I have felt this relaxation
No
it is just a numbered feeling
that I have swallowed in
the characters in my book
I reflect the pages
the madness is this uncaring
I picked it
I drenched the petals in blood berries
As I leaf through the pages
the pink berry-stained pages
they ensue and ensure pure
loss of mental frantic
disoriented
This is so tiring
so ridiculous