On Line Diary-November 2003

November 6, 2003
Haven't felt like writing much lately..going through some very tough personal stuff...I guess diaries are ment for personal stuff..lol..but just dont feel like writing anything...dont want to share how I feel with the world..not like the world cares to know either..~t

November 10,2003
Im alive :)~ Had a very hectic weekend
Friday-Miri's birthday, brought cake and ice cream to the school for her and her freinds...Also bought these cool lip whistle..they looked like those big plastic funny lips we would wear when we were kids, but they had a whistle built in..pretty cool...
Satruday- Tia was inducted to NHS..awwwwww..Im so proud!!! Went out to dinner with mom at China house after..Mmmmmmmmmmm...
Sunday- Had a picnic with the gang! Weeeee!!! Had much fun..will post some pictures as they come in from all the diffrent digitals that were there :)..here are some from my cam...

Ang and I played a few games of poker with Matt and Bill..however, after kicking their ass game after game :) I decided it would be more exciting to go boogie boarding and quit..he he..leaving matt and bill to play with themselves..he he
BATTLE OF THE DIPs
Salsa Dip- Submitted by Iron Chef Biru-San

Judge Nakashima Mikimoto-"oh it was sooo wonderful, the taste of the onions exploded on my tongue causing my whole body to shiver with excitement. The tomatoes also matched very well"

Guacomole Dip-Submitted by Iron Chef- Rora-san

Judge Eatami derishiso- "Ohhh.he he he..I never tasted anything so smooth and delight full such as this before. With each bite I was filled with desire to eat more. I can not stop..he he he"

Spinach Dip- Submitted by Angera-san

Judge Tomomaki Makitomo-"Ahh very interesting. The flavor was wonderful. but I had spinich leaf caught in tooth and it was very difficult to remove. Next time you should puree' the spinich before adding to the dip to give it more of a baby food texture.."

he he..the food was awsome..bbq was OISHIII!!!

We only had two disasters that day...
Number 1. disaster

Laura scraped her knee on the coral..OUCH!
Number 2. disaster

Angela wore white shorts and a Mint green thong...which wasnt too bad..UNTIL SHE WENT SWIMMING!!!! he he ...
LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

November 13, 2003
I am so frikin LONELY!!!! ok..venting over..
Went to "Who moved my cheese" workshop today with Ang, Es and LJ..spend 4 hours in the workshop and still have no idea where my cheese is..he he..:)~

November 17, 2003
Time for the weekend report again..he he
Friday- Went out with Esther..had a blast!!! Tried Long Island Ice Tea...OMG!!!
Saturday- Hung out at COP pool allllllllll day long...then took t and daiz out for dinner at Oleai..was suppose to go dancing with Es but that didnt work out..he he..
Sunday- Had a nice quiet day at home..rained all day so hung out on the back porch and read my new Glamor magazine...

November 18, 2003
This is too funny...I like to take the cosmo quizzes and other silly quizes now and then just for the fun of it..this morning I was on the Cosmo page and I took this quiz called "What flavored Lip Gloss would you be?" ..sounded just stupid enough for me to want to waste my time taking it..he he..so I did..my results..

You’re Way-Out Watermelon! Your fashion sense is fast and furious. With your taste for cutting-edge clothing and bold beauty trends, you need a lip gloss that can keep up with your brazen attitude. The wild flavor of watermelon is the perfect partner for your glitter powder and liquid liner. So before you take that walk on the wild side, make sure you're packin' a tube of super high-shine gloss in this fresh, fruity flava!


What was funny about the results is that not only do I have watermellon lip balm in my purse at the moment..I also have watermellon body spray..sheesh..I must really be a watermellon..:)~

November 20, 2003
This morning on my way to work, I put in Kelly Clarksons new Christmas CD and the song (my grown up christmas wish) made me start crying...at first I started crying because I was feeling sorry for myself..feeling sad about being alone for the holidays..feeling sad about being a single mom...feeling sad about stress at work..I got myself really crying...and as I was listening to the words of the song, crying and feeling sorry for myself.. I realized that one of her Christmas wishes was that there would be no more wars..and I started thinking about all those families that have lost a father, mother, daughter, brother, sister, a son or a freind in Iraq and who will be without them this christmas..and all those families that will be alone because a loved one is away at war...and boy did I start crying!!!!! but it made me realize that I have no business feeling sorry for myself for anything....Im healthy..my family is healthy, and they are all safe.....by the time I reached my office my eyes were all red, my nose was red..my mascara was running..it wasnt a pretty sight..Anyway, Thank you God for everything I have and please watch over those who are not home this Christmas and throughout the year!!!~t

November 22, 2003
I miss holding hands!

November 24, 2003
Friday - Stayed home had a quiet night..
Saturday- Went to family fun night at Kagman..Miri did and awsome Macarena (Bleh!) and Vaj did pretty good too..was suppose to go to a fundraiser for the scholarship fund but it was cancelled due to the typhoon in the area
Sunday- Decorated the house for Christmas..put up a Christmas tree and hung up the stocking including one for koko..:) and turned the living room into a Christmas village..its very beautiful *sigh*..

November 25, 2003 Mr. Kim bought me a turkey, dinner rolls and a pumpkin pie today....how cool is that..going to go eat..gobble gobble!

November 26, 2003
2:00- had lunch with Ron, Lou and Crys..they cracked me up the whole time..too funny!!!..ate at my favvvvvvvorite place...i had grilled yellow fin...then we all shared a strawberry shortcake..we were joking around about feeding each other strawberries and Lou feeding lodie strawberries off her punani and I think we turned on these two old men at the table next to us..he he
Have you ever thought you knew someone so well..you were totally on the same level as the person..you knew there was a connection there... and then it turned out they were not at all what or who you thought they were.....amazing how people can play other people so well...what quality or ability must one posses to be able to do this...I dont posses this quality...I wish I possesed the ability to know when Im being played.*sigh*