i can't ever seem to find the words
      to describe how i feel

      i need a salve
      a cool caress
      a touch of something real
      make me feel
      as though i belong
      as if i've been found

      show me warmth
      show me heat
      bring me the light
      'cause i've been in the dark
      for far too long

      sure footing
      give me some stability
      take away the shakiness
      ease away the anxiety
      i want so badly
      to let go of all my fears

      so empty and hollow
      nothing but a walking shell
      i need something
      to fill me up
      to make me feel
      the sparks and flares of life

      ©Aubrey Renae