To Die Game

by Layla

 

 

 

 

Disclaimer: The characters and situations of the TV program "Big Valley" are the creations of Four Star/Republic Pictures and have been used without permission.  No copyright infringement is intended by the author.  The ideas expressed in this story are copyrighted to the author.

 

 

 

 

“There is no hunting like the hunting of man, and those who have hunted armed men long enough and liked it, never care for anything else thereafter.” ~ Ernest Hemingway

 

 

 

Jim Hansen was good at his job.  When it came to extracting information from the sprawling bureaucracy that was Washington D.C., the Pinkerton Detective Agency had no one better.  Years of cultivating key contacts throughout the city had paid off for him time and again.  This time was no different.  Ira Taylor was his man in the Department of Defense U.S.  Army Records Division.  This was by no means a straightforward case, but Ira had come through.  If the U.S.  Army had skeletons to hide, Ira either knew exactly where they’d be buried or the most likely place to start digging.

 

Records of the hearing that resulted in the Dishonorable Discharge along with stripping of rank, commendations and medals were easily located.  The rest of the files had taken some digging.  And no wonder...it wasn’t the U.S.  Army’s finest hour.

 

What a sorry mess this is...  Jim had thought after poring over the records that Ira had produced.  Jim made copious and detailed notes.  The boy had joined the Union Army out in California at age “18”.  He was assigned to Company C, 2nd California Infantry but had immediately set himself apart on the rifle range.  The talented novice quickly won Expert Marksman honors and had out shot his fellow recruits in competition.  Thus the hard-shooting young private had come to the attention of Col.  Hiram Berdan and had been transferred at Col.  Berdan’s request to his elite United States Sharpshooters Regiment.

 

The list of accomplishments as a sharpshooter was extremely impressive.  The young sharpshooter had been sent off on dozens of dangerous missions behind enemy lines.  The young soldier would work his way into position to make a shot on his target and then he was on his own to try to make it back to the Union lines and his own Unit.  This could take days...  Sometimes a “spotter” accompanied him, but mostly he was alone.  With each mission that he managed to pull off, his reputation grew within the elite unit.  57 confirmed kills - couriers carrying intelligence reports, orders and dispatches, Confederate officers, and even a couple of Confederate spies before they could rendezvous with their contacts.  Col.  Berdan also sent out these elite sharpshooters in advance of the regular infantry to engage the enemy in “skirmishes”.  They sniped the enemy, pinning them down and slowing their forward progress.

 

The impact on the enemy through loss of leadership and access to communications had been severe enough that the boy had been brevetted in rank to Sergeant, earned numerous Commendations and ultimately had been awarded the Medal of Honor.

 

The boy had been taken prisoner in mid-December, 1864 near Nashville, Tennessee as the battle raged between the Confederate troops under Gen.  Hood and the Union forces under Gen.  Thomas.  He had ended up in a prison for Union POWs in Louisiana - that hellhole known as Carterson.

 

There were no records as to what exactly had occurred during the months prior to the war’s end and the prison camp’s liberation.  But Jim Hansen knew all about Carterson by reputation and through the staggering death toll that had occurred there.  The boy’s medical records from his 6-month stay in a U.S.  Army Hospital after the war were graphic enough to fill in the blanks.  The boy had well earned his Purple Heart.

 

The doctors at the Army Hospital had known immediately upon examining the boy that the stated age according to his Army records was obviously wrong.  They were appalled that such a young boy had been allowed to join the Army in the first place.  It was the formal complaint filed by several of the doctors and request for investigation into U.S.  Army Recruiting policies and procedures that had opened a real can of worms.  Despite the doctors’ good intentions, the Army managed to escape any accountability in the matter.  The official inquiry ruled that the boy was at fault for “deliberate falsification of eligibility status”.  It was well known that the recruiters rarely challenged these boy enlistees and almost never requested the required signature of parental consent.

 

Tail-coverage was the order of the day and these boys were often chewed up in its wake.  This boy had been mangled… busted back down to private, stripped of all commendations as well as his medals.  Lastly, he was dishonorably discharged and therefore rendered ineligible for further hospitalization or rehabilitation in any U.S.  Army facility.

 

Thus the U.S.  Army had officially closed the books on young Heath Aaron Thomson.  What a terrible injustice… Jim thought as he closed his notebook and rubbed his eyes.

 

Ira Taylor had read the records with growing interest and his mind was now churning as well.  What had it been?  Probably six or seven years ago but Ira had always been blessed with an excellent memory.  That’s why he was so suited for his present position in Records.

 

Ira thought back on that long-ago conversation with Jack Donahue.  He’d located the records of the four men Donahue had been interested in and had made notes from each which he had given to Donahue.  Easiest $200.00 Ira had ever made. 

 

“What do you want with these fellows, Jack?” Ira had asked.

 

“A little unfinished business…” the enigmatic Donahue had replied.  “Your little side business is selling information for a price, Ira… it’d be safer for you not to concern yourself with what I do with it.”

 

They had started to part but almost as an afterthought Donahue spoke again.  “ Listen Ira, there’s one man I’d like to find … I’d pay double the usual.”

 

“Well what’s his name?” Ira asked.

 

“I don’t know his name.”

 

“So how am I supposed to identify this nameless soldier?” Ira threw Donahue an incredulous look.

 

“ I don’t know… every sharpshooter kept a sniper’s log and had to submit a situation report to his officer in charge after each mission.  He killed Gen.  Stark several days before the battle at Franklin, Tennessee.  I was a sharpshooter myself, and a damn good one.  Gen.  Stark was a military genius … I would have given my life for the man.  Gen.  Lee said after Gen.  Stonewall Jackson was killed ‘I have lost my right arm’.  Gen.  Stark was Gen.  Hood’s ‘right arm’.  He believed we should keep retreating; doing hit-and-run raids along the way but ultimately beat Sherman to the mountains and cross over into Virginia and join forces with Gen.  Lee.  The other generals favored going on the offensive against Schofield’s forces.  We lost badly at Franklin.  In a series of reckless charges, we lost over six thousand men, including six of our generals.  Defeat at the Battle of Nashville two weeks later was a foregone conclusion.  Gave that bastard Thomas one of the biggest victories of the war!  What was left of our army had to retreat into Mississippi.” Donahue paused, his steel gray eyes flashing with rage.  “Like I was saying, this Union sniper snuck into our perimeter – my perimeter – and shot Gen.  Stark dead!  I was sitting just outside my tent with my binoculars within easy reach.  I knew as soon as the shot was fired where I’d be if I had been the shooter.  I scanned the knoll and I saw him just before he disappeared into the woods.  He turned and looked back toward the camp for just an instant.  Hell, he was just a boy!  Couldn’t have been more than 13 or 14 years old.  A golden blond-haired, blue-eyed… for a moment, a vision of a Botticelli angel came into my mind.”

 

Ira snorted, “Sounds more like the Angel of Death to me.  My guess is this was some kid running around out there without enough sense to be scared, who just happened to pull off the luckiest shot of his life!”

 

“Just the same, if you come across an incident report that mentions Stark…”

 

“Jack” Ira cut in, “it just doesn’t work that way.  Talk about finding a needle in a haystack!  I need a name … if you don’t have that then you’ve got nothing for me to work with.  Sorry.”

 

Ira’s mind snapped back to the present and he looked at the photograph on the inside jacket of the file.  A blond boy of about fourteen, clean and clear faced.  The eyes seemed to him to be the dominating feature in the handsome young face.  Yes, very handsome… angelic even. 

 

Ira cleared his throat as he pocketed the $20 gold piece Jim Hansen gave him.  He tried to sound casual.  “Is this boy in some kind of trouble?”

 

“No, not that I know of, Ira.  A lawyer out on the west coast asked for a background check.  Seems the boy showed up at the family ranch claiming he’s a long lost relative.  The family is rather well-to-do so naturally they intend to check out his story thoroughly.”

 

“And what does Papa say?” Ira chuckled.

 

“Well that’s a problem.  The patriarch, Thomas Barkley, has been dead for six years.”

 

“Let’s see…” Ira rubbed his forehead absently.  “Barkley Ranch.  That’s in Texas, right?”

 

“No, Ira.  It’s near Stockton, California.”

 

 

“Oh,” said Ira.  “I guess I was thinking of somebody else.”

 

Jim smiled.  He really shouldn’t have divulged any client information at all.  But he needed to maintain a kind of backslapping, friendly relationship with Ira.  After all, he needed Ira’s help fairly often.  Anyway, Ira was just being Ira – a little bit too nosey.  He’d forget the little tidbit of gossip there at the end soon enough, Jim felt sure.  After all, what could it hurt?  There was nothing Ira could do with the information.

 

Ira Taylor sent the telegraph that same afternoon.  He had prepared some notes from the files.  As soon as Jack Donahue wired the money, Ira was ready to send him all the information he had.  Ira tried to shake off the recollection of the “Death Notice” that had come through his office within months on each of the four Union Army veterans that he had helped Donahue locate.  But hell, those notices trickled into his office on a daily basis.  It could have all been just coincidence.  He couldn’t concern himself with that.  He had other worries.  He needed to make a pay-off on the gambling debt he owed.  And soon.

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

THREE MONTHS LATER:

 

“You’re not as slick as you think, Pappy.” Nick said as he poured himself some whiskey from the decanter and eyed his older brother.  “You know I was planning on taking Ben Timmons with me to buy those horses.  I’ve been picking the breeding stock for this ranch for years and I’ve never heard any complaints about the quality!  I don’t need Heath to go with me.”

 

“No,” Victoria broke in, “you don’t need Heath to choose the breeding stock.  We all know that you are perfectly capable of doing that on your own.  You’re right, Nick.  Jarrod and I do have an ulterior motive…”

 

 “Oh, I knew it, Mother!” Nick began to pace.

 

“Come on, Nick.” Jarrod said.  “Heath is a member of this family now.  I know you’re both stubborn but it’s time for the two of you to stop butting heads and try to become friends.”

 

Nick stopped his pacing and shot Jarrod a defiant glance.  “I was outvoted when it came to that boy living under this roof!” Nick seethed.  He still wouldn’t refer to Heath as a ‘member of the family’.  “But know this Pappy, I pick my own friends!” Nick began to pace again.  “Ben could use the experience…”

 

“Nicholas!” Victoria’s tone was stern.  “You will take Heath with you on this trip!”

 

“But, Mother…”

 

“No buts, Nicholas.  This is what I want.”

 

“Oh, all right!” Nick put his glass down and strode out the door grumbling under his breath.

 

Jarrod took a sip of his Scotch.  “Well, I wouldn’t exactly call that getting off on the right foot but at least Nick has agreed to let him go.”

 

Victoria sighed.  “They both have so many good qualities in common, and so many more that could complement the other.  You know I have always believed that it’s hard to dislike a person once you get to know them.  I believe these two weeks on their own - just the two of them - well, it could begin a whole new chapter for them.”

 

Jarrod chuckled.  “I’m not sure that two weeks is enough, but I defer to your unfailing mother’s instinct and keen insight.” He walked over to where she sat and kissed her cheek.

 

“Thank you, Jarrod.  We both know that my record isn’t perfect but I do hope and pray that I am right about this.”

 

Nick stomped up the stairs, spurs jingling.  Outvoted again, he thought, well, they’d better not start meddling too much.  This is my ranch to run and my men to rule.  I’ll decide what part that boy will play – if any.  When it comes to the daily running of this ranch… it’s a democracy of one!

 

He stopped at Heath’s door and rapped on it sharply.  In a few moments, the door opened…only partially.  The blond just stood there silently.  He didn’t ask Nick in.

 

“That horse-buying trip I’m taking day after tomorrow.  You’re going with me.”

 

“Nick, I thought you said…”

 

“I know what I said and now I’m telling you different.” Nick responded as he saw a hint of suspicion in those easily read blue eyes.  “I’ll get everything lined out for McCall tomorrow.  That way we won’t have to waste any time getting an early start out of here before daybreak.”

 

“Okay, Nick.  Whatever you say.” Heath sighed.  “That all?”

 

Nick nodded and Heath closed the door.  Heath walked over to the bed and began to undress.  Sounds like one of Jarrod’s ideas, he thought, I’m sure it wasn’t Nick’s.

 

Both Nick and Heath had the same idea the next morning.  Get a quick bite of breakfast in the kitchen and head on out to work.  They each had things they wanted to do today before starting a two-week trip.  Heath was just putting his empty plate in the sink when Nick came down the back stairway.  He gave Nick a quick nod, picked up his hat off the table, and walked out the back door.  Two weeks on the trail with him for company, Nick thought, I might as well be by myself.  “Hell, I’d rather be by myself!” Nick said to no one there.

 

Heath walked out to the corrals and the adjoining round pen.  There were five 3 year-old remuda horses in the corral that he’d been working with.  They were barely green broke.  Heath had decided to use his morning giving them each a good workout since he was going to be away for two weeks.

 

Nick met up with McCall.  They planned to ride around and check the progress of several of the projects going on around the ranch.  McCall knew Nick would tell him exactly what he expected to be finished by the time he returned and that Nick relied on him to keep the men on task.

 

At lunchtime, both Nick and Heath returned to the house.  Victoria smiled as everyone took their places at the table.  It was a rare treat to have everyone home for lunch.

 

“This is so nice!” Victoria said and smiled at her youngest sons.  “It will certainly be lonely around here the next two weeks with you two off buying horses and Jarrod going to San Francisco.”

 

“At the very least it’ll certainly be quieter while Nick’s gone.” Jarrod said.

 

“That’s for sure!” Audra giggled.

 

Nick shot them an unamused glare.  Heath took a sideways glance at Nick but didn’t crack a smile.

 

Jarrod’s eyes met his mother’s.  It was obvious to them both that Nick’s mood hadn’t much improved.  Maybe Heath would be more receptive.

 

“Well Brother Heath, while we’re enjoying a little peace and quiet, don’t let Nick talk your ears off.”

 

Heath looked up from his plate.  “Don’t think that’ll be a problem.” he said.

 

“It’s not like he’d hold up his end of the conversation anyway.” Nick muttered.

 

Victoria shook her head slightly at Jarrod.  Best to let it drop for now…

 

Heath and Nick finished their lunch quickly in silence and started to leave.

 

“Oh, Heath…” Jarrod said.  “Let me know when you start into town to go to the bank.  I’ve got to pick up some paperwork at my office.  I’ll ride in with you.”

 

“Sure, Jarrod.” Heath smiled.  “It’ll be nice to have the company.”

 

Nick and Heath walked out together and before Heath headed back over to the round pen to work the last remuda, Nick caught his arm.

 

“Don’t waste any time getting back here after you finish up at the bank.  It looks like there’s a cloud coming in and I’ve got two wagonloads of feed sitting over by the barn that need to be unloaded.”

 

“I won’t be gone for long, Nick.” Heath said as he turned and walked away.

 

Heath and Jarrod headed for town under increasingly overcast skies.  They packed a poncho in their saddlebags and headed their horses toward Stockton at a canter.  They did not notice the man who had been watching from the cover of some nearby woods mount up and follow them.

 

Jack Donahue had arrived in Stockton a little over two weeks before.  Probably the only person even vaguely aware of his presence was the hotel clerk.  And the fellow at the General Store… he’d bought some things there after he arrived.  He left the hotel very early in the morning and came back into town quite late in the evening, when he came back at all.  Donahue had kept a very low profile.  Perhaps the only thing about him that would arouse suspicion was the rifle scabbard that hung behind his saddle.  It was of unique design, fitted to house a sharpshooter’s rifle complete with scope.

 

He rode in right by them as they stood in front of the bank entrance chatting.  Donahue reined his horse in to a nearby hitching post, swung down and tied the reins slowly.  He discreetly glanced over at the two men.  He quickly studied the blond.  The years had brought about a transformation.  He had grown into a six-footer with a muscular, athletic build.  The hair had darkened a little.  The boyish face was mature and ruggedly handsome now.  But the eyes…the sky blue eyes had not changed at all.  The other man was raven-haired but had the same clear, piercing blue eyes.  Must be the lawyer brother, Donahue thought, I’ll be sure to send him a little thank-you note.

 

Just then another man exited the bank.  “Jarrod, I’m glad that I ran into you.” The short dark-haired man extended his hand to Jarrod and nodded quickly toward Heath.

 

“What can I do for you Phil?” Jarrod asked.

 

“Well, Jarrod, I’d like to move Thad Sutton’s trial date up a couple of weeks.  I ended up dropping the indictment against Calvin Langer and that opened up some time on the court calendar.”

 

“Well, I don’t know, Phil.  I could use the extra time preparing my defense and I’ve also got some court obligations in San Francisco.”

 

Jarrod never missed an opportunity to remind him that he had a high-power law practice in the big city, Phil Archer thought.  “I’ll remind you, Jarrod, it’s the District Attorney’s office that sets the trial dates.” Archer said.

 

Jarrod sighed.  “I’ve got to run over to my office for a little while.  But when I’m finished there I’ll drop by your office.  I’ll bring my calendar and we can hammer out the dates.”

 

Archer nodded, “See you then…” and walked away.

 

“Well, Heath, it looks like you’ll be on your own riding back to the ranch.  I trust you won’t get lost without my expert guidance.  Nick mentioned that he had your afternoon’s activities already planned.”

 

Heath gave Jarrod a lop-sided smile.  “No problem.  Now don’t let that jaybird Archer jerk you around.  Ya hear?” He turned and walked into the bank and Jarrod headed off toward his office.

 

Alone… at last… Donahue thought as a smile toyed at his lips.  He was a patient man, like any good sniper, but it seemed to him this moment had been far too long in coming.  But patience, planning and preparation always paid off in the end. 

 

He walked briskly across the street and into the Hotel.  He didn’t acknowledge the desk clerk’s courteous “Good day, Sir.” Donahue took the stairs two by two up to his room.  He hurriedly stuffed a few articles of clothing into a carpetbag.  He didn’t bother to check the desk in the room or even take the razor and comb that laid on the dresser.  As Donahue laid the hotel room key and money on the desk in front of the clerk, the man smiled pleasantly at him.

 

“All finished with your business in Stockton, Sir?” Donahue looked up and the clerk was taken aback by the hard, cold look in the steely gray eyes.

 

“Just about…” Donahue said and walked out.

 

The eyes were so cold and serpent-like that the shaken clerk didn’t even get out his usual “Come back soon!”

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

Nick looked up at the sky.  There was definitely a storm brewing.  Dark gray clouds were moving in and the sky was beginning to look dark and threatening.

 

He went back to the task of unloading the wagon and stacking the 100lb.  sacks of horse feed in the barn.  Every time he walked back out to the wagon to remove another sack, he did the same thing.  He paused and looked out through the front gates and gazed as far as his eye could see down the road that led into town.

 

They should have been back by now.  Or at least Heath should have been.  Didn’t he make it clear to Heath that he wanted him to come straight back?  Nick’s frustration was growing by the minute.  A confusing mix of emotions was churning within him.  Anger – yes, he was certainly angry.  Nick hated it when his orders weren’t obeyed and it surely did not sit well with him that Heath was trying to duck out on his chores.  Especially when it meant that Nick was left to do the work alone.  The anger was explainable.  But what Nick couldn’t reason away were the other emotions and impulses that kept fighting their way from his subconscious mind into his thoughts.  He felt a deep sense of unease and gloom.  Something felt very wrong and he had the urge to act.  But to do what?  An impulse continued to compel him to saddle up Coco and gallop off down that road that led to Stockton.

 

“Crazy.” Nick muttered.  He had another wagonload of feed sitting there that would go moldy if he allowed it to get wet.  He let the practical, rational part of his mind take control.  He focused all his nervous energy into unloading the wagon at an even faster clip.  He resisted the urge to even look toward the front gates.  Nick had just gotten the last sack stacked in the feed room when the first drops of rain began to fall.

 

It was almost time for dinner and the family members that were home were gathered in the Sitting Room.

 

Victoria looked up from her cross-stitch at her two children.  Audra was curled in a big leather wingback chair contentedly reading a Jane Austen novel.  Victoria smiled.  The contrast between the two could not have been more striking.  Nick was pacing again.  Drink in hand, he would walk over to the French doors, stare out through the glass panes for a few moments, and then he’d try to wear a hole in the rug again.  Victoria did not ask him about what accounted for this particular display of restless energy.  She simply assumed it was all due to his irritation over having been coerced to take Heath along on the trip in the morning.

 

They heard the front door shut and seconds later Jarrod entered the room while stripping off his poncho.  “Sorry to drip on the floor Mother, but it’s a real soaker out there!”

 

“Is Heath taking care of the horses?”

 

“No, Nick.  I left Jingo in Ciego’s capable hands.  Why do you ask?”

 

“Well, I just thought… Where is he anyway?  Didn’t he ride back with you?”

 

“No, he didn’t.  I haven’t seen him since I left him in front of the bank.  I ended up getting tied up with Phil Archer and then Judge Burke.  I assumed he was coming straight home after he made the withdrawal.  He should have been here a couple hours ago.”

 

“Well, he never showed!” Nick slammed his whiskey glass down on the bar.

 

“Easy, Nick.  Maybe he stopped by the saloon for a beer.  Don’t tell me you wouldn’t have done the same thing if you had been in town today knowing it’ll be two weeks before you’ll get another one.  Perhaps the rain started while he was there and he’s decided to wait it out a while.  You know, see if it slacks up or quits before he heads home.”

 

“Maybe…” Nick decided to grasp Jarrod’s theory even as the afternoon’s uneasiness continued to gnaw at his mind.  “I’ll tell you what!  He’d better not be playing poker with those fifteen hundred dollars!  Just let him lose any of that money in a card game and I’ll take every red cent of it out of his hide!”

 

“Now, Nick!” Victoria interjected.  “I don’t believe Heath would do something that irresponsible.”

 

“Well, if he’s not playing poker I wouldn’t put it past him to have snuck over to Big Annie’s…”

 

“Nicholas, please!  Come, now.  Let’s have dinner.  I’m sure your brother will have a reasonable explanation for his tardiness when he gets home.”

 

The family had finished their dinner and was headed toward the Billiard Room when there was a rapping on the front door.

 

Jarrod opened the door, surprised to see the Sheriff.  “Fred!  What are you doing out on a night like this?”

 

Jarrod stepped back and extended his hand toward the foyer.  “Come in Fred… Gentlemen…”

 

The sheriff stepped inside along with the two strangers who had been standing at his heels.  “Jarrod, this is Edward Logel and Samuel Ferguson, Federal Marshals.  They’d like to have a word with you.”

 

“Certainly.” Jarrod said confidently although he was somewhat perplexed.  What business could these U.S.  Marshals have with him?  Guess he would know soon enough.  He turned to the other members of the family.  “If you don’t mind, I’ll take these gentlemen into the Billiard Room.”

 

“Of course.” Victoria said.  “Audra, why don’t we go to the Parlor?  Good evening Fred, gentlemen.”

 

“Good evening, Mrs. Barkley.” Fred replied and the two strangers simply nodded.  She put her hand on her daughter’s elbow and they turned and walked away.

 

Nick had not moved, but continued to eye the two men with a suspicious gaze.  He watched as Jarrod ushered the three men into the Billiard Room.  Their eyes met briefly as Jarrod closed the wooden doors.  Only then did Nick move.  Might as well go up to his room and pack a few things.

 

Nick had joined Victoria and Audra in the Parlor when the men emerged from the Billiard Room some 45 minutes later.  They continued to converse in hushed tones as Jarrod saw them out the front door.

 

Jarrod closed the door and then leaned back against it, closing his eyes.  He dreaded the task that lay before him.  But it had to be done.  He had to go and face the music.  And if what the Marshals had told him was true, he had to prepare the family to expect the worse.  Jarrod was not a man to put off even the hardest of tasks.

 

As he walked into the Parlor, his mother was the first to read the solemn expression and the distant, haunted look in his eyes.

 

“Jarrod?”

 

He didn’t answer but strode over to the whiskey decanter and poured himself a double with slightly shaky hands.  He took a long swallow and squeezed his eyes shut as the whiskey burned the back of his throat.  By now, all eyes were on him, waiting for him to finally speak.

 

Jarrod took a deep breath.  “The two Federal Marshals that were here tonight came to Stockton with a warrant for the arrest of a man named Jack Donahue.”

 

“Don’t know him…” Nick’s brow was furrowed and he frowned as he searched his memory.

 

“No, you wouldn’t.” Jarrod continued.  “Donahue isn’t from here in the Valley.  He’s from Alabama.  According to the Marshals, the Justice Department believes he has been involved in a series of crimes dating all the way back to the months following the Civil War.  Some of these crimes were committed as a part of his involvement in a secret society in the South known as the Ku Klux Klan.  This secret society has been involved in the murders of Negro leaders, Yankee carpetbaggers, and former Abolitionist leaders as well as an ongoing campaign of intimidation and terror.  The Marshals have evidence that Donahue has been waging his own private war as well.  Col.  Walter Burnham, a former Union Army officer, was killed about six months ago by a long-range rifle shot while visiting Montgomery.  The State Attorney General’s office was investigating the murder and the case was at a standstill until about a week ago.  A man had been arrested in an unrelated case and he offered information on the Burnham case in exchange for a plea bargain.  The prisoner claimed he was attending a Klan rally several months ago and overheard Donahue bragging to the Grand Wizard about the Burnham murder.  Donahue also said he had paid a contact in Army Records in Washington D.C.  named Ira for some information and was planning another ‘hunt’ as soon as he got it.  The ‘Ira’ turned out to be a man by the name of Ira Taylor.  He works in the U.S.  Army Records Division and apparently is a poor gambler in his spare time.”

 

“I still don’t see what this has to do with you, Jarrod.” Nick was getting impatient.

 

“It has to do with all of us, Nick.  Heath, in particular.”

 

“Heath?” Victoria was the first to voice her surprise.

 

“Yes, Mother.” Jarrod locked gazes with her for only an instant and then stared down into his whiskey glass.  “A Federal Marshal in Washington picked Taylor up for questioning and he spilled his guts pretty quickly.  Donahue had been trying for years to identify one particular United States Sharpshooter.”

 

Victoria could feel her throat constricting; in her heart she knew where this was heading.

 

“Donahue had given Taylor some facts to work with but Taylor had never been able to match them to a name.  When a Pinkerton detective by the name of Jim Hansen paid Taylor to pull Heath’s Army Records, well, Taylor realized Heath was the man that Donahue was after.  He ended up selling the same information to both Hansen and Donahue.”

 

“And why was Pinkerton’s investigating Heath?” Nick’s eyes were starting to flash.

 

“Because I asked them to, Nick.” Jarrod said quietly. 

 

 “Jarrod, no!” Victoria’s eyes were filled with pain.

 

“YOU WHAT?” Nick exploded at full volume.

 

Audra simply stared at him, her eyes now wet, brimming with disappointment.

 

“Now, listen to me everyone…” Jarrod began to pace: the same stride he sometimes used in the courtroom when presenting his case.  “When Heath rode onto this ranch and made the claim to be Father’s illegitimate son, I believed it was a lie and an attempt to extort money from the family.  I tried to buy him off but he refused.  The next morning when he fought beside us at Sample’s farm… Well, I knew he either sincerely believed he was a Barkley or that he was one of the shrewdest operators I’d ever run across.  I gave him the benefit of the doubt and voted to let him stay on.  But, I suppose it’s the lawyer in me.  I needed to be convinced beyond all reasonable doubt.  I retained the Pinkerton Detective Agency the next day to launch a full-scale investigation.”

 

“Jarrod!” Audra’s voice was tremulous with anger.  “How could you?  You know Heath is our brother!”

 

“Yes, Honey, I have no doubts about it now but at the time we knew nothing about him.  I was only trying to protect the family.”

 

“And in doing so, you have endangered Heath.  Isn’t that why those Marshals were here tonight?” Victoria’s question stopped his pacing.

 

“Yes, Mother.  Logel and Ferguson are in Stockton under orders from Washington, D.C.  They arrived by train today from San Francisco in the hopes of locating and arresting Jack Donahue.  He was to be taken back to Washington for Federal prosecution.  They questioned the clerk at the Cattlemen’s Hotel and learned that a man who fit Donahue’s description had checked out an hour or so earlier.  They were allowed to search the room the man had occupied and found that he had left some of his personal effects behind.  They found a copy of Heath’s Army Records as well as some notes Donahue had made about the lay-out of the ranch in a desk drawer.”

 

“Do they have any idea where this man is now or what has happened to Heath?”

 

“No, Mother.  And there’s no way we can mount a search tonight in this storm.  If Heath doesn’t return tonight we’ll begin searching in the morning.  Fred is going to get some men together from town and the Marshals want to be involved as well.  Along with our hands, we’ll have search parties all over the ranch tomorrow.”

 

“This man, Donahue…” Nick said.  “Is he former Confederate Army?”

 

“Yes, Nick.  He was a Confederate sharpshooter.”

 

“Where is it?” Nick’s face was expressionless and his eyes as hard as iron.

 

“Where is what, Nick?”

 

“The file, Jarrod.”

 

“It’s in the safe.”

 

“Get it.”

 

Jarrod did not argue and went straight to the safe and retrieved the file.  Nick’s tone had been somewhat low, his delivery slow and even.  Nick loud and fierce could strike fear in most anyone, but Jarrod knew that when Nick’s voice became low and controlled he was at his most dangerous.

Jarrod silently handed over the file to Nick.  Nick said nothing either but his jaw muscles were tense and contracting and the hazel eyes were still as hard as iron.  Nick stormed out of the Parlor and up the stairs to the privacy of his room.

 

Jarrod looked at the stricken expression on Victoria and Audra’s faces.  A gloom had descended on the household.  He knew this would be a long and sleepless night; spent in fear, anxiety and prayer.

 

Nick closed his bedroom door with a slam!  He strode over to his desk and laid the somewhat thick file down.  He walked over to the window and gazed out into the dreary, wet darkness.  He ran his fingers roughly through his dark hair.  Nearly four months…four months they had lived under the same roof and worked side by side.  He hardly knew any more about the man than he’d learned that first night.  He had not tried to learn any more.  He had not wanted to know any more.  What was the point?  Hell, he’d spent every day trying to keep up a not so subtle wall of hostility, hoping the man would get the message that he’d never gain Nick Barkley’s acceptance.  Never let up on him, make it tough, and keep the pressure on every day and then maybe he’d decide to leave the Valley for good.  He’d had no intention of getting to know this man who claimed to be his brother.  Why?  It dawned on Nick there had been the danger of actually starting to like him, becoming friends, starting to care… Nick sighed.

 

He walked back over to his desk, sat down and opened the file.  From the beginning, it was not an easy read.  Heath’s life had been one of poverty, hardship, bigotry and struggles.

 

It began with interviews of some of Strawberry’s few remaining citizens.  They remembered Leah Thomson as a beautiful, quiet, hardworking young woman.  She had enjoyed a stellar reputation among the townspeople and could have settled down with any of the eligible men.  Folks had been shocked when she had turned up pregnant.  Local gossip at the time had alleged that she had found a man robbed and beaten in a back alley and had taken him home and nursed him there.  Everyone had considered this highly improper…and the suspicions had obviously been right on target given the little bundle that arrived nine months later.  The handsome man was from out of town, definitely not a local.  Some thought he had owned an interest in one of the mines.  One thing the interviewees were adamant about; no one had ever known of Leah having any type of romantic involvement with any other man following Heath’s birth.  Her family, her work and her faith consumed the remainder of her life.

 

Nick rubbed his eyes.  He thought back to some of the insults he had thrown Heath’s way in his anger.  He’d intimated on several occasions that Heath’s mother was a promiscuous woman – little more than a slut.  Heath had rode in and knocked Tom Barkley off his pedestal in the minds of many.  All Nick knew to do was retaliate in kind.  But Leah had no doubt been a good woman, just as his father had been a good man.  They had both simply been all too human.  Nick had always held his father in absolute admiration and awe.  But Tom Barkley was a man like all others – imperfect – with his share of mistakes.

 

At this moment, finally accepting this truth about the man Nick viewed as larger-than-life surprisingly did not pain him.  The realization didn’t diminish Tom Barkley in Nick’s eyes as he once feared it would have.  Nick was a passionate, impulsive man with a natural proclivity toward temptation.  His father had feet of clay as well, and strangely enough, Nick found that comforting.  He read on.

 

Leah and two other single women also trying to make it on their own had thrown in their lots together, forming a tight little “family”.  Treated as outcasts by most of Strawberry’s townspeople, Leah and young Heath had worked hard just to eke out a meager existence.  Heath had worked as a “charge boy” in the mines beginning when he was age six and had taken a second job at the Livery when he was eight.  The town began to die as the mines played out.  At age fourteen, and with limited options, Heath had joined the Union Army.

 

Nick read Jim Hansen’s notes from the Army Records with astonishment.  Nick was well aware of the role Col.  Hiram Berdan’s famed 1st and 2nd Regiments of United States Sharpshooters had played in the war effort.  Col.  Hiram Berdan was loyal to the Union and a millionaire as well.  The former engineer from New York had been the top sport rifle shooter in the country for the fifteen years prior to the start of the Civil War.  He believed that snipers could be critical in the Union war effort.  Col.  Berdan believed the best Union marksmen should be identified through shooting competition and merged into elite regiments, which would be supplied with the finest rifles money could buy.  The two special regiments of crack marksmen organized by Col.  Berdan were said to have killed more Confederate soldiers than any other two regiments in the Union Army.  Casper Trepp had been in charge of the Sharpshooters specialized training.  Hansen had copied excerpts from Heath’s commendations.  “Pvt.  Thomson is exactly the type of young man we are after.” Trepp had written.  “Pvt.  Thomson is an excellent marksman with exceptional outdoor skills.  But he is no hotshot, nor is he a loudmouth or braggart.  Those types tend to fold when the going gets tough and their precious lives are on the line.  Pvt.  Thomson is quiet, intelligent, courageous and dedicated.  The young man is of the highest moral fiber.  Pvt.  Thomson epitomizes what a United States Sharpshooter should be.” The words that were written about his brother who was just a mere boy filled Nick with pride.  And to be awarded the Medal of Honor for “gallantry in action”… This boy was indeed something very special.  His eyes were hot and flashing and his fists clenched in rage by the time he finished reading the medical reports and the “Official Findings” from the U.S.  Army Inquiry fiasco.  Nick’s passion for fairness and justice ran as deeply as Jarrod’s.  He cringed at the thought of the brutality and injustice Heath had endured.

 

The next section was rather sketchy.  Following his convalescence, Heath had apparently wandered around almost non-stop.  He drifted from town to town and odd job to odd job.  His wanderings had taken him pretty much all over west of the divide and even down into Mexico.

 

Was Heath running from the trauma of war or the ghosts of Carterson prison?  Nick remembered a look that sometimes crossed Heath’s face.  Nick recognized the look now, that ‘thousand miles away’ stare.  The look men sometimes get that have seen their fill of combat.

 

Perhaps Heath wasn’t running from something as much as he was searching for something.  He had fought hard for his place in the family.  He had been willing to put his life on the line that day at Sample’s farm to prove that he belonged.  And despite whatever Nick threw his way, he had continued to hold on tenaciously.

 

Nick walked back over to the window.  He stared out into the blackness, not really seeing.  His mind was a million miles away.

 

Nick had come to appreciate this night that fate had brought an extraordinary young man into his life.  Regret was a hard emotion for Nick to grapple with.  He was a man of action.  And he always acted with the strongest of convictions.  Always sure, at least at the time, that what he was doing was right.  Heath’s arrival had triggered Nick’s protective instincts.  He wanted to protect his mother, his father’s memory and the ranch that represented so much of his father’s legacy.  It had felt so right at the time to try to run Heath out of the Valley.  Even when the rest of the family chose to accept Heath, Nick had stubbornly clung to his position on the matter.  Nick was not a man who set out deliberately to cause anyone added pain.  No, his was a sin of omission.  He simply had not reached out the hand of brotherhood and friendship when the opportunity was there.  He wondered if he’d ever have the chance again.

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

The rainstorm that had swept into the Valley was gone by dawn.  The day looked like it was going to be bright and clear.  A dark cloud still hung over the Barkley house.  Heath had not returned home.  While the family tried to keep up a hopeful front for each other, each one silently believed that Heath and Donahue had crossed paths and foul play was involved.

 

The family gathered at the breakfast table.  Although Silas brought in the usual platters of food, no one touched a thing.  Heath’s empty chair was yet another reminder of the sense of loss they were all feeling right now.

 

“Judging from everyone’s appearance, it doesn’t look like anyone got much sleep last night.” Jarrod finally spoke.  Only Audra, who eventually cried herself to sleep, had gotten any at all.  But she looked as tired and worn as everyone else.  “I was up all night wishing to God that I’d never requested that damned investigation.  I wish there was a way to turn back time and change things.  I can only say that I am truly sorry.”

 

The look of remorse was clearly evident on his features, conveyed most clearly through his eyes.  No one doubted the sincerity of his words.

 

“I know that, Jarrod.” Victoria tried to be of some comfort even as she dabbed her own eyes with her napkin.  “We all do.”

 

Nick bore a haunted look as well.  “I spent the night finally getting to know my brother.” He said.  He placed his elbows on the table and his head in his hands, the dark hair sticking out between his fingers.  “I know what you’re all thinking.  Well, it’s about time, Nick!  You’ve got regrets, Jarrod?  Well, I got a few of my own.  At least you did come to accept Heath.  Hell, I was still holding out after all this time like some pig-headed fool when it was as plain as the nose on your face that Heath was a Barkley!  I was still hoping that by ignoring him except for working the hell out of him that he’d finally decide to leave.  You might have made a bad decision that first day, but I’ve been making the same wrong decision every day for the past four months.  Talk about taking the prize for being a blind, stubborn…”

 

“Nicholas, stop it!” Victoria interjected.  “Beating yourself up is not going to solve anything.  If Heath is found alive, and I pray to God he will be, you’ll have the chance to make amends.  And I know you, Nicholas, I know that you will.  If he is not…” Her voice began to catch, “if he is not then the guilt and responsibility lies with an evil man by the name of Jack Donahue, and Jack Donahue alone.” Although she had been addressing Nick, Victoria locked eyes with Jarrod for a long moment as well.

 

Nick got up from his chair and began to pace the room.  “Well, I’m ready to get out and get started, Jarrod.  I know this ranch like the back of my hand.  I don’t need anybody else to start MY search!”

 

“Nick, Fred and the Marshals will be here just as soon as they can gather up some more men from town.”

 

“Well, I could take some of our men and get started!”

 

“Nick, I promised those Federal Marshals that we’d wait!  The Marshals are the only ones with an arrest warrant.  There is no evidence yet of a crime in regards to Heath…”

 

“You mean we haven’t found a body!”

 

“I mean if we find Donahue the Marshals are the only ones with the legal authority to deal with him right now.  We’re going to have to leave it to them!”

 

“Well, if we find Heath and that fiend Donahue has – DONE ANYTHING – TO MY LITTLE BROTHER…I’VE GOT THE AUTHORITY TO DEAL WITH HIM HANGING RIGHT HERE ON MY HIP!”

 

“Simmer down, Nick!  You are NOT going to play vigilante!  The law will deal with Donahue.  Now, we’ll wait on Fred and the Marshals and then decide how we’ll split the men to do an organized, coordinated search.  I’m as anxious to get started as you are, Nick.  I know how you feel!”

 

“No, you don’t Jarrod!  You don’t know how I feel!” Nick shook his head sadly and his voice softened.  “Do you remember how I was the one who found Father after he was killed by that assassin the railroad hired?” Jarrod nodded.  “Well,” Nick sighed, “that day I had started to go check on a crew doing some branding in the South Meadow when I had the strangest urge to ride to that grove of trees near the North Road.  It was more than an urge… I felt compelled to ride to that grove as hard as I could go.  But it was too late.  It had just happened a few minutes before.  I never told anyone about the premonition I had, but that’s why it was me who found…” Nick closed his eyes and tried to push away the memory of the vision that greeted him in those trees.  “I felt it again yesterday and it was just as strong.  I had that same compulsion to saddle Coco and head out down the road to Stockton as hard as I could ride.  I might have made it in time if I had listened to that feeling.  But, God help me, I just ignored it!  I would never have imagined I could have the same kind of connection with… Heath.  I never…” Nick’s voice trailed off.  I never… His mind seemed to overload for an instant with images of all the things he’d never said, and all the things he’d never done.  The dark head dropped and he rubbed his eyes.  “I’m going out to the barn.  I’ll have the horses saddled and ready to go.”

 

The family watched Nick exit the Dining Room.  The change was unmistakably evident in his demeanor and words.  “My little brother”… He had never even breathed those words before.  Nick was a man who said what he meant and meant what he said.  When he claimed possession of a thing, it became his in every way.  “My search”… They all knew that Nick Barkley would take charge of this search and that he would leave no stone unturned to either find Heath or to bring Jack Donahue to justice.

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

Heath awoke to a pounding headache and the sound of rain falling on the rooftop.  It was a hard rain at the moment: it sounded like hail hitting a barn roof.  He was sitting on the floor, his back against the wall, with his ankles bound and his wrists tied firmly behind his back.  His clothes were soaked through from the ride in the rain.  He lifted his head to survey the room.  He recognized where he was immediately… in one of the Barkley line shacks.  He had been up here about a month before.  Nick was a well-organized man and he wanted each line shack inventoried and well stocked before winter weather arrived.

 

A man sat at the square table in the center of the sparse one room shack.  Directly behind the man, set in the back wall, was a stone fireplace.  Two low cot-type beds sat beneath the windows on opposite walls on either side.  There was a washbasin sitting on a small table in one back corner.  Heath was sitting against the front wall, just a few feet from the door.

 

The lamp on the table illuminated the room and the stranger’s features.  The man was of average height and slim, muscular build.  The man had a somewhat thin face with sharp angular features.  His hair was wavy black and he sported a small moustache, which turned up slightly at the ends.  The eyes were flint gray; so hard they seemed to pierce and flash.  Heath had a good memory for faces.  He found it hard to believe he’d have forgotten those eyes if he’d tangled with this man before.  They eyed each other in silence.  Donahue pulled a cigar from his shirt pocket, lit it, and began to smoke leisurely.

 

Heath thought back on the events of the afternoon.  He’d been riding back to the ranch from Stockton after making a cash withdrawal from the bank.  He had been somewhat preoccupied with the worsening skies.  Heath could see the approaching gray haze off in the distance and the breeze carried the scent of rain.  He had pulled his horse under the canopy of a stand of trees and dismounted.  Might as well pull out the old rain slicker and put it on now, he had thought.  It was rolled up in one of his saddlebags.  As he pulled up the strap and started to open the saddlebag, his Modoc nickered and fidgeted.  Just nervous about the coming storm, he figured.  It wasn’t until he heard the hammer click behind his right ear that he realized he wasn’t alone.

 

“Hands up… slowly… and don’t turn around.”

 

Heath did as he was told and turned his head just slightly to try to see the man on the other end of the Colt.  He believed he knew what the man was up to.  Must have been in the bank, he thought, must have seen me withdraw that fifteen hundred dollars.  Heath believed the man was after what he carried in the other saddlebag.  It was a lot of money, but Heath had no intention of doing something stupid.  It ain’t worth dying for… he thought.

 

“Listen, Mister… if you’re planning on robbing me…” Heath began but the impact of the gun butt on the back of his head drove him forward against the Modoc’s flank and into a world of darkness.  He had fought his way back up through the darkness only once briefly.  He knew he was draped face down across his saddle, feet and wrists tied to the stirrups.  He could feel the cold rain pelting his back.  He tried to lift his head and see where he was, but the lingering grogginess and the wetness that dripped down onto his face obscured his vision.  The effort of trying to hold his head up seemed to revive the pain in the back of his head and he succumbed to the darkness again.

 

Now, as he reflected on his present circumstance, he knew his initial assumption was wrong.  There were plans for more than a simple robbery behind those cold, calculating gray eyes.  Donahue seemed to read his thoughts.

 

“I’ve waited a long time to see your face again, Heath.”

 

“Again?  I’ve never laid eyes on you in my life, Mister!” Heath’s voice was rising with anger and confusion.

 

“No, that much is true.” Donahue’s voice remained level and controlled.  “I suppose you only had eyes for General John Stark that day.”

 

“Stark!” Heath knew instantly.  He’d kept a little 3x5 inch notebook in his pocket for his sniper’s log.  He always submitted the required “Incident Report” following a mission.  Not that he’d ever needed the notebook to remember every detail vividly.  And like all the others, this day too was stamped indelibly in his memory.

 

As the sun sent its rays across the Confederate encampment in the wide clearing, he lay in the grass on a knoll some 400 yards away.  His eyes searched through the scope on the Sharps M59 rifle for his target.  He watched for signs of wind which could change the trajectory of his bullet – trees rustling, smoke drifting from the cooking fires below, the grass and weeds swaying between him and his target.  All was calm.  When the general stepped outside the tent, he waited for him to turn face-on.  Get him standing still with either his face or his back to you, he thought.  The general was walking in his direction.  He placed the rifle’s sight-post on the general’s chest.  Now stop!  he thought.  The general paused, speaking to a young Confederate officer standing to his right.  Heath’s mind had raced through all the marksmanship principles that he had been taught.  They had practically become second nature.  Good firm grip, watch the target through the scope, squeeze the trigger gently, wait for the recoil.  Don’t hold your breath, just breathe naturally and relax, let it come at exhalation… squeeze gently.  The Sharps’ recoil sent a kick through his shoulder.  He blinked through the scope and saw that his target now lay flat on his back.  Blood gushed from the man’s chest and his lifeless eyes stared unseeing into the clear blue sky.  The young Confederate officer dove for cover.  The camp was a scurrying mass of confusion as he took one quick look back and disappeared into the woods.

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

 “Stark!” Heath knew instantly.

 

“My name’s Jack Donahue and I was in that Confederate camp that day, Heath.  I spotted you before you disappeared off the knoll.  I knew exactly where that shot came from because I was a sharpshooter myself.” Donahue’s nostrils flared with anger.  “You stinking bastard!  I bet you think that kill was the high point of your miserable life!”

 

“I never got pleasure out of killing anybody!  I just did my job.” Heath looked Donahue straight in the eyes.

 

“And you didn’t enjoy it?  You didn’t love the thrill of the hunt?  I’ve seen your Army Records, boy.  I know how many missions you took and how many kills you had.  Enough for the Yankee Congress to award you a Medal of Honor!  I got more kills unconfirmed than confirmed, and so did every other sharpshooter out there, including you.” Donahue cast a rueful smile at Heath as if disbelieving that there could be any other motive for killing the enemy.

 

Heath shook his head vigorously.  “No!  I never looked at it like it was some sort of ‘shooting match’ where the man with the most kills wins.  I knew my job and maybe I was one of the best there was at it.  But I never went on any mission with anything in mind other than winning that damned war.  The sooner the better to keep more Americans on BOTH sides from dying!”

 

Donahue rose from the chair and shook his fist in the air.  “Hate!  Hate, I tell you!  Hatred for the enemy is the only driving force in war!” The gray eyes looked wild for a moment and then Donahue beat back his demons and took his seat again, breathing heavily.  “We should have followed Gen.  Stark’s strategy and gone on into Virginia and joined forces with Gen.  Lee.  The combined forces could have pushed past Grant and joined Gen.  Johnston in North Carolina.  It would have drawn Sherman out of Georgia… It could have all been so different!  After Gen.  Stark was dead, the other generals had Hood’s ear.  They convinced him to go on the offensive.  Four days later we were crushed at Franklin.”

 

“No, Donahue.  The war would have gone on longer, but the eventual outcome was no longer in doubt.  Gen.  Lee knew that as well several months later when Gen.  Grant blocked his way into North Carolina.  Gen.  Lee could have chosen to fight, but he knew it would only result in thousands more useless deaths.  It was an honorable man who chose instead to surrender his troops at Appomattox.  I respected Gen.  Lee for that decision.”

 

Heath watched the wild gray eyes grow cold again.  On the battlefield, hate can eventually destroy any man – and a sharpshooter quicker than most.  This man is insane, Heath thought; hate has destroyed his very soul.  Any humanity he might have had was probably long dead, but Heath felt he had nothing to lose in trying to reach him.

 

“Respect and honor on the battlefield was the ethic that Col.  Berdan insisted on and it was the code I lived by.  Col.  Berdan wanted good, strong-minded moral men – the best!  Scalp collectors had no place among the United States Sharpshooters!  They were weeded out and sent packing.  Gen.  Stark was targeted because our Intelligence had learned of his strategy.  The Union brass believed Stark’s strategy would prolong the war by months.  I believed in what we were doing – that these efforts were defeating our enemy and that our selected kills of Confederate officers and key personnel were preventing death and carnage that the enemy would otherwise bring on my comrades.  The war was a terrible tragedy for the entire nation.  I welcomed the day that the war ended and I could embrace my Southern brothers once again.”

 

Donahue’s eyes did not reveal even a glimmer of comprehension.  “No!  The war is not over!  Even now, another great Southern Army is rising!  Robed in white, we will never surrender and give up the cause!  We won’t be forced to live as equals with our inferiors.  We will prevail!” The voice had risen and the eyes looked wild and maniacal again.

 

Heath had heard stories about the terrible crimes committed by evil men who hid their identities behind masks and robes of white while they terrorized under cover of darkness.  No, all that was once human in this man was dead.

 

“What do you intend to do with me?” Heath asked.

 

“You threw down the gauntlet that day you killed Gen.  Stark.  You came in behind Confederate lines and killed my commanding officer.  I have an old score to settle with you, Heath.  I intend to do just that tomorrow morning.  It will be sniper versus sniper in a fight to the death!  Second place in this ‘shooting match’ will be a shallow grave.  I have been waiting to complete this mission since November 26th, 1864.  I chose this area on your ranch because it is perfect for the hunt I have planned for tomorrow.  The ridges behind this shack are covered with trees, plenty of undergrowth, rocks, a stream… a sniper’s paradise.  We are two gladiators and those ridges will be our arena.  Don’t even think about trying to leave my happy hunting ground, ya hear?  If you try and double back and get to the ranch there is not enough cover to keep me from seeing you and picking you off on the way.  Then again, maybe I wouldn’t bother with you right then at all.  Deprive me of my hunt and I’ll ride straight back to your ranch and shoot the first member of your family I get in my sights.  Maybe it’d be that pretty little sister… Don’t make me have to drag your family into what only has to be our business.” Donahue took another drag from his cigar.  “This rain sure could ruin my plans though.  I’d be mighty disappointed if this rain doesn’t stop and I have to end up shooting you right here.”

 

Heath closed his eyes and focused again on the sound of the rain on the rooftop.  He didn’t want to look at or listen to the lunatic seated at the table anymore.  The rain slackened and the rhythmic patter on the roof finally lulled him to sleep.

 

He dreamed first of boyhood days in Strawberry.  Every day in the late afternoon, he’d take a little time to play before supper.  “Heath!” his mother shouted, “supper’s gonna be ready soon.  Don’t go runnin off and getting yourself all dirty.  You hear me, Heath?” “Yes, Mama,” Heath called back.  “I’ll be right out here.” He made his way to the woods and once behind the dense, green cover of the bushes and trees, Heath dropped to his knees.  He was a Patriot fighting for America’s independence and there were Redcoats everywhere!  They hid behind every tree, stump, log and rock.  He used his stealth and skill to avoid them.  Crawling behind logs, ducking behind trees and rocks, and inching silently through the underbrush he avoided being seen by them.  He was sneaking up on a British officer when his mother’s voice sang through the woods, “Heee-ath!” He jumped up.  The squirrel aggravatedly flicked its’ tail and chided him angrily before it abandoned the treasure it was burying and ran off.  “Coming, Mama!” he answered apprehensively.  Muddy circles outlined the knees on his pants and his shirt was a mess as well.  He frantically dusted off the loose soil, but the muddy stains remained.  He’d be in trouble for sure.  Mama just didn’t understand the importance of not falling into the hands of the Redcoats…

 

Dreams of pleasant childhood memories blurred into a dream of making his way across the countryside behind enemy lines during the war with his friend Charlie Whitehorse.  Whenever a mission required a scout he had chosen to be paired with Charlie.  Charlie was an Indian and excelled at scouting and woods craft.  It was from Charlie’s teaching that he’d finally mastered the art of stealth and concealment.  Charlie viewed sniping as a complex craft that required not only skill, but also total self-discipline, and an absolute awareness of every aspect of one’s environment.  “Every one of your senses must always be on the alert, Heath.  Keep your eyes open for any movement or anything unnatural that doesn’t fit the lay of the land.  Keep your ears open for even the snap of a twig.  Stop and smell the air for the slightest sign or scent of another human being.  If you don’t Heath, one day you’ll run smack into a Reb scout patrol out there.”

 

Heath dreamed of the lessons he’d learned and the habits he’d established that were a major key to his survival and success in many a desperate situation.

 

Donahue leaned forward on the table and rested his head on his forearms.  Soon, he too succumbed to the patter of the raindrops as visions of a bloody revenge whirled like a cyclone through his brain. 

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

By dawn the rain clouds had moved on.  The warm orange glow of the morning promised to turn white as the sun climbed toward a bright, clear day.

 

“Okay, Heath.  It’s time…” Donahue rose from his seat, walked over and kicked his prisoner’s leg before opening the door.  He then walked over to a bed.  He retrieved a carpetbag from the foot end of the bed and pulled out a dark green Union Army jacket.  Heath immediately recognized the jacket, distinctive to only the United States Sharpshooters that had resulted in their nickname “Green Coats”.  “You’re going to wear this.  You’ll be dying in it, too.” Donahue said as he draped the jacket over his left shoulder.  He almost simultaneously pulled his knife out of its’ sheath with his left hand and his Colt revolver with his right.  Donahue pulled back the hammer as he knelt by Heath’s feet.  His knife made short work of the rope binding Heath’s ankles.  “Now get on your feet and walk outside.  Don’t try anything or I’ll drop you right here.”

 

Heath pulled his knees to his chest, pushed his back against the wall and began to wriggle up.  He rocked over on his knees and then managed to stand.  He was stiff and sore and this effort had brought back the pounding in his head.  He staggered a little as he made his way out the door and blinked in the bright morning sunlight.  He wished the sky were still overcast; the bright sunlight seemed to sear right through his throbbing head as his eyes adjusted to the light.  Heath felt the revolver in his back as the knife freed his wrists.

 

“Now step over there and turn around.” When Heath did so, Donahue tossed him the Union Army jacket.  “Take off your shirt and put on the jacket, Yank.”

 

As Heath was doing so, Donahue untied his Modoc mare from the hitching post and sent her running off with a loud “HEE-AH!” “That’s so you’re not tempted to try to double back here and run off before my mission is completed.  Don’t forget what I told you I’d do.” Donahue sneered.

 

Heath watched the disappearing form of the galloping Modoc.  He envied her freedom to head for home and maybe… just maybe…

 

“I know what you’re thinking, Heath.” Donahue’s voice interrupted his thoughts.  “Even if she goes straight home to the ranch, they got no idea where to find you.  By the time they do, it’ll be too late.”

 

“Now what, Donahue?”

 

“Now the fun begins, Heath.  Sniper stalking sniper.  Just you and me in the greatest hunt of our lives!”

 

“So you brought me up here just to shoot me like some animal?”

 

“No, Heath, if I’d just wanted to shoot you I would have picked you off that horse yesterday.  I’ve found that anticipation is half the pleasure.  Reach in the pocket of your jacket.  I put something in there for you.”

 

Heath reached down in the pockets and pulled a single rifle cartridge from the right one.  Perplexed, he tilted his head and looked at Donahue with an unvoiced question.

 

“I intend to give you a sporting chance, Heath.” Donahue chuckled evilly.  “Adds to the thrill of the hunt.  Of course, I have the advantage of a whole box of bullets but for you it comes down to just one shot.  But knowing you got that one shot will keep me sharp.”

 

Donahue’s expression hardened.  “You’re going to make your way to that tree line over there…” He pointed to the forested ridge about a hundred yards behind the line shack.  “There’s a path that runs through those trees up across the ridge and goes all the way down to the stream.  A couple hundred yards in, right beside the path, you’ll find a Sharps rifle complete with scope, leaning against a pine tree.  It’s just like the one you blue-belly snipers used to use.”

 

Heath just stood there as if frozen.  This was a nightmare.

 

“Come on, War Hero!  Look alive!  I want you to give me a challenge out there today!”

 

The man’s crazy… Heath thought.

 

“Get going!” Donahue growled.  “I’m going to sit on these steps and have a smoke.  As soon as I’m done, I’m coming to kill you.”

 

Heath took one last look at the hard-edged face with its’ cruel, savage gray eyes and broke toward the tree line in a run.  As he ran he was aware of the brass buttons on his jacket glinting in the sun.  Just the kind of thing that could give his adversary an advantage… Heath had all the buttons ripped off the sleeves and front of the jacket and flung to the ground by the time he disappeared into the tree line.

 

Twin Ridges, they called this area.  Heath quickly recalled what he knew of this part of the ranch.  He knew this wooded area would taper upward in elevation until it reached a narrow crest.  The trees were more dense and the undergrowth heavier on the far side where the ridge sloped downward toward a rippling stream.  Across the stream another ridge stood like a mirror image of the first.  To the south, about a mile downstream, the ridges began to flatten out, kind of like a saddle.  It served as a good place for cattle to drink or ford the stream, but it was treeless, offering no protection.  To the north, the elevation of the Twin Ridges became more acute and the gully between them more narrow.  There was whitewater there and the footing was more treacherous, but there were rocks and trees for cover.  Heath had a rough working knowledge of the area.  But what had Donahue said?  “I chose this area on your ranch…” How long had Donahue been up here?  A week?  Two weeks?  Becoming familiar with the lay of the land no doubt… an advantage for any sniper.

 

Donahue watched as Heath ran toward the tree line.  He even smiled when he saw the brass buttons go flying.  “The old instincts are coming back, aren’t they boy?” He stepped back into the line shack.  When Donahue emerged again he was wearing his Confederate Gray jacket and carried a British-made Whitworth rifle mounted with a short 3.0X scope.  He sat down on the step with the hexagonal-barreled rifle resting across his lap.  He lit a cigar and savored its’ taste and aroma.  This would be his last smoke until he finished here today.  Donahue never smoked during a “hunt” – the enemy might pick up his scent and use it to pinpoint his position.  A pinch of tobacco in his cheek would have to do to curb his craving.  He stroked his English ladylove.  She had been the favorite of the Confederate sharpshooters.  Her twisted hexagonal bore imparted a steady flight to her unique hexagonal-shaped .45 caliber bullets.  Armed with a telescopic sight, the muzzle-loader’s effective range was 1500 yards.  At that range, she had already whispered “death” to her victim before the sound of the rifle’s report had made it to his ears.

 

Donahue took one last drag off the cigar and flicked it to the ground.  He put his rifle in its scabbard and mounted his horse.  He headed off in a gallop toward the southern crossing point of the stream.  He would then take up his position on the eastern ridge opposite the one Heath was on and begin his “hunt”.  The eastern ridge had the denser foliage of the two.  It had several natural snipers’ nests that afforded good visual coverage of the opposite ridge as well as the stream.  Donahue had left a few surprises on the western ridge.  Plus, he’d have the rising sun to his back.

 

Heath ran down the path that led through the woods down the slope of the ridge.  Just as Donahue had said, he saw it leaning against a pine tree just to the right of the path: a beautiful, custom-made leather rifle case.  He picked it up and ran his fingers along the fine-grained leather.  He unfastened the buckles on the stock end and pulled out a well oiled, mint condition Sharps Model 1859 rifle.  He had not held one since the war, but its’ weight, shape, balance and feel were immediately familiar.  It was like caressing an old lover.  He turned the rifle on its’ side.  A man could get off nine rounds a minute with this efficient breach-loader.  He took the cartridge from his pocket and chambered the round.  One round.  If he could effectively position himself for the killing shot, it’d be all he’d need.  One shot, one kill: just the way the Army had taught him.

 

Heath’s mind had already reverted back to the old wartime mentality.  His eyes took in every thing as would the big-game hunter of the battlefield.  The skills of the woodsman, marksman, and hunter melded into one formidable adversary.

 

Heath eyed the gently downward sloping path in front of him.  It was tempting to head down to the stream for a quick drink of water.  He was awfully thirsty and his throat felt dry and scratchy.  Donahue had offered him no water during his time in the line shack.  That was probably a deliberate, calculated move as well.  There was no cover on the banks of the stream so Heath quickly decided he couldn’t afford to risk it.  As he looked down the path, his eyes caught a faint glint of metal beneath the leaves that were strewn on the path.  He picked up a stick and prodded the suspicious indentation.  A bear-trap snapped shut, breaking the stick in two.  It had been placed in a small dug out hole so there would be no telltale mound and covered with leaves. 

 

“You’ve been a busy man, Donahue.” Heath whispered.  Best to hit virgin territory, he thought, and the more impassable appearing the better.  Heath made some deep footprints leading off to the left side of the trail.  He then stepped backwards in the same prints and leapt off into the woods to his right.  He didn’t know if Donahue would track him in or take up a predetermined position to start his “hunt”.  But just in case…

 

Heath headed off cautiously beneath the thick undergrowth.  He faced the inner struggle of speed versus stealth and concealment.  I ought to be able to move pretty fast, he thought, shouldn’t make much noise with the ground all soft and wet.  Concealed amid a thick growth of bushes, he laid the rifle down and cleared away the mulch of wet, decaying leaves.  He wallowed in the muddy earth, making sure the light tan pants were completely covered.  He grabbed handfuls of mud and smeared it through his hair, on his face, neck, chest and stomach.  Bits of decaying leaves clung to his clothes.  The only contrast was the whiteness of his eyes, which stood out like pearls inlaid with sapphires in a dark, muddy pool.  His camouflage complete, he picked up the rifle and moved deeper into the forest.

 

Warm damp air still hung heavily in the morning stillness.  Heath pushed his way into the brush, careful not to leave a trail of broken stems, plants or skid marks.  He tried to step only on the scattered leaves so that his footprints were only faint impressions, which required a tracker’s skill to spot.

 

The world seemed quiet as he moved noiselessly through the woods.  Just the occasional chirping of birds could be heard.  Heath paused often behind the cover of a tree or rock to carefully survey his surroundings.  Heath’s eyes carefully studied the terrain; he looked for anything out of place or changed by man.  His ears took the track his eyes took, listening for even the snap of a twig.  Smelling the air, searching for any scent that might give away another man, Heath scouted for a sign that would reveal Donahue.  He searched for alterations in the foliage that would allow his adversary a clear shot.  Heath saw nothing but green stillness, heard nothing except the natural sounds of the forest, and smelled only the earthy mildew of the forest floor from where he hid behind a tree.  Slowly and deliberately Heath pushed forward, cautious as he moved to another hiding place.

 

It takes a thief to catch a thief.  The thought passed from Heath’s mind as quickly as it came.  He was nothing like Donahue.  Donahue was a cold-blooded killer who needed to be stopped.  And if anyone could, perhaps it was he.  He’d match his skills as a sniper with anyone.  This situation was different from the war, though.  As Heath continued on what had now become his “mission”, he was well aware that this quarry was, in fact, a cunning sniper stalking him as well.  There was no room for error.

 

On the other ridge, where thick vines and tangled brush covered the granite rock that cropped out from the earth, Donahue hid.  He watched through his binoculars the area surrounding some rocks on the west ridge.  He believed Heath would head north from the trail and might choose this outcropping of boulders for cover.  Donahue hoped the “hide” would look tempting to Heath.

 

Every few yards, Heath scoured the ground ahead.  He searched for any sign indicating the presence of another bear-trap or any other booby-trap Donahue may have left.  He would carefully scout once again for any sign of Donahue as well.  He moved forward cautiously through the underbrush and wet, rotten leaves.  Heath suddenly froze.  He focused on the rock out-cropping thirty feet away.  Its perimeter was bare of trees or bushes.

 

Heath eased himself closer, trying to see how far the clearing extended laterally and how much exposure it offered.  He could not tell for certain, but he did know that if he considered this as a sniper’s lair for himself, he would have wanted closer coverage of bushes or trees near those rocks.  It would have alternate escape routes from it that offered good coverage, too.  The coverage within the rocks was good, but getting in from the trees or back out again was far too exposed.

 

I don’t like it!  Heath thought to himself… Donahue’s over there and he’s bound to have a direct line of sight to these rocks!  Without a sound, he moved off to his right and slowly began to make a wide circle farther up the ridge around the rocks. 

 

On the eastern ridge, the gray-clad sniper lay still, covered with ferns and vines, ready with his rifle.  But as time wore on, Donahue was wary of the possibility that Heath had detected the trap and was now moving in another direction.  Donahue scanned the western ridge again with his binoculars.  His predetermined hides had been chosen for maximum visibility and field of fire while at the same time offering maximum concealment.  He had moved carefully from one to the other as the sun slowly climbed overhead.  By this time, he should have seen some sign of Heath.  The boy sure knew how to conceal himself and move with stealth, Donahue thought grudgingly.  He’d been at this for several hours; the “hunt” should have been over by now.  But his bag of tricks was not empty.  I’ll get a read on his position soon enough… Donahue thought.

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

It had taken far too long in Nick’s estimation for Sheriff Madden, the Federal Marshals and a few deputized men from town to arrive.

 

“Sorry,” Marshal Logel addressed Nick and Jarrod, “we needed to wait for the telegraph office to open so we could send a message back to headquarters with an update.” Nick shot them a hot glare.  It was all Jarrod had been able to do to keep Nick from leaving before the Marshals arrived.  Jarrod felt responsible and the last thing he needed right now was Nick going on a tear with a dangerous sharpshooter on the loose.

 

They had all huddled by the barn to discuss how best to commence the search when one of the ranch hands galloped through the gates and reined his horse to a stop.

 

“Mr. Barkley!” Josh shouted.  “We found Heath’s horse!”

 

“Where?”

 

Josh Adkins had everyone’s full attention.  “We found her on the other side of the fence line above the North Pasture.  She was pacing back and forth near the gate like she was trying to make a beeline back to the ranch.  Avery is bringing her in, but he’s walking her.  She’s lathered down with sweat and all muddy like she had a hard run this morning.”

 

“Come on,” Nick said.  “Let’s go!”

 

Everyone mounted up and followed Josh toward the North Pasture.  They met Avery leading the black mare along the way.  She was limping on her right foreleg.  Nick swung down off his horse and walked over to examine her.  She was still blowing hard.  As Josh had said, she was soaked with sweat and lathered beneath her chest and between her back legs.  Her legs and belly were splattered with mud.  Nick looked over the saddle carefully and was relieved to see no spatters of blood.  He checked the saddlebags and found the poncho in one and the fifteen hundred dollars still in an envelope in the other.  He handed the money to Jarrod who put it in his own saddlebag.

 

“You boys say she was on the other side of that fence line?” Nick asked.

 

“That’s right, Mr. Barkley.” Avery said.

 

“Well,” Nick addressed the posse, “the way our various fence lines run, there are only two possibilities for her ending up on that side of the fence.  She either had to come from the direction of the Tangle Bluff line shack or else from Twin Ridges.” Jarrod nodded in agreement.

 

“Lead the way!” Marshal Ferguson said.

 

“Just a minute.” Jarrod said.  “Josh, you and Avery take the mare back to the ranch and have McCall bring the buckboard out to Tangle Bluff and, if we’re not there, on to Twin Ridges.”

 

“Yes, sir.” Josh replied as they rode off.  Nick was staring at Jarrod, his expression unreadable.

 

“We need to be prepared for all possibilities, Nick.” Nick simply nodded as he mounted up.

 

“Let’s go!”

 

The line shack at Tangle Bluff appeared undisturbed but the men looked carefully inside and out anyway.  When it was checked to Nick’s satisfaction, the search party headed off toward Twin Ridges.

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

Heath had been carefully making a wide circle around the area of the rocky out-cropping higher on the ridge.  He wanted to try to pinpoint Donahue’s sniper’s nest.  As he was crawling through some tangle and thorns, he began to notice birds pecking and scratching among the leaves.  Both farther up and lower down the ridge, more birds gathered.  Heath took a closer look through his rifle’s scope and saw what attracted the birds – grain!  Donahue had scattered corn and seeds in small piles in a line down the ridge and now birds had been attracted in flocks.  Their presence created a natural early-warning system that would alert Donahue to Heath’s whereabouts.  Donahue was certainly a cunning adversary.

 

Heath needed to get Donahue moving.  He knew that luring Donahue into the open would require a change in strategy.  Heath was going to have to let Donahue know where he was.  From the place where the birds pecked for grain, he could get a clear view of the eastern ridge as well as relatively clear fields of fire through a number of routes that Donahue might take.  But Heath also knew it would offer Donahue the same open field toward him as well.

 

Heath found a rest where a rock protruded up from the ground.  He lay quietly listening to the sounds of the forest, hearing the birds’ songs carried on a light breeze that moved through the treetops and rustled the leaves.  Heath could also hear a slight wheeze in his own lungs as he breathed in a slow rhythm.  He swallowed hard to clear his scratchy throat that felt so irritated and dry.  Heath squinted his eyes with each gulp, reacting to the soreness in his throat.  The muddy camouflage, which once covered his face, was now being eroded off by the rivulets of sweat that ran down his hot face, revealing his tanned bronze complexion and the flush that now spread over his cheeks.  Aww hell!  Probably caught a cold from that ride in the rain… Heath thought of his few conscious memories of the ride to the line shack.  He knew that the risk of a coughing fit only increased with time.  That would put him at a deadly disadvantage.  It didn’t appear as though the “Cavalry” was going to come riding in… He’d have to up the ante.

 

Heath took a stone and tossed it into the flock of birds.  The sudden stir of the bird’s wings flying up through the forest echoed to the other ridge where Donahue lay scanning through his binoculars.  The gray eyes shifted quickly toward the sound.  A cougar or some other predator might have sent the birds scattering skyward, but Heath might have done so, too.  Donahue smiled as he slipped from behind the cover of the vine-covered rock and stealthily headed toward another of his sniper’s nests. 

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

Donahue’s got to be there… Heath thought to himself after searching through his rifle’s scope every conceivable hiding place and seeing nothing.  From his low, prone position, he could only see the flat front angle that the fallen log and nearby rock on the eastern ridge presented.  They represented the best cover from which to view this particular opening through the trees, but there was no sign of a rifle muzzle protruding from behind either object.  “But where else could he be?” Heath asked himself.

 

A large tree grew to Heath’s right and offered enough cover to allow him to climb up and possibly see over the low rock and log.  Grabbing branches with his right hand and clutching his rifle with his left, Heath began to work his way up the tree’s trunk.  He hoped to climb up far enough to where he could point his rifle’s scope from a high enough vantage point to see if Donahue was indeed lying behind one of the objects.

 

Heath had climbed up about ten feet off the ground when the small branch on which he’d placed his left foot gave way with a noisy crack.  He reflexively started to throw his left arm around the trunk of the tree for a surer hold.  The stock of his rifle hit a branch and it was twisted from his grasp.  It ricocheted off several limbs before hitting the ground with a thud several yards from the base of the tree.  Heath swung by his right hand momentarily before regaining his hold.

 

The gray-clad man who hid behind the large rock heard the noises and peering through his rifle’s scope saw the flash of movements in the tree.  The sudden crack of rifle fire sent a surge of adrenaline through Heath’s body.  The bullet sliced through skin and muscle on the outside of his right thigh.  The sharp pain caused Heath to lose his hold and he dropped to the ground behind the cover of the tree trunk.  Heath’s leg gave way and he sat hard, crunching twigs and leaves beneath him.  The flesh wound in his thigh burned like a hot iron and Heath could feel the blood wetting his pants leg.

 

There was no time to think about that now.  Heath had to retrieve his rifle.  How long would it take Donahue to chamber his next round?  Do it fast!  Heath thought.  It was harder to get a bead on a moving target through a scope than it was a scopeless, open-sighted rifle.

 

Despite the sharp pain in his thigh, Heath leapt up and in a fluid motion had moved to the rifle where he paused momentarily to scoop it up with his right hand.

 

The crack of a rifle echoed through the Twin Ridges again.  This time, the red-hot poker lanced through the left side of Heath’s belly.  His stomach muscles contracted causing him to “crunch” at the waist and his left hand grabbed for his side, but Heath never lost grip of the Sharps rifle as he crashed into the cover of a thicket.

 

Donahue had finally had the elusive Heath clearly in his sights, if just for a moment.  In his excitement, he had “yanked off” on the trigger: a novice mistake.  The hard jerk Donahue had given his rifle’s trigger had bucked the shot wide and low of his center chest aim.

 

Heath crashed his way through the thicket, snapping branches and ripping the low-lying vines.  Pain and adrenaline drove him and for some moments his brain seemed only to scream, “Just run!” Then his brain flashed back to a deer hunting experience, which quickly replayed in his mind.

 

The large buck was standing still in a clearing in a three-quarter away stance.  It was not the broadside he preferred, but still a good position for a clean, fatal shot.  He instantly imagined the bullet’s path through the left side of the chest, hitting lung, heart and lung before exiting the right shoulder.  Should drop like a rock, he thought.  But just as he squeezed the trigger, the deer had caught his scent.  The old buck suddenly shifted as it started to bolt.  Heath saw the animal’s back arch like a bucking bronco when the bullet hit.  He knew that the misplaced gut shot meant he’d now be tracking the buck for a while.  Heath remembered how the sounds of the buck’s wild crashing and thrashing in the bush had helped him trail the deer.

 

Stop!  Get a hold of yourself… Heath thought, don’t make it any easier for him!  Heath stopped behind the cover of a tree.  He knew he must go back to the principles and practices that had served him so well in many a desperate circumstance during the war.  None quite this bad… he thought grimly.

 

Heath decided that moving back up toward the crest of the ridge and southward might give him a better chance at Donahue.  Blood had soaked through his pants leg and the left side of the dirty green jacket was bloody as well.  Heath knew that time was no longer on his side.  He had once held out the hope that if he avoided Donahue long enough a search party might arrive.  Now, he needed to move carefully but quickly.  Would he even have the strength or steadiness to take his shot when and if the time came?

 

Heath had made it as far up and southward along the ridge as his waning strength and stamina would allow.  He rested for a minute behind a tree.

 

They say that your life can flash before you in an instant.  Heath’s did, and as he sat there contemplating that it could end this very day, he thought of his newfound family.

 

Mrs. Barkley.

 

She had chosen to embrace him as a son – her son – from the very beginning.  She had been nothing but kind and loving toward him.  She might have easily rejected him and his claim and held on to all of Tom Barkley’s inheritance for her own children.  Ultimately, everything had hinged on the choice she had made.  She was truly one-in-a-million.  He regretted that he had yet to say the word to her.  “Mother!” he murmured.

 

Audra.

 

His little sister was beautiful, a little spoiled, and a bit rebellious at times.  But she had always been open and loving toward him.  He enjoyed her company immensely.  She had lived a life untouched by much of the ugliness he had witnessed.  She drank in life with an enthusiasm and innocence.  When he was with her, it was like he could recapture some of his lost innocence, too.  He could see the world as she saw it, if only for a little while.

 

Jarrod.

 

He seemed to have it all: brilliance, education and refinement.  But what truly set Jarrod apart were his principles.  He was nonjudgmental, fair- minded and possessed an unyielding sense of right and wrong.  He was always seeking to right injustice.  It’s men like Jarrod Barkley who make the world a better place.  He had been so proud to have a man like Jarrod call him “brother”.

 

Nick.

 

It was not until just this moment that he suddenly realized that it was Nick that he would miss most of all.  It was Nick that he had most longed to truly connect with.  For everything there was about Nick that grated on his last nerve, there was another side to the man that never ceased to fill him with admiration and respect.  The passion that he brought to everything that he did inspired Heath.  He had seen, too, the soft loving side Nick sometimes revealed to the rest of the family.  The fact Nick had never warmed to him… Well, there was no pretense to the man.  Nick was a straight shooter.  Nick had always been brutally honest about his feelings and Heath expected no less.  Even though it hurt…

 

Heath had lived a nomadic existence for so long that he had hardly dared to dream of a home and a family.  His mother’s deathbed revelation was the spark that lit a flame within him.  Tom Barkley was six years dead, but still he was drawn like a moth to a flame to that ranch.  Not for money, though his father had left a rich inheritance.  No, it was the wealth of family that he really longed for.  Did he have brothers?  Sisters?  How many, he’d wondered.  He longed to know them, love them, live with them.  Their labor would be his labor, their fight his fight.  He thought of a Bible verse in the book of Ruth that his Mama loved to read: “the Lord do so to me, and more also, if anything but death part thee and me.”

 

As Heath thought of how much his family meant to him, a new level of determination was born deep within him.  It had all been too long and too hard in coming.  Had he been given just a glimpse of fulfillment, just a taste, to have it all taken away?  Heath wouldn’t give it all up without fighting with his last ounce of strength and resolve.  He had been the youngest prisoner of war at Carterson and one of the few to walk out of that hellhole alive.  Grown men had dropped like flies.  Every morning the first order of business had been to remove the corpses of the men who had died during the night.  The men who died were no sicklier, no more malnourished, and no more injured than he.  Some even appeared to be in better shape.  They had simply quit fighting.  Heath had been born with the indomitable spirit of a true warrior.  Giving up or giving in was anathema to his very soul.  He’d fight Donahue; he’d fight Death itself until his last breath.  He still had his one shot, and he meant to take it!

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

Donahue cursed himself for his mistake.  In his excitement at having finally gotten a clear view of his quarry, he had hurried his shot.  He’d scored a hit, but he would have preferred to see his target drop immediately instead of seeing him disappear into the brush.  From the sounds as Heath crashed through the underbrush, he was headed down the ridge toward the stream and farther northward.  All was quiet again, now.

 

Donahue hurried back to where he’d tied his horse to cross over to the western ridge.  He would begin to stalk Heath in earnest now; looking for broken branches and drops of blood.  His mouth nearly watered in anticipation.  Perhaps he’d find his adversary dead, but he’d once learned first hand that a bear was at its most dangerous when wounded.  It was a lesson that he’d never forgotten, so he intended to use all care in finishing this “hunt”.  One must retain a healthy respect for the abilities of his foe, Donahue reminded himself.  Even at this final stage of the “hunt”, the tables could be turned in an instant. 

 

The sun shone brightly in the early afternoon sky, sending its rays down the ridge at Heath’s back and casting shadows downward toward where two cold, gray eyes squinted back up toward the crest.  As Donahue gazed up again toward the top of the ridge, something caught his eye.  He glimpsed a man half-crawl, half-drag himself to cover behind a fallen, rotting log.  Donahue squeezed his eyes shut and looked again, squinting to see through the blinding rays of the sun.  Donahue had taken a position behind a log which was well covered with foliage and felt sure he had not been spotted.  “But I have found you, my elusive young sharpshooter.  You are about to meet the real Angel of Death!” Donahue whispered with a smile.

 

In one smooth motion, Donahue raised the Whitworth rifle and tucked it firmly into his shoulder, steadying it with his left hand, which he rested on the log for added support.  He would not make the same mistake twice.  Donahue concentrated on the sight-post beyond the scope, but his target disappeared in the sun’s glare.  The bright flash in Donahue’s eye caused him to tilt and cant the rifle as he tried to pinpoint Heath once more through the short scope and deliver the fatal shot.

 

Heath’s trained eyes caught the flash of light.  Something shiny danced below, reflecting the light.  It looked just like someone flashing a mirror in the sun.  He remembered Charlie Whitehorse’s teachings, “anything unnatural…” The bright shimmer could only be one thing.  Carefully, Heath centered his rifle’s sight-post on the shimmer of reflected sunlight.  Heath released his breath and let the sight-post settle on the target, and as it settled, his Sharps .52 caliber rifle cracked down the hill, echoing through the Twin Ridges.

 

The shimmer disappeared and Heath could now see Donahue’s body where it had been hurled backwards when the bullet struck.  At the moment the back of Donahue’s head had exploded in a crimson spray, his suddenly lifeless body thrashed and kicked a dance of the dead before becoming completely still.

 

Heath made his way down the ridge to the body.  Donahue was lying on his back and Heath stared at the face expressionlessly.  The cruel, cold look was gone.  The right eye socket was shattered and the left pupil was wide and transparent.  It looked like a black glass marble.  It seemed to Heath as though a man’s soul drained away through his eyes, leaving only clear black pools where life had once been.  Heath took no pleasure in this and he squeezed his eyes shut for a moment as he turned his head away.

 

The adrenaline that had been driving him seemed to drain away as well.  Heath suddenly felt very tired.  Somewhere back toward the trail, he heard Donahue’s horse whinny.  He gripped the barrel of his rifle tightly in his right hand and leaned on it like a staff, his left arm clutched to his injured side.  Heath decided to make his way down to the stream for that drink of water he was so thirsty for.  It couldn’t be far.  Then he’d find that horse.  “Just keep moving,” he told himself.

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

 “Jarrod!  Look!” Nick was the first to spot the blue shirt draped over the hitching post in front of the line shack.  His spurs had dug into Coco’s sides and he was off in a full gallop before a reply could come.

 

Nick was already off Coco and holding the blue chambray shirt in his hands when the rest of the search party reined their horses to a stop.  The door to the shack was open and it was obviously empty but Marshal Ferguson checked inside anyway.

 

“Donahue’s been here!  I found more of his personal effects inside.”

 

Nick eyed the forest-covered ridge.  “They’re somewhere on that ridge.  Let’s follow the trail in.”

 

“Everyone be careful!” Ferguson warned the men.  “Donahue is sure to be armed and is very dangerous!”

 

Nick reined his horse toward the trail and galloped off in the lead without a hint of caution.  Nick slowed to a stop when he saw the scattered brass buttons strewn on the ground.  Jarrod rode up beside him as Nick leaned forward to get a better look.

 

“Looks like buttons off a Union Army jacket, Jarrod.  And those boot prints look like Heath’s.”

 

“That would explain the shirt if Donahue made Heath wear a uniform.” Jarrod observed.

 

“Come on.  He’s close.  I know it!”

 

The search party followed the boot prints down the trail until they veered off into the woods.

 

“Looks like he went in right here.” Sheriff Madden said.

 

“Wait!” Nick dismounted and carefully studied the slightly odd tracks.  “I think he might have back-tracked and went in over here.  Why don’t we split up?  Fred, you take these boys and check to the left of the path.  The Marshals can head on down toward the stream.  Jarrod and I will head to the right.  If anybody finds anything, fire off a shot.”

 

Nick and Jarrod weaved their way through the trees.  Jarrod scanned the ridge below them while Nick’s eyes strained toward the crest.  The elevation began to gradually steepen as they headed north.

 

“Nick!  Look!”

 

Nick whirled to look in the direction Jarrod was pointing.  He could see the body of a man sprawled on the ground beyond a fallen log.  The face was covered with blood.  Their hearts raced as they hurried down to where the body lay.  Nick examined the body and he could not help but smile even at this gruesome sight.

 

“The boy got him, Jarrod!  Heath got him!  HEATH!  HEY, HEATH!  WHERE ARE YA, BOY?”

 

The forest was silent.  Nick’s smile faded when he noticed Jarrod solemnly examining the rifle.  Jarrod considered the bloody stock and the lensless scope.

 

“What’s the only way Heath could have made a shot like this?”

 

Nick looked puzzled.  “What do you mean, Jarrod?”

 

“Stop and think about it, Nick.  Donahue had to be sighting his rifle directly at Heath in order for Heath’s bullet to pass clean though the scope and get him in the eye like that!”

 

Nick felt weak in his knees for a moment, the silence of the forest was almost deafening as his ears roared.  He regained his composure.

 

“Let me see that rifle, Jarrod.”

 

Jarrod handed over the rifle and their eyes locked briefly.  Nick’s hands trembled slightly as he checked the Whitworth for the presence of a round.  Both men breathed an audible sigh of relief when the unused bullet popped into view.  Their eyes met again and Jarrod could read the unasked question in Nick’s eyes: “But where is he?”

 

Jarrod fired off a shot into the air to alert the rest of the search party.  His mind was already racing over the best possible options for locating Heath.  Should the party split up and just fan out in all directions?  Could they make a reasonable guess as to the most likely trajectory of the bullet by the scatter of gore from Donahue’s exit wound?  Should they start searching for Heath in the direction the shot had originated from?

 

As Jarrod stood there lost in thought awaiting the arrival of the Marshals, Fred, and the other men, Nick was pacing around.  His eyes were searching the surrounding terrain hungrily, taking in trees, bushes, and rocks; scouring the ground…

 

That’s when he saw it: a drop of blood on a leaf.  The little spatter was no bigger than a raindrop and it was too far away from the body to have come from Donahue’s head wound.  Two feet further down the ridge Nick spotted another drop.

 

Nick’s heart raced as he locked on to the trail.  He was so engrossed in his single-minded objective that he did not even think to alert Jarrod.  Once he had discovered it, Nick had no problem reading the trail.  Heath was moving slowly, the right boot partially dragging.  Obviously, Heath was headed down the ridge toward the stream.

 

The ridge began to drop off at a steeper angle and the footing was becoming more treacherous.  Nick spotted the telltale skid marks before he saw the Sharps rifle lying among the leaves.  So thoroughly did the prone figure in the dark green jacket covered with dried mud and leaves blend in with the undergrowth that Nick may have missed him altogether had it not been for exposed blood-covered hand.

 

“HEATH!”

 

Nick rushed to where Heath lay underneath an umbrella of low-growing bushes.  They had stopped his tumble down the embankment and Heath lay there beneath their canopy on his stomach with only his right forearm and hand extending from underneath.  His face was turned away from Nick.

 

“Heath?” Nick was kneeling down beside his brother now.  He hoped to see the mud-caked blond head lift and swivel toward him or at least see movement from the right hand.  There was no movement or response from Heath.  Nick said a silent prayer and grasping his brother under the arms, he pulled Heath from beneath the bushes and flipped him over to his back.  Nick felt Heath’s neck for a pulse.  The pulse was racing, but it was there.  “Thank God!” Nick breathed.

 

“JARROD!”

 

Jarrod had already noticed Nick’s absence and had started down the ridge.  “What is it, Nick?”

 

“I’ve found him!”

 

Jarrod rushed down to where Nick was kneeling over their younger brother.  “How is he, Nick?”

 

“Not good.” Nick replied.  He had taken off his bandana and tied it around the bloody thigh to put some pressure on that wound and had pulled aside the front of Heath’s jacket.  “He took one in the side, too.  Looks like he’s lost a lot of blood.  He already feels hot and his breathing doesn’t sound so good.  Jarrod, we need to get him back to the ranch fast!”

 

Jarrod could see the fear and worry in Nick’s eyes.  He could hear the strain and concern in Nick’s voice.  “You stay with him, Nick.  I’ll go get the horses.” Jarrod’s eyes bore the same fear and worry as well as the remorse that had dwelt there since the evening before.

 

When Jarrod returned to the spot where they’d left the horses, Marshals Logel and Ferguson rode up with Donahue’s horse in tow.

 

“Donahue’s dead.” Jarrod nodded toward the body.  “We found my brother, he’s badly wounded.  My brother Nick is with him.  We’ll take him back to the line shack until the buckboard arrives.”

 

“I’m sorry, Mr. Barkley.” Marshal Logel said.  “We’ll take care of Donahue.”

 

Jarrod looped Coco’s reins around his saddle horn and rode back down to Nick and Heath.  Nick remained on his knees beside Heath, stroking the dirty hair and speaking words of encouragement softly.

 

“We can put him on Jingo and I’ll…”

 

“NO!” Nick’s head turned sharply and his eyes flashed with a sudden possessiveness.  “He’s riding with me on Coco!”

 

They put Heath’s limp body in the saddle.  He moaned a little and coughed once, but that was his only response to the movement.  Nick settled in behind his younger brother.

 

“Got him?” Jarrod asked before letting go.

 

“I’ve got him.” Nick replied as his strong left arm wrapped around Heath’s chest and hugged him tightly to his own.  Nick reined Coco in the direction of the trail leading back to the line shack.  Jarrod picked up Heath’s rifle before mounting his own horse and following.

 

Jarrod and Nick met up with Sheriff Madden and his men as they reached the trail.  Heath looked in bad shape, Fred thought, but at least he was still alive.  That was more than Fred had really expected.

 

“We need a couple of you boys to ride to town as quickly as you can and have Doc Merar to meet us at the ranch.  Tell him Heath has been shot.” Jarrod addressed Fred as the two men galloped off toward town.  “Heath killed Donahue.  The Marshals will be along with the body.”

 

Fred eyed the bloody, unconscious man.  “Clearest case of self-defense I’ve ever seen in my life!”

 

They arrived back at the line shack just as McCall was pulling up with the wagon.  One of Fred’s deputies ran into the line shack and grabbed several blankets and a pillow off one of the cots.  He and McCall made a bed in the back of the wagon as Jarrod and Nick carefully eased Heath off Coco’s back.  They laid Heath on the makeshift bed and wrapped a couple of blankets around him.

 

“You want me to ride back here, Nick?”

 

“No, I’m going to.” Nick was already settling in beside Heath.

 

The Marshals rode up leading Donahue’s horse.  His body was draped over the animal’s back with the ankles and wrists tied to the stirrups.  The Marshals had tied a blanket over the body and the blanket was saturated where it contacted the bloody head.  Drops of blood dripped to the ground.

 

“I don’t think Jack Donahue ever expected to die game in one of his own hunts.” Marshal Ferguson said.  “I sure hope your brother makes it, boys.” Jarrod and Nick nodded a silent “thank you”.  Marshal Ferguson had just voiced their most fervent prayer. 

 

The Marshals, Sheriff Madden and his deputies rode off toward town as McCall and the Barkley brothers headed back to the ranch as quickly as they could. 

 

Heath was trying to follow the sound of the voice.  The words were spoken by a voice soft and low; a voice that was strangely familiar.  How had he gotten so turned around?  He hadn’t found the stream or the horse.  Now, he was alone in the woods on a moonless night.  The dark forest was silent, but every now and then, he could hear a voice carried gently on the wind.  The few words he heard from time to time brought a message of hope and reassurance.  “… You’re going to be all right… I’ll get you home…” The words were spoken with such feeling and resolve that he knew they were spoken from the heart.  Just keep moving, he thought, go toward the sound of the voice.  He just wanted to get home after this ordeal.  The source of the voice could finally take him there.

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

When the wagon pulled up in front of the white-columned house, Dr. Merar’s buggy was already there.  Dr. Merar had been waiting inside with a very anxious Victoria and Audra.  He had tried to be of some comfort, but there was very little he could say to the worried mother and sister as they gazed out the window hand-in-hand.  The time had come to see for themselves what awaited them in the back of the wagon and they rushed outside to meet it.

 

“Heath!” Victoria cried as she peered over the side of the wagon.  The dark forest reverberated with the sound of a voice he recognized.  Heath’s eyes flickered open briefly.  He wanted to call to her.  “Mmmm,” he moaned.  His lips were pale and his complexion wan where rivulets of sweat had washed the dirt on his face away.  Victoria reached over and stroked his hair, which was stiff with dried mud.  Audra covered her mouth with her hands to stifle a gasp.  As Nick peeled away the blankets, Howard Merar climbed into the back of the wagon to do a cursory examination of his patient.

 

The young man was covered with dirt and leafy debris.  His body was already hot and feverish.  “Audra, go tell Silas to draw a bath.  Make sure the water is no more than lukewarm.  The first order of business is to get him cleaned up, then I’ll do what I can to clean out these wounds.”

 

Nick and Jarrod carried Heath straight up to the bathroom.  By the time they had Heath’s clothes stripped off, Silas had the bath ready.  Heath began to moan and thrash when his body was immersed in the tepid water and they began to bathe him.  “Be still, Darling… You’re home now… We’ve got to get you cleaned up… Be still…” His mother’s voice had reached him again.  Heath calmed and relaxed as he tried to focus on her words.  Victoria shampooed Heath’s hair and gently washed his face while Dr. Merar, Jarrod and Nick lathered and scrubbed the rest of his body.  The water quickly became dirty.  “Drain this water and run some more!” Howard said.  Heath was scrubbed and rinsed again before Dr. Merar was satisfied.  After the third bath was run, the water was clear other than a bloody pink tinge.

 

Victoria laid a clean blanket on the bathroom floor.  “We’ll towel him dry, Victoria,” Howard said, “if you’ll let Silas know we’ll be ready for the bandages and those instruments we boiled in Heath’s room in a few minutes.  He can bring up the poultice, too.”

 

Jarrod and Nick carried Heath to his bed and placed several clean towels beneath his right thigh and lower back.  Dr. Merar had carefully washed his hands and laid out his instruments, clean sponges and antiseptic.

 

“Turn him on his right side, boys.  I’ll deal with the more serious wound first.  He’ll need anesthesia when I clean out and debride those wounds.  Jarrod, if you’ll do the honors.  Wet that cloth with chloroform and hold it over his nose and mouth.  Not too much… you don’t want to put the whole room to sleep!  I’ll let you know if it’s wearing off and he needs any more.”

 

Dr. Merar began washing the wounds on Heath’s left flank with some soap and a dilute iodine solution.  “Why anybody would want to keep fighting the Civil War after all these years is beyond me!” He passed the bullet probe carefully in through the entrance and out the exit wound.  “Good!  I don’t believe the bullet hit any internal organs in the abdominal cavity.  Heath’s lucky.” Dr. Merar said.  “I just need to clean this wound out.” The doctor folded a small piece of moist gauze into a wad and grasped it firmly with long forceps.  Dr. Merar carefully pushed the wad through the length of the wound, bringing a small amount of dirt and fiber debris with it.  He grasped the wad on the exit side and pulled the forceps back out the entrance wound.  Dr. Merar reloaded another wad of gauze and reflected on his own recollections of the Civil War as he worked.  “During the war, we didn’t know anything about antisepsis.  Careful hand washing wasn’t practiced before operations.  We’d go from patient to patient with dirty hands and dirty instruments, wearing bloody, pus-covered aprons.  Just about every wound got infected.  Hell, we thought it was a milepost on the road to recovery!  ‘Laudable pus’, we called it.  We were working under what light Science had shed at the time… Joseph Lister began advocating antisepsis for surgery in 1865.  There we go!  I think I’ve got this flank wound cleaned out about as well as I can.  Turn him on his back, boys, and I’ll clean that leg.” Howard turned to Victoria.  “I’ll be ready for that poultice soon.”

 

He had instructed Silas to take powdered charcoal and mix it with boiled water into a paste.  Victoria spooned a generous layer of the moist paste in between two layers of thin cloth.

 

“I’m just glad that crazy fool didn’t want to duel it out with muskets and those damn soft-lead Minie balls!” Howard continued.  “Those bullets weighed an ounce or more and mushroomed or distorted like hell on impact!  That they made large, ugly wounds goes without saying.  And the damage they did to limbs and bones… seventy percent of the wounds were to limbs.  My God, amputation was the only alternative we had!  Wounds to the head, chest or abdomen were a virtual death sentence.” Dr. Merar shook his head.  “What a waste!  I’ve never believed that war was any way to carve out our nation’s future.”

 

Dr. Merar covered the wounds with the poultice and bandages to hold them in place.  “Clean around the wounds and put on a fresh poultice two or three times a day.  The charcoal paste will absorb any pus or fluids from the wounds.  I’ll check back in tomorrow.  Start with sips, but let him have all the fluids he’ll take once he comes around.  I don’t have any magic potion for that fresh cold.  Chicken broth and your herbal tea will do as well as anything, Victoria.”

 

The one constant in Heath’s bedroom throughout the entire evening had been Nick.  While the other family members were in and out at various times, Nick had refused to leave his vigil.

 

“Nick, I brought you up a sandwich along with Heath’s tea.” Victoria said as she placed the tray down on the dresser top.

 

“Leave it.  I’ll get it later.”

 

“Nick, I know you didn’t eat any breakfast this morning and you were riding hard most of the day.  Why don’t you eat something and get some sleep?  Even though none of us got any rest last night, you look particularly tired.  I’ll sit with Heath tonight…”

 

“No, Mother.  I’m staying!  I have to be here when he wakes up.”

 

Nick’s eyes held not only a firm resoluteness, but also a need.  Victoria’s mother’s instinct told her that he sought to finally close the chasm that had existed for four months.  Victoria smiled.  Yes, when Nick claimed a thing, it became his in every way.  He was now ready to claim his brother.

 

Victoria placed the back of her fingers against Heath’s forehead and cheek to satisfy herself that his fever was no worse.  “Alright, Nick.  Make sure Heath drinks his tea.  Wake me if you need anything.” She paused and kissed Nick’s cheek before making her way out and softly closing the door.

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

He was making his way through the forest.  He was getting closer to the sound of the voice.  When he broke from the tree line, he was standing on a grass-covered knoll.  In the distance, down below him in the clearing, he could see the front lines of Union and Confederate troops.  He decided to try and make it to the boys in blue.  Two lines of cannons fired at the opposite line simultaneously.  Gray-white smoke billowed from the cannon barrels.  The smoke did not dissipate, but hung low over the battlefield like a thick fog.  He was disoriented again.  Which way to the Union lines?  He couldn’t see either front line anymore.  The thick smoke made him cough and choke.

 

“Come on, Heath!  Cough… Cough it up!” The voice reached him again and it seemed so near now.  He kept fighting his way through the smoke.  It was beginning to clear.  A mist-shrouded form was very near.  The source of the voice that had led him through the dark woods was beginning to take shape.

 

“Nick?”

 

“I was beginning to wonder if you were ever going to wake up!  How ya feeling?”

 

“I’ve felt better…” Heath said weakly.

 

“Well, you’re lucky to be feeling at all!  How about some water?”

 

Heath nodded.  He was absolutely parched.

 

“Whoa, now, Little Brother!  Take it slow.  You can ride farther at a trot than at a gallop!  Doc said to take it in sips.”

 

Heath wasn’t quite sure why it was Nick of all people who was with him.  Had Nick really called him “Little Brother”?  Nick patiently held the glass as he slowly sipped all the water down.  While Heath rested from his efforts, Nick gently wiped his face and brow with a cool, damp cloth.

 

“We’re not done.  I promised Mother I’d get a cup of her herbal tea down ya.  It’s for that chest cold you got.  Come on, now.  Let’s get it all down!”

 

Heath took a sip from the bitter cup.  “Aaaagh!” As bad as it tasted it ought to be good for something, he thought.  He didn’t want to finish it, but Nick seemed determined to get it all down.

 

“Bad, Nick!”

 

“I know.  I won’t touch the stuff… I like enamel on my teeth.” Nick smiled, satisfied that he’d carried through Victoria’s instructions.  “Lay back and rest a bit.  I’ll clean those wounds and put on a fresh poultice in a while.”

 

Heath gave Nick a slight nod.  Nick could see gratitude in the blue eyes but they seemed perplexed as well.  Nick cleared his throat and looked his brother in the eye.

 

“I guess you’re wondering what I’m doing here.  I wanted to be here, Heath.  I needed to be here.  It’s time to set things straight between us.  I should have done it a long time ago, Heath.  I couldn’t let go of my anger.  But when I’m wrong, I say I’m wrong!  I shouldn’t have been blaming you for what Father did.  You’re the innocent party in that whole mess and the one who suffered the most because of it.  I’m sorry to say it took almost losing you to make me see the light.  The strange thing is, I’ve always wanted a brother who was just like you.  Then you come riding in here, a finer man than I’d even dreamed of… and I tried to run you off!  The night you disappeared, I realized I wanted to be your brother!  I was afraid I’d never get the chance again.  I prayed to God to give me another chance to be the brother I should have been.  To be the brother you deserve.  When we found you alive, I wanted to start being that brother as soon as possible.  I’ve been right by your side ever since.  I don’t break my promises, especially not to the Almighty!  I had to be the first person you saw when you opened your eyes.”

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

Victoria quietly opened the bedroom door.  She paused and listened as Nick’s words drifted toward her.  He sat in a chair next to Heath’s bed, his back blocking her view of Heath’s face.  He was dipping a cloth in a basin of cool water and wringing it out before wiping his brother’s feverish skin.  Nick was talking nonstop; his tone was soft and comforting.

 

“… Hank Watson has been bragging he’s got some of the best livestock on the entire West Coast.  I’ll have Jarrod wire him to hold on to them for us.  I still want first pick, but I ain’t going till my partner can come with me.  No sirree!  Hey, you know what else?  He claims he’s got one of the best stallions in these parts!  A big bay named Charger.  If he’s half as fine as ole Hank says, I aim to buy him.  Hank doesn’t even know he wants to sell that horse yet but by the time I get through with him, he’ll do it.  You’re going to see a master horse trader at work!  I was thinking I’d get that horse and give him to you, Little Brother.  You know, the best horse in this part of the country for the best little brother a man could ever have…”

 

Victoria moved to where she could see Heath’s face.  He was gazing up at Nick with that look only a younger brother can give.  There was a little smile on his lips.  His blue eyes, focused intently on Nick, were full of emotion and easily read.  She could see love, contentment, admiration, respect and an absolute confidence in Nick.  Whatever Nick was saying, his little brother believed it like the veritable gospel.

 

She couldn’t help but smile.  It had been the right decision to leave Heath in Nick’s care.  He had done more for Heath this night than simply minister to his physical needs.  There had been an uneasiness and uncertainty in Heath’s eyes since his arrival.  It was gone now.  Nick, and only Nick, could have taken that away.  Heath was truly home at last.

 

Victoria walked up behind Nick and rested her hands on his shoulders.  “Why Nicholas!  I never knew you’d make such an excellent nurse!  Good morning, Heath.  How are you feeling, Sweetheart?”

 

“I’m good.” He said simply but his eyes rested on Nick for a moment before shifting back to her.  Victoria knew exactly what he meant.  She leaned down and kissed Nick’s cheek.  “Thank you for taking such good care of your brother.  Now you’re going to go downstairs for breakfast and then you’re going to get some rest.  Now go!  It’s time for a shift change.  Ask Silas to bring up the chicken broth and more herbal tea.”

 

Nick handed the cloth to his mother and pointed his finger at Heath.  “Don’t go anywhere cause as soon as I get something to eat and a little nap, I’m coming right back.  McCall’s all set to run this ranch for two solid weeks without me!”

 

Heath started to laugh at Nick’s words as Nick walked out the door, but he only managed to start coughing.  Victoria frowned at the wet, rattling cough.  She stroked her fingers through the blond hair.  “My herbal tea will help break up that congestion.  It tastes very bitter, but it works wonders.  I think I’ll make up a chest rub as well - it smells ghastly but…”

 

“Awww, Mother!” Heath couldn’t help keep the pleading out of his voice.

 

“Heath Barkley, don’t you ‘Awww Mother’ me…” Victoria paused as the word hit her and tears welled in her eyes.  She leaned over and kissed his cheek.  “On second thought, it’s about time young man!”

 

“Past time… Thought I might never get the chance to say it.  Or to tell you that I love you, Mother.”

 

“I love you too, Heath, so very much.  Never doubt that you are any less mine than my other children.  You are the child born of my heart.”

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

Jarrod had been checking in on Heath throughout the day.  He wanted some time alone with Heath when he wasn’t sedated from a dose of laudanum or snoozing after his herbal tea.  When Jarrod opened the door, Heath turned and smiled at him.  His eyes were clear and lucid.  Audra looked up from her book.

 

“Audra, would you mind if I sat alone here with Heath for a while?”

 

Audra closed her book and gave Jarrod a knowing smile.  She rose and placed a kiss on Heath’s forehead.  “Thanks Sis.” Heath said.  As she walked by Jarrod, Audra grasped his hand and gave it a firm squeeze.  “Thanks, Honey.” Jarrod said.  Audra quietly closed the door as Jarrod took a seat in the chair by Heath’s bed.

 

Heath didn’t understand the haunted, troubled look that clouded Jarrod’s eyes.  It was unsettling to Heath and Jarrod could see the confusion building in Heath’s eyes. 

 

“Heath, there’s something I need to tell you and I’d like you to please just hear me out.  You deserve to know the truth about how Donahue found you after all these years.  It was my fault, Heath…”

 

“No, Jarrod…”

 

“Let me finish.  You’ll understand once I’m through.  You see, after the fight at Sample’s place I felt you deserved due consideration.  I voted along with Mother and Audra to let you stay on but I wasn’t completely convinced.  I hired the Pinkerton Detective Agency to conduct a full-scale background investigation the next day.  Pinkerton’s man in Washington, D.C.  had a fellow by the name of Ira Taylor pull your Army records.  Donahue had been paying Taylor to locate Union Army veterans as well.  Donahue had given Taylor some facts about you, Heath, but he didn’t know your name.  It wasn’t until Taylor pulled your records for the background investigation that he was able to match a name to those facts.  Federal investigators were hot on Donahue’s trail for a whole litany of other crimes.  Two Federal Marshals missed arresting him by only hours.  They rode out to the ranch that evening to inform me of Donahue’s intent.  That night you didn’t come home, Heath… I hope to God I never have to live through another night like that!  I kept thinking that you could be dead and how I would have had a hand in my own brother’s death.  And when I say ‘my own brother’, I mean it Heath.  I came to have absolutely no doubts about you and the irony of it all is it’s not because of anything that was in that damned report!  I have all the evidence I need right in front of me.  I don’t believe I could have ever forgiven myself if… I’m sorry Heath, sorry for my role in helping that monster find you.”

 

“Jarrod, there’s nothing to forgive.  You had no way of knowing about Donahue.  I’ve always believed that everything – everything – happens for a reason.  Donahue was a cold-blooded murderer.  He was insane and filled with hate.  The man would have never stopped killing, Jarrod, never… If ever there was a killer that needed to be stopped, it was Jack Donahue.  I never lost faith on that ridge that I could do it.  I got no regrets, Jarrod.  I don’t want you to have any either.” Heath’s eyes were solemn and sincere.  Jarrod could also see an unwavering conviction burning in them as well.

 

“You’re right, Heath.  Donahue has been involved in murders and lynchings spanning all the way back to the war.  I got a telegram from the Marshals today.  The Attorney General is pleased that Donahue’s decade-long crime spree has finally ended.  The boys in Washington think you deserve a medal.”

 

Heath gave Jarrod a little half-smile.  “Well, knowing the government,” he drawled, “they’d just find an excuse to take it back.”

 

Jarrod winced.  Poor choice of words, he thought.  But the amusement in Heath’s eyes at his own little joke showed he’d taken no offense.  The wheels were already turning in Jarrod’s mind.  Perhaps one day, with the right political connections, the Army brass might be willing to consider re-opening the matter…

 

“And Jarrod…” Heath’s words snapped him from his thoughts.  “Thanks.”

 

“For what?”

 

“What you said, about not having any more doubts.”

 

“I meant every word, Heath.  I’m very proud to call you ‘Brother’.  I brought the Sharps rifle home.  One day, I’m going to gather your children and all your nieces and nephews around and I’m going to take that rifle out and tell them the role you played as a Union sharpshooter in the Civil War.  If I know you, you’ll never tell!  I guess your big brother will have to claim the bragging rights.  At least that Pinkerton Report will have served one good purpose!”

 

Heath smiled shyly, but his eyes sparkled at Jarrod’s words.

 

“And when you’re up and around again, how about we take some time and do a little fishing?  Let Pappy show you how it’s done.  We may even let Nick tag along.”

 

“I don’t know…” Heath said poker-faced.  “After all, this IS a working ranch!  Sweat – everyday- no dry shirts around here, Pappy!  I got a job to learn…”

 

Jarrod dissolved in laughter at Heath’s delivery of the familiar “Nickisms”.  Heath couldn’t help but laugh himself.

 

“You’re a great addition to the family, Brother Heath.” Jarrod said as he rose to leave.  “I’ll see you as soon as I get back from San Francisco.”

 

 

 * * * * * * * *

 

 

Jarrod quietly cracked open the door to Heath’s bedroom.  Nick was there as he was every evening: with a book, or cards, or the checkerboard.  Jarrod smiled as he listened to them banter back and forth. 

 

“Hah!  KING ME!” The whole bed shook as Nick bounced up and down where he was sitting.

 

“Stop it, Nick!  You’re messing up the board!  Besides, it makes my belly sore.”

 

“Then you better quit losing, Little Brother.  Stop whining and crown that king… there you go!  It’s a wonder you even made it through Basic Training.” Nick teased.  “Your move.”

 

“What do you mean?”

 

“You were nothing but a baby!”

 

“Baby!  Nick, when I reported for Basic Training I was already hard as woodpecker lips!”

 

Jarrod opened the door and walked in.  They both looked at him and smiled a greeting.

 

“Well look who’s back from San Francisco.  So, Counselor…” Nick said.  “Did you get that land dispute business straightened out with Montero’s lawyer?”

 

“No, Nick.  It’s rather complicated and it looks like it may take months to resolve.”

 

Nick shook his head.  “I thought that you’d have that business finished in an hour or two.  What kind of deprived Law education did you get anyway?”

 

“Yeah.” Heath chimed in.  “What other classes did you skip?”

 

Jarrod grimaced.  They had formed an alliance and he was sure that this was only the first of many times that he would be on the receiving end of their jabs.

 

“Why Brother Heath, I’ll have you know I graduated summa cum laude.”

 

Heath smirked at Nick.  “And what did you graduate, Nick?  SOME… COME… LOUD?”

 

“Watch it, Boy!  I ain’t the dumb cowpoke in the family that got the brawn and none of the Barkley brains.  When I was a boy, the teacher always said I was special and she hoped I’d go a long way…”

 

“Well, Nick, I expect she’d have been satisfied with the next county.”

 

“You ain’t funny, Woodpecker Lips!  And it’s still your move.”

 

Jarrod laughed.  Perhaps they wouldn’t be on his case so much after all…

Maybe, just maybe, they’d wear themselves out going after each other.

 

 

 

THE END