looking for someone
who doesn't seem to exist
or who maybe does exist
but who i just can't have
and i'm tired of wanting
those things i can't have
can only dream about
and dream of holding
because he's so far away
from me and where i am
so far removed
from this life of mine
he's words on a screen
a face i know
but will never touch
a confidant and friend
fantasy and dream
perfect for me in every way
and he'll never be mine