Courtship

by Leona (Heathisforme)

 

 

 

 

Disclaimer: The characters and situations of the TV program "Big Valley" are the creations of Four Star/Republic Pictures and have been used without permission.  No copyright infringement is intended by the author.  The ideas expressed in this story are copyrighted to the author.

 

 

 

 

The divorce would be final in just a few months.  She was both relieved and excited about being free.  Janine knew the stigma that came with being a divorced woman but she didn’t care.  She acquired a newfound freedom she never knew existed if she had stayed with her abusive husband. 

 

Heath would never treat me like that, she thought to herself.  Then she smiled.  Heath Barkley didn’t care that she was divorced.  They spent every weekend together, going on picnics, riding, going to church and spending time at the massive Barkley ranch.  His family enjoyed having her there, but were wondering when they were going to get married.

 

Heath asked for her hand just last week.  While Janine was thrilled that a man like Heath Barkley wanted to marry her, she was enjoying her freedom.  She did not want to hurt him and begged for his understanding, so she smiled sweetly and answered his question with “Not now, Honey.  I’m not ready for a commitment yet.  I’ll let ya know when I am.” Heath smiled lopsidedly at her knowing that the time for her to be ready would not be that far away. 

 

Janine was just waking up when she heard a pounding on her door.  She looked at her clock, and noticed that it was only six am.  Wondering who it was at this time of the morning, she threw on a wrap and went sleepily to the door.

 

“Who is it?” she yawned at the door.

 

“It’s Sheriff Madden, ma’am”

 

“Just a minute” She wondered what the sheriff wanted with her. 

 

“Howdy sheriff.  What can I do for ya? Its awfully early” She yawned again and went to the cook stove to make some much needed coffee.

 

“I’m sorry for bothering you so early but the Cattlemen’s Restaurant was robbed last night.  Tom Harrison was murdered” said Fred Madden, taking his hat off and twisting it in his hands.  “I was told you were the one that closed up.” Janine was shocked. 

 

Who’d kill Mr. Harrison? She thought.  He was a nice man and treated everyone as his equal, not caring what their status in the community was.  He was just that type of person.

 

“Yeah I did.” She looked at him forlornly.

 

“I just came for some information..  I need to gather evidence while it is still fresh.”

 

“What kind of information would ya like Sheriff?” She just couldn’t imagine the chaos that Harrison’s death would bring to the town.

 

“Tell me what you did when you were closing the restaurant, if you wouldn’t mind”

 

When the coffee was ready, Janine poured two cups.  She set one in front of the Sheriff and thought about what she did last night.  “Well Sheriff.  I did the usual clean up after I locked the doors, ya know sweepin’ floors, doing whatever dishes that were left, filled the salt and pepper shakers…that kind of thing.  When I was done, I made sure that the doors and windows were secure and left to come home.” She was close to tears.

 

“You didn’t see or hear anything unusual?” The sheriff was trying to be gentle with his investigation.  He nervously rubbed his hand through his thinning hair.  How he hated this part of the job.  Having to ask questions and pass on such horrible news.  He had placed his hat on the small kitchen table and took a sip of the steaming coffee.  He waited patiently for her answer.

 

She thought about that for a few minutes before she answered.  “No I didn’t Sheriff.  I secured the restaurant and went home.  Mr. Harrison always came in early to start the cookin’ and bakin’ for the day.  I don’t know why someone would hurt such a nice man” She sipped her coffee, deep in thought. 

 

“Thanks Mrs. MacGraw.  I’m sorry to have bothered you so early.  I may be back to ask for more information.” With that he put the hat on his head and went out the door.  Janine closed the door behind him and let the tears fall.  She trembled as she dressed, the full impact of her boss’s death hit her.  She had to leave.  She needed comfort while grieving for her friend and the fear she felt knowing the murderer was still at large.  After making sure that the cooking fire was out, she bolted out of the cabin.  She knew that Heath would be the comfort she craved at that moment.

 

Heath was eating breakfast and discussing his plans for the day with Nick when Silas came into the dining room.  Janine was behind him, her eyes red from crying. 

 

“Miss Janine to see you Mr. Heath.” Silas announced.

 

“Janey, what’s wrong?” Heath wore a look of concern over the teary eyed woman standing before him.  She burst in tears once again.  Heath pulled her closer holding her till the tears subsided.  He gently pulled her away and stared into her beautiful emerald eyes, “Do ya want to tell me now, Sweetheart?”

 

“Oh H-h-h-heath!” She managed to get out, the tears threatening to fall again.  “My b-b-b-boss, Tom Harrison, was k-k-k-illed last night.” She choked back the tears.  “The sh-sh-sh-sheriff was at my place this m-m-m-morning asking questions”

 

Jarrod and Nick got up from the table at the same time, “TOM HARRISON WAS KILLED???? WHO WOULD DO SUCH A THING?” bellowed Nick.

 

“Nicholas, please lower your voice” demanded Victoria, “Janine is there anything we can do for you?”

 

“No ma’am” Janine paused for a minute.  “ I just wanted to be around friends for a bit.  I hope I’m not intrudin’.”

 

“Oh no, Dear.  You’re always welcome here.  You’re like family, we love having you here.” Victoria smiled at Janine then looked at Heath.  “Maybe you two would like to get some fresh air?”

 

Heath looked at Janine who hadn’t moved from his side.  “Do ya wanna go for a ride, Janey?” Janine smiled at his nickname for her.  No one had ever called her that before. 

 

“Yes Heath.  I’d like that very much.  Nick, to answer your question, I don’t who killed poor Mr. Harrison.  The restaurant was robbed as well” She choked back a sob and headed towards the door.  She couldn’t talk about it anymore, it was just too shocking.

 

The blond cowboy and the petite woman walked to where Titan, Janine’s appaloosa was and unhitched him.  Heath thought maybe a ride would help calm Janine down so she could gather her thoughts.  When they got to the barn, Heath turned and looked at his lady love, “I have to saddle Charger.  Then we can go.  Are ya sure yer gonna be okay, Janey?” He asked with concern.  She stood there, holding Titan’s reins and petting the velvety nose. 

 

“Yeah Heath.  I’m just stunned.  I don’t know what to say or what to do.  I’m sorry that I interrupted your breakfast.” She looked at him with tear-filled eyes.  Heath pulled her towards him wanting to help make the pain go away.

 

“I know there is nothing I can say or do that will help ease the pain but if ya want to talk about it, ya know I’ll listen”, drawled the cowboy.

 

“I know, Sweetie.  I appreciate it.  Thanks for bein’ here for me.” Her voice was muffled into his shoulder.  Then she chuckled and pulled away from him.  “Let’s go for that ride!” Janine watched with interest as he saddled Charger.  Within a few minutes he had him saddled and mounted.  They rode out quickly towards the North Pasture.

 

A few miles down the road from the Barkley fence line, Gary MacGraw watched with insane jealousy as his former wife rode onto the Barkley property.  She’ll pay for what she done to me! He thought to himself and with a wicked grin, no woman’s going to leave me and get away with it! He had sold all 40 acres that they had acquired together, gave her half the profits but not without some reservation.

 

She doesn’t deserve anything from me, he thought, then formulated a plan to get her back and make her pay for what she had done to him.  “It’s too bad that Harrison fella got in the way.  That should’ve been her.  At least I got some money out of that safe!” He grinned at the memory when the dark haired, portly man screamed for mercy when Gary MacGraw pulled the trigger and killed him.  He turned and rode out towards Stockton, a plan starting to form in his mind.

 

It was early afternoon when Heath and Janine rode back to the ranch house.  “Boy howdy, I’m hungry”, he commented.

 

“Me too, Heath.  I suppose we’re too late for lunch? I guess we should’ve packed a picnic.  I just wasn’t thinkin’ when we left this mornin’.”

 

“We can whip up a couple of sandwiches.  Silas won’t mind.” Heath looked at Janine and asked her tenderly, “Feel better?”

 

“Yeah I do.  Thanks for takin’ me for a ride.  I really enjoyed it and the fresh air was just what I needed.  I guess I should ride home soon” She really did not want to go home yet but felt she overstayed her welcome at the ranch house.

 

“Not until ya have somethin’ to eat first, young lady.  Then I’ll escort you home.” They dismounted and hitched the horses in front of the sprawling mansion.  Heath took her lily white hand and held it while they entered.  Janine looked shyly at him as they went to the kitchen to fix themselves sandwiches. 

 

After lunch, they went into the parlor to sit and talk for a bit.  Victoria and Audra came in and sat down as well.  “How are you feeling, Janine?” Victoria asked motherly. 

 

“Much better, thank you.  That ride was just what I needed.” She blushed in spite of herself.  She was thinking about how they were sitting at Lookout Point with his arms wrapped protectively around her.  She looked up at Heath with a grin.  Victoria didn’t miss the look that passed between the two of them and smiled to herself.

 

It won’t be long and they will be announcing their engagement, she thought.  To Audra, she said, “Will you ask Silas to bring us some tea?”

 

“Yes, Mother.” Audra obediently left the room in search of Silas. 

 

“Are you staying for tea Janine?” Victoria looked at her expectantly for an answer.

 

“Well I should go home soon.  I have some errands I need to run and see what is happenin’ with the restaurant.  But, yes, I will stay for tea.  Thank you Mrs. Barkley.”

 

Heath got up and stood by the fireplace.  “ I’m gonna take Janine home, then find out what information Fred has on this murder.  It seems strange how Tom was killed.  There was no logical explanation for it.” Heath was lost in thought. 

 

“Good idea “ came a voice from the doorway.  “I would go with you but I have a ton of paperwork to do.” The oldest dark haired brother sounded so tired.

 

“Jarrod.  How good to see you” Victoria got up and gave him a hug.  Jarrod, in return, kissed the top of her head.

 

“How lovely to see you pretty lady” Jarrod smiled to his mother.  Just at that moment, Silas and Audra walked into the parlor bringing the silver tea pot and a tray full of snacks for them all. 

 

“Thank you Silas”, and to Jarrod, she asked, “Care for some tea with us?” She poured the tea into the china cups and passed them around.  Jarrod and Heath each had a cup as well, even though they would have preferred something a little stronger.

 

After everyone drank their tea, Janine announced it was time to go home.  Heath got up and grabbed his hat still sitting on the table next to the door.  “I’ll ride with ya Janey” he drawled.  “I’ll be back soon.  Don’t wait dinner for me Mother.” He kissed his step mother on the cheek opening the door for Janine. 

 

“Thanks for everythin’, Mrs. Barkley.  I’ll come by Sunday as usual.” She looked around the room, said good bye to everyone and exited out the door that Heath was holding open for her.

 

After the door was closed, Victoria smiled to her children and said, “ I don’t think it will be long before they announce their engagement”

 

“Yes, I noticed that too Mother,” said Jarrod, deep in thought.  Yes, he thought, my little brother has fallen hard for that green-eyed beauty!

 

“Oh, won’t it be exciting? Planning for a wedding! I just can’t wait!” exclaimed Audra, clasping her hands together, already planning the nuptials in her mind.  Victoria looked at her daughter and shook her head laughingly.

 

“Audra”, she said in an authoritative voice, “We mustn’t say a word.  Let them announce it when they are ready.  Promise me?”

 

“Yes, Mother.  I won’t say a word.  But isn’t it exciting?” Victoria and Jarrod could only nod in agreement. 

 

Heath and Janine rode together in silence for a time.  Then Janine broke the silence saying, “Heath, may I go with ya when ya talk to the sheriff?”

 

“Why? There may be details that you won’t wanna hear, honey” Heath wanted to protect her from the awful details of the restaurateur’s death. 

 

“I don’t care! He was a good friend and I don’t want to be left in the dark about anything!” She was close to tears again and was trying hard to keep them from falling.  Heath looked over at her, and felt the need to keep her safe.

 

“Well, Janey, ya can come with me but I want ya to promise me to keep quiet, all right?” Janine looked at him, confused.

 

“Why? I want to know everythin’.  Maybe that killer was after me.  I HAVE A RIGHT TA KNOW!” she was shouting, unable to stop herself.

 

“Shhhhh…..Janey.” They had stopped by the lake and dismounted.  Heath grabbed her arms, shaking her.  “Janey, I understand.  Please don’t shout!” He pulled her to him and held her firmly.  She once again cried into his blue chambray shirt, soaking it.  “Boy howdy, Honey! I shoulda brought another shirt with me.” She pulled out of his arms and giggled.

 

“I’m sorry Heath.  I just can’t stop cryin’” she sniffled and pulled out a handkerchief from her shirt sleeve to blow her nose.  She hugged him again and said, “okay I think I’m ready to go now.  I’m sorry.  I’m such a pain today.”

 

Heath hugged her tight, loving the feel of her curvy body against his rugged frame. 

 

“Its okay I understand..  Besides I like it when you turn to me in your time of need.  ” She pulled away and looked deep into his blue eyes.  Without either of them realizing what was happening, they kissed passionately.  After a few minutes, they pulled away, breathless.  “Boy howdy! I mean I’m sorry Janey.”

 

“Don’t be sorry, Heath.  I’ve been wantin’ ya to kiss me for a long time, “ she admitted guiltily.  Then she looked at him and blushed.  “I actually thought you were gonna kiss me on the mountain today”

 

“I wanted to.  But I knew ya were upset, so I held back.” He was so embarrassed.  He hadn’t meant for that to happen.  “That was so nice.  But you’re right, we best be goin’.” They mounted their horses again and rode off towards Stockton, each lost in thought of that kiss.

 

After an hour’s ride they had finally reached Stockton and made their way to the Sheriff’s office.  There they found Sheriff Madden deep into his paperwork.  He looked up as the couple entered the room.  “Heath! Mrs. MacGraw! What brings you here?” he greeted them as he stood up, his large, six foot frame filling the room.  “Coffee?” He offered as he filled his own cup.

 

“No thanks Fred” replied Heath.  “We came to find out if ya found anything more on the murder of Tom Harrison.” Heath took Janine’s hand and squeezed it gently.

 

“No, I didn’t Heath, I’m sorry to say.  I haven’t found any clues as yet and I have questioned everyone that worked at the restaurant.” Janine looked dumbfounded. 

 

“Is the restaurant to be closed? What am I supposed to do?” Janine was threatening to break down, yet again.  Heath squeezed her hand gently to calm her down and it worked.

 

“Well, Mrs MacGraw.  I haven’t heard what they are going to do with the restaurant.  His wife is very distraught of course.  It’ll be closed until she sees fit to run it or dispose of it.  That’ll take time”

 

“Oh yes.  Of course.  How heartless of me not to consider her feelings.  I must go see her tomorrow.” Janine felt guilty of not thinking of her good friend’s wife. 

 

“Fred, ya need help with the investigation?” Heath needed to do something to help ease the pain that Janine was feeling.  The older man thought for a minute and nodded his head.

 

“Yes, I think I might need a little help Heath.  I’ll fill you in a little later” He nodded towards her.  “I think you should go home little lady and get some rest.  When we find something out, Heath or I’ll let you know, okay?”

 

“I guess so.  If you’re sendin’ me home to get me out of the way, then I guess I’ll go.  I don’t like it, but I’ll go” With that she stomped out of the sheriff’s office and slammed the door, frustrated that she could do nothing to help out.  She unhitched Titan looking towards the restaurant.  Maybe I can look in the restaurant myself and see about cleaning up the mess, she thought.  She tied Titan up again and started across the street when she felt a strong hand on her arm.

 

“Where do ya think you’re goin’?” asked a worried Heath. 

 

“I was going to see if I can clean up some of the mess at the restaurant” replied Janine, looking down at the ground.  Heath cupped his hand under her chin.  He pulled her face up to look at him.

 

“I don’t think ya should go there alone, Honey” he said gently, “the killer may be lurking around .  I just want ya to be safe.” He looked deep into her emerald eyes and got lost in them.  She thought about this.  She definitely didn’t think this through very well.

 

“Okay, Heath.  I just wanted to look around and clean up a little.  Will ya come with me? I just need to do somethin’.  I feel useless, not being able to do anythin’!” She held his hand tightly while he pondered his answer.  He looked over at the Cattlemen’s Hotel and Restaurant.  It looked so empty, no one coming in or out of the usually busy place. 

 

“Okay, Honey.  Let’s go over there and see what there is to clean up.  I’m sure Mrs. Harrison will appreciate ya doin’ that for her.” Hand in hand, they walked across the busy street and over to the restaurant. 

 

As Janine was taking the key out of her purse, they were surprised to find that the door wasn’t locked.  Heath took his gun out of his holster and went in first, not sure what he was going to find.  Janine stayed behind Heath, following him inside.  He motioned for Janine to stay put by the door while he checked the building out.  Finally Heath came out, bringing a teary eyed older woman with him.  “Mrs. Harrison!” exclaimed a relieved Janine.  “Whatcha doin’ here? I mean…..”Janine seemed flustered at seeing the woman in the restaurant.

 

“I just had to come down here.  I needed to do something”, she said hesitantly surveying the mess around her.  “I don’t know how I’m going to get through this” Janine put her arms around Mrs. Harrison and hugged her. 

 

“I came over to clean up.  I hope that’s okay.” Janine let go of the woman and looked at her.  “I was goin’ to come see ya tomorrow.  I’m so sorry about Mr. Harrison.  He was such a nice man.” They both choked back a sob, each not wanting the other to see how upset they were. 

 

Together, they worked to right the chairs and tables, swept and mopped the floors, while Heath hauled the broken safe to the back room and fixed broken furniture.  Within a few hours it was looking better and the ladies felt good for having done something useful.  “I don’t know if I can open the restaurant again.  But I know that Tom would want it busy again.  This place was his life” Mrs. Harrison said quietly more to herself than anyone else.  Janine put her arm around the older woman’s shoulders and squeezed.

 

“I know.  Maybe we can open it soon and have a day where we remember Mr. Harrison.  How does that sound to ya?” Mrs. Harrison looked at Janine in surprise at her suggestion.

 

“Why that’s a good idea! I will let you know when we can do that.” Mrs. Harrison smiled at Janine and Heath.  “Thanks for your help.  I was wondering how I was going to do this all by myself.”

 

“No problem, Mrs. Harrison” drawled Heath.  “Janine, I should take ya home now, its gettin’ late.  Do ya need a lift home Mrs. Harrison?” Heath ran his hand through his blond hair and replaced his hat. 

 

“No thanks Mr. Barkley.  I don’t live too far from here.” She reached for her wrap and her purse, then started for the door. 

 

“Well let us walk ya home then.  Its not safe out at this time of night for two beautiful ladies to be walking alone.” Heath winked at the both of them and offered his arms to them.  They walked down the street toward the Harrison home, not knowing they were being watched.

 

“Well, well, well.” Gary grinned, thinking that maybe he could put his plan into action soon.  Patience was not his strong point but patient he had to be so that everything would work out the way he wanted it to. 

 

“Soon, my pretty, soon! I’ll take care of ya and yer cowboy.  I’ll show ya what I think of yer leavin’ me.  I’ll take care of ya but good!” He smiled and patted his rifle.  “Nope.  Won’t be long now” He watched Heath and the women walk down the street.

 

As they strolled down the street back to the restaurant after dropping Mrs. Harrison off at her house, Heath turned to her and said, “Well, milady.  Time for ya to get home too.” Janine smiled and nodded.

 

“Yeah I’m getting tired.  Are you going ta come in and have a coffee before you go home?” They arrived at their horses and mounted.  They were riding towards her little cabin off the main road. 

 

“Boy howdy, I think I will” said Heath after a bit, startling Janine.  Janine grinned, riding a little faster. 

 

They rode up to the little log cabin, and Janine got off Titan.  Heath sat on Charger and said, “I’ll go put Titan in the livery and be right back.  Wouldn’t want ya to worry about it tonight.”

 

“Thanks Heath.  I’ll go fix us some coffee while I’m waiting for ya to come back.  Hurry!” Heath grinned, grabbed the appaloosa’s reins and galloped off to the livery to take care of Titan. 

 

Heath was putting the appaloosa in the livery when he heard a noise.  He put the saddle up on the rail and looked around.  Not seeing anyone in the large livery stable, he started to curry the horse, thinking about the day’s events.  Its been an eventful…..he didn’t finish that thought as he suddenly was hit in the head.  Just before he slumped down into the hay, he caught a glimpse of who had hit him.  He heard a sadistic giggle and “That’s one outta the way.  Now to find the whore!” Heath passed out then, blood soaking the hay beneath him.

 

Janine was getting worried.  He should’ve been here by now, she thought.  Well maybe he ran into someone and forgot the time.  Yeah that’s it, she reassured herself.  She looked out the window but didn’t see Heath out there.  She checked the coffee to see if it was done.  While she poured herself a cup of coffee, she thought about the events of the day.  She made her way over to the sofa to wait for him.  She smiled to herself when she thought about Heath kissing her.  A knock on the door disturbed her thoughts and she very nearly ran to the door.

 

She threw open the door and to her surprise, it wasn’t Heath that was standing there, but Gary, her ex husband.  “W-w-w-what are you doing here? H-h-h-how did ya find me?” Janine was beside herself in terror.  Where was Heath? Why didn’t he come back?

 

“Hi Sweetheart.  Miss me?” The large dark man sneered at her.  Janine cowered in fright.  She didn’t know what to do or what to think.  “Well aren’t you going to invite me in?” He pushed the door open with his rifle and sat at the small dining table.  “Get me a coffee, whore!” Janine got a cup out of the cupboard and shakily poured a cup of coffee. 

 

She glanced at the door, hoping her cowboy would be coming soon.  What in the world was Gary doing here? She just couldn’t figure out what he wanted.  She was confused and frightened at the events enfolding in front of her eyes. 

 

“Your cowboy won’t be coming anytime soon, sweetheart! I took care of him!” he laughed sadistically.

 

Janine glared at him, suddenly finding her voice, saying, “ Whatcha doin’ here? Whatcha do to Heath?” She found she couldn’t keep the fear out of her voice.

 

“I told ya.  He won’t be botherin’ us for a while.  Don’t worry your pretty lil head.” He was brandishing his rifle wildly around when he stopped and pointed it at her head.  “Now my pretty, we have some business to take care of.” She was really frightened.  There was no one to help her and she was trying to think of a plan to get away.

 

“What kind of business?” She couldn’t think of a thing that was left unsaid or undone.  The man just sat there pointing his rifle at her head, laughing menacingly. 

 

“You’ll find out whore! Just be nice to me and things will go as I planned them.  If you’re not nice to me then,” he pointed the gun at her, “BOOM…off goes your pretty little head!” He sneered at her and pointed to his cup, “Another coffee NOW!” She scrambled over to the coffee pot and very nervously poured a cup.

 

The man is insane, she reflected.  Now if I can get that rifle out of his hands and make it to the door.  How am I gonna do that? She had to gather her wits and be brave about this.  Oh what could’ve happened to Heath? She was really worried.

 

Heath woke up in the livery stable and tried to get up.  As a wave of dizziness hit him, he fell down hard on the hay again.  He tried again, finding that it was impossible for him to get up.  Come on Boy, he thought, you need to get up and see Janey.  He didn’t know why he thought she might be in trouble.  He just knew she needed him.  He fell back on the hay and stayed that way till the livery boy came in.  The young man and his equally young partner found Heath lying in the stable. 

 

“We gotta get him to the doctor, Hank” the boy said.  “Help me put him in the wagon and take him to the doctor!” Heath groaned as the boys struggled to put the large man into the wagon.  Finally, they got him situated in the wagon and rushed off to find the doctor.  After they got Heath into the examining room, they rushed off to inform the Barkleys of what had happened.

 

When Heath awoke again, he was in Doctor Merar’s examining room.  He tried to get up.  “No, Heath, you must lie down and rest.  You have a bad concussion” The kindly doctor, who had seen his share of the Barkley stubbornness, gently but forcibly pushed him back down. 

 

“But Doc..  I have to go to Janey! She may be in trouble!” Heath once again tried to get up.  Just at that moment Victoria and Nick walked into the office. 

 

“Doctor Merar! How is Heath? Will he be all right?” asked a concerned Victoria.

 

“When can we see him?” questioned a very upset Nick Barkley.  He was wringing his hands and pacing the floor. 

 

“He has a concussion, but other than that he seems to be fine,” reassured the doctor to his two worried friends.  “He’ll need rest.  You can go see him for a few minutes but don’t get him too agitated.”

 

Nick burst into the examination room, stopping to stare at his little brother.  He had a bandage wrapped around his blond head.  “Hey Boy! You gotta get better.  I can’t run the ranch by myself ya know! I need ya!”

 

At the sound of his brother’s voice, Heath opened his blue eyes and stared at him.  “J-j-janey! She needs help,” his voice was quiet but Nick heard him.  “I-I-I-I need to go to her!” As he tried to get up.  a wave of dizziness hit him and fell back onto the bed.

 

“Now, Heath, ya can’t go running around yet.  Doctor Merar will be angry if ya hurt yourself again! Ya need to rest.” Nick saw the pain in Heath’s eyes.  “I’ll see if Janine is okay.  Don’t ya worry”

 

“Thanks N-n-nick.  I think she may be in trouble!”

 

Gary was pacing the floor, pointing the gun at his former wife.  Janine was thoroughly frightened but tried not to let it show.  Suddenly she had an idea.  “Gary,” she said sweetly.  “Why ya here? Did I do somethin’ to make ya angry?”

 

“HA! Woman! Whatcha think? I’d let ya go without a fight?” He spat at her then laughed hysterically.  “MY GOD WOMAN! YA STUPIDER THAN I THOUGHT!” He lunged at her, intent on grabbing her, making her listen to him.

 

Janine just stood there, mortified, then at the last moment, jumped out of the way of his reaching hands.  She moved closer to the counter where a butcher knife was.  “But I thought we had settled that, Gary!”

 

I have to get that knife. 

 

She inched closer to the counter when suddenly the wooden door crashed open.  There stood Nick Barkley.  Janine gulped and made a leap for the knife.  Gary, startled by the door, whirled around to find a large dark haired man standing there.  Janine grabbed the knife and ran towards Gary, thrusting the knife menacingly towards him.  Gary turned at that moment and aimed his rifle towards the strawberry blond.  He pulled the trigger.  There was a sound of gunfire, then all was silent.  

 

A few minutes later, Janine moaned and looked around.  She sat up, mesmerized by the scene in front of her.  There was Nick, standing at the door, still holding his pistol.  Lying on the floor in front of her, was her former husband, dead from a single shot in the back.  “Oh Nick!” she cried and threw herself into his arms, “Where’s Heath? Please tell me he’s okay! Please!” She was crying hysterically not really sure what had just transpired at her little house.

 

“Shhh.  It’s okay now Janine” Nick held the sobbing girl, stroking her hair.  “Heath’s been hurt but he’ll be fine.  He’s with Mother at the Doctor’s office.  I’ll take you there shortly.” Over Janine’s head he looked around the room and saw Gary MacGraw lying face down with his tainted blood still seeping out of his wound. 

 

Heath was worried about his beloved.  In his state of mind, he imagined all kinds of things happening to Janine but felt helpless lying there in bed.  “M-m-m-other” he croaked.

 

“Yes Heath?” Victoria looked into his pained eyes.  She rubbed his cheek lovingly as she purred “Relax Sweetheart.  Everything will work out.  Just you wait and see.” She smiled her best smile.

 

“Mother.  Janey is goin’ to be worried about me.  Gotta tell her.  Gotta see if she is all right.  I have a bad feeling.” He started to get up.  Victoria put her hands on his shoulders and pushed him gently but firmly to lie down. 

 

“If you do that again, I will get Dr. Merar to give you some laudanum to keep you down!” Heath grimaced at the thought of that horrid medicine.

 

“Okay Mother.  But I’m worried about her.  I hope Nick got there in time!”

 

“Trust your brother, Heath.  They will be okay.  Before you know it, they will be back!” Victoria hoped her voice conveyed confidence that she surely did not feel.

 

Nick and Janine were talking to the sheriff about Gary MacGraw.  “I have no idea why he would go after me, Sheriff.  We are in the process of havin’ our divorce finalized.”

 

“I don’t know either Mrs. MacGraw but I’m willing to bet a hundred dollars that he is the one that murdered Tom Harrison.” Sheriff Madden looked down trodden when he said this.  “I’ll go to your house to remove the body and gather evidence.  Nick, you comin’ with me?”

 

“Yeah, I have to take Janine to see Heath and be right over there.” Nick looked at Janine with concern in his eyes.  She was shaking uncontrollably and was almost sobbing.  “Janine?” Nick asked softly, “I’ll take you to see Heath now.  Are you sure you’re okay?” Nick put his arm around her shoulders and pulled her towards him in a brotherly hug. 

 

“Yeah I think so, Nick.  Thanks for your concern.” She smiled a teary smile at him and said, “Let’s go”

 

“I’ll meet ya over there Sheriff.  See ya soon” The older man nodded his head at Nick and watched as they left. 

 

Nick held open the heavy door at the doctor’s office for Janine.  She looked frantically around the room.  “Where is he? Were ya telling me the truth, Nick? Is he all right?” Victoria came out of the examining room.

 

“Janine!” The older woman exclaimed with much relief in her voice.  “Heath would like to see you.  He is resting right now but you can see him in a few minutes.  Dr. Merar is with him right now.  Are you okay? Are you hurt anywhere?”

 

Janine looked at her hands.  There was blood on them as well as on her dress.  “Oh my goodness.  I don’t know.” She went over the basin to wash up.  She took the face cloth and tried to wipe off the blood. 

 

Nick watched Janine and his mother while Janine tried to get rid of the blood.  “Mother!” He said in his usual tone of voice…Loud.  Victoria turned and looked at him.  She gave him a disapproving look.  “Mother.” He said again, a little quieter.  “Tell Heath I will be right back.  Will he be able to go home tonight?”

 

“I don’t know Nick.  He has a concussion and needs to rest.  We’ll know more when you get back.” She looked at him, “You are going to help Fred?”

 

Nick nodded, “I’ll be back soon Mother.” He looked at Janine and said, “ You gonna be okay?” Janine nodded and gave him a grateful look.

 

“Thank you Nick.  I owe you big time.” She went over to him and gave him a kiss on the cheek.  She then hugged him, “Thanks for saving my life.”

 

Nick blushed and replied “Was nothin’ ma’am.  Was nothin!” He gave her a toothy grin and went out the door.

 

Victoria regarded the scene between Nick and Janine with interest.  The door to the examining room opened and Dr. Merar walked towards them.  “You can see him now, Victoria.  I have given him some laudanum to help him relax.” He looked at Janine and said, “ You must be Janine.  He’s been asking for you.  You had better see him so he can calm down a little.” He grinned at this statement.  Heath was getting too persistent that something terrible had happened to Janine. 

 

“Thanks Doctor.  I will go see him now.” She looked at Victoria, “Is all the blood off my dress?”

 

“Yes Janine.  I think it is.  I think that Howard should have a look at you though.  Just to make sure you aren’t hurt anywhere.” Janine gave her a look which said, I’m going to see Heath first.  Try to stop me.  Victoria chuckled and nodded.  She understood that look. 

 

Janine opened the door quietly so not to disturb him.  She stole quietly over to him and watched as he slept.  She grasped his hand, squeezing it gently.  He looked so small in that large room.  She looked around the room.  It was filled with cabinets full of medicine, pictures on the wall, along with Doctor Merar’s diplomas of Medicine.  There were different pieces of equipment aligning the outside wall.  She felt a squeeze back on her hand.  She looked down and she saw a pair of blue eyes looking at her, lovingly.  “Janey,” he whispered.  She brushed a stray hair off of his forehead.  She leaned over and kissed his cheek.

 

“Heath!” She whispered back.  “I was worried about ya.  Ya didn’t come back!” Her eyes began to water.

 

“I was worried about ya too.  I had a feeling that something happened to ya.  You are all right aren’t ya?” Heath squeezed her hand harder.

 

“Yeah, I’m fine” As Janine squeezed his hand, he pulled her towards him.  “Oh Heath” Her lips met his and they kissed.  “Heath you should rest.  This is not helping you.” She giggled. 

 

“I know Honey.  But I’m so glad you are okay.  Will ya stay with me for a while?” Janine nodded and held his hand till he fell asleep.  She rose out of the chair, going out to talk to the doctor.

 

“Will he be able to go home tonight?” She questioned.

 

“Not tonight, Mrs MacGraw.  But if he rests and doesn’t develop a fever, he should be able to go home tomorrow afternoon at the earliest.  I will be lucky if he will stay put that long.” The older man rolled his eyes and looked at Victoria.  “That stubbornness of the Barkleys is going to kill him one day!” Victoria smiled, knowing full well what the good doctor meant by that statement.  “Mrs. MacGraw, let me look at you and make sure you weren’t hurt.  You had an awful lot of blood on you.”

 

“But I’m fine, Doctor.  Honest!”

 

Dr. Merar looked imploringly at her and shook his head, “yep you and Heath make a fine pair! Both as stubborn as mules!” Janine smiled and let the doctor examine her.  He found a small wound where a rifle bullet had just grazed her side.  “You are lucky, young lady.  I’m surprised you didn’t feel this!” He patched her up saying, “I want you to rest.  I know you want to be with Heath, but you won’t do him or you any good if this doesn’t heal.” He gave her a stern look and said, “Go lie down in the examination room where Heath is.  There is a cot there but make sure you don’t disturb him too much.  He needs his rest too.”

 

Janine was too tired to argue.  She went to where Heath was lying and found the cot.  She lied down on it, falling asleep almost immediately.  Nick came in shortly after to see how Heath was.  “I sent word out to Jarrod and Audra, Mother” He put his large hand on Victoria’s shoulder, “Told them that Heath’ll be fine and not to bother coming out as we’ll be home tomorrow.”

 

“Thank you, Son.  Janine has a small wound in her left side but otherwise she’ll be fine.”

 

Nick watched his sleeping brother and his girlfriend.  “They really love each other, don’t they?” he whispered.

 

“Yes, Nick, they really do.  I wonder if they realize just how much?” Victoria put her finger to her lips shushing Nick.  Heath was moving around, trying to say something.

 

“N-n-nick? Where are you Nick?” The blond man was trying to sit up.

 

“Shhhh Heath.  I’m right here.  Now lay down Boy.  The doc’ll be angry if you mess up his stitchin’!”

 

Heath obediently lied down and focused his blue eyes on the hazel ones staring back at him.  “What happened? Did Janey get hurt?” He didn’t see that she was lying right next to him on the cot.  He didn’t remember that he had seen her just a few short hours ago.

 

“Janine is fine, Heath.  Look beside you,” replied Nick quietly and nodded his head towards the sleeping figure.  Heath let out a relieved sigh.  “She has a small bullet wound in her side but otherwise she’s fine.  Now you rest.  We can go home tomorrow as long as you rest.”

 

“Thanks Nick.  You’re a good brother.  I don’t know what I’d do without ya.”

 

“Me neither, little brother.  Me neither!” Nick put his hand on Heath’s big shoulder and gave it a squeeze.  “Now try to get some rest.  Mother and I will be right here if you need us.” Heath nodded, glanced at Janine and closed his eyes sleepily.

 

Early the next morning, Heath woke early as was his custom.  He turned slowly on his side to watch the strawberry blonde woman sleep.  He went over the events of yesterday in his head.  When his head started to give him grief, he closed his eyes and just lied there.  When the pain subsided, he opened his eyes finding a pair of emerald ones looking at him. 

 

“Mornin’.” She whispered.  She yawned and said “Could use some coffee.  How ‘bout you?” She grinned at him.

 

“Mornin’ to ya.  Yep.  Coffee sounds good to me! How’s ‘bout we get up and make some?” Heath started to get up.  Victoria woke up and saw that Heath was about to get out of bed.

 

“Heath! What do you think you’re doing?” she said in her most authoritative voice.

 

Janine couldn’t help but giggle at the look on Heath’s face.  He quickly got back under the blankets looking up at her sheepishly.  “Just wanted some coffee, Mother.”

Nick woke up then and saw Heath turning a shade of red while Janine giggled.

 

“Okay, what did I miss?” He looked at his silver haired mother, who was trying to hide a smile and shook his head.  “Never mind I don’t wanna know.  I’m going to get some coffee!” He got up then just as the three others burst out laughing.  “Crazy people.  Can’t figure ‘em out.”

 

“And how are you two feeling this morning?” Victoria reached over feeling Heath’s forehead.  “No fever.  That’s good.” She then walked over to Janine and checked her wrappings.  “looking good.” She nodded her head in approval.  “You two behave yourselves while I go talk to Howard.” Heath blushed a deeper shade of red.

 

“Yes Mother.”

 

“Yes Mrs. Barkley” The two younger people looked at each other giggling.  Victoria shrugged her shoulders and exited the room.

 

“Come here, Janey.”

 

“No.  You heard your mother.  If she was to catch us….” She giggled at the thought.  “Oh what the heck.” She climbed out of bed and pushed the cot closer.  “There that’s better,” she said to no one in particular.  When she reached out her hand, it was clasped by his large masculine one. 

 

She turned on her side and stared into those expressive eyes of his.  All she saw was the love he held for her.  “I’m so glad you’re okay Janey.” His eyes turned to concern when she had to turn onto her back, wincing in pain.  “Are you all right?”

 

“I’m fine.” She replied, not sounding at all convinced.  “I guess I hurt a little bit more than I thought,” she admitted.  “I’m sorry you got hurt Heath.  I was so worried about ya!” She almost sobbed at the thought that maybe he wouldn’t be here at this very moment.

 

“I was so worried about ya as well.  I tried gettin’ to ya last night.  I got hit in the head by someone…Who was it?” Heath tried hard to remember.  But try as he might, he could not make out the face that was haunting him.  It was all a little foggy yet.

 

“Heath? Gary came to the house last night.  He’s the one that tried to kill me.  I was so scared!” Her lower lip began to tremble as she recalled the events of last night.  “I-I-I-f Nick hadn’t shown up when he did….” She didn’t finish the sentence.  She shuddered at the thought of what could have happened.  Heath held her small hand tightly in his own.  He wanted to hold her in his strong arms and tell her everything was going to be okay.  The dizziness and the wrath of Victoria kept him glued to his bed. 

 

“It’s okay now Janey.  Everythin’ will be fine.  You’ll see.” Heath reassured her as best as he could, knowing it wasn’t quite enough. 

 

“How’s everyone this mornin’?” asked Dr. Merar taking out his stethoscope and checking Heath for any signs of infection or fever.  “I’m afraid you will have to let go of her hand for a bit, Heath.  Makes it a little difficult to check you out” The elder man chuckled when Heath blushed and let go of her hand albeit reluctantly.  He checked his pulse, his heart and lungs then finally his eyes.  “Everything seems to be looking good Heath.” He gently lifted Heath’s head and checked his stitches.  “I think if you are careful you may go home this afternoon.  BUT you are not to do a regular day’s work for a few weeks.  I mean it Heath.  NO WORK for two weeks!”

 

Heath could only nod and groan.  “I don’t like lazin’ around Doc.  You know that.”

 

Victoria gave him a disapproving look.  “You will do as the good doctor says young man!”

 

Heath sighed and nodded his head.  Nothing worse then having Mother’s wrath upon him.  He knew there was no arguing with her or Nick.  He would make sure Heath stayed in bed.  He heard a giggle beside him.  “Your turn Mrs. MacGraw” Heath could only smile lopsidedly at her with a twinkle in his eye.  Glad I’m not the only one, he thought.

 

Howard Merar examined Janine and checked the wound.  “Well it doesn’t look like any infection is setting in.  But the same goes for you young lady.  You should rest for at least a week.  No riding for at least that.”

 

Victoria looked at the woman who looked like a child caught with her hand caught in a cookie jar.  “You will stay at the ranch while you are recuperating.  That way I can keep an eye on you.” Janine looked at the matronly woman with a look of contempt.  “And I won’t have any arguments!”

 

Janine heard a manly giggle beside her.  She threw him a look that could kill.  “Shush up” she said in a voice that only he could hear.  Heath just winked at her.

 

Nick stood by and watched this scene unfold before him.  He chuckled to himself and thought, well this should prove to be interesting! Those two really deserve each other and God help the rest of us!

 

A little while later, the foursome were in the carriage heading towards the Barkley Ranch.  “Watch the bumps, MR. Barkley!” teased Heath.  Janine giggled.  “OW! I told ya to watch those bumps!”

 

Nick turned and glared at the passengers in the back.  “If you don’t like my driving MR Barkley, then you drive!” This elicited a few more giggles from the back. 

 

“Okay Nick.  I’ll drive.  I’ll guarantee I’ll miss most of those bumps!”

 

Nick had stopped the carriage, handing the reins to Heath when Victoria stated, “Nicholas and Heath Barkley! Stop this right now! Heath, you know you shouldn’t be driving and Nicholas you know better then to fall into one of Heath’s little jokes.” She was shaking her head at the boys who sheepishly looked at their mother.  Heath was a deep shade of red.  Nick picked up the reins again and started driving. 

 

“Sorry Mother”

 

“Sorry Mother.  OW! Janey will ya stop that?” Janine had slapped Heath on the arm.  The matriarch just shook her head. 

 

“What have I gotten myself into?” She leaned back and listened to the giggling in the back.  “Yep its going to be interesting.”

 

When they got back to the ranch, Nick drove up to the front door and got out.  He helped Victoria out of the carriage as well as Janine and Heath.  “Upstairs to bed both of you.” Directed Victoria. 

 

“Yes Mother.  Shall we, Janey?” He took Janine by the arm guiding her into the massive house.  They walked upstairs together, stopping in front of the guest room.  “I guess this is where we part dear lady.”

 

Janine giggled, her side was starting to hurt.  “I guess so.  Oh Heath.  I don’t want to go just yet.” She looked bereft at him.  He took the hint giving her a kiss on the cheek. 

 

He opened the door to her room and said “You’d better go lie down.  You are as white as a ghost.” He stroked her cheek lovingly.  “I will come see you soon”

 

“All right Heath.  I’m kinda tired.  All that giggling wears a person out!” They smiled at each other.  “You go get some rest too, okay, Sweetheart?”

 

“Talk to you in a while my pretty!” After taking one last look at her, he walked slowly towards his room.  His head was beginning to hurt and he was starting to feel dizzy once again.

 

A few days later both Heath and Janine were beginning to be bored of their beds.  They hadn’t seen each other since they got home, and one was missing the other.  Of course, they sent messages through various Barkley residents, but that wasn’t enough.  Besides they felt the others were getting a little tired of being messengers.  When Victoria and Audra left for the day, they told Silas to keep an eye on the injured people.  Not to let them out of bed unless they had to go to the bathroom.  Silas agreed but knew he couldn’t keep an eye on them all day.  He had his own chores to do. 

 

Watching out the window, Janine made sure that the ladies were gone before she put her plan into motion.  I’ve had enough of this bed.  I’m sure a little stroll down the hall to Heath’s room won’t kill me! she giggled to herself. 

 

Heath was getting restless lying in his bed.  He was tossing and turning when he heard a rap on his door.  “Yeah.” He said to the door.  He was surprised when in walked Janine.  “Janey! What are ya doing outta bed?” He started to get up.

 

“Oh don’t get up.  I just came in for a minute before Silas comes in.  I’m so bored! How ya doin’?” she inquired of him.

 

“Much better now that you are here.  Even though you shouldn’t be,” he scolded.  He smiled taking her hand.  “I’m bored too.  I’m glad you came.  I was just thinkin’ I wanted to come see ya too.” Janine sat on the edge of the bed, looking about the room.  Heath sat up, patted the bed so that she could sit next to him.  “Now who says we aren’t restin’?” Janine blushed, placing her head on his chest.  She lied there for a while basking in the comfort of his strong, muscular arms.  She turned to look up at him and was met by his lips. 

 

“Boy howdy, Janey! Keep that up and I’ll want to be married tomorrow!” He smiled at her and kissed her again.  Janey never felt so loved in all her life.  She wanted to be married to this man, right now!

 

“I love you Heath” she blurted out.  She smiled at him, blushing.

 

“I love you too Janine” He gathered her up in his arms, kissing her soundly.  “I think you better go back to your room, Janey, before Silas comes up here.” He didn’t want her to leave yet.  “Next time I’m comin to see ya!”

 

Janine snuggled down into his arms.  “I don’t want to leave yet.” She moaned.  “But you’re right.  I’d better.  Wanna walk me to my room?” She looked up at him lovingly.

 

“Yeah I do! I have to get outta this bed! Even for a little stroll down the hall!” They got out of the bed, and walked out the door.  They didn’t see that Silas was coming up the back stairs to bring them lunch.

 

“Mr. Heath! Mrs. MacGraw! Whatever are ya doing outta bed? You know what Mrs. Barkley is gonna say!” They looked guiltily at the black man. 

 

“Will it hurt to eat lunch with each other, will it? We’ve been cooped up in our rooms far too long!” Silas sighed and relented. 

 

“Okay but ya hurry back to your own room, ya hear?” They both nodded, heading off to Janine’s room.

 

A few hours later, Victoria and Audra arrived home from their trip into Stockton.  They did all their errands plus found time to do a little shopping.  Audra was excitedly explaining to Nick and Jarrod, who had both come in at the same time, about the new dress she had just purchased.  “Its green with light yellow stripes.  It has lace around the collar and cuffs.  Its simply breathtaking.” She glanced at the men who were standing at the bottom of the staircase, holding the women’s packages, not paying attention to Audra’s ramblings.  “Mother, they aren’t paying attention to me!”

 

Victoria observed her daughter lovingly.  She loved her daughter very much but at times she was spoiled beyond belief.  Audra was often child like in her actions but was very grown up in her work at the orphanage, church , and other organizations that she set her heart upon.  She had the admiration of every eligible bachelor in town which kept her brothers quite busy protecting her from them.

 

“Audra,” she gently guided her daughter up the grand staircase.  “They are men and aren’t up to date on the latest fashions.  Why don’t we look in on Heath and Janine and see if they are up to having supper with us tonight?”

 

“All right Mother.  I can tell Janine about the lovely dress I bought.  At least she’ll appreciate good taste!” The older Barkley brothers rolled their eyes and sighed knowing their sister would never change.  They followed the ladies up the stairs depositing the packages in Audra’s room. 

 

Heath had gone back to his room and was reading a dime novel when Victoria opened the door.  “Heath, sweetheart, how are you feeling?” she checked his forehead for a temperature.  When finding it cool to the touch he was rewarded with a smile, asking, “Do you want to come downstairs for supper tonight?”

 

“Boy howdy, Mother, what a question! Of course I do! I’m so tired of being stuck in this bed, I think I am growing roots.” When he threw her a lopsided grin, Victoria couldn’t help but smile.

 

“And how is Janine today?” She stared at Heath intently.

 

“She is……” Heath started, then blushed.  “Mother, how do you know these things?”

 

Victoria smiled and answered, “Heath I know you care for her a great deal.  There was no one to stop you or her from seeing each other today.  And judging from that smile on your face that’s just what you did.” When Heath could not deny her accusation, he just nodded.

 

“Now I know you are feeling okay.  Get dressed and come downstairs.  A change of scenery will do you both good!” She left the room so he could get dressed in private.

 

Janine was lying in bed, thinking about Heath.  She was in a daze about her feelings towards him.  She loved him that was true but was she ready to marry him.  The divorce would be final in two months.  She enjoyed her freedom, but it was a lonely existence.  No one to talk to when she came home, no one to cook meals for.  Yes, maybe she was ready for marriage, and she would tell Heath so the next time he asked. 

 

Boy howdy he will be surprised to hear a yes answer instead of no! She was deep in thought when the door opened.  Victoria came sweeping into the room, sitting in the chair that was next to the bed.

 

“How are you feeling, dear?” She was concerned for the girl lying in bed.

 

“I’m fine” Janine answered in a small voice.

 

“What’s wrong, Janine? Did something happen between you and Heath today?” Janine looked at her in surprise.  “Yes, dear, I know that you and Heath saw each other today, don’t look so surprised.  I’m surprised that you lasted this long without seeing each other!” Victoria smiled at the girl. 

 

“Oh, Mrs. Barkley! I’m so confused.  I love Heath so much.  I want to marry him but I’m frightened.” Janine stared up at Victoria with such a forlorn look, that Victoria took her hand.

 

“I know Janine.  Its such a hard decision.  But look into your heart.  Your heart will always tell you what’s right and what’s wrong.  When you are with Heath, what do you feel?”

 

“I feel as if everything is going to be all right.  I feel protected….” She started to say and blushed.  “I shouldn’t be talking to you about this.  But thank you Mrs. Barkley, for the advice.”

 

“It’s all right, dear.  Talk to Heath.  Tell him how you feel.  He will understand.” She gave Janine an understanding smile.  “How about coming downstairs for supper and a change of scenery?”

 

“OH YES!” she covered her mouth with her hand saying a little quieter, “yes I would like that very much.” Victoria grinned and left the room. 

 

Supper that night was a noisy affair.  Audra was describing the trip to town right down to the people they saw, not caring that no one was listening to her.  Nick was trying to get a word in to Heath about what was happening around the ranch.  Jarrod was trying to explain to Janine about his newest case and how it was coming along. 

 

Victoria watched all of this with wonderment in her eyes.  My children she thought.  What a blessing this house brings us with a wedding coming soon.  You would be so proud Tom.  So proud of all your children.  She smiled at the scene around the table and ate her supper savoring every minute.

 

After supper, they all adjoined in the billiard room for drinks and conversation before bed.  Heath and Janine followed them in, each lost in their own thoughts.  Heath took a drink and observed Janine while she made conversation with the Barkley women.  Janine looked up from her conversation finding Heath observing her.  With a nod of his head he motioned towards the door.  She nodded, excusing herself from the conversation.  She rose off the sofa following her love out the door.  Eight pairs of eyes followed them as they left the room. 

 

They walked purposely towards the barn.  They stopped at the piled hay bales and sat down.  They clasped hands, not saying a word to each other.  They were enjoying the fresh air after being cooped up for so long.  Finally Janine broke the silence by quietly saying, “I feel so comfortable being here.  Its like I’ve been here forever.” Heath moved closer to her, feeling her warmth and put his arm around her shoulders.  “Heath I think we need to talk.”

 

The blond cowboy drew in his breath at that moment.  He panicked, hoping what she wanted to talk about wasn’t bad.  He had a horrible feeling in his stomach.  “All right Honey.  What do we need to talk about?” he asked, sounding more confident then he felt.  Janine turned her body so she was facing him, grasping his hand.

 

“Heath, I love you very much” She searched his face, looking for a way to explain her feelings to him.  Heath clasped her hand tighter.  “I know you’ve asked me many times to marry you and I always gave you a no answer.  I’ve been frightened Heath.  Really frightened about what the future holds for us.  But sitting here, holding your hand, you make me feel safe, warm and loved.  I love you for that.  I love how you make me laugh.  I love the way you make me feel when I’m near you.  Heck Heath, if you ask me to marry you again I may just say yes!” she added boldly.  She looked down at her feet, feeling embarrassed.

 

“Boy howdy Janey! I thought you were going to say something else!” laughed a relieved Heath Barkley.  He felt like the luckiest man alive. 

 

Janine looked at him strangely and asked him, “What did you think I was going to say?” She pulled her hand away and looked at him.  “Heath, what did you think I was going to say?”

 

Now it was Heath’s turn to be embarrassed.  “ Honey, I thought things had changed.  I thought you were going to tell me that you didn’t want to marry me.” Janine boldly put her arms around his neck and drew him closer to her.

 

“Oh honey.  How could you think that? I told you this afternoon I loved you.  You silly goose!” She found his lips and kissed him longingly.  “I love you” she whispered.

 

“I love you Janey.  For now and always!” They sat on the hay bales, kissing, hugging, caressing when Janine suddenly pulled away.  “What’s wrong Janey? I didn’t go too far did I?” Janine almost burst out laughing at the hurt look on his handsome face.

 

“No honey, you didn’t.  But I meant to tell you something.” She looked sheepishly at him.  He looked at her patiently waiting for the important information she had for him.  She pushed him away and stood up.  She grabbed his callused, masculine hand and pulled him up.  “I want to tell you that, I will not say yes to your proposal until you ask me properly with a ring and everything!” Heath burst out laughing.

 

“Honey, you gotta quit doing that! You scare me.” He grabbed her and planted a kiss on her cheek.  “You just wait my love, you just wait!”

 

A month later, Janine was at her cabin, getting ready for the get together that Mrs. Harrison had planned in memory of her husband.  She still felt a little guilty that such a nice man was killed because of her but Heath had reassured her it wasn’t her fault.  She couldn’t have known that Gary would be that vindictive and go after her. 

 

Heath was to pick her up at seven.  Janine was almost ready, just needed to put her jewelry on.  She was just putting on her necklace when she heard a knock at the door.  “Who is it?” she asked, knowing full well who was at the door.

 

“Open it up and you shall see” came the reply.  She giggled opening the door.  There was Heath on a bent knee holding a box.  “Will you marry me my pretty” He looked so handsome looking up at her with his beautiful blue eyes and in his Sunday best.

 

“Oh Heath” she said grabbing his hand.  “You are so wonderful.  Of course I’ll marry you!” She pulled him up from his place on the stoop and kissed him.  “I love you”

 

“I love you Janine Marie MacGraw! You just made me the happiest man in the world!” With that he placed the ring, made of gold with four little diamonds surrounded by small sapphires, on her left ring finger and kissed the inside of her hand.  They held each other outside the door when suddenly they realized where they were.

 

“Are you ready to go my pretty?” he asked looking deep into her eyes.

 

“Yes Heath.  Just let me grab my wrap and we can go!” She threw on her wrap and went outside to where Heath was waiting beside the buggy.  He helped her in then got in himself.  She smiled at him shyly as they drove towards the restaurant.  She looked down at the ring that adorned her finger. 

 

Yep I’m the luckiest girl alive! She grinned and snuggled closer to her fiancé.

 

 

 

THE END