Emily, You are the nicest, sweetest, most beautiful creature God has ever placed on this planet. I am forever in debt to him, for a ton of reasons, but also for allowing me the pleasure to know you and be apart of your life. I only pray that in time I can truly begin to understand how much you do for me, and at the same time I pray that you can fully understand how much I love you and all that you do for me forgive me for who I am, because I know that I haven't been the greatest friend in the entire world to you in the past. I only want the best for you from now until eternity and I hope that you feel the same about me. Maybe one day I can repay you for all the good you've shown me. Until that day, I ask that you hang with me! Please?! I will try to be a better person towards you and everybody else around me. I promise. Thank you.
Always and Forever yours
Mars Java:
Oh I sleep just to dream her
Beg the night just to see
her
That my only love should be
her
Just to lie in her arms
I know I’ll miss her later
I wish I could bend my love
to hate her
Wish I could be her creator
To be the light in her eyes
~Matthews
The space between
The tears we cry is the laughter
that keeps us coming back for more
~Matthews
Everytime I look at you
Feels like lightning running
through my veins
~Gray
Random thoughts by Marissa
Wujek:
Animosity sucks!!!
Crossing Away messages are
bad too.
Chill out Dude.
Don't cry...Your body needs
the water.
Whatever you're into...dig
into it deeper.
All work and no play is totally
missing the point.
I like to wear hooded sweatshirts.
Just do it.
Life is a dance floor...Get
moving.
Every pot has a lid!
Toot toot, aaah, Beep beep!
So I confess my sins to the
preacher about the love I've been prayin' to find. Is there a brown-eyed
boy in my future? And he says girl you've got nothing but time. But
how do you wait for heavan? And who has that much time? And
how do you keep your feet on the ground when you know that you were born
to fly?
~ Sarah Evans
I'm not offended by all the
dumb blonde jokes because I know I'm not dumb ... and I also know that
I'm not blonde.
-Dolly Parton
Sometimes I wonder if men and
women really suit each other. Perhaps they should live next door, and just
visit now and then.
-K.Hepburn
When women go wrong, men go
right after them.
-Mae West
I used to be a prancer,
A one-eyed song and dancer,
But eyes for true romance
I didn't even try.
I'd get 'em and forget 'em,
But I never could stay with
'em,
Cause I thought my well of
love had done run dry.
But now it's bubblin' up.
I feel it bubblin' up.
And you can't hold back this
true love
No matter what you do,
Because it's bubblin' up.
It's bubblin' up,
And it'll soon be bubblin'
over just for you
I know that when I met you,
You loved me and I let you,
But I'd gladly bet you
That it wouldn't last too
long.
But I had no way of knowing
That this thing would keep
on growin',
And now the feeling still
is going strong
And yes it's bubblin' up.
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if you wait for me
then i'll come for you
although i've traveled far
i always hold a place for
you in my heart
if you think of me
if you miss me once &
awhile
then i'll return to you
i'll return & feel
space in your heart
remembering your touch your
kiss your warm embrace
i'll find my way back to you
if you'll be waiting
if you dream of me
like i dream of you
in a place thats warm &
dark
in a place where i can feel
the beating of your heart
oh i've longed for you &
i have desire to see your face your smile
to be with you wherever you
are
together again it would feel
so good to be in your arms where all my journeys end
you can make a promise if
its one you can keep
i vow to come for you if you
wait for me
say you'll hold a place for me in heart...O:-)
Buterflyn
*Some people say its holding on that makes you stronger....it seems to me its letting go that is much harder...*
"Desperate for changing, starving for truth, Im closer to where I started, chasing after you...Im falling even more in love with you, letting go of all Ive held on to, Standing here until you make me move, Hanging by a moment here with you......." <--Lifehouse
"Anything I have ever done that was ultimately worthwhile, initially scared me to death." Bette Bender
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
*To the world you may be only one person, but to one person you may be the world*
Live well, laugh often, love
much :-)
these tears ive cried
ive cried a thousand oceans
and if it seems im floating
in the darkness
well i cant believe that i
would keep
keep you from flying
and i would cry a thousand
more if thats
what it takes to sail you
home
im aware what the rules are
but you know that i will run
you know that i will follow
you
over silbury hill through
the solar field
im aware what the rules are
but you know that i will run
you know that i will follow
you
these tears ive cried
ive cried a thousand oceans
and if im floating
in the darkness
well i cant believe that i
would keep
keep you from flying
and i will cry a thousand
more if thats
what it takes to sail you
home
sail you home sail you home
Tori Amos "1000 Oceans"
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after awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul; and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security; and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. and you learn to build all your roads on today because tommorrow's ground is too uncertain for paths. after awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. so plant your garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone else to bring you flowers.
from Kylie K
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If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you.
- Winnie the Pooh
To Be Continued...
