stalker round two
So, Christine said this:

i really wanna meet you...

did that sound stalkerish at all? i hope so. :) just playin.

Now, I've had one male stalker in my past...but never a female. I wonder if this will be any different. (Hopefully this stalker won't look at my boobs quite as much.)

Anyway, I really want to meet Christine too! We so need to hang. Though, I have this feeling that if I add Christine to my "friends" list, I'll be drinking a whole lot more Tequila.

Tequila? Yeah, Christine, we really need to meet soon! ;-) Plus, I so need a friend who will go man watching at the Galleria with me.

my new book
So, I went book shopping with my aunt today. I love books. :-) *sigh*

Anyway, I picked up this great book. My aunt made fun of me for buying it...and then the guy who checked me out made fun of me. But, they both spent time looking at it...and then they laughed. So, my book was making people smile before I had even got it home. I think it will be a great coffee table book someday. (I guess I'd have to own a coffee table first.)

Here are the book stats:
Cacas:The Encyclopedia of Poo
by Oliviero Toscani
It cost me $3.00

You can see some of it here: http://community.webshots.com/album/139054031iBgLhm

Make fun of me if you want, but it's a great book...and the perfect Graduation gift for JohnPeek.

uh...sorry...
That post was such a downer. I just use my blog for my own personal venting. So...umm....deal!

tears, love and frustration
Why is it that every time I talk to my ex-boyfriend he makes me cry and feel like I?m in the wrong? He is the one who dumped me. He is the one who decided I wasn?t a girl he wanted in his life. He is the one who didn?t even want me to come and visit him as a friend.

Yet, he gets mad when we sit on the phone in silence for twenty minutes and then I suggest letting him go. He gives me this, ?You don?t want to talk to me?? thing.

Of course I want to talk to him. Does he not ignore the fact that I never stopped loving him? Why does he act like that? Plus, ever since he found out that I had a guy ask me out he?s been quizzing me on it. I just think it?s odd to share every detail of my love life (or lack thereof) with my ex. Isn?t it?

He had this big church conference last weekend and he?s yet to talk to me about it. I know he?s upset that I didn?t call him that night and ask him about it. But, how am I supposed to know when it?s ok to talk to him about things in his life and when it?s not? He is the one that walked away from me. So, I assumed that if he decided to all of a sudden tell me about something, he would. Am I supposed to just ?know? when to ask him something? I?m just trying not to call him about everything. I don?t want to be perceived as ?clingy? or ?too girlfriend like?.

And why is everyone in my life upset with me for not wanting to date this guy who asked me out? I just don?t want to date anyone. My heart is elsewhere right now. I would feel wrong going out with him. And frankly, I?m just not interested. I just don?t feel like going out. I know he?s a splendid gent! I just need some friends right now. Not another guy to break my heart and make me feel like crap.

Wild West Night
Anyone who didn't get the evite for the Wild West Night Erin and I are having...and wants to come, please e-mail me and let me know that you want to come! Chances are that I just didn't have your e-mail addy in front of me. I want you to be there! So send me your e-mail address!

BlueEyedU2Fan [at] yahoo [dot] com

what I'm reading
So, I?m home today and sick. Naturally, I?m killing time on the net because I?m tired of watching movies and reading books. Plus, my art habit has been a bit messy lately. Here is a brief look at what is being said at the blogs that I read?

Ning - ?Weddings are interesting. Who would have thought it'd be such a community event when 2 people get married??

Robin - ?Christi and I have been talking about wedding stuff all day while she quizzes me on bacterial agents for my test tonight.?

Christine - ?ok. i'm watching dr. phil today, and i lose all hope in the male species.?

Nate - ?John Kerry is a douche bag but I'm voting for him anyway?

Tricia - ?Ireland is interesting, delectable country and not at all monotonous.?

Josh - "Yeah...functions of a complex variable rock my nutz."

The Stewart Family ? ?John Kerry is slowing working his way into my heart. Well, no, perhaps just his hands around my vote. Today, in the NYTimes, I learned just how similar Kerry and I are. I mean, he has his butler Marvin taking care of him, and I have, well, um, .... okay, maybe John Kerry is NOTHING like me.?

boring
You ever get the feeling that you are getting old and everyone else is doing exciting things? My life just seems so uneventful right now.

Christi got engaged, Hilary is getting married. Tim and Erin are getting married in three weeks?it?s just crazy.

Plus, I have many friends who are having babies now. Oh well, at least my boring life is predictable, right?

my 100th post
Today was pretty dull. Decided it was time to return library books (that I forgot I had). I got a letter from the County Attorney's office saying I had to return them or else. Sheesh! I wonder how long I've had them.

I've been kind of icky all day today. I slept all afternoon. And I think I'm going to go back to bed right now...

no...
It can't be.

He is getting married. *sigh* Guess I'll never be the First Lady. drat!

bros before hos
Will kindly reminded me last night that, since I was one of the guys, I needed to keep my bros before my hos. Lovely.

I really do like being one of the guys.

Also, Will told me last night not to f**k with a certain guy in my life. I quickly replied that I was more likely to f**k him then f**k with him.

We both laughed heartily. Then he dared me to blog it. Hahaha...