by Torie
Disclaimer: The characters and situations of the TV program
"Big Valley" are the creations of Four Star/Republic Pictures and
have been used without permission. No
copyright infringement is intended by the author. The ideas expressed in this story are copyrighted to the author.
Summary: When Jarrod marries Maria Montero a
quarrel ensues between the family and Maria’s father, one that Jarrod and
Maria’s daughter could end.
Maria Montero sat in the buggy, the tears rolling down her
cheeks. She felt she had made the biggest mistake in her life. Her father had
told her that if she picked the young man that had come to live with the
Barkleys that it would pollute the Spanish bloodlines in the family. Maria
didn't know how marrying Heath Barkley would pollute the family's bloodlines.
It
was worse that she had to make a choice family over love. But she was 17 she
was sure that she would find a husband to love her. The next time she wouldn't
let her father tell her that the man was all wrong by just his bloodlines.
* * * * * * * *
5
years later Jarrod Barkley was in San Francisco when he met Maria Montero.
Jarrod was walking in the park when he stepped on someone's foot.
He
noticed then that it was a lady. "Ma'am, I'm sorry," Jarrod was quick
to apologize. It was then that he recognized her.
"Maria
Montero!" Jarrod exclaimed.
"Counselor
Barkley, what are you doing here?" Maria asked.
"I
just came down from Stockton to settle a case," Jarrod said.
"How
is Heath?" Maria asked.
"He's
fine. He just got married 4 months ago. What about you? Aren't you
married?" Jarrod asked.
"No.
My father is against every man in the world. Every man, he says, is like your
brother. Doesn’t have the proper bloodline," Maria said.
"You
are 22, aren't you, Maria?" Jarrod asked.
"Sí.
What has that got to do with anything?" Maria asked.
"Your
father doesn't have any control over you. If your 22 you are old enough to pick
your own husband," Jarrod said.
"You
don't understand Spanish aristocracy do you, Jarrod? Nobility always picks out
the marriages in the family," Maria said.
"Why
don't you decide with your heart? The Spanish aristocracy is close to dying out
here," Jarrod said.
"I'll
do that, Jarrod. I have to go back home now. My father would worry," Maria
said.
"Would
you like to join me for lunch tomorrow, Maria?" Jarrod asked.
"My
father would not approve of you anymore than he did Heath," Maria said.
"Does
he have a problem with my family?" Jarrod asked.
"Yes.
Since your family accepted Heath he thinks all of you are not any good,"
Maria said.
"Well,
I'll leave that to you, Maria. You’re old enough to decide if you want to eat
lunch with me tomorrow," Jarrod said.
Jarrod
and Maria went their separate ways. At that moment Maria decided that she
wanted to marry Jarrod with or without her father's permission. She then
decided that she would eat lunch with him tomorrow somehow.
* * * * * * * *
Maria
met Jarrod the next day for lunch without a hitch. Her father usually didn't
question her activities during the day, so she was able to sneak out of the
house without being caught by her father or the servants. Maria said a swift
prayer to Santa Maria for getting her out of the house.
Jarrod
was waiting at a sidewalk cafe for her. Since he met her the day before he
realized she was the most beautiful young lady he'd ever met. No disregards to
his wife, Beth, who had died 3 years back.
Maria
walked past the cafe. Jarrod stood up and called after her. "Maria,"
Jarrod said.
Maria
turned to Jarrod, her dark eyes lighting with joy over seeing him. He was so
handsome with his dark hair and blue eyes. She had forgotten how tall he was.
Maria's head came just underneath his chin.
"Jarrod,"
Maria said.
She
rushed over to him and shook his hand before he pulled out a seat for her.
"Was it hard to get away?" Jarrod asked.
"No.
My father didn't catch me. If he knew I was meeting you, he'd give me the same
lecture that I got when I loved Heath," Maria said.
"Do
you still love Heath, Maria?" Jarrod asked.
"I
thought about it last night, Jarrod. I think all I had was a silly schoolgirl
crush when I met Heath. And anyway you said he was married now. So that
releases any guilt I felt about hurting him," Maria said.
"You
did hurt him though, Maria. He moped for days after you left," Jarrod
said.
"I
know. I did too. I cried as I rode away that day. I won't let that same mistake
happen again. If I love someone and they ask me to marry them, I won't let my
father tell me about bloodlines again," Maria said.
"What
if I told you that I loved you?" Jarrod asked.
"I'd
say that I love you too. I thought of it all last night and I realized that if
I married I'd like him to be someone like you," Maria said.
"Maria,
would you marry me?" Jarrod asked.
"Of
course. But we'd have to do it when father goes to Stockton," Maria said.
"When
is he going to Stockton?" Jarrod asked.
"In
2 or 3 months," Maria said.
"That
sounds all right," Jarrod said.
"Yes.
And I can go out to dinner and lunch with you. Father never questions my
activities," Maria said.
"In
the evenings I can take you to the opera and then take you home," Jarrod
said.
Jarrod
pulled a small case out of his jacket pocket and opened it. He pulled out a
small engagement ring and placed it on her left hand.
Jarrod
kissed her hand gently. Maria rested her hand on his smooth face and ran her
thumb along his jaw line.
After
they ate their meal, Maria had to leave, but not without giving Jarrod a quick
kiss goodbye.
* * * * * * * *
It
was easy for Maria to sneak out to meet Jarrod for the opera or dinner. Jarrod
would always pull her chair out for her or hold her hand as she alighted from a
coach. Maria grew to love Jarrod more than she did Heath.
One
day in August Maria burst into Jarrod's office excitedly. Jarrod was busy with
briefs from his last case the day before.
Jarrod
looked up in surprise as his fiancée burst in. "Maria, I've never seen you
like this," Jarrod said.
"Jarrod,
Father is going home in two days," Maria said.
"Did
he tell you this?" Jarrod asked.
"Yes.
He expects me to join him there this weekend," Maria said.
"We
can get married before you have to go," Jarrod said.
"Jarrod,
I have been wondering something since you proposed. Do you want children as
much as I do?" Maria asked.
"Of
course I do. I love children," Jarrod said.
"Do
you want boys or girls?" Maria asked.
"Doesn't
really matter to me as long as they are healthy. They'll also be accepted among
my family. Heath's name was Thomson when he came to the family but anyone with
the name "Barkley" is always accepted as one," Jarrod said.
"Will
they respect me? I hurt Heath and they may hate me," Maria said.
"As
long as you bear my name, you'll be accepted in my family," Jarrod said.
"My
father is going to protest when I get back and he finds out that I got married.
He'll protest more when he finds out I married a Barkley," Maria said.
"I
won't let your father guilt you. If he can't accept me or any of the children
that you and I have that's his problem, not yours or mine," Jarrod said.
"Are
you going to go to the justice of the peace soon?" Maria asked.
"Yes.
Later this afternoon. The day your father leaves go to the justice of the peace
two doors down from here. I'll be there and so will 3 or 4 witnesses and the
man that will perform the marriage ceremony," Jarrod said.
"Jarrod,
I'm scared. What if Father catches me? He may take me to Stockton with
him," Maria said.
"He
won't. Just think that in two days you’ll be my wife, Maria Montero
Barkley," Jarrod said.
"I
love you, Jarrod," Maria said.
"I
love you too, Maria," Jarrod said.
Maria
threw her arms around his neck and cried on his shoulder. Jarrod kissed her wet
cheek and looked into her dark eyes. "Maria you'll have to go home now.
I'll see you in two days," Jarrod said.
He
kissed her goodbye and then she left.
* * * * * * * *
Maria
felt a nervous tension as she watched her father leave bright and early two
days later. So far he hadn't suspected that she would be marrying Jarrod
Barkley in 2 hours. After Don Alfredo's buggy turned the corner, Maria threw a
light shawl over her head and ran down the back staircase.
To
Maria's relief no one caught her sneaking out. She ran all the way to the office
that Jarrod told her about. The door was locked as Maria tried to push it open.
"Miss
Montero?" A voice asked behind her.
Maria
pivoted sharply on her heel. It was Jarrod's secretary. "Louisa, you
frightened me," Maria said, breathlessly.
"I'm
sorry, Miss Montero. Mr. Barkley told me to tell you that he'd thought about it
last night and he said he'd rather get married in the Catholic church if that's
all right with you," Louisa said.
"I'm
fine with that. What church did he go to?" Maria asked.
"St.
Peter's. I can take you there. It's the church Mr. Barkley goes to when he's
here in San Francisco," Louisa said.
Louisa
and Maria walked to St. Peter's and went into the huge building. Two ministers,
one of Spanish descent, the other of Irish descent was talking to Jarrod.
"Jarrod!"
Maria squealed and ran to her fiancé.
Jarrod
kissed her forehead and looked into her dark brown eyes. "I decided it
would be best if we married Catholic. Your father won't be ready to disown you
if he knew you were married in the Catholic Church," Jarrod said.
"No,
he wouldn't. I spent all last night wondering what the eloping would mean to my
father when he finds out. Jarrod, you know Catholics don't elope. So this is
the Christian way if we marry like this," Maria said relieved.
"Maria,
this is Father O'Reilly. He's my pastor when I come to San Francisco. And this
is his assistant Padre Manuel," Jarrod introduced.
"It's
a pleasure to meet you, Miss Montero," Father O'Reilly said.
Padre
Manuel spoke to Maria in Spanish the same thing Father O'Reilly had just said.
"Now
Jarrod, is it important that you and Maria get married today," Father
O'Reilly asked.
'Sí,
Padre. You see, my father does not like the Barkley's and I love Jarrod. You
see, after my father and myself were to go to Stockton, he wanted to go on a
trip of Spain. And it might be a few years before I could marry Jarrod if I did
that," Maria said.
"And
as long as you marry in the Catholic Church he can't disown you?" Padre
Manuel asked.
"He
might. My father holds the Catholic clergy in very high regard," Maria
said.
"I
suppose that's a good reason to marry you. Miss Montero, Mr. Barkley, in one
hour you'll be married before God and Man.
* * * * * * * *
Maria
was in the priest's chambers putting on a wedding veil. The hour had dwindled
down to a few minutes. In a few minutes She would be married to Jarrod Barkley,
the most handsome man in the state of California.
Maria
took a deep breath to control her nervousness. One of the altar boys knocked on
the door to the pastor's study.
Maria
opened it. "Miss Montero, we're ready," the boy said.
Maria
walked out of the study, pulling the veil over her eyes. At the altar stood the
two priests and Jarrod. Jarrod smiled at her and walked to her. He took her
hand and both walked to the altar.
A
few witnesses were in the pews. Some people to say that the marriage really did
take place.
"Dearly
Beloved, we are gathered here together in the sight of God and man to witness
the marriage of this man and this woman. Who gives this woman away?"
Father O'Reilly asked.
"I
do," Padre Manuel said.
Father
O'Reilly nodded to the Mexican and continued his speech on marriage. Before
anyone knew it, it was time for the marriage vows.
"Jarrod
Thomas Barkley, do you take Maria Montero to be your lawful wedded wife? Do you
promise to love her, honor her, and forsaking all others as long as you both
shall live?" Father O'Reilly asked.
"I
do," Jarrod said.
"Maria
Montero, do you take Jarrod Thomas Barkley as your lawfully wedded husband? Do
you promise to love, honor, and obey him as long as you both shall live?"
the priest asked.
"I
do," Maria said.
"The
rings, please," the priest said.
Jarrod
took the ring from the minister. "Jarrod, say with this ring, I thee
wed," The priest said.
"With
this ring I thee wed," Jarrod said, slipping the ring on her index finger.
"Maria,
say with this ring I thee wed," the Padre said.
"With
this ring I thee wed," Maria said, slipping the ring on Jarrod's finger.
"As
much as Jarrod and Maria have consented to marriage, what God has brought
together let no man put asunder. By the Catholic Church and the state of
California I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride,"
the priest said.
Jarrod
kissed her. and smiled. The two thanked the priests and paid them. The priests
gave them their marriage certificate and the newlyweds left to buy tickets to
Stockton the following day.
* * * * * * * *
The
next day, bright and early, Jarrod and Maria left for Stockton. The whole way
there Maria had a hard time believing that she was married to Jarrod. Once her
father saw how much the couple loved each other he wouldn't protest to the
marriage. Maria was sure of that. He would love it even more when Maria had a
baby. Because even if he didn't like the bloodlines of the Barkley's he
wouldn't shun an innocent baby.
Jarrod
sat in the seat across from her, looking over some notes for a court case when
he got back to Stockton.
Yes,
Maria thought, I have married the most handsome man in California.
* * * * * * * *
Maria
and Jarrod arrived in Stockton late that afternoon. Heath and his wife Dora met
the train at the exact time it arrived. In the 5 years that Heath had lived in
Stockton he had earned the respect of everyone in Stockton as a Barkley. No one
questioned his parentage or called him illegitimate to his face any more.
Of
course if they did Nick would beat them into next week, Heath thought, amused
at the fact that his big brother would always try to protect him as if he were
a child.
Also
Heath had gotten the respect when he married Dora Hamilton. Dora was the
prettiest girl he had ever met. When Heath met her she was arriving in town
with her twin children, Patsy and Isaac. When the twins were two years old,
their father had died in a logging accident. Dora instantly fell in love with
the blond Barkley. He was a perfect gentleman and loved her children. The
four-year-olds liked Heath too. He was fun and they always sat on his lap even
when he was tired from a hard day's work on the range or fixing a fence.
The
train stopped breaking Dora and Heath's thoughts. Jarrod came out of his
compartment, Maria out of sight behind her tall husband.
"Jarrod!"
Heath greeted his older brother.
"Hello,
Heath. And how are you, Dora?" Jarrod asked, his blond haired
sister-in-law.
"I'm
fine, Jarrod. Welcome back," Dora greeted her husband's brother.
"How
are Patsy and Isaac? Well I hope," Jarrod said.
"They're
fine, Jarrod. Jarrod, I wanted to ask you if you could arrange papers so I
could adopt them. In the year that I've known them I've grown to love those
children like they were my own. Also the children have started to call me
"Papa," Heath said.
"I
think that could be arranged, Little Brother," Jarrod said.
"Thank
you, Jarrod," Heath said.
"I'll
settle it tomorrow, Heath. I promise," Jarrod said.
"Why
won't you settle it today, Jarrod?" Heath asked.
"Heath,
I got married yesterday and I figured the family would want to celebrate as
soon as I got back," Jarrod said.
"Jarrod,
you didn't!" Dora exclaimed.
"Jarrod,
congratulations! Who's the lucky girl?" Heath asked.
Jarrod
hesitated slightly. He didn't know how his brother would react to seeing his
wife again. He knew that Heath loved Dora now, but the memory of a girl who'd
broken Heath's heart might be too painful.
"Heath,
it's someone you know," Jarrod said.
"Who
is it?" Heath asked.
"Heath,
its Maria Montero," Jarrod said.
Heath
felt shock for a moment. "You married Maria?' Heath asked, his voice close
to breaking.
"Yes.
Heath she's sorry that she hurt you and she understands about how much you and
Dora love each other," Jarrod said.
"Do
you love her Jarrod?" Heath asked.
"Yes.
I've been seeing her for the last 2 months. We've gone out to dinner and to the
opera. Heath, I love her and she loves me. I promise you, Heath, I never wanted
to hurt you," Jarrod said.
"I
suppose I can live with that. I'm happily married with a wife and two children.
I wish you and Maria all the happiness in the world, Jarrod," Heath said.
Maria
stepped out from behind her husband and smiled at Heath sweetly.
"Hola,
Heath. I heard you had gotten married. You're very pretty," Maria said, to
Dora.
"Thank
you. Your very beautiful yourself," Dora said to her new sister-in-law.
"Gracias.
You are very kind," Maria said.
"Well,
let's get these two home. Mother would be furious if we don't show up at the
right time. The twins are rambunctious and Mother will be worn to a frazzle if
we don't come home to rescue her," Heath joked.
Jarrod,
Maria, and Dora grinned at the thought of Victoria Barkley worn to a frazzle by
hyperactive twins. Maria grinned at the thought as the wagon carried her and
her husband out to the ranch. What none of them realized was that a Spanish
vaquero had heard everything.
* * * * * * * *
Don
Alfredo Montero was enjoying the cool of his mansion when one of his vaquero's
entered the house.
"Senor,
I just saw Senorita Montero in town," the young man said excitedly.
"Maria?
I wasn't expecting her until tomorrow. What was she doing here?" Don
Alfredo asked.
"She
was with the Barkley's," The boy said.
"Why
was she with them? She knows how I feel about that family since they welcomed
that young man into it," Don Alfredo asked.
"It
appeared she married one of them," the boy said.
"Which
one? She couldn't have married the young man. He married earlier this
year," Don Alfredo said.
"She
married the lawyer. The young man, who's not a true Barkley met them there with
his wife and the lawyer told him that he married the Señorita yesterday,"
The boy said.
Don
Alfredo felt shock. His only child had married against his wishes to one of his
enemies. While he had to admit that Jarrod was a gentleman, he was still a part
of a family that would accept a man not of the proper bloodlines. That made
every Barkley not of the proper bloodlines.
If
his daughter had Jarrod Barkley's baby, he decided, he would never accept this
baby as his grandchild. He decided at that moment to go to the Barkley's and
tell his daughter that she wasn't his daughter anymore and if she had any
children they were not his grandchildren.
* * * * * * * *
Heath
pulled the wagon into the yard of the Barkley mansion. Dora talked excitedly to
Jarrod and Maria. It took all Jarrod's self control not to laugh at her
excitement.
"Oh,
Maria, I'm so glad to have you for a sister-in-law. And the children would love
having you as an aunt. They already love having Jarrod, Nick and Eugene as
their uncles and Audra as their aunt. Tell me are you and Jarrod going to have
any children?" Dora chattered.
"We
hope so. I love children and Jarrod has agreed that if we do have children that
they'll be raised Roman Catholic," Maria said.
"That's
good. Whatever child you have they'll learn to go to confession and Mass and
learn all the names of the saints," Dora said.
"Have
you two decided on any names for any children that you have?" Heath asked.
"Jarrod
said that if we have a girl I could name her Katalina Maria Isabel Barkley. But
if we have a boy Jarrod said he wanted to name him Thomas, after your
father," Maria said.
"Where
do you get the name Katalina from?" Dora asked.
"That
was my mother's name. Of course Jarrod said that if we call her that, he has to
be able to call her Katie," Maria said.
The
four Barkley's got out of the rig as two small people came running down the
walk to Heath. Heath picked up his two stepchildren and hugged them.
"Those
are my children, Maria," Dora whispered.
Victoria
came out of the house. She looked tired. "I'm glad you're home, Heath. The
children were very rowdy today and broke a window," Victoria said.
"I'll
fix that immediately, Mother," Heath said.
"Hello,
Pretty Lady," Jarrod greeted his mother.
"Oh
Jarrod," Victoria said. She walked up to her oldest son and hugged him.
"I'm
glad to be home, Mother. Mother, you remember Maria Montero don't you?"
Jarrod asked.
"Of
course I do. How do you do, Maria?" Victoria asked, her voice a little
chilled.
Maria
flinched slightly at Victoria's coldness and looked at her husband with sad
brown eyes.
Jarrod
took pity on his wife and wrapped his arm around her shoulders. "Mother, I
married Maria yesterday," Jarrod said.
Victoria's
reaction was the same as Heath's, only there was a little more anger in her
tone. "Jarrod, how do you know she won't leave you?" Victoria asked.
"I
couldn't leave him, Mrs. Barkley. We were married Catholic and Catholics can't
divorce. And anyway I love Jarrod and I won't let my father break us up like
the last time, " Maria said.
Victoria
felt this girl was genuine and hugged her new daughter-in-law as a mother would
a daughter. "This gives us reason to celebrate. "Welcome to the
family, Dear," Victoria said.
"Gracias,
Victoria," Maria said.
"Please
call me Mother," Victoria said.
"All
right, Mother," Maria said.
Victoria
took her sons and their wives into the parlor and they had afternoon tea
together.
* * * * * * * *
The
Barkley family was eating a sumptuous supper in the Barkley dining room in
celebration of Jarrod and Maria's marriage. Jarrod would often look at his wife
with love in his ice-blue eyes and kiss her hand, gently.
Maria
laughed at her husband and would kiss his soft hand in return. Once she leaned
over to whisper in his ear. "I love you, Jarrod Barkley," Maria
whispered softly.
"I
love you too, Mrs. Barkley," Jarrod said, using his wife's new last name.
After
dinner, after the twins went to bed, the adults talked about ranching and what
Don Alfredo's reaction to Jarrod and Maria's marriage would be. They didn't
have long to find out.
A
hard knock on the door interrupted the family's talking. Silas, the family's
butler answered the door. Don Alfredo Montero stood there, cold determination
all over his face.
"I
am here to see Jarrod Barkley and Maria," Don Alfredo said to the colored
butler.
"Of
course, Mistuh Montero. They be in the parlor," Silas led the man inside
to the parlor.
Jarrod
stood behind his wife and placed his hand on her shoulder in a restraining
gesture. Maria twisted her wedding ring on her left hand. Her father had always
intimidated her as a child. He would glower at her in a way that made her feel
like a guilty child.
Don
Alfredo entered the parlor and looked around at the Barkley's. When his eyes
fell on Heath, his eyes turned cold. After 5 years this creature was still with
the Barkley's.
He
moved his gaze to the couch where Maria sat, twisting her wedding ring
nervously, Jarrod Barkley's hand on her shoulder, his wedding ring out in clear
sight.
Don
Alfredo looked at his daughter, the anger clear in his dark brown eyes.
"Maria, how could you!" Don Alfredo hissed.
"I
fell in love, Father. I love Jarrod," Maria said.
"HE'S
STILL A BARKLEY! THESE PEOPLE DON'T HAVE THE PROPER BLOODLINES! I THOUGHT I
MADE IT CLEAR 4 YEARS AGO THAT YOU WERE NOT TO MARRY ANY OF THE BARKLEY
MEN!" Don Alfredo yelled.
"Don
Alfredo, may I remind you to please lower your voice. We have 2 four-year olds
sleeping upstairs and you might wake them up,” Victoria said.
"By
the way, Father, I don't care any more. When I lost Heath I said that I would
marry if God told me to. God led me to Jarrod," Maria said.
"If
you stay married to this man, you are no longer my daughter. Also your children
won't be my grandchildren," Don Alfredo said, in an attempt to make her
see reason.
Maria
saw that as a threat to scare her into leaving Jarrod. "I will not. I love
Jarrod. I'm Catholic and we cannot divorce, remember? This family will love
also whatever child we have, him or her. If you do not wish to be involved in
its upbringing that's your choice. I'm sorry that I disobeyed you, but I'm not
a child any longer," Maria said.
Don
Alfredo looked at Jarrod, a look of pure hatred in his eyes. "Very well
then. You are no longer my daughter. I hope you're happy with whatever life you
have from now on. I never wish to see you or the Barkley's again," Don
Alfredo said.
Don
Alfredo stalked out of the parlor. Maria buried her face in her hands and
cried. Jarrod sat next to her on the sofa and wrapped his arm around her
shoulder. Maria buried her face in Jarrod's chest and cried. Jarrod pushed her
face up and wiped her face with his thumb.
* * * * * * * *
Jarrod
was battling a case in court a few weeks later, when Maria slipped into the
room. A week or two ago Maria had started to feel sick to her stomach. Jarrod,
feeling concerned, sent her to the doctor.
Maria
smiled at her husband's convincing arguments in the courtroom. Whatever could
be said of her husband as a lawyer he was a formidable force in the courtroom.
His arguments could sway a jury to see his way about any client he defended or
prosecuted.
At
the call for the recess Maria walked up to her husband and kissed his cheek
tenderly.
"Well,
Maria?" Jarrod asked.
"Jarrod,
the doctor says that he thinks that I'm going to have a baby," Maria said.
"A
baby? I'm going to be a father?" Jarrod asked, his eyes widening. A
brilliant grin spread over his features.
"Sí.
I am going to have a baby," Maria said.
Jarrod
kissed his wife’s cheek and hugged her.
"I'm
just so happy. A baby. Are we still going to keep the names we decided on?"
Jarrod asked.
"Sí.
I promised my mother that if I had a girl I'd name her Katalina," Maria
said, placing her hands on her husband's shoulders.
Jarrod
kissed his wife's lips, gently. "Mrs. Barkley, would you do me the honor
of letting me escort you to lunch?" Jarrod asked.
"Of
course, Mr. Barkley," Maria said, playing along with him.
A
vaquero in the courtroom raced out as soon as he saw Maria and Jarrod leave the
courtroom. He raced to the general store where Don Alfredo was sending a
letter.
"Señor,
Señor, I just saw Señora Maria," The vaquero said.
"Well
how is she?" Don Alfredo asked.
"She's
going to have a baby! She just said it to the lawyer. He seemed pleased. He
picked her up and swung her around and then put her down again. He was smiling,"
the boy said.
"Well,
that is good news. I won't be there for the child, but you can look out for it
and tell me if the child is happy and healthy," Don Alfredo said.
"Of
course, Señor. I'll be happy to protect Señora Maria's baby. But won't Señor
Barkley be protecting it? It's his baby too," The vaquero said.
"Probably.
I wouldn't be surprised if that lawyer will treat the child like a spoiled,
pampered prince or princess when it's born," Don Alfredo said.
* * * * * * * *
From
that day on Maria and her unborn baby had an unseen watcher to protect her and
the baby if any danger came. As Maria got bigger, Jarrod started planning
things that his child would have. Heath, Nick, and Jarrod started to paint and
decorate a nursery for the baby until the time came that the baby would be
born.
Maria
woke up early on the morning of the 23rd of April the following year. She
dressed quickly and went downstairs to where her husband was eating his
breakfast.
Maria
flinched slightly as she leaned down and kissed Jarrod's cheek.
"Maria,
this is surprising. Usually you are asleep when I leave the house in the
morning," Jarrod teased his wife.
"I
just wanted to eat breakfast with you for a morning before I feel sleepy again
and decide to take a nap," Maria said, her brown eyes shining.
Her
youthful smile changed to a look of pain. She laid a restraining hand on her
stomach and grimaced as a small contraction came.
Jarrod
grabbed his wife's free hand and squeezed it gently. "Maria, are you all
right?" Jarrod asked
Maria
gasped and squeezed Jarrod's hand so hard that Jarrod felt as if she was going
to break it. Victoria stood beside her daughter-in-law.
"Jarrod,
I think Maria's going to have that baby today. Audra, Dora, I'm going to need
your help. We need to get Maria back upstairs to her bed. Dora, grab one of her
arms. I'll take the other one. Jarrod, stay down here. We'll tell you when the
baby's born," Victoria said.
Victoria
and the four women left the dining room, Maria crying, her breathless sobs
filling the air.
Jarrod
turned to Heath. "Heath, I need you to go to town and tell the judge that
I need an extension. Tell him my wife is having a baby and I can't come,"
Jarrod said.
"Of
course, Jarrod," Heath said.
That
began the longest afternoon of Jarrod's life. It was hard for Jarrod to sit
still in the parlor with Nick and Heath. Jarrod stared at his watch every 5
minutes. Jarrod would also keep taking out a cigar. By the time the baby was
born, Jarrod was pacing the parlor when he heard the baby's cry.
Victoria
came down the stairs a small bundle in her arms. Victoria looked at her oldest
son and smiled at him.
"Jarrod,
you have a healthy baby daughter," Victoria said.
Jarrod
felt tears come to his eyes as he took his small daughter in his arms. The baby
hardly weighed a thing. He pulled back the cloth covering his daughter's face
and looked at her. She was beautiful. She had dark hair and her mother's olive
complexion. She opened her eyes sleepily and stared at her father for a few
minutes. She had bright blue eyes, the exact color of her father's. Jarrod knew
that this daughter would look just like him when she grew up.
Jarrod
cried as he held her and kissed her soft baby cheek. "How's Maria,
Mother?" Jarrod asked.
"She's
fine, Son. She was awfully tired when I left with the baby. I need to take her
back upstairs to her mother. The baby will start crying soon to be fed. She
needs to be there with Maria," Victoria said.
Jarrod
felt a near shock of parting with his daughter. He felt that if he parted with
her he'd never see her again. He held the baby out to his mother and felt his
heart lurch when Victoria took her upstairs.
* * * * * * * *
Don
Alfredo was in his study when the vaquero entered. "Señor, she had the
baby! I stood outside the sala window when Señora Barkley came in with the
baby. She had a baby girl," the boy said.
"She
did? Did you see the baby?" Don Alfredo asked.
"Sí.
Señora Barkley handed the baby to Señor Barkley and he pulled back the cloth
covering the baby's face. She had dark hair and a dark complexion," the
vaquero said.
"A
girl. Is she pretty?" Don Alfredo asked.
"Sí.
She's very sweet, very angelic. She slept the whole time Señor Barkley and
Señora Barkley held her," the vaquero said.
"That's
good. I'm going to go to the child's christening. I need to see what my
daughter's baby looks like," Don Alfredo said.
* * * * * * * *
Katalina
Maria Isabel Barkley's christening passed quickly. Besides a faint cry when her
father handed her to the priest, she was quiet.
In
the week that she was born Jarrod was already taken in by his baby girl's
sweetness. She would look at him with intelligence in her vibrant blue eyes.
Jarrod often liked to hold her and the baby would drool with charm.
Jarrod
smiled at his baby as he stood next to his wife. Katie was an angel, pure and
simple. The priest handed her back to Jarrod and the baby cooed with pleasure.
In
a week Katie would scream if anyone besides her father held her. Even when
Maria held her she'd yell until Jarrod came into the room and would pick her
up.
Maria
tried not to feel hurt that her baby quieted down for Jarrod, but not for her.
Don Alfredo sat unnoticed in the congregation, watching the ceremony.
The
baby was adorable, but the problem was that it was still a Barkley. The child
may grow to be a lovely and sweet child, but her bloodlines would be polluted.
Heath
and Dora were called forward as the godparents, much to Don Alfredo's anger.
This boy, with his impure blood would be a godfather for his granddaughter.
Jarrod placed the baby in Heath's arms; the baby picked up a high-pitched
scream. The priest said the words over Dora and Heath and Heath handed the baby
back to Jarrod.
The
Barkley's went out of the church preparing for this whole new adventure of
having a baby in the house.
* * * * * * * *
Jarrod
woke up in the middle of the night at the sound of Katie's crying. Since her
christening a month ago, she cried more than normal for a baby.
Jarrod
walked into her nursery and picked her up. Jarrod sat in Maria's rocker and
gently rocked her. The baby's tears fell on Jarrod's nightshirt. Jarrod kissed
her cheek gently.
"What's
the matter with my baby girl?" Jarrod asked.
The
baby whimpered slightly. Jarrod decided in the morning to take the baby to
doctor. This crying was not natural. If he and his family wanted to sleep at
night, the baby needed a doctor.
Jarrod
looked down at the baby. She had fallen asleep and was breathing deeply. Jarrod
put her back in her crib and settled in the rocker planning to be there if she
woke up screaming again.
* * * * * * * *
The
next morning, after Maria dressed the baby, Jarrod took Katie in his arms and
carried her outside. Heath and Nick were going to town in the wagon and agreed
to drop Jarrod and the baby off at the doctor's. Jarrod handed the baby up to
Heath and got up in the wagon next to his brothers.
Katie
started to cry again and Jarrod took her into his arms. Katie stopped the tears
and went to sleep for the duration of the trip.
* * * * * * * *
Colic.
The baby had colic. No wonder she was in crying so much. Jarrod picked up his
baby and held her close to his chest. This time, though, the baby didn’t stop
crying. The new father looked toward the doctor with a near panic in his eyes.
"Doctor,
what should we do to help Katie get over her colic?" Jarrod asked.
"Jarrod,
I'm going to give you a new type of milk that's just been invented for this
reason. It comes from soybeans. It's sour, but babies drink it. Also Katie's
going to feel lonely in the next two or three months, so hold her and rock her
a lot," Dr. Merar said.
"Colic
lasts that long, Doctor?" Jarrod asked.
"Yes.
You’re going to lose a lot of sleep with her crying, but you want Katie well
don’t you?” Dr. Merar asked.
"Of
course I do. She's my baby and I love her," Jarrod said, bouncing the baby
lightly in his arms to calm down her wails.
"Well
Jarrod, if you want a healthy baby, you'll do what I tell you. And come see me
if something happens," Dr. Merar said.
"How
much do I owe you, Doctor?" Jarrod asked.
"For
the formula and examination $10.00," Dr. Merar said.
Jarrod
paid the doctor and walked outside with the baby still crying. Jarrod kissed
Katie's wet face gently and sat down on a chair. He bounced her gently and
whispered in her ear. In a matter of minutes the baby quieted considerably and
fell asleep in her father's arms.
The
crying was harder during the night. While everyone was asleep, Katie would
start screaming and everyone would rush to the nursery to check on her.
Jarrod
finally told everyone that they didn't need to run to the nursery every time
Katie cried. Katie still hadn't warmed up to people yet. The only person that
could calm her down was her father.
* * * * * * * *
A
month later was no exception. Katie picked up her screams again and Jarrod
rushed to her room. As Katie's tears soaked her father's nightshirt, Jarrod
continued to rock her in the rocker that he bought for Maria as a present. This
evening he decided to try a new tactic to calm her down.
Jarrod
opened his mouth and started to sing to Katie. His singing voice was terrible,
but if it calmed her down that was enough.
What
he didn't know was that he had an audience. When the baby fell asleep, he
kissed her cheek and put her back in the crib.
Nick
started to laugh from the doorway, joined by Heath and Audra. Victoria and
Maria came out of their rooms to see what the commotion was about.
Jarrod
turned redder than a tomato. "Pappy, it's amazing that baby didn't scream
louder at her father's lack of singing skills!" Nick teased his older
brother.
"Nick,
stop it! It was the only way I knew to calm her down. And if you don't lower
your voice you'll wake the baby and then I'll have to calm her down
again," Jarrod whispered violently.
Jarrod
yawned and sat down in Maria's chair. "Jarrod, are you all right?"
Heath asked.
"I'll
be fine, Little Brother. I'll just sit here and watch her sleep for a few
minutes," Jarrod said.
Katie
woke up at that instant and started to scream again. Jarrod stood up and picked
her up again. He sat in his chair and rocked her back and forth. "All of
you go back to bed, I'll sit up with Katie," Jarrod said.
Jarrod
started to rock her again, until she quieted down. Then he started to talk to
her. "Listen to me Katie. You're going to have to stop this crying. I know
your stomach hurts and you can't help screaming," Jarrod said, gently.
Jarrod
started to hum softly to the baby and both fell asleep in the rocking chair.
The baby started to suck its thumb and curled up into Jarrod's chest. The man
and baby weren't disturbed until the following morning until Maria, worried
about her husband found him in the nursery.
Maria
walked over to her husband and shook his shoulder. "Jarrod, you have a
case today," Maria said.
Jarrod
opened his blue eyes, sleepily, and looked down at the baby in his arms.
"Here Maria, take her while I get ready for work and breakfast,"
Jarrod said.
Maria
nodded her head. Jarrod stumbled about tiredly. By the time breakfast was served
Jarrod had freshly washed clothes on and had managed to shave. Jarrod sat next
to his wife. Victoria looked at the dark rings under his eyes. She remembered
having a baby with colic well. She and Tom stayed up nights tending Nick when
he had colic.
Of
course Nick still hasn't learned to stop shouting in the house, Victoria
thought, with amusement.
Jarrod
pushed the eggs around on his plate and stood up after only ten minutes.
"Well
I have to go. I'll see you later. Maria, see if Katie will sleep all day. Don't
try to make any loud noises around her. If she wakes up she'll scream all
day," Jarrod said, kissing his wife good-bye.
Jarrod
walked out the door and stumbled to the barn in a tired haze. He saddled his
horse and went to town.
* * * * * * * *
Jarrod
was worn out. With Katie crying day and night Jarrod couldn’t get the sleep
that he needed to be a good lawyer in the courtroom.
Jarrod
loved his daughter to distraction, but Jarrod almost wished she could stop
crying for once.
Jarrod
left his horse at the stable and made his way tiredly to his office. He lay
down on the leather couch and fell asleep. Jarrod slept for two hours when a
bad dream woke him up.
Katie
was crying and Maria kept calling for him to come quiet the baby and he couldn't
find the baby.
Jarrod's
face turned pale with fear that his daughter may be in trouble. He ran back to
the stables and prepared to leave, when Don Alfredo entered the stables.
He
looked at Jarrod with clear dislike, but Jarrod was too tired and worked up to
care.
"I
understand the baby is giving you a hard time, Señor Barkley," Don Alfredo
said.
"Yes,
she is. But I don't see that as your concern since you disowned Maria last year
and said you wouldn't have anything to do with her or whatever children we
have," Jarrod said, testily.
"It's
common knowledge that the baby is too much for you and your family," Don
Alfredo said.
"She'll
calm down eventually. The doctor said it's just a stomachache," Jarrod
said.
"My
vaqueros say that she screams at everything," Don Alfredo said.
Jarrod
whirled around in anger. When it came to a temper, Nick was usually the one to
lose it. Jarrod often was the brother to try to talk reasonably with Nick, but
not this time.
"Look,
Katie is my daughter! Don't tell me how to raise my daughter! She'll stop
crying eventually! Now I have to go home to check on her," Jarrod said,
his anger spent.
Jarrod
mounted his horse and rode out of the stables. Jarrod took a few deep breaths
to dispel the anger inside him. How dare Don Alfredo say those things about how
he couldn't control the baby!
When
Nick and Audra were born he became a second father to them. He knew how to take
care of babies. The only difference was that Katie was his daughter and not
Audra or Nick.
* * * * * * * *
Jarrod
came back to the ranch around noon. In the distance he could hear the baby
crying. He grinned slightly. He had pegged her crying at just the right moment.
Jarrod
entered the house and saw his wife, trying to bounce the baby as he had often
done. Maria looked up at her husband and nearly broke down in tears in front of
him.
"Oh,
Jarrod! I can't stop her from crying! It's like she knows when you leave her!
Take her Jarrod please! Maybe she'll stop for you!" Maria cried, handing
Jarrod the baby.
Jarrod
took the baby in his arms and gently bounced her; Katie looked up at her father
with crocodile tears running down her cheeks.
She
stopped wailing and grinned slightly. Jarrod looked at his wife with pure joy
on his face.
"Maria,
she just smiled at me!" Jarrod exclaimed.
"Well,
she closer to you than anybody in the house," Maria said, feeling a slight
pain at the idea that her baby loved her father more than her.
"Maria,
she'll stop crying eventually and she'll smile at you. I don't know what I did
to make her pick me over anyone else," Jarrod said.
"Jarrod,
it's nothing you just have a way with babies. I know she'll smile at me
eventually," Maria said, with false cheer.
Jarrod
was not sure about that. His wife was hurt because the baby always cried when
she picked her up. As soon as the baby stopped crying, Jarrod would let Maria
watch her. Even he knew that a baby's whole world was not the father.
* * * * * * * *
The
colic didn't last long after the fight in the stable in town. Jarrod went into
his daughter's nursery one day and she was sleeping peacefully, with her thumb
jammed in her mouth.
Jarrod
picked her up and watched her open her startlingly blue eyes, sleepily. She
looked at her father and grinned a gummy smile.
Jarrod
kissed her forehead gently and smiled at her. Katie cooed and kicked her small
legs in the air.
"How's
Papa's little girl this morning?" Jarrod asked, sitting in Maria's rocker.
Maria
came to the door and yawned as she looked at the sentimental scene. "How
is she, Jarrod?" Maria asked.
"I
think her colic is over. She's not crying," Jarrod said.
Maria
crossed herself. "Thank the Lord! I didn't know how much longer I could
put up with her crying," Maria said.
“Yes.
Now I can be able to sleep and get my job done as a lawyer. Your father and I
did get into a fight over Katie’s crying,” Jarrod said.
"Father
caused the fight, not you. Now Katie can get some rest at night. Maybe she'll
even smile at me now," Maria said.
"Would
you like to hold her now, Maria? You're her mother. I can't be her whole
life," Jarrod said.
"I
guess. I just hope she doesn't start crying, " Maria said, nervously.
Jarrod
put the baby gently into Maria's arms and directed her to the rocking chair.
Maria sat down and rocked the baby. Katie looked up at her mother in surprise.
The baby didn't expect this strange woman to hold her. The only person that
made the baby feel safe was her father.
The
only thing that didn't happen was that the baby didn't cry as she normally did.
She looked at her mother with interested eyes and gave a faint grin.
"Jarrod,
she smiled at me!" Maria exclaimed to her husband.
"Of
course she did. I told you she would. When Katie's not in pain, she's a good
baby. Now let's take her downstairs and tell the family that she's over the
colic," Jarrod said.
"Sí,
that should be a relief to the family. Nick said that Katalina has been making
it hard for him and Heath to run el rancho," Maria said, her brown eyes
sparkling.
Jarrod
grinned slightly and took the baby into his arms. and the small family walked
down the stairs to the dining room.
* * * * * * * *
The
rest of the year passed without much ceremony. Katie had warmed up to the rest of
the family by her first birthday, but her father was still her favorite person.
On
the eve of her first birthday something wonderful happened. Katie was in
Jarrod's study on the floor, playing with her dolls. Jarrod was seated at his
desk, preparing some briefs for the court case in the morning.
Katie
looked at her father's desk and spoke softly. "Papa."
Jarrod
looked up from his paperwork in surprise and went to his daughter on the floor.
"Katie, what did you just call me?" Jarrod asked.
"Papa,"
Katie said again.
Jarrod's
features broke into a huge grin and he picked Katie up off the floor. He swung
her around and kissed her.
"I
love you, Katie. Let's go tell your Mama," Jarrod said.
Jarrod
and Katie ran down the hallway, where Maria, Dora, Audra, and Victoria were
knitting in the parlor.
"Maria,
Katie just talked!" Jarrod exclaimed.
"Jarrod,
she didn't!" Maria exclaimed.
"She
did. I was in my study working on my case when she opened her mouth. She said
"Papa," " Jarrod said.
"Oh
Jarrod, this means she'll soon be talking in complete sentences!" Maria
said.
Katie
looked at Maria. "Mama," She said.
"Jarrod,
she called me 'Mama!' Sí, I'm Mama," Maria said to the baby.
Katie
grinned and laid her head on Jarrod's chest, suddenly tired of her achievement.
"Jarrod,
I think it's time we put her to bed. She's tired," Maria said.
"All
right. I'll be down in a few minutes. I still have to finish the work Katie
interrupted," Jarrod said.
"Jarrod,
are you upset that she disturbed your work?" Victoria asked.
"No.
I'm always happy when I get a break from work," Jarrod said.
Jarrod
took his now sleeping baby upstairs and put her to bed. Katie's thumb was in
her mouth again. Jarrod gently pried it out of her mouth and laid it on the
mattress next to her. He leaned over kissed the sleeping baby's head and
quietly tiptoed out of the room.
* * * * * * * *
Katie's
birthday was a wonderful day for the Barkley family. The 1-year-old loved all
the lavish attention her family showed her. Jarrod would scoop her up into his
arms and carry her to the back yard to watch Uncle Heath and Uncle Nick break a
new horse.
Heath
and Nick walked over to their small niece and kissed her cheek. "Hello
there, Miss Katie. How are you?" Nick asked, making his young niece smile.
Katie
appeared often fascinated at her uncle's loud words. Both of her uncles were
different from her father. Heath was the quiet one. He held her when Jarrod
left in the morning. He understood the baby's tears almost as much as the
baby's father did.
Uncle
Nick was funnier. His loudness around the house often made Katie smile. Uncle
Nick was often got on to by Victoria and even though Katie didn't understand
words too well, she smiled at the sheepish look on Nick's face when Victoria
got on to him.
"Pappy,
are you happy that Katie's 1 years old today?" Nick asked.
"Yes
I am, Brother Nick. But I feel as if my baby grew up to quick," Jarrod
said, looking tenderly at his daughter.
"Well
Jarrod, enjoy her being a baby as long as you can. She's going to grow up.
She's going to think that her father is someone who always meddles and is
old," Nick teased his brother.
"Very
funny, Nick. I'm sure Katie won't think that. She knows that her papa loves
her," Jarrod said, kissing his baby on her soft baby cheek.
Katie
grinned at her father, already cutting her first tooth. Jarrod remembered the
pain she went through getting that tooth.
"Well
Katie, time for your afternoon nap," Jarrod said.
Katie
yawned and laid her dark head against Jarrod's chest. Jarrod ran his hand
through her thick black hair. In the short time of a year the child had such
heavy dark locks. She closely resembled Tom Barkley.
All
the Barkley boys looked like Tom, but Jarrod was the one who resembled his father
more. He had Tom's dark hair and blue eyes. The baby was the same way. Except
for the baby's dark skin, she looked just like Jarrod, Tom and Nick Barkley.
There was also a trace of Don Alfredo in her features as well. Sometimes when
she was deep in thought with a doll or looking at the smile on a family
member's face, a deep frown came out.
Maria
said her father often looked like that when he was deep in thought. So it was
hereditary. Jarrod laid his baby girl down on the mattress in her crib and kissed
her again on the forehead.
"I'll
see you downstairs, Birthday girl," Jarrod whispered softly, not knowing
that the next time he'll see her would be in 9 years.
* * * * * * * *
After
Katie's disappearance 9 years back Jarrod and Maria had another baby. This time
it was a boy. Because of the original agreement between Jarrod and his wife
they called him Thomas after Jarrod's father. Jarrod loved his little son, but
he felt that he couldn't love him as much as he did Katie.
On
Thomas's third birthday Jarrod sat down to do some paperwork in his office when
Nick came in.
"Pappy,
aren't you coming to Tommy's birthday dinner?" Nick asked.
"No.
I'm very busy, Nick," Jarrod said, never taking his eyes off his
paperwork.
"Jarrod,
you would never have missed Katie's birthdays," Nick said.
"Leave
Katie out of this!" Jarrod snapped angrily.
"Katie
is in it whether you like it or not, Pappy. But refusing to love your son is
not going to make the pain of losing her go away. Jarrod, that pain is going to
get worse and worse," Nick said.
"You
don't know anything about how I feel," Jarrod said.
"You're
right I don't. I don't have kids, but Jarrod Katie would not want you to mourn
over her death if she's dead. She'd want you to be happy," Nick said.
"Nick,
I just miss her so much. I want her to be here with us again. I miss her
laughter and how she used to call me Papa. She was just learning to call me
that when she was stolen," Jarrod said, feeling tears roll down his
cheeks.
"Jarrod,
you have a little boy who would like to have you come to his birthday. Don't
pretend you don't have a son just because you miss your daughter," Nick
said.
Jarrod
wiped the tears from his face with the back of his hand. "You're right,
Nick. Do you think Tommy would forgive me?" Jarrod asked.
"I'm
sure he would. Jarrod, he worships the ground you walk on. Just like Katie
did," Nick said.
"You
want to know what the hard part is, Brother Nick?" Jarrod asked.
"What
Counselor?" Nick asked.
"I
still feel that Katie might be alive. I just wish that I knew how to find
her,"" Jarrod said.
"Well,
why don't you hire private detectives to find her? It's common knowledge that
she was taken from her crib. It wouldn't hurt anything if the detectives turned
up a trail we didn't see before," Nick said.
Jarrod
pondered that idea. Nick was right. It wouldn't hurt anything to look for Katie
once more. Jarrod thought of what would happen if they found her.
Katie
was about ten now. Jarrod wondered what she looked like. When she was a baby
she resembled him. Jarrod didn't doubt that she still probably looked like him.
"You're
right, Nick. Tomorrow I'm going to send a telegram to the Pinkerton Agency and
ask them to find my daughter," Jarrod said.
* * * * * * * *
In
the next few weeks The Pinkerton agency turned up three or four leads on Katie
Barkley. Jarrod and Maria followed every lead to find their daughter.
After
the last disappointment Jarrod and Maria went home saddened that they were not
any closer to finding Katie than before.
Jarrod
was sitting in his office at home, when Celia the housekeeper came in with a
slip of paper.
"Mr.
Jarrod, this came for you. The man at the door said it was urgent," Celia
said, handing it to him.
"Thank
you, Celia," Jarrod said, opening the envelope with the paper cutter on
the desk.
It
was from the Pinkerton Agency. I hope this isn't another false alarm, Jarrod
thought. Jarrod read the telegram quickly.
To
Counselor Jarrod Barkley, Stockton California. We have a lead on Katalina
Barkley. Stop. We showed her picture around Pennsylvania. Stop. A widowed woman
by the name of Stallingforth has a daughter that is of half-Hispanic blood.
Stop. She may be Katie. Stop. Well-advised not to jump to conclusions that it
might be her. Stop. The Pinkerton Agency, San Francisco, California. Stop.
Jarrod
felt his stomach take a lurch. This telegram had a different tune to it. The
other leads had left him wary, but he felt, deep inside that this was Katie. It
had to be.
Jarrod
stood up and went to the parlor. Victoria, Dora, Maria, and Audra were all
sitting on the couch, knitting.
Victoria
looked up at her son. "Jarrod, are you all right? You look as if you've
seen a ghost," Victoria said.
"Mother
Maria, I think I found Katie," Jarrod said.
"Jarrod,
what do you mean? We have had so many false leads on Katie," Audra said,
looking at her mother concerned.
"I
know. But the Pinkerton Agency said that she might be in Pennsylvania staying
with a woman called Stallingforth," Jarrod said.
"Stallingforth?
The only Stallingforths in Pennsylvania I know about are the ones in
Philadelphia. Edna and Jonathan Stallingforth. He's a railroad tycoon that made
his money very early in life. When he died his money went to his wife Edna
Silsbee. I had no clue that Edna Stallingforth had a daughter," Victoria
said.
"Mother,
I read a little bit more. Appears the child's name is Abigail and she was
recently admitted to a popular boarding school in Connecticut. She's about the
same age that Katie would be," Audra said.
"Maria,
I have to know," Jarrod said, kneeling in front of his wife.
"Jarrod,
you promised that after the last one we wouldn’t go searching for Katalina,”
Maria said.
"Maria,
I know I promised. But I feel different about this. This girl is Katie I feel
it," Jarrod said.
"All
right Jarrod. If you feel this strongly about it you can go," Maria said.
Jarrod
kissed his wife on the lips and jumped up. "Thank you Maria. I love
you," Jarrod said.
"I
love you too, Jarrod. I just hope you're right," Maria said.
"I
don't know if I am yet, but when I see the girl I'll know," Jarrod said.
"Jarrod,
I'd like to go with you," Victoria said.
"Of
course Mother. Maria, go pack our bags. I have to finish my paperwork and go
tell Mark Bromeley to take over my cases for me,” Jarrod said.
The
next morning Jarrod, Maria, and Victoria left for Philadelphia, hoping Jarrod
was right.
* * * * * * * *
Edna
Stallingforth sat in her warm parlor on a cold and snowy January day reading a
book from her study. Since her husband had died 3 years ago Edna submerged
herself in books and of acting like a socialite.
Her
daughter Abigail once said that when her father died her mother had might as
well have died with him. Edna used to laugh and enjoy life, but now all she
cared about was the rules of polite society.
Abigail
had told her mother at Christmas that she hated the school she had previously
entered in the fall, but her mother said that the best young ladies in New
England went there to learn the education that was needed to be a socialite.
Edna
had bought her daughter the best clothes to wear at the school since the
Stallingforth's were the wealthiest family in Philadelphia. Most of Abigail's
expensive wardrobe was brown, because that was her favorite color and because
she had dark skin and black hair.
A
knock at the door interrupted her thoughts. Helga, the downstairs maid answered
the door. "May I help you?" The young girl asked.
"Yes.
I'm here to see Edna Stallingforth please," a man's deep voice said.
"May
I have your name please?" Helga asked.
"My
name is Jarrod Barkley and this is my wife, Maria. We're from Stockton,
California," the man introduced himself.
"Mum,
a man and his wife from Stockton, California are here to see you," Helga
said, entering the parlor.
"Do
they have a name?" Edna asked.
"Yes
Mum. Jarrod and Maria Barkley," Helga said.
"Show
them in, Helga," Edna said.
Edna
entered the foyer as Kathleen, the scullery maid, was putting their coats and
hats on the hall tree.
"Mrs.
Stallingforth will see you, Mr. and Mrs. Barkley," Helga said.
Jarrod
and Maria followed the girl into the huge parlor. Crystal lamps hung
everywhere. The carpets were a soft English rose color. The chairs and couch
were elaborately upholstered in gold. The tables were made out of expensive
teakwood. On the coffee table there were framed photographs. A red-haired woman
sat on a settee with a book in her hands. Her red hair was caught up in a
sophisticated French bun and she wore an expensive white shirtwaist and peach
skirt.
"How
do you do, Mr. and Mrs. Barkley? I am Edna Stallingforth," Edna said.
"Jarrod
Barkley. This is my wife, Maria," Jarrod said.
"What
brings you down here to Philadelphia? You are a long way from California,"
Edna said.
"I
don't normally beat around the bush, Mrs. Stallingforth-" Jarrod started.
"Please,
both of you, call me Edna," Edna interrupted.
"Very
well, Edna. You see 9 years ago my wife and I had a baby girl and she was
stolen on her 1st birthday," Jarrod started.
"I
am so sorry. You see, I also have a daughter and if someone stole her I'd feel
very unhappy," Edna said.
"Well,
a few weeks ago on my son's birthday my brother, Nick, said I should look for
her again. So I wrote to this detective agency in San Francisco. The Pinkerton
Agency gave us about four or five different leads to Katie, but each one proved
false," Jarrod said.
"I
would have been very downhearted," Edna said.
"We
were. Then Maria made me promise that I wouldn't look for Katie anymore because
of the pain it caused," Jarrod said.
"I
would have made my John promise the same thing if my Abigail was stolen for so
many years," Edna said.
"Then
a week ago I got a telegram from the agency. It said that another lead was
found. Mrs. Stallingforth, have you ever seen this girl?" Jarrod asked,
holding out a picture of Katie taken four days before her 1st birthday.
Edna
took the picture and her breath hitched. Her face turned deathly pale as she
looked at it.
"You
don't have to say anything. Abigail is Katie isn't she?" Jarrod asked.
"Yes,
but Mr. Barkley I didn't kidnap her. My lawyer said that he knew my husband and
I wanted children and he said there were children out there in California. If I
had known I would have returned her to you right away," Edna said, feeling
slightly sick.
"I
believe you, but it's important that we get Katie back. Send for her,"
Jarrod said.
"Of
course. She was never mining to have then. Of course you may have her back.
I'll send a telegram to the school today," Edna said, going to her little
writing desk.
Jarrod
smiled at Maria. They watched her write out two letters and give them to a
butler.
* * * * * * * *
Abigail
Stallingforth was practicing walking with a book on her head at the rich
boarding school her mother insisted she attend.
Abigail
was by far the best student in the school. She was tall, graceful, and wore the
best clothes at the academy for girls.
Abigail
was half Hispanic, but no one paid attention to that. As long as everyone knew
that she was the richest girl in school, no one could say anything about her
Spanish descent.
She
mostly looked white anyway. She had black hair and blue eyes, but her skin was
a dark bronze color, She often wore Indian-brown dresses that complimented her
hair color and skin color perfectly.
The
ones she often wore was edged with lace at the collar and throat. She was
beautiful, but quiet and had a stubborn streak a mile wide.
Abigail
walked back in forth in her classroom when the headmistress Miss Traverse
walked in.
"Excuse
me, I need to talk to Abigail Stallingforth for a moment," The petite lady
said.
Abigail
took the book off her head and followed the woman outside. "Yes, Miss
Travers?" Abigail asked.
Abigail
had a nice soft quiet voice that everyone liked.
"Abigail,
your mother just sent this letter. I had to open it and read it," the
woman said.
Abigail
took the sheet of paper out and stated to read. Her eyes widened with shock at
each word.
Dearest
Abigail,
You
know I adopted you when you were 1 years old, but I love you as if you were my
own daughter. But now I realize that you were never mine to have. When you were
given to me you were stolen from your real family. Your real father and mother
are here to take you back to California. We have no choice in the matter. If I
don't give you back to them I'll go to jail. I'll see you in Philadelphia.
Martin will pick you up at the station
Love
Mother.
Abigail's
bright blue eyes filled with tears and her dark face turned pale. She ran
upstairs to her room and flung herself on her bed.
* * * * * * * *
The
next morning Abigail left the school for the train station. She had dark rings
under her eyes and a slight melancholy in her looks.
It
would be dinnertime by the time she arrived home, and she wished it were a slow
train home.
Martin,
the coach driver picked her up at the depot. Abigail climbed listlessly into
the carriage and went home.
The
whole way there Abigail sat staring at the gray overcast sky and the dreary
snow that covered the ground.
She
found herself wondering what her birth parents were like. It wasn't fair. They
had to have given her away. What did she do to deserve that? Father said she
was kind and sweet and a person would have to be foolish to not like her.
The
tears pricked the back of her eyelids and threatened to fall down her cheeks in
salty tracks. Abigail wiped the back of her hands across her wet cheeks and
felt sadder at each passing moment.
The
carriage pulled into the driveway of the Stallingforth mansion and Martin
opened the door for her. "Welcome back, Miss," Martin said.
At
her mother's house the servants loved and respected the young girl. Her look of
quiet authority made all the servants respect her. If any of the servants were
stealing or gossiping all Abigail had to do was look at them and they would
stop.
Abigail
opened the front door. The warm air from the parlor's fireplace reached her in
the foyer. "Welcome, Miss," Helga said, taking Abigail's expensive
brown coat away from her.
"I
wish I could say that I am glad to be back, Helga," Abigail said to the
young girl.
"Miss,
they are waiting for you in the parlor. Would you like me to announce
you?" Hula asked.
"If
you'd be so kind, Helga," Abigail said.
The
door to the foyer opened and someone came into the house. Helga entered the
parlor.
"Miss
Stallingforth, Miss Abigail's in the foyer," Helga said.
"Send
her in, Helga," Edna Stallingforth said.
Helga
left the parlor. "Miss, they are ready for you," Helga said.
Abigail
followed Helga into the parlor, fighting the nervous twists her stomach was
doing. It was like this every time she also took a test at school. Her stomach
started to ache.
Abigail
entered the parlor, her eyes down, looking distressed. Edna nodded to Jarrod.
Jarrod walked over to her. He pushed her chin up so he could look into her
eyes. Her eyes looked so familiar it took his breath away. It was Katie! His
baby girl!
Jarrod
took his baby girl into his arms and hugged her. Abigail's face was buried into
Jarrod's chest. The rich smell of cologne was a familiar scent. John Stallingforth
wore the exact same brand of cologne. Abigail had missed the smell of it since
her father had died.
Maria
flung her arms around Abigail's shoulders and hugged her and kissed her cheek.
"Mother?"
Abigail asked Edna, raising her head from Jarrod's chest and looking over his
shoulder.
Edna
stalked out of the room the tears flowing down her cheeks.
Jarrod
stroked her thick, black hair and ears with his fingertips. Abigail looked up
at her father. He had blue eyes and black hair just like her.
Her
mother had an olive complexion and reddish- brown hair. They looked like
pleasant enough people. Suddenly she felt shy.
"I
don't know what to say about all this, Mr. Barkley," Abigail asked in a
tiny voice.
Jarrod
took his daughter's small hand in his large one and kissed it gently.
"What
do you say we go sit down and talk?" Jarrod asked.
"I
can do that," Abigail said.
Abigail
sat on her mother's settee. Jarrod sat beside her and Maria sat across from
them in a blue overstuffed chair.
"How
old are you?" Jarrod asked.
"Nine.
How old are you?" Abigail asked.
Jarrod
smiled at his daughter's question. "I'm 45 years old," Jarrod said.
"What's
it like out in California?" Abigail asked.
"It's
very beautiful and wide open. You were born there," Jarrod said.
"I
know. That's what it said on my adoption papers. Father showed them to me
once," Abigail said.
"Do
you know that I am your father, Katie?" Jarrod asked, finally moving to a
serious question.
"Yes
Sir, Mr. Barkley," Abigail said.
"Do
you think that your mother and myself gave you up for adoption?" Jarrod
asked.
"The
thought did cross my mind," Abigail said.
"I
don't know if you'd believe it, but no. WE didn't give you up for adoption. You
were kidnapped on your first birthday," Jarrod said.
Abigail
turned to look at her father, her blue eyes blazing.
"Mother
and Father didn't do it, Mr. Barkley. I've known those two all my life, they
are incapable of doing that," Abigail said, her childish voice filling
with anger.
"Calm
down, Katie. I'm not accusing them. A law agency kidnapped you, not the
Stallingforth's," Jarrod said, putting his hands on Abigail's thin
shoulders.
"Why
are you here then?" Abigail asked.
"We
are taking you home, Katie," Jarrod said.
"WHAT?!"
Abigail exclaimed, her voice rising to a scream.
Jarrod
was surprised. His daughter did have a voice to her. He thought she was like a
little mouse when it came to talking, but he was wrong.
"Katie,
the law says you have to come home. You legally belong to your mother and
myself," Jarrod said.
"I'm
not going anywhere with you!" Abigail shouted.
"Lower
your voice," Jarrod said.
"You
can't make me," Abigail said.
"Young
lady, I can make you come with us," Jarrod said, his face stern and his
eyes an icy blue.
"I
WON'T! I WON'T!" Abigail ran out of the room and up the stairs. She
entered her bedroom and slammed the door so hard it bounced open. She shut it
again and this time it stayed closed. She locked the door and flopped onto her
bed in tears.
* * * * * * * *
Abigail
sat up in her room on her window seat, staring out at the darkening sky. In
Philadelphia dark came early in the winter.
She
wondered if Jarrod and Maria were still downstairs. It wouldn't hurt to check.
Her father said he had the right to take her legally. But what about what she
wanted?
She
wanted to stay in Philadelphia. It wasn't right for these two strangers that
she didn't even know to take her back to California. She couldn't leave her
mother, Helga, and all the servants. Abigail hopped off the window seat and
unlocked her bedroom door.
Agnes,
the upstairs maid, was dusting and polishing an expensive brown table in the
hallway. Abigail went past the maid without even talking to her. She was in a
hurry to see if the Barkleys had left.
As
she went downstairs, her heart froze. Jarrod and Maria Barkley were still in
the middle of the parlor, talking to Edna.
"Counselor,
I don't know how you can get the child to go with you. She's very stubborn and
set in her ways," Edna said.
Jarrod
smiled. "I actually knew that. If Katie wasn't my daughter she would have
given in without a fight," Jarrod said.
"You
knew that?" Edna asked.
"Yes.
The Barkleys are a stubborn hot-tempered lot. What does she look like when
she's angry?" Jarrod asked.
"She
gets very angry. She yells and her blue eyes turn icy," Edna said.
"That's
my point. Katie's like her Uncle Nick in that respect. If someone told him he
had to leave the ranch and never come back he would have thrown a fit,"
Jarrod said.
"But
where does she get her stubbornness from?" Edna asked.
"All
the Barkleys are stubborn. Jarrod can be very pigheaded at times," Maria
said.
At
that moment Abigail entered the parlor and sat by the fireplace on a small
footstool.
The
room was quiet as the three adults looked at the girl. Edna felt tears come to
her eyes. Giving her back to the Barkleys was the right thing to do. But why
did she feel so terrible about it?
Jarrod
crouched down next to his daughter and pushed a lock of hair behind her ear.
"Do
you feel any better about this, Katie?" Jarrod asked.
"No.
I just came down to see if you left," Abigail said, her voice icy.
Jarrod
flinched slightly at the sound of her voice. She was going to fight him every
step of the way back to Stockton.
"Abigail!"
Edna snapped.
Abigail
looked at her mother. Her mother was angry, that much was true. Her mother
definitely had the right. She had never taught Abigail to talk like that to
people.
"Sorry
Mother," Abigail said, in a low voice.
"Abigail,
Counselor Barkley is right. You should go back to Stockton," Edna said.
"But
I want to live with you, Mother," Abigail protested.
"I
know you do, but I'm not your mother. Maria Barkley is your mother. Counselor
Barkley said you can come see me this summer. At that time if you feel as if
you are unable to love them as your parents maybe they'll let you come back
here to stay," Edna whispered her last comment to Abigail.
Abigail
nodded her head and turned to look at Jarrod. "Mr. Barkley, I'm willing to
try living with you," Abigail said.
Jarrod's
heart leaped for joy. His daughter didn't call him "Papa" like she
used to, but she said she was willing to try.
"I
kind of figured you would once you had time to think about it, Katie. Go get
your things and be back down here in ten minutes," Jarrod said.
Abigail
went up to her room, grabbed her diary, her writing case, and a few books and
stuffed them in her carry-on bag.
Abigail
went downstairs and stopped in the middle of the stairs. All the servants were
there. Some of the women were crying.
First
Abigail stopped at Polly, the cook. "The house will be so lonely without
you, Miss," Polly said, tears running into each wrinkle on her
sixty-year-old face.
Peterson,
the butler, gave her a hug, as did all the servants. Helga brought Abigail her
coat. Abigail walked out of the house and into the carriage. Martin drove it
like always, but this time it was different. This time it was taking her away
from home and she might never come back.
* * * * * * * *
30
minutes later Maria and Jarrod entered an expensive hotel room with Abigail.
Since Abigail had found out who her parents were she sat in a state of shock as
Jarrod and Maria talked to her.
In
the carriage her parents sat next to her and tried to tell her what she was to
expect in Stockton. Jarrod told her she'd be given lots of clothes and the
school she was going to would be so close that she could come home two weeks
out of the month.
Even
though Abigail heard all this she sat as quiet as a stone and didn't say
anything. In all of her life she'd been told children were best when they were
not talking.
The
hotel was the finest in Pennsylvania. Abigail and Edna had eaten there
countless Sundays after church. But this day Abigail didn't even notice it.
"Take
Katie upstairs, Maria. I have to get the luggage down," Jarrod said to his
wife.
"All
right, Jarrod. Victoria would want to see Katalina also," Maria said.
It
was then as they walked up the steps to their rooms that Abigail came out of
her stupor. "How come you call me Katalina and Mr. Barkley calls me
Katie?' Abigail asked.
The
sound of Abigail's childish voice filled Maria with joy. "Well Katalina
was my mother-your grandmother's name- and your father said when you were born
that if we named you Katalina, it would be a perfect chance to call you
Katie," Maria said.
Abigail
nodded her head and fell back into silence. Maria felt tears well up inside
her. Her daughter was scared of what had happened to her, but she wouldn't tell
her how she was feeling.
They
entered the rooms and Abigail went instantly to a window seat and curled up on
it. Victoria looked wordlessly at her granddaughter.
"I
know, Victoria. She barely even looks at Jarrod and me. Jarrod tried to tell
her about the school in San Francisco and she didn't even say anything to
him," Maria said.
And
Jarrod and Katie used to be so close when she was a baby," Victoria said.
"I
know. It's like she wants nothing to do with either of us," Maria said.
"All
we can do is keep loving and praying for her, Maria. Maybe that love and
prayers can bring the little girl she was back," Victoria said.
Jarrod
entered the room with Abigail's luggage and set them on the floor. Jarrod
looked over at his daughter sitting listlessly at the window seat.
Jarrod
walked over to her and sat down. He laid a soft hand on her dark head and
stroked her soft long hair. "I brought your luggage up, Katie. You may
want to freshen up before dinner," Jarrod said.
"I'm
not hungry, Mr. Barkley," Abigail said, flatly.
"Katie,
you need to eat. Your clothes are over there and your room is over in that
direction. I expect to see you in here in 30 minutes dressed for dinner,"
Jarrod said, sternly.
Abigail
jumped of the window seat, her blue eyes flashing. "You can't tell me what
to do! You're not my father!" Abigail said, angrily.
Jarrod's
face turned stony. "30 minutes, Katalina," Jarrod said.
Abigail
walked over to her luggage and struggled to try to pick it up. The bag was too
heavy. Jarrod walked over to the suitcases and lifted them for her. He laid
them on her bed.
Jarrod
walked out and left her alone. Victoria walked up to her son.
"Jarrod,
is that fair to do that to Katie? She just got here. She's scared of
everything," Victoria said.
"I
won't have her saying things like that to me, Mother. She's going to learn that
when I tell her to do something, she'll do it or be punished for disobedience.
What kind of father would I be if I let her get away with everything?"
Jarrod said.
"Jarrod,
she's scared! Maybe we could try to be more understanding," Maria said.
"No.
She is not going to be pitied for what has happened today. Katie is a Barkley
and our daughter. Starting today she's going to behave like one. And that
little temper tantrum over by the window seat is not going to be
tolerated," Jarrod said.
Inside
her room Abigail cried, the tears falling down her face like rain. She changed
out of her dress into a plain brown dress with a snow-white collar. She tied
her heavy locks back with a ribbon and sat down in an overstuffed chair.
Abigail, tired from the trip from Connecticut fell into a dreamless sleep.
40
minutes later Abigail had still not come out of her room. Jarrod flipped open
his pocket watch and looked at the time.
"I
thought I told her to come out in 30 minutes," Jarrod said, irritably.
"Jarrod,
please, she's scared. She doesn't remember us. I think we are pushing her to
hard to be our daughter," Maria begged her husband.
"Maria,
could you go in there and see what's keeping her?" Jarrod asked, his voice
softening.
"Of
course," Maria opened the door to Abigail's bedroom. Maria smiled as her
daughter lay sleeping in the chair.
"Jarrod,
get in here," Maria said.
Jarrod
entered the room and smiled at the scene. His daughter looked so peaceful and
happy while she slept. Her dark hair was tumbled around her head like a halo.
Jarrod
knelt next to the chair and gently touched Abigail's cheek. "Katie, wake
up," Jarrod whispered into her ear.
Abigail
blinked her blue eyes sleepily and looked at her father. He looked kinder than
he did a few moments ago.
"Katie,
it's time for dinner," Jarrod said.
"I'm
so tired, Mr. Barkley," Abigail said.
Jarrod
felt a brief flash of pain as his baby girl called him "Mr. Barkley."
"Katie,
I'm Papa. When you left you were just starting to talk. Please could you try to
call me "Papa?" Jarrod asked.
Abigail
nodded her head slowly. Jarrod smiled and kissed her head gently. Jarrod hauled
her to her feet, gently rubbing her cheeks with his soft hands.
In
a matter of moments Abigail was wide awake and trying to straighten the lacy
cuffs of her simple, but expensive brown dress.
Jarrod
held out his hand to her. She stared at it for a brief moment. She remembered
that this man wanted her to call him Papa, but to hold his hand as if he was
her father was another thing entirely.
Jarrod
made the decision for her. He took her hand in his and walked downstairs to the
dining room with Maria, Victoria, and herself.
Jarrod
pulled out a chair and Abigail sat in it, quickly. When the waiter came, much
to her annoyance, Jarrod ordered the food for her.
Maria
leaned over to her daughter. "Don't worry, Little One, your father he
thinks that you are his princess. That's why he orders your food for you,"
Maria said.
Abigail
gave a faint grin. Her real mother seemed to understand why Jarrod was treating
her like a 2-year old.
Jarrod
looked over at his daughter and brought her small hand to his lips. "I've
missed you, Katie," Jarrod said, his voice close to breaking.
"I
don't remember anything. If I had, maybe I would have remembered you,"
Abigail said.
"Katie,
you were my whole life when you were a baby. I made more fuss over you than
your mother ever did. When you were born you wouldn't let anyone hold you. I
was the only one who could calm you down. Then you got sick with awful
stomachaches and it lasted several months. I was the only one who could stop
those horrible cries. I lost a lot of sleep, but you were my top
priority," Jarrod said.
"How
was Edna Stallingforth as a mother?" Victoria asked.
"She
was kind to me. I didn't feel like I lacked anything in the mother department.
Until my father died three years ago. Now she's changed. I think she misses him
a lot, she did take me to Spain last summer," Abigail said.
"Now
I'm your father and Maria is your mother. From now on when Maria or myself tell
you anything we expect you to listen," Jarrod said.
Jarrod
was upset that Abigail would consider another man as her father, but that was
not her fault. It was like her kidnapping, beyond her control or anyone else's.
Abigail
nodded her head slowly. "We're not saying that to be unkind, Katie. We
just want you to start blending in with our family and you have a 3-year old
brother at home. If you disobey, he might think he could do it too. Right now
you have a lot of responsibility waiting for you at home. When we get home,
your mother and myself will explain the rules a little bit better. Right now
here's our food," Jarrod said.
Abigail
ate her chicken without complaining and without a word as Jarrod talked to
Maria and Victoria about some clothes Abigail would need. At this moment
Abigail felt so miserable she forgot that she hated the taste of chicken. Right
now she would rather of eaten a huge baked potato and some roast beef, with a
glass of milk.