A few weeks later we were in the midst of these meetings, and near the close of my address I saw this young minister come in and slip into a seat at the rear. After I had greeted people at the close, I saw him making a signal for me to join him in the pastor’s study. I went in and said, “Well, is it a boy or girl?” and I saw right away that I had put my question in the midst of tragedy. I shall never forget the look on that young minister’s face. He said, “Doctor, God has given me a son, and I love that child, but he is a Mongoloid idiot.” I said at once, “Bob, listen to me. God has highly honoured you by allowing you to be in the ranks of those who suffer greatly; but you must know from the very outset of this which is going to colour your life, and that of your home, that God planned it.” I opened the Scripture and read a verse to him, and as I read I added a phrase to cover his situation. It is the verse which God spoke to Moses when Moses was complaining that he could not speak. I do not know what type of speech defect Moses had, but when he said to God, “I am of a slow speech and a slow tongue” the Hebrew word there is the same as that used for the hardening of Pharaoh’s heart. Moses evidently had some impediment in his speech: and God said to him, “Who hath made man’s mouth? or who maketh a man dumb, or deaf, or the seeing, or the blind?—and I added ‘a Mongoloid child’—have not I the Lord?” (Exod. 4:11). He grasped the Bible and said, “I never saw that before. But I believe it, I believe it.” I said, “Bob, this is one of the greatest truths in the Scripture. No person in this world was ever blind that God had not planned for him to be blind; no person was ever deaf in this world that God had not planned for that person to be deaf. God said, Who made man’s mouth, who maketh the dumb, or the deaf, or the seeing, or the blind? have not I the Lord? If you do not believe that, you have a strange God who has a universe which has gone out of gear and He cannot control it.”
My God knows how many rain drops are going to fall on this world in this year. My God knows how many leaves are going to be on the trees of all the forests of this world. My God loves me so much that the very hairs of my head are numbered. A child once said to its mother, “Do you know how many hairs are on my head?” “No, my child.” “Then you do not love me as much as God does,” and the mother said, “No, my child, I do not.” It is well to remember that the hairs of our head are numbered, whether we have a full head or a bald head.
There is a great truth here. If you do not understand these things you will think God has let things get out of hand, and the devil is doing something outside God’s power. But that is not true. H. G. Wells once said, “Either God has the power and does not care, or cares and does not have the power.” But that is not true. There is the third alternative. God cares; God could have stopped the war and the bombing if He had wished. God could destroy Satan today if He wished. If you do not believe that, you have not an omnipotent God. I believe that it is of the very foundation of our Christian Faith that we should know what kind of a God we are dealing with.
Did God create all things? Has God all power? Has God all knowledge? Did God create Lucifer; and did He know he was going to become Satan? Could He have made him otherwise if He had wished? Certainly, you say. You do not understand; neither do I. If I could understand I would be as God, and there would be no need for faith. Faith is to believe what you do not understand: that is the essence of faith and love.
A story was told in one of our magazines by a marriage counselor. A young woman went to a marriage counselor in Boston and said, “I am afraid my marriage is going to break up. I am sure my husband is lying to me. He tells me he is working overtime; but I have been past the building where his office is, and there is no light. I have telephoned, and there is no answer; and he does not bring home any extra money.” The marriage counselor suggested that the husband should be brought in for interview. So the wife broached it to her husband, and when the whole story was told and he gave the true and right explanation, the young wife said, “How was I to know that you were working in a back room where the phone was cut off? How was I to know that you were saving the extra money to get me a fur coat for Christmas?” And he said, “That is where faith comes into love.” And that is true of all our relationships.
What God said to Moses, and what I said to the young minister, was a great fact: and it is true for all of us. Our Father knows these things. He knew before Job was struck by all the disasters that came upon him; He planned every detail in Job’s saga. The devil was the agent—God uses the devil. Don’t be disturbed when you read that there was come an evil spirit from the Lord; no evil spirit ever did anything that God had not planned for him to do. That is terrible for some people who look at things superficially; but if you do not believe it, if you think the devil is out of hand, and God is biting His fingernails and saying, “I do not know what to do about it,” you are wrong. We do not have that kind of God!
Let me tell you a parable, which I wrote some years ago. A man had a beautiful estate, with magnificent trees on it. But he had a bitter enemy, who said, “I will cut down one of his trees; that will hurt him.” In the dark of the night the enemy slipped over the fence and went to the most beautiful of the trees, and with saws and axes he began to work. In the first light of morning he saw in the distance two men coming over the hill on horseback, and recognized one of them as the owner of the estate. Hurriedly he pushed the wedges out and let the tree fall; but one of the branches caught him and pinned him to the ground, injuring him so badly that he died. Before he died he screeched out, “Well, I have cut down your beautiful tree,” and the estate owner looked at him with pity and said, “This is the architect I have brought with me. We had planned to build a house, and it was necessary to cut down one tree to make room for the house; and it is the one you have been working on all night.” Do not forget that anything the devil is working at, he is but cutting down a tree God had planned to cut down; he never did anything outside the overall plan of God, for God is omnipotent and omniscient and victorious.
Now the heart of the story as we go through the whole of the Scriptures is this, that we are in the midst of a rebel province. The prince of this world is the devil, and he is the god of this age. We are in the midst of the rebel province, and we are God’s underground movement in this world. The vast masses are with Satan; those who are truly born again and are children of God are relatively few, but they are very important in God’s sight, and all history is arranged for them.God overturned the empire of Egypt for the sake of Israel, and God has tossed empires about for the sake of His people: and He always will.
The fact is that in this world there are people
of
every type and kind and rank; they are in the devil’s camp, and God has
them duplicated in His camp. If you are not in God’s camp I can
duplicate
you, if you give me time. Say you are 40, a graduate of such and such a
university, making so much money, married and with so many children,
and
you do not believe in God. I will
find you a man of 40 who has had the same kind of education, the same
kind of career, the same kind of family, the same type of background,
who
believes in the Lord Jesus Christ. The devil has his convicts; God has
His convicts. In prison there are convicts who say, “When we are
released
I know a place we can burgle and get enough money to start going
again.”
But also in prison there is some man down on his knees saying, “God,
you
had to bring me this low and break me in order that I might find Christ
and be born again, and now I am about to be released and by Thy grace I
want to go forward and live for Thee.” The devil has his convicts, and
God has His convicts. The devil has his doctors; God has his doctors.
The
devil has his ministers, and God has His ministers. There are those who
minister merely for the sake of their religious prestige, and preach
this
nebulous doctrine of the brotherhood of men and the Fatherhood of God
without
the necessity of the new birth: but there are others who give
themselves
unreservedly to the Lord.
In the United States twelve or fifteen years ago there was a
newspaper
story of a well-known film
actress who had a child, and told the reporters that she was
going to call her daughter “Hella,”
because at the place she came from a girl that raised hell was
called a “hella,” and “When my
daughter grows up I want her to raise hell.”
By one of those coincidences which are more than coincidences I was
preaching in a small Baptist
Church there in the south-west, and sitting in the minister’s house
I opened a book which colleges
sometimes publish with pictures of students, and there
before me I saw the portrait of this
actress, whom I recognized from the many pictures in the papers.
I turned the pages and soon
found the young minister’s wife, and I said to her, “You knew
so-and-so?” “Oh, yes,” she said,
“we were in the same class.” She went on to tell how the actress
had been elected Queen of West
Texas, Queen of Hollywood, and had gone to New York; while the
other had been a simple girl
who married the young Baptist minister. They had a boy of five
years old, named David. I said to
him, “Your daddy’s name is John, and you are David; you are not
named after your daddy!” He
shook his head, and his mother said, “We called him David, because
David was a man after God’s
own heart, and we wanted our son to grow up a man after God’s
own heart.” I could not but
think of those two girls, going to school together, and one of them
saying, “I want my daughter to
be named Hella and to raise hell,” and the other wanting her
son named David because she wanted
him to be a man after God’s own heart.
Hebrews 11:7 tells us that when Noah built the ark and entered
the ark he condemned the world.
“Noah, being warned of God concerning things not seen as yet,
moved with fear, prepared an ark
to the saving of his house; by the which he condemned the world.”
No man living in Noah’s time
could say, “how was I to know there was to be a flood,” because
God could say, “Noah did not
know, but he believed” and he condemned the unbeliever. The
honest
Christian doctor condemns
the dishonest doctor; the believing Member of Parliament condemns
the non-Christian Member of
Parliament; the Christian truly born again minister condemns
the ethical leader who is not born
again. No matter
what the status of an individual, the balance is there.
Within the last year I have seen one of the most remarkable
conversions
I have ever experienced
in all my ministry. It was last September that an industrial
magnate in my church came to me and
said, “We have a young man in our organization about whom I am
concerned; he seems to be on
the point of breaking up. I have asked if he will have a talk
with you. He is coming to church on
Sunday. Will you have dinner with us and afterwards talk to him?”
And it was so arranged. When
I got the young man alone I said, “You have some trouble, I
understand;
but first of all, have you
been born again?” “Oh,” he said, “You don’t understand; this morning’s
is the first church service
I have ever attended in my life. I have been inside a church
once for a funeral and once for a
wedding. My grandfather worked with Robert Ingersoll—the great
atheist, like Charles Bradlaugh
in England—and gave out atheist literature. My father also was
an atheist. When I was 17 years
old my father died. There were no prayers or religious service,
and at the cemetery they put the
body in the grave, and a lawyer opened a paper and said, ‘In
the handwriting of the deceased I
have the following statement which I am commanded by his last
will and testament to read at his
graveside.’ The statement was as follows: ‘I wish to
testify
that I have lived my life without
religion and without any superstitious belief in any God or
devil,
and I wish it known that I have
died as any animal, for we are all part of the evolutionary
process,
and when death comes we die
like any other animal. It is in this belief that I have lived
and died.’ The others walked away and I
was left standing there alone.”
I began to speak with him, and told him first of God. I
reasoned
with him from the Scriptures,
and I could see that his mind was dark, but also that he was in
tremendous
confusion. About three
weeks later my friend told me that this young man had been going
to a psychiatrist every day, but
he was afraid he was heading toward a breakdown, and would I
see him again. I agreed; and he
came to me again, and we had another talk. He said, “I
do not know what to do. I go to the
psychiatrist, and he talks about what happened in my childhood.”
I said to him, “Man, it is what
happened when you were seventeen that matters. Don’t you realize
that what you have to do is to
say, ‘Oh, God, I take sides with Thee against my father.’” He
almost leapt out of his chair and
said, “Do you realize what you are asking me to do? You are
asking me to say my father is in
hell.” And I said, “If he is, it will not help the situation
you are in. You must take sides with God
against your father and say, “God, my father deserved to go to hell,
and I deserve to go to hell.’ “I
wrote out on a piece of paper, “Oh, God, if there be any God,
I will vow before Thee, that if
Thou dost show me that Jesus Christ is Thy Son, I will believe
in Him and take sides with Thee
against my father.” And I put it in his hand, and he fell on
his knees sobbing, and said, “I don’t
have to say ‘If there is any God,’ I know there is a God.” In
December I baptized him and his
wife and children, and received them all into
the Church; and he is going on steadily.
Let me tell you this, there is no atheist in this world who
can
stand up and say, “I was brought up
in a background of unbelief” and not be condemned. Here
was a man brought up in about as
atheistic a background as it is possible to have, and he
believed,
and that condemns every atheist
the world has ever seen.
You can carry this all through life. There is no position in
which
you can find any individual who
is a non-Christian, who does not have his opposite number. It
was very interesting to me that,
when dictators ruled over two countries with great Christian
traditions, Italy and Germany, with
Musolini and Hitler, at the same time God saved Chiang Kai-shek,
a heathen Chinese. There were
three dictators ruling at the same time: God had the one, and
not the other two. They died; and
Chiang Kai-shek lives on with simple faith in the
Lord Jesus Christ. I want you to see the
tremendous importance of this: for you are living in a world
where somebody is exactly like you
and is not a
Christian,
and the way you live enters into their condemnation.
Someone says, Do you mean that God would allow a young
minister
to have an idiot child? Yes,
He would. Do you think God would make someone be blind? Well,
the Lord Jesus was asked by
His disciples, “Who did sin, this man, or his parents, that he
was born blind?” and the Lord Jesus
said, “Neither: but that the works of God should be made
manifest
in him.” Do you mean, you
say, that God Almighty let a man be blind for thirty or forty
years so that Jesus could perform a
miracle on him? Certainly. Do you not believe in the sovereignty
of the general staff of the army?
Our joint armies, American and British, were all waiting in
England in 1944 for D-Day. At that
time by common consent one man had been chosen to say “This is
the day,” and Eisenhower was
in supreme and sovereign command. Nobody questioned his right
to say, “This company shall go
there and land under the emplacement and die.” “This
one shall go there and do this.” We
recognize the right of a commanding general to say to one man,
“Take this map and find this
bridge; take a parachute, fly over, drop down over the bridge and
destroy
it, and we will give your
widow the Victoria Cross,” and to another, “That lorry over there
is bogged down in the mud; go
and blister your hands and get it out.” If a general may do this,
please allow God Almighty to do
what He wills. He knows what He is doing. He has a vital plan
for all that is going on, and we are
part of it, although we do not know why. There were many men
in the army who did not know
where they were going; whether they would be sent to Norway,
Greece, or anywhere else. They
recognized the right of their officers to send them where they
would. Shall we not recognize the
right of God to be sovereign?
When a man doubts the sovereignty of God he shows himself to
be
Adam more than at any other
time. He is saying, “God, I do not want you to run things; I
want to run them.” But when a man
says, “Yes, Lord, You can do with me what You
please;
You created me,” he accepts the
sovereignty of God. If you are blonde, God created you and He
planned it; if you are a brunette, if
you have a heavy head of hair, or a bald head, He planned
it: the very hairs of your head are
numbered. Our God is sovereign, our God is eternal, our God knows
what He is doing; and you
and I are in His plan. The tremendously important thing is for
a man to say, “I am a Cockney
Costermonger; I have my little place in the market, and there I shall
live for Jesus Christ.” Another
man says, “I have a brain and ability and I have been elected
a Member of Parliament, and I have
to go to the House of Commons for Jesus Christ.” Another man
says, “All I have ability for is to
be a curate in a tiny village; but I am here for Jesus Christ.”
Another says, “You have made me a
parish priest,” another is in a place of honour and authority.
When God says, “The last shall be first, and the first shall
be
last,” He is not referring to the place
where we work. God has a fifty gallon can, a twenty-five gallon
can, and many quarts and pints
cans, and gills; and that represents the human race. We have
a few fifty gallon ones, the great
men; but He has many of the small ones—and do not think that
if you are a fifty gallon one, you
will necessarily have No.1 place in heaven. A pint which is 100 per
cent yielded to God will have a
better place in heaven than the fifty gallon who is 90 per cent
yielded to God: and that is why the
cook may have a higher place in heaven than the lady she cooked
for! The last shall be first and
the first shall be last; and what we must know is that we are
in the will of God in the place where
God has decided that we should be.
We understand this when we know that nothing can touch
the child of God unless God has
planned it. If we do not see or understand, why that makes no
difference; we may still say to the
Father, “Lord, whatever pleases Thee, I will do.” Many of us
can say, “I thank God that my lines
have fallen to me in pleasant places; I thank God I am
in good health.” But if God sends me
sickness, shall I repine?
Several years ago, the first time I was in India, I visited
one
of the most beautiful mission stations
in the world, and I met there Amy Wilson Carmichael, that woman
of charm, delicacy and taste.
Before I entered her room, her friend said, “Be very careful
not to shake her hand too hard; she is
so tied up with arthritis that it gives her pain if people grip
her hand.” There she was, just a year
or two before her Home going; I put out my hand and she
laid hers in mine, and held it for a
moment. We talked of the things of the Lord, and she spoke about
something of mine she had
read. Then I told her how we prayed that she might have a
renewal
of strength and vigour. She
said, “I get many letters, and I can stand them all except those
that say ‘We are so sorry that God
has laid you aside.’ Suppose a man had been a
submarine
captain and all of a sudden was
transferred to the front-line trenches, would he consider himself
aside?
He would be transferred to
another front; and what has happened to me is that I have
been transferred from the front of
active missionary work, to the front of active pain.”
And believe me, dear friends, when the
Christian goes from one to the other, he is not laid aside; he
has been transferred by the Captain
and put in the place where the fighting is the strongest
and the heat is the heaviest. What is
required of us is that we be so yielded to God that we
can understand the nature of the place
where He has put us, the nature of the assets He has put at our
disposal;
and that we should say to
Him, “Lord, I would be faithful as I am, where I am, for Thee.”
I will close with a story which will perhaps illustrate this a
little more fully. When I was a young
pastor a woman stopped me one evening and asked me to speak to
her son, but I was not to tell
him she had asked me. He was dying of tuberculosis, and was only
22 years of age. She said, “He
curses God something terrible. Would you come and see him?” A
few hours later I knocked, and
she introduced me. I began to talk to him, and said, “I
have been preaching next door....” He
broke in and said, “Don’t talk to me; get out of here.
I do not want anything to do with your
God,” and he lifted himself on his elbow with such a paroxysm
of anger that he began to spit
blood, and fell back in exhaustion, with his last gesture cursing
God. I said, “I will pray for you,”
and he said, “I want none of you.” I prayed with the poor mother
and went away. He died shortly
afterwards, and I knew nothing of how God dealt with him.
A year passed, and on another Sunday evening a girl stopped
me
as I was coming away from a
cinema in which I had been preaching. I had preached three or
four times that day, and was tired.
The girl asked if I would call on a young man in the next block.
At first I said, “I am very sorry,
but I cannot do any visiting tonight; I am very tired.” She said,
“He is dying with tuberculosis. He
is saved, and he wants to see you.” I at once thought of the
other young man, and so I went over
to the house. He was almost the same age as the other boy. He
said to me, “You know, doctor,
for the last few months it has been possible for me only to
walk for half an hour each evening.
Just at sunset I would get dressed and walk down the street to
the corner, and come back. About
a month ago I saw the lights in the cinema. It was Sunday, and
I thought the American Legion
might be there; so I thought I could set for a moment and rest.
They gave me a hymn sheet, and I
sat down and God spoke to my heart, and that night I trusted
the Lord Jesus Christ. I have told
my family, and all my relatives who have visited me. Every
person
in this block has been to see
me, and I have told them of Christ and how He saved me. If I
get my uncles and cousins and all
my friends here next Sunday night, would you come and tell them
just what you preached when
you told such-and-such a story, because I want to tell them that
is what led me to Christ.” And I
said that I would.
The next Sunday night I went to the little home. There
were people in the living room, in the
bedroom, in the kitchen, and on the stairs. The young man said
faintly, “I want Dr. Barnhouse to
tell you what he preached the night I was saved.” There to his
relatives and the others I repeated
what I had said that night. When I had finished, he said, “I
want you all to know it will not be
many days before the Lord will take me home to heaven. I know I am
going soon, and I want you
to know that my hope is in Christ alone.” And he gave
them an invitation to come to Christ.
I went out from that place and pondered over these two
incidents,
and little by little I began to see
other parallels; and over the course of the years this
has been built up, and so now I see it as
God’s plan for His world. This is what is happening; this
is our place in the invisible war.
I have one moment more, and I want to leave with you this last
incident which I think may help
you. There was a young woman married to an aviator in our army,
and one day a telegram came,
“The War Department regrets to inform you that your husband has
been killed in Korea,” and she
screamed out, “God can’t do that to me; God can’t do that to
me.” But God had done it. There
was in my church a Trustee who had a daughter married also to
a young man in Korea, and one
day there came a telegram to her also, saying that her husband
had been killed. The mother and
the daughter were standing together when the telegram came.
When she read it the girl put her
arm across her mother’s shoulders and said, “Mother, would you
leave me alone; I want to go to
my own room, and do not disturb me.” She ran upstairs, and her
mother called the Trustee, who
immediately left his office and hastened home. He said to his
wife, “How is she?” and the mother
said, “I have not disturbed her.” The father went upstairs and
opened her door very quietly and
tiptoed in. He saw she was kneeling by her bed, with telegram
spread out with the open Bible. He
got beside her very quietly, and heard her say, “My Father, my
Father, oh my heavenly Father,”
and he turned and went out and closed the door and went
downstairs.
He said to his wife, “She is
in better hands than mine.”
I am quite sure that hundreds of you can duplicate these
stories
in your own life, when you have
come to a place where life came and struck you, and you said,
“This is more than I can bear. Is
this the reason why I have been created?” Perhaps I may say
that by the way we live in such
crises God triumphs, instead of the enemy. I love the fact that
the Bible says, that “dust shall be
the serpent’s meat.” Job gave the devil a big mouthful of dust, and
I am sure that this girl gave the
devil a mouthful of dust. The young minister with his idiot child
gave the devil a mouthful of dust.
You may be sure in all the stories I have told, it was shown
that Satan’s blandishments were not
able to hold those who had put their trust in the Lord Jesus Christ.
You may find many different psychological and social
situations,
and whatever happens to an
unsaved family will happen sooner or later to a saved family.
You may be chosen to do this, or
that, or the other; but whatever it is, God has put you
there as a general puts his troops in a
strategic position for a great battle and a great victory.