Ten - VS - Vitalogy - No Code - Yield - Binural
I admit it, what's to say? I'll relive it, without pain Backstreet lover on the side Of the road I got a bomb in my temple That is gonna explode I got a .16 gauge buried Under my clothes, I play Once upon a time I could control myself Once upon a time I could lose myself Oh try and mimic, what's insane? I am in it, where do I stand? Indian summer, and I hate the heat I got a backstreet lover on the passenger seat I got my hand in my pocket So determined Discreet, I pray Once upon a time I could control myself Once upon a time I could lose myself Once upon a time I could control myself Once upon a time I could lose myself Once upon a time I could love myself Once upon a time I could love you Once...
Freezin', rests his head on a pillow made of concrete, again Oh, feelin' maybe he'll see a little betters any days Oh, head down, faces that he sees don't look it ain't that familiar Oh, girlfriend he can't have when he's happy looks insane, oh yeah Even flow Thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know So he chases them away Someday yet he'll begin his life again Life again, life again Kneelin', looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read Prayin', now to something that has never showed him anything Oh, feelin', understands the weather or that winter's on its way, yeah Oh, ceilings, people fall between all the legal halls of shame Even flow Thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know So he chases them away Someday yet he'll begin his life again Whispering hands, carry him away Him away, him away Yeah Even flow Thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know So he chases them away Someday yet he'll begin his life again Whispering hands, carry him away Him away, him away Yeah
Son, she said Have I got a little story for you What you thought was your daddy Was nothin' but a While you were sittin' Home alone at age thirteen Your real daddy was dyin' Sorry you didn't see him But I'm glad we talked Oh I, oh, I'm still alive Yeah I, oh, I'm still alive Yeah I, oh, I'm still alive, yeah, oh Oh she walks slowly Across a young man's room She said I'm ready for you I can't remember anything to this very day 'Cept the look, the look Oh, you know where Now I can't see, I just stare I, I'm still alive Yeah I, oh, I'm still alive Yeah I, oh, I'm still alive Yeah I, oh, I'm still alive, yeah "Is something wrong?", she said "Of course there is You're still alive", she said Do I deserve to be? Is that the question? And if so, if so Who answers? Who answers? I, oh, I'm still alive Yeah I, oh, I'm still alive Yeah I, oh, I'm still alive Yeah I, mmm, I'm still alive Yeah yeah yeah yeah...
She scratches a letter Into a wall made of stone Maybe someday Another child Won't feel as alone as she does It's been two years And counting Since they put her in this place She's been diagnosed By some stupid fuck And mommy agrees Why go home? Why go home? Why go home? She seems to be stronger But what they want her to be is weak She could play pretend She could join the game, boy She could be another clone Why go home?... What you taught me put me here Don't come visit, Mother, screw me! Why go home?...
Ay... Sheets of empty canvas Untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me As her body once did All five horizons Revolved around her soul As the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed Has taken a turn Ooh, and all I taught her was, everything Ooh, I know she gave me all, that she wore And now my bitter hands Chafe beneath the clouds Of what was everything Oh, the pictures have All been washed in black Tattooed everything I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by Some kids at play I can feel their laughter So why do I sear? Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin Round my head I'm spinning Oh, I'm spinning How quick the sun can, drop away And now my bitter hands Cradle broken glass Of what was everything All the pictures had All been washed in black Tattooed everything All the love gone bad Turned my world to black Tattooed All I see All that I am All that I'll be Yeah Uh huh, uh huh, ooh I know someday you'll have a beautiful life I know you'll be a sun In somebody else's sky But why? Why? Why can't it be? Can't it be mine?
At home Drawing pictures Of mountain tops With him on top Lemin yellow sun Arms raised in a V The dead lay in pools of maroon below Daddy didn't give attention To the fact that mommy didn't care King Jeremy, the wicked Ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Clearly I remember Pickin' on the boy Seemed a harmless little fuck But we unleashed a lion Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast How could I forget? And he hit me with a surprise left My jaw left hurtin Dropped wide open Just like the day Like the day I heard Daddy didn't give affection, no And the boy was something mommy wouldn't wear King Jeremy, the wicked Ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today... Try to forget this... Try to erase this... From the blackboard Jeremy spoke in class today...
Hold on to the thread The currents will shift Guide me towards you Know something's left And we're all allowed to dream of the next Of the next time we touch You don't have to stray The oceans away Waves roll in my thoughts Hold tight the ring The sea will rise Please stand by the shore I will be I will be there once more
What the fuck is this world Running to? You didn't Leave a message At least I Could have heard your voice one last time Daily minefield, this could Be my time, 'bout you? Would you hit me? Would you hit me? Oh, oh All the bills go by and Initiatives are taken up By the middle There ain't gonna be any middle any more And the cross I'm bearing home Ain't indicative of my place Left the porch Left the porch Oh Hear my name Take a good look This could be the day Hold my hand Walk beside me I just need to say Hear my name Take a good look This could be the day Hold my hand Lie beside me I just need to say Why couldn't I take? I just want to be I know that I would not ever touch you Hold you Feel you Ever hold Never again Yeah...
The direction of the eye So misleading The defection of the soul Nauseously quick I don't question Our existence I just question Our modern needs I will walk with my hands bound I will walk with my face blood I will walk with my shadow flag Into your garden Garden of stone After all is done We're still alone I won't be taken Yet I'll go I will walk with my hands bound I will walk with my face blood I will walk with my shadow flag Into your garden Garden of stone I don't show I don't share I don't need What you have to give Oooh, I will walk with my hands bound I will walk with my face blood I will walk with my shadow flag Into your garden, garden, oh I will walk with my hands bound I will walk into your garden Garden of stone I don't know I don't care I don't need What you need to live
On the edge A windowsill Ponders his maker Ponders his will To the street below He just ain't nothin' But he's got a great view And he sinks real deep, yeah Oh, can't touch the bottom In too deep, yeah Aw, can't touch the bottom, oh On the edge Of a know-nothin' town Feelin' quite superior The aged come To the sky above He just ain't nothin' But he's got a great view And he sinks bay knot deep, yeah Can't touch the bottom In too deep, yeah Aw, can't touch the bottom In too deep On the edge of a Christmas clean love Young virgin from heaven Visiting To the man above her She just ain't nothin' She doesn't like the view She doesn't like the view Doesn't like the view But he sinks himself deep Oh, can't touch the bottom In too deep, yeah Can't touch the bottom...
I see the world Feel the truth Which way to go Windowsill I see the words On a rocking horse of time I see the birds in the rain Oh dear Dad Can you see me now? I am myself Like you somehow I'll ride the wave Where it takes me I'll hold the pain Release me Oh... Oh dear Dad
Can you see me now? I am myself Like you somehow I'll wait up in the dark For you to speak to me I'll open up Release me... Oh...
