[Spikes POV]
Spike pulled his DeSoto over to the side of the road and scowled.
Turning his bleached blonde head to the side, he scrutinized his dark
haired, dark eyed Childe and frowned. Lex just looked back at him, a
world of sadness and loss in his eyes.
"Are you *sure* about this pet? I mean, we can all turn around and
head off to somewhere else. Europe? Asia? Even South America like
Dru's been prattling on about? What do you say?"
Lex seemed as if he were about to say something, but then the
youngest of the three vampires bit back his words. Instead, he just
shook his head softly and shrugged, sorrow radiating out of his very
being.
"I'm sorry Spike. I wish that were possible, but... if events don't
happen *exactly* like they did *last* time, I might just... *vanish*
some night. Who knows? I can only tell you the things that I remember
from my mortal life... and I *know* that you and Dru went to
Sunnydale to search for Angelus to cure Dru's illness. I've told you
what will happen... or, what *did* happen. Just... remember, if you
need *anything*, anything at *all*, contact me here and I'll get it
for you."
Spike smiled at that. He could feel the worry rolling off of his
beloved Childe and he tried very hard not to let it show how much
that Lex's concern was effecting him. He felt torn in two. Part of
him was turning into a bleedin' marshmallow, all sticky gooey sap and
mushiness. The other part of him was practically jumping out of his
skin from wrecked nerves. Normally, he didn't care if his Dark
Princess and his Dark Prince saw how emotional and silly he got over
things, but this time his sweet Lex had enough to deal with, Spike
didn't want to add any more. So, he forced away his apprehension and
forced a cocky grin onto his face.
"Not to worry pet, I'm the Big Bad and all. Slayer won't know what
hit her."
Lex just shook his head and grinned wickedly.
"That's true. You're gonna rock her world to it's foundation. Hell,
you're rock *my* world harder than it's ever been rocked before."
Spike's grinned turned into a real honest smirk. He loved it when Lex
told stories about his time as a mortal. Not only was he a master
storyteller with a sharp and sardonic sense of humor, but they were
the tales that demons *could* enjoy immensely. All full of slayers,
vampires, spells and life and death struggles.
"Hell Spike, my mortal self had *nightmares* about you and Dru! And a
few 'please don't let me piss myself so I can die with *some*
dignity' type of confrontations."
They shared a quiet chuckle and then Spike watched as all the humor
drained out of his Childe's dark eyes and they flashed gold briefly.
"But, this is going to test you harder than anything else ever did,
and it's gonna push you to your very limits... and beyond. You'll
suffer..."
Spike waved him silent. They had been down this road before, lots of
times. Spike had a choice. He could go into Sunnydale and let events
come to pass as they had done during Lex's mortal life and he
*himself* would pay a terrible price to ensure his Childe's very
existence, or... he could turn away and risk Lex vanishing into
nothingness as a different destiny took hold of him.
"Yeah... well. I'll survive. I did last time, right? Well, I can do
it again."
Lex grinned at him. It was a shaky grin, but it was there.
Suddenly, the dark haired vampire leaned across the empty space
between them and wrapped his arms tightly around Spike, a low
sounding whimper catching in his throat. Spike felt his own eyes tear
up slightly and his unbeating heart felt like a lump of lead in his
chest. This was the first time in almost 60 years that he would be
separated from his one and only Childe, and he didn't like it. Unable
to resist one last lingering taste, Spike vamped out and sank his
fangs deeply into Lex's throat. Thick rich blood welled up in his
mouth and he rolled it around his tongue, savoring the unique flavor
that was pure Lex.
Finally, he released his Childe and Lex opened the car door and
stepped out into the Los Angelus night. With Drusilla and Miss Edith
firmly ensconced in the back seat, Spike turned the car around and
headed back north. Towards Sunnydale and his destiny.
[Willow's POV]
Willow arranged the spell components on the makeshift alter and tried
to explain her reasoning to Tara once more.
"I know it sounds... strange, but I just don't buy that story about
it being too painful for Spike to talk about. I mean, he *likes* to
brag, about *everything*, why not his Childe? I *know* that Lex was
dusted in Prague when Drusilla got hurt, but that doesn't really
explain it. Not from a *Spike* point of view. I mean, the *only*
reason we even found out about Lex was that Xander just *happened* to
find it listed in one of the Watcher's Journals and he asked."
Tara shrugged slightly and gathered together some herbs that she had
stored in tupperware containers to help them keep their freshness.
Walking over to Willow, she handed them to the red haired witch and
offered a small sad smile.
"I... I don't know. I think that he was... genuinely upset when it
was mentioned. Well... shocked anyway. He *did* do that eyes-popping-
out-of-his-head thing and demanded to know *why* Xander wanted to
know."
Willow nodded her head decisively.
"*Exactly*! I mean, if Lex is dust, why would he care if we were
curious about him? He *loves* to tell stories, but he's never once
mentioned him. Why? What's he hiding? After all, *Dru* left him and
he *still* tells stories about *her*."
The blonde shook her head and shrugged once more.
"I don't know. I have no idea why he didn't want to tell us about
Lex."
Willow finished setting up and turned to face her lover.
"Look, I just want to do this spell to find out more about this
mysterious Lex vampire. It's just a simple modification of a scrying
spell. It'll allow us to look through the veils of time and see into
the past. The water in this bowl will act as a viewing screen. We
should see events as they happened back then if we do this right.
So... will you help me?"
Tara's lips twisted slightly in thought as she considered her lover's
plan and request. She leaned forward and read through the spell once
and she didn't see anything *wrong*, but there was this little voice
in the back of her head that was trying to warn her about something.
Then, Willow pouted at her, her soft full bottom lip sticking out and
her big green eyes pleading and Tara firmly pushed that little voice
out of her mind and nodded her consent. She would help.
Standing side by side, the two witches each lit a candle and gathered
a handful of the herbs. Then, together they began to recite the
spell. Slowly and carefully, Tara sprinkled the herbs she held over
her candle. They sparked quickly and then turned into shimmering bits
of gold glitter that floated around them and the alter. Then, Willow
sprinkled her herbs over the other candle and they turned into bits
of bright red glitter that floated around them and the alter as well.
At that point, they began chanting again, repeating the last verse
three times, each time slightly louder and faster than before.
Finally, the spell was complete and a fuzzy and hazy image began to
form in the bowl of water.
It was at that point that their door burst open and Xander rushed in.
His expression was one of grief and frustration as nervous energy and
angst rolled off of him in palpable waves.
"Wills I'm *so* sorry to just interrupt and all, but Anya just dumped
me and I *really * need to talk. What am I going to do? I *love* her!"
Willow turned to face Xander as he barged across the room. With an
abstract sort of horror forming in her chest, she watched as if
everything was happening in slow motion so she wouldn't miss a single
detail. She could see that tears were pooling in his eyes and he
lifted a hand up to wipe them away. With his hand and arm covering
his eyes, Xander didn't see Miss Kitty dash from her spot on top of
the bookcase to greet her friend. The young feline twined around his
legs in her usual fashion, possibly hoping that he would start
handing out kitty-treats like he normally did during visits. Xander
tripped over the purring ball of fluff and lost his balance, his arms
flung out to the side waving wildly.
Instead of catching his fall, his one arm smacked into the makeshift
alter, knocking it over. The bowl of water tipped over, splashing
Xander from head to toe even as the container of herbs flew through
the air, sprinkling him liberally with them. A clap of thunder and
lightening flashed across the clear evening sky and a whirlwind
rushed through the room. Papers and herbs and knick-knacks flew
through the air and the candles blew out.
In self-defense, Willow and Tara dropped to the floor, praying and
hoping that nothing broke and that no one ended up getting hurt.
Clutching her girlfriend tightly, Willow huddled on the floor until,
as suddenly as the indoor windstorm started, everything grew still
and quiet.
Cautiously lifting her head, Willow looked around. Everything was a
total wreck. Papers and books lay scattered everywhere. Magic
components and paraphernalia had been tossed about in random
patterns. And Xander was... *gone*.
"Oh no... oh Goddess... oh no..."
At the sound of her panicked babbling, Tara's head popped up and she
too glanced around.
"Oh my... what a... mess."
Willow turned and clutched at Tara's arm tightly, shock and fear
etched into her face.
"No, you don't understand. Xander! He's gone!"
"Gone?"
Willow nodded frantically at her bewildered lover.
"*Gone*! I think... I think the spell took him! Took him to the past
or something."
Willow watched anxiously as Tara closed her eyes and her features
took on a blank expression. She knew that her lover was 'feeling' the
pattern and flow of their magic to try and trace out what happened
and her stomach tied itself into knots as the seconds ticked by.
Finally, Tara opened her eyes and frowned sadly.
"You're... right. The spell *did* take him away."
[Giles's POV]
Giles looked up from where he was researching Spike's Childe Lex for
Buffy while she worked off some of her aggression and tension in the
training area with Riley. With a sigh, he removed his glasses and
began to polish them absently while he allowed his thoughts to swirl.
Apparently, Buffy had confronted Spike about his defeating two
slayer's and, while he had mentioned, in quite sordid detail, his
relationships with Drusilla, Angelus and Darla, he had failed to even
*once* tell her about Lex. Not his death, his career as a
bloodthirsty vampire, nor his dusting in Prague. He hadn't even given
a hint that Lex had existed at all.
Xander had shrugged Spike's reluctance to discuss Lex off, his
concerns lying more with his floundering romance with Anya. Willow
had been as curious as a young kitten about the mysterious vampire
and Buffy had been enraged that Spike had left out such an important
detail.
He admitted to himself that he was perplexed as to *why* the blonde
vampire would neglect to talk about his Childe. It just... didn't
seem right to Giles. It didn't fit in with what he knew of the
blonde's personality. He remembered reading about Lex in the
Chronicles and Watcher's Journals, but he hadn't focused too much
energy on studying him since he was no longer a threat, but now Giles
wondered. Why *would* Spike hide that knowledge? Did it hint at an
unseen weakness in the blonde? Or did Spike perhaps dust his own
Childe himself in order to save Drusilla?
Shrugging, Giles finished cleaning his glasses and was about to go
back to his reading when the front door to the Magic Box burst open
and Willow and Tara rushed in. He could tell right away that
something was terribly wrong. Both of the young witches were visibly
upset and flushed. They were also breathing heavy, as if they had run
the entire way across town. In fact, as soon as they were inside,
Tara collapsed onto one of the chairs at his research table.
"Giles! We need your help. It's an *emergency*!"
Standing quickly, Giles's helped Willow into a chair next to her
girlfriend and tried to brace himself for the bad news.
"What? What happened? Some demon or... something?"
Both girls shook their heads in the negative, still panting for
breath. It was finally Willow who was able to answer first.
"Xan... Xander..."
Giles's suppressed a groan and the urge to roll his eyes. That boy
*always* managed to get himself into the worst sort of trouble. And
then it was up to everyone else to bail him out of the mess.
"I'm almost afraid to ask, but... What... what did he do this time?"
"No... it's serious. Bigger than Anya dumping him. Bigger than a
messy room. I'm talking *big* big."
Giles frowned. Willow still had the habit of babbling incoherently
when she was greatly distressed and he had no clue as to what she was
going on about.
"I'm sorry. The problem is that Anya broke off her relationship with
Xander, so he made a... *mess*?"
Willow shook her head again and took a deep breath.
"*No*! Anya dumped him. He came to see us for comfort. He messed up
our spell when he burst in. Then we sort of accidently sent him
backwards through time."
Giles felt his heart clench up for a brief moment. He *couldn't* have
heard what he *thought* he heard. It was a mistake. It *couldn't* be
correct. His ears must have... malfunctioned or something.
"What was that again?"
Willow clammed up, her green eyes going big and watery and she sucked
in her bottom lip and began nibbling on it. It was Tara who picked up
the story.
"Um... We did a spell to see back in time. A scrying spell, that's
all. Honest. But... somehow, when Xander tipped over the alter, it
*mutated*. Now... we think he traveled back in time to the year we
had been viewing."
Giles felt his face go pale at the very thought of Xander wandering
lost and alone in a foreign place and time. The boy must be
frightened and confused. He might also be in a great deal of danger.
They needed to find out where and when he was and then *get him back*
as soon as possible.
He resisted the urge to grab the young girls and shake some sense
into their pretty little heads just as he resisted the urge to
scream. Instead, he took a deep steadying breath and tried to be as
gentle as possible with them to prevent upsetting them further.
"Did you bring a copy of the spell you used? And also, *what* time
period were you aiming for? Was it specific in time frame and
location?"
Willow sat quietly, nibbling on her full bottom lip, one big wet tear
dripping down her pale cheek. Tara, however, reached into the bag she
had slung haphazardly across her shoulder and torso. After a brief
heartbeat, she pulled out a slim brown leather bound book with
pressed goldleaf lettering on the front proclaiming 'Scrying, Visions
and the Third Eye, Volume II'. She opened the book and flipped
through the pages swiftly, until, with a little shuddering gasp, she
handed the book over to him at the correct page.
"Th... this is the sp... spell we were doing when Xander burst in."
Quickly, Giles read through the spell and the list of components
needed to make it work properly. Then, feeling his panic raise up a
notch, he read through it again. Confirming what he had figured out
the first time he'd read it, a sense of exasperated anger rolled over
him. He'd *told* these two time and time again *not* to muck about
with untried spells until *after* he'd had a chance to review it and
give his approval, but time and again, they just *assumed* to know
enough to work magic without his guidance and it *always* led to
trouble.
Taking in a deep breath to try and calm his anger, he leveled his
best disappointed mentor expression at them complete with a glasses
removal and polishing.
"I hate to be the one to inform you of this, but this spell is *not*
a 'scrying' spell at all. It's a 'Third Eye' type of spell. That's
one where you see through the eyes a specifically mentioned
individual, not just a general overview of the events happening. And
I'm afraid that when Xander interrupted the spell, it... latched onto
*him* as the person through which it would work. So... if he hadn't
knocked over the bowl of water, you would have been able to
actually 'see' what he was seeing. And we still might... we just need
to find out *exactly* where and when you sent him. What was it you
were trying to see?"
The girls both went impossibly paler and Giles found that he was
bracing himself for more bad news. Finally, they shared a quick
glance and Tara nodded and grabbed her girlfriend's hand in comfort
and support. Then, with a soft sigh, Willow turned back to face Giles.
"Um... we weren't looking for a specific time and place... We were
looking for a specific *person* and a specific *instant* during that
person's life."
Giles frowned as he absorbed that. The intent behind a spell was what
fueled it and it often had far reaching effects. Vaguely, he heard
the front door open and footsteps approach, but this was far more
important than any customer could ever be, so he concentrated on
Willow and her suddenly distracted and trembling girlfriend.
"*Who*? Who were you looking for? This is terribly important Willow.
If we are to have *any* chance of retrieving Xander from the past, we
*need* to know to whom you sent him!"
"Bloody Hell! You two *finally* did it, didn't you?"
Giles sighed in frustration even while both girls jumped as if they
had been prodded by a pointy stick. With anger leaking around behind
his mild mannered facade, Giles turned to *glare* at the bleached
blonde vampire that had walked into his shop.
"*Spike*! We don't have *time* for any of your games or tricks. We've
a genuine emergency on our hands here!"
But then Willow shocked him to his very core with her next words and
he was *certain* that he was going to suffer heart failure.
"Did you *find* Xander? Way back then? *Did* you?"
Giles looked back and forth from the look of horror and guilt etched
on Willow's face to the smug smirk that graced Spike's. A feeling of
remorse and mind numbing grief hit him like a hammer's blow.
"Oh no... no, no, not *that*... Willow, *please* tell me that you
weren't trying to scry into the past to learn about *Spike*!"
Willow ignored him and continued to stare with wild sad eyes at the
Master Vampire. Her next question sent a spear of icy fear and anger
through his soul.
"Lex?... That's short for *Alexander*, isn't it?"
Spike didn't answer her directly, his smirk just grew wider until it
reached a true smile of happiness. Then, he reached into the back
pocket of his jeans and pulled out an old and battered leather
wallet. Opening it up, he pulled out a slightly faded picture and
handed it over to the red haired witch. Giles leaned over to see it
better and gasped in pain and faint shock.
"There ya go ducks. That's a picture of me, my Dark Princess, and
Lex. We paid a pretty penny to the wizard that made it possible for
our images to be captured on film for that little family portrait.
Oh... Watcher, I need to use your phone."
Giles felt himself nod his head absently in response to the question.
He was far too busy staring in abject horror at the wallet size
picture in Willow's small pale hand.
Drusilla was dressed in a pale yellow frock with lots of frills and
lace. She was seated on what was probably a low backed chair or stool
of some sort. Behind her left shoulder stood Spike, in all his
bleached blonde leather wearing glory, a cruelly seductive smirk on
his face. He had one hand possessively resting on Dru's shoulder and
the other resting on his Childe's arm.
It was the face of Spike's Childe that had so captured the unwavering
attention of the two witches and the Watcher, however. From his dark
curly hair, to his deep chocolate eyes, to his full lips curving in a
soft and alluring smile. He was dark, beautiful, charming and
obviously very self assured. He was also painfully familiar to them
all... Xander.
It was at the point that Giles turned his attention back on the
blonde vampire, meaning to *demand* an explanation. But as he looked
over and saw Spike with the phone to his ear, he *heard* what the
vampire was saying and his heart literally skipped a beat.
"Lex?... Cheers, mate. It's Daddy!"
Giles's mind swirled and floundered as he *desperately* tried to
catch up with the events that were quickly spinning out of *any*
semblance of control. Lex? How could Spike be talking on the phone to
*Lex*? Lex was... *dust*! The Journals *said* so!
"*Yes* Luv! The witches did it, just like you always said they would.
Yes, tonight, they did it earlier tonight."
Giles watched a wide grin of *real* happiness spread across the
vampire's face and he wondered briefly if any of them *ever* knew the
true Spike. He couldn't recall *ever* seeing the blonde look so
totally happy.
"Where are you pet?"
Whatever response Spike got to that question caused the vampire to
turn and look over at him. Giles felt his chest get tight as their
eyes met. Spike winked at him and he wasn't sure if that was a *good*
thing or a *bad* thing. In either case, he wasn't too sure what it
was he wanted to do about it anyway. Part of him wanted to turn Spike
*and* the two witches over his knee and paddle them all into
submission and remorse. The other part of him wanted to run off and
find a safe place to hide and cry his heart out for the boy who had
been like a son to him.
"Do you have the DeSoto then?... Right. Well, I don't suppose they'd
mind seeing you again, but you have to *promise* not to eat the
witches. After all, we *do* owe them for sending you back through
time luv. S'only right that we let them live a long life... give 'em
plenty of time to think about what they've done and all."
Giles watched as a soft look washed over Spike's face and he blinked
in confusion. That was the expression of someone who loved, and loved
deeply at that. While the Journals had often noted that Spike adored,
hell practically *worshiped* his family, Giles had never seen it
personally and thus he had just sort of... overlooked that aspect of
the vampire during the time they had spent together.
His brain, in it's shock, took that moment to marvel over Spike's
acting ability. He'd never once given the hint that he felt anything
special for Xander. In fact, more than once, he'd been rather harsh
with the boy. However, another part of Giles's brain reminded him
that Spike had plenty of opportunities over the past years to kill or
maim Xander, and he'd *never* done it. Bloody Hell, he'd *kidnapped*
Xander and Willow *pre*chip and he *still* hadn't killed the boy. He
had *threatened* too, but he didn't actually *do* it, did he?
Giles was pulled out of his swirling thoughts by Spike hanging up the
phone and sauntering over to them. One long fingered pale hand
reached out and snagged the picture back. Then it was quickly tucked
back into the battered wallet and the wallet was put away into his
jean's pocket.
"Right. Well... Lex is on his way over here now. Should be arriving
in an hour or so. Says he wants to do a quick visit before we head
off. Just... remember, it may have only been a few hours since *you*
saw *him*, but to *his* point of view... it's been *decades*! Oh...
and *don't* call him *Xander*, he hates that... he's *Lex* now."
[Xander's POV]
Xander looked around from his position on the ground. It was dark
out... probably around 10 at night, but that didn't stop him from
recognizing that he was *outside* and in a rubble strewn *alley*
instead of Willow and Tara's living room. It was also *cold*. Far far
colder than anything Xander had felt before.
He grimaced. Apparently, he had done something to disrupt the girl's
spell and this was the end result. Once again, The Zeppo had ruined
everything for everyone around him. It was a *classic* Xander
maneuver.
First Anya dumped him because all his hard-earned money went to
paying rent on the apartment he had gotten *for her* and on the food
and groceries that *she ate* and thus, he didn't have any money left
over to take her to fancy restaurants and to the movies and to all of
the social functions that she read about in the paper. Apparently,
she had found a *new* boyfriend. One that made *lots* of money and
was willing to spend it all on her.
Then, when he went to his oldest friend in the world for some
comforting and advice, he'd ruined a spell she had been doing because
he was too stupid and clumsy for his own good. Willow was going to be
*majorly* pissed off at him. And what was worse, Willow didn't yell
when she was mad, she just got this sad and disappointed look in her
eyes that made him feel all of 5 years old again. Hopefully with Tara
there, Willow wouldn't be *too* hard on him.
Picking himself up off of the cold hard ground, Xander took a minute
to dust off his jeans and shirt. Brushing away the last of the
sprinkled herbs and a few pieces of paper and even some.... grey ash
like stuff that Xander didn't want to think about *too* closely, he
took the opportunity to look around him and try to locate the girls.
At first, he expected them to have landed close to him, or at least
in the general area. But he didn't see them at all.
His eyes adjusted to the darkness of the alleyway quickly enough, and
then he began to hunt in earnest. There was a pile of broken wooden
boxes and such leaning up against a brick wall. With a last flicker
of hope, Xander dashed over to the pile and began to dig through it,
yanking the boxes on top out of his way.
"Willow! Wills! Can you hear me? Tara! Are you under there? Wills!
*Wills*!"
Xander dug down until he hit the rough asphalt ground, but he didn't
find any sign of either witch. He spun around frantically, looking
for someplace else they could be. Further down the narrow alley, he
saw a large pile of broken stone and rubble and the first traces of
panic and fear worked it's way into his heart.
Praying that Willow and Tara were *not* buried under the bricks,
stone and mortar, Xander none the less ran over and began to dig into
the pile, calling out their names.
"Wills! Tara! Are you under there? Can you hear me?"
Heedless of the multitude of cuts and scrapes he was picking up on
his hands and arms, Xander dug deeply into the pile. Picking up heavy
stones and tossing them off to the side. Shoving away crumbling
mortar and dirt, praying and hoping that he didn't find their crushed
bodies at the bottom.
Finally, after what seemed like hours, he worked his way down to the
asphalt. With a bolt of relief running through him and unclenching
terror's tight grip on his heart, Xander sagged against the brick
wall. The witches weren't under the rubble heap, crushed and broken.
After a brief moment to catch his breath, Xander wondered *where*
they were. Why weren't they with *him*, and speaking of that, where
was *he*?
A noise from beyond the alleyway caught his attention. It sounded
like footsteps. Turning his head, he watched as Spike stepped into
view under a yellow street lamp. Xander spared a brief thought to the
bizarre outfit that the blonde vampire was wearing, not used to
seeing him in anything other than tight black jeans and a blood red
silk button-up shirt with the long black leather duster.
Still, the fact that the vampire had apparently decided to play dress-
up tonight wasn't half as important as figuring out what happened to
Willow and Tara. Taking a deep breath, Xander pushed off of the wall
and ran over towards Spike, grabbing him roughly by the arm in his
panic.
"*Spike*! You've *gotta* help me here! You need to use those super-
vamp senses you're always bragging about and help me find Wills and
Tara!"
Spike just looked at him in offended astonishment and shook his arm
free.
"What the *Bloody Hell* are you yammering on about? And how in the
Nine Hells do you know my name whelp?"
Xander rolled his eyes and gave vent to a snort of frustration. He
reached out and grabbed onto the dark blue wool coat that the vampire
was wearing and tugged hard.
"Listen Junior, I don't have *time* for any head games. One of Will's
and Tara's spells went wrong and the next thing I know, I'm in this
alleyway. But I can't *find* the girls. You have to help me look for
them, they could be hurt or something! You can tell me all about why
you're all dressed-up like a longshoreman and how I should pretend
not to know you *later*! Let's *go*!"
Xander tugged on Spike's sleeve again, but once more the vampire
yanked his arm free and stared at him as if he was a lunatic. He was
about to start threatening the blonde with a good staking when a soft
breathy voice from behind him sent a chill of horror down his spine.
"Spikey? Who is this yummy boy? Can I eat him?"
His heart hammering in his chest, Xander whirled around to stare into
the dark and haunting eyes of one of his worst nightmares come true.
Drusilla.
"Oh. My. God! When did you get back in town? *Spike*! *Why* didn't
you *tell* me she was back, dammit?!"
Then, to his ultimate horror and confusion, he saw the tall svelte
blonde woman standing slightly behind the dark haired vampire
prophetess. She was elegantly coifed and beautiful in a way that few
women could ever hope to be. She was also one of the deadliest and
cruelest creatures to ever walk the earth. Xander cringed back
against Spike, almost trying to sink into the flesh of the blonde as
if that would save him from the obvious madness that was descending
upon him. Unable to stop himself, he pointed at her in stark terror.
"Y... y... *you*... But, you're *dust*! I... I... I... *saw* Angel
stake you myself!"
Darla flinched back as if he had slapped her in the face and Spike
grabbed hold of his arms tightly and shook him like a rag-doll even
as his low angry voice *growled* in his ear. Xander was *certain*
that if he looked around, he'd see that the blonde had vamped out and
gone all pointy. Not being able to help himself, he turned his head
and stared up into glittering gold eyes and swallowed hard. When he
spoke, his voice was a squeaking and pleading whisper aimed at the
blonde personally.
"Sp... Spike? Wh... What's going on? I... I don't... um, understand.
I mean,... *how* is Darla, um... still alive? Well... not *alive*,
but... you know, *not* a big old pile of *dust*?"
Spike growled and Xander winced.
"And why are you... you know... uh... acting like you've never seen
me before? You're *really* freaking me out here blondie, and I gotta
tell you that I'm *so* not enjoying this particular joke the world
has decided to play on me."
Spike gave him another teeth rattling shake and his head leaned
forward so that he was growling directly into Xander's ear, his
rumbling voice sending chills and shivers down his spine even as his
mind tried *desperately* to figure out what was going on.
"I have *no* idea what it is you are babbling on about and I *don't*
know how you know *me*, but I've *never* set my eyes on *you* before
in my entire unlife. If this is some sort of sick joke, I'll make you
suffer agonies that will have mortal men cringing in fear for
*centuries* to come just recalling your fate."
At that pronouncement, Xander felt chilled sweat break out all over
his body and he began to tremble. Then Drusilla reached out and
placed one small hand gently against his cheek. He couldn't stop it,
he flinched at her soft touch. With wide-eyed horror and terror, he
watched in mind numbing panic as her face went oddly blank and her
dark eyes unfocused. Her soft lilting sing-song voice was enough to
make him pray to a God he barely believed in.
"Ooooo Spikey! This little kitten is sooo lost and far from home. The
stars sing his name and whisper of secrets buried down deep in his
brain. He has seen that which has yet to come for he has not even
been born yet. Slipping and sliding through the halls of time like a
comet soaring and burning through the starry sky, leaving fiery
trails and wisps of ideas and thoughts and memory."
Then, she petted his cheek softly before pulling away. Her eyes were
frighteningly clear and coherent as she looked past Xander to gaze
with hunger and delight at Spike.
"The two witches, the one's that he mentioned? They sent him here, to
*you* from the future so that he could fulfill his true destiny as
your Childe. *That* was the spell that he spoke of, time travel. He
was sent to *you*... and he knew you personally in his former life...
but he was never told of his fate, so he is confused..."
Xander's trembling became even more violent at her words. His mind
swirled and his heart beat frantically in his chest. Denial swarmed
over him, begging his own mind for her words to be false, for it to
not be true. *Any*thing else but that... Almost automatically, he
began to shake his head in the negative, as if that action could save
him from his fate.
"No... nonono*no*! It can't be right! The... the stars are *wrong*!
Confused or something... This isn't happening... I'm just having a
nightmare. I'm gonna wake up and I'll be back in my apartment and
Anya will be there and not mad and we'll go over to your crypt and
you'll insult my clothes and then we'll go out and hunt down some big
nasty thing to kill and Wills and Tara will have *not* sent me
backwards in time to die on the non-chipped fangs of my ex-
roommate... That's it, it's just a horrible horrible dream."
Xander pinched himself.
"Wake *up* Xander!"
He yelped at the sharp pain in his arm. Damn! Not a dream. A snort
and a whisper in his ear caught his attention and gave him hope that
he'd get out of this alive somehow...
"Anya? Who's Anya? And in the future, the three of us hunt down
things to kill together? That right?"
Xander shivered at the blatantly evil glee and hunger in that soft
husky voice.
"Um... Anya, my girlfriend... uh, you might have heard of her. She
goes by the name Anyanka the Patron Saint of Scorned Women in this,
uh... whenever we are. She's a Vengeance Demon... And um, yeah... we,
me and Anya usually patrol with you. The witches do too sometimes,
but they also patrol with Buffy and Riley as well."
"Patrol? What the bloody hell it *that*?"
"Um... we hunt down big nasties that want to gain control of the
Hellmouth and kill 'em dead... or deader as the case may be."
Spike grunted in amusement in his ear.
"The Hellmouth, huh? Always *knew* I'd get there someday. Nice to
have proof, of a sort. Still, how did *you* get there mate?"
Xander squeaked.
"Who me? I... um, I was born there. They built the school I went to
right over top of it... um, and that's sort of why I helped the gang
to blow it up during Graduation. Um... long story..."
Spike laughed in his ear. It was a chillingly evil sound and it
caused a whole new blossom of fear to open in his chest.
"I bet it is a long story at that mate, I do. I think my Dark Goddess
is right, though. You *will* make an excellent choice of Childe for
me."
And then Xander's world exploded in bright red pain as he felt two
sharp pointed fangs descend into his neck. He could *hear* Spike
swallow mouthfuls of his own blood. The cold air seemed to seep down
into his very bones and his hands and feet began to tingle and go
numb. He became dizzy and his thoughts felt distant, as if his mind
was packed in wool. Gravity seemed to grab hold of him and he felt so
heavy. Vaguely, he realized that Spike was lowering him to the
ground, yet the vampire's fangs were still deep in his throat.
Then, suddenly, those sharp points of agony were torn from his flesh
and something was shoved between his cold numb lips. A hazy semi-
aware part of his mind thought it might be Spike's wrist, but he
wasn't sure. Something liquid and spicy was dripping from it into his
mouth, burning a trail of fire down his throat and into his very
core. Spears of icy pain stabbed through him and a knot of terror and
grief clenched his heart so tightly that he *knew* that it had
stopped beating. Vaguely, right before the blackness took him, he
heard Drusilla's delightfully laughing voice echo in his ears.
"Oooo Spikey! When your lost little kitten wakes up, we can take him
out and hunt down some yummy Nazi's for him to eat. They are *so*
delicious. Of course, Miss Edith says we'll have to teach him how to
speak Polish and German first... but that's okay. I'm *sure* that
with the right incentive, he'll be a *fast* learner..."
[Buffy's POV]
Buffy paused in her pacing across the length of the floor to turn and
*glare* at the smirking blonde vampire leaning up against the glass
counter. His blue eyes caught her look and his smirk got even wider.
She had the wild urge to just *stake* him where he stood and then
laugh as he dissolved into a whirlwind of floating ash and dust.
Instead she turned and paced back the other way, passing Willow and
Tara at the research table and Giles who was desperately flipping
through the pages of an ancient looking thick book to try and find a
spell that could pull Xander back to them out of the past.
She spun on her heels and made a broad sweeping gesture that could
take in the entire room, or the entire world.
"Let me see if I've got this all correct here, 'cause somehow I'm
thinking that this isn't a situation I want to be messed up about.
Okay?"
Spike snorted in amusement and nodded his head in acquiescence as he
hopped up on top of the counter.
"Sure thing Slayer. What is it you wanted to know exactly?"
Buffy wondered just why Spike was suddenly so willing to talk, but
she wasn't going to look a gift horse in the mouth, so to speak.
Right. So... Xander got sucked through some magic hole in time and
went back into the past. *Your* past. Correct?"
Spike nodded and grinned.
"Yep. The git showed up out of an alley in war-torn Poland babbling
on about how I had to help him find a pair of witches as he didn't
know where they popped off too. I'd never laid eyes on him before,
yet he knew my name and everything. He *was* a bit freaked out when
he finally noticed that I was with My Dark Princess and Angel's Sire
Darla. I gotta tell you, he sent that blonde bimbo into a *towering*
huff over the fact that he went on and on about how she was supposed
to be dust at Angel's hands. She ate 6 Nazi's that night, she did."
Buffy blanched slightly at the thought of her goofy and bumbling
friend accosting a chip-less Spike in some dark alley thinking that
he couldn't hurt humans. It tore her up inside to consider how
frightened and confused he must have been. It sounded positively
horrifying to her.
However, her Slayer instincts were all riled up, so she pushed her
personal feelings aside and tried to concentrate on the details and
not how they effected her life and the lives of her friends.
"So, then you turned him, yes?"
Spike nodded again, but this time Buffy noticed that his eyes
softened slightly and his smile lost some of it's hard cynical edge
to it. It was the same sort of expression he got when he recalled the
good times he'd had with Drusilla. Of course, *his* idea of a good
time was *far* from what she herself considered to be wholesome happy
fun.
"Yeah. I turned him as soon as Dru announced that the stars were
singing his name and that he was from the future by way of a magic
spell. We all waited until he woke up the next night and then we went
out hunting. He was a natural predator, I tell you. Pure hunter, he
was. Gotta give *you* a lot of credit for that Slayer. You gave him a
good basic education on the demon world, he knew more at *his*
turning than *I* did."
Buffy felt as if she'd been slapped. She stumbled back a half step as
she was flooded with an odd mixture of guilt and pride.
In a weird way, she felt as if all of the strange Hellmouthy things
that happened to her friends was all her fault. A little voice in the
back of her head kept insisting that if she didn't drag them into her
world of evil and vampires, that they would have had a chance to live
a semi-normal life. Her rational self knew that wasn't true, that
without their help, she never would have survived as long as she did
and that the evil would have swarmed over everyone instead.
At the same time, the fact that Xander's knowledge and skills had
impressed Spike made her feel oddly proud. It was because of working
with her and Giles that Xander had learned what he did. She also knew
that was an irrational response... her mind just desperately trying
to cling to *some* shred of goodness, even if it was in a warped and
twisted way.
She silently yelled at herself to get back on track and offered up
another glare at the blonde vampire who was the primary focus of all
of her fear, anger and frustration.
"Okay... then explain Prague. How could Lex be coming over here when
everyone *knows* he got dusted by that angry mob that injured Dru?
And *why* didn't you *tell* us what was going to happen? We could
have done something to *prevent* Xander from going back in time to
begin with!"
Spike was just about to answer her when the front door to the Magic
Box slammed open and a chillingly familiar voice called out into the
room.
"If you invite me in Slayer, *I'll* tell you the answer to that."
Buffy heard Willow's breathy gasp of "Xander" and turned to look at
the vampire version of one of her dearest and most trusted friends.
His dark hair was cut shorter on the top then she remembered, but
long dark curls hung down his pale neck. He wore thick heavy black
boots and tight black jeans, a faded original Sex Pistols concert T-
shirt and a black motorcycle jacket that had that beaten worn in look
of age and hard use. His dark eyes sparkled with cruel hunger and
amused mischief and he exuded an air of sex and danger.
"I promise to be goo-oood."
His voice was a sing-song taunt and she was *sure* that he was lying
even when some tiny part of her brain wanted nothing more than to
rush over to him and throw her arms around him, thankful that he had
returned. She was unsure *what* to do in response to his request, but
before she could decide, Giles took the decision out of her hands.
"What? Oh yes,... um, do come in Xander."
The dark haired vampire glared and a low throaty growl drifted
through the air.
"Oh... er... I mean, um... *Lex*. So sorry about that... it's just
that this is a bit... disconcerting."
Xander, or rather, *Lex* grinned cheerfully at her Watcher and
shrugged as he stepped over the threshold.
"S'okay G-man."
"I've *asked* you not to call me that."
Buffy felt hysterical laughter want to bubble up out of her that
their exchange. Her Watcher was bantering back and forth with a
deadly soulless vampire that was wearing the face of her best friend
as if nothing was wrong. Desperately, she tried to sort out her
tangled thoughts, but what happened next threw her a bit.
Willow sort of half stood up and Buffy was sure she was going to dash
over and hug Xander, but that never happened. To everyone's shock,
their one time friend blew right past them and headed straight for
Spike. A husky and whispered "Sire" rumbled through the shop and then
the blonde vampire sitting on the countertop grabbed a fistful of
dark curls and pulled the younger vampire into a deep and possessive
kiss.
As she watched the two men *devourer* each other's lips and tongues,
she had to admit that it was the hottest and most erotic display she
had ever seen in her life. True passion and desire just *rolled* off
of them as they pawed at each other and Buffy felt wet heat build up
between her legs at the sight of Lex and Spike's reunion.
Finally, Giles cleared his throat loudly and that seemed to break the
spell they cast over everyone in the room. They pulled apart and Lex
whispered loudly enough for everyone to hear him.
"Missed you Sire. Missed you so much... but I guess I owe the Slayer
an explanation, huh?"
Spike shrugged.
"S'up to you pet. You *did* promise though and she'll more than
likely try to stake you if you don't tell. Either way, I'll back you
up. S'your call."
Buffy glared. The idea that Xander would walk away without explaining
it to her was upsetting. Not just because she wanted to know, but
because that would mean that the last vestiges of her friend had died
long ago. She found herself holding her breath. Then, Lex turned so
that he was situated between Spike's knees, his back pressed up
against his Sire's chest. When his dark eyed gaze focused on her, she
felt her heart skip a beat. All her Slayer senses were screaming that
he was a *strong* vampire, not as strong as his Sire, but
*definitely* stronger than 90% of the vamps they had running around
Sunnydale. He was a true Childe, not some mindless minion. In time,
he could reach the level of Master Vampire, just as his Sire before
him had done.
"Okay Buf. You want the truth? I'll give it to you, but I don't think
you'll like it much."
Buffy merely nodded. She didn't trust herself to speak just yet.
Lex shrugged and leaned closer into his Sire's embrace, yet he never
broke eye contact with her.
"Prague was a lie. Yes, Dru *did* get injured, but I wasn't dusted.
However, I remembered reading that Spike's Childe had gotten dusted
there. That was a freaky time for me. I mean, I had forgotten all
about that little detail. One night we went to sleep on a train and
when I woke up we were in a foreign city. No big deal, right? Found
out *two nights later* that it was Prague. As soon as I did, I got
scared and I went to Spike and told him what I remembered from
reading the Watcher's Journals. I would be dust and Dru would get
hurt badly. So... we went off looking for Dru so that we could leave
the city as soon as possible. But it was too late. By the time we
found her, she'd already been hurt. *That's* when we left."
Lex grinned at her then and it was a nasty grin full of dark
amusement and evil intent. It was a clear reminder that this man
wasn't *really* her friend, but a soulless and deadly vampire.
"The whole situation was... confusing. I mean, I could *clearly*
recall reading about my own demise in Giles's books. That's when Dru
told us that Miss Edith found the whole sordid mess to be an amusing
trick. A trick meant to fool the Watchers and the Slayers. So...
Spike and Dru let it be known that I had perished in Prague at the
hands of an angry mob. The truth of it was that I *survived* just
fine."
Lex gestured broadly, taking in the whole shop with one swoop.
"*YOU* are the ones that elaborate bit of fabrication was aimed at. I
didn't *want* you to know *who* I was. Spike *had* to come here and
play out events as I remembered them for the same reason that you
guys were not allowed to know that Spike even *had* a Childe, let
alone *who* he was. If you had found a way to prevent me from being
sent back in time, then I wouldn't even *exist*! My whole unlife
would have *never happened*! I *had* to do whatever it took to make
*certain* that you guys didn't change my destiny."
Buffy felt as if the world was shifting under her feet and she
reached out and clutched at the bookcase beside her to keep from
falling over in shock. Her mind swirled as she tried to make sense of
everything that Lex had just told her. She kept looking for one shred
of hope that they could *somehow* save their friend.
"Well... what if... what if...*Oh!* What if we cast a spell to pull
you back here. To *our* time. You know, not let you *stay* in the
past. What then?"
Lex shrugged, unconcerned.
"I've spent over 6 decades studying *all* aspects of time travel and
magic. After all, that's what altered, or perhaps, *righted* the path
of my destiny. I can *assure* you that there is no way to get my
younger self back. You *did* have a window of opportunity. It was...
ohhh... about 45 minutes long. Then Spike killed me. The spell won't
work on a dead man. However, you already passed that 45 minute
deadline *hours* ago."
Buffy resisted the urge to run over to Willow and wrap her in a big
comforting hug when the red headed girl burst out in a choked sob.
However, when she heard the witch's suggestion, she was all for it.
"Xan... um, uh... Lex? I... I can cast the spell to give you back
your soul. You don't have to stay a killer. I... I... I can do it
tonight and you can stay here with us and help fight the bad guys and
it'll be *just* like old times. Honest."
Buffy nodded and felt a bubble of hope build up in her and she
bounced on her heels in excitement.
"Yeah! That... that would be perfect. Then... then you could, I don't
know... stay with Spike in his crypt, I guess. He helps us too, but
you know that, right? It could be... you know, the Scooby Gang
again... just with... you know, an extra set of fangs. Right?"
Lex snorted in derision and Spike actually chuckled.
"Not going to happen Slayer. There's not a single copy of that spell
left in the world. I made sure of that myself."
Buffy blinked and stared in shock at Spike.
"What? Surprised, are you? Did you *actually* think that I'd wander
around in your homes and *not* take steps to protect myself from your
worst weapon? Bloody hell, I *know* I'm not the smartest guy in the
world, but I'm not *that* daft, am I? Destroyed every copy I found, I
did."
"But... but..."
Buffy watched as Giles and Willow sputtered and floundered, but one
thing echoed in her mind. They didn't have any spell to restore
Xander's soul... Of course, Spike could be lying, but she wasn't too
sure about that. In either case, she knew that Willow and Giles would
search and search. But for now, she had a vampire on her hands that
had no chip and no soul. She leveled a pointed stare at her former
friend.
"Lex. I think you should leave now. Not just the shop, but Sunnydale
as well. I don't want to have to dust you, but I will if you stay in
town."
Lex nodded his dark head and grinned at her in a sheepish and goofy
manner that was *very* reminiscent of Xander and she knew in her
heart that it would come close to destroying her if she were forced
to stake him. However, much to her surprise, he didn't argue with
her, in fact, he agreed.
"I know. I don't want to be dusted, and to be honest, I wouldn't want
*you* to dust me anyway. I still remember what it was like to dust
Jesse and in honor of the friendship we once shared, I won't do that
to you. Consider it a debt paid. I just came here to get Spike
anyway. Long phone calls and short visits *do not* make up for being
away from him for so long, I gotta tell you. So... we'll be off now."
With that, Buffy watched as Lex stepped away from the counter and
Spike hopped off. Then, slinging an arm around each other, they
sauntered off into the night, the front door to the shop swinging
shut behind them.
She turned and looked into the shell-shocked faces of her remaining
friends and saw grief and regret and pain and deep deep sorrow.
Almost absently, she reached up and brushed a lone tear off of her
own cheek. There would be time to mourn later. Right now there was
work to do. There *had* to be a copy of the Soul Restoration Spell
left *somewhere* in this damn town, and she meant to *find* it.
[Angel's POV]
It had been a *long* night. A long *hard* night. A long hard night
full of fighting off and subsequently killing a slime coated Brotha
Demon and the half dozen or so of it's hatchlings that were
slithering around all snake like.
Needless to say, his hair had gotten coated in pungent smelling blue
ichor and his silk shirt had been forever ruined by the night's
activities. However, it was nothing that a warm and soapy shower
couldn't fix. Now that he was clean and much more pleasantly scented,
he found that he was starving.
Making his way into the kitchen, Angel noticed the little red light
blinking on his answering machine. He paused a moment to hit the
Replay Messages Button and then continued on his path to his
refrigerator. He pulled out a package of blood and poured it into a
mug while he listened to the recording rewind to the beginning. Just
as he was about to stick the mug into his microwave, the message
began to play.
"Um... Hello? Uh, Angel... this is... Tara. Um... I'm not sure if
your... ah... answering machine is gonna record this. After all, I...
uh... haven't even *seen* one in... wow, years, but... Oh, um...
anyway, I was just calling... um... I was going through some of...
ah... Willow's things and I... er... I thought you might want to help
me with something. See... I found, um... a copy of that Soul
Restoration Spell... and I was hoping that... maybe you would help me
use it... um... on Spike and Lex. Uh... call me, okay? Um... bye."
Angel stood perfectly still, the hand still extended to place the mug
in the microwave totally forgotten. He was literally too overwhelmed
with the thoughts and emotions flooding into him to be able to do
anything beyond stand there and gape open mouthed at the now silent
answering machine.
It had been almost twenty years since Spike had surprised everyone
with the realization that his Childe, Lex, was *not* dust and what's
more, that he was *also* Xander Harris. Angel had known about Spike's
Childe, but he hadn't put Lex together with Xander for one very good
reason. He'd never met Lex. After that disaster in China during the
Boxer Rebellion, he had avoided his family like the plague. Yes, he
kept tabs on them all, but he didn't actually go *near* them. So,
when he ended up in Sunnydale, he hadn't recognized Xander as Lex.
Simple really.
And *after* that bit of news came to light? Well, it hadn't taken
long for everyone to realize that Spike no longer had his chip. In
fact, he hadn't had it since a week after the Initiative *implanted*
it in his skull. He had gone straight to Lex and Lex had done some
combination magic/medical science thing and had it removed. Spike's
return to Sunnydale and his alliance with the Slayer... *Buffy*, had
all been a ruse. A delicate deception that kept him close to Xander
until Willow and Tara could send the boy backwards in time.
Once that occurred, Lex had shown up in Spike's beat up old DeSoto
and the two had stormed out of Sunnydale to embark on the beginning
of a bloodbath the likes of which the world hadn't seen in decades.
They claimed it was all in celebration of their being reunited and of
the fact that they no longer had to worry about Lex being yanked back
into the future. A future that was now the past.
In any case, they killed. Brutally. William the Bloody and Lex the
Ruthless once again. All that was missing was Drusilla the Mad. The
unholy trinity... well, almost. As far as Angel knew, his absent
Childer was still off in the jungle with that Chaos Demon having the
time of her unlife. No matter, it was Spike and Lex that worried him
now.
Buffy hadn't been able to live with the knowledge of what one of her
former allies and her once best friend were doing. It had torn her up
inside. Angel could understand. That was his Grandchilde and great-
Grandchilde that were out there doing those things. It was his
burden, his guilt... his fault in a way. Yet, he had turned a blind
eye, his undying love for Spike refusing to let him do the one thing
that could have ended their reign of bloodshed and terror. Buffy
didn't feel that restraint.
The blonde Slayer had gone after them with a vengeance. She'd finally
caught up to them in New Orleans at the height of Mardy Gras. There,
amidst the swirling chaos of drunken mortals decorated in golds and
greens and purples, she had challenged the two vampires to a fight to
the death. And lost. Rumor said that they had finally managed to
catch her and pin her struggling body between their own. Then, they
had each bit deeply into her throat and drank her life from her veins.
Two years later, a marble statue appeared one night on the very spot
she had died. It was a beautiful depiction of a slim girl in a
fighting stance, a stake held up in each hand. It had a bronze plaque
on it that read: Buffy A. Summers, The Greatest Slayer The World Has
Ever Seen. No one knew who commissioned it and then had it placed
there. But Angel knows. It was Spike and Lex. He knows because he
went to visit the statue personally and he saw it's likeness to the
*real* Buffy Summers.
After that, everyone's attention became focused on Willow. Grief and
guilt had eaten away at her until she herself stopped eating. She
slowly withered and became painfully thin and frail. They'd
eventually had to put her in a hospital so that the doctors could
literally *force* nutrients into her. It had been touch and go for a
while, but eventually, with Giles and Cordelia and himself, not to
mention the overwhelming love of Tara to support her, Willow slowly
recovered.
Then, five years or so ago, Giles had been in an automobile accident.
He died instantly. Willow took his death hard. Too hard. She stopped
eating again. This time, however, nothing anyone had done for her had
been able to bring her back from her depression induced self-
starvation. Everyone was helpless as they watched her grow weaker and
weaker, her will to live gone. She had passed away about five months
ago.
Cordelia, who still kept in close contact with Tara, had told him
that the blonde witch had finally come to terms with her wife's death
and was ready to begin going through her things. It was a part of the
grieving process, Angel knew, but he was also aware that it couldn't
have been easy for her.
And now this.
To have found the Soul Restoration Spell *now*, after all these
years. After *so much* had happened that could have been prevented.
After all of the pain and the suffering and the anguish. After Willow
was dead and gone and would never know... Angel shuddered at the
horrible irony.
With a sigh filled with sadness, he turned and walked over to his
phone and the old and battered answering machine. Slowly, he picked
up the receiver and dialed the number he knew by heart and then
listened to it ring until a soft-spoken voice answered.
"Tara? Hi... this is Angel. Uh... yes. I'll help you do the Soul
Restoration Spell on both Spike and Lex. When do you want to meet to
do this?"
The End.
