Best Friends
Through all the tears
Throughout the years
You've stood right by my side
Through all the fights
And sleepless nights
You were there when I cried
When I was depressed
Only you could've guessed
What it was that I needed to hear
And when I couldn't explain
How I felt all this pain
You made the confusion seem clear
We may both change
Our lives rearrange
But friendship never ends
So through the hard times
Look back on these rhymes
For we'll always be best of friends
Thats to you Brenda..love ya sis!
If I knew
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the lord your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two,to stop and say that, "I love you," instead of assuming that you KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day,well, I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,and we always get a second chance to make everything all right.
There will always be another day to say our, "I love you's,And certainly there's another chance to say our, "Anything I can do's.
But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get,I'd like to say how much I love you and hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So, if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or kiss,And you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear,Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear.
Take the time to say "I'm sorry," "please forgive me", "thank you" or "it's OK." And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.
Abortion in the eyes of the child
Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap. He loves me and cries
with
me; for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be your little
girl. I
don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I
began
realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I
saw I
had
fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not
near
ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or
sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding
between
you
and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.Sometimes
you
would
yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and
hoped
you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day
you
cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why
you
were
so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very
mean
monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so
scared,
I
began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you
never
heard
me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and
screaming,
"Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is
all I
felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't
anymore.Then the
monster started ripping my arm off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can
never
explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in
horror
as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was
dying.
I
knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love
me. I
wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make
you
happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in
utter
pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I
wanted
more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying
a
painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they
had
done
to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but
I
didn't
know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the
breath
to say them; I was dead.I felt myself rising. I was being carried
by a
huge
angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the
physical
pain
was gone. The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said
He
loved
me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the
thing
was
that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I
know
how
it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of
the
monster.I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I
wanted
to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live.
I
had
the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my
arm
and
legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just
wanted
you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die. Also,
Mommy,
please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I
would
hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.
Love, Your Baby Girl *Sniff*Sniff* *SoOo SaD*
He Opened A Door To My Heart
My heart was broken by a guy before,
And then he came into light and opened a door.
Through my anger and tears he listened,
It was the first time then I realized how beautifully his eyes glistened.
Every night I set my alarm to call him at 2:00,
We talked about our dreams, and our feelings for each other.
He helped me rid my feelings of blue,
He helped me feel I was worthy of something too.
It seemed we did more than talk and touch,
He touched me like no one before.
And through my heart he opened a door.
I hoped from that first night that we'd never part.
I will always remember our first kiss,
The way he smelt.....
His soft lips and hands intertwined with mine.
I finally found that one and only good guy,
I didn't think it would end so soon.
He comforted me through the thick,
But he forgot to comfort through the thin.
Our perfection has now crumbled,
My thoughts are filled with trouble.
Now again, there's nothing but anger and tears,
No one is around to wash away my fears,
Too many broken promises, and nights waiting up for him.
My happiness soon turned from a bright hue, to a deep black dim.
A dim I can't escape, I cry when I think of his beautiful blue eyes,
All of his feelings for me left and died.
I still think about him all the time,
The first time he called,
The first time we went deeper....
And now it's all just a memory,
And I can't stand to look him in his face.
I just think about how he hurt me,
And how we let our perfection crumble.
Our Time Together
You have made my life complete in so many ways
The week we spent together was the best of my life
To know the touch of your hand, the warmth of your lips
To feel the softness of your cheek.
To walk hand in hand, to share precious moments with you
To have you in my arms, to experience the closeness
To be one with you, to awaken with you beside me
To spend long lazy days, fun-filled nights
To expand our minds together, to be filled to overflowing.
How can I ever thank you...
For who you are to me
For what you have done in my life
For the waves of pleasure you have brought me
For the simple knowledge that you care
For the way you look at me and smile
For the kind words, the interesting conversations.
I am complete knowing that that we are now one
I am overjoyed knowing that our love is shared
I am overwhelmed by the thought of a future with you
I am yours... always... forever... unconditionally.
My love... I await the day when WE... US... begins
Until then... I promise my undying devotion
I promise my heart... soul... mind... body
I promise that WE will be.
