Sleep In Fear

Sleep In Fear
By: Margaret Helmstetter

The nights of fear
Why can I not sleep?
Why must I worry?

Questions dance through my mind
What will I do wrong?
How can I stop?

Memories dancing through my head
Who will weild the belt?
How many smacks?

Knowledge that pain is not the worst
No blankets
You should have cleaned the floor

Pain you can survive
The words cut deeper
Slicing apart but no healing can come

Growing but not wanted
Learning to fear
Hoping to survive




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