Only God Knows Why

I remember a time when each day

was long, when the world was a

play ground and my life like a song.

 I let the years pass by with barley

 a care, not thinking of the future

 or what waited there.

My parents assured me I had nothing

to fear, and no matter what they would

always be there. Little did I know of a

 world out side home where tragedy

 sorrow and sickness could roam.

As a child my biggest concern was

just being me, wanting to be happy

needing to be free. Always content

never shedding a tear, I thought

no matter what Id always be here.

But now I am grown up and

darkness is starting to set in, I often

Look back to when life was a game,

Bust no matter what happens it will

never be the same!

There are days when I just want to break

down and howl! To give up completely

 and through in the towel. Then I look

at my children and I know without a doubt,

I wanna be here to see how there life

turns out!

Ill hold my head high and push my

way through I have so much to give

yet so much to do! I make you this

promise now though it will be hard,

Ill go on and smile and play every card!

~Melissa 200~

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