and it isn't easy
when i want you this much
and it isn't easy
when you don't want me back

but still i would do anything
anything for you
anything to have you and hold you
call you mine all mine

and it isn't easy
longing for your touch
and it isn't easy
remembering every kiss

but still i keep holding on
holding on to you
the dreams i have
the hope i still somehow hold
waiting for the day
when you'll finally come around

and it isn't easy
waiting for you
and it isn't easy
having no control

but i'll just keep waiting
waiting for you
to make a decision come to your senses
realize i'm the only girl for you

and it isn't easy
loving you like this
and it isn't easy
needing this much

but still i'll be here
here waiting for you
your friend your lover
waiting to be both
waiting to be more

İAubrey Renae

Kim Anderson photograph