| January, 2001
Going through a difficult time, my life has seemed more turned upside down than it ever has before. So many thoughts go through my mind. Sometimes good, sometimes bad.... and even thoughts that are confusing to me. Ever wondered what it is like to have your heart pulling you in a path you know you just can't follow? As much as I would like to follow this path, as I look down the winding road, I see no end. Somewhere in the middle is where I want to be, but the path to the middle was taken away from me. So, where do you turn? Friends always seem to understand. They can see situations from the outside looking in. Not only do they understand, but always willing to lend a hand. February, 2001 Why do we have friends we feel we just can't trust any longer? Those whom say they would be there for you until the end? When in all reality they were never there for you to begin with. I've learned many hard lessons over the last month. These were difficult lessons learned, however, each one brought a whole new light to the situation. I don't need people in my life that are out to hurt me in any way. Slowly, I am beginning to sort out those who have done me wrong, time and time again. Yes, it is painful at times, because these are people I once trusted. It hurts to say goodbye, yet it gives me a peaceful feeling knowing I am much better without those so-called friends. March, 2001 This is going to be a very peaceful day, I woke up this morning to the rain gently falling upon the roof. Rain provides sensual and intimate feelings for me. It makes me want to run outside and stand in the open and let the rain pour upon my body. It's a force to cleanse, soothe and heal my heart and soul. What would it be like to have someone to enjoy the same sensation of the rain? To run with open arms, to smile, and feel like a whole person again? To share what is in my heart and all that I have to give to the one who is willing to accept it. To share a part of me, without words, but through the Window to My Soul? That is a very nice
thought.......................... April, 2001 Opening your heart to someone you care deeply for, can have so many different effects on you. The happiness you feel inside is worth more than many can explain. Constant thoughts, fluttering butterflies, heart pounding, oh yes, and even the continuous smile that is so often carried upon the face, as well as in the heart. To love and to be loved. To give love and receive love. No matter where you are, or where you will end up, you know deep within - you will always have a special place in your loved one's heart. Always listen with your heart, and trust what your heart is saying to you. == Quote == I salute the light within your eyes where the whole Universe dwells; for when you are at that center within you, and I am at that place within me, we shall be One.
Always, Annette |
