THE WEAKER VESSEL / Parts 27-40

by Mrs NickB

                                                                                      

 

 

Disclaimer: The characters and situations of the TV program "Big Valley" are the creations of Four Star/Republic Pictures and have been used without permission.  No copyright infringement is intended by the author.  The ideas expressed in this story are copyrighted to the author.

 

 

 

'The Weaker Vessel' was written in collaboration with 'The Voyage' by Abigail of Dreamers.  In the interest of story flow, excerpts from 'The Voyage' (posted in blue) will be interspersed within 'The Weaker Vessel' and are used with the permission of the author.

 

 

 

Part 27

 

Heath looked over at his fishing companion.  She was leaned up against a tree in a dress that used to be a medium shade gray and was now covered with dirt and bits of leaves and wet up to her knee.  Yet she hadn’t complained or been afraid to get dirty, and was proving a good partner with her catch of five. 

 

Hope noticed him looking at her.  “What are you looking at?”

“You.  You’re one of a kind, you know that?”

“Yes...  How?”

“Well, look at yourself.”

“I am a mess.”

“Yep, but you don’t care, and look at all the fish you brought in.”

“Not that many, but I see what you mean.  I just think it’s fun, relaxing.”

“It is at that.  You’re missing supper at Mrs. Murphy’s.”

“I’d say you were missing it, too, but your family eats so late.”

“Not always; only on special occasions, like a guest.”

“Well, tell them never to delay supper on my account again.  That first dinner was delicious, but I was famished." 

 

Heath laughed.  “I know what you mean.  I grew up eating earlier than that.”

“Well, I can miss supper for a night.”

“Why don’t we grill up the fish?”

“You can, if you like, but I hate fish.”

“You love fishing, you lived on the ocean your whole life, and you don’t like fish?”

“Nope.  Ate it my whole life hating every minute of it.  I can even cook it well, but I don’t like eating it." 

 

Heath chuckled.  “Well, what are you going to do?”

“I’m going to sneak into the kitchen and steal from Mrs. Murphy’s bread box," Hope declared with finality. 

“Well, I can save ya from that.  I have some jerky that’ll break your teeth.”

“Sounds wonderful.  Always wanted to try it, but Ma wouldn’t let me.”

“Why not?”

“Said it would break my teeth.”

“Want to find out?”

“Gladly.  We’ll barter; I’ll cook your supper, and you provide mine.”

“Sounds fair to me.”

Somehow, they both assumed separate tasks and worked together to get their unplanned dinner on the way.  While Hope released the fish who wouldn’t be dinner, Heath got a fire going; as she prepared the fish to be cooked, he set up sticks in rotisserie style.  In a few minutes, dinner was well on it’s way to being finished.  Heath took out two tin cups, his pot, and some well-used coffee grinds out of his saddle bags, which he had taken from Charger’s back before letting the bay graze, though still loosely tethered. 

“I’ll make some coffee.”

“These fish should be done in a few minutes.”

“I have the jerky ready and waiting.  I have some beans, too, but my brother always says I make ‘em terrible.”

“Let me see what I can do; after all, it’s still light out.  Do you always carry two mess kits?”

“Most nearly all the time.  Guess I decided to ‘cause it ain’t no fun for a hungry man, or lady, miss, to go hungry right near some good grub.”

“Sounds like a good idea.”

“What are you plannin’ to do with those beans?” Heath asked, a hint of skepticism tinting his voice.

“Cooking." 

 

He chuckled at her response.  “No, really.”

“Well, come and see,” she invited.  With that, she took a small empty pouch out from her bag and walked a few feet to the edge of the nearby woods.  “It’s still light out, thank the heavens for the late summer sun." 

She hobbled about, halting at odd places and plucking things from the earth.  She brought them all quickly to her nose and breathed their scent; some she cast back to the dirt, and others she gathered into handfuls and stuffed them into her pouch.  She stood straight, smelled her collection, and turned back to the wood, snatching a forlorn bit of peeling bark, then she scampered back to the fire.  Hope grabbed a tin and poured some water in, then added bits of her assortment and lay it to rest near the fire.  She removed the stick skewering the fish and held it out to Heath.

“All ready.”

“Thank you.  And the beans?”

“Oh, they’ll be set in a minute.  Do you mind opening the cans?”

“Nope."  He took his pocket knife from his vest and carefully cut the tops of two cans, then handed them back to her.  “Coffee’s ready."  He offered her a cup and after placing the beans on the ground, she accepted it, and took a sip.

“That’s pretty hot,” she commented as she set it down and picked up the beans again.

“It’ll cool off.  When do you want the jerky?”

“Just a minute.  Just go on and eat."  He didn’t, politely declining her offer with a set jaw that plainly said, 'That’s not gentlemanly.'

Hope had noted it and chose to pay no heed.  She was already occupied by the beans, having oddly strained her heated mixture and begun to mix small amounts into the beans.  Heath couldn’t stop from making a face that was slightly disgusted, somewhat curious, and mostly puzzled.  She looked up and laughed. 

 

“It won’t kill you.  I had to take cooking and housekeeping lessons in college.”

“Cookin’ in college?  Always thought ladies learned that from their mothers; ain’t college for book learnin’?”

“Yes, for men.  Now, just try it, and if you don’t like it, you aren’t compelled to eat it."  She handed him a can and he stirred it gingerly with a spoon.  He then bravely put it in his mouth.

“Better ‘n I thought it’d be.  Good.  You must’ve been at the top of your cookin’ class.”

“Thank you.  No, I was at the bottom.”

“How?”

“For that very thing you mentioned earlier.  College isn’t supposed to be about cooking and cleaning.  I went to get a good education.  So on matter of principle, I learned everything, but deliberately lowered my grade.”

“What’s wrong with cookin’ lessons?”

“HELLO THE CAMP.”

“Nick, that you?” Heath called. 

“Yeah,” Nick answered as he walked into view leading his horse.  “Now, isn’t this cozy.”

“Actually, it’s a bit damp for my tastes,” Hope said with an undertone of challenge, standing up.  “I take it you are Nick Barkley."  Heath stood as she did.

“Yeah, that’s me,” he grunted suspiciously.

“Congratulations.  I understand you are recently married.”

He gave an indiscriminate grunt in return.

“Heath, where have you been?  You didn’t show up all afternoon and you missed dinner.”

“Went fishin’."  Nick wasn’t expecting so simple an answer, and, as Heath had hoped, it took him several seconds to think of a response.

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“Heath stayed after school to help little Bobby with his project for the festival.  I asked him if he knew a good fishing spot and, as he had already completed his work, he joined me.”

“So you’re the schoolteacher.”

“Yes; Hope Dougherty.  Pleased to meet you."  She stood and offered her hand, which Nick promptly ignored.  “Would you care for some fish or beans?”

“Had supper.  And if you’re wise, you’ll avoid Heath’s beans.”

“I made them tonight.”

“They’re really good, Nick.  I just might ask her for the recipe.”

“Good, eh?” Nick grunted.  “Maybe I’ll try ‘em."  Heath offered his can and a spoon, which Nick did taste.  “Not bad.  Course, it don’t take much to beat Heath’s beans.  Those things are poison in a can.”

“Well, I’m going to sit down, if you gentlemen don’t mind."  Heath sat down as well and reclaimed his beans.

“We’re just finishin’ supper.”

“You’re welcome to join us." 

 

Nick sat down grudgingly.  The meal went quickly after that.  Though Heath and Hope conversed freely, trying to include Nick in the conversation made it strange and tense.  Heath was puzzled by his brother’s behavior; everyone else had liked Hope almost immediately.  Why was Nick so cold? 

 * * * * *

 

Nick and Heath rode in silence after seeing Hope to her door.  Nick hadn’t changed his demeanor at all, except in that he wasn’t saying much.  Heath broke the silence just out of town.

“What’s wrong?”

“What makes you think there’s somethin’ wrong?”

“Nothin’, just the way you’re treatin’ Hope back there.”

“How I treat what’s-her-name is none of your business.”

“Her name’s Hope, and I’d think manners’s everybody’s business.”

“Well, now, you sound awful keen on Jarrod’s girl, that is, if she is Jarrod’s.”

“Nick, come out and say it.”

“She’s a two-timin’ tramp, and you’re goin’ along with it."  Heath stopped his horse immediately and Nick followed suit.

“You take that back right now.  I ain’t ‘keen on Jarrod’s girl,’ and she ain’t anybody’s girl, just her own.”

“Anybody tell Jarrod that?”

“She’s been here a month and made friends with everyone she’s met until you, and even you have to give her credit for the effort she made.  She didn’t do anything to get Jarrod’s attention, and she’s been nothin’ but kindness.”

“I don’t like her kind of kindness.”

“Nick, you stop that right now or I swear I’ll sock ya.”

“And you say you don’t care for her.”

“I believe what I’m doin’ is called bein’ a gentleman, somethin’ I hope Laura teaches you soon.  Now, I’ve heard enough; I’m goin’ home."  With that he spurred his horse onward at a pace that took the dark into account and still managed to be noticeably brisker.

Nick snorted before making a clucking noise to start his horse.  Come on, Coco, he thought.  Heath’s fallen into her trap, but I don’t buy it.  And I’m gonna do somethin’ about it, too.


Part 28

 

The letter began...

 

Dear Cousin,

      Please forgive me for the delay of writing this letter.  I know it's been months since last I've written but so much has happened since I married.  First let me start by telling you the wedding finally happened, and it was beautiful.  I so wish you could have been here.  It would have been nice to have at least one of my relatives....

 

A knock on the door stopped her from writing any further.  Laura looked up from the desk her glasses sliding down her nose.

 

"Who is it?"

 

"Heath, can I come in?"

 

She pulled her glasses off quickly and hid them in the deep pocket of her robe.  She stood up to greet her brother-in-law.

 

"Come in Heath.  .....Is something wrong?  Nick went out to find you, isn't he with you?"

 

"Don't worry he's coming.  I just came in to say I'm sorry I missed your dinner party, Mother just told me.  Heard it was really good," he stood at the open doorway.  His compliment made her smile as she walked over to him.

 

"That's alright Heath, I saved you some, are you hungry?"

 

"I ate already; went fishing."

 

"Oh, did you catch any fish for me?" She smiled.

 

"Sure did, got it in the ice box."

 

"Thank you, I've been craving fish for a while, I'll have some ....  Heath, what's wrong?  You look upset."

 

Heath hooked his thumbs in his gun belt and shook his head.  He moved further into the room, so as to not be overheard by anyone who might be within earshot.  "I don't know what's got Nick all fired up today!  He had no call to be like that!"

 

"Like what Heath?  What did Nick do?"

 

"He acted like a real...  , I tell you Laura, you gotta teach that man of yours manners!"

 

"What happened?"

 

"All I can say is, if he says another word about her I'm gonna bust his teeth!" Heath's anger surprised her, since her brother in law rarely lost his temper. 

 

Nick loomed in the doorway of his bedroom, "Just what the hell do you think your doing in here?!"

 

"I'm apologizin' to your wife for missin' her fine meal, and you might take a lesson in learnin' some manners!" Heath glared at his older brother.

 

"That'll be the day I learn anything from you boy!"

 

"Ya better learn manners some place 'cause you sure don't know how to treat a lady!"

 

"I didn't see ya with no lady!  All I saw was a two-timin' tramp!" Heath pulled his arm back and let his brother's jaw have a taste of his fist, which sent Nick down on the floor, in the middle of the doorway. 

 

"HEATH!" Laura cried out.  Heath climbed over Nick's prone body and stormed away, mumbling, "Sorry Laura, but he had it comin' !" She knelt down on the floor beside her husband and pulled him up by his shirt collar, "Nick Barkley!  What did you do to Heath?!"

 

"What did I do?!  He's the one who punched me!"

 

"He wouldn't have hit you without good reason!  Now, get up!" She let go of his shirt collar, causing his head to bounce back on the doorway. 

 

"OUCHHH!" he yelled out as his head hit the wood frame.

 

Nick pulled himself up from the floor, rubbing his jaw with one hand, and his head with the other.  He closed the bedroom door behind him, locking it.  Laura walked over to the desk to return the pad she was writing in the drawer.  Then she looked up at her husband shaking her head in disappointment, her hands on her hips.

 

"I begged you not to go after Heath.  I knew no good would come of it!"

 

"Do you know where I found him?!  He was with that two-timing school teacher!"

 

"The one Jarrod is interested in?"

 

"Well of course the one Jarrod is interested in!  Stockton only has one blasted school teacher!  The two timing TRAMP."

 

"All right, tell me why you think this woman is a tramp, not that you're an expert at determining one if you did!"

 

"Okay!  Do ya know where I found the two of them!  In the woods!"

 

"Really?!  In the woods, alone?  What were they doing?!" The idea of the couple alone in the woods piqued her carnal interest.

 

"FISHING!"

 

"Fishing?"

 

"Fishing!" Nick stated angrily. 

 

A smile began to crawl on Laura's face, "The Hussy!  Trying to seduce our poor dear Heath with fishing!" Her smile had turned into uncontrollable giggles.

 

"WHAT THE HELL IS SO DAMN FUNNY?!"

 

"When I think of all the women in town interested in Heath Barkley, and he never gave them so much as a 'Boy Howdy' when all they had to do was take him fishing to catch his eye!  What do you suppose this Tramp will do next in her evil plan of seduction?!  Take our poor, unsuspecting Heath deer hunting?!" She held her sides in as fits of laughter took over.. 

 

Frustrated Nick glowered at his wife with his fists on his hips, "You're not taking this seriously Woman!"

 

The sight of Nick in so serious a stance, made her laugh harder as she bent over holding her stomach, "I'm sorry Nick...  it's just....."

 

"My brother is being two timed by this Tramp and you think it's funny!"

 

"Now Nick, that's not fair, besides you don't seriously think that Heath would go after Jarrod's girl."

 

"Why not!  He went after you!"

 

"Now that's not true, when Heath realize it was you I was interested in, he backed off."

 

"He backed off only because he knew I would kill him!  Jarrod's no threat!  Hell, Jarrod would just talk him to death!"

 

Laura covered her mouth to choke back a laugh then turned away as to not incur Nick's wrath further.  She bit her lip, and clearing her throat she attempted to recover from her mirth.  "Tell me what happened to make you think Heath is after Jarrod's teacher?"

 

"They had dinner!"

 

"Oh..., you mean he took her out to eat later?"

 

"NO, they ate right there!  Had beans and fish!" Laura tried hard to stifle her laugh, by covering her mouth with her hand again.

 

"So...  they ate beans and...  fish?" her eyes began to water as she bit her lip harder to stave off another giggle. 

 

"Well, Heath ate the fish, the tramp didn't like fish!  Heath gave her beef jerky to eat!"

 

"Beef jerky....," Laura bit her lip harder as laugh tears ran down her cheeks, "...Oh that Heath is a romantic soul ....isn't he?"

 

Nick chose to ignore his wife's merriment, "She says she likes TO fish but doesn't like to EAT fish!"

 

"Well, I can certainly see why you think she's a..a....  Tramp...she likes to fish, but hates to eat it!" she laughs out loud, unable to contain it anymore, "Nick, only you would think that dining on beans and beef jerky is a romantic dinner!"

 

"Would you stop your damn laughing!  That's it!  I'm gonna take a bath, and you can forget about coming in and washing my back!" Nick stormed out of the bedroom slamming the door behind him.  With Nick's last comment Laura collapsed on the bed in uncontrollable laughter.

 

 * * * * *

 

After leaving his wife in their bedroom giggling hysterically, he knocked on the bathroom door.  It opened and Heath walked out.  The two brothers scowled at each other.

 

"DAMN FOOL!" scoffed Nick.

 

"JACKASS!" scolded Heath, as they stood toe to toe eyeing each other.

 

"DUMB ASS!" Nick snarled.

 

"HORSE'S ASS!" Heath charged.  Hearing the insults swirling in the hall caused Jarrod to step out of his room, holding a lit cigar in his hand, as he leans on the door jam.

 

"Listen, if you two boys can't play nice then I suggest you both go to your rooms, before you wake the whole house.  Do like Pappy says now."

 

Heath is the first to move from the confrontation, but not without making sure he purposely bumped into Nick's shoulder.  Nick scowled back.

 

"What's going on here?" Jarrod asked Heath as he walked by him.

 

"NUTHIN' !" Heath grouses.  Nick walks in the bathroom muttering to himself, "...Blasted idiot fool!"

 

Heath slams his bedroom door muttering, "...  Stupid bullheaded Jackass!"

 

 

As Nick soaked in the tub, he thought about his younger brother, and how best to save both him and Jarrod from that woman's clutches.  Hell, he thought, he knew there were plenty of women dieing to get their claws in one of his brothers, not that he didn't wish both his brothers to be as fortunate as he in finding a good woman, but, it ain't easy for a man of means to find a decent gal to marry.  And this little beauty was trying to lay claim to both his brothers, playing one off the other!  Well not as long as Nick Barkley lives and breathes is some little gal gonna play his brothers for fools, even if she's as pretty as all get out!  Damn women!  Always lookin' to drive a man crazy.... 

 

But, Nick was determined to put that little gal in her proper place, and he was gonna do it, come Monday!

 

 

Part 29


Nick walked up to the open door of the schoolhouse just minutes after school let out.  Over the weekend he’d spent time thinking up exactly what he’d say to her.  Seeing her there, he wasn’t so sure anymore.  She looked almost like a child, small, with long, dark hair pulled back and flowing down her back.  The ribbons didn’t help, either.  He wouldn’t back out, though, not from saving both his brothers from her clutches, and he couldn’t back out now, either, because Hope had looked up from her desk.  He hadn’t known she wore glasses, but she squinted and took them off before he could think on it.

“Oh, Nick, it’s you.  Is there something I can help you with?”

Nick walked boldly near the small woman who was coming to her feet.

“Damn right there is."  His voice was loud and angry.

“I didn’t know you swore in polite company."  Hope’s thoughts hung perched, waiting for his move.

“I don’t see any, do you?”

“I don’t see the need for such a comment,” she said, her own tone rising.  “Spit it out.”

“EXACTLY what I intend to do.  I come here in warning.  You get your claws outta my brothers."  He was on the threshold of a shout.

“So THAT’S what you think?!”

“You bet your bottom I do!  You just keep CLEAR of my brothers, ya hear?!!”

“I consider BOTH your brothers to be friends, and I HAD HOPED to call YOU one as well!  I don’t know what gave you the idea that I’m TOYING with anyone, but it is SLANDER and ABSOLUTELY untrue!”

“Go ahead and deny it!  I DON’T GIVE A DAMN!  We BOTH know WHAT you ARE.  You just steer clear, Missie." 

Nick pivoted on his heel, satisfied that his job was complete.  He didn’t expect Hope to scamper in front of him and block his path between the rows of desks.  She stood there, a good foot shorter than he, and put her hands on her hips, determined to stand her ground.

“Don’t you dare,” she threatened, her voice full of cold anger and gaining a slight brogue.  “Don’t you DARE just come in, say your slanderous bit and leave.  You come to me with something you can say what you want but don’t you ever just leave and not hear me out."  Nick was too taken aback to say much.

“Now you listen, Nick Barkley, and you listen well.  I don’t play those games.  There are a lot of things you don’t know--”

“Yeah, like what?” he sneered down at her.  She was really angered now.

“I have tea with dear old Mr. Jenkins at the telegraph office every Thursday.  Am I toying with him?  I stayed after last Wednesday to help Billy Matthews with his geography lesson.  Am I toying with him?  I spend Sunday afternoons helping Padre Sanchez; am I toying with him? 

“If you haven’t learned by now in your thirty-some years on this earth not to judge hastily you haven’t learned much!  As far as I’m concerned, you can think whatever you like, but don’t you ever, ever, ever come in here and treat me like that again!  I don’t deserve it and I won’t take it.  And if you’ll pardon me, I hear that we’re not the only ones arguing.”

Hope stormed out the door.  After a moment, Nick followed.  She was not in sight.  He followed his ear around the corner of the little schoolhouse and found the young lady engaged in breaking up a fight between two adolescents.  The boys towered over her and the small group of student spectators were lending little help.

“Stop this nonsense right now!” Hope screeched at a painfully high pitch that by its nature was guaranteed to halt many things.  Nick winced.  The boys stopped.  Hope kept a firm hold on both boys’ shirts.  She calmed herself with a deep breath and proceeded to speak in a tone that was quiet and steeled with force.  “This is the third time I’ve had to break up a fight.  Fighting is not allowed, and you all know it.  There’s no reason for a fight, especially at your ages.  I stopped you now, and this wasn’t a very big fight, but what happens next?  Someday it won’t be a little fight, and someone’s going to get hurt.  And shaking hands at the end doesn’t make it better. 

“I wish I didn’t have to do this, but I want every single one of you back in that schoolhouse right this instant.  Those who watched the fight and didn’t stop it will be getting a note to your parents.  Joe, Andy, you two will be painting the schoolhouse come Saturday.  I’m sorry you’ll have to miss out on some of the fun of the festival, but you will be doing it, together. 

“Into the schoolhouse, everyone.  And don’t think you can sneak away, because I know everyone who was here.  Now, scoot.  I’ll be in in a minute."  The children trudged away solemnly.  “Is there anything else you wanted to discuss, Nick?”

“No, uh..  not a thing.”


Part 30

 

The Harvest Festival

 

She stood by the second story window looking across the house and barn to a distant, very green hill that clear air made close.  A breeze crossed her face and tossled her hair and blew her dress back.  Today was the Harvest Festival, and she was running a book donation booth to start a library.  She had already dressed and readied, looking smart and stylish, hoping her good appearance would convince Stockton to support her efforts.  He looked up at her from the bed.  Laura Barkley was a beautiful, fiery woman.  She sighed.  He rose quietly from the bed and crept behind her, then clasped her waist suddenly.  She yelped. 

“Nick!  You startled me!”

“Caught ya.”

“Oh, you.”

“What’s Milady doing up and dressed so early?”

“She’s getting ready for the festival."  Her hand went up to caress his face where it kissed her neck.  “Stop that.  I don’t have time for that this morning.”

“I can change your mind, Milady.”

“Oh no you don’t!”

“Laura!  Come on!  You have plenty of time.”

“After the dance tonight.”

“Now.”

“Nick Barkley, I have a booth to run.  Tonight.”

“Who’s to say I’ll be in the mood?”

 

Laura laughed.  “You will be.”

“Damn you, woman!” Her laughter trickled to his ears as she picked up an empty coffee cup and walked out of the room.  With a resigned sigh, he started pulling on a pair of pants.

 * * * * *

 

Hope stood by her window and brushed her hair with long, impatient strokes.  No matter how she braided it at night, it always came back tangled, and as the night before she had merely tied it back, it was a mess.  It was alright on regular days to wear it down, but today she would see most if not all of her pupils’ parents and families, and it wouldn’t do to look too young or not sufficiently serious. 

 

She had her chemise, corset, and a small hoop on, and a burgundy dress that brought out the rosiness in her cheeks waited expectantly from where it lay on the bed.  Finally ridding her hair of those knots familiarly called rats, she took a thick section near her neck and twisted it, then held and pinned it in a half circle opening downward on the back of her head, a place for a burgundy snood to hold onto.  The rest of her hair bent uncooperatively as she managed to pin it in just the right position for the high society snood hair style. 

With hair in place, she stepped over to the bed.  She was proud of that dress.  It was her own design, one which she’d been told was absurd in theory, and then had proved itself in actuality.  The main objection was to the buttons.  Hope liked buttons visible on a daydress, going straight down the front, but in a more formal dress, it was impractical to have them on the back.  How could a woman living alone do it?  So there they were, on the side, not easy to button, but buttonable just the same.  She slipped it on and buttoned it up with a practiced hand, then jumped to smooth her skirt. 

 

Today was important, today would she would talk to Jarrod Barkley.

The Harvest Festival had excited her from the beginning.  It was an opportunity to teach her young students some of her craft.  Thankfully Heath had been there to teach the boys to carve.  With his patient nature and skill, she had been certain that the carvings of her students would be wonderful, and, despite small and clumsy hands, they were. 

 

Hope looked at her own entry.  Little Maddie had been so insistent she enter something.  The little girl had told wondrous tales of the beautiful altar cloth she’d embroidered, and none of them would leave her alone about it. 

 

There wasn’t time to start something new and finish it in time while maintaining her own standard of excellence, and it had to be sinful to enter a gift for the Church in a contest.  Well, perhaps it wasn’t, but she didn’t feel right about it.  So instead, she’d chosen a cradle quilt from her hope chest.  As a little girl she’d thought every hope chest was called after the girl herself, and she could still remember her mother smiling as she asked about the Bridget chest. 

 

The little blanket was full of color and showed a scene perfect for A Child’s Garden of Verses.  She sighed sadly.  She wanted children; she’d bragged to her mother as a ten year old she’d have twelve children someday.  Sometimes it seemed that there wouldn’t ever be anyone, especially because of what she would do that day.  Enough of that, Hope scolded herself.  You have things to do. 

 

The library.  She’d heard tell of it, the new Mrs. Barkley’s pet project.  Stockton was sorely lacking in literary opportunities.  She’d already noticed that the newspaper had interpreted freedom of the press as freedom with facts.  Maybe she’d do something about that, some other time.  For now, there were books upon books to get ready.  She’d bring a basket over in the morning, and if she liked Nick’s wife more than she liked Nick, the rest would come later.

 

Part 31

 

The four of them arrived early, Audra, dressed in a bright pink dress, drove the wagon full of supplies with Laura dressed in dark blue flowing skirt, with matching vest, and a crisp, silky white blouse sat beside her.  Heath rode his horse Charger on his sister's side of the wagon, while Nick rode near his wife on Coco.  The two men rode silently, Heath with his own private thoughts furrowing his brow, and Nick quiet, only because he was tired and grumpy, since his wife insisted that they get into town early.  He was looking forward to the end of the Harvest Festival since his wife seem consumed by all its' preparations, and he wanted her attention.

 

"Isn't it a perfect day for the festival?" gushes Audra.

 

"Perfect Audra, I've so been looking forward to this day."

 

"Me too," Nick mutters under his breath.  Audra reins the horses to a stop, "do you think this is a good place to leave the wagon Heath?"

 

"As good as any," he answers quietly as he dismounts his horse.  He helps Audra down from the wagon then Laura.  The women look around at all the tents and the colorful banners and signs.

 

"Quite impressive!" Laura smiles as she squeezes Audra's arm.

 

"Isn't it?  It gets more exciting every year!"

 

 Heath offers the ladies an arm each, "Come on, I'll show you where we set up your booth first Laura."

 

"Oh good, I'm dieing to see it!" she glances over to her husband, as he tethers his horse to the wagon, "Nick sweetheart, please bring the boxes over."

 

The three walk towards the festival grounds.  Nick scowls as he begins to unpack the first of the boxes of books, "Damn glad to see the last of these!" he says to no one in particular. 

 

The sign above the counter said, STOCKTON LIBRARY BOOTH, painted posters on either side requested donations.  One side of the counter had a large jar for money, and blank checks near it, the other side of the counter a very large basket, gaily trimmed with colorful ribbons, with several small books inside.  Behind the counter was a large polished book shelf that stood about five feet high, the border above it was of a highly polished walnut , and in the middle was a picture carving of two children, a boy and a girl sitting across from each other looking down at picture books in their laps.  On the floor near the children were abandoned toys.  The little girl had a rag doll, leaning against the leg of her chair, and the boy had a wooden toy train, laying carelessly under his foot.  The detail in the carving was a delicate, intricate work of art, showing even the smallest detail of the carved children's faces.  The sight of it, took the women's breath away.

 

"Oh Heath, when I asked you to build me a book shelf for the library I never expected anything so incredibly beautiful.  My goodness, it's so...  oh my...!" A tear escaped her eye.

 

"Aww, wasn't nuthin," Heath said, with a slight smile, embarrassed by the praise.

 

"Don't you dare be modest Heath Barkley!  It's positively beautiful."  She hugs him gratefully.  "It will look wonderful in the children's section of the library."

 

"Nope, I didn't make it for the library, I built it for you.  I 'spect you'd find a use for it at home in due time.  I'm gonna get some chairs for the booth, be right back."  Heath leaves the women at the booth. 

 

"You see, I told you Heath was talented," comments Audra. 

 

"In more ways then one, that man's amazing," replies Laura, her eyes glistening with tears.  Nick walks up to the women with a box loaded with books.  He notices his wife choking back tears.

 

"Now, what are you crying about?  Every time I look at ya these days, yer crying about somethin' !"

 

Laura wipes away her tears with the back of her hand, she turns towards her husband, "Lets

get these books unpacked shall we.  You can help me put them on the shelf."

 

"It don't make a lick of sense to lug all these books inta town then hafta lug em all back home again!" Nick complains.  She walked behind the booth where Nick was and took the books from his arms.  She arranges the books on the shelf as she explains, "These books are all cataloged Nick.  I want people to see how these books would be arranged in a proper library.  You see they are numbered and will be divided on the different shelves.  Like here, you see?" she points to the books, " adventure, history, romance; you see all numbered for the different category."

 

"How do you tell which goes where?" he asked, impressed by her organizational skills.

 

"This has an R on it, for romance.  This book belongs here."  She places the book on the shelf

in a section marked: Romance.  Nick decides to get in the spirit, and grabs a book from the box.

 

"Hey, I know this one!  It was one of my favorites as a boy, Ivanhoe; A for adventure! 

Right?"

 

"No, C for classics," she smiles and he returns the smile, with a shake of his head.  He opens the book to the first page and notices the book plate inside, " 'This book belongs to Hester Caufield Morton.' Morton?!" he reads.  Laura's smile changes to a worried look, as Nick frowns.

 

"Give me the book Nick, it belongs right here," she points to a space on the shelf, ignoring his question.  Nick refuses as he pulls the book away from her grasp.

 

"Where did you get this book?"

 

"All the books have been donated sweetheart, you know that.  Please give it to me."  She moves to take it from him, but he pulls it away again.

 

"And just how did a Morton book get into our house in the first place?" Nick feels his blood start to boil as the word 'Morton' works its way out of his mouth.  His eyes changing into glaring hazel orbs, causing his wife to take a deep breath, as she attempts to sound cheery.

 

"The Mortons were kind enough to donate it," she interjects sweetly.

 

"Kind enough?!  The word kind and Mortons do NOT go in the same sentence!"

 

"Calm down Nick, people are starting to gather.  Why don't you get the rest of the books from the wagon, I really want this booth ready by the time the festival officially opens."

 

He continues to hold the offending book in his hand, "You tell me where in blazes did you get this damn book!"

 

"Nick please, lower your voice.  I told you the Mortons donated it."

 

"Just tell me....tell me....  you DIDN'T go over to the Morton Ranch and ask for donations!"

 

"Now Nick....I could tell you that,....but, it would be a lie," She bites her bottom lip, shuts her eyes tightly and covers her ears with her hands in anticipation of his hollering, but instead, Nick throws the book at her feet then trudges off, his spurs jangling in an angry clatter as he strides off.

 

"Nick?...Oh no...  I did it this time!  He didn't yell.  I hate it when he doesn't yell," she said forlornly.  Audra hurries towards the book booth, smiling gaily, "Laura, come on, you have to enter your raisin bread!  They are going to close the entries soon!  I know you're going to win this year."

 

"Only if Heath is the judge."

 

"Come on, quickly, where's your raisin bread?" Audra grasps her sister in law's hand and pulls her along.

 

"I left it in the wagon."

 

"Well come on then, you don't have much time, quickly!  I'll be at the booth and I'll make sure they wait for you to enter it, hurry now."

 

 * * * * *

 

Laura arrives at the wagon in time to see her husband silently gathering up the other boxes of books.  She gingerly walks up to him, but he moves pass, ignoring her presence.

 

"Nick...., I...  I came for my raisin bread."  He moves to the front of the wagon, reaches in and pulls up a basket, covered with a gingham cloth, silently handing it to her.  He avoided looking at his wife because he wanted to stay angry and he knew full well one look at her lovely but contrite face and he was a goner.

 

"Thank you."  She said quietly, wishing he would face her.

 

Nick resumes pulling boxes out of the back of the wagon, when one of the books falls open on the ground.  He picks it up and reads the dreaded Morton name on the book plate again.  He shows her the evidence of his anger, lifting the book to her eye level.

 

"Alright, most of the books are from the Mortons."  She sighed resignedly.

 

Nick loudly slams the book shut and throws it in the box, then carries the box to the booth.  She follows him.  "Please Nick, sweetheart.  Let me explain!"

 

Audra rushes up to her sister-in-law and pulls her by the arm.  "Come on, you have to enter it now!  They won't hold it open much longer!"

 

"Why don't you enter it for me, I have to speak to Nick."  She attempted to give Audra the basket.

 

"No, you have to enter it yourself, otherwise it won't be accepted; come on, you can speak to Nick anytime!" She pulls Laura towards the baking booth.

 

 

Part 32

 

Sam Gruber, editor of The Stockton Eagle, stood by the display table dressed in his finest suit, as he was one of the blue ribbon judges.  It was his favorite thing to do for the community because he got to eat all the wonderful delicacies that the women of Stockton made; and he wasn't above a little bribery if the baker was a pretty lady who knew how to sway a judge.  His wide smile gleamed as the two Barkley women approached the booth.

 

"Good morning Mrs. Barkley, Miss Audra."

 

"Good morning," they greeted in unison.

 

"My goodness, Mrs. Barkley, doesn't your booth look very attractive?  I feel rather proud that I had a hand in your beginning the Stockton Library."

 

"Do you?" Laura says coldly, as she couldn't abide being in the same proximity to the impertinent man after he had threaten to publish the exploits of her arrest in Sacramento; although he thought better of it for fear of inciting Nick's wrath, he still seemed to derive pleasure in holding the incident over her head.

 

"I've heard that there will be a special wing dedicated to the late Mrs. Morton."

 

"That is correct Mr. Gruber."  She bent down to sign her name on the entrance form on the table.

 

"I know the Mortons donated quite a few books to receive that honor," Gruber claimed.

 

"Yes, they donated their entire library.  What is your point Mr. Gruber?" She stared at him with a stony glare, which did not go unnoticed by Audra.

 

"Well, I donated quite a few books to the cause as well..."

 

"That you did, and as soon as you die, I plan to dedicate an entire book shelf just to you; all about cold blooded animals."  Audra covered her mouth to stop an escaping giggle.  "Come along Audra, show me your booth."

 

She took Audra's arm as they walked away.  Audra couldn't help but chuckle.  "Laura you are incorrigible!"

 

"Thank you, I'll take that as a compliment," she laughed as they moved toward the Orphanage Booth, displaying the many trinkets that the children had made to sell for their benefit.  Audra handled an Indian doll, made by one of the children.

 

"Look at this, isn't it beautiful?  Little Susie Goshen made it.  Isn't it sweet?"

 

A small girl scampers up to the two women, "Look at my new dress Miss Audra, isn't it beautiful?!"

 

"It most certainly is Macy," Audra says as she crouches down to meet the girl at eye level.

Audra inspects the girl's dress.  "well this is different.  Look Laura the buttons are on the side."

 

Laura was distracted as she searched for Nick in the crowd, "What?"

 

"Look at Macy's dress."

 

"Oh yes, it's lovely Macy," she said preoccupied..

 

"Did you ever see such a design?  Look, the buttons are sewn on the side!" exclaimed Audra.  Laura glanced back at the girl's dress. 

 

"Actually I have seen that design before, in Boston.  Would you excuse me Audra, I really need to speak to Nick."  With a final glance she moved away.  Audra smiled at the girl, " Is this the dress Miss Dougherty made you?"

 

"Yes ma'am, she said the buttons are on the side so that ya didn't need help dressing yerself."

 

"Hummm, I guess, it must be the height of fashion in Boston these days," smiled Audra. 

 

 * * * * *

 

Laura found Nick at the book booth, sorting books on the shelf.  She noted it was an odd behavior for Nick.  She sighed, acknowledging to herself that she really overstepped her bounds with him.

 

"Nick please don' t be angry with me honey, I know I was wrong for going over there, but I didn't know it at the time, Believe me, Jarrod and Heath were both furious with me when they found out about it."

 

Nick stopped what he was doing and glowered, "You mean to tell me that you went over to the Mortons without telling the family?!  Woman!  What the hell were you thinking?!  Are ya trying to get yourself kill or worse!"

 

"What's worse then getting killed Nick?" she asked confused.

 

"YOU KNOW!  One of them could of...  well...  Do you know what coulda happened to you?!  Those Mortons are animals!"

 

 "Now Nick, nothing happened," she lied.

 

"Look me in the eye and say that!"

 

She stared down at the ground.  "Couldn't we just forget about all that?  It happened weeks ago." 

 

 Nick furrowed his brow and roughly grabbed her by the shoulders, "If you had listened to me and come to Boston then nothin' woulda happened.  I leave ya alone for two weeks and even my brothers can't keep ya from gettin' in trouble!  Damnit woman, you never listen to me!"

 

"Nick!  Please!  You're hurting me!" she cried out, as tears filled her eyes. 

 

He immediately released his grip ruefully, "I 'm sorry.  Don't you realize I want ya to be safe!"

 

"I was safe Nick, honest!  I couldn't go anywhere without your brothers questioning my every move," she embraced him, trying to appease his anger, with a loving attention.

 

"I thought we agreed before we got married that we wouldn't keep anything from each other?"

 

"I know, I'm sorry, but ....actually, Mr. Morton was very cordial to me.  He donated his wife's entire library to the cause, and in return I promised him that I would dedicate a wing of the library in his wife's name."

 

'YOU WHAT?!  DEDICATE A WING TO A WOMAN WHO WHELPED THOSE LOWER THAN LIFE MONGRELS!!  " he roughly pulled her arms off him.

 

"Nick please!  Lower your voice!  ....You see, that's why I didn't tell you!  You get all upset!"

 

"WOMAN, YOU AIN'T SEEN UPSET!"

 

"It's all for a worthy cause Nick.  Surely you can see that!"

 

"I thought we were a worthy cause too Laura!" He stormed away, leaving her shedding more tears.

 

 

Part 33

 

He decided he had enough of the dreary paper work and needed a break.  He was doing it because of a promise he made to her a long time ago, and it was only just now coming together.  Still there was more red tape then even he had anticipated.  Fortunately he had acted as her attorney and that did help somewhat.  Still, dealing interstate was a formidable task.  What an odd gift it was going to be; how does one give a burial as a gift? 

 

He cared a great deal for her, maybe more than he should these days, but he knew it was a slight infatuation and it would pass, at least he hoped it would.  He smiled as he spied her looking so forlorned, leaning on the counter, waiting for anyone to come by.  He couldn't imagine anybody ignoring this beautiful woman, so smartly dressed in a crisp white silky blouse, and a dark blue dress that made her eyes look like two shining sapphires.  The frown on her face changed to a familiar smile as he approached...

 

"Hello fair lady!  What a fine booth you have here.  How is it going?"

 

"Not well Jarrod," she sighed, "No one so much as looked this way."

 

"I'm sorry to hear that; but it's still early.  Why don't I start you off?" He takes one of the blank checks, writes it out, then places it in the glass jar.  She smiled at her brother-in-law, reached over the counter and gave him a kiss, which he accepted with a smile.

 

"Thank you Jarrod."

 

"You know you may get a few more takers if you turned this into a kissing booth," he joked.

 

"Oh I'm afraid Nick is angry enough already with me."

 

"What now?" He leans his elbow on the counter.

 

"He found out about the Mortons' generosity."

 

"Ah...  I see..., I gathered he wasn't pleased."

 

"That's putting in mildly."

 

"Where is Nick?"

 

"I don't know, he paid some school boys to gather up the rest of the books from the wagon, and help me with them, but he went off someplace."

 

"At least he didn't totally abandoned you, he got some people to help you."

 

"He's really angry Jarrod," she shakes her head sadly.

 

"Ahh, he'll come around, he always does," he winks an assuring smile.

 

The two Barkleys are interrupted by a deep male voice.

 

"Miss Laura.."  Laura stood straight up, as did Jarrod, pulling his jacket back to reveal a gun belt at the ready.  He fixed a guarded gaze on Rufus Morton, flanked by his sons J.R.  and Zak on either side.

 

"Mr. Morton," Laura greeted him.

 

"Rufus," said Jarrod warily.

 

"How is the collection coming Miss Laura?" Rufus asked, ignoring Jarrod's terse greeting.

 

"Thanks to your generosity Mr. Morton, it is doing very well, but now we need monetary donations to renovate the Judicial Building."

 

"Then let me write a check for the cause," he grabbed at the blank check and pen on the counter.

 

"Now Mr. Morton, you've already been more than generous."  Laura said demurely.

 

"Nope, don't want to hear that, it's for a good cause."  Rufus Morton leaned on the counter, and wrote out the check, then he offered it to Laura, only to see a black leather glove snatch it from his hand.

 

"WE DON'T NEED YOUR MONEY MORTON!" growled Nick Barkley as he ripped the check in half, holding it at eye level for Rufus Morton to see.

 

"Nick!" Laura yelped.

 

"Get out of here!  And take your vermin infested pups with you!"

 

J.R.  and Zak stood together, as they tighten their stance aside of their father, at the ready.  Jarrod moved toward Nick's side, then seemingly out of nowhere, Heath flanked Nick's other side as the three brothers stood shoulder to shoulder against the Morton family.

 

"You Mortons got a hearing problem?" questioned Heath through clench teeth.

 

"Yes, I believe my brother here, asked you gentlemen to leave."  Jarrod reminds them as Rufus gives a glaring eye to the three men before him, then looks at Laura behind the counter.

 

"If it be your pleasure Miss Laura, we'll leave peaceable."

 

"Please do Mr. Morton," she said trembling.

 

Rufus Morton tips his hat, and leads his two scowling sons away.  After being sure that they are out of sight, Nick turned to his wife behind the counter, "Need help Milady?" He greeted her with an apologetic smile.

 

"I need you."  Her smile accepted his apology.

 

Nick joined his wife behind the counter, Jarrod and Heath walk quietly away while Nick gave his wife a hug, "I'm so sorry for acting like a jackass." 

 

 "Me too," she replied as she rested her head on his shoulder.  "Nick, you know, we could have used that money." 

 

He looked down at her, "Okay, whatever it was, I'll double it."

 

"Really?" his wife beams, " It was for a thousand dollars."  She added quickly.

 

"Oh, is that so?  I thought I saw a five and two zeros."

 

"Hmmmm, no, I don't think so, unless of course you actually saw a five and three zeros."

 

Nick laughed at her, "No, I think you were right the first time, it was a one and three zeros."

 

She bit her bottom lip smiling impishly, then gave him a blank check, "That will be a two and three zeros, thank you Mr. Barkley."

 

"I can multiply."  He growled good-naturedly.

 

"Believe me, no one is more aware of that than I am," she smiled sweetly, leaning on his shoulder she tugged at his ear lobe.

 

Once he wrote out the check and handed it into her greedy, waiting hands, Nick had decided he wanted to spend some alone time with her before the festival and she became too busy.  "Laura, let's go for a walk around the grounds, okay?"

 

"I couldn't do that, what if someone comes, I won't be here, it's almost ten o'clock, people will start to come."  She leaned her chin on an opened palm looking out on all the festivities, wishing she could take that walk with her husband, but she made a commitment and she was sticking to it!

 

Meanwhile across the fairgrounds, heads turn to take notice of the newest prominent citizen of Stockton as she hurried along, carrying a basket full of books around one arm and an unusual looking smaller basket, the likes of which no Californian has ever seen, as a purse on the other.

 

 

Part 34

 

Laura had gotten a few book donations that day for her library, but the townspeople were not very open to it as a whole, though she supposed she should console herself with the Morton donation, no matter what her husband thought.  Nick wasn’t very open to it, either, and wanted his wife’s company.

“Laura!  Forget about the books.  I want to spend the day with you.”

“I didn’t know you wanted to collect books with me today.  That’s very nice of you, Nick, sweetheart."  Laura turned her head to him with a plastered grin across her face, enlisting him against her will.

“That’s not what I meant!”

“Oh,” Laura said, with just the right amount of sorrow and disappointment.

“And you knew it!  Women!!  Speak of the devil!  There comes that two-timin’ schoolteacher!”

Laura looked to where he was pointing and marveled at her husband’s sharp eyes into the ten o’clock sun.  She lifted her hand to shade her own eyes and looked at the girl with a Nantucket basket for a purse and picnic basket full of books.  She swatted him angrily across the stomach.  His hands flew to the offended area.

“Hey, what was that for?!”

“Two-timing schoolteacher!”

“I told you all about her!  Now what’s the matter?!”

Hope’s eyes scanned the festival.  She had heard that someone was trying to form a library and, as it was a worthy cause and she the town’s teacher, she thought it only right she should put many of the books she had brought with her to public use.  There was the booth, and there was... 

“Laura!” Hope called, still a good thirty feet away.  She trotted at an odd gait to the pair, closing the distance rapidly.  Laura came out front of the booth in a matched speed.

“Hope!” The two fell into a warm, friendly, tight embrace.  Nick’s eyes popped out with surprise.

“I didn’t know you were married to Nick!”

“We were married in August.  I didn’t know you were here!”

“I sent a letter.  I meant to look for you, but I’ve just been so busy...”

“I know, I know how you are, Hope."  With her arm over the shorter girl’s shoulder, Laura pivoted them both back to face Nick.  “Hope, I see you’ve met my husband Nick.  Nick, I’d like to reintroduce you to my cousin, Hope Dougherty, of the Boston Doughertys."  Nick’s jaw dropped open, and the girls laughed.

“Well, I heard about the library, so I brought my books.”

“That’s wonderful.  How are things at the school?”

“Just great.  The children are for the most part well behaved.  I’m a bit nervous: I’ll be meeting their parents today, and I’m scared they won’t think I’m grown up enough for this job.”

“You haven’t grown an inch since I last saw you, so they already think you’re not grown enough.  There’s no need to worry at all.”

“Thank you for your encouragement, cousin mine.”

“Nick, dear, would you watch the booth for a little while?  I want Hope to show me what she entered in the fair.  Hope, just leave the basket of books here.  Nick’ll keep a good eye on them, won’t you, sweetheart?” Laura’s question held an undertone of threat and, knowing he was already in trouble for insulting his new cousin, Nick grunted his agreement.  “Good.  We’ll be back in a while.  See you later!”

 * * * * *

 

Nick couldn't believe his eyes, that little two timin' gal had turned out to be Laura's kin!  He had been raggin' on Heath about her, the result being he and his brother barely speaking to each other, and now he had his wife angry with him.  Nick tried to remember all the things he said about the new school teacher to his wife, what did he call her, oh yeah, a tramp!  Nick leaned over the counter, his head down, and a hand rubbing his forehead as he cursed himself, 'damnit Nick, will you ever learn to shut your stupid mouth!'

 

"Excuse me, Mr. Barkley?" Nick jerked his head up quickly to see Mrs. Chester, holding her twin boys in her arms and a basket of books hanging from the crook of her elbow.

 

"Yes Ma'am?' Nick raised himself up to his over six foot frame, trying to look dignified behind the accursed counter. 

 

"Would you be so kind as to help me?  I have these donations to give you and I'm afraid I can't manage with the little ones, if you don't mind."

 

"Sure, what can I do for you Mrs. Chester?"

 

"Just take the boys from me will you please?" She places one of her children on the counter so Nick can take him.  He smiles at the one year old in his arms.

 

"Which one is this little fellar?"

 

"That's Orville, and if you would be so kind as to take Oswald from me too Mr. Barkley I would really appreciate it."  Nick takes the other child in his free arm.

 

"Orville and Oswald huh?  Interesting names, hope your Pa teaches ya how to defend yourselves," he grins at the twins.

 

Mrs. Chester places the book laden basket on the counter and begins to pull the books out, "These are old books that I've been reading to my older children but they are tired of the same old stories so I thought I would donate them for other children to enjoy.  We are all so looking forward to having a library, then we will have all new books to read.  I only wish your good wife were here so that I could tell her how pleased I am that she has dedicated herself to this project, I tell you, it's high time we had a library here in Stockton."

 

"Yes ma'am," Nick says in between the twins poking at his face and eyes, trying to pull his hat off, and pulling at his nose.  "Hey kid, stop that!" he smiles at the woman, "Cute kids, ya got more huh?"

 

"Oh yes," says the woman in a tired sigh, "Three more at home, my dear Harold is getting them dressed for the festival.  I tell you, with five children, I am so fortunate to have a man like my husband, who helps me with them, I would be dead on my feet otherwise."

 

"I can imagine," Nick replied as he tried to juggle the two boys and save his hat from falling onto the dirt. 

 

"You look very natural Mr. Barkley holding my two," she smiles at him, "I would venture to guess you would be as fine a father as my Harold." 

 

"Well, thank you ma'am," Nick smiled at the compliment.  Mrs. Chester reaches out for the babies.  "Thank you Mr. Barkley for helping me out, I'll take them now.  Your wife is very lucky to have a man like yourself to stand behind a counter doing this good work.  Mind you, most men would leave it to their wives to do these things.  She is a very lucky woman to have you."

 

"I remind her of that all the time," Nick grinned as the woman walked away with her squirming children in her arms. 

 

 

Part 35


Laura and Hope had left Nick at the book booth while the two of them walk away to renew old acquaintances.  The two young women walk along the festival grounds, smiling and chatting.


"I just can't believe you're here, how long have you been in Stockton?" Laura asked her cousin, as the two of them walk arm in arm.

 

"I arrived the end of August, from San Francisco."

 

"Oh, I was in Sacramento on my honeymoon."

 

"So I heard.  Why didn't you tell me in your letters who you were marrying?" Hope stops walking, and puts her hands on her hips to chastise her cousin.

 

"I didn't tell you his name?  Surely I must have, didn't I?"

"NO you did not dear cousin.  I tell you, it was very frustrating to read it.  Ma put it off as you being so head over heels that your brain wasn't functioning!  All you said was that you were marrying a fine, sweet, handsome, wonderful man from a very prominent family; and then I met Nick Barkley!  Handsome he is, and certainly from a prominent family, but the rest!  I beg to differ."

 

"Now wait Hope, Nick is all those things and more.  He is a sweet, wonderful, dear and generous man.  He's just a little, well, he's passionate about things, that's all."

 

"Passionate?  Is that what they call rude behavior in this part of the country?" she said half teasingly, then removed her hands from her hips to resume walking quickly, Laura followed, catching up to her quick gait.

 

"Now Hope, I do want you to like my Nick, surely once you get to know him..."

 

"Oh, I like him well enough, as I would any stubborn mule who crossed my path."  Laura giggled and Hope followed suit, they stop walking, looked at each other, and embraced.

 

Laura noticed they are outside the craft booth.  "Come on, lets go see what they have, I've been wanting to look in here."  They walk towards a table with handmade items, some for sale, others for the contest.  Laura picked up a child's quilt, delicately made, with brilliant colors, "This is so beautiful, isn't it?  It should be displayed on a wall, it's so breath taking."

"Thank you," Hope says with a slight embarrassed tone to her voice.

 

"Oh Hope!  This is yours?!  It's wonderful work!  I should have known; you were always talented with your hands.  Did you make it for anyone special?" she asked hopefully.

 

"Myself," she said with a some regret, "but I fear I may never use it."

 

"Good Lord, why would you say such a thing?  I am sure you will marry and have children, if it's what you want."

 

"There's really no one in my future, there was no one in Boston and here, well..."  her voice trails off.

 

"Why I bet that someone special is right around the corner.  Why Good Lord, when I first came here, marriage was the last thing on my mind, I just wanted to be free to be myself for once in my life."

 

"Are you free now Laura, to be yourself?" Laura carefully places the baby quilt just as she found it on display, her hands wistfully smoothing out the wrinkles in it.

 

"I don't know.  Sometimes I think I am, other times I don't," she smiles sadly as she looks at her cousin's concerned eyes.

 

"What do you mean?"

 

"They say when people marry they become one, but sometimes, just sometimes, I feel like an appendage.  It's like what Silas calls me."

 

"What does he call you?" Hope wondered.

 

"Mrs. Nick," she sighs, " ...it took me a long time to get use to being called that.  I'm Mrs. Nick, Nick's wife ...worse Nick's woman....  God I hate that one!  It's like saying, Nick's horse, Nick's gun, Nick's boots, Nick's ranch.  Everything's Nick's, all with the Barkley name on it; and I feel like I got it branded right on my backside!  Everything belongs to Nick, even this baby I'm carrying," she said on the verge of tears.

 

"Laura!  A baby!  That's wonderful!" Hope clasps her hands together.  Laura quickly placed a finger to her lips in a shushing gesture, " Shhh, please, no one knows!"

 

A shadow behind them moves closer with an keen ear and a pasted on smile, listening.  Hope furrows her brow whispering, as she moves closer to her taller cousin, "What the devil do you mean no one knows?  Surely your husband...."

 

"No, not yet, no one knows except you, though I'm pretty sure my mother-in-law suspects.  Believe me, you can't keep anything from that woman, she is a force to be reckoned with; even Nick wouldn't cross her, and he fears no one."

 

"What in the world are you waiting for?  You must tell him!"

 

"I've tried several times, I was going to tell him the day he came back from Boston."

 

"He was in Boston, what was he doing there?"

 

"Long story; anyway he brought back Aunt Polly."

 

"Your Aunt Polly's here?  I can see why you didn't tell him.  What ever possessed him to bring her here?"

 

"I don't know, he really was trying to please me.  The first day she was here we had a quarrel.  God that woman ....," she shakes her head exasperated, "Nick adores her, and she him!"

 

"That's most odd."  Hope shakes her head in disbelief.

 

"Agree.....  Then I was going to tell him on a picnic, but we never went.  So I decided that I would cook dinner and tell him after when we were alone, but he was so upset that Heath wasn't at the dinner and went out looking for him, which led to a quarrel with Heath and the two have hardly spoken to each other all week and that put Nick in a foul mood, to the point where I just gave up!" she waved her hands in the air.

 

"What was the quarrel about that they didn't speak all week?"

 

"You!  And I don't mind telling you I don't like the idea of my husband fighting with his brother over another woman, even if it is you!"

 

"Me, why on earth would they do that?  Wait a minute, did it have anything to do with Jarrod and me supposedly two timing him!"

 

"Yes, how did you know that?"

 

"Because Nick paid me a visit Monday at the school."  Laura closes her eyes, and shakes her head, "Oh no!"

 

"Not to worry, I put him in his place!" Laura smiles at her cousin, "As only Hope Dougherty could."

 

"Of course!" The two girls giggle, " speaking of Jarrod, have you seen him here?"

 

"He did come to visit me a little while ago, but I think he went back to his office, he should be back in time for the picnic.  Why?"

 

"I need to speak to him."

 

"Then Nick's right, you are interested in Jarrod?"

 

"No, just the opposite.  I love him as a friend, I truly do, but regretfully, nothing more."

 

"I'm sorry to hear that, for Jarrod and for you," her cousin said contritely.

 

 Hope sighs, "Well, like Ma always said, there's a cover for every pot, an' Jarrod just doesn't fit."

 

"Speaking of covers, I better go check on mine, I'm afraid I left him at the booth too long, Nick may undo all the work I've done so far.  We'll meet later and go through the other booths before lunch." 

 

Laura starts to leave when Hope tugs at her sleeve, "Laura, please tell Nick about the baby, promise me you will do it tonight."

"I'll try."

 

"Don't try, do it!  Please tell him tonight, he has the right to know!" Hope pleaded.

 

"Alright, I'll tell him tonight."

 

"Good, now I'm off.  I will meet you later, I have more books to give you."  Hope hurries away, Laura walks back to the book booth.

 

 

Part 36

 

Victoria had just laid a tablecloth over one of the several picnic tables that dotted the grounds every year in October.  Not quite noon, she picked up the basket from the ground and placed it on the seat, leaning the top against the edge of the table as she opened it.  Heath came up to the table.

“Mornin’ mother,” he said with a peck on her cheek.

“Good morning, Heath.”

“Have you seen Nick anywhere?”

“Last I saw him he was on his way to try to talk Laura out of that booth.”

“Well, Laura’s not there now.  Saw her not long ‘go with Hope going through the tents.  I just finished setting up over on the other side.”

“You may not want to find him after all.  He doesn’t look too happy."  Heath’s eyes followed his mother’s arm.

“That look could get a cat to slither right outta it’s skin.  Want to or not, I need to make sure he remembered to bring the wine for tonight’s dance.”

Nick charged up to the picnic table.  “Have you seen Laura?!” he questioned gruffly. 

“Saw her a minute ago with Hope; seemed to be havin’ a good time together, like best friends,” Heath commented with a slanted grin that clearly showed he enjoyed the couple’s differing opinions.

“Yeah, well, better than friends!  Those two are COUSINS!”

“Nicholas, must you shout?  I think that’s wonderful.  I’m sure they’re great friends.  Whatever could be wrong with that?  Cousins.  I should have known; they do have similar looks, of course not in the hair, but then Laura got that from her father, didn’t she say once, he was blond when he was younger.  And, of course they have that Irish spirit, and Laura does have family in Boston.  Why, you brought Polly here yourself, Nick.  And Laura’s been there before, you knew that, Nick.  Why are you so bothered?”

“Mother,” Heath began with a smile, “what you don’t know--”

“Can’t hurt you!” Nick interrupted.  “And you, little brother, had better keep it to yourself.  Laura’s fit to murder me as it is!”

“What have you done now, brother Nick?” Jarrod asked, having just arrived.  “Good morning, Mother.”

“Good morning, Jarrod.  It seems Nick has gotten himself into the troubled world of Laura’s extended family." 

“Again?  What relative showed up now?”

“Hope did,” Heath replied.  “She’s Laura’s cousin, and old Nick here saw fit to offer his own opinions of the young lady to his wife.”

“Would I be correct in assuming that Nick’s opinion was not favorable?”

“Yep.  I’d even call it downright mean.”

“Nicholas!” Victoria censured.  “She happens to be quite a fine young lady."  She took in her son’s increasingly sheepish look and sighed.  “You didn’t happen to tell her what you thought of her, did you?” He looked down.  “You did!  It’s a wonder she hasn’t left here.  I can just see you telling her.  She may still leave!  Oh, Nick.”

“Now, Mother, I wouldn’t be afraid of her leaving.  Not after the way she told me off.”

“She told you off?” Heath had been on the verge of laughter for several minutes and now it burst forth with his question.  “I’d of liked to see that, now, boy howdy, I would indeed!”

“Well you didn’t!” Nick replied with a hint of a snarl, scraping together a final shred of victory without success.

“Perhaps now you think better of her?” Victoria’s stern tone indicated which answer was acceptable.

“Well, she did break up that fight..”

“A fight?  What fight?”

“Just a schoolyard fight, Mother.  Seems it’s not the first time, either.  Have to say, though, she stands her ground.  Really gave those boys what for.”

“See?  You found something about her you like.  Why don’t you give the rest of her a chance?”

“Alright,” he grumbled.

“Good!” Victoria said in her peculiar way of invoking an effort while superficially seeming merely pleased.  “Why don’t you go find them both now?”

“Okay, I’ll get them.  Lunch almost ready?”

“Yes, and there’s plenty.”

“Nick, I gotta ask ya somethin’ real quick before you leave.”

“Can’t it wait till lunch, Heath?”

“Nope.  Promised a little lady I’d have lunch with her.”

“What lady?” Nick was more than a little curious.

“Little Susie Goshen,” Heath replied with a pleased grin on his face. 

“The orphan.  Very funny.  What did you want to ask?”

“You remember the wine for tonight?”

“Yes, I remembered the wine!  Now, I’m hungry.  The sooner I get started the sooner I find them the sooner I get to eat.  I’m going.”

 * * * * *

 

He found them in the baking tent.  Laura had entered her raisin bread and the judges were just beginning to taste the goods. 

“Finally, I found you!”

“Nick!” Laura exclaimed with a smile.  “You were looking for us?  Who’s watching the booth?”

“No one, but it’ll be fine, I promise.  Now, Mother sent me to get you two.  It’s lunch time, and I’m hungry, so let’s go.”

“Alright, we’re coming,” Laura said with a sigh.  “I just wish I could stay to see how they like my entry.”

“Don’t worry,” Hope assured.  “Their reaction will be evident when they announce the winners.”

“True.  Well, let’s go then.”

“Sorry, I can’t,” Hope replied. 

“Why not?” Nick questioned, his tone strong and angered.

“I promised to picnic with the orphans last time I was there.”

“Fine.  I’ll tell mother, then."  Nick was blunt.

“We’ll catch up some more later,” Laura agreed.  “See you then.”

“Yes.  Hope your bread does well.”

 * * * * *

 

Polly Thomas had her gray hair pulled back in a conservative bun.  She sat straight, always kept her knees together and her ankles crossed, and wore a pleasant but plain dress.  Her smile did not match her manners, yet it did match her.  She was in a cheery mood seated at the picnic table of her niece’s family. 

“There’s Laura and Nick now,” Victoria announced.  “Hope’s not with them, though.”

“That’s a pity.  She was absolutely incorrigible at times, but for the most part a dear girl.  I should like to see her...  Nice to see you, Laura.  You were out early this morning.”

 

 Laura kissed her cheek.  “Had to be, Aunt Polly.  I’m collecting books today, you remember.”

“Of course I do.  But I think I remember, too, seeing your name in the bakery tent with some raisin bread next to it.”

“I’ve been making it so often I thought I might as well enter.”

“Why exactly HAVE you been making it so often, Laura?” Nick questioned.

“You know I love to bake, Nick.  Aunt Polly, you should see what Hope entered in the
embroidery contest!  It’s absolutely beautiful.”

“I’ll make a point of seeing it later.  Now, I hope you made some raisin bread for us, young lady.”

 * * * * *

 

Jarrod saw Hope speaking to several of her students and approached.

“Why, congratulations, Bobby!  That’s wonderful.  I’m so proud of you all.  You worked very hard, and your carvings are excellent.  Now, don’t spoil it by getting into trouble, boys, and I think you’d all better thank Mr. Heath, so scoot!”

Her students trotted off happily and she chuckled.  Jarrod came up from behind and put his hand on her shoulder.  She jumped at the touch and turned.

“Oh, Jarrod!  You startled me!”

“I didn’t realized you were so jumpy this afternoon.  How are you?”

I’m fine.  And you?”

“I’m well.  Would you care to take a stroll?” Here was her chance.

“I’d love to.”

The festival was just outside of town, on the schoolhouse side.  There were large tents and several booths ranging from salesmen to games and many things in between.  They made polite conversation for a bit.

“Would you mind if we walked a little farther out, where there are less people?” Hope asked suddenly.

“No, not at all."  Silence prevailed until they were mostly alone. 

“I presume you wanted to come out here for a reason?”

“Y-yes.  That’s right.  You’re goin’ to have to be patient because I’m nervous to be sayin’ this."  He noted the slight brogue.  She breathed for a few moments.

“Is this about you and me?” he asked gently.  She nodded shakily.  “I’ve been pursuing you too much?”

“No, that’s..  not it.  You slowed down considerably, and I’m grateful."  She took another deep breath.  “I just don’t think it’s going to work.”

“We barely know each other.  Give it some time.”

“I cahn’t.  I just cahn’t.  Some more time and you might think we’re more than friends.  I’m sorry, Jarrod.  You’re a dear man, and I treasure your friendship.  I don’t want to lose it; that’s why I’m telling you now.”

“But Hope, think of how much we enjoy each other’s company.  We joke and tease, smile and laugh, spar over suffrage, relish each other’s intellect.  What’s wrong?”

“You don’t understand.  Those things make for a friendship, not a marriage.  Jarrod, you’re one of the finest men I’ve ever met, and a wonderful friend.”

“Just friends?”

“There’s no ‘just’ in there.  You know I’m right.”

“Yes,” he conceded with a sigh, “yes, I do.  I’m sorry, but I must ask: is there someone else?”

“No, there isn’t.  I hope there will be someday, but no, no one.”

“But you want someone to be.”

“You’re makin’ this harder.  Of course I do.  Right now there is no one, alright?”

 

He heard the sorrow in her voice.  “I’m sorry." 

 

She sighed.  “So am I.  Jarrod, I’m so sorry...”

“Don’t say it.  You’re, you’re right.”

“I’m still sorry.  I-in a lot of ways, I wish it could work." 

 

He smiled gently at her honesty.  “Thank you.  You’re a fine woman, Hope.”

“And you’re a true gentleman."  She paused.  “Let’s head back.”

“Sure,” he replied agreeably, satisfied that a conclusion, while not exactly joyous but not unhappy, had been met.

 


Part 37

 

After lunch:

 

Laura and Hope walked back towards the festival carrying a heavy basketful of books between them.

“I will never know how you got these on a transcontinental train, Hope Dougherty!” an exasperated Laura exclaimed.

“You wouldn’t want to know anyway,” came the reply, accompanied by a flirtatious giggle. 

 

Laura eyed Hope seriously.  “I’m not carrying these, ...these SOILED books an inch further!” she declared as she abruptly dropped the basket.

At her impulsive action, they collapsed into giggles.  It was this merry scene which Heath happened upon.  He strode up to where the girls sat in the grass holding their sides.

“Do I want to know what this is about?” he questioned, crossing his arms.  As they only laughed
harder, he sighed.  “Guess not.  What’s all these books doin’ in the grass?” They took a few deep breaths with intermittent giggles.

“Laura threw a fit,” said Hope, unable to suppress a grin, “so it was only fitting she throw something.”

"They were too heavy,” Laura complained.

“You were the one that wanted a library."  Laura stuck out her tongue.  Hope replied in kind.

“Why di’n’t ya just ask me?  I’ll carry them.”

“Thank you, Heath, but you don’t have to.”

“Let him,” Laura commanded.  “Never turn down a gentleman’s offer of help.”

“Oh, I’m a gentleman now?”

“Well, you try." 

 

He gave her a slightly annoyed grin and picked up the books.  “I’d better, considerin’ how tryin’ you can be."  Laura swatted his leg as he walked by, leaving them.

“Time to get up,” Hope declared.

“Really?”

“Yes."  Her eyes scanned the area at the advent of a sound.  “Oh no!”

“What?” Laura asked seriously.

“Some of my boys are fighting by the schoolhouse!”

“Get help.”

“No, you go.  I can stop them."  She scampered off.

“Don’t do anything foolish!” Laura called.  “Too late,” she muttered after a moment.

 * * * * *

 

The school wasn’t as far as it had appeared and Hope arrived relatively quickly.  She appraised the situation at once: the two boys assigned to painting the school had started fighting, and the other boys had gathered to watch and cheer.  Hope pushed through the ring of boys.

“STOP IT!” she shouted. 

The fight was getting worse.  They were right near the front steps, and she worried that someone would fall on them.  She didn’t notice the help coming as she squeezed between the two boys and placed a hand on each chest, trying to push them apart.

“JOE, ANDY!  STOP!” she shouted.  But Joe’s punch made them all unsteady.  Andy ducked too little and was knocked on the shoulder, sending him down.  Hope fell back towards the steps, and Joe toppled down landing on her leg. 

Seemingly out of nowhere, fathers appeared and pulled the boys up and away. 

“Miss Dougherty, I’m so sorry for m’ boy,” came a voice.

“Me, too, ma’am.  He won’t do it again.  Looks like it’s time for a trip to the shed.”

“It’s alright,” Hope said wearily from her odd position on the steps.  “I think this time they’ll learn not to do it again.”

“Hope!  I told you not to do anything foolish!”

“Aw, hush, Laura, and help me up."  Laura froze.  “Please?”

“Can you stand?”

“Are you hurt, Miss?” came a little voice.

“I’ll be fine, Bobby.”

“You didn’t answer me, Hope Dougherty.”

“Maybe I don’t want to?”

“Maybe you don’t know?”

 

Hope sighed deeply.  “I give up.  ...  No, I don’t know.  Pull me up please?”

The boys and their fathers looked properly contrite at the pained words.

“Miss Dougherty,” Joe began.

“Enough of it, Joe.  You too, Andy.  I honestly don’t know why you two of all my students won’t get along.  You could be great friends.  I warned you the other day someday someone’d get hurt.  I’m just glad it was me and not one of your classmates.  And don’t think I’ve forgotten you boys, either.  I distinctly remember saying not to get into trouble.  Watching is just as bad as participating.  Perhaps this time you’ll learn.  It shouldn’t have come to this, but it has.  No used worrying over it.  Just do better next time.  And finish painting my schoolhouse.  ....And Laura Meredith Thomas Barkley, help me up right now!”

 

Laura offered a hand, and Heath appeared and offered his. 

 

“Where’d you come from, Heath?” She took a strong hold on their hands.

“California.  And you came from Boston, and you’re going to the doctor.”

“Won’t be any use."  She began to pull up, but her leg wouldn’t support her.

“We’ll see.  Forget about this idea, Laura.  There’s only one way you’ll make it to Doc Merrar’s.  Which side’s worse?” She pointed to her left leg, and he made his way to her right side.  “Alright then.  Excuse us, folks."  He scooped her up and stood upright as people parted.

“You don’t need to carry me!” she said in a forceful whisper.

“Yeah I do.”

“Hope, use some sense,” her cousin cautioned sharply.

“I have plenty, thank you.”

“Where’d you leave it?” Laura returned.  Hope rolled her eyes. 

“Hope, what’s the matter?” Victoria questioned hurriedly as she joined the now-procession to the doctor’s.

“Nothing Heath putting me down wouldn’t help,” she muttered.

“There was a fight at the schoolhouse, Victoria, and my cousin being, well, herself, she couldn’t wait to try and stop it and she ended up on the stairs.”

“Are you alright?”

“I’m fine."  At Laura’s glare, she amended, “I will be, anyway.”

“I certainly hope so.  Has someone gone for the doctor?”

“Uh,” Heath stuttered. 

“I sent Andy along, Victoria,” came a voice. 

“Thanks, Bill.  Oh, Laura, your raisin bread won the bread contest.”

“Really?!”

“Congratulations, sis."  Heath grinned.

“That’s wonderful, Laura,” Hope said as cheerily as she could manage.

 * * * * *

 

They reached the office and Laura opened the door.  Heath carried Hope in and laid her on the examination table.

“Jesus, Mary, Joseph!  I’m not an invalid.  I can sit up."  She sat up as the doctor came in through the door.

“Well, now that I’ve been rescued from a discussion of the quilts of Stockton, what can I do for you, Miss Dougherty?”

“You can call me Hope.”

“Alright, Hope.  We’ll take this to the other room.  Can you walk?”

“Yes.”

“No,” said Laura.  In defiance, Hope lowered herself down, hobbled a bit, and looked back at the doctor.

“Lead the way.”

“You’re a fool, Hope.”

“And you’re argumentative, Laura.  Come along.”

“Would you like Laura with you?” the doctor questioned.

“Yeah, contrary to all sense,” she smiled, “I would.  L, you can help me answer some of the questions.  Oh, and thanks, Heath, Mrs. Barkley.  And don’t bother waiting.  It’ll take around an hour.  And if you see my students, please tell them not to worry.”

 * * * * *

 

“Where’ve you been, Mother, Heath?  And where’s Laura?” Nick questioned as his mother and brother reached the table where he sat with Polly and Audra around four.

“Laura’s with Hope at Doc Merrar’s,” Victoria answered calmly.

“Why wasn’t I sent for?!!”

“It’s Hope, Nick, not Laura.”

“Oh.  ..  What happened?”

“She was hurt breaking up a fight between two of her students.”

“That’s terrible,” said Polly with concern.

“Oh no,” exclaimed Audra.

“What’s this I heard about Hope being hurt?” Jarrod asked as he approached.

“Couldn’t walk,” Heath commented.  “I di’n’t think she fell that hard on the steps, even with that boy landin’ on her, but guess it was harder than it looked."  Polly paled a bit.

“Do you remember which leg was hurt?” she asked quietly.

“Her left.”

“You know somethin’ ‘bout this, Pollygirl?” Nick asked.

“Yes, I do.  Poor dear."  She looked up to expectant faces.  “Oh, alright.  But this goes no farther than our table, agreed?”

“Yes,” Jarrod spoke for them as everyone nodded their agreement.

“She probably wouldn’t want me to say, but she may need help and a little leeway.  Guess there’s no getting around this.  You know that Hope worked in her uncle’s tavern?  Her brother and sister work there now, and her older brother worked there when she did.  One night her brother had to stay late, and Hope started home by herself.  Now, her parents weren’t ignorant of the dangers of being Irishers, so they armed their children, and taught them to be careful.  It was dreadful, really.  So unfair to them.  Why, in my lifetime, they burnt down that convent.  Terrible.”

“Polly?” Nick reminded gently.

“Sorry.  Well, she was walking home alone.  A man came out of an alley, drunk, and assaulted her.  She managed to fight him off before he could...  do any more harm.  She knocked him down and began to run, but he tripped her with his walking stick and then used it on her.  He hurt her leg badly; the handle ripped through it with terrible force.  She managed to grab the gun in her bag and shot him.  Sean came running, helped her up, and they told everything to the police before they got her to a doctor.  She was in bed for a week just from the blood loss, and couldn’t walk much at all for two months.  Had to use a cane for quite a while.  I know it bothers her sometimes, though she’s stubborn.  It’s one of those things that can’t ever be really fixed.”

 * * * * *

 

Fifty minutes later, Laura sat holding Hope’s hand as her cousin slowed her breathing after the last painful test.  She had sat amazed at the quiet resilience and lack of complaints.

“Alright, Hope.  You’re done.  Care to reconsider telling me exactly how you ended up with a thigh torn by the handle on a walking stick?”

“No.  Thank you.”

“There’s nothing I can do for it, Hope, though I expect you know that.”

“Indeed I do.”

“You’ll need to use a cane.  I have several here.  Have to find a small one, but I’m sure I’ve got one.”

“No need.  I have mine."  She turned to her cousin.  “Laura, would you mind getting it?  It’s in the corner near the desk.”

“Of course.  Don’t let her give you any trouble, Doctor."  Laura left the room. 

“Hope, I don’t suppose you’re going to listen to what I tell you?”

“Of course I’ll listen.”

“You know what I meant.”

“I’ll listen.  I’ve been through this before.  There’s nothing you can do.  There’s not much I can do.  Rest.  Use a cane.  I do appreciate it, doctor, but I know I’m stuck and therefore I’m just going to do what I know, which probably won’t make you to happy but will definitely make me content.”

“Well, you said it yourself.  I can give advice, but you’re the one that lives with it.”

“Thank you.”

“It’s gonna hurt a lot.”

“It’s going to hurt like hell to be precise." 

 

He chuckled.  “True enough.  Just how are you related to Laura?”

“Cousins.”

“You could be sisters.”

“I have a lot of those, all younger.  Guess I adopted Laura as a big sister when she visited.”

“Well, when she comes back with that cane, you can go.”

“Damn,” she muttered.  She looked up and saw he’d heard it.  “Sorry, Doctor."  He smiled.  “I was looking forward to dancing tonight."  He laid a tender hand on her shoulder. 

“Sorry.”

“It’s alright.  I already promised to help with the punchbowl anyway.”

“Atta girl."  Hope smiled kindly at the man.

“Thanks so much.”

 

Part 38

 

Heath watched expectantly for them.  He really didn't want to leave her at the doctor's but Laura was with her....  Still, he wished he had stayed.  Nick stood behind Heath as the two of them watch Laura and Hope walk from the doctor's office toward them.  Nick shook his head in disgust as he watched Hope deftly manage walking with a cane.

 

"Would ya look at that?"

 

"What?" asked Heath.

 

"She's more accident prone than you are!  Ya better stay away from that little gal!"

 

"Why?" Heath turned with a questioning eye.

 

"Cause, between the two of ya, who's gonna wrap the bandages?" Nick laughed wildly at his own joke.

 

"Aw shut up!" Heath moved towards the ladies, Nick followed behind still smiling.

 

"How are ya feeling Hope?"

 

"Fine, thank you," she lied, ignoring the pain she felt in her leg.

 

"Lucky the doc found a cane for ya to use."

 

"Oh, he didn't, it's my own, Liam, my brother, made it for me."  Heath heard Nick snickering behind him, as he whispered in his ear, "What did I tell ya, accident prone!" Heath elbowed his brother in the ribs.  Nick clutched the offended area still smirking.

 

Laura took Nick's arm and led him away toward the fairgrounds.  Nick looked behind him as they walk, "We shouldn't leave them alone, no tellin' who's gonna bleed next!" he laughed.

 

She swatted his arm, "Would you stop!  For once mind your own business!  They'll be fine."  She looked behind, smiling at the pair.  "If all goes well, I expect to be giving my raisin bread recipe away soon."

 

"Huh?" She runs her hand down his arm, "It's so wonderful having Hope here, it's been the best day I've had in a long time, except for Hope's accident of course."

 

"Yeah, she's quite something that little gal, even if she does look like the runt of the litter."

 

"Nick!  Surely you saw the rest of her family when you went to Boston.  All the Dougherty women are short, and all the Dougherty men are tall.  Odd that Aunt Maggie or Uncle Mick didn't tell you Hope was out this way."

 

"DOUGHERTY!  THAT'S THE NAME!  DOUGHERTY!" Nick shouted, hitting his head with the palm of his hand..

 

"Huh?" Laura squinted at him, "What in the world...?"

 

"You know, that's not an easy name to remember!"

 

"Which is why I wrote it down for you and put it in your breast pocket when you left for Boston."

 

"Yeah, I know, except, when I went to get it, all I found was your Aunt Polly's address.  I lost your mother's family address."

 

"You mean you never went to the lighthouse?"

 

"You know how many lighthouses there are in..."

 

"Yes, which is why I gave you an address, and you lost it!  Oh Nick!"

 

"How do you expect me to remember a name like Dougherty?!  I mean, what the hell kind of a name is that?!"

 

"It's my mother's name!  Hope's father and my mother were brother and sister!  And if you listened to me instead of minding other people's business you would know that!" she trots ahead of him, leaving him to follow close behind.

 

"Aw, come on...Laura?  Honey?  I didn't mean to insult your kin...  Laura?  Aww Damnit!"

 

 * * * * *

 

Separately they come upon the picnic area, where Aunt Polly was seated with Jarrod.  Victoria was unpacking the picnic basket.

 

"Laura, how is Hope?"

 

"She's fine, she and Heath were right behind us; ah here they come." 

 

Victoria smiles at Hope, "You will join us for supper Hope won't you?"

 

"Love to, thank you Mrs. Barkley.  Hello again Miss Thomas," she sits at the picnic table, resting her cane by her side.

 

"Well, Hope it seems we had to come across country just to greet each other again."

 

"Yes, it is rather odd, isn't it?"

 

"Are you sure you are well Hope?  Heath said you took quite a nasty fall."

 

"I'm fine, really Jarrod, thank you for your concern."


"It wasn't just concern, I was genuinely worried for you.  Can I get you anything to make you more comfortable?" a worried look evident on his face.

 

"No thank you, really."  Grateful though she was for the care of the Barkleys, Hope was becoming frustrated with their inquiries after her health.

 

"How about food!  I'm hungry, when do we eat?" interrupted Nick, impatiently.

 

"Well if ya'll excuse me."  Heath gave a slight nod to the family.

 

"Where are you going Heath?" inquired his mother, a little annoyed.

 

"I promised to eat with Susie."

 

"I thought you were kidding about that!" comments Nick.

 

"No, I promised I would eat with her."

 

"She's a kid, who's got a school girl crush on ya!  You're just encouraging her!" Nick abruptly sat down at the table.

 

"A promise is a promise."

 

"Heath why don't you get Susie and eat here with us?  There's plenty of room at the table," Laura suggested, putting her matchmaking plan into action.

 

"Well, I suppose I could ask her."

 

"I'll make sure you get the first piece of my raisin bread, if you do, " Laura bribed him.

 

"Don't haveta ask me twice.  Be right back with my date," he gave her a wink, but he was secretly grateful to have an excuse to eat with the family, especially now that the lovely Hope was joining them.

 

"Good!  Now, do you mind if I make the seating arrangements Victoria?"

 

"Be my guest."

 

"Good, Nick you will sit there." 

 

"I'm already sitting and waiting to eat!"

 

 "Hope will sit next to me, so we can chat...Heath and Susie will sit next to Hope."

 

"Well, that's one side of the table," Jarrod quipped with a teasing smile.

 

"I'm getting to you, patience!  You sit between your mother and Aunt Polly, and Audra will sit on the end with Carl."

 

"Brilliant as usual my dear," smiled Jarrod

 

"Don't encourage her.  Lets eat," Nick groused. 

 

"Oh, you're always hungry," complains Audra teasingly, as she settles in her seat with Carl by her side.

 

"You didn't haveta lug books all over the place little girl."

 

"We'll eat as soon as Heath gets back, that is if you're finished with the seating arrangements Laura," asked Victoria, amused by her manipulations.

 

Heath arrives with young Susie, "Room for us?" he asked.

 

"You sit right there next to Hope," Laura suggests.  Being a gentleman, Heath lets Susie sit down first, and she sits near Hope, seeing this, Laura rushes over to Susie, and grabs her by the shoulder, "Oh no dear, you sit here on the end, Heath will sit near Hope, you wouldn't want to bang into Hope's hurt leg now would you Susie dear?"

 

"No ma'am," the girl said shyly.

 

"It's really fine, Laura," Hope said.

 

"It doesn't matter Laura, I'm sure Susie will be careful," Heath gallantly defends the orphan.

 

"Of course it matters!  I arranged the seating and that's how I arranged it!" At the determined tone, Hope grinned at Heath who gave her a shy lopsided grin as he sat down.  "Best not to argue with her Heath, there is a method to her madness, though one may wonder."

"Just sit!  Please!" Laura demanded.  Heath nodded, amused by his sister in law, "Yes ma'am."

 

"Can we eat now?!" Nick piped in once more.

 

"Alright Nick since you're so anxious to eat maybe you can say grace for us," suggests his mother dryly.

 

"Gladly; Bless us oh Lord of these gifts from thy bounty, Amen."

 

"That was quite short Nicholas."

 

"Do you think the Good Lord heard you?" asked Aunt Polly.

 

"Everybody hears Nick, even the Good Lord," muses Heath with a grin.

 

"Nick, weren't you suppose to bring the wine?" reminded Jarrod.

 

"Damnit!  Left it in the wagon!" He throws his napkin down on the table as he stands.

 

"NICK!"

 

"What?"

 

"Your language!" his wife scolds.

 

"Sorry," he grabs a piece of chicken, and munches on it as he walks away.  Hope pats her cousin on the hand, and says in her thickest Irish brogue, " Now, dere, don't beh after yehr husband, now, dehrie; he's just bein' a wee bit passionate."  The two girls giggle at their private joke.

 

 

Part 39

 

After eating a very satisfying supper, everyone sat back, to digest their food and enjoy the festivities as they prepared to hand out the blue ribbon prizes.  All turned to face a makeshift stage where a band sat at the ready to play for the dance that evening.  Sam Gruber, as self proclaimed Master of Ceremonies announced the prizes.

 

"Now for the beautiful handmade crafts," Sam Gruber continues, "the judges had a difficult time this year as everything was so lovely, but they did make their choices; Now when I announce the winners you must come up to the stage and get your ribbons..."

 

Audra interrupts as she leans over to Hope and Laura, "...and a kiss from Sam Gruber as well."

 

"You didn't tell me that when you talked me into entering this contest!" stated Laura, annoyed at her sister in law.  Audra gave her an impish smile, "Oh didn't I mention that?" Laura shook her head, "Your going to get yours one day Audra!  I promise you."

 

"...and our second prize goes to Miss Audra Barkley for her beautiful sampler of the Lord's Prayer."  Audra walked up to the stage escorted by Carl Wheeler.

 

"I am glad I didn't enter this contest," stated Laura to her cousin.  "I'm sorry I did!" Hope sighed.

 

Sam Gruber gives Audra a congratulatory kiss on the cheek just before she leaves the stage.

Everyone applauds, as Carl assists Audra down the stairs.  "Now, for the first prize, the blue ribbon goes to one of our newest citizen and a fine teacher, Miss Hope Dougherty."

 

"I'll get it for you Hope," Laura volunteered.

 

"No, I'll get it, you sit right there, I'll bring it to ya Hope," Heath promised.

 

"No, it's okay I'll get it," Hope insisted.  Heath stood in protest.

 

 Nick laughs, " Let him go, I wanna see what happens when Gruber tries to give Heath a kiss."  They all laugh at the thought. 

 

"No, I'll get it, thank you," Hope stubbornly asserted.

 

"You'll need an escort anyway, Hope," Laura said hurriedly.  "Let Heath help."

 

Acutely aware that she could wait no longer, Hope relented.  "Alright, but I'm not an invalid!  I'm quite capable of getting there." 

 

She did make the stage just fine with Heath politely at her elbow, though she did not mount the stairs, simply standing below and taking the ribbon from Mr. Gruber, and quickly turning as he showed signs of an approaching kiss.

 

"Thank you Heath," Hope said politely as they returned to the table.

 

"Congratulations."


"Too bad ya missed Gruber's kiss on the cheek, " laughs Nick.

 

"I'm sure I can live without it," was her answer.

 

"Well everyone else gets one, ya shouldn't be left out."  Heath bends down and kisses her cheek, making Hope blush the deepest crimson. 

 

 Laura sighs at the sight, and whispers in Nick's ear.  "Now, that cover looks like a perfect fit."  Nick looks at his grinning wife confused, "Huh??"

 

"Never mind sweetheart, let's you and I go for a walk around the fairgrounds," she pulls Nick by the hand as she stands.

 

"Oh Laura, you can't go now, they 're going to announce the winners of the baked goods.  You don't want to miss your blue ribbon and kiss, do you?" Audra teased with amusement.

 

"Oh very well, but I am never entering another thing again!" She sits back down again, and gives Hope a shrug.  Her cousin gives her an encouraging pat on her hand. 

 

"I don't know why you don't like that Mr. Gruber, he certainly seems pleasant enough to me," interjects Aunt Polly.

 

"I wonder Aunt Polly if you are really that good a judge of character," asked Laura good

naturedly.

 

"Oh I don't know, she loves me, doncha Pollygirl?" adds Nick with a wink towards the aunt, as he stretched out his long legs before him and crossed his arms.

 

"There's proof in the pudding if I ever heard of it!" Hope said, not being able to resist teasing Nick, causing the others within earshot to guffaw loudly.  Nick raised himself up, and leaning over to look pass his wife, glared at Hope.

 

"We don't need your little tidbits of wisdom over there short gal," he said gruffly. 

 

"If it wasn't for my little tidbits of wisdom, you'd have no sense at all Nick."  Heath exploded again with laughter, and the others follow suit, with the exception of Nick who sneered back, "Hummph, Tidbit!"

 

 * * * * *

 

Sam Gruber cleared his throat before he announced the next contest, he had be savoring this moment.  The one moment that he was going to put that little 'smart mouth princess' in her place.  He was aware of the risks in coming up against the most powerful family in the valley but this was too good to pass on.  With the third and second prize announced for the baked goods contest, the blue ribbon was the next and he looked forward to it.  His gleaming white teeth shining and his best smile plastered on, he began,

 

"I take particular pride in announcing this prize because I had the good fortune to once again be a judge this year, and this little lady has certainly won over my palate with her talented baking, so without further ado, the blue ribbon prize goes to Mrs. Nick Barkley."

 

Everyone applauded as Laura reluctantly stood from her seat, "Don't forget to thank those who encouraged you Sis!" Heath teased laughingly as he clapped the loudest.  She glanced back at Heath and stuck her tongue out.  Nick escorted his wife to the stage.

 

"Congratulations sweetheart," he gave her a kiss on the cheek as she ascended the stairs.

 

Sam Gruber grinned widely as he handed her the blue ribbon, "Congratulations Mrs. Barkley."

 

"Thank you Mr. Gruber," she winced as she received her obligatory kiss from the loathsome man.  She quickly moved toward the stairs when Sam stopped her by grabbing at her sleeve and taking hold of her elbow, in an effort to help her down from the stage, "Please Mrs. Barkley, allow me to assist you down!  After all, you must be careful in your delicate condition!"

 

"What?" she replied, her face draining of any color.

 

Sam Gruber smiled out into the crowd, "Isn't it wonderful ladies and gentlemen, Mrs. Barkley is with child, lets all applaud the expectant couple."  Laura was thunderstruck as she watched the defiant editor smile with a vengeful glee, and led the crowd of spectators in loud applause.  Then she turned to see the pained expression on her husband's face.

 

"Nick.k.k...., I..I 'mmm, s.s..sorry," her eyes overflowed with stinging tears.

 

"Why.y.y...  ?" Nick asked bewildered.

 

"I was going to tell you...  tonight...I swear it...."  She was crushed by the look on Nick's face, and turned away, but he cupped her face in his hands, "...you promised....  no secrets," his eyes glistening as he tried to hold back his disappointed tears.  His pained look caused the full force of her own tears to begin, "Forgive me...please," she begged. 

 

The applause stopped as all eyes were on the couple.  A murmur started in the crowd, as people realized Nick didn't know his wife was pregnant until that moment.  Suddenly a loud voice shouted out....

 

"HEY BARKLEY, MAYBE SHE DIDN'T TELL YA 'CAUSE IT AIN'T YOURS!" Zak Morton yelled out; his brother slapped him on the back joining in the laughter.  Heath Barkley flew out of his seat and seized Zak Morton by the throat punching him hard on the jaw, sending him flying into chairs and tables, as several of the chairs crack under his weight.  J.  R.  moved to defend his brother, jumping Heath from behind, pulling him back with a chokehold.  Heath struggled to get J.R.  off his back when chards of glass rained down over him.  Heath felt J.R.'s body slide off his back with little effort.  When Heath turned, he found his brother Jarrod holding the remains of a wine bottle in his hand.  Heath nodded to him with a grin, "Now that's using his head." 

 

"You know, I've always wanted to do that!  Glad we finished the wine first though," Jarrod smiled at Heath, who grinned back, then looked around for anyone else who wanted to challenge them. 

 

The sound of Zak's vicious comment, caused Nick to turn angrily, but noticing that Heath keenly dealt with the Morton problem, he turned to the one man who caused it all.....  Nick rushed the stage and before Sam Gruber could react, pulls at his pant cuffs, causing him to fall on his backside with a jarring thud.  Then Nick jumped on the stage, and snatched Gruber up by his jacket lapels to his eye level, and gave the Eagle editor a generous taste of Nick Barkley's best right cross.

 

"THERE'S A KISS FOR YOU GRUBER!" And with that, the formally grinning man, gave up several of his pearly white teeth.  Once Nick was assured that his right cross had done it's job, and the offender was unconscious, he jumped off the stage and led his weeping wife away. 

 

"NOW!  WE TALK!" Nick led her through the crowd; as they rushed through, some called out their congratulations, Nick acknowledged them with a grunt, quickly pulling his wife away in tears.  They finally stopped at a clearing where the wagons were located.  Nick scanned the perimeter checking for prying eyes, then he leaned against one of the wagons with his arms folded and a scowl on his face, staring at his very contrite wife. 

 

"NOW!  How did this whole damn valley find out before me?!"

 

"I don't know Nick, I swear it.  I only told Hope!"

 

"HOPE?!  You told her!  Not your husband?!  Your blasted cousin hates me!"

 

"She doesn't hate you Nick, she really does like you, in spite of yourself.  You know, she begged me to tell you about the baby."

 

"She had to BEG you to tell me?!"

 

"No, I didn't mean it that way; but she did encourage me to tell you."

 

"She had to ENCOURAGE you to tell me?!"

 

"This is not coming out the way I planned."

 

"Were you planning on having this baby and them introducing us?!" Laura smiled shyly at him, "Funny, you know that's just what Belle said to me last week."  Nick's angry face changed to one of bewilderment, "Belle Blakesen knows too?!"

 

"Oh damn, I guess I shouldn't have said that," she looked down at her feet, her arms crossed behind her back. 

 

Nick took a deep breath before speaking again, "I want to know everything, and I want to know it NOW!  ....Start talking and don't you dare leave anything OUT!"

 

Laura took in a deep long breathe, "It all started the day you left for Boston.....Did you know Lottie Mason couldn't read or write?  ........Well, she does now."

 

 * * * * *

 

By the time she finished telling Nick about her teaching literacy classes to saloon girls, then Jarrod finding her in the saloon and she becoming ill, and Belle assisting her at the doctor's office, and Victoria taking over those same classes .....Nick was now sitting on the ground quietly in awe of everything he had heard.  Finally Laura sighed as she stopped talking.  He slowly stood up from the ground, staring at her, his hands on his hips.

 

"Is that it?"

 

"Yes."

 

"...'Sure?"

 

"Yes."

 

"Ya sure did a lot in the time I was away.  I wish I could hire men who could do all that work in such a short time."

 

"Maybe you should try hiring women," she quipped with a slight smile.

 

He moved close to her, putting his face inches from hers and emphasized every other word with the jerk of his finger pointing to the ground.  "May I Be Dead and Buried in the Dirt, Rotting Away, the Day the Barkley Ranch has Women Wranglers!!"

 

"Okay," she turned away trying to muffle a laugh.

 

"You try my patience Woman!  You really do!  Now, is there any more secrets you're keeping from me?!"

 

"Well, there is one.  A small one." 

 

He raised his head, then looked down his nose at her, "I'm waiting!"

 

She bit her bottom lip as she gingerly reached in her skirt pocket and pulled out little gold frame glasses, which she placed on her nose.  At first Nick stared at her astonished, then he roared with laughter.

 

"What are you laughing at?!" she cried out.

 

"You!" he held his sides in, bending down laughing, "I warned ya about reading all those damn books!  Ya look like a little old lady!" he roared with laughter, doubling over.

 

"Now that's a real mean thing to say to me!  Really mean!" She quickly took her glasses off and shoved them in her pocket.  "Damn you Nick Barkley!"

 

"Your language!" he said imitating her, as he continued laughing.  Then he wrapped his arms around her shoulders, still laughing, "...being married to you sure ain't dull Woman!" He lifted her chin up with his finger and kissed her on the lips.  "Ahh, I need a drink after all that.  Come on let's go."

 

"You're letting me go to the saloon with you?!"

 

"Sure, why not?  They know you there about as well as they know me!  No liquor though, it's not good for the baby!" He shakes a warning finger.

 

"Nick?" He stops in his tracks, smiling "What Sweetheart?"

 

 "I love you Nick." 

 

He cupped her face in his hands, "You've made me a very happy man Milady and I love you for that.  When's it gonna be?"

 

"Springtime."

 

"Springtime, a perfect time for new life."  They kiss each other again as they walk away. 

 

 

Part 40

 

Hope sat perched on a barstool behind the refreshment table, thanking the heavens she hadn’t spilled the punch or broken any glasses.  She looked at the dance longingly.  The ladies of Stockton had tastefully organized the dance floor.  The floor was only well compounded dirt, but it was swept and organized and soft to step upon.  The periphery was bound by with large poles having rope strung between them, and lanterns held in place by careful knotting gave a soft ethereal glow to a waning autumn eve.  The yellow glow gave a pleasant hue to the pale pinks and blues found on the town’s ladies and near ladies.  Hope sighed, thinking of her own dark dress.  She loved dancing, and she’d promised both Jarrod and Heath dances, and even old Mr. Jenkins had made her promise to give him “a whirl ‘round the floor."  Enough of that, she scolded herself.  You’ve had a wonderful day, Hope Dougherty, and there’ll be other dances, plenty of ‘em.

“Hello, Hope,” Audra said, sweet and kindhearted as ever.  At the lack of answer, she continued, “Hope?” The girl in question shook her head as if to loosen the trance surrounding her.

“Oh, I’m sorry Audra.”

“You were a million miles away.”

“I was just thinking..  about the dance.”

“Isn’t it lovely?  I’m sorry you can’t dance.  Laura mentioned how much you love it.”

“Thank you.  It’s alright, though.  How are you?  I noticed quite a few dances with a certain young man.”

“I’ve been having a lovely evening, thank you." 

 

Hope laughed cheerily at the dodge.  “Fine, then.  You may keep your confidences for now, but I’ll be hearing about it later, whether you tell me or not." 

 

Audra joined her in laughter.  “I’ll tell you everything.  Well, I should get back.  I’ll see you later.”

“Thanks for coming by.”

 * * * * *

 

Laura and Nick sat down from a dance tiredly.  She looked across the dance floor where she could just see her cousin’s small form.  She looked down a few seats to where her brother-in-law sat, then stood up rather suddenly.

“Nick, sweetheart, would you excuse me for a minute?”

“Huh?  Oh,” he grunted.  “Well, okay, but I wanna dance again soon.”

“We’ll dance again.  I just want to get some punch.  Heath?”

“Yeah, Laura?”

“Come with me?”

“Hey, he gets to come with you and I don’t?” Nick questioned.

“Yes.  We’re going to bring back some punch.  You worked so hard all day; I thought I could get it for you, but I need someone to come.”

“Okay I guess,” he mumbled. 

Heath stood to join her.  Halfway there, he spoke.

“Laura, what are ya up to?”

 

She eyed him suspiciously, weighing what she should say.  “You’re friends with Hope, right?”

“Yes.”

“And Hope loves to dance.”

“Didn’t know that, but I trust you do.”

“I do.”

“So what are we doin’?  She can’t dance, Laura; not with that leg.”

“Yes, she can.”

“Now hold on...”

“Just wait.  I’m not going to do anything that would hurt her."  She sighed in exasperation.  “Heath, I remember as a little girl my mother would try to teach me to dance.  I was very young and not very skilled at the time.  My father wasn’t much of a dancer himself, but she wanted me to learn.  I was small, Heath, and so she’d let me stand on her feet as we danced.”

“And?”

“And I certainly can’t do that for my cousin, but I want her to have a good time.  She might look happy, but I can tell she wishes she were dancing.”

“And so I’m supposed to do what your mother did?”

“Please, Heath?  She’ll love it.  And I’ll bake you more raisin bread if you do.”

“I’d do it anyway.  Now that you mention it, raisin bread would be nice, though.”

“It’s yours.”

“Why me?”

“What?”

“Why not Jarrod?”

“I don’t know.  Maybe I’ll make him do it later.  Maybe I’ll make Nick do it later too.”

“That’s a recipe for trouble.”

“I don’t think so.  She likes him, despite everything, and I think he’s starting to like her, too.  I’ll just help things along.”

“You sure Hope’ll go along with this?” Heath questioned, again cautious.

“Of course she will.  After all, she said it herself: she’s not an invalid.  Now come along."  Laura grabbed his hand and pulled him toward the refreshments.

“Laura, Heath,” Hope greeted.  “Care for some punch?”

“Well, yes,” Laura replied, “but no.”

“Yes but no.  Interesting concept, L.”

“I’m going to be taking over the table for you, dearie.”

“And why ever would you do that, cousin mine?”

“Because you’re going dancing." 

 

Hope blushed furiously.  “I can’t,” she spake forcefully yet softly.  “Besides,” she continued louder, “I promised to watch the table.”

“Is it going somewhere?  I said I’d mind it for you.”

“Nick’ll have your head, and probably mine as well.”

“No he won’t.  Just go dance."  Hope’s hands flew to her hips.

“How?” she questioned defiantly.

“Heath’s volunteered to let you borrow his feet." 

 

Hope raised an eyebrow in suspicion.  “Volunteered or was coerced?”

“I volunteered, Hope.  After all, you did promise me a dance.  Can’t break a promise.”

“No one has explained to me how I’m going to dance.  Borrowing feet?  Sounds sickly morbid.”

“No, no, no!” broke in Laura.  “Remember growing up?  Uncle Mick would let you stand on his feet to dance, just like my mother did for me.  You can do the same thing.”

At Hope’s quizzical look, Heath added, “It’ll be fine.  Come on, girl.  I mightn’t be the best dancer, but I can do alright.  We’ll have some fun.”

“And you can go back to fruit punch misery afterwards,” added Laura.

“Alright,” she replied with a laugh.  “I’ll have you know, though, Laura, I haven’t spilled more than six drops of punch, and have broken no glasses.”

“My goodness!” Laura exclaimed in feigned shock.  “Good thing we arrived when we did, Heath; this girl’s murder on glasses.  Now, off with you!”

 * * * * *

 

Nick had just escaped from a conversation with a neighbor about crops and realized Laura still hadn’t returned.  Standing up, he stretched, then craned his neck to glance about the dance floor.  She sat where her cousin previously had, and was exchanging polite words with punch-drinking couples.  Nick rotated his neck, then made his way to the table.

“Laura, what are you doing serving drinks?”

“Oh, hello, Nick.  I offered to take over for a bit so Hope could do some dancing.”

“How can she dance?”

“Look and see.”

“See what?  She’s shorter than you are.  I don’t see her at all.”

“Oh, Nick!  She’s dancing with Heath at the moment."  At Nick’s glaring request for further information, she continued.  “She stands on their feet, and they go slowly.”

“And how did THAT start?”

“It was my idea.  You see, she really does love to dance.  And Heath was willing to do it, and others just picked up on the same idea.  She’s pretty popular, you know.  Jarrod danced once, too, and even Mr. Jenkins tried it.  She’s so small, no one minds.”

“Then I guess we won’t be dancing anymore?”

“No, it’s getting late.”

“Too bad; we’ll just have to push back the furniture in our room,” he said, with a wicked grin.  Laura’s mouth formed a coy, welcoming smile.

“What can we do for music?”

“I’m sure we’ll think of something."  Placing his arm around her waist, he hugged her tightly and snuggled his face in her hair. 

“Look at those two, Nick.”

“Who two?”

“Heath and Hope, silly.”

“What about ‘em?”

“Don’t they look sweet?”

“Not as sweet as someone I know.”

“Aww.  But Nick, don’t they look sweet?”

“I guess so.”

“She fits so well.”

“I told you she was a tidbit." 

 

Laura laughed.  “I suppose you’ll call her that all the time now?”

“Yeah, I think I will.”

“Well, at least it’s better than ‘tramp’," Laura replied teasingly.

“Enough of that, woman!  Why are you thinking about them anyway?  We’re gonna have a baby, Laura." 

 

She sighed contentedly.  “I’m so happy.”

“Me, too.”

“What are we going to name it?”

“Well, Junior, of course.”

“I’m not naming my daughter Nick.”

“Oh, it’s a girl, is it?”

“Yes.”

“Well, I know what we shouldn’t name her, then.”

“What?”

“Laura."  She swatted his arm.  “What?  I have enough trouble with one Laura.  I can’t take a second.”

“I think if it’s a boy we should name him Heath.”

“Heath?  My brother over me?  No way, woman.  It’s Nick Barkley, Jr., boy or girl."  She smiled at him and he laughed.

“I can’t wait for the baby, Nick.”

“Neither can I.  I could shoot Gruber for telling it like that.”

“So could I.”

“We’ll take care of that tomorrow."  They said nothing for a few moments as the soft strains of a slow dance relaxed them into each other.

“Oh, Nick.  I love you so much, sweetheart."  He kissed her behind her ear.

“I love you, too.  Come on, let’s go home a little early.  Mother’ll understand.  Dance’s almost over anyway.”

“What about the table?”

“I don’t care about it.  The only table I care about is the dinner table, and I’m not hungry for food right now."  She smiled.

“Love you, Nick.  Time for our own dance."  Arm in arm, they walked out of the soft glowing circle and to the carriage in the darkness.

 

 

To be continued…