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My Prayer

Written by: J.T. Holden c. 2002

Lord this is your day, this is your song

And whenever I was doing wrong

You were still there

Even if I did have fear

But why was it, so hard for me

When looking for you, I couldn’t see

There was no reflection

There was no resurrection

I thought I only had survival

Message was really clear at the revival

I sometimes think before

I really didn’t know what you had in store

For me or for my friends

But somehow I knew there would be a time to begin

A relationship with you

Which I only know was so true

So I am so thankful for everything

So this is why I sing

Then you came and gave me a blessing

6-10-00, Alana Jade Holden, I was not yet confessing

though throughout the pain and the love and the joy that you send

I am loving my daughter to the end

She means so much to me, everyday I truly see

What you want from me, what you want me to be

I wish I can stand up here and do more

But I know I still have you to settle the score

And when I met Ed and Steph

There was Hugo and Beth

And Claudia and Fernie

I knew of my journey

Then out of nowhere, you sent my angel to me

A girl so angelic, nothing but purity

I praise to you, in thanks of my journey crossing that with Evelyn

When I see her, and how you love her again and again

I know that I have that time in and time over

To have a new relationship, but yet I used to question

Why did I meet former lover’s, that never cared

You see I sin, and you still love me

You see I am not prefect, you still love me

You see I am weakened, and you still love me

You see that I am in pain and you still love me

You see everything that you want to see, and you still love me

But when I was that with those others, they never loved me now

I was lost, they were not there

I was gone, they were not there

I was so angry, they were not there

But you were, and I praise you for that my Lord Savior

Jesus Christ

There is the light and the dark

No more listening to sad songs at the park

I know there are some things that I still have to work out

But when I sing for you, all I do is shout!!!

THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE, LOVING ME

SHOWING ME, everything that needs to be seen.

AMEN