“You can’t let yourself feel this way, Gabrielle…” I keep telling myself. I stare blindly at the ceiling, noticing the shadows of the tree limbs casting themselves along the wall. It’s like the shadows of my life. They keep threatening to make themselves known.
I’m fighting the raw emotion begging to spring forth within me…traits I hate with a passion. Jealousy. Envy. Xena and I have come through so much together. It seems almost impossible that a child that I had once loved as my own was becoming a threat to our relationship. But so does sleeping twenty-five years in an ice cave.
Xena had rarely pulled herself away from my grasp when we were making love, and tonight of all nights it happened. We have lost so much time together, and while I can’t blame her in her quest to be the perfect mother, it disappoints me beyond belief that I’m second on her list. She is all I have in this world, and sadly, all I need. I wish she felt the same way.
My cunt is still coated in my cum. Almost disgusting in a way. It felt odd for Xena to touch me and not let me reciprocate. It felt like she way just doing her husbandly duty and trying to get by with as little as possible. Cover me with her mouth, pump inside me a few times, and then get up and walk away because her grown, adult daughter, former Champion of Rome, was feeling lonely in the next bedroom. What made her daughter so much more of a saint than my Hope? I mean, they both were guilty of brutal murder. And Eve was responsible for the death of our dear friend, Joxer. If Hope had been given enough time, maybe she could have found redemption as well.
I replay the scene in my mind, of when we first entered the bedroom tonight and how excited I was that we were finally going to be together alone. It had been weeks since getting Eve back had been our goal, and since that time I had been patient and understanding. For some reason, that tolerance broke when she broke away from my embrace. Couldn’t she have given me just five minutes? Anything was better than nothing. There was nothing more exciting than feeling Xena’s arms wrapped securely around my thighs, holding open my pussy as she sucked heartily at my clit like it was the hugest hard-on she had ever had in her mouth. Moaning her approval and making me drip even more, her voice could drive me over in a matter of seconds.
We didn’t bother lighting a lantern and as I turned to shut the door, her body was pressing against mine, her thigh forcing its way roughly between my legs. Her teeth nipped at my bottom lip as I opened my soul to her…ready to be devoured and in turn, ready to satisfy both our appetites.
Removing our clothes became more of a chore than either of us cared to be bothered with, and finally we took over undressing ourselves. The moment I felt her naked body press itself back into mine, my breath caught in my throat at the sensations she could send throughout my entire body. Her nipples hard with want, I felt them grind against mine. She bent down and helped wrap my leg around her waist, coating the soft hair on her mound with my slick want…revealing my need for her to be inside me. I desired her heart, body and soul. I didn’t feel like it was possible to get close enough. I had missed my Warrior’s touch far too long, and now the time had come.
She picked me up and carried me to our bed, my ass filling both her hands. She kneaded my flesh and pressed my cunt against her waist, rubbing still more of my desire on her skin. Maybe she had intended on letting loose tonight but then decided against it when her morality kicked in. That must have been after I had announced my orgasm loudly in our bedroom.
But as she laid me gently on the bed, I never let go of her body. I held on tightly and made sure she made her descent with me, feeling the weight of her gorgeous body covering mine. She licked over my breasts and nipples, holding them together in her strong hands and managing to make me want her more, if that was possible.
My hands were everywhere, wanting to touch her in every possible way. To simply feel the warmth of her flesh…to smell the arousal of her sex…to feel her in my arms again…I loved this woman more than anything in the world. She was more valuable than any treasure and more desirable than any other human walking the earth.
I managed to slide my thigh in between her legs and watched as she thrust against me, sliding her slickness now along my skin. I watched my hands rise to hold her breasts and to rub her erections between my fingers. I watched her mouth open and her eyes close, letting herself fall into oblivion with me.
Soon her fingers were making their way into my cunt…I felt so incredibly open that I could have taken her fist. “Gods, Xena…” I husked, my voice hungry with lust and my body begging for more.
“Are you ready for my mouth on you, Gabrielle? I’m starving for your pussy.”
“Yesss…”
She slid her mouth slowly down my body, letting her tongue lick a hot trail down my waist and then finally to my throbbing need. Her tongue loosely painted every inch of my dripping cunt, coming up the middle to divide my lips and then sliding in and out of me in long, slow strokes. “That’s perfect, Xena…” I whispered, my hands tangling in her hair. My feet rested on the edge of the bed on each side of her shoulders.
I then felt two of her fingers take the place of her tongue, and soon she was jolting my body as she drove harder and harder into me, fucking me with a constant rhythm as she sucked my clit firmly between her lips. I raised my head, feeling the sweat drip from my temples. I couldn’t help but look down to see her clear blue eyes watching me find my way to the top, looking down to see my breasts shake with each thrust of her strong, muscled arm.
“Xena…” I said, breathing heavily and not closing my eyes.
“Mmmm?” she replied, feeling me so close to climaxing, not giving me a chance to lose what had so perfectly built.
“That’s it…it’s so good, Baby…”
And for a brief few seconds, all was perfect in our lives and in the world around us. She had once again successfully delivered me to the Halls of Ecstasy and what a gorgeous usher she had been. Perfect. Absolutely perfect.
All that was heard in the room for the next few moments was my labored breathing. Xena’s head lay gently along my thigh, her kisses soft and tender over my soaked hair. Her hand rested on my stomach, and my hand rested on her head.
I stretched slightly forward and pulled at her arms. What is it?” she asked.
“Come up here…I want to make love to you….make you feel as good as I do right now.”
She kissed me once more down below and slowly crawled back upon the bed, moving me up the bed so that our bodies were lying comfortably together. I wrapped my arms around her back and stroked her sweat soaked skin, pressing firmly into her ass. I kissed my taste from her mouth, sucking her tongue into my mouth with such desire and need. She had to know how I felt at this moment. Surely she had to feel it, too.
But she didn’t. She let me kiss her for a short while but then pulled her mouth away from mine. My eyes flew open to see her staring down at me, the look on her face undetectable. It was like looking into the eyes of a stranger.
“Xena, what’s wrong?”
She reached down and stopped my hand from moving in between her legs, making my heart sink in my chest. “I’m sorry, Gabrielle, but Eve needs me.”
She wasted no time in pulling away from me and standing beside our bed, beginning to get dressed. “Is she in trouble?” I asked, thinking maybe she had heard something down the hall.
“Not that kind of trouble…she just needs someone to talk to right now.”
My body was frozen yet again. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t speak. I couldn’t cry. How could she not give me just a few more minutes? I stared silently as she bent down and brushed her lips against mine. “I’m sorry, Gabrielle…I can’t explain it, but I just sense that she needs her mother right now.”
She quickly washed up at the basin, never letting one word of explanation or regret fall from her lips. As she unlocked the door, she turned to look at me. I waited for just one word. There was none. Quietly opening the door, she gave me one last look and made her way into the hall.
Denying the huge lump of pain in my throat, my words were met with a closing door. “I need her mother right now too.”
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