by Lynn
Lou woke
up next to her husband. It was hard to believe that they had been married
for almost a month now. It had been so nice. Every night they would
At one time
in her life, Lou would have never believed that she would have loved
She had always told herself that she would not marry a man until he knew everything about her. Kid did know most of her past, but the one thing he didn't know could be the one thing that he could not forgive. After all, she still hasn't forgiven herself for what she did. But that was the past and all she could do now was live with the decisions she made years ago. Maybe this
would all be so much easier if Jeremiah and Theresa were here. A part of
me still wishes that Kid and I had been able to get them. But they are
happy.
St. Louis "No, please stop." The woman was screaming at a man holding a gun on her husband. "We won't tell anyone about you. You have my word." The man
fried the shoot that ended her husband's life. He smiled as he turned to
face the woman. "Course you want tell no one, the dead can't talk." He
fired once more and the woman fell to the ground.
Carrie had
been babysitting Charlotte. Charlotte's parents had planned a night
Carrie loaded
Charlotte into the wagon and they rode out to find the late parents. They
pulled up to the house. Carrie noticed that the front door was open and
that something was not right. She told Charlotte to wait for her as she
went inside only to find the bodies of Charlotte's parents lying dead on
the living room floor.
Charlotte
stayed with Carrie for a couple days. Carrie didn't have anyway of
She remembered
Beth, Charlotte's mother, had told her about a women named Louise. They
kept in touch over the years and Beth had always said that if something
were to happen to her and her husband then Charlotte was to be taken to
Louise in Rock Creek.
Kid had walked into the room, Lou's back was facing him and he slid his strong arms around her middle. She jumped slightly, but relaxed very quickly. She loved Kid and couldn't begin to image what her life would be like without him. His lips brushed against the back of her neck and moved up to her jawbone. He placed his hands on shoulders and turned her so that they were facing each other. He started to unbutton the top of her dress. His mouth went to her collarbone. Lou closed
her eyes and tilted her head back. He wrapped his arms around her
Lou moved
closer to Kid pressing her soft white breasts into his chest. Kid moved
his hand down over her body until he reached her hips. He moved his hand
onto
He rolled her onto her back and moved into position between her legs. He entered her slowly. Once fully inside, he allowed her to move on top of him. Lou moved so that she was sitting on him. Lou knew that this was one of Kid's favorite positions. He loved it when she 'rode' him. He moved his hands to her hips as his eyes closed and he let out a soft growl. His hips began to buck and Lou knew that he was close. She began to move faster which made her own orgasm begin to form. Lou's body began to shake as she collapsed against Kid's body. He pulled her closer to him and held her as she trebled. There was a knock at the door. Both had heard it, but neither wanted to stop what they were doing. "Louise, there's someone here for you." Rachel had a pretty good idea of what the ex-rider and her husband were doing. She hated to interrupt them, but the young girl down-stairs seemed so upset that she just had to. "She says it's real important, it's about Charlotte." Lou jumped off Kid, "I'll be right there!" She quickly tossed on her clothes and started to run out the door. Kid had hoped off the bed right after Lou had. He put his pants on and grabbed her just in time to stop her off leaving the room. "Kid, I have to go. I can't explain right now." "OK, but before you go down there I need to tell you something first." "Now? Kid please hurry!" "OK, I have decided that I am leaving for Virginia at the end of the month. I need you to think about coming with me/" "I'll think about it, but I can't right now." Lou ran down stairs. She saw a lady she didn't know holding Charlotte. Carrie smiled
at her. "You must be Louise. I'm Carrie, the Johnson's told me all about
you. They said you visit whenever you can, so I guess the two of you
"Yeah, we do. Hi Charlie." "Mama" Charlotte held out her hands and Lou took her from Carrie. Kid walked into the room. Neither Lou nor Carrie had noticed him yet. "So what are you doing here, Miss…" "Oh please
call me Carrie. I come here with sad news. The Johnson's were killed. Beth
had always told me that if something were to happen to she and George that
"What?!" Kid stepped into the middle of the room where the ladies finally took notice of him. "Ma'am you are making a mistake. My wife doesn't have any children. Lou, tell her you don't have any children." "Kid, let me explain." Lou's eyes were beginning to tear up. She had always planned on telling Kid. But not like this. "Tell her!" "Kid, I can't. It is true, Charlotte is my daughter." Kid couldn't believe what he was hearing. Lou has a child! He had to leave. He headed right for the door and a few minutes later Lou heard him head off on Katy. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to cause problems for you. I would have kept her myself, but I can't care for a child right now.?" "No, this isn't your fault, it is mine. Thank you for being here." "Then you will keep her?" "Yes" "I have something for her out in the wagon." The two
women walked outside. "Jimmy, could you please take this crate up to
Jimmy couldn't take his eyes off the child Lou was holding. The baby looked so much like Lou. The other women don't look like either Lou or the baby. Jimmy nodded and carried the small crate upstairs. Lou told Carrie goodbye and followed Jimmy upstairs. "Lou, where do you want me to set this?" "Over by
the window." Lou sat Charlotte, she was just over three and loved to
The little girl had walked over to Jimmy and was trying to look up to see him, she started to lose her balance and grabbed onto his pant leg to keep from falling. Jimmy reached down and picked her up. "And who might you be?" The girl started to squirm and Jimmy placed her back on the ground. "Her name is Charlotte…McCloud, Charlie is my daughter." Jimmy's mouth dropped open. Lou has a daughter. Well at least now I know why Kid left so fast. "I really messed up. I should have told Kid about her along time ago." Lou moved her hands up to her face and began to cry. Jimmy sat next to his friend on the bed and wrapped his arms around her. "Do you want to talk about it?" "Well, you know that I was raped, right?" Jimmy nodded. "Kid told me about it a couple days after you told him." "Yeah, I
asked him to. Anyway, after I went to St. Louis. I started dressing like
a boy and talking on odd jobs to get by. Well, after just a month I had
to buy bigger pants. It happened again about a month later and once more
about two weeks later. I didn't understand why, I knew I wasn't eating
that much. I went to the doctor to find out why I was getting so fat. After
he examined me he told me that
"Lou, you
did the best thing for her. You know that don't you? Gave her to a family
that loved and wanted her."
Lou placed Charlotte in the room next to hers. She returned to her room and changed into her nightgown then climbed into bed. I'll understand if he can't forgive me for this. I know I should have told him a long time ago. Just please let me came home safe, so that we can talk about this. Kid had been so upset by the news that he went to the saloon. He was deep onto the bottle when the bartender said that he had had enough. Kid had started to protest, but realized it would do any good. He was about
to leave when he saw a beautiful blonde, saloon girl. He started talking
to her and although his heart was telling him to stop, his mind, clouded
He walked back to the bar, paid for a night with the 'lady' and then went up to her room. As soon as Kid walked in the room, he shut the door and pulled the girl to him. He started kissing her neck and collarbone. I shouldn't be doing this. I'm married Kid began to back off. The girl thought that he wanted her to take over. So she moved in closer and started to work the buttons on Kid's shirt as she nibbled on his ear. But then
again, Lou has sex with someone else. She had a child with someone
"What's your name?" "Candy" "Is that your real name?" "Is Kid your real name?" Kid worked the buttons lose on Candy's dress and pushed it down to her waist. He lowered his head to begin suckling at her left breast. These are too big. She needs smaller ones, like Lou's…Forget it, Kid, you can't think about Louise right now. Candy pushed Kid's shirt over his broad shoulders. She ran her hands over his chest to the top of his pants. She undid the ties and dropped to her knees. She pulled the pants down around his ankles. Kid closed his eyes as he felt Candy take his penis into her mouth. She rolled her tongue around the tip. She heard Kid let out a light moan. She removed her mouth and replaced it with her right hand running up and down the length oh his shaft. She brought his sac into her mouth and began to suck. Kid was beginning to forget all about Lou. In fact he wanted nothing more then to be inside of Candy's sweet, moist center. He slowly grabbed her by the arms bring her back to her feet. He quickly undressed her, before kicking out of the rest of his clothes. Kid laid her on the bed. He ran his hand down her inner thigh and over the already moist area in between her legs. He wanted to taste Candy before he had her. He climbed in between her legs and slowly, taking in her scent , lowered his head. His tongue reached out for his first lick. "I'm sorry, I can't do this." Kid had started to get off the bed. "Honey,
that's OK. You don't have to do that if you don't want to. After all, you
"No, I mean I can't have sex with you at all." "Well, Sugar, sometimes that happens to men. Why don't you come back up her and we'll see what I can do to help." Kid had
finished tying back up his pants and was now putting his shirt back on.
Kid walked into the room he shared with Lou. He saw his sleeping wife on the bed and walked over to her. "Louise, why didn't you tell me? Why did you keep this from me? I have tried so hard to show you that I love you and would help you with anything." Lou let out a soft moan and Kid stroke her hair until he was sure she was still asleep. He then removed his boots and shirt and climbed in bed next to her. He lay there
looking at the ceiling for what seemed like hours, but was only minutes
before he heard a soft crying sound from the next room. Kid walked into
see Charlotte sitting on the bed with her hands over and lightly put his
hand on
The little girl moved closer to him. She pulled her hands away from her face and looked up at him with her huge chocolate eyes. "When me go home?" "Well, I'm not sure." Something must have happened to the people she was living with. I wonder what it was. If it was something bad then how much should we tell her? She is so young. "You're goin' be staying with us for a while. It'll be lots of fun." Charlotte
nodded and climbed onto his lap. She laid her head against his shoulder.
Kid held her for a long time, rubbing his hand over her small back until
he was sure that she was asleep. He then laid her into her bed and covered
her up. She really
Kid moved the hair on her forehead and placed a kiss there before heading back to bed.
Lou had been awaken by Charlotte's crying. It took her awhile before she realized who it was, she reached over to feel for Kid before getting out of bed. Kid still isn't home! Lou rushed to her daughter's room. When she got there she saw Kid holding Charlotte, rubbing his hand over her back and talking softly to her. Lou couldn't hear what Kid was saying, but by the way Charlotte was lying close to him it must have been something she liked. He is going to make such a good father. Lou's hands drifted over her still flat middle. Just wait 'til he finds out about you. Lou saw
Kid lay Charlotte down. Because she didn't want to get into the conversation
she knew they would have, the conversation she knew they needed to have,
she went back to bed and acted like she was asleep when Kid came back to
their room.
Kid woke with an awful headache. Well, I guess I do deserve this. He walked down to the kitchen where Lou was sitting holding Charlotte. She had been talking to Rachel, but once Rachel noticed Kid, she executed herself. Kid walked over to Lou and held out his hand to her, "We need to talk. But I don't want to do it here. Will you and Charlotte go on a picnic with me?" "Of course. Just let me ran upstairs to get her a jacket." "While you're
doin' that I'm gonna get the buckboard. I'll meet you outside."
Kid took Lou and Charlotte to a meadow. Charlotte was amazed at the flowers and butterflies. Lou laid down a blanket and Kid brought the food over. The adults sat down and watched Charlotte catching the butterflies. "Charlie, make sure you stay were I can see you." "Wow, you really do sound like a mom." Kid smiled softly, then sifted his eyes so that he was looking at the blanket. "Why didn't you tell me about her?" "I had always planned to tell you, but the time was never right. Kid, I never meant for this to just be thrown at you." Kid nodded, "She looks just like you. How old is she?" "She's three, she'll be four in May. Do you really think she looks like me?" "Yeah, she almost an exact copy. Does her father know about her? Did you love him?" "Kid, Wicks is her father. And no, he didn't know about her." "Wicks! Lou I'm so sorry." "Its all right Kid. I should have told you sooner." Lou went on to tell him the story that she had told Jimmy the day before. "Kid, I can't give her away again. I'm keeping her. I hope you can understand that." "We need
still need to talk about Virginia. I have been doing some thinking about
"Kid, I can't go. Not now. I need to stay with Charlie and I ain't gonna take her into a war zone." "I know, I'm not going either." "What?!" Charlotte walked over and sat in Kid's lap. She handed him a little white rock. Kid smiled
at the little girl who was quickly stealing his heart. He wrapped his
"Kid, what do you mean that you have decided not to go to Virginia? It's not that I want you to go. It's just that you have always said that when war breaks out you would go back. We both knew that war is breaking out." "Virginia
holds a lot of memories for me, Lou. It is my home. Its part of me. I always
said that if war broke out I would leave you to go back. And I did mean
"Kid what are you saying?" "What I'm
saying is, well, Lou, I'll make a good father to her. That is if you'll
let
Kid, Lou and Charlotte had stayed in the meadow for most of the day before heading back to the way station. Charlotte had fallen asleep on the ride home. Kid carried her up to her room as Buck put away the buckboard and tended to the horses. When they got to the house Lou decided to ask Rachel to save same food for the three of them to eat later. Rachel agreed knowing that Kid and Lou would need sometime alone to talk about Charlotte. Lou walked into Charlotte's room just in time to see Kid kiss Charlotte's hair and turned to walk out the door. Kid grabbed Lou's hand and lead her to the bedroom. "We still have something that we need to talk about." "Kid, we're going to have years together to talk about Charlie. Please let's just go to bed. We could finish what we started yesterday." Lou pleaded as she moved closer to the bed. "Actually
Lou, I, uh, I think I should tell you about this before we go to bed. In
Lou could
see tears beginning to form in his eyes. She lowered herself so that she
was sitting on the bed. This must be bad. Kid never cries and he really
looks like
Kid knelt
on the floor before Lou. He took both of her hands in his before
"I know I'm sorry. But Charlie loves you, please don't…" "Shh…Lou,
please let me say this. After I rode out of here, I went to the saloon
"Whore!
You bought a whore!" Lou had tears began to pour down her face and
"Lou, I
didn't. Well, not exactly, I did pay for her and I went to her room with
her.
"I don't want to hear this anymore, just get out." "No, not
until you hear the whole story. After the kiss she, um, undid my pants
"Kid I DON'T WANT TO HEAR THIS! LEAVE NOW!" Kid had tears running down his face. "Lou, I stopped because I couldn't do that to you, I stopped because of you." He reached out to touch her, but she recoiled and told him once more to leave, "Kid, I just can't talk about this right now. I need sometime to cool off before I say something that I will regret it the morning. Please go." Kid nodded and walked out of the room to the bunkhouse. Lou picked
up a pillow and cried into it. He cheated on me. How could he do that?
Lou lifted her room and knocked on Rachel's door, "I'm sorry if I woke you, but I need a favor." "Of course, Louise, what is it?" "Kid and I need to talk, somewhere away from here. Can you watch Charlie for me?" "Sure I will. Where will you two be?" "Not sure yet, maybe the hotel."
"Kid" "Lou! Are you ready to talk now?" "Yes, but not here. Can we go to the hotel?" "Sure, whatever you want as long as you talk to me." The two went to the hotel and as luck would have it the only room available was the one they had shared on their wedding night. Kid walked
into the room behind Lou and shut the door. He watched Lou walk to
"Kid, why did you tell me about her?" "Because I don't want there to be any secrets between us. Well, I don't want you to keep any secrets from me and I guess if I'm gonna ask you to tell me everything, then I should tell you everything." "Which one was she?" "Do you really want to know?" "No. I just want to know why you went to her, and if you are you're gonna go back?" "Louise,
I'm not gonna ever do something that stupid again. I'm not sure why I turned
to her. I just know it was the wrong thing to do." Kid walked over to her.
"It ain't you I'm mad at." "Lou, you can't be mad at her, she was just doing her job." "I'm not mad at her neither. I'm mad at me. If I'd told you about Charlie sooner, then you would have never went to her." Kid kissed
the back of her head. "Maybe, maybe not. Honey, I don't blame you for not
telling me about her. I did some more thinking tonight, when I was sitting
in
Lou smiled and wiped the tears from her eyes. "Kid, where did you set the bag?" "What?" "The bag. Where is it?" "On the other side of the bed. Why?" "I bought a surprise for you. Would you wait out in the hall until I get it ready?" Kid decided that because she was at least talking to him right now, he would do whatever she asked him to. Kid paced in the hall, he had no idea of what Lou was up to he only hoped that she wasn't unpacking all his things, trying to tell him the hotel was his new home. Lou opened the door just a crack and then walked next to the bed. As Kid pushed the door open, she gave him her best 'come hither' look. Kid's mouth dropped open as he raced to shut the door, just in case someone was passing by. Lou had
brought the nightgown she had worn on the first night they had made
Kid felt a passion that he had never experienced before. He could tell that tonight would be like something that he had never imagined. Louise had
noticed Kid was starting to became 'excited'. Before they were
Kid was more then ready for this; in the last two days he had had 'sex' twice, but was unable to release either time. Kid allowed Lou to push him onto the bed and place herself between his legs. Lou took his member into her mouth and began to lightly suck. Kid knew that he was way to close and begged for Lou to stop, after all, he wanted to please her also. Lou withdrew her mouth and crawled up the length of his body, kissing every inch of skin that was in her path. She stopped once she was completely on top of him and her face was directly above his. Kid shifted
in positions slightly so that he was sitting on the bed with Lou facing
him, sitting on his lap. Lou wanted nothing more then to feel Kid inside
of her. But Kid was insisted on taking it slow, he wanted to show her just
how very much she meant to him. He started kissing her jawbone, then slowly
down her neck and over her collarbone. He made his way slowly downward
until he reached her right breast, there he began to gently suck and every
couple of seconds he would ran
Once the first nipple was completely erect, he started on the other one. After he felt the second one harden, he laid her on her back and left a trail of kisses that started in the valley between her breasts and ended once he reached the small curls that covered the area that Kid was craving. Lou realized
that once again she had became passive, but at this point she didn't care.
Kid moved in between her legs and pushed them further apart. He lowered
his head to taste his wife's unique flavor. After he heard a loud moan
escape
Kid woke
to see Lou sleeping next to him. It was very early; judging by the light
coming though the window it must have been about five. He turned his head
to look at Lou, she was so beautiful. Kid couldn't help but think of Charlotte,
They
"Am I really that interesting when I'm sleepin'?" "To me you are. Lou, we really need to find a place of our own. Ya know? Somewhere for just the two, er, three of us to live." Lou took
Kid's hand in her own. "Actually, Kid it would have to be for the four
of
"Lou?" "Kid, we gonna have a baby!" "How? Wait, I know how, when?" "Well, I'm
about two months along so that means our baby should be here in
"Yeah, Honey,
I'm very happy about this. It's just a lot to take in. I just got a daughter
a few hours ago and now I find out that I'm, you're, we're gonna have another
one soon. We really need to get a place of our own."
Kid and
Lou decided it was time to tell everyone about Charlotte and of course,
Charlotte
woke to see Lou sitting on the bed next to her and Kid was sitting right
Kid picked the girl up and settled her in his lap after sitting on the bed. "Sweetheart, your mama and me have somethin' to tell you." Lou took
Charlotte's hand in her own, "Charlie, you're gonna have a little brother
Charlotte
smiled; she had always wanted a little brother, although she would
"Well we don't know yet." Kid took Charlotte's hand and placed in on Lou tummy, then he explained that for now this was the baby's home. Charlotte didn't believe him when he told her that she had once been in there too. After Kid
and Lou answered all of Charlotte's questions, they headed downstairs
Seven months later "Kid would you just relax." "Relax!
Just how am I suppose to do that." Kid knew that everyone was just
Kid walked inside the house and saw Charlotte playing on the living room floor. Every time Lou cried out, Charlotte would look up at the ceiling. Kid smiled
at the four-year-old angel that was now such a huge part of his life. Kid
picked her up and sat her in his lap. "Charlie, you know your mama is going
to be
"Yes" "Well then, what's wrong, Sweetheart?" "Will you love the new baby more then me? Will it be your favor it?" "Favorite? No, I will love you both the same. I have a lot of favorite things." Kid pulled out a small white rock from his pocket. "Do you remember this?" "I gave it to ya." "Yep! And
it is my favorite rock because it was given to me by my first daughter.
You will always be my favorite Charlie and no one else will ever take your
place in my heart."
"Hi Lou" "Come on in. Kid, Charlie, this is James." Kid smiled
and lifted Charlotte onto the bed. "Charlie, this is your new brother."
After some
time Lou, James and Charlie fell asleep and Kid watched over them.
The End
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