Nick’s gonna think it was.”

Kissing the top of her head, Jack grinned, “He loves ya’, boss! Don’t worry!”

Rolling her eyes, Sue sighed, “It’s true. You can’t teach an old dog new tricks.”

Seeing the puzzled look on Jack’s face, Sue smirked, “Stop calling me boss!”

Chuckling, Jack headed the surrey back to the ranch.

Chapter 90

Sonja smiled as she gazed upon her sleeping husband. Arriving at the Royal Hotel in Sacramento, the two had only briefly left the room in the seven days they had been there.

Leaning over, she softly kissed his lips. She felt his arms move and pulled her on top of his hard body. Running his hands over her back and buttocks, he moaned in pleasure as her tongue sought his. Sitting up, she felt the object of her desire and her breathing increased with the wildness of their movements. Holding on tightly to each other, they savored the closeness and love between them. Holding her on his lap, Heath’s lips teased her with kisses from her neck to her breasts. Pulling his head up, she kissed him deeply as their passion exploded within.

Rolling them onto their sides, Heath tenderly kissed her smiling lips. “Morning, darling.”

“Morning.” she sighed in delight as his hands continued caressing her skin.

“Mrs. Barkley, what would you like to do today?”

“Hmmm.” said Sonja leaning over and nibbling on his ear. “Well, we should see Frederick Remington’s exhibit. His artwork is incredible.”

Heath groaned as she ran her hand down his stomach while using her tongue on his ear. Rolling onto her, he delighted in the moans that left her lips as his tongue tormented her. Unable to contain it, the aroused couple joined again and met as one in each other’s arms.

Staring into her brown eyes, Heath chuckled, “If we keep this up, we’re not gonna make it out of this room today, either.”

Sonja smiled wickedly, “We can go to a museum anytime.”

Pulling her into his arms, he smirked, “Then you can explain to Sue why we didn’t go to see the exhibit. You told her we would.”

Sitting up and moving to the side of the bed, Sonja sighed, “If you’d rather go to a stuffy museum, we will.”

Jumping up, Heath pulled her back onto the bed and pinned her arms over her head with one hand. Staring deeply into her darkening eyes, he said quietly as he ran his fingers over her skin. “I love you, Mrs. Barkley.”

Pulling her hands out of his, she pulled his lips to hers, “I love you, too.”

Chapter 91

The candlelight dinner was over and the kitchen cleaned when the couple headed into the study. Opening the door, Nick pulled her to him and picked her up in his arms. Pushing the fallen crutches into the room, he closed the door with his foot and kissed her deeply. Her hands pulled his lips harder into hers, their tongues meeting.

“I’ve missed you this week.” whispered Nick his hazel eyes burning with desire.

Taking a deep breath to quell the fervent desire, Sue whispered, “Me too.”

Laying down beside her on the sofa, they explored their desires for each other with kisses and touches. Relishing in the closeness and feel of each other in each other’s arms.

“Nick, I’m gonna tell you something and I want you to let me finish before you say anything.” said Sue quietly.

Leaning on his arm, Nick nodded, “Okay, honey.”

Clearing her throat, she looked into his eyes, “Mr. Foster got a letter from Jamie today and he was real torn up about it. She was begging and pleading to come back to be with him. She’s his only child and I can understand him wanting to have her close. He asked me what I thought and I said I didn’t have a problem with her coming back.”

As she was speaking, she watched the hazel eyes widen with surprise and then blaze with fury at the end. Nick walked to the window and stared outside while his hands clenched and unclenched at his side.

Sitting up, Sue watched the tenseness in his body and his measures to control the anger that burned her from across the room. Turning, Nick spoke through clenched teeth, “I can’t believe you said it was okay.”

“Nick...” said Sue softly.

“YOU AND HEATH ALMOST DIED BECAUSE OF HER!” shouted Nick.

Sue stated quietly, “Jamie may have been the catalyst, but I was the one who decided to go through the mountains. It was my lack of thought that almost killed me and Heath, not Jamie.”

“IT WAS HER PLAN TO GET RID OF YOU AND IT ALMOST WORKED! I JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW YOU CAN WELCOME HER BACK!”

Pulling her crutches to her, Sue hobbled over and stood in front of the furious man and spoke firmly, “I’m not welcoming her back. She’s the only child he has and I don’t want to be the one that keeps her from him. Nick, can’t you understand that?”

Her tone was firm but the emerald eyes were pleading as they looked into the hazel eyes. Shaking his head, Nick terse whisper twisted her heart, “How can you say she should come back here after what she did!”

Walking past her, he strode out of the house and she heard the horse galloping away. Sighing deeply, she poured a drink and sat at the desk. Sipping it, she stroked Nicodena’s fur and spoke to the purring cat. “That went well, don’t ya’ think?”

Nicodena meowed and rubbed her head against her mistress. Sue nodded her head, “I know. He’ll be back when he simmers down.”

Chapter 92

Heath helped Sonja down from the train and put his arm around her waist as they were met by the family.

“Welcome back!” was heard while hugs and kisses were exchanged.

Taking the bags, Nick and Heath put them in the back of the surrey. Seeing they were alone, Nick said quietly, “Heath, I need to talk to you.”

“Sure, Nick.” replied Heath puzzled at Nick’s tone of voice.

“Do you think Sonja will mind if we go for a ride?” asked Nick.

“Only one way to find out. Wait here.” said Heath walking over to his bride. Whispering in her ear, she nodded and gave him a kiss. Glancing at Nick, she frowned at the look on his face.

“Victoria, what’s going on with Nick?”

Shrugging, Victoria replied, “I’m not sure. I think he and Sue had a fight, but he won’t talk about it.”

“Those two are so stubborn, it’s a wonder they’ve survived knowing each other.” smirked Sonja.

Laughing, Victoria and Audra walked beside her to the surrey. Climbing in, Audra asked, “Did you find out anything about the wedding?”

“No, I couldn’t get him to tell me.” sighed Sonja. “I tried everything I could think of, but he wouldn’t part with the secret.”

Disappointed, Audra exclaimed, “If they don’t get married, we’ll never know what Nick was planning!”

“Audra, let’s not jump to conclusions. I’m sure they’re still getting married.” replied Victoria calmly.

Heath glanced sideways at his quiet brother as he rode. Nick lost in his thoughts headed to the lake and dismounted under a tree. Following suit, Heath stood by his side and waited for Nick to speak.

“Jamie Foster’s back in town.” said Nick.

Heath’s surprise reflected on his face, “When did she get back?”

“Couple days ago. She sent her father a letter begging to come back. Do you know what happened when he got the letter?” asked Nick.

“No.”

“Mr. Foster told Sue about Jamie wanting to come back. Sue said she didn’t have a problem with it! Can you believe she said that after what you two went through because of her?” inquired Nick incredulously.

Shrugging, Heath replied, “Nick, she was bound to come back one day or another. Jamie’s the only child he has. Did you and Sue fight about this?”

“She talked, I yelled and then left.” admitted Nick.

Taking a deep breath, Heath asked, “When was that?”

Shifting his feet, Nick looked at the grass, “Bout a week ago.”

“Uh huh. So, you left and haven’t spoken to Sue in a week?”

“I was so angry at her, I was afraid I’d say something I’d regret.” stated Nick.

Looking into Heath’s eyes, he said quietly, “I don’t understand how she can say it’s okay, Heath. I’ve thought about it and I don’t get it.”

Nodding, Heath flashed his brother a lop-sided grin, “I expect it has something to do with her heart, Nick. Knowing how close Sue was to her own father, she’d feel guilty if anything happened to Mr. Foster and Jamie didn’t see him. She loves ya’ Nick and she knows you love her. Jamie being back in Stockton is not gonna change that.”

“She’s not gonna be happy with me, Heath.” smirked Nick.

Clapping Nick on the back, Heath grinned, “Remember, her heart’s as big as Texas. Besides, who can really understand women?”

Hugging his brother tightly, Nick whispered, “I missed you, little brother. Did you have a good time on your honeymoon?”

“If you have to ask, we’re gonna have to have a talk before you go on yours.” teased Heath ducking the hand that was swung at him.

“Come on, I gotta go eat crow.” groaned Nick walking away with Heath’s chuckle ringing in his ears.

Chapter 93

Standing outside the corral, the men and Sue cheered Pedro on as he rode the bucking horse. Flying off onto the ground, Pedro lay stunned as laughter sounded and snide remarks caught his ears. “Stop resting! Get back on that little pony!” “Slacker!” “Quit playing around.”

Rising slowly, he bowed to his audience and dusted off his clothes. Bill held the bridle and let go when Pedro signaled. The spectators watched the dancing between the horse and man. The dust rising and clouding the air as the spectacle continued until the horse’s last effort was expended.

Pedro rode the bay around the corral and Sue collected her winnings from the twins. “Thanks, boys!”

Hank and Horace groaned, “You’re welcome, boss”

“Jose, you got the buggy ready?” called Sue.

“Yes, Miss Sue.” yelled Jose.

Looking at the men, Sue smiled, “See you boys later for some poker!”

Groans could be heard throughout the crew as she hobbled to the buggy and climbed in beside the teenager. Laughing, Jose shook the reins and they drove out to the spot they used for target practice. Reaching the little knoll, Jose tied the reins to a fencepost and they belted on their guns.

“Miss Sue, what track is that?” asked Jose pointing to the ground.

Looking at the track, Sue replied, “Mountain Lion. It’s not a fresh track because it’s not as defined around the edges. See the direction it’s taking?”

“Si.”

“Heading back to the mountains.” informed Sue.

Jose followed her and listened intently as she pointed out different things to him. He enjoyed the time he spent alone with his boss. She’d teach him things, talk about the future and listen to his thoughts, his dreams. He felt in his heart that she was the sister he did not have. Trusting in her, he would tell her things he’d never tell another soul.

“Ready for some practice?” asked Sue watching the dark eyes light up eagerly.

“Si, Miss Sue.”

Practicing for a half hour, Jose smiled and asked, “Can I see the draw again, boss?”

“Can’t do it with this cast on, but how about you throw up a can?” asked Sue, smiling at the excitement on Jose’s face. “Fast is not as important as accuracy.”

“I understand.” replied Jose. Holding onto his shoulder, Sue dropped her crutches, put all her weight on her left leg and used her casted leg to balance while taking her pistol out of its holster.

Jose picked up a can and threw it into the air. The six shots almost sounded as one as she fanned her gun and the can flew different directions in the air each time it was hit.

Sitting on his horse, Nick’s jaw dropped open as he watched the performance being played out before him. Picking up another, Jose cheered as she repeated the performance again. Jack and Heath grinned at the shock on Nick’s face.

“Nick, you’re catching flies.” said Heath watching the red climb up Nick’s neck.

“Did you see that?”

“I’ve seen her do that lots of times, Nick. I told you before, Sue’s real handy with a gun.” explained Heath. “Her reflexes are really fast.”

Smirking, Jack said quietly, “Don’t worry, Nick. She won’t shoot ya’. Well, at least, I don’t think she will.”

“I’m not worried!” growled Nick kicking Coco and heading towards the two practicing. Shaking their heads, Heath and Jack followed prepared to put out the fireworks that was sure to follow.

Looking up at Jose’s statement, Sue watched the three riders approaching and felt her hackles rising, “Jose, can you bring the buggy over?”

“Si, boss.” said Jose hurrying to handle her request unnerved slightly by the darkness of her face.

Leaning on her crutches, Sue waited as the men dismounted.

“Sue, I need to talk to you.” stated Nick receiving the full blast of her fury from the raging emerald eyes.

Ignoring the dark haired man, Sue said quietly, “Heath, nice to see you’re back home. Jose and I were just catching up on his shooting practice.”

“Nice to be home. Sonja and I enjoyed the exhibit of Frederick’s. He gave us something to give to you.” Walking over, Heath kissed her cheek and whispered, “Don’t throw it all away over a fight.”

“Thanks, Heath.” replied Sue with a slight smile. “We have some work to do before dinnertime.”

Hobbling to the buggy, Jose waited as she removed her gunbelt and placed it under the seat. Nick was routed to the spot where he stood, his heart palpitating at the sense of loss he was feeling, his head reeling from the thought she may not forgive him the words spoken from anger and concern.

Jack walked over to the woman and softly spoke to her. “Sue, talk to Nick.”

“No, Jack. Not now!” snapped Sue angrily. Handing her crutches to Jose, Jack pulled her back from the buggy and yelled, “Drive Jose! That’s an order!”

Unsure what to do, Jose sat staring at his two bosses. Sue’s face was red with fury and she was screaming at Jack, “WHAT IN THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?”

Letting her fall to a sitting position on the ground, Jack scared the horses into moving by hitting them with his hat. “Take them back to the ranch, Jose!” shouted Jack as the teenager brought the horses under control and headed back to the barn.

Clenching her hands in anger, Sue yelled, “YOU’RE FIRED!”

Walking over to the brothers, Jack winked at Nick and shouted back. “You can’t fire a partner. Nick will bring you back to the ranch.”

“DAMMIT, JACK! YOU BETTER GIT BACK HERE!”

Mounting, Heath and Jack galloped back to the ranchhouse leaving the two alone on the range.

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Walking over, Nick sat on the ground by the furious woman. He was only a foot away from her physically, but emotionally they were miles apart. Sitting beside her, Nick gathered his thoughts. Picking up a blade of grass, he twisted it in his fingers and spoke quietly.

“I never claimed to be the smartest man around. Sometimes it takes a while for things to sink in. I should’ve come to see you, but I was so angry. I thought I’d say something wrong and drive you away from me. In not coming to see you, I realize I may have done that already.”

Pausing, he glanced at her profile and sighed, “I’m not saying I understand why you said she could come back. Because I love you, I don’t need to understand. I just need to be there to support you.”

Brushing a strand of hair back behind her ear, Nick admitted, “The fear of what happened before is what made me so angry. That’s all I keep seeing in my mind. You and Heath fighting the pneumonia in those ice baths. I’m afraid something’s gonna happen and I’ll lose you.”

Watching the sun sinking in the sky, she listened to him reveal his thoughts and fears. The anger slowly subsiding as she pondered her own feelings and realized she was afraid, too.

Looking at the horizon, she asked softly, “Do you feel like you’re somehow waiting for the other shoe to drop?”

“Yeah, it does feel like that.”

“Me, too.” whispered Sue looking into the soft hazel eyes. “Sometimes, I think it’s too good to be true and someone’s gonna steal it away from me. Nick, I don’t wanna stand in the way of any child being with their parent. I won’t be running away this time if she does something.”

Cupping her cheek in his hand, Nick whispered, “You’re the only woman I want to be my wife and grow old with.”

“You’re the only man I want, Nick. How come we’re so stubborn and argue so much?” asked Sue. “Do you think that’ll change after we’re married?”

Thinking, Nick smiled, “I don’t think so. I think we fight cause we have so much fun making up.”

Shaking her head in disagreement, Sue replied seriously, “Nah, it’s not that much fun.”

Looking at her in shock, Nick’s eyes lit up from the unspoken challenge, “Really? So, this isn’t any fun?”

Leaning over, he nibbled on her earlobe and placed kisses down her neck. Working his way back up her neck, he claimed her lips, his tongue teased her into opening her mouth. Deepening the kiss, his fingers ran his fingers gently over the front of her breasts. Her body quivered from the excitement his touch was creating, her muscles losing their strength. Sensing her weakness from the desires purging through her, Nick pulled them both down onto the grass.

Holding her hands over her head, he kissed her into a state of oblivion and wild frenzied desire. Moans and gasps escaped her lips when his fingers reached under the material of her shirt and lovingly caressed her. Running his hand on the silky skin of her leg, she groaned with need when he continued his exploration under her riding skirt. Releasing her hands, she entwined them in the back of his shirt as his touch carried her away into a land of forbidden wanton desires.

Pulling his face to hers, she hungrily kissed him and ran her hands over his hardened body. Moaning at each other’s touches and movements until they fell back exhausted from the wild outpour of passion.

Sweating and gasping for air, the sunset caressed them as it slowly left the horizon. Leaning over, Nick tenderly kissed her lips and whispered, “Did you have fun, honey?”

Pulling his lips back to hers, she responded with a lingering kiss. Looking into the hazel eyes, she whispered huskily, “I don’t care if I have to crawl, limp, run or hobble down the aisle, Nick. We better get married soon, cause I don’t know if I can control myself much longer.”

Picking her up in his arms and sitting her sideways on top of Coco, Nick climbed up behind, held her tightly and whispered, “Soon, honey. Soon.”

Nudging Coco to a walk, she pulled his head down and kissed him deeply. Nick started Coco in the direction of the ranch and returned the kisses willingly.

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“Okay, Sue.” said Howard quietly as Nick nodded his encouragement to her.

Releasing a shaky breath, Sue whispered, “Here goes.”

Swinging her legs to the side of the table, she slowly pushed herself off the table and stood up. Taking some tentative steps, Howard watched her move around the room with a critical eye. Nick wiped his eyes and beamed proudly at his chameleon’s first steps out of the plaster.

“Feels weird, doc.” stated Sue. “I can feel a slight limp.”

Nick looked at Dr. Merar in surprise, when he said, “Better than being dead, ain’t it.”

Laughing, Sue nodded, “Definitely!”

Gesturing for her to lay back on the table, Howard gently ran his hands over the thigh. “The bone doesn’t seem to have healed crooked. I recommend walking as much as you can. However, don’t over do it. This leg will be weaker than your other and it will tire quicker.”

“I’ll be careful, Dr. Merar.” agreed Sue hugging the man. “Thanks for everything.”

Startled, Howard smiled and patted her back, “Nothing personal, but I don’t want to see either of you for a long time.”

Laughing, Sue nodded, “Deal!”

Walking over to her, Nick wrapped his arms around her and held her close. “I’ll take good care of her, Dr. Merar.”

“I know you will, Nick.” smiled Howard leaving the two alone in the room.

Tilting her chin up, Nick brushed his lips against hers and whispered, “Make sure you do what the doc says, honey.”

“I will.” whispered Sue. “I’m gonna put my jeans on!”

Laughing, Nick waited for her to change and come back into the room. “I kind of liked you wearing skirts and dresses.”

“I told ya’ it was only temporary, Nick.” smiled Sue.

Leaning over, Nick whispered in her ear, “It was much easier to feel your soft skin with dresses on, honey.”

Sue turned red and winked, “Too bad, Barkley. I need to get some supplies from the store before I head back to the ranch.”

“I’ll walk you up there.” said Nick offering her his arm with a wide smile.

Stopping at the entrance to the store, Nick tenderly kissed her goodbye. Sue ordered her supplies and walked to the buggy and drove it to the front of the store. Mr. Perkins carried the order out and placed it in the buggy.

Seeing the sheriff across the street, Sue went over and greeted him, “Hi Fred!”

“Sue, nice to see you with the cast off.” smiled Fred.

“Feels great.” replied Sue. “You haven’t been out for supper lately, how about tonight?”

“Sounds good. What time?”

“Six, okay?” asked Sue.

“Perfect.” said Fred. “I can’t wait to have some of Maria’s cooking.”

Sue and Fred turned at the loud voice coming from down the street, “For Pete’s sake, get out of the way, Jamie!”

Fred grabbed Sue’s arm as she walked past him, “Don’t do anything you’ll regret, Sue.”

“Fred, would I do something like that?” asked Sue innocently. “Come with me if you’re worried.”

Sighing, Fred followed Sue down the boardwalk. Jamie stepped closer to the man who was backed up against the wall trying to stay out of the reach of her hands and smiled, “Nick, I just wanted to say hi.”

Sue walked up and pulled the girl to the side. Reaching up, she pulled his mouth to her and kissed him deeply. Nick wrapped his arms around her and pulled her closer to him. Breaking the kiss, Sue winked.

Looking at the girl glaring at them, Sue stated firmly, “This is my man. Stay away from him or I’ll drive you out of town myself.”

Walking past her, Sue pushed her backwards with her hand. Jamie caught off guard by the shove fell backwards into the street and landed in a puddle of water, mud and horse droppings while a stunned Fred and Nick watched. Shrieking and gasping, Jamie stood up and heard the laughter from the people on the street. Running down the street, she disappeared into the post office.

Nick held Sue by the waist, prepared to lift her into the buggy. Looking into the mischievous emerald eyes, he smiled, “Well, if I need help again fighting off a woman, I know who I’ll call on.

“Anything for you, Mr. Barkley.” snickered Sue.

Kissing her tenderly, Nick grinned and helped her into the buggy. “I’ll see you on Saturday, honey.”

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Thursday morning, Sue rode with Davey and Jose. The sun had not risen yet from it’s night of sleep when the three left the ranch. Feeling the warmth already in the air, they knew the day held a promise of hot California temperatures. The trip to Modesto was a spur of the moment event suggested by Jack. Jose was honored and excited to be riding with his boss and the wrangler to Modesto to pick up two horses. It was his first trip on behalf of the ranch and away from the town of Stockton.

Sue felt the excitement radiating from Jose as he rode beside her. Grinning, she recalled the look in his eyes when she asked him to ride with her. His mother realized the importance of the trip to her son and felt reassured that he would be in the company of Miss Sue and Davey Hinton. Even so, Maria had hugged him tightly before he mounted. Jose and his mother had never been apart before, not even for one night.

“Miss Sue, do you think mama’s gonna be okay?” asked Jose.

Nodding her head, Sue stated, “She’ll be fine Jose. Mrs. Franklin will be there to help your mama feel less lonely without you there. Mr. Jack was going to bring Miss. James out to stay at the house, too. She’ll have lots of company.”

Satisfied with the boss’ statement, Jose watched the sky changing colors from the sun rising to greet the day and warm the backs of the travelers on their way.

Riding behind the two, Davey smiled when he remembered laughing with the rest of the crew as Horace had relayed to them what happened between the boss and Jamie Foster. The entire bunkhouse was proud of the way their boss had dealt with her. The town citizens were still chuckling over the dip in the puddle Jamie had taken.

When Nick Barkley had started courting the boss, the men had watched carefully as any big brother would watch over a little sister. As time went on, they had all agreed that Nick appeared to be the man that would capture her untamed heart.

Though, at times, even they had wondered if the two stubborn and quick tempered individuals would find their way to becoming a union of one.

The whole crew had eagerly volunteered to help in anyway they could with the wedding plans. Nick and Heath had gladly accepted their assistance. None of the men had fully realized how daunting a task planning a wedding could be. Just the creating of the guest list alone had raised the hair on the backs of their necks. All the bachelors involved concluded that should they ever marry, they would have nothing to do with planning it and would only show up the morning of their own wedding.

Knocking softly on the door, Nick heard footsteps approach the door and quietly asked as it opened and closed. “You ready?”

“Yep.” said Heath softly following Nick down the stairs to the kitchen for a quick breakfast.

Sitting at the small table, Heath poured another cup of coffee, “Did Jarrod agree to handling the inviting?”

“Yeah.” stated Nick. Grinning widely, he looked at his little brother. “I can’t wait for Saturday.”

Flashing a lop-side grin, Heath replied, “It’ll be here before you know it, Nick.”

Finishing their breakfasts and coffee, the brothers rode over to the neighboring ranch. Reaching the beginning of the Weston ranch, Nick looked over and asked, “Heath, do you think Sue will be upset the wedding is not as large as Sonja’s or Charity’s?”

“If she was concerned about those things, she’d have planned the wedding herself.” stated Heath. “The only people she’d want there are the ones you’re inviting. The ones she cares about, not the society mongrels as she calls them.”

Chuckling, Nick smiled, “Yeah, you’re right. I just want everything to be perfect.”

“Don’t start getting nervous already, you’ve still got two more days to go.” smirked Heath urging Charger into a gallop drowning out his brother grumbling response.

Crossing the river, Sue stopped Rio and dismounted under a tree. Jose and Davey followed her and climbed down. Loosening the cinches to allow the horses to breathe easier, they sat down and enjoyed a packed lunch in the shade. Davey and Sue discussed the horses they would be bringing back. Looking at Jose, Sue wondered at the thoughtful look on his face.

“Jose, what ya’ thinking about?” inquired Sue when Davey went to take the horses for a drink.

Glancing over, Jose said quietly, “I was just wondering something, boss.”

“Wondering what?”

“When you get married to Mr. Nick, where will you live?” asked Jose seriously. “He has a ranch and you have a ranch. You can’t stay at both.”

“Good question, Jose.” replied Sue with a frown, “You know, I haven’t even thought about that.”

“Miss Sue, you don’t know!” exclaimed Jose.

Putting a smile on her face, Sue leaned over and ruffled his hair, “Nothing to get excited about, these things work themselves out. Why don’t you see if old Davey needs some help.”

“Okay, Miss Sue.” smiled Jose walking over to help Davey.

Sitting on the log, Sue thought on the teenager’s words and wondered to herself. ‘Damn, where will we live?’

Dismounting in front of the Modesto hotel, the three travelers obtained two rooms for their stay. Heading to the livery, they stripped their horses and groomed them before finding the hostler. Jose watched while his two companions checked over the horses and spoke with the old man. Satisfied, the boss paid the man and they headed to the nearest restaurant for dinner. Returning to the hotel, the three laughed and played cards until they retired for the night, eager to be back on the trail at first light.

Behind the locked door of her room, Sue laid in bed and couldn’t stop the mental conversation that was running through her mind.

‘Where does Nick think we’ll live? The Barkley ranch, of course. His ranch is larger than mine, but that shouldn’t be the determining factor on where we’ll live.’

‘At the Barkley ranch, I’d have two sisters, three brothers, a dear friend in Silas, a mother and no privacy.’

‘At my ranch, I’d have a partner, one sister, a dear friend in Maria, five brothers, a nephew in Jose and no privacy.’

Comparing the two lists in her mind, Sue’s heart exploded with warmth when she realized the answer was in the lists she was comparing, ‘No privacy at either place, but at one I’d have a mother! I’d have a mother!’

Snuggling deeper into the blankets, she smiled and sighed. ‘A mother.’

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Rising early, they ate breakfast and were on the trail back to Stockton before most of the good citizens of Modesto had even thought about waking. Davey and Sue each had a rope wrapped around their saddlehorn with a new horse attached to the end of it.

When the sheriff had described the horses to Jack upon his return from Modesto, Jack initially was going to send Davey and Pedro to look over the animals. However, realizing that Nick needed his fiancee out of the way for a couple days, Jack had spoken with Sue about going with Davey and taking Jose with them.

Knowing that Jose had never been out of Stockton, Sue thought it was a good idea.

Riding along at a steady pace, the three were keeping an eye on the darkening clouds that were dotting the horizon in the direction they were heading. They watched the lightning streaking across the sky creating a spectacular light show. The horses became increasingly agitated and frightened at each clap of thunder.

Looking around, Sue turned off the trail and the others followed. Reaching a grove of trees, she shouted to Davey and Jose over the wind that was now howling, “I’m not crossing that range with all that lightning. This isn’t the best place, but we’re gonna have to stay here until it settles down some, boys.”

Davey and Jose nodded their understanding. Climbing down, Davey ran a picket line for the horses. Putting on their slickers when the first large drops of rain fell, they explored the area searching for a better place to wait out the storm. Finding none, they resigned to hunching up their shoulders and tucking their chins in to keep the wind driven rain out while trying to keep the horses calm.

The two new horses were unbroken and wide eyed at the sounds around them. One pulled back sharply in panic when the boom of thunder shook the ground, its line broke and dangled freely. Grabbing a hold of the rope on the panicked horse, Sue struggled to keep it from bolting.

A burst of speed from the frightened animal caught her unawares and she was propelled forward onto the ground. Davey and Jose watched helplessly, their hands full with the other four horses. The air whooshed out of her lungs and she was pulled through the muddy ground behind the fleeing animal. Opening her hands, she let the rope go and lay stunned on the ground gasping for air.

“Boss! You okay?” shouted Davey relieved when he saw her slowly climb to her feet and wave at him.

Walking over, Sue was greeted by laughter. “What’s so funny?”

“Miss Sue, you should see yourself!” replied Jose trying to keep the smile off his face.

Looking down and seeing the torn slicker, Sue groaned at the amount of mud on her clothes from her unexpected ride. Reaching a hand up, she wiped her face and sighed as it came away with mud on it.

“I hear in some of the big cities they pay a lot of money for mud baths. You got one for free, boss!” snickered Davey while Jose laughed loudly.

“Very funny, you two!” smiled Sue. “That horse is probably all the way to Wyoming by now.”

Over night, the severity of the storm lessened a small amount at a time. The three travelers wiped the rain off their saddles and climbed on. Heading down the trail towards Stockton, thankful for the calm blue skies they witnessed on the horizon.

Jack and Maria paced alternately on the porch watching the horizon for the three members of their ranch that were hours overdue. Seeing the riders topping the small rise overlooking the ranch, Maria went inside and brought out Victoria.

“Where have you been? You’re late!” called Jack when the three rode beside the barn.

As they neared the house, Jack caught a glimpse of Sue and he exclaimed, “What the hell happened to you?”

Maria dashed off the porch and hugged Jose to her when he dismounted. Jose speaking rapidly in Spanish to his mother about the trip.

Climbing slowly off Rio, Sue said, “We lost one of the horses yesterday during a bad storm and we couldn’t find it again. I’ll tell ya’ about it after I take care of Rio.”

Grabbing her arm, Jack shook his head, “Davey can take care of Rio.”

“It’s been a long two days for all three of us. I’ll do it.” replied Sue with annoyance.

Victoria came down the steps, held the mud streaked cheek and said quietly, “Suzanne Weston, today’s your wedding day.”

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“Suzanne Weston, today’s your wedding day.”

The words tumbled around in her stunned mind as she looked at Victoria in shock. Her heart was pumping ferociously in her chest and a slight tremor ran through her body. With hands shaking, she nodded with a dumbfounded look on her face and allowed Victoria to lead her into the house with Maria following.

“Jack, can’t say I’ve ever seen the boss so shocked before.” said Davey.

“I don’t think that’s the reaction Nick was hoping for.” snickered Jack. “You and Jose look beat. Get a couple hours sleep. I’ll take care of the horses.”

Maria hurried into the bathroom and ran the water for a bath, pouring a generous amount of lilac bath crystals in the water. Sue came out of her bedroom dressed in a robe, her hair, face and neck were streaked with mud.

Hugging the shaking woman, Victoria held her face and smiled. “Don’t tell me you’re nervous!”

“I can’t stop shaking. It’s my wedding day.” whispered Sue. “I can’t believe it’s actually happening.”

Kissing her forehead, Victoria grinned widely, “You and Nick deserve every happiness life will bring you. Come on, you don’t wanna be late for your own wedding.”

Holding on tightly to her, Sue asked, “After we’re married, can I call you Mother?”

“Nothing would please me more.” smiled Victoria watching the emerald eyes well with tears. “No crying now. Nick will have a fit if you show up with red and puffy eyes!”

Laughing, Sue smiled and headed to the bath Maria had started, to wash the remnants of her mud bath off. An hour later, Sue stared at Victoria from her seat in front of the dressing table, and asked, “What do you mean I have to wear a blindfold?”

Bill stopped the buggy and lifted the blindfolded woman down from the carriage and led her inside the tent handing her over to Sonja and Charity. Victoria followed carrying the wedding dress and shoes, Sue had chosen in Texas so long ago.

Seeing the buggy arrive, the Bardo twins lit the candles and Jack entered another tent.

“Nick, your bride is here.” informed Jack.

Breathing a sigh of relief, Nick nodded, “Great! How’s everything look, Jack?”

Rolling his eyes, Jack groaned, “It looks fine, Nick. This must be the tenth time you’ve asked!”

Jack left to make sure everything was ready, again. Nick blushed while his brothers snickered at him.

Heath stood back and admired his handiwork, “Perfect!”

Eugene smiled at his brothers and agreed, “This day is perfect, Nick. I can’t believe you were able to pull it off.”

“I had a lot of help, Gene.” grinned Nick. “I can tell you this, I’m never planning a wedding again.”

Jarrod handed out the drinks he had poured and lifted his glass in a salute. “To our brother, who’s about to be joined in marriage with a woman who is as beautiful inside as she is outside.”

“I’m a lucky man.” agreed Nick with a grin.

Winking at Heath, Jarrod continued his salute. “A woman who can be thankful and reassured that her soon to be husband has the occupation of Wedding Planner to fall back on should they fall into hard times.”

“VERY FUNNY, PAPPY!” shouted Nick and then groaning as his younger brothers joined in the teasing.

The women smiled at each other and admired the bride before them. The wedding dress was made of silk. The bodice was intertwined with beads and dainty lace, the neckline was rounded and reflected just a hint of cleavage. The sleeves of the dress were short and her slender arms accented by the long white gloves she wore. The skirt of the dress flared out and the long train flowed behind her. A tiara adorned the top of her head holding the long white veil in place. Holding her bouquet of white and pink roses accented with baby’s breath, she tried to quell the shaking in her legs.

“Suzanne, you look beautiful.” smiled Charity while Victoria and Sonja voiced their agreements.

“Thanks, Charity.” whispered Sue blinking back to fight the tears that were threatening to fall. “I can’t stop shaking.”

“Everyone’s nervous on their wedding day.” reassured Victoria with a smile.

Looking at her friend, Charity frowned, “Suzanne, you did leave your gun at home, didn’t you?”

Laughter from the women floated across the still air. The brothers grinned when they heard the shocked statement as they walked by the tent to take their places, “OF COURSE, I LEFT MY GUN AT HOME. WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT?”

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Sue looked up in surprise and anticipation at the others when the sound of music floated into the tent. Stepping inside the tent, Bill walked over and kissed her cheeks. “You ready, boss?”

“Yes.” whispered Sue tightly squeezing the arm he offered.

Feeling the shaking of the woman beside him, he smiled into her eyes, “I’m honored to be escorting you today, Sue. Your father would’ve been so proud.”

“Thank you, Bill.” said Sue softly placing a kiss on his weathered cheek. “There’s no one else, I’d rather have walk me down the aisle.”

Jenny and Jessica scattered white and pink rose petals on the white carpet running from the tent to the rose lined archway where the men of the wedding party stood waiting. Sonja and Charity walked slowly up the aisle in their pink dresses. Smiling widely at the anxious groom and the men beside him.

The orchestra started playing the wedding processional, the cue the Bardo twins were waiting for. Each took a flap of the tent and held it to the side. Smiling widely as they heard the gasp from their boss when her eyes caught a glimpse of the area before her.

The white carpet was lined on each side with candles, flickering and lighting the pathway in the setting sun. Two Yaqui patio crosses decorated with pink crepe paper roses and white ribbons signaled the start of the pathway. Seeing the sun setting and it’s colorful rays caressing the water of the lake, tears filled her eyes from the memory of their first date, so long ago.

Heath heard the increase in Nick’s breathing and saw the nervous clenching of his hands when he glimpsed the woman walking towards him. Heath poked him in the back and smiled slightly as he heard a whispered, “Thanks, little brother.”

The guests watched Bill slowly escort the bride up the aisle to the archway and stop. Tears fell onto her cheeks when Father Martinez turned, kissed her veiled cheek and asked the question, “Who gives this woman to be married to this man?”

“We do!” stated the happy members of her ranch crew.

Bill smiled and placed her trembling hand in the groom’s. He squeezed the joined hands before stepping back and taking a seat in the first row of chairs.

Under the setting sun, the family and closest friends of the couple listened as they exchanged vows. Lifting the veil, Nick smiled at the love shining out from the tear filled emerald eyes and whispered in a husky voice before kissing the trembling lips, “Mrs. Barkley.”

Holding on and deepening the kiss, the couple heard the sounds of cheers and hollering reaching through the sound of the blood rushing through their veins. Reluctantly breaking the kiss off, Nick lifted her left hand and kissed the emerald and diamond ring. Turning, the couple kissed and hugged the guests before Nick hurried her into the waiting buggy decorated with pink and white ribbons.

Reaching the depot, Nick carried her up the steps into the private car and pulled the shades on the windows and locked the doors. The train pulled out of the station towards the secluded beach house he had chosen for the honeymoon.

Pouring two glasses of champagne, he walked over and tenderly kissed her lips. Interlocking their arms, Sue stared into the hazel eyes warm with emotion and sipped her champagne. Reaching over, she took his glass and set them on the table.

Taking off his suit coat, she slowly laid it on the back of the chair. Untying the black string tie, she threw it over her shoulder, his vest and crisp white shirt following shortly after, her fingertips running over his hardened chest and stomach before his dress pants and boots landed on the floor. Standing in front of his bride with his full glory exposed, fingers trembling with excitement, he reached around her and slowly unbuttoned the white dress caressing her skin as he slid it off her body and down to the floor.

The laces of the corset were opened and he lifted it above her arms. Leaning down, he tenderly nibbled each pink bud and she moaned in response. Sliding her stockings down her legs, he picked her up and held her in his arms, hungrily kissing the lips that sought his. Running their hands over each other’s skin, they tortured and pleased each other with lips burning with passion and need.

Wrapping her legs around him, their gasps of fulfillment sounded as one and they wildly gave into the need to feel the rushing throngs of desire and burning within them. Holding on tightly, they were afraid to let go once they had crossed the threshold of the long awaited climax and lay in each other’s arms.

Pushing Nick onto his back, Sue sat on him and smiled down at the sweat soaked man. “Darling, it’s gonna be a long honeymoon.”

Reaching up, Nick stroked the sweaty cheek and grinned widely, “Honey, it’s gonna be a long marriage.”

Laughing, she leaned down and kissed his lips, “With lots of babies. I love you, Nicholas Barkley.”

Sitting up and nibbling on her ear, he shifted her on his lap and her moan of pleasure burned the flames higher as he whispered, “Lots of babies. I love you, Suzanne Weston-Barkley.”

THE END