In the back of his mind he could still remember his mom saying, “John you know better than that.  Why does this keep happening?”  All he could do is stand there and stare at her with amazement and also terror.  He knew that she would carry through with her threats but he did not know if and or when she was going to do it.

Before we go any farther let me give you a little back ground on John.  He is a typical 12 year old boy that is normal in every sense of the word.  He is an active child and also very smart for his age.  He is active in all types of sports and is into working with computers.  He is very responsible child and with his mentality level being as high as it is he has a very active imagination.  He likes to read and also writes short stories of a wide variety.  He has an older sister, Katie.  But there is one little problem that John has and he has tried to hide it but as you have already read John has a problem with wetting his pants and also the bed.  Little does John’s parents know John does this on purpose.  John likes the attention that he gets when he has his accidents.  But he is scared to admit that is why he does it.

As he walked up to the door and put his hand on the knob he took a deep breath and sighed as he turned the knob and the door opened so suddenly that he was amazed at the force it took for him to control himself from falling over.  No sooner did he walk in the door he heard his mom call from the kitchen, “John is that you?”  With a heavy heart he responded, “Yes mom it is me…” She came into the living room where John was and when she saw the look on his face she knew that there was something wrong.

“John you ok?  Did something happen at school today?”  All he could say, “No mom I am ok.”  “John I know better than that what is wrong honey?”  “Nothing mom I am fine.”  In the back of his mind John knew he could not hide it from her for long and when she found out she would hit the ceiling.  She looked at him and gave him that look that all of us as kids remember, that one look that our mothers would give us and when we saw it we knew that we had better confess or they would get it out of us one way or another.  John looked down at the floor and right then and there she knew exactly what had happened.

“John what happened this time?”  There was nothing but silence.  She looked at him and asked again, “John what was it this time?”  There was still no response from him.  “John I am going to ask you one more time.  What happened?” At that very moment John broke into tears, “I’m sorry mom I did not mean for it to happen, it just did.  There was nothing I could do.  I tried to stop it and I couldn’t.”  She looked at him and took a deep breath.  As she stood there looking at him she knelt down and said, “Now John I am not going to scream and I am not going to yell, ok honey?”  John still looked at the floor too scared to look at his mom.  He knew exactly what was going to happen.  And he was excited and also scared at the same time.  He wanted this more than anything but he also did not want it.  “Honey now we are going to do this one of two ways…  either we sit and talk about it or we will just take you to your room an wait for your father to get home. Now which way is it going to be?”  “John stood there sobbing, took a few deep breaths and tried to hold the tears back.  “I am sorry mommy”, is all he could get out between sobs.

Brenda looked at John and said, “Come on lets get you cleaned up and into some clean clothes.”  She took him be the hand and lead him into the bathroom where she started the bath water and undressed him while the tub was filling up.

“John we have talked about this haven’t we?”  He nodded his head in response.  “And what did I tell you was going to happen if this happened again?”  No response just a shrug.  “John do you remember what I told you was going to happen if this happened again?”  There was no response but another shrug.  “John do you want me to remind you on what we are going to do since this happened again?”  John could do nothing but sit there in silence with a blank look on his face.  “John this is the 5th time this has happened.  What is it going to take honey?”  We have been to the doctor and also talked with your counselor at school.  And they cannot find anything wrong.  Honey we are going to have to do something to help you with this.  You have been throwing temper tantrums when you don’t get your way.  You wet your pants during the day and also wet the bed at night.  John this has been going on now for over a month.  Your father and I have talked about it.  We both have sat down and talked with you.  Katie sat down and talked with you.  John we are at the end of our ropes here son.”

As Brenda helped John get into the tub he tried to say something but all that came out what a squeak and not a word.  “What was the John I did not hear what you said honey?”  He could not speak.  He was in awe something that he had thought about and dreamed about was becoming a reality.  He was still in awe that this was happening.  He did not know what to do with him self.  He was scared to death.  Did his mom really intend to follow through with the punishment she warned him about and if so what did she mean by the whole 9 yards.  He did not mean for the accidents to happen they just did.  And the temper tantrums he couldn’t help himself.  They just came to pass.

As Brenda was bathing John there was nothing said on the point of the punishment that had already begin to take place.  All that was said was instructions for him so that he could receive his bath.

After he was all cleaned up Brenda helped John out of the bathtub and stood him in the bathroom and dried him off.  She wrapped him in a towel and took him into his bedroom. She sat him on the bed and told him, “John you don’t move from that spot I will be right back let me go and get your clothes for you and we will get you ready to go to the store.  As she left the room John was still awe struck that she was going through with this.  He could not believe it and was scared to death.  She was actually doing this.  What would his dad say, not to mention Katie and his friends.  What was he going to do?  As he sat there and thought about the actions of the following past half hour he did not notice his mom standing there in the door way of his room looking at him.  When she cleared her throat he looked up at her.  His jaw dropped and his eyes got wide when he saw what she had in her hands.  When she was the look of surprise on his face she just walked over to him and kneeled down next to him and said, “John we have talked about this before haven’t we?”  All he could say was, “Uh ha.”

John was in disbelief that his mom was actually putting him back in diapers.  John was thinking to himself, “Where did she get the diapers from?  I have not been in diapers since he was three.  That was like 9 years ago.”  She was actually standing there in his room with two cloth diapers and plastic pants in her hand.  Brenda looked at John and said in a stern voice, “Yes John I have diapers for you.  Cloth ones at that and from what I can see from that look on your face, you did not believe I would do this did you?  When we talked about this last I went to the store and got them for you for just such and emergency.  And I see my choice to get them for you was a good judgement call.  And yes I got plastic pants and also diaper pins.”  That was all that it took.  John broke out into tears when she laid him down on the bed.  He started to fight her when she reached to loosen the towel that he was wearing.  Brenda looked at John and said only one statement in such a stern voice that it got his attention the minute she said it. “Jonathon Michael if you do not stop you will not like me!”  John was in shock when he realized that this was no dream, she really was putting those diapers on him. As Brenda folded the diapers and told him to raise himself so that she could get the diapers into place.  John was frozen in terror.  She was doing as she told him she was going to do.

With in a matter of only a few minutes Brenda had John diapered, powdered and in plastic pants.  You could tell she was a mother of two, it took her no time to get him diapered.  John was in awe at the speed and accuracy that his mom had gotten him diapered and in his clothes ready to walk out the door.  “But mom I don’t want to wear diapers and I don’t want to go to the store.”  “John we have talked about this and if you throw a fit you will get it worse than you already do.  Is that understood?”  No sooner did she finish her sentence John threw his self on the floor and started to throw a fit.  “Jonathon Michael I am going to say this only once.  Get up off that floor.  I warned you and you went and threw a fit.  Ok young man you want it you got it.  Just wait until we get home. (Editors note: those famous words we all remember from our childhood, “Just wait till we get home”)  And when your father gets home all of us are going to sit and have a nice little talk is that understood?”

John stopped in cold fear.  He was in awe.  His jaw was dropped and his eyes were wide with disbelief.  What did she mean and what did she have in store for him.  Did his mom and dad talk about this already?  He did not know what to do with him self.  He was in total disbelief.  His mom had him in diapers, they were going to the store, and what did she plan to get when they were at the store.  As John tried to walk straight all he could do was waddle.  His mom was good.  She made sure to put thick diapers on him and they were not allowing him to walk straight at all.  No matter how hard he tried the diapers kept getting in the way.  All they allowed him to do was waddle.

No sooner did they get into the car John’s friend Jim came running up to the car.  “Hi John.”  “Hi Brenda.”  “Hi Jim how are you?”  I am ok just glad school is out for Christmas.  Hey Brenda I wanted to ask you before you left. Is it was ok for John to spend the night tonight?  I asked my mom and she said it was ok.”  John’s eyes got really big and he was awe struck waiting on his mom’s answer.  Jim did not know that he was in diapers and he was glad that he was in the car where Jim could not see them.  “Tell you what Jim let me talk with James when he gets home.  Most likely I would say yes but I will need to talk with your mom first ok?”  “Ok thanks Brenda.  I will tell my mom that you want to talk with her.”  “Hey John I got that new game when you get home you want to come over and play it?”  “Don’t know yet Jim I will have to see what I have to do when I get home.  Ok?”  “Ok I will talk with you when you get home.  See you later.”  “Bye Brenda.  Bye John” John and Brenda in unison told Jim, “Bye Jim talk with you later.”

No sooner than Jim started to run across the yard Brenda had the car started and was backing out of the driveway.  Brenda looked at John and asked, “Well John do you want to go over to Jim’s house tonight?”  John looked at his mom and then looked down at his pants.  Brenda saw the look on his face and said, “Yes you will be in your diapers.”  “But mom I don’t want too”, was all that John could say.  “John there is no room for discussion.  It is said done and over with.  When your father gets home we will talk about it and that is all that is going to be said about it.  Is that clear young man?”  All John could say was, “Yes mom.”  With a heavy heart John sat in the car listening to the local radio station playing in the back ground and looking out the window at the passing by objects that seemed millions of miles away.

The trip to the store, which normally takes 15 minutes, seemed like it took only a few seconds.  No sooner did Brenda pull into a parking slot she looked at John and said, “Now do you know what we are here for?”  John swallowed hard and said, “things for me?”  “Yes sir things for you as a matter of fact baby things for you.”  “But mom”, was all that John got out before Brenda gave him that look.  When John saw that he did not say another word.  “Now when we get in the store you will be good and I mean it John.  Enough is enough and since you want to act like a baby then we are going to treat you like a baby.  Now you will behave and you will also pick out the stuff that you want and you will be using.  Is that understood young man?”  John could do nothing but nod.  “And no I am not going to make it well known that this stuff is for you.  But you will help me pick out what you want.  Understand?”  All John could do was nod.  He was speechless she was going through with this.  Now he understood what she meant when she told him, “the whole 9 yards.”  “Now lets get on in there and get this over with.  Agreed?”  “Yes mom”, was all John could get out.

Brenda and John walked into the store and headed right to the infant/toddler section of the big department store.  John was embarrassed to be seen in this part of the store, and as it was he was there to get things for him, and not his younger brother which no longer had to get things from this part of the store.  Brenda walked from isle to isle and talked with John as they picked out pacifiers, bottles, and also diapers.  Brenda did exactly what she told him she was going to do.   She made him chose all the things that he was going to need for his punishment.  “Ok lets go up front and pay for this stuff so we can get home before your father gets home. Ok.”  John just nodded.

As Brenda and John made it to the counter John was bright red with embarrassment.  Brenda looked at him and knew exactly had happened.  She knelt down and whispered into his ear, “John did you wet yourself?”  John nodded yes.  “Ok no problem let me get you home and I will change you ok?”  John nodded once more.

Brenda paid for the items, got John, and headed for the car.  In no time they were on their way home.  As soon as they got home she grabbed the baby items she had purchased at the store and told John, “Ok John come here and lay down.”  John was in shock and said, “But mom this is the living room.  Can’t we do this in my bedroom?  You already have me wearing diapers and you are going to make me use that baby stuff.”  “John I am going to say this only once more.  Get over here and lay down before I take you by the hand and lay you down.”  John did what he was told and before he knew it she had already had him undressed and she was putting his disposable diapers on him.  She made sure to clean him thoroughly and also had enough powder on him for two diaper changes.

John did not know what to do when his mom told him.  “Ok you can go play now.”  “But mom I don’t have my pants on.  I am just in my T-shirt and a diaper.” “John you wanted to be a baby so I am making you a baby.  You will dress as a baby is that understood?”  “Yes mom.”  John ran to his room almost in tears.  He did not know what to do.  He had wanted this more than anything or at least he thought he wanted this.  And then when his mom finally gives it to him he is at a total loss.

No sooner than he walked into his bedroom he walked over to his desk and took out his notebook.  He sat down and started writing.  He was not sure where the thoughts or feelings were coming from all he knew was that he had the urge to write and the words flowed like a raging river.  The next thing he knew he saw Katie standing in his doorway giggling at him.  “Look at baby John isn’t he so cute.  Baby John in his diapers.  Ah such a cute baby.  Is the baby wet does he need his diapers changed?”  No sooner that Katie started picking on John he got red in the face looked at her and said, “SHUT UP KATIE!”  “Ah what’s the matter is baby John getting mad is he gonna cry like a little baby?”

Brenda heard Katie and John and she walked into the hallway and said, “Katherine Marie you have 2 seconds to get in the den.  I mean now young lady.”  As Katie stormed into the den Brenda was right on her heels.  When they got into the den Brenda had only two words to say, “SIT DOWN.”  As Katie plopped into the chair Brenda sat down right next to her and looked at her and said, “Now Katie why did you go and do that?”  “I just wanted to mom he is so cute.  I just wanted to pick on him a little bit.”  “Katherine I have one thing to say.  If I hear you picking on him one more time you will be in the same boat he is.  Is that understood?”  “But mom, that is not fair.  He is the one that is messing the bed and his pants.  Why am I getting into trouble for what he did?”  “Katie I am not playing with you.  I can put you in diapers just like he is.  Is that understood?”  “Yes mom.”  “Katherine I mean it.  One more time and we will be going to the store also.”  “But mom!”  “Don’t ‘but mom’ me young lady.  One more time and you will be in the same boat as he is.  UNDERSTAND!”  “Yes mom.”  Now how did your day go?”  “It went good.  Just glad it is over.”  “That’s good.  Now Katie I am going to need your help on this one Ok?” “Ok mom will you tell me what happened?”  “Yes Katie I will when your dad gets home all three of us will sit and talk ok?”  “Ok mom”  “Katie I am serious one more time and we will be going to the store.” “Ok mom no more picking on the baby.”  “Katherine you are pushing it.” “Ok mom”  “Now get on out of here and let me go check on John ok?”  “Yes mom.”

While Brenda and Katie were in the den talking John was writing like a mad man.  He didn’t even notice that he had wet his diapers.  Brenda knocked on John’s door and startled him so bad he wet his diapers again.  When Brenda walked in she saw that John had been writing and asked him how he was doing and if he was ok.  John told her, “yes Katie just got me mad.”  They sat and talked for a few when John saw his mom going for his diapers.  He jumped back in surprise, “mom what are you doing?”  She replied, “John do you want me to check and see if you are wet are you do want to stay in a wet diaper all night long?”  John relaxed a little but was still on his guard.  He knew that she was not going to hurt him but he was still awe struck that he was in diapers.  “But mom I can tell you when I am wet.  John remember you are being treated as a baby and you will not tell me when you are wet I will check you and I will be the one that decides on when you need to be changed.  Or did you forget that little part of the punishment?”  “No mom I did not it is just embarrassing.”  “I know honey but what did I tell you before this happened?”  “That if it happened again this was going to happen.”  “That’s right now let me check that diaper.”

As Brenda checked John’s diapers to see if he was wet, Brenda heard Katie in the background snickering.  No sooner did Brenda hear Katie snickering she turned around and gave Katie (THE DREADED MOTHER YOUR IN TROUBLE NOW LOOK) she had one statement that ended it all right then and there. “Katherine Marie get into your bedroom right now and I will be in there as soon as I am done with John is that understood young lady?”  John was red faced with embarrassment and also anger.  Brenda looked at John and gave him a little smile and also a wink.  John was at a total loss for words to see his mom tell him something with out saying it out loud.  John knew that Katie was going to get it and he was glad he was not the one on the receiving end of that one.  He also knew that when mom spoke in that manner she meant business.  He was not sure what his mom was going to do, but he did know that Katie was in for it.  Katie was at a loss for words and just stormed down the hallway to her bedroom and slammed the door closed.  Brenda looked at John and said, “Don’t worry honey she was warned just like you were and she is getting punished for teasing you.”  John got a big smile on his face. Brenda then told him, “Now I am going to tell you the same thing I told her.  NO picking on her understand?”  “Yes mom.”  “Now you lay down and let me change you.”

Brenda laid John down, on his bed changed him in another disposible diaper and then asked him, “There is that better?”  “Yes mom it is thanks.”   “No problem honey.  Tell you what.  I will be right back I see that you were in the middle of writing when I came in.  Let me get you something to use when you are writing and see if it helps you.  Ok?”  “Sure mom.”

Brenda headed out of John’s room and went right into the Den where the bags of baby items were located.  She grabbed John’s pacifier and headed right back to his room.  When she handed it to him he got a funny look on his face and started to get that funny look.  “But mom.”  “John one way or the other.”  He crossed his arms and started to pout.  “John open your mouth.”  He refused. So Brenda forced the pacifier into his mouth and told him, “You had better keep that pacifier in your mouth I mean it young man.”  John started to pout and Brenda gave him a little smile and kissed him on his forehead.  “It will be ok John it will be over before you know it.  Now you get back to that story you were writing.  I will see you in a few I need to go and have a little talk with Katie.”  “Thanks mom” John jumped up and grabbed a hold of his mom and gave her a giant hug and she held him and patted his diapered bottom.  He was holding on for dear life and did not want to let her go.  He enjoyed his mom giving him this attention but the diapers and pacifier was a little too much for him to handle.  Little did he know that deep down inside of him he was enjoying it, the feelings he had to hide it was too strong for him to let his feelings go and tell his parents that this is what he wanted.

Meanwhile in the other part of the house Katie was sitting on her bed listening to the radio wondering what she did you get sent to her room.  All she did was stand there and snicker.  What was so wrong with that?  She was not the one that was being punished and treated like a baby it was John who was.  But deep inside Katie had the feelings to be a baby again.  She missed the attention that she received when she was younger and now she was the responsible adult that was working part time and also going to school.  She had just turned 16 and she was working and going to school.  She yearned for that love and attention she had as a child but she also had the desire to chase her dreams and make them a reality.  A part of her was jealous to see John getting the attention and also the punishment that he was receiving but also there was a part of her that felt sorry for him.  She was torn between her feelings and her thoughts.

Katie was so deep in thought when Brenda came into the room that she jumped when she heard Brenda call her name.  “Now Katie what did I tell you about picking on John?”  “Not to do it.”  “And what did you do?”  “I did it.”  “And what did I tell you would happen if you did it?”  “I would receive the same punishment.”  “Well I have one question for you is that what you want?”  “Oh yea mom that is what I want put me back into diapers and let me be a baby.  Are you serious?  No that is not what I want.”  “Well guess what young lady you got it.  You were warned and you went and did it.”  “But mom!” “No buts get ready we are going to the store so that Baby Katie can get her diapers also.”  “MOM!” “Don’t mom me get yourself ready you got 5 seconds to get off the bed and on your way out into the car.  And if you don’t then you will be grounded for the rest of your Christmas break.”  “MOM!”  “Katherine Marie I said NOW.”

That is all she had to hear.  She heard Katherine and she was up and out of her bedroom in 3 seconds flat.  John was sitting in his room hearing parts of the conversation and knew exactly what was going on.  There were going to be two babies in the house tonight.  He sat there and giggled to himself.  “That will teach her to pick on me.  And not listen to mom.  Whoa wait a minute not listening to mom got me into this problem.  Now I am sitting here in a diaper and sucking on a pacifier.”  John took those last couple of thoughts and put them in the back of his mind for the time being and got back to his writings.

Brenda popped into John’s room and told him, “John I am taking Katie to the store we will be back shortly if your father gets home before I do tell him that I will talk to him as soon as I get home.  Ok Honey?”  “Ok mom.”  Brenda could see the sparkle in John’s eyes and she gave him that look of, “yes you can be a smart aleck but don’t say a word.”  “Ok honey I love you an I will see you shortly ok?”  “Ok mom see you when you get back.”

John could hear Katie and his mom arguing from the time she left his room till they walked out the front door.  John sat there and thought, “let me see Jim wants me to come over and play that new game but I was told that I have to wear diapers and I have to be a baby.  How can I get around this one?”  No sooner did that thought leave his mind that another thought entered his mind, “what is dad going to say when he gets home?”  As he sat there and pondered those questions he started writing again.

On the way to the store it was nothing but an argument between Katie and Brenda.  All it took was for Brenda to make one statement and Katie was lost for words, “Katie I am going to say this only once.  If you keep pushing the issue you will lose your driving privileges as well as not go anywhere and that includes work.  Is that understood young lady?  You have already gotten yourself put back into toddler mode and you are pushing your luck when it comes to going out.  If you want to lose your other privileges then push the issue.  I told you do not pick on John and you went and did it.  So you are getting the same punishment he is.  You have gotten to big for your pants young lady and it is time to knock you down a few notches and I am going to do this like it or not.”  Katie was flabbergasted.  She did not know what to say.  All she knew was she was going to be treated as a toddler when she was home and she had to ask permission to go anywhere.  Brenda saw that she hit a nerve with her last statement and that Katie was going to do as she was told no questions asked.

Brenda did the same drill with Katie that she did with John but instead of asking, she told Katie what she was going to get.  She took Katie to the Pharmacy section of the department store and found the diapers that were the right size for Katie and she saw the look in Katie’s eyes when she picked them up and started to walk away from the shelf.  At that point in time Katie knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that her mom was serious.   And that the next two weeks were going to be nothing but hell.  She was told and she knew better then to push her mom.  She did it and now she was going to pay for it.  Katie was almost in tears when they got back to the car.  What was she going to do?  Her mom was serious and she thought she was just being stern towards her and now she knew that when she got back home it was diapers and a pacifier for her also.

John was sitting in his room thinking about what he was going to do that night when a thought hit his mind.  He thought about telling Jim about what was going on and then decided not too.  What would Jim think?  Would he think he is weird or would he respect him because he knows he got into trouble?  He finally decided to cross the bridge when he had too.  Then he had another thought.  What would his mom do when she talks to Jim’s mom what would she tell her?  And what would his mom think when she finds out.  John finally decided to wait until his mom got home so that he could talk with her about it and then make his choice about going over to Jim’s house that night to spend the night.

From the time they got into the car until the time they got home there was nothing but silence.  Brenda was already upset with the actions from that afternoon and Katie pulling her stunt made it even worse.  When they pull into the driveway all Brenda said was, “Katherine go into your bed room and I will be in there shortly. Is that understood?”  Katie just nodded her head.  She knew when her mom called her Katherine she meant business.  No sooner did the car come to a stop and Brenda shut the car off Katie got out of the car, with out another word, went right into the house and went directly to her room.  She closed the door, and sat down on her bed.  She sat there in silence, pondering her actions and realizing her mistake.  She waited as the minutes ticked by and for the time that her punishment would begin also.  Katie did not know what to expect and all the horrors she could think of came to mind.  How would it feel, what would she do if she had to go to the bathroom, what would her friends think, what would her dad think.  She got herself so worked up she was in tears.

Brenda walked into the house right behind Katie.  Brenda did not have to say another word she saw Katie was heading for her bedroom and left it at that.  She was going to give Katie time to think about what had happened and then she would go and start her punishment as well.  She walked into the kitchen and put her purse on the bar when she heard someone come up behind her.  She turned to see John standing right behind her.  “Hey big guy what’s going on?”  “I wonder mom I am standing here in a shirt, diaper, and my socks.  You tell me.”  Brenda looked at John,  “I know John but look at it this away it will be over shortly ok honey?”  John looked at his mom with a look that Brenda knew all too well.  “Ok what is wrong John?”  “Well mom I wanted to go to Jim’s tonight and spend the night and play that new game but, um mom look at me.”  “John tell you what let me call his mom and see what we can work out ok?”  “John had a funny look on his face when he heard his mom say that but he took it at face value and gave her a look of gratitude.  “Tell you what honey let me get Katie taken care of and her punishment started and I will call Jim’s mom ok?”  “Ok mom thanks.”  John went over and gave his mom another hug and Brenda patted his diapered bottom with that mommy’s love.  John went back into his room to think on how he wanted to handle the next few hours that were soon to come.

Brenda took a deep breath and headed to Katie’s room with diapers and powder in hand.  In the back of her mind it she felt it was bad enough putting John back in diapers and treating him like a baby but she kept telling him and talking to him about it.  And then to have Katie to push the issue and for her to make the choice to also put Katie back into diapers.  She had that choice of doubt but she also had that feeling of a mother that wanted to have her babies back.  It would be nice to have babies back in the house again but she asked herself this question, “Having babies back in the house in this way?”  Brenda pushed the thoughts aside, “it is a punishment they were warned and they kept pushing the issue so it will be baby time until they learned their lesson if they even learn it.” Brenda sighed deeply as she reached Katie’s bedroom door and then pushed all the self doubt and all the personal conflict aside and prepared herself once more for what she had made the choice to do.

Brenda knocked on the door and then walked into Katie’s room and saw her looking out her bedroom window in tears.  She walked over to Katie and put her arms around her.  Brenda told her in a soft loving voice, “It’s ok sweetheart.”  “But mom it’s not.  This is not right.  What will everyone think?”  “Well Katie what did I tell you?”  “Not to pick on John.”  “And what did you decide to go and do.”  “Pick on him.”  “And I told you if that happened we were going to do this right?”  “Yes mom you did.”  “Katie did you think I was playing around?  That I was not serious about this?”  “Yes mom that is exactly what I thought.”  “Well I tell you what Katie for one I am not playing and if I were would I be sitting in here with a diaper and baby powder in hand?”  Katie shook her head with no response.  Then Brenda stated, “Now lets get this over with.  The sooner we start the soon it is over.  Ok sweetheart?”  Brenda wiped the tears away from Katie’s cheek.  No sooner that she did that all those thoughts of Katie when she was younger came flooding back to her.  Katie was in shock.  She knew her mom meant business and that she did intent to follow through with this.  Whether she liked it or not.  Brenda looked at Katie and saw that she wanted to say something in protest but Katie held it back and just sat there holding her mom sobbing.

Brenda helped Katie stand up and walked her over to her bed.  She waited for Katie to undress and for her to lie down on the bed and started to get her ready to get the diaper put on her.  She told her to lift her body and placed the diaper under her.  She then went and took the baby powder and powdered her.  Katie just lay there and sobbed and did as she was told with no protest.  Just as with John, Brenda had Katie diapered and had her ready to go in a matter of minutes.  Katie was a little harder to diaper because she was a little bigger than was John but Brenda still had no problem with diapering her.  The next thing Katie knew she was in a diaper and her mom was putting her hair in pigtails.  Katie was in shock.  She looked just like the little girl that was in her baby pictures.  Her mom was a magician and she was the subject of her magic trick.

No sooner than Brenda had gotten Katie dressed and prepped for the starting of her punishment Katie reached for her pants to put them back on and Brenda gave her a stern look and said, “I don’t think so young lady.  You will be dressed and you will not get to choose what you are going to wear.  Is that understood.”  Katie stopped in sheer horror at what her mom just said.  Brenda saw the look on her face and responded before Katie could get a word out, “No don’t worry it will not get out to everyone.  But you will wear what you are told to wear is that understood?”  Katie could just stand there with her mouth wide open and her eyes as big as saucers.

“Katherine I am serious on this one.  If you abide by the rules of your punishment then we will see about getting you off punishment early.  Ok young lady?”  Katie let out a small but understandable, “yes mom.”  As Brenda walked out of the room Katie walked over to her bed fell on her bed and held her teddy bear tight.  No sooner did she hit her bed her pigtails went one way and her shirt went the other exposing her diaper.  To a common person walking by, Katie looked like a 3 years old on her bed sleeping.  Katie just lay there sulking and also pondering what she was going to do.

When Brenda made it into the kitchen she noticed that John was no where to be found.  She walked back to his room and found him sitting there playing on his computer.  He was play one of his older games that he had beaten so many times it was not funny.  She found it odd that John was playing that game because she had not seen him playing it for the longest time.  She knocked on his door.  When he turned to see whom it was Brenda almost hit the floor.  There was John, sitting there at his computer, with his pacifier in his mouth just like it was nothing.  “Honey you ok?”  “Yes mom just sitting here play a game.”  “Ok Honey I did not see you when I went into the kitchen and was trying to figure out where you were.  Well let me get out of here and go and get dinner ready.”  “Ok mom.”

  Meanwhile back in Katie’s room she sat there and thought about the predicament she had gotten herself into.  She lay there and just had the odd feeling of that extra thick thing that she was wearing on the lower part of her body.  It was odd feeling but it also brought back feelings that she had from long ago.  She was confused.  She liked the attention that she got but she did not like the fact of what her mom did.  As she lay there she got more and more into a deep thought about what had happened and also what the feelings were that she had for this.  It was feelings of guilt, anger, embarrassment, but also some small part of her enjoyed it.  Katie was no longer sulking but dreaming.  What would this be like to have all the time and not just as punishment?  But what would her parents think and also her friends?

As Katie was in her room day dreaming Brenda was in the kitchen thinking.  “What is going on with those two?  Was I right in making the choice that I did?  What is James going to think let alone do?  We have talked about John and we decided to go through with this but what about Katie.  She has always been upset with being the oldest and she felt that she did not get the attention that she should.  Did she do this just to get into trouble and get babied?”  Brenda was too far into thought when she slipped and cut herself with a paring knife that she was using to cut vegetables.  No sooner than the screamed out in pain, John and Katie came running into the kitchen.  In unison the two kids, now toddlers to be, called out, “Mom what’s wrong?”

Brenda just stood there with the paring knife in one hand and her injured hand hanging there bleeding while she took in the site of her two kids at the age she wanted them back on many occasions.  She was awe stuck.  The two kids walked over to her.  Katie took the knife out of her hand and John took a rag and put pressure on his mom’s cut.  “Mom you ok”, was all that Katie could get out.  John looked at Katie and said, “Ok Kate I think I have the bleeding stopped.”  What only took the matter of a few seconds seem like and eternity. Brenda was in shock her kids were standing there taking care of her and they looked just like they did in their baby pictures.

“I am kids just slipped and cut myself.  How bad is it John?”  “Not sure mom you might want to take a look.”  Brenda looked at the cut and noticed it was not bad just a small cut.  “Katie can you get me a bandage so I can put it on this?”  As Katie turned around to head to the bathroom Brenda noticed that her pigtails spun around and her shirt came up just enough to expose her diaper.  Brenda went into another flash back of when Katie was only 3.  Brenda was still awestruck.  Did she make the right decisions in punishing the kids or was it just for her personal pleasure?

John was standing next to his mom holding pressure on the cut just like the taught his class in school for their first aid class they had no more than two weeks before.  With in a matter of minutes they had the bleeding stopped and the cut was covered.




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